We love three people.
kris x luhan x tao
M U S I C CAFE : LUN LA
shot fiction
This story tells of a love triangle. The love story of 'Tao' who secretly loves 'Kris' even though his heart knows that the person he secretly loves secretly likes his best friend 'Lu Han'. He is hurt but can't do anything. Like Kris who loved Lu Han with all his heart, but the person he loved for a long time fell in love with his best friend.
How will the love story of the three of them end?
There must be someone who is hurt.
Thank you for the beautiful theme.
O W E N TM.
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We love three people.
Tao’s past
'Do you believe it?... that love always happens Without us knowing
Believe it or not....that love always leaves. unannounced It also creates scars that are difficult to erase.
Believe it or not...that there is still someone in this world who is always ready to be by our side. Only we haven't found it yet.
Believe it or not...that love can happen at any time with anyone. Without us even knowing
And believe it or not...that if we love someone very much, love sincerely Someday we will receive his love in return.'
“... in a good mood early in the morning. “Friends in class greeted me. When I walked inside with two roses in my hand Today is Valentine's Day. Roses are a symbol of the heart. That I had to give it to someone
“Just a little bit… Have Kris and Lu Han arrived yet?” I looked down at the white and red roses in my hands. Before raising his head to look for two other people who said... normally they come early in the morning. Now it's late. Why haven't we come yet?
"...Here it is. It's in the garden behind the school." My friend smiled at me. and then reply which I immediately ran straight to the said place
"..." I rushed over. I plan to give roses to those two before anyone else. Because it is known that Hair groups are quite popular among girls. Giving each other the first rose on Valentine's Day It must have been difficult...but as I came running, I saw two friends handing flowers to each other.
which Kris took as a red flower As for Luhan, the flowers are white.
We used to define the color of rose as If one day you have to give a rose to someone Please stick to its color to represent the feelings in your heart. Red represents the deep love that lovers have for each other. White represents pure love... Orange represents the love that friends have for each other. Pink represents the love that... Looks innocent
It may not be very profound. If compared to the feeling It probably means the word like, while the red color probably represents the word love, and finally... black is a love that lasts forever, even if it's unrequited love.... it's a love that is like Watching him from one side, but without hope.... and what is the thing in front of him?
"..." I stand and hold the rose tightly. Until the thorns pierced the hand and bright red blood flowed out. But I don't care about it one bit. Look at the two best friends in front of you giving flowers to each other, but.. it seems that no one accepts the other's flowers. Both of them have the same flower. One red rose and one white rose
Kris chose to give Lu Han a red flower. Unlike Lu Han who chose to give Kris white roses, just now... I already know what it means.
“... This is it? I'm repaying my love... It's not true at all. Who believes that if you really love someone, they will turn and look at you. “I collapsed on the ground. Sitting against the wall, letting the tears flow along with the blood on your hands. Now the white rose is turning red from my blood. And the tears that are flowing right now....
He was about to wipe away the blood stains and make it pure white again. But I probably can't do it... However, there's still a trace of pain left.
“.... Why did you come back so quickly? Haven't you found them?" After crying until I felt better, I wiped away all the tear stains. But don't forget to clean the wound on your hand by cleaning off all the blood stains. No one will notice this small wound... and throw away the two roses. It wouldn't have any meaning anymore.
"No... I went for a walk, I didn't go looking for them." I sat down in the chair. On the left is Chris's place. To the right was Lu Han's place. ...Chris, the person who sits on the same side of my heart. The person who is close to my heart and has my heart, he... doesn't feel the same way as me.
"Come there" same friend Pointing at Kris and Lu Han who walked in quietly. I secretly looked at the roses of the two of them. Both of them had one red and one white rose.
This can be concluded in two ways: They didn't exchange flowers or... maybe they gave each other red roses and it meant that The two of them have the same heart... They really love each other, right?
“Tao, you came so late today. ...And where is your rose?” As soon as he saw me Lu Han rushed over. Then drag a chair to sit nearby. Ignoring Chris who followed.
"... woke up a little late, roses ... I forgot today was Valentine's Day so I forgot to bring them" I kept saying. Because I don't know how to lie.
"Oh Tao, but this morning I still saw you holding a rose." But It would be more realistic if the friend didn't say it.
“...Are you lying? Secretly giving it to someone. Tell me.” Lu Han hit my arm. Then look around for the flowers mentioned above.
"Friends say that forgetting is forgetting...don't get involved." Chris pushed Luhan's head until it hit my chest. That still face. Every time I look at it, it's hard to take my eyes off it. What was he thinking with those eyes?
“You can say it nicely, why are you pushing?” Lu Han gently rubbed his head. Turned around and scolded Chris, who was sitting still, listening to music, not paying attention to anyone. Two feet leaning on the classroom table like we've seen regularly since we were kids until now in high school. Both hands folded tightly over his chest. Sharp eyes looked around the room, not looking at anything in particular.
“... “Chris didn't say anything. Instead, he picked up a rose and hit Lu Han on the head until the petals flew everywhere. Then turned and looked at me We locked eyes with each other for a while. But Chris stopped it by pulling both of my hands to look at it.
"Oh!" because the wound was all over his hand. No matter where you touch it, it all hurts. I tried to pull my hand back, but Chris resisted. Then look carefully Those gentle eyes It made me weak and give up on the idea of pulling my hand back. Let the touch of his hand stay like that. The warmth that was sent Made me completely forget the pain.
"...clumsy" even if you complain like that. But my hand found something in my bag to help dress my wound. Because Chris is a person who often gets into trouble, he is known as a big person in school and at home. Appearance and workmanship Never second to anyone So there are frequent issues. It wasn't unusual for him to have wound dressing equipment with him.
I couldn't help but secretly glance at that solemn face. Chris gently dressed the wound. His gentleness made me fall in love with him easily and I would never be able to stop loving him easily. If you have to give up now I stopped breathing... It'd probably be easier. Stopping loving someone is never easy.
“Do it gently. Can you see that it hurts?” Lu Han, who was watching, complained loudly to Kris. When they saw me, my face looked like it was hurting from these wounds.
"... I know," Chris replied without looking up. He seriously hurt me... being gentle with me like this, how can I stop loving him?
“...Look, we must have gotten a lot of roses again today. I think we barely brought them home last year,” Lu Han said, spreading his hands out. He acted so funny that I burst out laughing. Last year we got a lot of flowers, so many that we almost got crushed to death by a pile of roses.
“.. Haha, bring the car back.” I laughed. Then he reached out and twisted Lu Han's cheek playfully. according to habit The other person sat still. My face was so red that I quickly removed my hand.
“Damn it,” was all Lu Han said. before walking back to sit at his own table A sweet face with red cheeks. It made me wonder what I had done wrong to make him so angry at my red face.
"... Done, don't go anywhere else again." Chris released his hand. before reaching out to play with my head until it was fluffy Then walked out of the room. I secretly looked at the back with a giddy heart. I really don't like seeing the picture of him walking away. If one day he has to leave me and go to a very far away place. Will I be able to endure it if that day really comes? My love won't suddenly leave me unexpectedly, right?
“...Take it.” After sitting quietly for a while, Lu Han, who was also silent, picked up a red rose and hit me on the head. And then just ran out of the room. Now it's just me sitting here. Chris and Luhan had already left the room. As for me, I can only I was confused by Lu Han's actions. But I didn't think anything of it.
Phew!
“...Eat it.” Lu Han took out a bag of snacks and placed it on his lap. before handing me some of my favorite chocolates Now that school is over, we are sitting next to the river near our house. Today we avoided meeting people so we didn't receive flowers from anyone. As for Chris and Lahan, they used it to fight until it was completely destroyed. But if we go look tomorrow, our rollers will definitely be full of flowers.
“... “I accepted some chocolate to eat. Then I secretly turned my head to look at Chris who was sitting alone near the river. Two people away from me... He had been standing and talking on the phone for a long time. Ever since leaving school, his stern face made me start to worry. that bad things will happen
“... Eat a lot, the wound will heal quickly.” Lu Han smiled widely. Then pulled my hand to blow.
"...eat a lot. You'll probably gain more weight than the wound heals." I joked. He reached out his hand and rubbed the other person's head gently. Lu Han sat and smiled while giving me a nice nod to his head. Before sitting down to fix my hair, when I took my hands away
“Haha.. Oh, what's wrong? Your face is so tense?” Lu Han turned to laugh at me. before shouting to ask Chris, who walked forward and scowled. He sat down next to me. before snatching the chocolate in my hand I ate some and then ate them with my face blank.
"...No," Chris replied kindly. Then he collapsed onto my lap... secretly his heart was pounding deep inside. But I try not to show it to anyone.
"Tell me...." Luhan snatched Kris' snacks. Then he pulled Chris up. Kris' face now looks so stressed that I can feel it myself.
“... You and I have to study in Canada. Immediately after finishing the exam here, “That sentence made Lu Han and me both stunned. Everyone was silent, not a single word came out. It was both stunned, astonished, and sad... I didn't think it would be a good-bye. It will come this fast. Only a few more days
“Come home safely,” Chris told us after walking into the house. When we finish school and go home. Chris' house will be the first one to arrive before anyone else. Next will be my house and Lu Han's house next to it.
“...Uh…” Lu Han nodded. Then walked me home Since that sentence came out of Chris' mouth We didn't speak to each other again...even when we went home. Chris was the first to speak. And Lu Han... As for me, I really don't have anything to say.
“Come home safely. Lu Han: “Walked for a while and reached my house. I waved to Lu Han who had sent me and was about to walk out.
“... “Lu Han didn't say anything. But smile at me a little Then turned and walked home. As for me, I have to go into the house as well, but ...
Phew!
"..." It was like being hugged by someone from behind strongly. When I turned around, I was stopped. But there was only one person with this kind of voice: Lu Han.
“Please, don't turn around...please.”
“...“ I remained silent and did not turn around as requested. Standing and waiting to hear an explanation from the other person who is hugging me right now.
“... You listen to me carefully. Today is Valentine's Day...it might be the last Valentine's Day for us. Throughout our relationship, I have always felt good about you. Until I started to feel like it was Love..." When I reached this sentence, I was stunned. His whole body was numb.... What exactly did Lu Han mean?
“Don't you dare run away from me...Listen first, listen until the end first. I don't know how to tell you. I'm afraid that you will hate me so much that you won't want to see me again. I still want to be beside you. I want to be in your eyes for a bit... Even for a split second, I love you. I'm sorry I had to say it like this..." Lu Hao was silent. But I could feel the strength of the other person's sobs.
So I chose to disobey orders. Turning to look back at Lu Han. who found him standing and crying
"..." I didn't say anything. Instead, he wiped away the tears on Lu Han's cheeks... I couldn't tell you how I felt about him. It's probably not true to hate. Having a crush on someone... isn't a disgusting thing.
“... I'm afraid I won't be able to tell you these words again. Afraid that I won't be in your sight again. I really love you. Tao “Lu Han cried harder than before. before stopping Then he moved his face closer to mine instead. Our lips were just gently pressed together. Then the touch became more and more gentle and hot.
I did not reject this touch from Lu Han. But I respond well to another person's touch.... I may not be able to respond to his feelings. But what I can do is comfort him and let him know that I don't hate his love.
The moment we kissed Tears from both of us couldn't help but flow. Because we probably all have different pains. It was me who fell in love with Kris, but he fell in love with Lu Han. As for Luhan, she loves me but not Kris. It hurts that love has to fall into this circle. We kissed for a while before pulling away, Lu Han keeping her head down.
that I grabbed the other person's face to lift him up and look into each other's eyes The track always went the other way. before jumping and kissing my lips again. Then ran away... As for me, I was silent. Was I wrong to do this to Luhan?
Love...it's definitely nothing. Don't speculate and expect anything from it because in the end it will hurt anyway.
The End Tao’s Part
LuHan’s Part
'Have you ever... felt good about someone? So much so that it's called love.
Have you ever.... had to force a smile through tears? When I see him happy with someone other than me.
Have you ever... been willing to do anything to make him look at you? Just for a fraction of a second being in my sight, I'm satisfied.
Have you ever... been willing to do everything good to him, but in the end, we were only... a place to rest?
And...have you ever who agreed to become a bad person To make him happy'
Love doesn't always get along with anyone... It likes to come unexpectedly and leave in a way that we don't even know. We always feel love again. Only when we are close to the people we love.... I have felt this for a long time. Throughout the time we've been together Even though he sees me as just a friend and I know that his heart loves someone else who isn't me.
Even though it hurts to know But I tried to endure it. Smiling through tears when you saw him happy. No matter how much it hurts inside... I did everything good to him. Just because I want him to see me in his eyes. It feels good to me.
But... in the end, I was just a place to rest my heart. It was painful trying to do everything. But I can only become like this At least I was able to be in his sight, even for a fraction of a second. To be the person he misses when he has no one else.... Just this is probably enough for someone who secretly loves me like me.
Tid Tid
"Hi" on the way home I quickly wiped away all the tear stains. Yes, I said it. My feelings.. I don't want to leave it hanging in my heart. Whether you tell me or not, it still hurts. It's still good to fight for him to know my feelings...as long as he doesn't hate my love. How good is it already...
Don't hope to win his heart. Because it will probably never come true. He already has someone else he loves... and it's probably the same as me. Don't expect to stop loving him easily.
“(Come out and meet me)” Chris who called. Told me to go find him. I know very well where we have a private meeting point. that often gather together What problems do you have when you have problems?
"Okay..." I cut off the call. Then turn around and walk back the same way, having to pass in front of Tao's house again. I peeked out the window of the gray room. As I usually do when I can't sleep at night. I just stood and looked at the window pane... and saw that he was sleeping peacefully. It was like a good dream while sleeping at night.
“...We'll still be friends like before, right? Tao “I stopped and stood in front of the door of Tao's house. that just passed a moment ago I smiled to myself at the stupid act I had accidentally done to Tao. My first kiss that I've never given to anyone. I already gave it to him. My first love...
I don't know in the future. Whose kiss will my kiss be? ... But my first time will be his. Just like this, I'm satisfied. Even though I may never see him again. Or that we will meet again. My heart will always be his.
First love... It might just be the first feeling of loving someone. But it will stay in my heart for a long time. Just like last love, first love....is often a lesson for us to understand that love....when it begins There will inevitably be an ending. In the end, no matter what it is Just being loved is enough.
“Is something wrong?” I walked over to Chris, who was standing with his bag in his hand, looking out at the lake. That smooth face I always stare. It's not that I love him... but I just want to know what's inside of him. that made Tao fall in love
“Sit.” Chris sat down on the grass. before pulling me by the wrist to sit down.
“...Do we really have to go study in Canada?” I asked Chris. With an absent-minded mind, he threw a stone into the lake. Just thinking about having to distance myself from the person I love...I almost don't have the courage to do anything.
“Um... come with me,” Chris replied. Then he lay down on the grass with his front hand placed under the back of his neck as a neck pillow. Before falling asleep It seems like he doesn't want to go either.
“...Can't I go?” I said what I was thinking and it came from my heart. I never thought of going abroad to study... I never thought of being far from Tao for a bit. If I could choose, I would do anything to stay here with Tao.
“...Why?” Chris still closed his eyes. But his mouth still moved to ask questions. You should know the answer why... This is my hometown, a place full of good memories and the place that made me meet that person.
“...I still want to be here.”
"... But we have to go. Our parents probably won't let us." Chris stood up. Then turned and looked at me No matter how much he stared at him, I couldn't guess what he was thinking. The only thing I want to know is... does he love Tao... and if that's really the case? Can I accept it? Seeing these two people love each other.
"..." I sat quietly. I felt clear water flowing from my eyes. It was like it was a deep feeling that brought tears to my eyes... I let it flow like that. Let it flow until it drips onto your hands and arms. The more it flows out, The more I think about it, the harder it is to stop the tears from flowing...
“... Don't cry.” Chris grabbed me and turned me around to face me. His hands gently wiped away my tears... making me cry harder than before. Until Chris pulled me into a hug. A warm palm gently stroked my back, comforting me. Even now, the hug I want isn't his, but...just having it for me to wipe away my tears is good.
“Hee hee hee hee” I let out all my feelings. The tears that had been suppressed from the beginning flowed until they couldn't be stopped. Chris tightened his embrace. that I didn't hug in return But just burying your face and drying the tears I cried for a long time. No spoken words came out. There was only silence until finally.
It's like my consciousness is fading away... probably because I cry too much. I was so exhausted that I saw everything getting darker and darker like this.
Why... even though love often makes us sad? But we still try to reach out and grab it Even though we know that it will cause us endless pain and tears.
The End LuHan’s part
Kris’s Part
'Is it true...that love can change everything?
Is it true... that love is giving? To get everything, even life and breath
Is it true... that love can make people willing to suffer? To allow seeing the person you love happy
Is it true?....if we love someone We can do everything Even though it's wrong
And... is it true that love causes pain and suffering close to death? and make you happy until you forget all your suffering'
"... "I secretly looked at the sweet face that had fallen asleep. Because I was tired from crying... The tears that flowed were because of my selfishness. who thought of wanting him to own only one
“I'm sorry,” I said softly to the other person. Even though I know that the other person doesn't understand what I'm saying. Even these words couldn't compensate for his tears. Even though I thought that I would keep the smile on his face. But it turned out that It was me who ruined his happiness and brought him to tears, but...
Every time he cries I myself hurt differently. Tears flowed from my eyes. Only no one saw it.
Because of selfishness... that I want to be near him. I want his heart to be mine by separating him from the person he loves... I know that Lu Han loves Tao. So he tried to separate the two of them from each other. Actually, the plan is to study abroad. I only went alone. But fear takes over my mind.
It made me try to do everything until Lu Han had to study with me and continue studying with me in Canada. Today I handed him a red rose. But he didn't accept it. Until I said that it was a flower that someone had left for him to receive. Lu Han handed me a white flower, which I knew exactly what it meant. It turned out that Lu Han had two white roses.
But when we returned to the room, we thought that each person must have one red flower and one white flower, so we switched them until we had flowers of different colors as well. The truth is that I exchanged it because in my heart I secretly hoped that if Lu Han had a red rose in his hand, And then the person who will receive it Maybe I have some rights.
This is it...that someone once said. Love makes us willing to do anything. It can change everything, even people's minds.. Before, I never cared or was interested in anyone. and never look at anyone must change All day I sit and think about the sweet face that always smiles at others.
Even though I act like I don't care But inside I almost wanted to pull this little person into a hug and declare my ownership to others.
Even though I know that.. his heart never had me at all, but ... because I love him too much to allow him to belong to someone else. I'm willing to become a bad person. I was willing to do everything to keep him with me. Even though I know that my love It will cause him a lot of pain.
Love changes everything. Even a person's heart... is willing to be bad just by possessing him.
The End Kris’s part
Tao’s part
“...“ I looked at the picture in front of me with pain. Kris and Luhan were hugging each other... It was my fault for wanting to meet Kris. Since Lu Han dared to tell me, then why wouldn't I dare confess my love to Kris? But it's probably over.... The picture in front of me is clear. Creating pain deep inside
I looked at that picture over and over. Let it remind you to go inside. before walking back away a little at a time Tears flowed unbidden. I looked at that picture for the last time. before turning around and running home With tears flowing that won't stop
All the way... running, I cried until my eyes hurt. Everyone in the house asked what was wrong with me... but the answer was... 'I'm not anything' even though it defies reality and goes against my actions right now. But I tried to force myself to tell it. That it's nothing...like this is correct. It's absolutely correct.
... It's right that I have to suffer like this. It's better for only me to hurt... All the tears that will help me forget the whole thing. It may take time, but since the person I love doesn't love me at all... I'll let him go. I hope he is successful in love. Don't let it hurt like I do right now.
“Tao...come down to eat,” Mother called to me, who had been lying in bed in the room for a week from that day. I became lethargic and not as bright as before, until I noticed something strange.
And after that day I didn't get to see Kris and Lu Han again.. I didn't see them from the first day of the exam until the last day. Because someone said that those two people asked to take the exam in advance to go about their studies and I still couldn't accept it. I don't want to call or talk to anyone, but I can stay with myself like this. Every day that passes
I wasted time crying and trying to forget about those things... but the more I did it, the more it hurt. The more I forget, the more I remember. I remember how happy I used to be with him...it was really painful. You have to make up your mind to forget the person you love.
Tid Tid
‘ kris ‘
“Chris,” I picked up the phone and looked at it. that makes a loud noise to warn you that there is an incoming message When I found out it was Chris's message. I unconsciously smiled widely... but had to put it down. Because of fear of not being able to accept the message inside
I sat and thought for a while. before picking up the phone again and opened the message to read. As soon as I finished reading it, I quickly ran out of the room. along with car keys Even though I was still in my pajamas.
"Tao, where are you going?" Mother's voice called behind him. But I didn't listen and hurriedly started the car and drove towards the airport.
Kris :
Today, Luhan and I will travel to Canada... The plane will leave in a few minutes. I want to see your face one more time.
"... Don't go yet." I pressed on the accelerator almost completely. Cut left and pass everyone on the right until traffic is stuck. After driving for a while, I arrived at the airport. Then hurriedly ran towards I thought that those two people should be there, but when they arrived ...only found emptiness Those two aren't here anymore. I stared at the giant screen showing each flight.
As I looked around I found a flight to Canada. Left 10 minutes ago
If I don't just hesitate...if I don't just be afraid I'll probably see him again. Seeing them for the last time... In the future, they may come back. But who knows? When will that day come? Maybe I'm not here anymore.
“...“ I sank to the ground, not embarrassed by the sight of the people in the airport who were looking at me. Now he's so discouraged that he doesn't have the strength to do anything anymore... It's over, it's really over.
"..." It was like someone was poking me hard on the shoulder. As soon as I turned around, I immediately jumped into another hug.
"You're not going yet." I hugged Chris tightly. Tears flowed again and Chris hugged me back. I stood there hugging Chris for a while. Until he saw Lu Han following behind him, he pulled away.
"... I'm waiting for you." Chris gently rubbed my head. before beckoning to Lu Han who was following. When Lu Han saw me, he dropped his bag and all of his belongings on the ground before hugging me tightly. The moist feeling on his chest made me know he was crying. I hugged Luhan for a while. But his eyes were still focused on Chris...
It seemed like Kris was trying to avoid looking at Luhan and me hugging each other. He stood with his back turned. Don't say a word.
“Huh... I thought I'd never see you again. “After breaking away from the embrace Lu Han was crying and hitting me like he was angry about something. But I smiled and rubbed the other person's head like a child.
“...I'm here too.” I stopped rubbing Lu Han's head. Then styled the other person's hair until it was the same again. “... Stop being so whiny. No one carries a handkerchief to wipe away your snot all the time.”
“.. Huh, you crazy bastard.” Lu Han stood still and let me fix his hair. Before standing still for a while, then jumping up and hugging me again. This time it was tighter and longer than before. I hugged him back and kissed the other person's head gently. A small head nuzzled into my chest. It's simply called Use your shirt to wipe away your tears.
“Why haven't you guys gone yet...?” I pointed at the giant screen.
“...Um, the truth is, the machine left a long time ago. But Chris and I want to wait for you. So I took a private plane instead.” Luhan helped clear my doubts.
“... Lu Han, we have to go.” Chris turned around. before pulling Lu Han away... but Lu Han shook his hand away. before standing still in front of me
kiss
“...Keep it safe. One day I will come and take revenge.” Lu Han stood up on tiptoe. before kissing my lips softly Then he stuffed a silver necklace with a heart-shaped pendant in the middle that had a small deer and panda hidden in it.
“Um,” I nodded. before hanging the necklace around his neck Lu Han himself smiled when he saw me do that. before following Chris
“Go first.” Lu Han waved goodbye. To which I myself smiled and waved back as well. Chris turned to look at me again and our eyes met for just a split second. Before he and Lu Han turned around and slowly walked away, I looked at the backs of the two of them with a feeling of pain in my heart. It's probably over.
“Wait!” His mouth shouted faster than his thoughts. It probably came from the subconscious that wanted to hold them back.
“...” Chris and Lu Han stopped and turned around.
“Good luck,” I smiled. Then tell the last sentence that I think would be the best... My love that I want to keep to myself alone. It would be better not to let him know...
“Goodbye.” I looked at the backs of the two people who had disappeared from sight. Along with tears that make your eyes blurry and you can't see anything clearly. It's over with love... This is the end of the pain... No matter how hard you try. The end result was that I was hurt.....
The End Tao’s part
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