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The first translated fic in your life.

Nica (veezhi)

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01.13 A.M.

A moist breeze blew through the air, causing the rustling of the yellow leaves. Kim Sungkyu looked up at the starless sky. It was too dark to see anything. And it looks like it's going to rain soon.

In the moonless time Under the soft yellow light of the lanterns in the park, they shone in an eerie silence. Awkward silence A distant rumble through the air trembled in his ears. And this was the first time in his life. He hates waiting.

The green carved bench spelled out his pain. Some were slightly startled when they opened their eyes to find a young man dressed all in black standing next to him. and looking up at the dark sky as well Those eyes that looked blank in some places

“Myungsoo…” he said in a low voice but loud enough for the people standing to hear.

“Why does hyung like me…? ” A young man standing in black asked in a low voice as he slowly leaned down and caressed the face of some sitting figure with a trembling hand.

Sunggyu looked down at the ground. He bit his lip until it almost drew blood. Try to find the perfect answer.

Why does he like Myungsoo? What logic must be used when people are in love at all?

The figure shook his head before forcing out a small smile. “I don't know, hyung. I know all this. He's liked you for years,” he replied softly, feeling his knees shaking slightly. Feeling powerless Even though he was still sitting on the bench.

Before long, the glass was overflowing with water. Moreover, the heart was overflowing with love. When the sentence “I will always like you,” flowed from his mouth. Sunggyu hoped to hear that sentence clearly. He held back his emotions with his actions. But as soon as the words were spoken, It's like making time stop.

“I'm sorry……” Myungsoo suddenly said, “I'm sorry, hyung.”

The first raindrops fell heavily onto Sunggyu's forehead. “What..?” he asked stupidly. Even though I already knew what the answer was.

Myungsoo held Sunggyu's hand. An apologetic face. “I'm sorry, but I…… I have someone I love,” the younger man whispered in a hoarse voice. “I'm sorry, hyung.”

The intensity of the raindrops increases by a few seconds. Create a heavy feeling in the heart “Hyung, I understand…” Sunggyu replied softly. Force the thin lips to smile. He closed his eyes tightly. Determined to hold back tears from falling any further. “Hyung, I understand…” he repeated. Before he felt Myungsoo's lips land on his forehead.

“Thank you for your kind feelings, hyung, but I'm sorry,” the young man whispered. Sunggyu refused to open his eyelids. He knew Myungsoo had to walk away. and don't want to meet him again. Sunggyu didn't want to see that picture. Because if he does That meant it was over. He refused.

Even though my eyes are still closed He felt Myungsoo walk away. The clear water droplets that clinged to the red eyes slowly flowed down her cheeks and onto her thin lips. Sunggyu tastes his own tears, salty, bitter, sad. How long has he liked Myungsoo? But that kid ended it so quickly by refusing. Finally, some of them slowly opened their eyelids. Only the emptiness of the park was found at night.

The green carved bench seemed to welcome him. Sunggyu sat on a corner of the bench, hugging his knees. Tears flowed heavily down his cheeks. along with the rain that poured down without stopping

'love'

Something I think is beautiful. Why does it make me feel so sad and painful?

01.15 A.M.

Nam Woo Hyun stands looking at Sunggyu with worry at the park. He stood alone behind a large tree. Let the darkness obscure his existence. Some figures stood not too far from the swing. Staring at the starless sky Light from a street lamp illuminates half the face. Even though Sunggyu Hyung often refused to admit it. As for Woohyun, he still sees him as more beautiful than anyone else.

“Sungkyu hyung?”

sound coming from somewhere Soon, a voice was heard from the person standing behind Sunggyu. Woohyun saw Myungsoo's appearance. A confused expression appeared on his face. He saw Sunggyu's face look expectant with a small smile. Since Sunggyu had feelings for Myungsoo He never gave me the smile he liked.

“Myungsoo,” he heard Sunggyu say. And Woohyun knew he was ready to confess his love. Sunggyu had hinted a few days ago. Woohyun dismissed the idea that his roommate was strong. He secretly hoped that Sunggyu would know some of his feelings rather than just being a roommate. Sunggyu loves Myungsoo and it cannot be denied. But still

He had known Sunggyu for more than a year. Sharing a bedroom with him Singing old ballads, playing games, and all the pride Woohyun believed he understood Sunggyu more than anyone else in the world. He being alone isn't enough. He could give his whole life to Sunggyu and not expect him to love him in return.

Woohyun watched as he clenched his hands tightly. Some of the cheeks slowly turned red with embarrassment. He thought that some of them must be quite nervous. Woohyun closed his eyes and imagined Sunggyu confessing his love to him. That would be great, wouldn't it?

Woohyun suppressed the agonizing pain. Stop thinking that Before the rain washes it away If he was Myungsoo…if he was the one man Sunggyu Hyung loved…

Not long after Myungsoo walked away. His right foot stepped out of the big tree. holding a pink umbrella with a pattern

Hello Kitty

Approach the young man sitting on a public bench, hugging his knees, trembling.

“Hyung…” Woohoon said softly. But there was no response. Some people choose to hug themselves. Seeking comfort in his own arms, “Hyung…..” the boy said loudly, shaking Sunggyu's shoulder. “It's nothing, right? ”

Sunggyu slowly turned his head to look at him.

“I wonder why the rain has stopped,” he observed, looking at the sweet-colored umbrella that Woohyun was holding. “Why are you here? ”

“Come home, hyung. You'll get sick if you stand in the rain for a long time.”

Several minutes passed by staring at each other. Some bodies were shaking under the rain. A street lamp blinked on and off, and finally it went out completely. Sunggyu's face was covered in darkness.

Finally, the long pause in thinking ended. And the silence seemed awkward. Sunggyu spoke.

“Um…. You need a reason to love someone, right, Woohyun? Sunggyu blurted out a question. Meanwhile, Woohyun tried to snatch him up from his old bench. “Does there have to be a reason for falling in love with someone? ….Hyung, do you want to do something to make that person love you back?” His small eyes were blurred by the rain and overflowing tears.

Staring at Woohyun and begging for an answer “If there is….I probably have terrible logic when it comes to love.”

“Hyung…” A hand touched Sunggyu’s shoulder. When the person in front of you pretends not to stand. Woohyun crouched down next to him and raised his arms to embrace the older man. A pink umbrella was placed next to it. The young man turned and stared at those small eyes. “There's no reason to fall in love, hyung.”

Woohyun patiently tried to ignore the raindrops blocking his view.

“If hyung meets someone. And then hyung fell in love with him, that's it. No philosophy, no equations, no reason."

“Woohyun…” someone spoke out. It's a sound that fades away in the rain. “He rejected me. He doesn't like me back. Myungsoo… that crazy kid.” His tears, however, could not be hidden even when it was raining. “He doesn't love me…huh…”

without any other words Woohyun embraced with his arms. Protect that trembling body.

“I know, hyung, I know,” he whispered into the ear of the man in his embrace. feel the force of sobbing Warm tears soaked the shirt and disappeared along with the cold rain. Woohyun held Sunggyu's hand tightly. This was the first chance he had to control Sunggyu within his restraints. It's just one thing he can do.

“I really love him…ugh…I feel hurt….ugh…how dare that kid,” Sunggyu said between sobs. Woohyun felt like his heart was being stabbed with a sharp knife. Feel it shatter into dust. 'I'm just as hurt as hyung,' he said in his mind.

'I love you too, Sunggyu-hyung,' he wanted to shout. However, he held onto Sunggyu's thin wrist. and uses its wide back as shelter from the rain for older people

They sat and held hands. Eventually, the two of them questioned the ambiguous emotion called love. One person is healing a broken heart. Another person tries to reap love from the person in front of him.

“Sungkyu hyung, let's go back to the dorm. I think the hot cocoa is all cold.”

After what happened that night No one uttered a word about it again. Sunggyu returned to his normal life as if nothing had happened. But Woohyun noticed one thing was missing. bright smile

“I can take it back for hyung, right? ” The younger man asked in a low, innocent voice. His eyes watched Sunggyu's guitar practice idly.

“Huh…? ”

“Nothing.”

Sunggyu nodded and turned his attention back to the guitar notes in his hand. Woohyun stared at the thin figure. Try to find something that will break the ice wall between them.

Woohyun leaned down on the chair. Sitting and looking at the water glass with handles carved in the shape of a tree that Sunggyu had given him for his birthday. He smiled at it before asking to start a conversation, “Hyung, do you like traveling? ”

Sunggyu seemed to stop thinking. Before shaking his head, “I don't like it, but I want to go to Japan in the spring,” he put down his guitar and gave him a curious expression, “Why? ”

Woohyun shrugged and smiled shyly, “Nothing, I just thought we should hang out for a bit. Even though we're not outside of Korea." Thick lips didn't finish speaking. "Me... and hyung."

“Huh…” Some eyebrows raised in surprise before adding, “Maybe we can go to Jeju Island.”

“If we had the money…” the younger one interrupted before the older one laughed.

“Or maybe we could visit the Great Wall of China…”

“Hyung, I told hyung that it would be okay if I wasn't outside of Korea.”

“Or maybe we will go to India. Go eat curry or ride an elephant…”

“Isn't it popular to ride elephants in Thailand, hyung?” Woohyun laughed. Before some of them pursed their lips and laughed as they continued to discuss their trip which included going to see the cherry blossoms in Japan. Travel to eat Chinese food in China. Riding an elephant in Thailand Ride a roller coaster in America

and chasing lions in Africa Sunggyu commented that “Is that possible? ” In the end, the two of them decided to go eat ramen at the noodle shop across from the dorm instead.

Through it all, Woohyun was so satisfied that he couldn't help but smile. He never planned anything with Sunggyu. And even though the smile that appeared on the older man's face was a shadow of the smile he once had, Woohyun could now be satisfied with its authenticity.

'When…hyung? When will hyung love me back? Will it be today? ’ He thought as he watched Sunggyu eat. 'Or will it be tomorrow? ’

The leaves of the big trees begin to fall, welcoming the arrival of winter. One night, Woohyun had to pretend to ignore the soft sobbing he heard all night. Sometimes a figure will sit outside the room. Most of Sunggyu's time Will sit on the balcony. Spend the night staring at the stars And tried to stop the tears on his own

One winter night Sunggyu returned to the dorm with a rather high temperature. Trying to hide his red face from the fever Woohyun had to wait for him on the sofa in the living room. Sipping hot cocoa and playing games, losing many rounds. It was almost midnight by the time he came back. “Hyung? ” The person waiting on the sofa called out.

Meanwhile, Sunggyu entered like a zombie and walked straight to his room, closing the door with a bang, not caring at all. “Hyung? ” The young man followed and knocked softly on the door. Try slowly turning the door latch 'unlocked' before slowly pushing it in.

Sunggyu sat by the window with his knees bent. Eyelashes wet with tears Both slender hands came up to cover his mouth. Trying to hold back his own cries from making them louder. But in the end, a loud sob escaped. …became an idiot again…

“Hyung…are you okay? Woohyun calmly walked in. Sunggyu turned his head to look. Woohyun's eyebrows furrowed as he noticed the older man quickly trying to wipe away his tears. “What happened, hyung? ”

“Nothing,” Sunggyu breathed. His voice was hoarse from crying. “There's really nothing.”

“How can there be nothing? Since Hyung is crying?” Woohyun finally asked. The boy crouched down and sat next to Sunggyu. Gently rubbing his back, “Hyung knows that, hyung, you can always tell me.” His cheeks were flushed with red tears. Why is this feeling…so warm? Woohyun's thick hand rose and rested on the older man's forehead. “And hyung is having a fever. Let me take you to the bed.”

The owner of the figure was busy looking at his younger brother's handsome face. Before he knew it, his entire body had floated into the young man's arms. His slender white arms barely wrapped around his thick neck.

“He… Myungsoo…heavy…confessed to someone…and…I…heavy…” the little body said between sobs. Gripping onto Woohyun's shirt tightly, “And I…” He buried himself against the boy's chest. Abandon pride and dignity I'm not ashamed anymore.

“Stay still. I'll take Hyung to bed myself.” Woohyun took care of the small man in his arms. “It will be okay, hyung. Hyung, you don't have to tell me. Just cry out I will stay here… beside you hyung.” His voice was very warm and gentle.

“Woohyun…” The sick person on the bed called out to him an hour later. Woohyun looked up from the side of the bed where he had fallen asleep. A strong hand automatically reached out and immediately changed the cloth on the patient's forehead.

“What do you want, hyung? ” The patient shook his head gently and turned his head to meet the doctor's eyes at the bedside. “Have you ever been in love, Woohyun? ”

The younger man listened and debated with himself whether he should answer him or not. Small, slender eyes stared at him, waiting for an answer. And he couldn't resist. The young boy nodded slowly.

“Eh…who? ”

Instead of answering the question Woohyun took a deep breath and looked outside at the dark winter sky. “Hyung, you know, a girl doesn't look beautiful…until she smiles,” he replies, “I haven't seen her in a long time. When I first entered university She was in a pink dress and a golden wig. And she was selling something as a fundraiser.”

"woman…? ” The person on the bed asked, starting to yawn slightly. “What is your name? ”

Woohyun shook his head, laughing slightly. “I never had a chance to ask,” and he laughed again. “The last thing that was surprising was When I found out he was a man.”

Sunggyu chuckled and waved his hand for the boy to come lie next to him. The younger one obeyed and snuggled gently. The younger man's left hand slowly wrapped around Sunggyu's body, who was cuddled in his embrace. “So…? ” The person in his arms asked while yawning again. And it was a reminder for Woohyun to continue the story.

“And after that…I fell in love with him…that's all.” He blurted out and looked at the person in his embrace. Feel a sudden and severe pain in the left side of the chest.

“Is that all…? ” The people in the embrace still hadn't stopped asking. Woohyun nodded. “So who is he? ”

It was a moment before Woohyun mustered up the courage to answer. The moon rose higher and a cool breeze made him shiver slightly. Before deciding to say it

“My roommate…” he muttered, his heart attacked with anxiety. “Hyung…Kim Sungkyu,” whispered into the ear of the person in his embrace. and wait for reaction But the person in the embrace was still. He glanced at Sunggyu and felt his breathing slow and steady.

He has fallen asleep. The boy laughed to himself and slowly buried himself in Sunggyu's blankets. “I love you, hyung, and I will always.” The man who was not yet asleep could only whisper. “When will hyung love me back? ”

Sunggyu woke up just in time to hear Woohyun's words. He was suspicious that the child was reluctant to be touched. The eyes that glanced and unusually high levels of concern

However, Confess directly was still shocked at his suspicions being confirmed. It wasn't that he didn't like Woohyun. If he's really honest with himself. He will immediately tell Woohyun he loves him back. But a broken heart still hasn't healed enough to be able to get past a past love that was not worthy of being loved by someone as good as Woohyun.

Sunggyu needed time to heal his heart and Woohyun didn't deserve his damaged heart. Woohyun deserves someone. The person who will be his only Someone who will be able to love him without a trace from the past.

Woohyun didn't deserve him… No, he was the one who didn't deserve Woohyun.

Woohyun woke up in the morning to the smell of bacon and eggs. His eyes slowly opened and his hands automatically searched for the older man beside him. When you feel the emptiness He quickly stood up and walked out of the bedroom.

He found Sunggyu in the kitchen. Standing in front of the stove, preparing breakfast. “What is that hyung doing? Hyung is feeling sick. Let me do it.”

“I can do it. Believe me, I'm fine. Thank you,” the figure said, refusing to look at Woohyun. “You just sit and wait, okay? ”

The boy frowned and walked over to grab a chair and sit down. He stared at the figure's back suspiciously.

An awkward silence built for a long time between them. Sunggyu chose to destroy it.

“Woohyun…”

“Hmmm….”

“Do you know how to make a Snow Angel perfect? ” A sick person who has not recovered yet asks randomly. This caused the young man's eyebrows to rise higher than before. The young man smiled slightly.

“I can do it.”

And they invited each other to the grass behind the dormitory. Sunggyu lay spread out on the snow-covered ground. Wave your hands and play around to make creative snow designs. As soon as he finished Woohyun brought him alongside and pulled him towards the footprints. Be careful not to let the footprints disappear. “This…

The perfection of a Snow Angel,” he whispered happily into the thin ear. Sunggyu looked down. Seeing the perfection of the Snow Angel in front of him with decorated wings and a small halo He smiled and lightly hit Woohyun on the head.

“Hyung…”

Sunggyu turned around and locked eyes with his roommate. For a brief moment wondering how it happened. Woohyun smiled at him. The next moment, someone felt Woohyun's lips slowly approach. Their faces were only separated by air, until finally, thick lips pressed down on them. Some people felt so weak they could barely stand.

It's soft, sweet and sensual. Without the other person's strong hands holding his waist close to him, Some bodies must have fallen to the ground. To Sunggyu, Woohyun's lips tasted like a lively winter. He felt as if he was drowning from the contact. His hand lifted up and slipped under the orange-brown hair.

The young man was surprised by the response of the little man in front of him. Some kissed him back. That made Woohyun's passion even stronger.

“Hyung…” Woohyun decided to stop himself from speaking. Even though the figure's lips were still pressed against his, "Hyung..."

When his consciousness returned Sunggyu gently pushed Woohyun away. and stared at the snow-covered ground The Snow Angels slowly melted with the wind and lay forgotten in front of them.

“I'm sorry hyung, I…”

“You don't like me, right? ” The figure quickly said and turned around. “Isn't it romantic, Woohyun?”

“What? ”

“You like me, don't you? you are loving me Is that what you wanted to say? ”

The snow continued to fall softly on them. without sound Sometimes the falling snow reminded Sunggyu of his broken heart. calm cold excruciating pain

“Yes,” Woohyun said softly and pulled the other into a hug. “I like hyung………”

“You can't like me…”

“Why, is there a rule against loving like that? If you have it, show it to me. Then I will decide whether it makes sense or not, hyung.”

The little man tried to ease the understanding of the person in front of him, but it was no use. “You can't like me, Woohyun. I...I'm not perfect. I need time to heal myself and if I do Myungsoo's shadow will follow me everywhere. And you deserve someone who can give you more of themselves. Not someone…like me.”

Woohyun's gaze softened and he grabbed the person in front of him and hugged him. Tightening his arms firmly, "I love you, hyung," a deep voice whispered softly. “I didn't tell hyung, right? There's no logic in falling in love. I am worthy of the person my heart chooses. And that's hyung. I want my hyung to see me as someone more than just a roommate. That's enough.

I don't want a perfect person. And hyung is like that. I just want a hyung Hyung can love Myungsoo as much as he wants. And take time to heal yourself as much as possible. I will always stay by hyung's side. That was my choice. Don't reject me. This is my chance to love hyung.”

“Woohyun…”

“It's not a commitment from the hyung to love me back,” the boy smiled before continuing. “Just…don't take me out of your life hyung, okay? I can make the Snow Angel perfect, remember that.”

Sunggyu burst out laughing. Tiny feet kicked the snow in the direction where Woohyun was standing. The two begin to fight by throwing snow at each other. Woohyun made a small snowball and aimed it at his opponent's face and threw it. The older one dodged in time. Jumping around while laughing until he lost his footing and rolled onto the floor. Woohyun crouched down to be his friend.

“Hyung…it's fun to throw it far away, right? Hyung can forget Myungsoo. I will wait until hyung is ready to love again.”

The older man sighed and stared at the sky. It looks like it's going to be cloudy today.

“I think………..I will forget Myungsoo. It's like wanting a rainbow to appear in the right sky right now." He said casually before standing up. "I'm hungry. How about you? ”

When Woohyun didn't answer Someone looked down and saw the young man who quickly stood up and shouted loudly, “Hyung, look over there!!”

Sunggyu looked at the finger the boy in front of him pointed in the direction. Then a genuine smile appeared on his face. On the right side near the entrance to the dormitory. A thin, but clearly visible line of seven colors appeared. Bright colors put a smile on their faces.

“It's a rainbow, hyung,” the young boy whispered in his ear and held the older man's hand as he entered the dormitory.

“I know…” Sunggyu took a breath before smiling at the person in front of him and following him into the dorm. “It is very beautiful.”

“It's today, right, hyung? ” Woohyun said, loud enough for the other party to hear. “Hyung, are you ready to love me today? ”

“Not today. Woohyun…not today………but soon.” Sunggyu smiled until his eyes narrowed into a straight line. “You can wait, can't you? ”

Woohyun returned the smile and continued walking. “As long as it takes…. I will wait for hyung until my last breath.”

“Really…” Sunggyu couldn't help but tease.

"yes"

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