THE ORA
*This story is fiction and contains gay male content and may be violent at times. Please use a bicycle to read*
When ‘we’ wake up
Kaneki Ken
I am me
he is he
But 'we' are part of each other.
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THE ORA
When ‘we’ wake up[SF Tokyo Ghoul] Ken X Kaneki
**This story is written from imagination and secretly contains some cartoon spoilers for those who haven't seen it**
**This novel is about a man who loves a man. If you don't like it, please close it**
*About twins, the older twin's name is Ken and the younger twin's name is Kaneki*
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I am me
he is he
But 'we' are part of each other.
In this world that I'm living in In addition to various animals Plants, plants and humans are important variables in the world. There is another type of life that is hiding in that same body that is helping to reduce the human population. Humans call them 'ghouls'.
Ghouls eat humans, humans eat animals. As for animals, they eat plants or eat the same people as food in a cycle that never ends until one or the other goes extinct. It is a fact of nature in this world.
But we humans don't accept it. with that thing called a ghoul
I'm 'Kaneki', the younger twin of 'Ken' who was born a few minutes before me. We both lost our parents when we were very young in mysterious accidents many years ago. Ken and I received an inheritance from our father and mother that was collected before they died and we raised it alone from childhood. Will receive some help from distant relatives only once in a while.
Ken and I have the same physical appearance except for the fact that Ken is a little taller than me. But if other people don't notice, they won't be able to tell Ken and I apart. You could say that when I look at Ken, it's like looking at my own face in the mirror.
Well, we're twins.
“Kaneki, aren't you going out with Hide today?” Ken asked me, slowly stepping off the bed with sleepy eyes. I slowly sat up on the bed before rubbing my eyes and replying in a sleepy voice as well.
“Today I have an appointment with Hide at my regular coffee shop. Ken, will you go with me?”
“Um,” Ken turned and nodded before walking straight to the bathroom and grabbing a towel. His face when he woke up looked really good.
Complimenting Ken is like complimenting yourself as well.
When the two of us came to the coffee shop, we saw a yellow-headed person sitting prominently in the cafe. Hide sat there waving his hand around, inviting us to come sit, without any regard for the people in the shop at all.
“Hey twins, if I were anyone else, I would definitely not be able to tell which one was Kaneki and which was Ken. Later, please help make it look a little different. We're twins, so we don't have to do everything the same,” Hide said, giving the two of us a bored expression before teasingly gesturing for the both of us to sit down.
Hide is a young man with yellow hair. Cheerful and playful personality Ken and I have been friends since childhood and are the only person who separates us from our parents.
Ken and I are quiet people. But it's quiet and different. Ken is probably a quiet person who doesn't like to hang out with anyone. As for me, I'm quiet because I'm shy and don't dare mess with anyone. But in the end it was quiet too.
“You guys aren't stuck together enough to act similar to each other. Sigh!! And like this, how can you have a real boyfriend? Oh! But I forgot that the shy young man Kaneki already has someone he likes....right, Kaneki.” Hide patted my arm and nodded towards the entrance that had just opened. with the tall-haired figure of a woman who walked into the coffee shop
Every step I take makes my eyes stop and stare and I can't take my eyes off them. Long flowing light purple hair, a neat face that comes with bright red glasses, makes him look even bigger. My heart fluttered with the people who had just entered the coffee shop before a certain figure walked to his usual seat and picked up the menu and sat down to look at it silently by himself.
“Hey, don't look away, young man. If you're so attracted to him, why don't you just ask him out on a date?" Hide said with a mischievous smile, as if he had some kind of plan in his head.
I turned to look at Ken's face and looked for his twin brother's opinion. But Ken just looked blankly at the view outside the window without paying any attention to me. I had to make up my mind and opened my mouth to answer Hide, but then the yellow-haired man placed the money in front of me before standing up and cutting me off to speak before smiling a little mischievously.
“Whatever you do, think carefully first, shy young man. Today I must go. Let's talk about something later." Hide said as he walked out of the shop, not forgetting to turn and smile at the two of them.
“Do you like that girl, Kaneki?” Ken asked, turning to me with a calm face as usual. I just nodded and gave him a wry smile.
“Ken thinks he's cute, right? I really want to get to know him. What do you think?” I asked Ken, turning to look at the purple-haired man with fascinated eyes. I accidentally looked at her for a moment until she seemed to realize. Those dark purple eyes, hidden on a white face, then looked away from the book she was reading and glanced up to meet mine before giving me a cute little smile.
Damn it!! Super cute!
“He seems interested in you, Kaneki. Why don't you try asking me out on a date tomorrow?" The soft voice and advice that shouldn't have come out of Ken's mouth called me back to being with the twin in front of me again, a little stunned by the idea Ken gave me. come
“I never thought you could introduce me like this. Ken!” I said with a happy face and hugged the twins in front of me happily. Ken hugged me back before slowly pushing me away before getting up and walking away from the table.
“Then I'm going today. I'm going to go home and sit and do something for a bit. Good luck, little brother.”
“Um, thank you very much, Ken.”
Then Ken walked away until I was the last person left at the table. The plan to ask the girl on a date began with me moving the table to sit with her before the two of us sat and talked for hours. Until the final conversation ended with me setting her up on a date tomorrow and she agreed to go on a date and talk more about various things tomorrow as well.
I decided to go on a date with her. It was one of those things that excited me beyond belief. For once in my life, I didn't know that this date....might change my life forever.
When the morning sun rises The day I was able to go on a date with the girl I had just talked to and get to know each other better made me excited again. But I was surprised when I woke up and didn't find my twin body sleeping like usual. Even though I searched all over the house, I couldn't find even Ken's shadow.
I guess I'm going to run some errands.
After thinking about it, I let go of Ken's story and got up to take a shower and get dressed. I traveled to the place I had arranged and sat down to find something to do to relieve my boredom while waiting for my date that was supposed to arrive in the next few days. Not long ago
It really didn't take long. Within a few moments I arrived and saw her running towards me, already agitated.
“Did you wait a long time, Kaneki-san?” she panted as she asked me with a guilty expression on her face.
Even when he's panting, he's still cute!
“Ah, I just arrived too. Shall we go get something to eat before going on a trip? It is also a way to rest from exhaustion.”
“Oh, I'm sorry if I'm late. There's a bit of traffic."
“Even if Mr. Rise is a little late, it doesn't matter. Let's go get something to eat,” I said with a smile before walking towards the regular restaurant next to the bookstore in town. Until when we arrived, the two of us ordered food to eat and sat and talked for a while with smiles. We talked and ate until people in different restaurants turned to look at both of us from time to time and then turned back to talk to people at their own tables with an embarrassed expression.
I guess he thought that Mr. Rise and I were lovers.
“Ah, Mr. Kaneki, have you read the new book that's been released? I really liked that book. It is a novel that is very deep in its details.”
“Yes, I read it and really liked it too. I couldn't imagine that the author was just a teenager....but Mr. Rise. Is the food not delicious?” I asked before turning to look at the food on Rise's plate. The food on her plate hardly decreased at all.
“Ah...oh, not really. I'm on a diet so I don't want to eat as much.”
"Oh..." Upon hearing her answer, I stopped asking before turning to talk about other things.
When we finished eating, Rise and I invited each other to watch movies, hang out, and shop around until evening. Rise and I walked to a stop in front of a department store and stopped to talk among the crowd of people.
“I had a lot of fun today...thank you very much,” Rise thanked me and reached out to shake my hand, causing me to flinch.
“I..I had a lot of fun too!”
“Actually....the incident where several people were killed the other day. I live in that area..”
“Is it a ghoul case?”
“Yes...When I returned home after the incident, I was very scared. If it's not too much trouble...Can Mr. Kaneki walk me home?" Rise looked into my eyes with a sad and scared face. Her hand was trembling slightly, so I used my other free hand to hold it before smiling gently.
"Then I'll walk with you as a friend."
The look of fear from before brightened slightly, followed by the beautiful smile and happy expression of the purple-haired person in front of me. "Thank you very much, Mr. Kaneki."
And then when we agreed, Rise and I started our journey. Along the way, Rise and I were talking nonsense and then the sound of the phone rang, along with Rise and myself coming to a lonely alley. which is Rise's walk home
Tid
[Kaneki, where are you?]
“Oh Ken, I'm right now.
xxx
I'm here to send Mr. Rise home."
[But that area is close to the ghoul case, isn't it!?!] Ken said with concern.
“Ah, I'll be right back when I'm done sending it. That's it for now."
[wait a minute!! Kaneki! Don't just say…]
“Did someone at home call you?” Rise asked, turning to me.
“Ah, he is quite worried about me.”
"You seem to really love Mr. Kaneki...my house is almost here."
“R...Rise-san! If it doesn't bother you, I'd like to... see you again. Will we be able to go on a trip like this again?” I used my hand to hold Rise down before asking with a questioning look.
“Yes, meeting you was wonderful. You give me so much fun. Read more books in the same genre. And I've been wanting to tell you for a long time, too.” Rise moved closer to me. That thin body leaned on my shoulder before gently whispering in my ear on tiptoe. “I like you...”
My heart pounded like a monkey with excitement and joy when I heard Rise's words.
But suddenly the atmosphere around me changed. The feeling of joy I felt just a moment ago was torn to pieces, along with the sharp pain in my shoulder that had been sent from Rise-san's mouth when she was still whispering love. I just now
Rise's eyes turned from purple to red. The whites of his eyes were now completely black. The eyes that looked at me were completely different from those of before. My blood was all over her mouth, so her thin tongue licked the stains that were deliciously coating her mouth.
Not true! Not true! Not true! Not true! Not true! Not true! Not true! Not true! Not true!
untrue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I trembled with fear. Rise pulled away, laughing in amusement as a red, unfamiliar patch of flesh began to grow out of her back.
“I really like you, Kaneki...I like you as my favorite food!!!”
I tried to get up and run for my life. Rise slowly walked closer. My head was full of fear and I begged God to have mercy on me and keep me alive.
Hurry!
“Haha...I got you, Kaneki. I'm having so much fun right now haha!!!”
Shock! Bang!
A sound as if flesh was being torn apart followed by an impact with something solid. I was stabbed through the stomach by a piece of red meat before being thrown against a stone wall, nearly losing consciousness. His body was completely numb to the point that his five nerves could barely detect pain or pain.
I'm about to be eaten by a ghoul.
“Let go of Kaneki!!!!!” A familiar voice called out, bringing back what little consciousness I still had left. A familiar figure appeared and the sound of a gun being fired 4 times in a row.
Rise's body froze for a moment before she changed her focus and aimed at Ken instead. Before Ken had time to move, the ghoul leapt and grabbed Ken and threw him against the wall while straddling Ken's body with the flesh growing out of the middle of his back. before continuously stabbing Ken with that one
The scene in front of me seemed to emphasize my guilt in not returning home on time, causing Ken to be worried. Ken's body was now covered in blood that had flowed out from various places where he had been stabbed until he could hardly stand it. I tried to move towards Ken and begged for my life with this ghoul. Ken's body continued to be stabbed again and again until Rise finally stopped when he saw Ken begin to die.
"Don't..hurt ..him."
“Huh, I'm about to die and I still have the face to ask for my life....!” The ghoul's voice stopped as I widened my eyes in shock. The ghoul's body was stabbed through the chest by a similar red substance. More red flesh stabbed in before lifting Rise up and swinging him away from me.
When he looked, he saw that it was growing out of Ken's back. Ken's eyes looked at the ghoul girl's face with hatred and thirst. One of Ken's eyes was still a normal eye like mine, but the other eye was unmistakably like that ghoul's.
Ken...is a ghoul.
untrue!
“Ka..Negi, what's wrong..?” Ken's body was covered in blood and red flesh was growing from his back, slowly stepping towards me. I tried to move away, but I didn't have enough strength to do so, so I just crawled on the ground in confusion.
But then it was like God was helping me but at the wrong time. A large iron bar from where it had been built suddenly fell on my body. Ken and that ghoul were seriously injured before I lost consciousness.
Let this feeling be a dream Please let the situation I just experienced really be just a dream...
Touch this....what is it?
What is this feeling of softness and lightness, like cotton that seems to float?
“Quickly get this girl's organs and transplant them.”
Is it an organ? Transplant? What?
“Ha....This young man's body is just like the other person's.”
Talking about...me?
“We have succeeded again.”
What are you talking about?
I slowly opened my eyes and found myself lying on a bed in what seemed to be a very large room. When he looked around, he was shocked to find that the wide room was stained with dried blood stains and the pungent smell of blood. His hands and legs were tied to the bed so he couldn't move.
And when I looked to the other side of the room, I saw my twin tied to a chair. The twins who used to look every inch like me were now more battered than when they fought Rise. The toenails had turned black from the dried blood stains and the once black hair had now turned bright white. The face looked worn out, as if a person had not slept or eaten anything.
"K...Ken"
“Oh! Kaneki-kun, are you awake? It feels great with the new organ I gave you.”
“What new organ? Let go of me! I'm going to find Ken!”
“Hey Ken....look at your twin brother right now. When I woke up, it had a lot of power. What do you think? Should I try some of it? Haha! How about it, Ken?” The big man walked up to Ken and asked in a playful tone. His hand moved back and forth with the pliers as if he was having fun questioning my twin brother.
When it walked towards Ken's body A large palm slammed into Ken's face over and over again, loudly, without ceasing.
“Answer me!!! reply to me!!!"
“You...don't do anything to...my little brother.” Ken said in a deep, cold voice before slowly opening his eyes to look at the large figure in front of him with anger in his eyes.
“Okay, fine, as per your request...Ken. I will give you something to eat after waking up from the new life I gave you.” The big man said before picking up the meat with fresh blood in the bag and walking towards me with a smile on his face. Fun mood Before he held a bag of blood in front of me so I could smell it.
"Huh, how's it going Kaneki-kun...do you want it?"
achingly!
I turned my head away from the bag full of fishy things but felt a strange smell coming from it. His heart was pounding and he had a feeling that the savory food in the bag was similar to dessert and had an unusual smell.
The more you turned away, the more you felt like eating. The more I smelled it, the more I felt that it was sweet. The more you resist, the more you feel hungry and greedy, as if you will die.
What's wrong with me!!
"It smells really good, isn't it, Kaneki-kun? You're the second person to have successfully completed an organ transplant from a ghoul to a human. Are you happy?"
“Transplant? Ghoul?” I looked at the bag of fresh meat alternating with the large man.
“You have some ghoul organs that you obtained from Rize. Just a little more and you'll be able to use the same power as Ken. And must eat fresh meat like Ken! Aren't you happy that you're finally twins who are similar in lifestyle and looks like this? Haha!”
I lay motionless as I heard the truth from that big man's mouth. In my head it was like being hit by a heavy object and hit again. Your face is numb and you feel weak.
“Your little brother looks like he's really hungry and exhausted, Ken... His skin is probably thin. You can let me eat it..!!”
“If you...touch my little sister. You're not going to die..Jason!!”
“Haha!! I like your effort, Ken. Your voice is powerful, but I'm sorry I'm running out of time to play with you two. It's a pity that your little brother woke up and died just a few minutes later on his birthday.”
My birthday...is it?
Now my consciousness is no longer in my body. This body was a new body but I wanted to tear it apart. This body is no longer human, it's a ghoul!! It's something I hate and dislike!
The large figure walked closer to me before turning to Ken and shouting in satisfaction.
“So that your little brother's flesh doesn't go to waste. I'll taste and trim it a little at a time and then kill it all at once, Ken. You should be okay, hehe.” When he finished speaking, he leaned down closer before biting into the same side where Rise bit me. The painful feeling returned again and I had to open my mouth and shout.
“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!”
“Kaneki!!!” Ken looked at me with a sad expression on his face before it changed into an expression of anger.
A sound like an explosion rang out in the area around Ken before Ken appeared, who had freed himself from the chair that bound him. Ken's body rushed towards Jason, who was stunned by the loud noise just a moment ago, angrily before using his legs to hit Jason's head so hard that the large body was thrown away. When Ken found his footing on the ground
Familiar red flesh slowly grew out of Ken's back before he jumped at Jason without giving the large figure any time to prepare and slammed into Jenson's body until the large figure was unable to get up. You can come.
The dissection is not finished yet. Ken dragged Jason to another corner of the room, not too far away from me, before using a nearby electric saw to cut into Jason's body until it was completely shattered.
As if the storm had passed The surroundings seemed calm and calm, as if the battle just now had not happened. I was still lying on the bed, unable to move because I was tied up. As for Ken...he seemed calmer after killing that big figure in his hands.
Ken slowly walked towards me as the red flesh behind Ken slowly disappeared. His eyes looked softer, unlike before they were fierce and angry. When he reached the bed, he managed to set me free before seizing me and sitting me down.
"Does it hurt, Kaneki?" Ken caressed my face gently. Ken's rough hand gently spread the wound on my cheek before gently stroking the top of my head, as if an older brother was comforting a younger sibling.
"Ken has been like this...since when?" I asked back, looking at Ken's face with tears filling both eyes. I looked at Ken's face with a mixture of confusion and sadness. I hate myself for being like this to the point where I want to kill myself but I can't. Because if I die, who will Ken be with?
“Do you remember your parents' accident? The day I disappeared,” Ken said, using his thumb to spread away the tears from my hair and continuing to tell the story. “That day you stayed home because you came home from school late. Mom and Dad had an accident there. I was also living with my parents at that time. Jason's bastards took my father and mother to experiment with ghouls for organ transplantation, and in the end, after that day, I was the only survivor and my body changed.”
Ken let out a soft sigh and pulled me into a hug before continuing in a voice that, despite his strength, was filled with sadness.
“That day, a ghoul took pity on me, so he helped me escape from there and brought me home. When I came back, I was so hungry that I almost ate you during the night. So I went out of my way to find someone to eat to prevent you from being eaten by me. After that day, I had to restrain myself from eating my human boss every day.
At night, I had to secretly go out and eat people without letting you know all this time.”
“Why didn't you tell me... Ken, why are you keeping this such a big deal? Huh!” I started to sob like a child. Guilt hit even harder when he realized how hard his older twin had to go to keep the ghoul's desires at bay.
“Well, wasn't it you who said that you hated ghouls when you were a kid? Hmm?”
“Huh...I'm sorry. I'm sorry for making you hurt like this. I shouldn't have sent Rise home. If I hadn't sent Rise home, you wouldn't have gotten hurt like this.”
“Come on Kaneki. We're back to the way we used to be. No one will be able to do anything to you again, do you understand?” Ken rubbed my head and gently pulled me into his chest. My tears fell and soaked Ken's shirt before Ken continued and tightened his hug.
“I have always been worried about you. I'm afraid that you will hate me for having a part of me as a ghoul inside of me. Every day I suffer from hunger. In the beginning, my eyes were always red on the normal side, you know? But I had to force it to show. Hide it, keep it deep inside so you don't know.”
“I don't want to be like this, Ken... I don't hate who you are. But I hate you. I hate myself. I hate the ghoul. Huh!!!” I pressed my hand on my arm. Hurting yourself over and over again But Ken used both hands to hold my hand before pulling me in to press his lips to regain my composure.
A gentle, sweet taste was slowly passed from the kiss Ken gave me. Warmth, peace and love were passed to me with the kiss from the older twin. Ken slowly removed his lips from mine and called my name before placing his forehead against mine and closing his eyes, speaking softly.
“I know you hate ghouls, you hate me, you hate yourself...but we can start over, Kaneki. We will go back to the way we were before. living in the same house Sleep together as usual When we wake up tomorrow, you and I will walk to class together. Let's keep today and this unfortunate incident as just a dream and let's go home.”
Ken said, hugging me loosely to offer warmth.
“Um,” was all I answered before hugging Ken in return. Tears still flowed from both eyes, but what had changed were the feelings I had for myself and Ken.
"Let's go back to our home."
The bright sunlight in the morning caused me to open my eyes and wake up feeling drowsy like a person who hadn't slept yet again. I slowly pushed myself up and regained my composure before turning to the person next to me who was asleep and dead unlike me just a moment ago.
After that incident, we continued our daytime life as usual. But it's a little strange because at night the two of us have to go out
I had to learn how to hide my ghoul's eyes from Ken for social purposes. In the beginning, I lied to my friends at university that my eyes hurt and I couldn't take the blindfold off. But as time went on, I began to get used to it and began to understand the way of life of a ghoul who had to hide in human form, even though it was not easy at all.
But I got through it because Ken was beside me.
“Ken! Wake up quickly! You'll be late!”
“Where are you going in such a hurry, Kaneki? We just slept a few hours ago,” Ken said, covering his face with a pillow and going back to sleep. Silver-white hair when exposed to the morning sun makes it look beautifully shiny. And even more matching with Ken's face when he sleeps, adding to his handsomeness.
“Hey Ken! If you don't wake up, I won't wait for you.”
“Ken! Wake up..” Before I could finish speaking, Ken jumped up from the bed and unexpectedly kissed me on the mouth. The kiss in the morning seemed to have a bit of heat and a bit of playfulness as a way to shut things up before Ken walked out of the bed and walked into the bathroom, leaving me sitting there confused to myself for a while.
“Oh, what are you doing sitting still, Kaneki? You'll be late soon." Ken leaned out of the bathroom and smiled sweetly, taunting with satisfaction. before going back into the bathroom and brushing your teeth
Does this mean I've been awake for a long time but tricked me into kissing me?!!
“Hey Ken! Let's take this opportunity. I still don't know.” I walked into the bathroom and stood next to Ken and pulled his cheek while Ken brushed his teeth diligently. Ken finished brushing his teeth and turned to me before wrapping his hand around my waist, bringing me close until our bodies were close together with no space before speaking to me softly with a gentle smile.
“Well, if you don't tease me. Will your little brother know that you love me?”
“I don't see the need to tease you. Twins must love each other,” I said, kissing Ken gently on the cheek before following up with a warm hug from the older twin. The two of us hugged each other in the bathroom. My eyes turned to look in the mirror that showed us two people with the same faces. The only differences were the color of our hair and the slightest bit of height.
Standing and hugging each other warmly
I am Kaneki
And Ken is Ken.
We both have our own lives. But if we're missing someone...
We will not be us any more.
END
Phew-0- I'm done with this live fic and short fic. It's my first time writing a short story and I wanted to write it, so I wrote it without a plot like this @_@ Well, I was watching Kaneki and it had a feel to it, so I wrote it, haha. If it's confusing, I apologize to the reader. This is a very rare pair. Whoever is confused is...
Taking the black-haired Kaneki and comparing it to the white-haired Kaneki episode, haha. Lately I've been reading twin and sibling fics a lot so I've been able to write them like this, hehe. I have some work pending too. I have to go back and get married. Please have fun and be confused (?) with this fic!!