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SF [HSJ-OkaRyu] You're the first You're the last one (Yaoi)
@POP_okamo
2024-07-01
Nothing, decorated with a fleeting emotion ^^ Keito Ryutaro okaryu okamori HSJ

OkaRyu

Keito Okamoto & Ryutaro Morimoto


You are the first - You are the last one

The night sky was calm and cool. A wide expanse of sky devoid of starlight, only darkness could be seen.

The interior of the master bedroom is simply decorated. The white bedsheet that was once smooth was now crumpled by the violent force of the person lying on it. The gasping sounds of the two people performing their sexual acts echoed loudly, as if they didn't care that anyone could hear them in this quiet night.

The thick body pounded heavily on the thin body lying down on the soft bed, hardly giving him a chance to catch his breath. The rhythm of their movements and the loud moans in sync were about to make their desire reach its limit. Keito gripped Ryutaro's hand tightly as the force of his action became more and more intense.

Something inside of him was about to be released. Keito violently threw himself at Ryutaro a few more times before water of lust shot out of both him and the body he was on top of.

Keito felt his body feel light and his brain empty as soon as the torment was released. He fell weakly on top of Ryutaro, gasping for breath from the exhaustion of the recent mission. He withdrew it from Ryutaro's body and lay down next to the thin body. Keito sighed before turning his head in another direction to avoid the face of the person sleeping next to him.

This isn't the first time he's had sex with Ryutaro. It's been a year since that deal. He still remembered the words some figure had spoken to him. 'You must be mine forever.' The face of my lover flashed in my thoughts. Yuri never realized his betrayal.

That beautiful face still smiled brightly every time she saw him. From every night that we were able to savor the taste of desire with Ryutaro. The next day, he ended up staying with Yuri as if nothing had happened. Guilt was raging in his heart like a vicious storm that was consuming him little by little.

Ryutaro's smooth white arms embraced him again. Those crazy eyes looked at him with satisfaction. “Why are you so violent today? But this is what I like.” Some of them smiled without being ashamed of what they were doing. Knowing that he has a girlfriend, he still asks him to do the same thing every day. It was just because of that one picture that he was suffering from guilt.

Pictures of their first activity On the day he was cornered by Ryutaro. On the day when he was unintentional for just a minute His first time and the next time only Ryutaro got it.

Keito annoyedly pulled his arm away and got up to put on the clothes that had been thrown around the bed. He picked up his bag and turned towards the naked figure lying casually. “When will we stop this?” he asked in a calm voice.

Some people smile mischievously. He stood up and walked closer to the tall figure with his naked body. Ryutaro wrapped his hands around Keito's neck and pulled his tall figure in for a soft kiss. The dry, loveless kiss continued for another moment before Ryutaro pulled away. Some of them smiled sweetly, but Keito thought it was the most vicious smile he had ever seen. “I told you.

You will be mine forever.”

“But I already have a boyfriend. And I love my girlfriend. Do you have no shame in doing this?”

Ryutaro touched the tall figure's lips with one finger, ordering him to be quiet. “Yuri is really your boyfriend. But the person you slept with was me. You never had anything to do with that thing, right? I....... was your first. and will be your last.”

“No way.” Keito glared back harshly before pulling away and walking out of the room.

"Tomorrow at the same time, I'll wait for Keito," Ryutaro shouted after him before the tall figure was out of sight. Ryutaro smiled contentedly before grabbing a towel and walking into the bathroom to clean up the stains. that is contaminated on the body He stood in front of the mirror for a moment, watching his body covered in blotchy red spots.

He gently rubbed his own neck. “That's harsh,” Ryutaro muttered, smiling at the mirror. “You can't escape me, Keto. You must be mine and only me! Yuri will know what it's like to lose a loved one.”

The streets are crowded with high school students walking around. The cold wind blows lingeringly, causing the coldness to penetrate into every molecule of the body. Yuri tightened his thick sweater to keep out the cold wind. This year has been unusually cold. He thought before leading the little figure into a warmer classroom.

"Good morning Keito," he greeted his boyfriend and walked over to sit at the table next to Keto like usual.

Keito turned and smiled a little tiredly. "good morning"

Yuri turned to look at the tall figure suspiciously. "What's wrong today? You look tired. Do you want to take a rest?" he asked with concern.

Keito shook his head in denial. “It's okay. I'm just a little tired. I slept late last night.”

“During this time, you need to take care of yourself, Keto. You look a lot thinner. Have you eaten anything yet? Then I'll go get you something to eat. Just wait a moment,” someone said brightly before rushing out of the room without Keito being able to stop him in time.

Keito sighed uncomfortably after Yuri left. Day by day he felt more and more guilty about having to hide Yuri like this. When will everything with Ryutaro finally end? He was suffering from being such a traitor. I don't want to do it anymore.

Yuri walked downstairs towards the school cafeteria. But before he could reach his destination, someone stood in his way. The young man smiled slightly. Yuri stared back at that person in shock. “Ryuutaro.”

Ryutaro laughed. “Do you still remember this dear friend, Yuri? I thought you had forgotten me.”

Yuri stared at Ryutaro in alarm. “What are you doing here?”

The smile still hadn't lifted from his sweet face. “Come and take back my things.”

"But I broke up with Yuuto."

Ryutaro laughed. “Ita, that traitorous ex-boyfriend, I won't take it. Do you remember Yuri? The day Yuuto broke up with me and went to see you, my best friend.” Ryutaro's voice started to turn cold and harsh. “While you were having fun with your friend's girlfriend. Do you know how I felt back then?!” He shouted angrily.

Yuri was shocked by the scene in front of him. “But I didn't mean to. I was just hanging out with him for fun. I don't think he's going to break up with you.”

Ryutaro grinned angrily. “With what you did. You didn't mean to, Yuri. But what I did, I did it on purpose!” He slammed a brown envelope at Yuri. The envelope fell to the ground and its contents popped out.

Yuri bent down and picked up the picture in the envelope. Consider each picture in shock. Yuri's heart ached like he had never felt before, even after breaking up with Yuto. Is this what Ryutaro wants? To get revenge like that? A picture of Keito sleeping soundly with Ryutaro next to him.

The little one in the picture was smiling as if he was teasing him. From the perspective of the photo, it was Ryutaro who took the photo. Even though he only saw half of them, he knew that these two bodies were naked. Yuri's tears fell in regret.

Ryutaro laughed without realizing the emotion of the person in front of him. “Break up with him, Yuri. Keto is mine now.”

Yuri threw the picture back to Ryutaro and wiped away his tears, "That's not true. You lied. Keto would never do this to me."

Ryutaro shrugged. “But it was already done. I'll tell you something that will please your ears, Yuri. Do you know what Keito did last night to make him so tired? I can tell you. Last night he stayed with me all night. I wonder if I used too much strength.”

"untrue!"

Ryutaro unbuttoned the button slightly, revealing a slender neck that was covered in red marks. "Look, Yuri, it's all covered in marks. Your girlfriend is really good at it." The figure continued to speak, ignoring the noise. Yuri's scream “Go break up with him, otherwise these photos will be all over the internet. You know what it will be like, right?”

Yuri covered his ears, unable to accept what he was hearing and screamed in pain. He ran away from there with his heart broken by the truth he learned. Ryutaro grinned as he picked up the pictures. He laughed softly to himself. “Playtime is over, Keto. Now this is the real thing.”

It's cold at noon because the weather forecast says there will be snow this evening. Yuri sat down in a chair on the side of the football field, feeling lonely. Ryutaro was determined to get revenge and he succeeded. Keito was the first man he truly loved. But what that man did to him was too harsh. Keito cruelly betrayed him.

He felt like he could understand Ryutaro's feelings on the day Yuuto broke up with him. Both the pain of losing his lover and the guilt of having betrayed his friend made Yuri's heart hurt even more.

“Yuri, what are you doing here? I've been looking everywhere for you.” A low voice sounded behind him.

Yuri turned at the sound of his voice. His gentle voice and eyes spoke to him normally, as if he had never felt anything wrong. Yuri stood up and backed away from the tall figure in disgust. “Go, Keito. Don't mess with me. From now on we will break up.”

Keito was shocked at what had happened. “What is this about, Yuri?”

Yuri laughed through tears, “Ryutaro Morimoto, do you think I don't know what you and that guy did? Do you think we'll stay closed forever?!”

Keito was stunned at what Yuri said. How did he know this? "Yuri, it's me..."

“Say no more!” Yuri screamed. “You guys are the most disgusting. Go back to Ryutaro and don't bother me again. Let's go back to being happy!” he said vengefully before walking away.

Keito was stunned by what he just heard. Now that wasn't true, right? Tell me, Yuri is lying? Keito sat down in the same spot where Yuri sat a moment ago. His eyes looked blankly at the football field in front of him. Looking into the vastness beyond

A soft laugh sounded and a cheerful voice said, "By the way, has Yuri broken up with you yet?"

Keito turned towards the voice. Ryutaro stood next to him with a nervous smile. Keito stood up and looked at Ryutaro angrily. It really was this brat who told Yuri this. “Is that you, Ryutaro? You were the one who told Yuri, right?”

Ryutaro smiled softly. “If so, why?”

Keito clenched his fists in anger. "Then I'm satisfied. It's over once and for all. Don't bother me again."

“You think it's that easy, Keito?” Ryutaro laughed defiantly.

Keito grinned slightly in disgust. “You have it easy, don't you?”

Ryutaro glares back at Keito angrily. "Don't look down on me like that."

“Accept the truth for once. Where are you and I going? You teased me first. You were the one who proposed to me when I didn't want to. Look at what you did. This isn't called easy, is it? You couldn't just do this to me, right?”

"It's going to be too much, Keito!"

Keito laughed, “Too much? It's what you did to me that was too much. I love Yuri, you know. So why are you still messing with me? Enough with this. I don't want to deal with you anymore. You are disgusting.”

Ryutaro watched the tall figure walk away. He sat down in the same place Keito sat with tears streaming down his face. Why be sad? Why must he cry? His revenge had already been accomplished, but why was his heart hurting like this? Ryutaro doesn't understand at all. He felt that his heart was unusually empty, empty, too empty.

A cold gust of wind blew. The coldness of it made Keito's body shiver. He hurriedly walked through the crowd to reach his condo. There was no point in reconciling with Yuri because it was already over. The elevator moved up to the 15th floor where his room was. The elevator was cold and he was the only one there, making it seem lonely.

Keito felt a strange loneliness. Normally he would be with Ryutaro at times like this. Even though sometimes he didn't do anything at all, for the past 1 year, there hasn't been a day that he hasn't hugged that frail body.

Keito didn't know when he had forgotten about Ryutaro, but the moment he realized it, the elevator screeched loudly, warning that he had reached his floor. Keito walked out of the elevator with some lingering feelings. Did he have to sleep alone today? Just thinking about it makes loneliness ceaselessly beat in my heart. It doesn't have to be like this. Why would he miss Ryutaro?

Keito picked up the room key and unlocked it. But before opening the door Someone's familiar voice sounded behind him. "Can I sleep with you tonight?" Keito stood still in shock. Ryutaro's voice continued to grow louder. “It snowed today. I don't want to sleep alone.”

Keito sighed slightly. He had to try very hard to control himself to keep from turning around and carrying him into the bed with him. Keito gripped the doorknob tightly, controlling his feelings. “Go back, don't do this again.”

“I miss you.” Ryutaro's voice was sadder than usual. “One more time, okay? This is the last time.”

Keito tried to control his breathing. “For what, Ryutaro? When it's over, let it be over. There won't be anything like that anymore.” Keto felt small arms hug him from behind, warm breath enticingly against his neck. Keito removed Ryutaro's hand and turned around to end this once and for all. “I told you to stop!” he shouted.

Ryutaro looked into Keito's eyes. Some of the eyes were swollen, red, and sad in a way that Keito had never seen before. Sadness shone through the tears that filled his eyes. "Do you love me, Keto?"

Keito is stunned by what Ryutaro asked. Does he love Ryutaro? He himself doesn't know. But what is clear in my feelings right now is this. He wanted to take Ryutaro into a room and practice what he had been used to for a year. “I don't know,” Keito replied.

Ryutaro smiled sadly. “You might think I'm easy, but Mr. Keito. But I want you to know All this time Besides you, I have never slept with anyone else. You are my first person. You are the one who took away my innocence. And you also stole my heart.”

Keito realized he was smiling when he heard what Ryutaro said. Even though Yuri left him, the truth was that he didn't regret it in the slightest. The only thing he feared was that Ryutaro would disappear from his life. He was just afraid that he would never see Ryutaro again. Keito pulled the thin body into a gentle hug. “Sorry, Ryutaro.

I'm sorry I ever spoke ill of you.”

“Do you love me, Keito?” Ryutaro asked, his voice muffled in the embrace.

Keito smiled brightly. “I thought you would hate me.”

“Then why did you chase me away? Why did you have to chase me away at that time?” Some people said with sad sobs.

Keito was silent, debating. “I thought you hated me. But if I knew this, I wouldn't chase you away.”

Ryutaro breaks the embrace. “So do you love me?” he asked stubbornly.

Keito walked closer and leaned down to kiss the slim figure gently. From a kiss that used to be dry, this time Ryutaro felt a certain feeling that came through that touch. Keito broke the kiss and looked at him with a smile. “Go prove it to me. I'll let you know how I feel.

I hope you don't mind.”

Ryutaro's face couldn't help but turn red. It's true that this isn't the first time they've done something like that. But this time the feelings changed. Ryutaro was rightfully embarrassed as he followed Keito into the room easily. The door of the room closed and Ryutaro's heart continued to pound loudly. Keito walked closer and embraced him from behind.

"Are you excited, Ryutaro?" a soft voice whispered in his ear. Ryutaro felt his face heat up with embarrassment. Keito skillfully brushed his lips down the smooth white nape of his neck. Ryutaro felt his abdominal muscles tense as Keito's large hands slowly aroused his desire. Large hands spread across his body and kisses moved up to touch his small ear before leaning in to kiss his full lips.

Keito gently supported Ryutaro's body so that he was lying on the soft bed before leaning in and kissing her lips again. “Do you know anything yet, pretty lady?” Keito whispered. Ryutaro shook his head slightly. Keito bent down and kissed her again. “I did it with all my feelings, not because you ordered me to. If you don't recognize it I'm really angry at you.”

Keito said this in a playful manner with a bright laugh that Ryutaro had never heard before. His thick tongue traced the sweet pink cheeks before reaching up to the small ear that was red with rushing blood. Keito nuzzled his white neck diligently before whispering softly. “You are my first and you will be my last. I love you, darling.”

------------------------------------------ THE  END ------------------------------------------

I finished writing it at around 2:00 a.m. So if I don't understand anything, I sincerely apologize.

I don't know what to wear. I'm dizzy myself too. Hahaha.

Rate a little. Don't ban him.

T^T

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