Myungsoo lost the person he loved the most, Sungyeol, never to return. He was so sad that he didn't do anything.

Sungjong secretly likes Myungsoo but doesn't dare tell anyone. Because Sung Yeol, the closest hyung, is dating Myung Soo.

Until Sung Yeol passed away, Se Hong Jong took care of Myung Soo who was always sad.

“Myungsoo hyung, please eat something.” Myungsoo hyung hasn't eaten anything in several days. Just huddled up in the room and didn't go out. I don't want to see Myungsoo hyung like this. Everything that Sungjong thought could not be put into words. Sungjong had to stand in front of the door for a long time. I didn't dare go into the room. I don't know why I went in because I wasn't very close to Myungsoo.

“I'm not hungry, you can leave.” Sungjong had heard the same sentence for the past 3-4 days.

“If you're not hungry. It's probably good to eat a little something. I haven't eaten anything in several days."

“I'm not eating, get out!” Myungsoo said in a louder voice.

“But I...I” am worried about you. Sungjong didn't dare to say these words and just kept them back. And it seems like Myungsoo isn't interested in what Sungjong has to say either.

“Get out!” Myungsoo said as he pointed his finger towards the door for Sungjong to leave. Myungsoo didn't want to do anything or meet anyone ever since the accident. that caused him to encounter loss at that time

“I know you're sorry. I am just as sad as you for the accident that no one wanted to happen.” Sungjong tried to hold back the tears from falling.

“I told you to leave!” Myungsoo said in a voice so loud it sounded like he was yelling, causing Sungjong to be startled.

“I know that you love Sungyeol hyung very much and are saddened by Sungyeol hyung's passing and that accident. And don't you think that I and the others are just as sad as you? And when you act like this, don't you think that other people will worry about you even more? I've never thought about other people's hearts.

I only think about myself. I'm not the only one who is sad. Everyone is sad too.” Sungjong's tears flowed out with each word he had suppressed for a long time. and walked out of Myungsoo's room. Tears that were already flowing and another that couldn't be stopped, leaned in front of the door. Suddenly, the sentence that I heard Myungsoo say to himself yesterday before Sungjong entered Myungsoo's room came up.

'Sungyeol, why do you have to leave me?'

'If that day were to last longer, You probably don't have to leave me like this.'

'I love you, Sungyeol, very much, and I don't think I'll ever love anyone as much as you.'

'I'm sorry for making you sad. Even though I promised I wouldn't make you sad. But I can't do it'

'Why don't you take me with you? I don't want to get hurt I don't want to be sad again'

Those sentences caused Sungjong to feel extremely hurt. Sehongjong admitted that he loved Myungsoo from the first time they met and kept telling this story to Sungyeol often, even though he never thought that Myungsoo would be Sungyeol's girlfriend until a week later. Eol introduced Myungsoo as his girlfriend. I don't know when Sungjong went from being a person who talked a lot to someone who spoke a lot.

And because he was very close to Sung Yeol because they went to the same school and lived together for a long time, Sungjong never told him about his crush on Myung Soo. Sungjong often saw Myungsoo smile and talk a lot when he was with Sungyeol. But when Myungsoo is in front of others, he smiles and says very little.

Sungjong was like an extra every time Sungyeol and Myungsoo were together. Even though Sungjong was present, the two of them talked and smiled happily at each other. Until Sungjong had to walk out quietly and secretly look at the couple all the time. And there were times when Sungjong couldn't help but burst into tears. Sometimes I can't help but think that if I had come sooner, the person Myungsoo loved might have been me. Until that day when Sungjong saw Myungsoo's tears for the first time.

5 days ago

‘Sungyeol hyung, where are you going in such a hurry?’ Sungjong asked when he saw Sungyeol's hurried expression.

'I made an appointment with Myungsoo. It's almost time for the appointment. I shouldn't have woken up so late. Will Myungsoo be angry if I'm late?' The last sentence Sungyeol said to himself. and hurriedly took care of his own clothes and hair

'Then you hurry up or you won't be in time,' Sungjong said, smiling at Sungyeol. The condo that we were staying in was close to the university but very far from the shop that the two had made an appointment for, unlike Myungsoo which was close to the shop but very far from the university.

'You want to be my friend. Having you as a friend doesn't feel tense when I'm with Myungsoo.' Sungyeol smiled sweetly at Sungjong.

'No, I don't want to be a stumbling block in anyone's throat.' I don't want to see harrowing pictures. Going with my older brother is like excess anyway.

‘Nah, na, please be my friend.’ Sungyeol made a pleading gesture towards Sungjong. Sungjong saw this and almost laughed because most of the time it was Sungjong who begged Sungyeol. When I saw Sungyeol doing this, it looked like something I couldn't name.

‘I can go with you.’ Sungjong smiled at Sungyeol. Then the two of them hurried to the shop they had arranged to meet in time.

restaurant

'Oh, Sungyeol hyung, why did you stop? Why don't you go inside the store?' Sungjong almost walked into Sungyeol's back. After Sungyeol suddenly stopped But when he looked into the store, he realized the reason why Sungyeol stopped walking. There were women sitting and talking and laughing with Myungsoo intimately.

'There's nothing. It's probably his friend who came to sit and talk together.' Sungjong comforted Sungyeol and smiled, and the two walked into the store.

In the moment of walking up to the table where Myungsoo was sitting. The woman sitting across from Myungsoo put her face towards Myungsoo, making it seem like they were kissing. But Sungjong didn't think that the two of them were kissing because he already knew Myungsoo's personality. But if it's Sung Yeol, I'm not sure.

‘Kim Myungsoo, how could you do this to me!’ Myungsoo was shocked to see Sungyeol calling him by his full name. Most of the time, Sungyeol doesn't call his full name, but if he does, it means he's angry.

‘What did I do to you?’ Myungsoo was still surprised, not knowing what Sungyeol was angry at himself about.

'How brave of you to set up an appointment with me and then kiss that retarded gibbon. So brainless'

'I'm not a brainless, retarded gibbon. I'm beautiful.'

'You're probably not just retarded and brainless, you're also a bit of a bitch, a buffalo's wit, and go around seducing men all day. How many husbands have you had? How did you have so many wiles?'

'Scream, who are you to scold me like this?'

'I'm also a Myungsoo fan. And who are you?'

'Sungyeol hyung, stop fighting with each other. Everyone in the store is turning to look at each other.' Sungjong said with good intentions, but now no one can stop Sungyeol.

'Sungjong, you shut up. Whoever looks at it will weigh it. I didn't go and cause their husbands to die.' Sungyeol was now wandering around without paying attention to anyone. Sungjong kept his mouth shut.

'I'm also Myung Soo's wife.'

'Sungyeol, I have nothing to do with him'

'I never thought you would be like this. I'm really sorry that I fell in love with Mr. L. Let's break up.' With that, Sungyeol walked out of the store. As Sung Yeol was leaving the shop, Sung Jong saw Sung Yeol crying.

'Myungsoo hyung, don't follow Sungyeol hyung just yet. Let's wait for him to cool down a bit first.' Sungjong stops Myungsoo from going to see Sungyeol right now. Because if Sungyeol gets angry, he won't listen to anyone. Myungsoo easily believed Sungjong. Then go back and sit with your temples in the same place.

'I'm sorry I said that. I was just angry so I said it without thinking.' But her face looked so happy. He also gave Myungsoo unnie a sweet look. I wish that diabetes would cause my eyes to become completely blind. Sungjong almost wanted to punch Sungyeol in the face.

'Don't bother me. Wherever you go, go!' Myungsoo shouted at the gibbon (whose name is still unknown) until he was startled and disappeared in the clouds.

'Hey, someone was hit by a car just now and is in serious condition. Let's go take a look.'

A man about the same age as Sungjong ran into the store with the news he had seen. As soon as Sungjong and Myungsoo heard this, they rushed out to the front of the store. And I hope that person isn't Sung Yeol.

When I came outside the store, I saw people standing around looking at something. The two quickly pushed their way through the crowd when they saw a body lying in a pool of blood. What they thought was not true as the lifeless body was Sungyeol. The two walked in and sat near Sungyeol's body.

'Uncle Sung Yeol' Sungjong didn't think that the older brother he loved like a real older brother would leave like this. Sungjong's tears flowed continuously.

'Sungyeol, why did you have to leave me like this? I can't live without you.'

'Wake up, Sungyeol. I don't have anything to do with him. I don't even know my name.'

'Don't be quiet like this, I feel bad' and Myungsoo's tears fell. Myungsoo didn't say anything after that. Sungjong could only look at Myungsoo and cry silently.

3 days later

Sung Yeol's Grave

After everyone had left, there were only the six of them left: Sunggyu, Woohyun, Dongwoo, Howon, Sungjong, and Myungsoo.

'Sungyeol, may you rest in peace, you are a friend I will never forget' Woohyun

'I will definitely never forget you, no matter how many years pass. I will be your friend forever.' Howon

'I will always be your friend. You will always be in my memory' Dongwoo

'I will remember you and never forget' Sunggyu

'I'm sorry for you, Myungsoo. Stay strong. We have to go, see you later.' When Sungkyu finished speaking, the four of them walked out, leaving only Sungjong and Myungsoo.

After everyone left, Myungsoo had tears streaming down her cheeks but didn't say anything. Sungjong could only stand and watch silently, understanding that Myungsoo probably couldn't accept Sungyeol's sudden departure like this. As for Sungjong, his tears had disappeared since the first three days. As for Myungsoo, in front of everyone he doesn't shed a single tear, but behind his back, it's like that.

Sungjong saw Myungsoo like this and couldn't help but be worried. Since Sungyeol passed away, Myungsoo had been so absent-minded that anyone who said anything was as if he hadn't heard it from someone who rarely spoke. Talk more than before

current

“Sungjong, are you coming back?” Woohyun greeted when he saw Sungjong coming down from Myungsoo’s bedroom.

“Yes, I will return and bid farewell to Myungsoo hyung.”

“I'll tell you.”

“Oh, Sungjong is back?” Sungkyu greeted after putting down the book in his hand. It seemed like Sunggyu just saw Sungjong.

“Yes.” Then Sungjong walked out the door and saw Howon and Dongwoo walking with things and about to enter the house.

“Sungjong is coming back? Don't go back yet, I bought a lot of food. You can eat first and then go back.” Dongwoo

“It's better not. I don't feel well, I'll save it for another day.”

“Sungjong, why are your eyes red? And it's swollen too. Are you crying?” Howon asked, seeing Sungjong's abnormality.

“No, sir. Dust got in my eyes."

“Probably not Myungsoo. That made you cry.” Sungjong was shocked that Howon said that.

“Don't tease Sungjong like that. Well, he said that dust got in his eyes.” Dongwoo scolded Ho Won for teasing Sungjong like that.

“Go back and get some rest. Get well soon,” Dongwoo concluded. Sungjong could only smile in response.

“But I think it's strange. What dust gets into your eyes? The eyes are that red and swollen.”

“I was told that dust got into my eyes. Well, let's go first."

Sungjong, who had walked out of Myungsoo's house, could hear the conversation between the two of them. and returned to the condo itself

5 days later

~ Saranghanda me anhanda is re do nandwegedsaw ~

“Who called this early in the morning?”

"hello"

'Sungjong Myungsoo is in trouble'

It's Sunggyu. But what's bad?

“What's bad, bro?”

'Myungsoo is in trouble. It's very hot.”

What's wrong with Sunggyu? Pu doesn't know anything about it.

"What's the matter? You're hot. Please calm down and speak slowly."

'Myungsoo is sick and very hot. Sungjong, come take a look.'

“How do you know? How many days has Myungsoo hyung been sick? Then why don't you let Myungsoo hyung take medicine?"

'In the morning, you and Woohyun went to see Myungsoo and he was very hot. I saw that I had a headache for 3-4 days. And I gave him medicine but his condition still hasn't gotten better.'

"Then why didn't you take me to the doctor?"

'I'll take you away. But Myung Soo says she doesn't want to go. Is Sungjong free? Come and have a look at it.'

“I have free time in the morning today. I'll hurry and leave.” Sungjong cut off Sunggyu's phone and rushed to Myungsoo's house.

Myungsoo's house

“Hurry up and go check on Myungsoo.” Sungjong couldn't help but wonder why it was Woohyun standing in front of the house. And it seemed like Woohyun knew what Sungjong was thinking. “Sungkyu hyung waited in Myungsoo's room and had me wait for Sungjong. Hurry and go inside.”

Myungsoo room

“Sungjong is here, so you and Woohyun will go wait downstairs.” The two went downstairs, leaving only Myungsoo and Sungjong.

Sungjong walked over and sat on Myungsoo's bed and put his own hand on Myungsoo's forehead.

It's hotter than I thought. I'll probably have to wipe myself off.

Sungjong walked into the bathroom with a small towel and a basin. Open the water into the basin. Came out of the bathroom and sat next to Myungsoo as usual. Dampen a cloth with water and use it to wipe Myungsoo's face and body until his fever starts to subside. Then he put his own hand on Myungsoo's forehead again.

The fever is starting to go down.

“Sungyeol, don't leave me, stay with me first. I don't want you to come back to me first. Don't go.”

“Even when you're sick, you still think of Sungyeol hyung. You probably love Sungyeol hyung very much and don't plan on loving anyone else, including me.” Sungjong was only hurt that Myungsoo never thought to look at himself. Tears that had not flowed for the past 5 days were now flowing uncontrollably and it would be a long time before they stopped.

Sungjong cried until he finally fell asleep.

3 hours later

Sungjong woke up to a tear-stained mushroom, crying heavily before falling asleep. Then he got up and went into the bathroom to wash his face and eyes. He looked at the clock that said it was almost noon and hurried downstairs.

“Sungkyu hyung, please leave Myungsoo hyung. Myungsoo's fever has gone down. I have class in the afternoon, so I have to hurry.” With that, Sungjong hurriedly left Myungsoo's house and headed to the university. Sunggyu also understood that this place was very far from Sungjong University.

Sunggyu then went up to Myungsoo's room and let Woohyun sleep on the sofa. When they entered Myungsoo's room, they saw Myungsoo sitting on the bed.

"Have you recovered? How are you?"

“It's gotten better. Are you the one taking care of me? Thank you very much.”

“Nothing too much is fine. But you should thank Sungjong more.”

“What does this have to do with Sungjong?”

“It was Sungjong who took care of you. As for me, I don't know how to do things like that.”

"yeah"

2 days later

“Sungjong, thank you very much for coming to take care of me that day when I was sick.”

"nevermind Little things.”

“Anyway, thank you very much.”

At first, Sungjong couldn't help but wonder why Myungsoo had arranged to meet, but when he found out the reason, he couldn't help but be happy. And Myungsoo volunteered to feed him food in return for Sungjong staying and taking care of him until Myungsoo's condition improved.

After that, the two of them began to become closer. Myungsoo kept picking up and sending Sungjong to university together. During their free time, they invited each other to hang out together, and people around them began to notice that Myung Soo started to feel better after not going out after Sung Yeol's death.

Until Sungjong was always there to take care of them, they became close and went everywhere together more often, until now their bodies began to stick together like twins until 3 months had passed.

“Sungjong, what is wrong with you? Why are you so hot?” Myungsoo, who heard from Howon that Sungjong was seriously unwell, immediately pulled into a car to see Sungjong.

“It's a fever. Why are you asking Sungjong? I can see that Sungjong is asleep and suffering from a fever.”

“And since when has it been like this?”

“I don't know. When I arrived, I saw Sungjong lying down with a fever. No matter how much you call me, I'll just say it's cold."

“So?”

“Oh, I think I'd rather go back first than have someone take care of me. I don't know why I'm staying here.” After saying that, Ho Won came out of Sungjong's room. Tell this story to the people in the group. I don't have to tell you who there are.

After Howon left, Myungsoo found a cloth and water to dry Sungjong's body until his fever began to subside. The overheated body began to warm up.

“Uncle Myungsoo.”

“Have you recovered from your illness?” Myungsoo was happy, but when he saw it again, Sungjong was just sleepwalking.

“I love you, I have loved you since the first time we met.” Myungsoo was shocked to hear this. I never knew that Sungjong had secretly loved himself for such a long time.

"You never loved me."

Myungsoo really wanted to reply that he loved Sungjong too. I don't know since when I loved you. But these feelings are starting to increase day by day. From before thinking of him as a younger brother, but as we got to know each other more closely, those feelings began to change.

From the fact that he never thought he could love anyone as much as Sungyeol and would never love anyone, those thoughts gradually began to disappear.

Myungsoo sits and watches over Sungjong and occasionally wipes him off. Until now, Sungjong's fever was almost non-existent, and if he rested for another day or two, it would completely disappear.

“Uncle Myungsoo.”

“Oh, Sungjong, have you recovered? Don't move yet, you haven't recovered yet.”

How did Myungsoo hyung come here?

“Are you thirsty?” Sungjong nodded. Myungsoo walked over and poured water into a glass for Sungjong to drink.

"rest a lot I'll take care of you.” Sungjong easily obeyed Myungsoo. Then rest like Myungsoo said.

After 3 days, Sungjong recovered. Myungsoo took Sungjong out to eat to celebrate Sungjong's fever and said he would give Sungjong rice. But Sungjong simply refused, saying, 'Three months ago, I was a babysitter. In return for taking care of me until my fever disappeared. Now I'm going to feed you some food.' But Myungsoo refused, reasoning that 'Sungjong is the younger sibling. I need a babysitter'

It's a reason that doesn't make sense. But Sungjong had nothing to worry about.

When they finished eating, M Sung Soo invited Sung Jong to the park saying that he had something he wanted to talk about. Sungjong didn't deny it at all.

“Is there something you want to talk to me about?”

“I already know how Sungjong feels about you.”

How do you know if you never told me?

“What do you feel?”

“I know that Sungjong loves you. I heard when Sungjong was sleepwalking on the day that Sungjong was sick.”

“You already know? You don't have to love me.” But I want you to love me more than that.

“How do you know that I don't love you? Have you ever told me?”

“Never, but I love Sungyeol hyung very much and will never love anyone else.”

“That was before. But now I know that I love Sungjong.”

“You don't love me. You just want to love me to forget Sungyeol hyung. I don't say this if you don't love me because I love you. But I love you because I want to forget,” Sungjong said, tears that hadn't come out for a long time now flowing again.

“Don't cry, Sungjong. I love you because I love you, not because I want to forget someone.”

“I don't...”

Before Sungjong finished speaking, Myungsoo hugged Sungjong and kissed Sungjong softly. Sungjong was shocked by Myungsoo's actions but didn't resist. Myungsoo pulled his lips away from Sungjong's even though he truly wanted to stop.

“Now, do you believe that I love you?” Sungjong nodded his head, which was as red as a gourd. Myungsoo saw that God couldn't help teasing Sungjong. “When your face turns red, you're really cute, do you know that? And most importantly, your mouth is so sweet. Can I taste it again?” Myungsoo whispered the last sentence in his ear for only the two of them to hear. And without waiting for Sungjong's answer, Myungsoo pressed his lips against Sungjong's sweetly and softly, not hotly, but just to feel the sweet taste of Sungjong's mouth.

The two kissed for a long time, sensing each other's sweetness without seeming to stop.

Your mouth is so sweet. I probably have to taste it every day after meals and before bed as dessert instead.

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This is the first fic that I've written. There may be some mistakes, I apologize.

Most importantly, after reading this, please help comment so that I will have encouragement to write the next story.