“If it was nostalgia, I would miss it too. If it's profound It's very deep in my heart."

I sit and hum a song Ready to rock gently In the backseat of my brother's car. The three of us were headed along Highway 35. Our destination was Hua Hin. We are taking P'Toey, a friend of P'Nath's who just returned from Italy, on a trip. Meanwhile, Toey's parents had not yet returned from Chiang Mai.

Today P'Noth is wearing a pink shirt with an open back and a strap around his neck and shorts. It's like you can jump into the sea at any time. And don't forget to bring your sunglasses and your trusty ukulele. As for me and P'Toey, we wore short, bright colored dresses. with shorts

“Brother, are you tired yet? Do you want the app to drive for you?”

I asked when he had already been driving for an hour and a half.

“Not tired,” P'Nath replied and smiled at me through the rear view mirror.

“Non, I think we'd better stop at the gas station in front, take a break from the car, and then buy some snacks to eat,” P'Toey said. Probably afraid that he would be too tired.

“Yay!” I cried.

“Uh...it's true. I forgot that we brought the little boy in the back seat with us. If you're hungry, don't tell me."

Brother Nont turned the car and parked at the gas station. Pee Toey walked into the bathroom. While me and Brother Nont walked forward and set up into the minimart.

“Apple likes to eat pizza and dumplings,” Pee Non said when we stopped in front of the dumpling booth. Are you ordering dumplings for me?

I'm so happy and humbled that P'Nont knows what I like to eat. Then I accidentally looked at my brother. And the smile stayed like that

“Why are you looking at me, App?” Brother Nont waved his hand in front of me to regain my consciousness. But I still smiled, looked at him, and accidentally spoke softly.

“The app wants to look at you. This lovely person.”

“Looking for...what kind of joke is this? I'm too lazy to fix it." Brother Non made a tired face. Before going to pick up a pizza and handing it to the restaurant staff to warm it up.

Uh...is this the result of making bad jokes often? I swear it wasn't a joke just now.

Finally we arrived at a very hip resort with a private beach. When Brother Non got out of the car, he carried a blue waterproof bag with water play equipment. ran wildly into the sea Even though we haven't checked in yet.

“Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much Floating along with the strong wind Me and P'Toey looked at each other. and laughed together

“Haha, that's a lot. I went to watch the music on the app. Today the waves are strong. Don't let them swim in deep water. I'll go check in first."

I take a leisurely stroll. I saw my brother in the sea. Jump up and wave your hand far away.

“Apple, apple, apple,” the older brother shouted cheerfully.

I waved back and kept walking.

P'Nathorn waited for me to walk over to him without realizing it. I ran with my body wet. Pull my arm into the sea

"App, let's play in the water"

“It's almost noon like this. Who plays in the water? Can't you keep it cool?"

“No!” Brother Nont pulled and dragged me into the sea. But my brother is smaller. No matter how you drag it, it won't go.

“Please ask the app first. And I'll play in the water too."

When I finished speaking, Brother Non ran into the sea.

“Oh... Brother Nat. Why are you so touchy?”

And it was me who ran after him into the sea. I pulled Brother's arm. P'Nat turned around.

"Why don't you play in the water?"

“Ap wants to be with you.”

P'Nont smiled, took off his own swimming goggles and put them on for me.

“Let's apply sunscreen first.”

P'Nath took out sunscreen lotion from his waterproof bag and poured it on his hand before slowly applying the lotion to my face.

“Why are you wearing glasses? I don't feel good at painting my face,” P'Nont complained.

"Uh... Brother Nont put it in the app himself."

“Do you dare say that to Brother Non?” Brother Non said before throwing sand at me and running away.

“Brother Non, why are you teasing the app?”

After playing in the water until we were red I invited him to quit.

“Brother Nat, the app can't take it anymore. Let's go up.”

"Don't let me up." P'Nat swam up and clung to my back.

I turned around and made a sad face. Brother Nonth allowed me to stop playing.

I walked up from the sea I saw P'Toey lying down listening to music. Reading a book on the beach bed

“P'Toey, don't you play in the water?” P'Toey smiled at him. Take off one earphone.

“The sun is hot. Who would dare to go into the sea at noon like Nat and App?”

“That's it,” I replied, turning to look at my brother who still hadn't gotten out of the sea.

“Brother Non can come up now. I'm hungry." I covered my mouth and shouted to Brother Nonth.

“App, go take a shower. I've left both of our bags in the resort. I'll go follow you myself."

P'Toey handed over the key card. and pointed at the resort behind where we were staying Only 20 meters away from where I was standing was a Balinese style house, glass all around and a wooden balcony extending out in front of the house. Facing the sea On the side of the house there is a staircase for going down to the swimming pool.

"Wow...very beautiful, Toei."

“Of course you are, you are beautiful.”

“55 is an app that refers to our housing.” In my heart, I secretly think that there are many people who are smarter than us.

I went to wash myself at the shower in front of the house. before using the keycard to open There were 3 beds in the house, set up separately. P'Toey took my and P'Nonta's bags and placed them in the room neatly. I open the bag Picked up the phone and was shocked to find that 6 friends in the group had called 6 people, altogether 30 missed calls.

So I called a friend back first.

"Hello...What do you say? You want to follow us to Hua Hin?"

“No, we came with P'Nath and P'Nath's friends. No, this resort is already full.”

“Have you reserved another place yet? I don't want to go.”

“Are...are you going to cut us out of the gang? Why not?”

I hung up the phone feeling a little bummed. Why would you come and visit Hua Hin? Why don't we make an appointment to go somewhere else? Or any other day. If you don't go find a friend. Friends will be removed from the gang. But if you go to see a friend, you have to agree to let P'Nath stay with P'Toey, the two of them in this place.

After taking a shower I still haven't seen P'Nath and P'Toey come in. I opened P'Non's bag to take out P'Non's clothes and prepare them for him. But then I came across 6 Polaroid pictures, pictures of Brother Nont taking intimate pictures with a cute woman. My feeling right now is... It hurts beyond words.

It hurts because I don't know anything. My relationship with Brother Nontha is too vague.

'Brother Non, he's very important, so you have to take him everywhere, right?'

When I think of this Tears kept flowing out.

I walked out and sat on the balcony. P'Nath and P'Toey are still playing together. Laughing on the beach bed Sigh...why do I have to love someone who is so unclear?

I walked slowly towards P'Not and P'Toey.

But then I had to move faster when I saw P'Toey trying to tickle P'Nath who was laughing with a small sound. and writhing around with complete insanity

“P'Nont, go take a shower now.” I took his hand and dragged him into the house. Today, I will do everything to make it clear. Let's start with P'Toey first.

“Brother Nat...what should I do? A friend on the app invited the app to sleep over at a nearby resort.”

"Go. I don't mind." Ha... P'Nat doesn't mind at all.

“P'Nont, go with the app.” I grabbed P'Noth's arm with both hands.

“What about P'Toey? I can't go."

"Who do you choose to be with? App or Toey?"

“How can I let you choose? I took P'Toey to visit. How can I leave P'Toey alone?"

I turned my back on him. Go and put your clothes in your bag.

“At first the app said I would only go for one night. But now the app will go for three nights. Then the app will go back to Bangkok with friends.”

Brother Nont walked over and hugged me even though his body was still wet with seawater.

“Can't you just go for one night?”

“Please ask the app first. And the app will only last for one night.”

Brother Nat released me. Then he turned around and walked back to the beach bed. Without looking back at me again

I called a friend to come pick me up at another resort. While friends had fun playing in the water in the evening. I myself have to sit on the beach and think about nothing.

'Now the app is no longer with you. How will you be?'

'Are we wrong?'

I picked up the phone and called Brother Nonth. But P'Nat didn't answer the phone.

'What are you doing? Are you really that upset with us?'

I open Twitter to check the movement again And then I found a picture of P'Nont and P'Toey. Lying together on a beach bed Both of them look happy. The next picture is P'Nont and P'Toey making sand to play on the beach. The next picture is P'Nont and P'Toey preparing to have a barbecue next to the house. And the last picture of P'Nont and P'Toey lying head-to-head on the sandy beach.

When the sun is setting over the sea This is a clear pre-wedding photo.

'P'Nath probably doesn't feel lonely. I don't feel anything at all. When the app isn't there'

I called him over and over again, but he didn't answer.

Friends went out to sit at a seafood restaurant. But I refused I'd rather sit and eat quietly at the resort.

“Hey...App, if you come here it will be like this. I'd better take you back to Brother Nat," one friend said. Couldn't stand my growing depression.

"I'm sleepy. I want to sleep."

All of my friends went to a restaurant. As for me, I lie down and look intently at my brother's Twitter. to wait to see the movements of the elder brother Exhausted from playing in the sea at noon, he fell asleep, only to wake up when the phone rang.

“Brother Nonth, what time is it?” I said in a completely sleepy voice.

“It's already 2 a.m.”

"Is Brother Not asleep yet?"

“Um...I'm sleeping now. But I can't sleep. I miss the app."

"I'll see you in three days."

“App, I miss you.”

"I'm going to sleep. It's very late. I'm going to feel sick."

I feel like I'm in a mess. I can only think about why life is so dramatic. I had to wake up and have a friend drive me to the resort where he was staying at 2:00 a.m. and he came in his pajamas.

Picked up the key card and opened the house to find P'Nont and P'Toey asleep. I put my backpack on my own vacant bed. before sitting down next to Brother Nonth's bed

“Where do you say you miss the app? How can you not sleep, Brother?" I sat and looked at Brother's face, who was still asleep on the bed with his eyes closed. Before reaching out to gently touch his cheek.

"App I love you"

I kissed my brother's cheek before slowly kissing him. I put myself under my blanket. and hugged Brother tightly

Brother Nat moved slightly. Before slowly opening his eyes

“App...how did you get here?”

“Well, App misses you.”

The two of us made eye contact. Brother Nontha's eyes were full of nostalgia. It must be love that he doesn't know. Or pretending not to know for sure?

I moved myself closer to my brother. Our lips touched lightly. Before P'Nat could move away.

"Apple...we're here with P'Toey," P'Nont said softly.

"Oh, right...the app forgot."

I pulled my brother into a hug.

“This bed is really small. You'll fall off the bed soon."

“Is the app angry at you? The person in that picture is my friend,” P'Nont said with a serious expression.

“The other day, I secretly looked at the picture of my brother. Don't forget to put it in your bag properly.”

“The app is going to sleep. Please don't be so loud,” I said and closed my eyes happily.

________THE END__________

Oh...Apple secretly looked at his brother's photo and refused to destroy the evidence. Brother can catch it.