A sick fic for a sick person. Please leave your comments.

Please read the explanation.

This fic is the result of my imagination and fantasies.

If this makes anyone dissatisfied, I apologize.

Thank you for coming to read. Please leave your feedback.

TT

“Hyung! Siwon called.”

…one

“Heechul, Siwon called you.”

…..two

“Siwon couldn't call you.”

…….three

“Hey Heechul, Siwon called, why didn't you answer? He called me and asked where you were. Oh, someone is going to sleep. Someone is going to sleep."

…….Oh, what the hell is going on?!!

That muscular horse!!!!

Rrrrrrrrrr Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

“Siwon, are you free?! Why aren't you working? Stupid horse!!”

“Well, I.... miss you hyung.” Listen to that soft voice and your heart will sag.

“Oh, I know, but how crazy are you to call me morning, noon, evening, before bed? Will you call me when I go to the bathroom?

I'll fart for you!!”

“Ah, I'm sorry.”

“Oh! good !!! That's all!”

…Toot…

His pretty face was sullen because he was upset. Since he came out of military training Until it's been a year already. Siwon keeps calling him every day, every time. If he had every second, he would have done it already. For a short reason 'Well, I...miss hyung', a stupid reason that no matter how many times I listen to it, I feel weak....

Because at least I know that someone misses me….

I understand that you miss me. But often like this Let's take pity on each other.

I'm going to be a crazy person sitting on my phone.... Sigh!

“Heechul, I think where your problem lies, do you know?”

“What?”

“You have to answer the phone. There will be no trouble for anyone.”

“Ai Gunhee! You saw that he was calling me like he was his father!!!! Who the hell is free to answer the phone?!”

“Aren't you free these days?”…..a cold sentence that made Kim Heechul wince!

“Do you want to eat or do you want to eat your fist? Be quiet.”

Some people sat holding their heads tiredly. Lay down to sleep on the sofa. Then lie down and think about what your friends said.

'Sigh!

Where is the problem? Do I have to answer the phone all the time?

That's you, not your father. Why do you have to follow his orders?

What nonsense'

Heechul slammed his knees helplessly. Then he sighed loudly.

“Don't sigh like an old man. Having said that, there is another way.”

"what ???"

“You can just tell your younger sibling that you don't like it, that's easy.” Gun Hee offered an answer, but the answer sounded good. It made Heechul blush even more.

“Oh, why are you making that face?”

“….. I don't dare say it like that,” Heechul replied softly.

“Why?”

"Well...I don't know," he finally answered in a humble manner.

“Then can I ask you one thing?”

“If it's a question I can answer, I will.”

"What's going on with you and Siwon? ..."

“Hey!! P…Brothers and sisters, what are you thinking about!!!”

His eyes widened in shock before he answered loudly. Until the friends who were talking were almost unable to cover their ears with their hands.

“Then what are you yelling about? Your ears will burst!”

“Oh, never mind.” Heechul turned his head and walked out of the room.

Think about what your friend said….again.

"What's going on with you and Siwon? ..."

Yes, I don't want to answer. But it doesn't find an answer...

But for sure, Siwon and Heechul are not dating as lovers...

But sometimes the concern isn't much like a brother's....

Asked if I'm happy like this, I'd have to answer.

'Yes, Kim Heechul is happy…'

Rrrrrrr Rrrrr

“What…” he asked. Even though I already know the answer.

“I miss you, hyung, what are you doing? I'm going back to Korea. I'm here and I'll go find him.”

“Right now I'm in the dormitory. I'm going to hang out with Gun Hee for a while. When will you come?”

“I'll be back late today, so in the morning I'll go see hyung.”

"Um...OK. See you later."

Short conversations every time you call No matter where Siwon was or what he was doing, that doctor's first word would be 'I miss you'.

And every time Siwon calls Heechul never replied that he 'missed' his big brother too.

Why?

Yes….Kim Heechul is embarrassed….

Some people sit and play online games and their brain remembers that they have an appointment with a friend.

"Oh my gosh." His slender fingers dialed the number he used to dial every day, then he put the phone to his ear.

“Gon Hee, I'm sorry, but you can't scold me. Oh, oh, yes, I forgot, so postpone the appointment to tomorrow, okay. See you.”

A beautiful telephone was placed on the bed. Before Heechul continued to sit and pay attention to online games.

A quiet, lonely world that is the same as before. With the same cat and the same place.

With people who care about 'the same person'

The brain tells the finger to click on the mouse to go to the search website.

'Let me check my own rating on YouTube.'

‘Heechul’

Heechul typed in his name. before frowning in surprise

 ‘heechul kiss’

‘heechul sexy’

‘heechul funny’

The fans are really diligent in searching for these words...

‘heechul siwon’

…… Wait…. What is this?

this….

"What's going on with you and Siwon? ..."

The more it reinforces this question, it sinks deeper! But my brain commands me to press on that word...

'Oh... are the fans this diligent?...'

Slender fingers keep moving. before clicking to watch a clip

Yes, it was a concert in China. It is the first place where one of his best friends Didn't go to the first concert....

That day was a day of pain. Manly tears I didn't want it to flow. It flows.

it is pain that he held back throughout the entire concert….

In the clip, the song is fun. Heechul remembers that feeling well.

It feels like The tears I held back It's about to flow again...

It felt like a sob was stuck in his throat.

No one is a refuge Before turning to see his big brother playing with a fan, that back looked wider and bigger than before. At least…. it was a shelter for him in times like this.

His slender arms tucked into his strong abdomen before hiding his beautiful face. on a wide back Heechul closed his eyes. Let the tears that are about to flow

flows back into the eyes

I don't want him to show his pain to anyone again.

……The person being hugged was slightly startled. But he remembers it well. Whose arm does this belong to?

Siwon turned and whispered to his brother,

'It's okay. After this, you still have me.'

After that incident It was an incident that made Heechul shut himself off for several months...

Until I accept it, at least I still have members. living together There are many friends who are beside me….

It's okay. Everything will be better soon….

Heechul closed the clip window and thought of the warm scent coming from his brother's wide chest.

Siwon has grown up a lot more than before….

Grow up to be a charming person. And be a gentleman...

with everyone

This is probably another reason. Heechul felt at ease being close to this younger brother.

Happy like this…… That's enough...

Some people shook their heads to dispel the strange thoughts and opened the next clip.

….ah yes kiss….

Kissing at the SM Town concert in Thailand….

I didn't think that he would accept his request. Everyone who performed on stage had kissed him before, except for that one guy, who in the end had to kiss those lips….

It is the greatest intimacy that comes from work. But it was a closeness that Heechul would never forget…

It became big news for a while...until the company had to come clean.

Heechul only kissed Siwon once. But with other people going back and forth many times

It's the same reason for not daring to kiss Siwon twice.

Why?

'Yes, Kim Heechul is embarrassed'

Sometimes they perform concerts on stage. Just turn and look into each other's eyes for a moment. It seemed like there was nothing…

But Kim Heechul's dance was wrong.

And then it was my original reason that Kim Heechul's dance was wrong. Because of an irregular heartbeat

'Yes, yes, and yes, this Kim Heechul is embarrassed.'

“Here I am, sitting here watching my own embarrassment ruin things!”

Close all windows and shut down the computer. A slender hand touched a face that felt hot. Before lying down on the bed....

Embarrassment that happens many times from one person...

Why, I still can't answer myself...all I know is...

'Kim Heechul is embarrassed by only Choi and Siwon'

“Hyung, hyung,” a whispered voice seemed to come from far away. whisper softly As if he didn't want to wake him up….

“Ugh,” Heechul shook himself slightly in annoyance and continued to sleep.

Before feeling the close embrace from behind and falling asleep…

“Uh” he made a quiet noise before twisting his body to get rid of his fatigue, but eh, why couldn't he twist?

“Siwon, when did you come?”

“I've been here for a long time. I've been hugging my hyung for a long time. I saw that he hadn't woken up yet, so I didn't wake him up."

“Huh? Have you been hugging me like this for a long time?”

"Yes, since morning."

“Huh!!!! And what time is it?”

“Noon.”

“Noon!!!!” Heechul suddenly turned away from the embrace before quickly bouncing and running into the bathroom.

“What's your hurry?”

A thin figure in a suit prepared to go outside, walked over, picked up a phone and dialed the number of the friend he had made an appointment with since yesterday.

“Hello, Gunhee. Oh, you're not there yet, right? Okay, see you.”

“Where are you going hyung?”

“I will go find Gun Hee. You're here. Just a moment and I'll be back.”

Before Siwon could answer, Heechul had already closed the door….

I came because I missed you. But does the other party miss him? He doesn't know at all...

02.00 AM

Crack…!

“Siwon Bay hasn't returned yet? ?”Heechul raised his eyebrows in shock at still seeing his big brother sitting on his bed.

The look in his eyes looked sad. Until Heechul's heart dropped. What's wrong with his big brother?

“I'm waiting hyung, but in a moment I'll be going to work.”

"crazy! Why are you sitting here waiting for me? Are you crazy? Why don't you go home?" He said with concern for the other party.

It turned out to be adding fuel to the fire.

“Well, I want to see hyung,” Siwon chided with a hint of hurt and lowered his head.

"We'll meet again soon." The more I saw this My brother's heart dropped even more. Since when did Siwon have this much influence on his heartbeat?

“Hyung doesn't know anything…”

“What is yours?”

“Hyung, do you know what I came for? I came because I missed hyung. I want to meet hyung.”

"What's wrong with you? It's nonsense!"

“Hyung, do you ever remember my phone number?”

“Don't be so stupid and nonsensical.”

“Hyung remembers Gun Hee hyung's number, huh, but he still doesn't remember one of my numbers. Even though I'm the one who calls hyung every day!”

“What the hell is wrong with you?! What the fuck, Siwon?!”

“I miss you hyung, I'm worried! And hyung, have you ever been worried about me? Have you ever thought about me?!!”

“….I don't know what I'm talking about right now. Go back, Siwon. Then we'll talk. Let's talk to find out more.”

“Hyung, you think I'm ridiculous because hyung doesn't-ever-know-what-anything.” Siwon slammed loudly and yanked the door open. He slammed the door shut and walked out.

What the hell is this?

What doesn't he know?

What is this about?

But why does my heart feel like it's gone somewhere?

Kim Heechul still can't answer himself...

It's been many days since there hasn't been an annoying ringtone. It's been many days since I've had a call that makes me feel sick.

But what annoyed Heechul the most was himself, fidgeting like a crazy person.

“Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh”

In the end, I just sat and sighed.

“What's the matter? Sitting here sighing a million times. Does your cat have a husband?!”

“Shut your mouth, Gunhee. It doesn't help anything get better and is quiet.”

“So what is wrong with you?”

Heechul was silent before sitting and thinking about the incident. Should he tell this friend or not?

“Nothing. I'm just bored lately when I'm playing games and not leveling up. My skills are probably failing.” I lied to my friend and lay down on the same sofa….

Why didn't you call?

Do you know that I'm waiting for your call?

Actually, that day, the question that my younger brother asked, he wanted to answer.

Siwon's number. I remember calling you every day like that. Why? Why can't I remember?

Do you miss me? ….Of course I miss you. But who would be crazy to sit and tell other men that they miss them?

Actions probably say it best...

Allowing that doctor to hug me was creepy.

Two men hugged each other on the bed.

So why did you allow me to hug you?

Because I miss you too.

Who really doesn't know anything... Hey!

Stupid horse!

“Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh”

“What is the matter with Mr. Siwon? I have seen you in this bad mood for many days.”

“It's the person I used to take care of. I don't know what it is about him.”

“What are you guys arguing about? Let's talk slowly. We're in the same band. Don't be like Leeteuk and Kyuhyun. Don't leave problems behind."

“….Then I have something to ask hyung.”

Junghoon turned his head to look at his younger brother and raised his eyebrows.

“What is it? Ask me.”

……. “If I want to know where Heechul hyung goes and what he does. In a way that I don't have to call him. What should I do?”

The band manager paused to think for a moment. Then turned around and answered.

“I think I know.”

“What is it?”

“Do you know how to play Kakao? Heechul is playing. You should try playing. In case you don't have to call."

“Thank you.” Siwon thanked him and picked up his phone.

But what is this kakao and how does it work?

Thinking about it, I want to sigh and let the handsomeness fade away.

Sigh, is it really this difficult to be worried about someone?

I'd like to call and ask. What are you doing now and who are you with?

It's not anything. Apart from being worried and 'thinking about'...

I want to call and say I miss you. I want that side to know that You yourself are not alone in the world.

He did this because he was afraid that Heechul would return to his old self. I'm afraid I'll go back to feeling lonely again. Go back and think of yourself as nobody anymore.

That time when my brother cried on stage This little brother couldn't do anything but sit and watch the tears flowing from those eyes…

I don't want to see tears from those eyes again.

But…

His concern and nostalgia turned into annoyance.

What should I do? Yes, what should I do?

Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Siwon twitched his hand in shock and looked at the ringing phone.

'Heechul hyung'

…… This isn't a dream, right?

The person you've been thinking about all day is the one who called?

“Hello.”

“Siwon, I….missed you.”

……………….. The end ………………..

A little more

“Hyung, I'm going to play kakao. I want hyung's stuff. Hyung won't be annoyed when I call."

“Who said I was annoyed with you?”

“As for Kakaon? I'll give it to you when you get back from China, that's it."

Press to end the call immediately, wondering what the other party will ask next.

Heh heh, set a trap for the burro hole. Then he sat happily alone and smiled. Making Siwon's head spin It's always fun.

Slender hand picked up the phone before posting a message.

'Come Siwon, fool. Find my profile and click "Like". I want to go to Guangzhou too…'

…….Let's find it, Ima….

It's really over.

very short

I'm afraid it won't come out well. If it's not fun, I apologize to those who fell in and read it.

TT …

Ah, thank you for coming to read.