Short Fic: 

The writer wrote it when he had a sore throat and there was no sound. So it occurred to me that When we listen to each person's voice, it gives different feelings.

If it's the voice of the person we like It's probably a sound that no matter how you listen to it, you won't get bored.

But if you don't like it? Just listening to it for a little bit makes me annoyed.

And if it turns out that The sound that no matter how boring you listen to, is the sound that comes out with a single sentence?

And what if it's a sentence that hurts our feelings?

Will that person's voice still be worth listening to?

I don't know which couple, all I know is that Taeyeon is starring. Yo!

See you later in

CLY 

Please ^^

VOICE.

'It's my fault'

If I could turn back time I wouldn't have to endure this kind of pain.

If I could turn back time I might have the chance to see your smile up close.

If I could turn back time I won't say those words.

If I could turn back time, I would..

Among the crowds of people inside a famous department store The bustling sound of thousands of people flocking to the mall on weekends. Or will it be the sound of a child crying? The sound of people talking on the phone Department store operator voice Sound from the television screen

LCD 

A large machine for sale with a complete stereo set.

No matter what sound..

It doesn't make people's voices sound better. The one that was still loud in my mind softened.

It's a sound that still resonates and remains clear. A loud voice, as if the owner of the voice was sitting in his ear whispering the same words over and over again.

Because it was the last sentence she heard from the owner of that voice.

She had been alone without the owner of that voice by her side for almost a year already.

But this will be the first time in months. that she would finally meet the owner of that voice

And it's because of that sound. that makes you want to go back in time Go back to before you heard that sentence. In the voice of the person who caused her pain until today

No matter what you do I will listen to music so loud that my ears almost explode. But the same sentence, the same voice will still ring in your ears as if it happened the day before, yesterday, just now, or now.

I can only hope that we will meet this time. We must talk well and normally. So that the sentences and tones that had been ringing in my head all this time would disappear.

Or if it's better, it means starting a love that you didn't realize was too late. It begins with the owner of this torturous voice.

If it were really possible, it would be good..

“Did you wait a long time?” Taeyeon let out a small smile at the person who had just arrived. Tiffany hurriedly picked up the phone in her handbag and looked at the clock and saw that she had been delaying the small figure in front of her for more than half an hour.

“Excuse me, Fany just finished making arrangements for tonight's flight.”

“It's okay. I'm not in a hurry.”

“Umm, have you eaten anything yet?” When he received the answer, he shook his head back and forth. Tiffany immediately took her hand and led her to the restaurant area of ​​the mall. "I'll have a stomach ache again."

That closed-eyed smile made Taeyeon couldn't help but smile. However, she still had no immunity to those smiling eyes so she hurriedly followed along easily. But then she was taken aback and stopped walking when the restaurant area in front of her was full of European restaurants.

“I don't eat fast food. Fanny already knows.. Right?"

“Fanny remembers.” Tiffany wrinkled her nose, annoyed that people who didn't know anything were jumping to conclusions. “Do you see that corner store over there? The tteokbokki is very delicious. Didn't Tae Tae say that he liked him?"

“Oh, tteokbokki..”

"That's strange. Are you sick?"

“I'm fine. But right now I'm really hungry.” It was Taeyeon who changed roles. Walking in front, he was the one dragging the smiling-eyed girl to the tteokbokki shop on the corner instead.

“There's no need to rush,” Tiffany laughed and held the other man's hand tighter. “It's probably time to finish eating. If we had finished our business sooner, we would have had more fun and been able to stay together longer.”

"It's not Fanny's fault."

"but.."

“No more.” Small hands hurriedly pulled the person who was making an angry face into the shop.

At first, we lingered together in front of the store for almost ten minutes when the smiling-eyed young woman kept crying and feeling guilty and couldn't stop. I don't know what's wrong with handling business so slowly. Taeyeon herself doesn't want to think too much but she's not good at talking.

In the end, he had to use body language by shaking Tiffany's arm and complaining. 'I'm really hungry.' That made the other person stop fussing and walk into the store.

'Time is running out'

The main course in front of the two of them was gone and now they could only sit and wait for dessert to be served. Taeyeon looked suspiciously at the person sitting on the phone in front of her. Tiffany's expression was clearly sad, and that made her feel even worse. The more I felt that there was less time left than she thought.

“..." Finally, the phone

S3 

The pink one was put in the bag. Sweet Face glanced outside the shop and then looked back at the small figure.

“Hurry up.” Taeyeon nodded slightly knowingly. The person sitting across from him nodded and then got up and walked out without another word being said.

“Sigh.” A sigh sounded as Tiffany walked out of the store. But not long after sitting alone, the sound rang again. His face hung low as the old symptoms returned. Both hands raised to cover their ears as if to help the sound go away.

Even though I already knew it was a voice in my head. A voice that was loud and clear in her own thoughts and memories.

But why don't you get used to it? Why isn't it getting better?

'That's enough'

'Can you please stop? Please stop'

'please..'

Suddenly.. A loud voice from the opposite side made Taeyeon look up slightly. Glowing eyes stared at her.

'Can't you just eat this? It doesn't look delicious'

'It's so delicious, you're missing out if you don't know its deliciousness!'

'Oh, tteokbokki. Let's go eat kimbap. Just walk a little more.'

'We've known each other for more than three years. Will it be possible for me to do what I want?'

'Okay, I don't think you need to speak in that tone! this! You don't have to smile!'

The events of last year came back to remind me when I saw the person in front of me clearly, that face, eyes, nose, mouth, hair.

The owner of that voice is right in front of you, Kim Taeyeon.

'What position did you do that caused such a long scrape!'

'A car hit me and I fell!'

'Does it hurt a lot? Don't run away!'

'Well, I don't like applying medicine..'

'Come on, it won't hurt.'

'but..'

'If I don't do it now, when I go home, I'll probably be drugged.'

'Is that right?'

'Okay, you can apply it now..'

The remaining events began to become more apparent. At this time, the little body's tears began to well up a little. But he still forced himself not to show any signs of weakness.

'Why are you so kind to me?'

'You're my younger sibling, do you know that?'

'Just my darling?..'

'Do you want to be my child? My dear, haha'

'You don't have to laugh. At that time he massaged my feet. When I had a fever and Fany unnie had to go to work. You came to take care of me all night'

'What you say is that I'm kind. For me, it's concern. And does it have to have a reason?'

'Umm, that's it'

'Huh?'

'Taeyeon unnie please sing a song for me'

'She's singing to me, please. I cried until I was bored'

'I can't sing well..'

'But I like your voice. I just like the sound and want to listen to it, is that possible?'

'Alright, because it's me that's why I'm willing to sing to you!'

“Are you okay?” It was a very simple question. But that voice was still piercing and could hurt her like before. Hasn't changed at all.

Even though I had planned that if we met this time, we would have a nice, normal conversation. So that the sentences and tones that had been ringing in my head all this time would disappear.

Or would it be better to have another impressive sentence replace it..

'What? Will I have a boyfriend?'

'Um, I'm grown up and I want to have a real boyfriend. He's already told me he likes me.'

'Not yet 20, still pretending to be nice'

'Don't pinch my cheek! Just one more year and I'll be 20!'

'And who is it? That boyfriend'

'Do you think I should have one?'

'Suddenly, I changed my attitude. I said it myself that I want to have it.'

'And do you think I should or not?'

'As you wish, it's your right. What can you say?'

'I am your beloved younger sister. You must have rights'

'Then let's go. She said herself that she's grown up.'

'But actually I..'

'If you have a boyfriend, then you probably have someone to take care of you. You probably don't have to take care of her like before. Let's have a good relationship.'

'but..'

'Promise me'

'Okay, fine, I'll date him'

Taeyeon clearly remembers the event that made her have to drag Kwon Yuri out to sit and drink with her. For whatever reason, I'm not sure.

All you know is that you have to eat, eat then sleep, sleep then wake up.

You'll probably forget when you wake up..

“Taeyeon hyung, can you hear me?”

'this! Tomorrow is Hyomin's birthday. Did you know?'

'No, I don't want to know'

'Is something wrong? Are you fighting with your boyfriend?'

'nothing..'

'Tell me if there's anything'

'Do you like Hyomin hyung?'

'Why do you ask that?'

'So you really like Hyomin hyung, right?'

'Nothing for a bit'

'Then why do you have to go with Hyomin? He looks happy on Hyomin's birthday. Nowadays, we always go everywhere together. Normally, after school, you come home with me, right? But why isn't it the same today?'

'Don't be a crybaby. Now you yourself live with your boyfriend.'

'Okay, I'm crying, so I'll go up to my room. Please go home.'

'What's wrong with you!'

'Please don't yell at me!'

'You didn't know what to talk about first, Im Yoona!'

'Huh, I didn't know about this from the beginning! If it were Hyomin hyung, he would probably be more knowledgeable than me.'

'What does this have to do with Hyomin? I'm really asking.'

'I really don't know. Or are you teasing me? You can't tell what I think of you, can you?'

'What is she trying to convey..'

'I like you, Taeyeon! I've always liked you! I liked it until it turned into love and I never knew!'

'Don't play around. I'm not funny with you.'

'Until now, do you still think I'm joking?!'

'I've said this already. Do you still think it's a joke?'

'... Taeyeon hyung, have you ever loved me?'

'I love you..'

'Is this the kind you love? I could just stop there. It was just a kid who was Fany's cousin. And he keeps causing problems for me.'

'It's not fun anymore, Yoona.'

'As an ordinary person You don't love me at all, do you?'

'Sigh, listen to me..'

'Why do I have to listen? That's enough, I'm crazy for falling in love with you.'

'I told you to listen!'

'Your gentleness makes me dream of myself. I think you'll refuse to let me have a boyfriend. I think you might be jealous of me. You don't need to say anything anymore. Because even if I say it, it means you don't love me anyway.'

'I never thought too much of her because she was Fany's younger sister. Do you understand? Fany is your friend!'

'And now? Now you know my feelings. What do you say..'

'See? I can't speak. Please go back. I won't tell Fany about this, I promise.'

'Stop nonsense and let's talk nicely, Yoona.'

'.. When you said I was playing with my feelings, it hurt me too much.'

'Let's talk like brothers like usual. For a reason..'

'Taeyeon unnie, I've loved you for 4 years, since I was 15, ever since I had to move in with Fany unnie.'

'Since Fany introduced you to me, The feeling began to build up. Until I started to feel hurt because you never looked. But it doesn't hurt as much as you think I'm playing with my feelings and having fun with this.'

'Yoona..'

'If even I were the youngest, I would still be scolded like this. So I think we're just acquaintances who live nearby. I don't want to see you again.'

'If even I were the youngest, I would still be scolded like this. So I think we're just acquaintances who live nearby. I don't want to see you again.'

This voice, this sentence, had still echoed in her head for the past nine months. This sound is what hurts her to this day.

Because after those words Yoona didn't speak to her again. The words that I don't want to see you again are true. She herself went to see Tiffany at Tiffany's house as usual because of their closeness. But Yoona is always in the room when she comes to the house.

And since YoonA said she wouldn't tell Fany hyung. It shows that Tiffany herself still doesn't know what happened.

So she decided to just choose to be indifferent. Pretend that Yoona must have something to do or do homework so she stays in her room and doesn't go out.

'If I could turn back time. The word love must have come out of my mouth'

After that, Taeyeon could only secretly stare from afar. Even when Yoona came home from school. When Yoona enters the house It's like being a stalker who keeps tabs on the lives of your secret admirers, even though their houses are close together.

Even if they look like they're mentally ill. But she felt that she had truly hurt Yoona's feelings.

Including hurting your own feelings as well.

The fact that she herself is still trying to track down people she doesn't want to see again makes you realize that she really is. And how much she herself loves and is attached to this younger sister.

When he lost it, he realized it. How much I love you That this younger sister is the one who has always been my happiness.

If I could turn back time..

'I want to say from my own mouth that I love you. I love you more than a sister. Love and care for you more than anyone. Love from the beginning and until today To this day, I'm still waiting for you..'

“Uncle Taeyeon..”

But because this is real life It can't go back in time.

“Um.. I'm sorry I'm dizzy. So how are things with us?”

“Oh, it's fine..” Yoona smiled widely at her little sister. Now she has come to terms with it, even though she feels a bit sad. But she had no reason to avoid Taeyeon anymore.

Because of some people who came to complete her

To this day, she is strong enough..

“Then why are you dizzy? Didn't you already have lunch with Fany?"

'How can I really tell you? And it's because of you..'

“I'm just a little tired. But when will you come back..?”

“It might go permanently..” Why are there always sentences that make my body weaken? Taeyeon clenched her fists tightly before slowly. Loosen up like you're trying to relax.

"That's good. Oh, Fany's here." He finally changed the topic of conversation when he saw a girl with smiling eyes walking with a friend who was going to be with Yoona. She said that this friend of hers and YoonA was a bit lost. Plus, I've never been to this area before so had to pick me up at the train station near the mall.

YoonA came to the mall first so she wouldn't have to go back and forth with Tiffany. And also get to talk with Taeyeon more.

Before..

“Uncle Sica!” Yoona immediately stood up and hugged the person who was with her older sister. Taeyeon glanced at him curiously but didn't look at it so that it was ugly.

“Taeyeon unnie, this is Sica unnie, Jung Jessica, my girlfriend.”

Before.. traveling to England..

'It's my boyfriend'

“Just a little, maybe we can hug each other a little. We'll be together now." Tiffany smacked Yoona's arm slightly after seeing that her younger sibling was acting overly happy.

“Jesse, this is Kim Taeyeon. My closest friend, TaeTae, this is Jessica. I'm Fany's friend and I'm Yoonie's boyfriend too."

“Nice to meet you,” Jessica smiled at her small new friend's greeting and then turned to talk with Tiffany. Taeyeon let out a long sigh. After walking out of the store Yoona walked out and pressed her phone to follow.

“What about us! If you don't have a boyfriend, you won't tell each other."

“Oh, I just met you. But Sika and I have been together for half a year now.” “Did we just meet or avoid you?”

"elder sibling.."

“Tae Tae has to join the company, right? Then Tiffany, go drop these two off and then I'll stop by to see them." It was Tiffany who interrupted Yoona's speech. Taeyeon nodded and replied with care.

"Okay, if you have any problems, call me."

“Um, let's go, Jesse. Let the two of them say goodbye first. Yoona, please wait in front of the parking lot.” “Oh, I'll follow.” “Nice to meet you again, Taeyeon,” Jessica concluded with a bright expression. Before hurrying to follow the girl with smiling eyes, “Come to say goodbye. What do you want me to say goodbye to? I say hurry up and go.

You're going to miss the plane."

"At that time, I really had to avoid you.."

"Never mind, I'm sorry for acting like I was joking with your feelings." A small hand reached out and grabbed the upper arm of the person in front of him. “I'm still worried about you.” “I'm sorry. If I didn't have Sika right now, I might still be stupid at you. But in truth, I still want Taeyeon unnie to always be my unnie. Since then." "I understand.."

“I must go now. Before I go, I have to confess that I really like your voice. When he sang the song to me, I secretly recorded it. And your voice will always be in my heart. No matter how far we are from each other.” “…” “Goodbye.” Yoona stepped forward and hugged the small body one last time. Taeyeon hugged her tightly.

It's like I don't want to let it slip away again. "Actually, hyung.." I want to be selfish for once. I want to speak in the ear so that the person in my embrace who now has an owner can hear it from my own mouth, 'I love you, I love you more than a sister. Love and care for you more than anyone. Love from the beginning and until today

To this day, I'm still waiting for you..'

"Huh?"

Come back, come back and be the source of happiness and laughter for me..

"Brother.. are you okay?"

But it's not in time.. Im Yoona has already strayed far enough from her path. Taeyeon pushed her tall figure away slightly and raised her hand to gently stroke her hair. “I just don't want you to be sad again. Anyway, there's a reason for it, you know? Let's love each other for a long time." "Then I want you to be with Fany. Look at the people around you." "With Fany, haha. Just worry about yourself. Have a nice trip."

Making a joke that isn't funny at all is more difficult than you think. Taeyeon stood and waved goodbye until the tall figure disappeared from sight. The tears that I had been trying to hold back finally flowed out. It's time for you to start over. 'You don't need to know that I love you too.

Her past must have all been thrown away. As long as you're happy right now, that's enough.' His small hand reached into his trouser pocket, pulled out his phone, and pressed on voicemail. Press the number successfully. It's phone number one.

My lover's old number.. How can you be slow to realize it? Still a lover That I will never forget..

The last sound.. Her voice that that younger sister said she liked. That sister went so far as to secretly record it and listen to it herself. The voice that she would like to send to a lover who would never reply and would never receive this voice message.

'May you be together forever. Even though I haven't changed my mind And I can love only you.. Stay the same.'

'It's my fault'

If I could turn back time I wouldn't have to endure this kind of pain.

If I could turn back time I might have the chance to see your smile up close.

If I could turn back time I won't say those words.

If I could turn back time, I would.. At this time, the voice that had made her suffer for the past 9 months had disappeared. There will be only sweet sounds. From a beloved sister who said

'I really like your voice. When he sang the song to me, I secretly recorded it. And your voice will always be in my heart. No matter how far apart we are'

The End

writer talks

It's SF that I read and was confused about. I think the harder it is to get into, the more valuable it will be, haha.

I want you to read and play while waiting.

CLY 

There's a plot and he wants to compose it, that's all. Not serious at all

But when I read it and no one comments, I'm really lazy to upload it...

CU and

CLY 

Episode 5 ^^

P.S. I've come to fix it as Nong Blossom suggested. Thank you very much <3