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“You are my closest friend. So I can hug you comfortably."

                           YeePun

“And if I'm not comfortable...not pure-hearted like you are? Please give it to me."

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I...am a runner.

“Japan!! You bastard!”

“What is it? I'm so tired." I complained in a tired voice. How can I not get tired? Well, that crazy coach made me run around the field for ten laps until my speed increased. Damn it, my legs almost fell off.

“Let's go get some liquor~” The new guy said in a very loud voice. Have you not looked at my condition at all? I still can't quite stand just standing. And now you're going to let me drink alcohol...

"No, I'm going to die from exhaustion. I'm going to sleep."

"Nice ~ ~ ~" The full name or the full name is 'Poro', saying in a messy voice! I want to vomit. I can't help but cry.

“If you want to eat, go with those guys. You go too far. I'm going to stink. You'll get stuck in my sweat." I said as I pushed him away and then packed up my things and prepared to go back to the dorm to take a shower and sleep.

“No, I want to be close to you:

P”

My hand that was putting the water bottle into my backpack stopped for a split second when I heard those words. before hurriedly returning to normal Po is still smiling brightly. Keeping the same irritating face. He probably didn't see this little abnormality.

“Then come near my feet. I'll kick you easily." He ran away as soon as I finished speaking, haha. I guess he was afraid he'd be kicked by me. It used to be said that I have heavy feet.

“Don't be confused. Would you be as cruel to a friend as handsome as Mario? Did this drunkard get it down his throat?!!! The handsome man is sad.

T^T”

After saying that, I felt a bit sad again.

“Mario, you're already drunk.” I scolded him back. The guy stuck his mouth out at me as soon as he was scolded, haha. “You go hang out with those guys. I'm going to sleep now. I'm so tired.”

“Alright,” Po said with a sad expression. Before his face comes back again "Then let me take you to your room, okay?"

“You can go with me, right?”

“Something like that,” he said before smiling, showing off his white teeth. It made me secretly twitch for three seconds. What the fuck is wrong with me again?

“It's up to you.”

As soon as he heard this Po immediately jumped up from the bench and ran after me. Because his legs were almost an inch longer than mine, It didn't take long for it to follow me. Before walking and hugging my neck like a normal teenage boy would.

...You probably don't know, right?

...that I secretly tremble every time he hugs my neck like this...

“Kun”

“What?”

“Let's play football.”

“What is it?” I said confused, but it didn't leave me confused for long. Po used his foot to kick an empty can on the ground before kicking it and handing it to me. So what can I do?...I have to kick back.

...In the end, it ended with me and him fighting over each other to kick that can like we were competing in a world football championship...

Don't be surprised why Po suddenly invited me to play football. It's a college football player. In fact, he has liked to play football since he was a child. But I suspect the footballer's blood is probably too strong. I see everything and I kick it. Shit.

Now Po is starting to sweat. But not as much as me, because like me, you can say that almost your whole body is drenched in sweat from head to toe.

“I'm tired.”

“And who lets you play with this, you idiot?”

“Oh, you,” he said, using his elbow to gently jab at my waist. I'm hurt, my friend. "Okay, I'd like to take a shower too. Go meet my girl and she'll smell nice."

“Tui! There isn't a girl anywhere who wants an electric pole like you to make a husband out of.”

“As I call it normal, you are below standard! Short guy!...Oh! It hurts!!”

“So!!”

The old man's face turned sour when he heard my words before he followed with a small limp. When I stomped on it's paw one time. Sorry for the dog's mouth...I've heard that my feet are heavy too.

"There's water in your house. Why do you want to take a shower? Let's go take a shower in your house."

"I don't want it. It's a waste."

"And I don't waste water in my room, so I just splash it."

I scolded him again as I reached out to find the light switch. Now we are back in the room. That guy got to my room. It quickly molted, grabbed a towel, and ran into the bathroom. I heard news that it was Kuna who was the owner of the room. I'm the one who told you before that I was going to take a shower_

“Fuck you!! Take a quick shower. I'm going to take a shower!!”

"Yes!!!"

I threw my backpack on the bed and sat back in my work chair. I don't sleep on the bed because I'm afraid the bed will smell of sweat. Seeing this, I love cleanliness.

Sit and close your eyes for a while, your tiredness gradually disappears. I opened my eyes slowly before my eyes fell on the small picture frame. which has a picture of it faded with time.

...Picture of me and Poo standing and hugging each other. In one hand I have a gold medal from running in a sports day competition in Mathayom 4...

At that time it was my first race. I was the color representative in the 500 meter race, and I remember being very excited at the time. I don't know why, I can't remember, but when Po whispered only 4 short words to me...

“I'm rooting for you.”

The only thing left in my brain at that time was ...I must do it...

And I really did it. I ran to the finish line in 1st place, barely able to see the dust in 2nd place. The sound of the cheering crowd screaming with joy. I turned to look around me. Even though I don't want to accept it. But the truth is the truth.

...Yes...I'm looking for it...poof...

I already thought of it. It might not really be cheering for me like I said. Because it's a different color than me. It may have only been said to boost my confidence as a friend would.

But it stunned me for about 5 seconds.

By rushing out of nowhere...and hugging me tightly while shouting with joy.

“You can do it!! Japanese bastard!!! You can do it!! You already won, you bastard!!!”

I remember that I stayed and let it hug me for a long time. At that time, I hardly knew anything. I can only understand his words...

...only with the sound of my heart pounding in the left side of my chest...

It's now been more than 5 years, but I still remember that event clearly. It was an event that made me start to doubt and understand myself...

...that I like it...

Since when, I don't know. He and I have been playing together since our feet were the size of clam shells, catching frogs, catching clams, squinting at girls, doing almost everything together.

...To this day, I'm still confused as to why I liked it...

I don't know, but suddenly I started to feel the urge to talk to him. want to be near it But when I'm near where I am, my heart skips a beat every time! Damn it.

I think I'm not gay. Because I've tried being close to other male friends before. Except that it doesn't have symptoms like the above...

...I also almost threw up. Goosebumps...

“Fuck you, Japan. Are you going to Srithanya? I saw you sitting and smiling all alone for a long time. What the hell is wrong with you?”

I don't know when the old man walked out of the bathroom and waved his head softly at me before sitting on the bed opposite me. He raised his eyebrows slightly when he saw the picture frame I was holding.

“What?...Oh. This is...4th grade, right?”

“Um, when I first won the race?”

“Then I ran up and hugged you, right? Haha. How is it? Receiving a hug from a handsome man like me. It is my merit.”

“It is a great blessing, my friend. I still get goosebumps to this day haha.”

“Sass, I went in to congratulate you.”

“You're joking.”

I said, pulling the picture frame out of his hand and placing it on the writing table as before. Before something unknown inspired me to ask a question that had been lingering in my mind for a long time.

“Pooh, why did you hug me that day?”

“Answer me.”

“Oh, so what do you want me to answer? You probably already know the answer.” He said before turning his head and looking directly at me. “Friends always win. Can't I come in and congratulate you?”

“And you are my closest friend. So I can hug you comfortably.”

“That's all.”

“...That's all...?”

“Okay, or do you want there to be more? Like...I've secretly liked you for a long time. So I secretly touched you..what the heck?"

“Father.”

"Hahaha, I'm just kidding. I'm getting goosebumps."

I pushed the guy's head in annoyance before grabbing a towel and walking into the bathroom with a feeling of uncertainty overflowing in my chest.

If you say it's happy, it's happy...but sad at the same time.

...bittersweet...why...

Wow!

I let the warm water flow across my face for who knows how long. The guy shouted and said he was going to hang out with Way at a shop near Silom and must have left a long time ago. But I still didn't leave the bathroom.

“And you are my closest friend. So I can hug you comfortably.”

...And what if I'm not comfortable...not pure of heart like you have for me?

That's enough. You're going to get really distracted, Japanese bastard. That bastard never thought of you more than a friend.

...The words "dear friend" and "love friend" are spelled differently...

...but swapping the first word for the second...how difficult it is, I know very well...

Even if you know that But I didn't choose to give up...I continued to watch him from a place called 'close friend' like this ever since.

I might run to the finish line. Win dozens of gold medals in the real world.

But in the world of love I would like to be a follower. Running behind the person I love far away Worried about like this...that's enough.

I've been out of the bathroom for a while now. and was wiping his soaked hair dry while happily watching the TV that had been turned on. It's not anything. I just don't like things that are too quiet.

The clock chimed that it was almost midnight. I don't know if this guy will come back or not. Tomorrow there are early morning classes as well...it's better to call and follow up.

'...The number you called. Unable to contact at this time...please...'

It just shuts down the machine.

I threw the phone on the bed in boredom and sat in front of the TV. In his hand he held a small towel and rubbed his head dry. My eyelids are closed. When will you be dry?

'Breaking news! There was an accident where a motorcycle crashed into a pickup truck in the middle of an intersection in the Silom area. The body of an unidentified male student was found. Lying in a pool of blood, he died, but no trace of the pickup truck driver was found. Police suspect it may have been a hit-and-run. In the beginning...'

I was numb, the rest of the news no longer reached my ears. I quickly leapt back onto the bed. Grab your cell phone and quickly dial the guy.

...Please...don't be like I thought...please...

'...Toot...the number you called. cannot...'

“Crazy.”

I cursed under my breath before pressing the end button and immediately running out of the room and down to the parking lot below. I got on my motorcycle and sped away. There is only one destination.

...Ipo's house...

I'm begging you...please don't be anything.

If something were to happen to you...I would...

God...I'm begging you...I've never asked anything in this life from you, so...

...I beg you...don't let this guy have anything wrong...may he be safe...

I casually parked my motorcycle in front of the guy's house and immediately ran into the house with the spare key he had given me.

The lights in the house that were turned off made me start to panic. I shouted his name to the whole house. But there was no reply. I ran to look everywhere. The living room, bathroom, kitchen, front yard...

...There wasn't even a sign of the guy...

“Fuck Poro!!! You live in this house, right? If you hear me, answer me right now!!! vigorous..."

At the end of my voice, there was a soft sobbing sound. Damn it. Tears that had been in my eyes since I don't know when, slowly flowed down my cheeks. I roughly wiped it off and ran up to the second floor.

...to the last place that I haven't visited yet...

...Po's room...

But what if I open it and don't find it in the room...!

No, it doesn't have to be like that. When I opened the door I must have seen the porno in the room. Yes, that's how it must be.

I gave myself a pep talk and slowly turned the doorknob into the room.

The pitch darkness and the empty room made my legs go limp.

...no...no...please tell me it's not true...no...

Why isn't that bastard sitting in the room...why does it have to be...why...why...

"Huh...poo...you. Huh. Why...why does it have to be you? Poo...why...huh?"

I sat on the floor crying like a child without any shame. I just think that from now on, I won't have that stupid guy around me causing trouble.

...It's no different from a living dead person...

...You bastard...why are you in such a hurry to leave me?

...At least...please let me tell you the feelings I have for you before I die...is that not possible?...

...Pooh...I love you...

“Where is the dog that is screaming my name all over the house?”

A familiar voice immediately called me to look. The picture in front made me freeze for three seconds...

...The real naked guy...was squatting and giving me a goofy smile...

"What the fuck is wrong with you...hey?"

Pooh shrieked when I suddenly hugged her and buried my face in his shoulder. Pooh, you made me worry to death. Holy shit, where have you been?

“Hey Japan! What's wrong with you? Why are you crying?"

He asked in an impatient voice. But I didn't answer and continued to sob like a child. Now I understand what 'relief' really feels like.

...It's like having a whole mountain lifted from your chest...

“Answer me, Japanese. What the fuck is wrong? Why are you crying? Or was it bullied by someone?”

I shake my head lightly. Po pushed me away and stared at my face. I used one hand to wipe the tears away casually before speaking in a trembling voice.

"Just now..I was excited when I saw the news that a motorcycle was hit in the Silom area. So I hurriedly called you, but I didn't answer, so I thought..."

“Oh, Poro's little child, oh, don't cry. Your asshole is right here, oh.”

He said while stroking my head like a child. Which made me start to smile before I pushed the animal's head once in annoyance for no reason.

“Huh, raging.”

“Haha, hey, stop crying already. It's good. I have a face like yours. It's not appropriate for tears."

His words made my heart flutter again. Damn it, I suspect I'm having a heart attack. I have some free time, I'll have to go check it out...

“Go wash your face and eyes. And this is where I sleep tonight. There's no need to go back. It's late now.”

I nodded dejectedly and walked into the bathroom to wash my face and eyes. I saw a man in the mirror. His face had tear stains on it. But there was the brightest smile on my lips that I had ever seen.

...It...likes to make me worry like this often...

...It...is one of the people that makes me cry the most...

...but at the same time...it...is also the person who makes me smile the most happily...

And if happiness... is to keep running after the person you love. without caring about the destination or the finish line

I...was ready to be a fool...running after it at a distance, worried. Look at it like this...forever...

--- END –

Plus!!

“So where did you go just now? I called for a long time and he didn't answer.”

"Oh, I'm just...pooping."

"Then why don't you turn on the bathroom light?"

“My house is on fire.”

Haha!! I want to curse your anus and electricity!!! Damn it!

--- END ---

Writer Talk.... ^^

Hello to all parents and siblings who come to read.

First of all, let me introduce myself. My name is Chompoo! *Beautiful curve*

This novel was born from a short-lived emotion. It's like listening to music. Ice Saranyu's close friend was dishonest and then became angry.

Anyway, I'll leave it in everyone's arms.

Thank for reading

Wow~

P.S. Who else thinks that the name 'Poro' sounds like a dog's name (haha) like that?

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I just finished the wedding and thought about it, so I didn't fix it, I'm lazy, haha.