There isn't much to this matter. It was born from the writer's emptiness.

And at that time I was in a depressed state (?), so the story might come out in a bit of a drama.

And this is the first fic that the writer has posted.

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Hand holding a clean white iPhone I'm dialing the phone number to the destination whose name is "Darling" in the memory.

... Trut ... Trut ...

“Why haven't you answered the phone yet?” Jinyoung became annoyed when the person on the other end of the line didn't answer the phone. and finally answered the call

“Hello.” The small voice of the person on the other end of the line rang out.

“Gongchan, why don't you go back to your room?”

“Sorry, bro. I have work at the faculty lately, so I'm really busy. Let's talk." Jinyoung asked, not getting much of an answer. Gongchan spoke quickly and quickly ended the call instead. which made Jinyoung, who was in an irritated mood from the beginning, become angry.

... said there was work ...

... said that work is busy ...

... I called and didn't quite answer the phone...

... We hardly saw each other all week ...

... Like this, it's like they're clearly thinking of avoiding each other ...

These thoughts swirled around in Jinyoung's head. It made him start to think even more. Gongchan is cheating on him!

Jinyoung picked up his iPhone and dialed the number again...

“Hello Baro, I'll meet you at the same place in 20 minutes.”

... nightclub

xxx ... 

At one corner of the shop

“Now, are you going to tell me why you called me out?” The golden-headed boy sat with his chin resting his head and looked at his close friend who was drinking glass after glass without ever getting enough of it.

“Don't talk too much, Baro. Please give me another bottle.” After saying that, Jinyoung downed the last glass of wine. But Baro probably had to stop him because right now Jinyoung's condition really didn't look dull.

“Hyung, you don't have to ^^ Jinyoung, you're really drunk.” Baro said smiling at the bartender before turning to speak to the drunk person in front of him.

“Don't bother! It's my business if I get drunk!” Jinyoung began to raise his voice.

“What the hell is wrong with you? I've never seen this much drinking. Did you quarrel with Gongchan?” That name alone made the listeners' eyes widen.

... Yes ... It's because of Gongchan that Jinyoung drank so much.

“Silence like this shows that it is. What were you arguing about?”

“...No arguing,” Jinyoung replied calmly.

“Oh, if we weren't fighting, then what made you sit here drunk, Master Jinyoung - -” Jinyoung turned to look at Baro's face with a serious expression (in his drunken state).

“I just.. was thinking that Gongchan was cheating on me.” Baro was shocked to hear this. Is it Gongchan who cheated on Jinyoung? How is that possible? Normally when we see each other we will die.

“Huh?? Gongchan is cheating on you. How did you think of that, Jinyoung?” Baro almost laughed at Jinyoung's extremely stupid idea. It's impossible~

“This whole week I hardly got to see Gongchan. She said she had work, and I rarely answered the phone when I called. Some days the machine is turned off.”

“Some days when I visited the group I saw other people with me.”

“If it was you who encountered something like that. What do you think, Cha Sunwoo?!” The alcohol that Jinyoung drank began to take effect. Right now, his mood was almost extremely boiling.

Baro could only look at his friend's face with concern. Even though Baro himself had something like this happen to him and Sandeul before. But they got through it well, but... for Jinyoung and Gongchan, there's no guarantee either - -

“So what are you going to do, Jinyoung?”

“I would like to see what happens next first. If it continues like this for a long time... I will quit.”

“This is a good idea for you, right?”

“Uh... that's the best.”

“Then I'll go take you to your room. I can't take it anymore with your condition right now.” Jinyoung nodded lightly. Before Baro helped himself to the car and drove him to the dormitory.

... The next day ... 8:00 a.m.

The aroma of food wafted into the nose of the tall figure lying on the bed, causing him to wake up. It's a familiar smell. And I really like it too.. Why haven't I smelled this scent lately?

“Is it morning yet?” Jinyoung held his temples. A headache immediately began to set in.

I have a headache.. I guess I drank too much last night.

Jinyoung got out of bed and took a shower and walked out of the room.

“Oh, you're awake now ^^” A voice that made Jinyoung have to turn around to look came from the kitchen.

... Gongchan was standing there cooking food ...

“..." Jinyoung didn't say anything. He just walked over and sat at the table quietly. Right now he was keeping a small expression of shock inside…

“Wait a minute. The food will be ready soon."

Soon, delicious looking food was served in front of us. A simple ramyeon that Gongchan likes to make Jinyoung eat regularly. He almost forgot the taste of it because Gongchan wasn't here...

Jinyoung kept his head down in silence. I refused to say a single word. Gongchan, who was sitting across from him, asked, breaking the silence between the two of them.

“Why don't you eat? It'll get cold soon. Aren't you hungry?"

"..." There was no response.

“Uncle Jinyoung”

“Hyung, is something wrong?” Gongchan started to worry about the person in front of him. Because Jinyoung has never been quiet towards him like this.

“...This is Gongchan.”

"Ha"

“We rarely see each other these days.”

“Well, I'm busy..”

“... So busy that you don't even have time to meet face to face?” he asked without even looking up at his interlocutor.

“..." Gongchan lowered his head. Didn't say anything. Because I don't know what to answer that question.

Everything in the room was quiet... But the thoughts in Jinyoung's head were chaotic. It's all turbulent.

Still can't get over it. If you really think about breaking up...

Angry that Gongchan ran away all week...

What is the best solution for this matter? ...

"...I'm sorry."

“An apology, I don't need it.” Jinyoung stood up and walked away. Walking straight, he grabbed the black jacket that was lying on the sofa and walked towards the door. Jinyoung's hand reached out to turn the doorknob. It has small arms. Came in and hugged his waist tightly. Hold back and don't let him go.

“Huh.. Oppa.. I'm sorry.” Gongchan's face was pressed against Jinyoung's back. But Jinyoung stood still.

“...I ...sorry ...please don't go, huh..” Small tears began to roll down Gongchan's clear cheeks.

“Let go of me,” Jinyoung said in a cold voice.

"No, I won't let you go, I won't let you go anywhere!.." The little embrace began to tighten until it became tighter. Gongchan tries to convey that he really doesn't want him to go.

"release"

"no!"

Jinyoung's hand pulled Gongchan's arm away and he opened the door and walked out of the room.

...not looking back...

... I don't listen to the words that I hold myself back for...

... and don't care if the person behind you is crying or not ...

... Only my heart is confused. His mind was too busy to stand there...

... Jinyoung was too confused ...

... 1 p.m. ...

“Then why did you have to come to my house?” Baro suddenly asked. Jinyoung opened the door and walked into Sandeul and Baro's room (without manners). After Jinyoung had been wandering around since leaving his own dormitory.

“Why can't you come? How about friends?”

“Oh, I'm sorry, friend. Cha Sunwoo was wrong - -” Baro said to Jinyoung who was getting up to leave.

I don't really want to give it to you. It ruins my happiness with Sandeul!

“What else happened, sir? You came to me and it must have been another matter with your girlfriend, right?”

You're right Baro... - -

“You sent me home last night, right?”

"Um, you don't really remember."

“And after that, did you meet Gongchan?”

"Well.. No, why is that?"

“Today I woke up to see Gongchan.”

“So, how is it? Did you talk about anything?”

“We didn't talk about anything. I walked away first.”

“Oh, you spoiled brat - - what about Gongchan?”

“I don't know.” Jinyoung's eyes started to look away. Baro also started to look tense.

I'm worried about my friend. But they can't help much except giving advice.

“Jinyoung-ah~” Sandeul walked out of the kitchen and sat next to Jinyoung.

“Hmm, what's up Sandeul?” Jinyoung turned to Sandeul.

“I think you shouldn't think too much. Gongchan would never cheat on you for someone else,” Sandeul comforted him.

"I'm not sure. I don't know."

“Trust me, Jinyoung. The two of you have been together for two years now. Do you still not trust each other?”

“Perhaps Gongchan really has reasons for not being able to be with you. Gongchan loves you very much. Don't you trust Gongchan?"

“It's nothing.”

“Don't let your fleeting thoughts decide your future. Think carefully, Jinyoung. I don't want you to have problems like this. Let's go back and talk about it. Otherwise, let's talk about it again.” Sandeul smiled encouragingly. Jinyoung could only think.

Maybe what Sandeul said was true...

“Thank you, Sandeul.”

"It's okay, with all my heart ^^ Then you can go back and finish clearing things up."

“Well, that's probably it.”

... When Jinyoung arrived at the dorm, he immediately went straight to his room.

It's now 11:00 p.m. Gongchan must have gone back already. Probably wouldn't have waited this long.

Just open the door and go in. The sound of some people's footsteps could be heard. Probably not a ghost.

“Jinyoung hyung!” Gongchan ran over and hugged him. Jinyoung was caught off guard and immediately fell to the floor of the room.

Thump!

“Oh, Gongchan, it hurts.” Jinyoung looked at Gongchan who was lying on top of himself.

“Ah.. Sorry, I'm just glad you're back.” Gongchan got out and sat next to him instead.

Jinyoung pushed himself to his feet and reached out to grab Gongchan's hand, pulling him to his feet as well.

"I'd like to talk to you for a bit."

Inside the living room, the atmosphere was as deserted as a cemetery. Because the two of them had been sitting silently for a very long time.

“Hyung, what are you talking about?” Gongchan asked, sitting with his head down on the sofa across from Jinyoung.

“Right now there's only one thing I want to talk about. Please give me a truthful answer.”

“..." Gongshan nodded. There was no way he could lie to Jinyoung. But how convincing the answer will be is up to the person who answers. The answer will be whatever it is.

“Why aren't you answering your phone?” the first question.

“I already told you. That I don't have much free time _ _”

“It shouldn't be that much. All week."

“There is really a lot of work at the faculty. It's almost time for exams." Jinyoung was silent for a moment. It's true that during this time there are exams. Must be busy.

“Then go home and sleep?”

“Ha _ _”

“And who was the person walking around the university the other day?” Jinyoung began to stare intently. The more I thought about it, the angrier I became.

Well, people are jealous here...

“Ah, unnie, don't stare at me like that. It's Shinwoo hyung.” Gongchan started to feel a little scared. Shinwoo is Gongchan's code brother.

“Um.” Gongchan stood up and walked over to sit next to him.

"Are you still angry at me?"

“Probably so.”

“Uncle~ I'm sorry. Tomorrow is Sunday. I'll be with you all day. Stop being angry at me, please.” Gongchan hugged Jinyoung beggingly. And where is a soft-hearted person like him who doesn't get angry?

“Gone all week. One day's compensation is not enough."

“From now on, I won't go anywhere. I'll be with you forever~ Na ^^"

“I wish it was true.”

“Promise~” Gongchan extended his pinky finger to connect with Jinyoung's. Jinyoung himself began to smile a little.

... The sound of the clock warning ... It was a warning that it was already midnight.

“Hyung, wait a moment.” Jinyoung didn't have time to ask. Gongchan walked out of the room and all the lights in the room went out.

The more I'm afraid of ghosts being there, the dark atmosphere like this makes me think - -

And not long...

“Seng Iljukka Hubnida ~ Seng Iljukka Hubnida ~” That's when the voice of Gongchan, who was singing a birthday song and walking up to him holding a cake with candles lit with the number 20, approached.

“Seng iljukkahapnida ^^ Happy birthday Jinyoung hyung~” Jinyoung stood a little confused.

... Today is our birthday? Or that Gongchan disappeared because of this too? ...

“Hyung, today is November 18th. It's my 20th birthday ^^” Under the darkness with only candlelight, Jinyoung could still see that Gongchan was smiling happily. at him

“Channie…” Jinyoung was speechless. I was happy, but he was so lost in thought that he forgot his birthday. I feel guilty that I didn't talk to Gongchan before and ran away first. Makes Gongchan cry... Jinyoung was wrong!

T T

"Don't tell me you disappeared because..."

“Uh, I intended to make a birthday surprise for you. I made this cake myself *0* ”

“When did you start practicing?” Jinyoung held up the cake to look at. It wasn't a very pretty cake from the first experience. But it was a cake that Gongchan had made from the heart for him.

“Sandeul hyung is the one who taught me ^^”

Sandeul?? Don't tell me that...

“The reason I disappeared for a week wasn't just because I was busy with work. Please confess.”

“Well, after school let Sandeul hyung teach you. And Brother Baro..." The little dog began to surrender to the fox until he finally (?)

“Baro?”

"Help plan a surprise birthday _ _" Full confession...

These three people planned this... No wonder! -0-

"Oh... planning again, these three - -"

“Ah, I want to do it for you. Blow out the cake first.” Gongchan held the cake out in front of him.

“Yes.” Jinyoung closed his eyes and made a silent wish before blowing out the candles. And the lights in the room dimmed again.

It's the fox's turn to return the favor... Heh heh

“Hyung~ Don't be quiet -3-” Gongchan placed the cake on a nearby table. Well, Gongchan is a little afraid of the dark. But there was no response from Jinyoung. The atmosphere was quiet...

“Uncle Jinyoung~ Where have you gone?” Little Gongchan was starting to get really scared.

Jinyoung walked over and slowly hugged her thin waist. with his chin resting on the shoulder of the person in front of him

“It keeps making me worry.”

“Hyung... -///-” Gongchan's face turned red in the darkness.

“I don't see it being necessary to do this.”

“I just want to make you happy. Because last year I didn't do anything for you... I'm sorry for making you worry.” Gongchan felt guilty.

“Not only worried, but also jealous, I miss you very much.” Jinyoung immediately pressed his nose against Gongchan's clear cheek. It made the person in his arms feel very embarrassed.

“Oh.. Jinyoung hyung…” Gongchan turned and buried his face in Jinyoung's chest to relieve his embarrassment. Well, it was embarrassing ~

“The little child must be punished. I like to act like I'm worried. I'm angry too."

“What? ~ -//- You can punish me however you want. But don't be mad at me~” And once again, Gongchan made a pleading sound.

Enter the fox's path now...

“No matter how you punish me,” Jinyoung smiled mischievously. Then he picked up Gongchan.

“Wha~ Why are you carrying me~!” Gongchan hurriedly hugged Jinyoung's neck because he was afraid of falling.

"Carry and punish ^^"

“Hyung, wait! > <” Jinyoung finished speaking and carried Gongchan into the bedroom... The child's voice of reproof now would be too late. Can't stop it~

I probably don't have to tell you what happened after this -..-

... The next morning ...

“Hyung, you can wake up.” Gongchan nudged the person in front of him who was hugging himself on the soft white bed. But there was no sign of waking up.

His face when he sleeps is handsome too...

As I thought about it, I lay down and looked. The more I looked.. the more lost I became.. (This is from the writer himself, haha)

“You can wake up, Jinyoung hyung ~ -3-” Without saying anything, Gongchan kissed him once on the cheek. Jinyoung slowly opened his eyes.

"Um.. I don't want to wake up yet."

“It's getting late.”

“Come on.. let me hug you first.” Jinyoung tightened his hug again.

“U.. I hugged you a lot last night -///-” Gongchan immediately began to blush as he thought about last night.

“It's not enough to hug me.” Jinyoung looked into Gongchan's eyes. Because their faces were so close to each other, Gongchan's face turned red again.

“P'ah -//-”

“And what about your present?”

"Let's just give it away."

“When did you give something? -3-”

“A.. It was last night! > < It's me.. -//-” The first sentence was loud and clear. But the last sentence turned out to be lowered (?) -.-

“Hahaha, just pretending to ask ^^” Jinyoung kissed his beloved's cheek in an embrace. His little cheeks, after being already red, began to redden even more. It made Jinyoung feel cute every time he looked at him. This is why Jinyoung likes to make you feel embarrassed.

“So.. what did you pray for last night?” Gongchan's eyes twinkled. Like a little dog wanting a bone(?)

“Do you want to know?”

“Uh huh.”

“I want to ask...” Jinyoung pretended to remember. Gongchan waited and listened intently.

“I won't tell you~ Haha.”

“Uncle ah~ tell me.”

“I won't tell you.”

“Cruel~”

“I'm not mean. If you want me to tell you, there must be an exchange.”

“What?”

“1 kiss per 1 word ^^”

“-///- Okay~”

Kiss~

And then this morning... It was another morning that made Gongchan shy and extremely happy along with Jinyoung.

...every day from now on May we both love each other and be happy together forever...

This is Jinyoung's prayer ^^

Even though the past events have caused some sadness, some suffering, no matter how uncomfortable they are. But it's worth the happiness I've received now~

THE   END