What is that love?

Love is really pain.

love is pain

Kibum   Donghae   Eunhyuk

A short-lived fic - -

Finishing the first story in my life

One child's handiwork There is little writing skill. (There isn't any)

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[SF] Love is really pain... EUNKIHAE  

“Kibum-ah~” The sweet voice of a young man with a face even sweeter than Lee Donghae's voice was calling out to his lover who was sitting and writing something not too far from Donghae.

“Yes, darling.” The owner of the name that was called stopped what he was doing. Then stood up and went to Donghae and embraced Donghae from behind.

“Don is hungry..” Donghae said as he turned to face his lover.

“You can eat me instead first, haha,” Mr. Kibum said while giving Donghae a kiss on the cheek.

Huh...did you do it again? You can be sweet every day. I sat and looked at the two of them for a long time, thinking in my heart. I get annoyed every time these two are sweet like this.

        I wanna love you. I can’t live without you.~  

“Hey Eunhyuk, the phone is ringing.” Donghae extended his small finger and poked my cheek. Even though you are still in the embrace of your lover which Donghae did this to me The more my heart ached.

“Oh, then I'll excuse myself, Don.” I said and hurriedly walked up to the room. In fact, no one really called. I only turned on the music because I wanted to interrupt the two of them. And what I'm asking for is nothing. I don't like it. I don't like Mr. Kibum. I didn't like it from the first time I saw it. Because Kibum is the person Donghae loves very much.

Which I saw was very heartbreaking. And I wouldn't be in this much pain if I didn't have the feeling called "love" for Donghae, even though it was a long time ago. But I still love Donghae and that has never changed.

1 year ago

“Yook-ah~” Donghae hugged my waist from behind. Donghae's embrace is the warmest to me.

“Yes, Don.” I turned around to face Donghae. Donghae's clear cheeks are truly touching. So I couldn't resist bending over and kissing that cheek.

“Nah, Yok-ah, if someone sees this they'll find out that we're lovers.” Donghae lightly patted my cheek as a warning. But I'm not daunted at all. Because Donghae must be mine.

“Ah, I'm sorry,” someone's deep voice sounded from behind the both of us. Makes us both have to turn to find

“Is something wrong?” Donghae's sweet, clear voice asked. The new person's eyes looked strange. What is this guy thinking about Donghae?

“Well..uh...you're beautiful. I want to get to know you Can I have your number please?" That's it...I think so. This guy really came to flirt with Donghae.

“But Don is a man. How do you call someone beautiful?” Donghae tilted his head slightly. What a lovely picture. He probably doesn't know how cute his actions are.

“Well, you are beautiful. More beautiful than women And what's your name?" Huh...this guy really talks a lot.

“Uh..My name is Donghae. You can call me Don.. this is my number,” Donghae answered. along with handing over his own business card I was told that the pronoun "Dong" would only be used with me. But why let this guy use it too? I don't like it at all...

“Dong, let's go back,” I said, cutting the two of them off before they could go any further. and quickly pulled Donghae away from that area

“Ah, Yok, let go of Dong. What happened to Yeok?!” Donghae screamed as I dragged Donghae away.

"No, I won't let go."

“Yock! Release Don now. Don...Oops!” Donghae's words were lost in his throat. Because I had put my lips over the pretty mouth that was about to speak. I slowly sucked on the figure's sweet lips, gently and then harder, not paying attention to the small fist pounding my chest without stopping right now. I began to feel the clear water on Donghae's cheeks flowing onto mine.

Donghae is crying...

“Dong...is something wrong?” I quickly pulled my mouth away from those sweet lips. Donghae is really crying.

"...." There was no response from the person in front of me.

“I'm sorry..”

“Yook doesn't have to mess with Don.” Donghae pushed me away forcefully. Then quickly ran away

“Don, please wait for me, Don…” I was chased after and ran after the figure.

“Ah...ow!” Donghae's voice rang out.

“Dong!!” when I heard a voice I immediately ran to find Donghae. With fear of what will happen to Donghae But the picture in front of me was the thing that hurt my eyes the most.

It seemed like Donghae tripped over something and fell on top of the guy who had asked for Donghae's number earlier. The sweet eyes of the two of them were staring deeply at each other. It was as if the couple had found love. The guy slowly lifted himself up and leaned his face towards Donghae. I, who had stood and watched for a long time, began to be unable to stand it and decided to intervene.

"this! What are you doing?” I walked up to the pair and pulled Donghae out. Then, he went straight in and smacked that guy with one punch in annoyance.

“Yook, why are you doing this?” Donghae rushed to help the guy. I'm very worried...

“Well, I don't like it.”

Phew!

My face turned at the force of the little palm that had slammed into my face just moments ago. Unbelievable... Donghae... Donghae slapped me in the face...

“Dong...”

“Why did Yok have to do that? What's wrong with Yok? What rights does Yok have with Don? Whatever Don does is Don's business. Why would Yeok?” Donghae raised his voice, cutting me off before I could finish. Um...yes, Donghae was right about everything. “Yok is just one of Dong's friends…” Because the word “friend” makes my heart ache the most.

“Um...I'm just Don's friend. I don't have many rights to Don. Don was right about everything. It was my fault. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I'm sorry for loving and caring about Don too much..." That's all I said. Then he walked away from that area in pain. All this time, Donghae must have always viewed me as just a friend.

Donghae probably never knew that there was anyone who was as worried, jealous, and caring as I was. The feelings I had hidden for a long time since becoming friends with Donghae were revealed. And I know the answer in my heart...

Since that day...I've rarely looked at Donghae's face. Donghae changed the pronoun he called me from 'yook' to 'Eunhyuk' and most importantly, Donghae agreed to be his boyfriend. After being flirted with for a while Even though Donghae has changed in many ways But I haven't changed. Love doesn't change

Concern for Donghae has always been the same as it is today. The pronoun 'Dong' that I used to use, I still use with Donghae. And will use it forever.

        Love is really pain.

This sentence is still stuck in my heart. The name of one of the many songs that senior Yesung has sung. I really like that song. At first, I didn't understand the meaning of the song. But Ami Donghae came into my life. He started teaching me the word “love” and finally taught me the word “pain.”

This is what they say: the people who make us know the word love are often the people who make us know the word pain. Now I understand the true meaning of this song...

Love is truly painful...

current

“Ah...Kibum ah~ Umm...”

“Just a little more, darling. Ugh..ah~”

Almost every time I walked past these two people's rooms late at night, The two voices were enjoying each other's pleasure. But the person who knows everything is so painful. Will both of you know how much I'm hurting?

And I've made up my mind...I won't be in conflict with their love any longer. I've endured long enough.

The next day

Eunhyuk's room currently only had a few things. Makes the room look very open. All the clothes that were in the closet were gone. Yes...Eunhyuk has left here.

“Goodbye~ This is Eunhyuk. Ah..oh.” Donghae, who was singing in a good mood, opened the door, probably coming to find Eunhyuk, but he didn't find anyone. Only a letter was found lying on Eunhyuk's bed.

“Where did he go?” Donghae muttered to himself. Then he walked over and picked up the letter and read it.

To my dear friend Don

I'm sorry, Don. I can't stay and take care of Don any longer. I've endured it for a long time. I've been watching Dong and Kibum for a long time. Things from a year ago still hurt me to this day. I'd like to take a moment to calm down. Take good care of Kibum. And I ask Kibum to take good care of Dong like I have always taken care of Dong. I love Kibum very much and I hope Kibum loves Dong as much as I do. look after yourself well Eat a complete meal.

I hope you love Kibum for a long time, Don.

I'll come back when I get over it. I promise. I'll come back as Dong's good friend Eunhyuk.

I will love Don forever.

From 'Yok' of 'Dong'