Tao Tao's Diary

The story of a young man who fell in love with a senior who was also a man

The love and feelings of this person "Huang Sitao" will be conveyed through the book.

From a secret diary that no one has ever seen before.

Huang Sitao

Hello, I'm Taothao. welcome to my world

This diary I wrote it with my own feelings.

There are many things that you still don't know. Please follow. /bows/

Substances from writers

This is a diary that was born out of the writer's thoughts and enjoyment only. Don't think too much.

I wonder, right? Why does the writer open the story so often? And then refused to continue.

Because of this rider There are hundreds of plots in my head.

But never finished a story. I apologize to the reader (_ _")

But Writer won't delete the story because he thinks that during the big semester break, he will continue to post it continuously.

During this time, the router is open for business. So I got lazy.

But I really came up with a lot of plot ideas. I have to thank my male friends in the room. He tried to have sweet scenes for us to enjoy -///-

And thank you to the seniors we secretly like. who had diligently passed by to show his face And you can continue to make it into a fic. Uwahaha.

Thank you to the friends in the group who reinforced that. "If it's not finished, you'll have to delete it again." It's really the writer's fault (_ _")

....Eh, this is Tao Tao's diary. Not the writer's. Don't misunderstand. Enough. Goodbye /wave your hand/

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Purely arising from my own thoughts. No intention of harming anyone at all.

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Tao Tao's Diary

Hello, my name is Huang Sitao. I'll start off by saying, I used to have a crush on someone. He looks so perfect but he has a girlfriend. They look very suitable. But I never gave up. But I didn't think to compete. My name is Wu Fan. Or Chris for short. As for his girlfriend, his name is Yixing, shortened to Lay. Lay is very rich. Good at studying too.

Plus, she's very beautiful even though she's a man. It's amazing, isn't it? P'Chris moved to our school when I was in Mathayom 4. Brother Chris is in Grade 6. I felt like at that time I was moving in because of his family's work. I'm not quite sure. When Chris first moved in, I was the first person to know him.

I am the son of the school owner. I don't mean the director. But I'm the one who built this school. (My family has passed it down continuously.) But no one knows that I am even the son of the school owner. It's a government secret. Readers will probably think that If I write a diary The secret is out. It's not broken.

Because it's broken since I graduated. (I'm confused. I'm here to write a diary about things in the past.) Ah, where were you just now? .....Oh, since I'm the son of the school owner, History of new children entering mid-term or entering under special circumstances Must pass all my eyes And then there are some senior teachers. who knows my status Including the director. But all deputy commanders I don't know.

Because I think that if everyone knows The work will come to me. There's definitely no free time. So I ordered it to be closed as quietly as possible. Let's continue. I keep looking at the history of children entering Mathayom 6 in special cases. My eyes were drawn to Kris's profile file. He winked a lot. Screaming silently in my heart. Haha. I'm not that cool.

I just sat and read, not reading enough. I even took a photocopy of the document to my mother's office. Thinking about it, how could I do that? It looks very sweet. It's like a fairy tale, right? When I went to school, I lurked and looked around to find him. Coincidentally! He went to be in a group that I really hate. So I just ignored it! I want to be in a relationship without seeing it for myself. At that time, I was also annoyed. Even though we don't know each other

I feel like I'm very young. Then I came home and sat and looked at Kris's history before going to bed in case I dreamed about it. Haha, I'm such a little girl. Many weeks have passed. People in Chris' group He used to be an enemy to my older brother, and that day, I walked to the cafeteria with my friend as usual. But it's not normal.

My group and P'Chris' group walked together. The person who was my old enemy didn't know what to say. Then turned towards me Then Chris turned to follow. Then he looked at me with strange eyes. Since that day, I didn't dare go near Chris again. I'm afraid they'll think I'm a bad person. Time passed until the end of semester 1 without me getting to know him at all once on exam day.

The schedule didn't match up for a day. I'm almost crying. So I just waited and waited. Rolling around at home, I only think about him. So I tried opening Instagram and looking for his name. Coincidentally! I found it too. Oh, this is clearly my luck. During the first semester break, I was just sitting and looking and liking Chris' pictures on Instagram. Until the second semester started, I went to school as usual.

It didn't feel refreshing at all. But it felt a little good to meet Chris' face. But somewhere else, I came to know the truth that hurt my heart the most. That's the fact that Chris already has a girlfriend. That person is Brother Lay. I used to be close to Pee Lay. But with my (fake) position It was too different from Brother Lay's position.

His friends kept me away from Lay. At that time, I was extremely annoyed with my friends. But since I was a quiet child So let it go. It's just that I lost one of my closest seniors. I don't see anything wrong with it. I assumed that they could become lovers. It must have come from someone who is an enemy of my brother and recommended it for sure.

Because they were close before, hehe. I feel angry when I think about it. When I found out that Kris had a girlfriend, I almost cried. But suddenly, people in my room knew Kris too. I also like Chris. It's another thing that makes me extremely angry. I first met Chris. Then friends in the room that I knew later got to talk. I'm very, very sorry.

To the point of being heartbroken for several days. But it's because of me. I was too shy and embarrassed until P'Lay got P'Kris....uh. It means you can take over. Time passed slowly and slowly. Because my mind is not very connected to my body. Go to the cafeteria for lunch Oh my god, I'm glad I have the noon time slot with Chris's room every day, but still.

At noon, his room was the same as his girlfriend's room again. Haha, I'm going to spit fire every time I see Lay's face. Do you understand my mood? It's like we're sitting at the table eating food. Then he looked out at the entrance. Saw Chris walking with a friend. I secretly screamed in my heart and secretly looked at Chris. But when I turned around again

A group of P'Lay followed behind. That is, very emotionless, completely parked. Oh, I forgot to write when Chris changed groups. I don't know the reason why Chris changed groups. But he changed groups to be with another group at the start of the second semester, and it was a coincidence! I know people in that group. He is an old friend of my brother.

I wasn't even close to him. But we were able to go for a walk together. And now, one day, I went to eat with friends in a normal group. And Chris's group went along too. He came and sat at the table behind me. That is, my condition is very similar to that of a young girl. From the moment he walked to find a seat. My friends tease each other with their eyes. I'm really embarrassed.

We don't even know each other yet. When the older man I know finished buying rice, he put it out. Then he poked me on the back and I knew, so I turned around and he put his finger on my cheek and I was like, oh, I'm embarrassed. It's nothing. He's a friend of Kris's group. Haha, I'm embarrassed. Haha. Then he went to buy water. Good.

Just now, Brother Chris didn't come to put down the rice with that brother. Otherwise, you'll be embarrassed and die right there. My friends kept teasing me. I was so embarrassed I could hardly eat any more. The elder I know always greets me when I see him. But most people don't say hello when Chris is around. I don't know why. But it's good. I'll do something awkward in front of Chris.

I probably could have faked my death right there. Time keeps passing by. (This word is often used Because it really goes by.) As it goes by, I have things that make me feel embarrassed and happy all the time. But it's a little thing. I can't remember everything. It went on and on until I graduated from Mathayom 4 and Chris had to go back to study.

And I still haven't gotten to know him in 1 year, so I tried later. I feel like it's not in time. So I turned to composing songs for him. That day was a very shy day. I remember it very clearly. That day was the farewell day for Kris's room. I just dress normally: jeans, a hoodie, sneakers, very normal.

He organized an event at school. That's in his room. I received special privileges from Mr. Guard. Enter and exit at your convenience, no need to sign in. The commander ordered me to come down, so I'm fine. I can wear whatever I want. I went to Chris's room. Fortunately, before that, I called a senior I knew. He helped here. Help prepare things, organize time, and control people in the room. I arrived and knocked on the door. then walked in

The seniors in the class seemed to be especially attentive to me. Probably because I was dressed in the wrong kind of clothes. Well, seniors wear gym clothes. I walked in and stopped in front of Chris. Look at his confused face. A little bit But he's still handsome! I'm trying not to be shy. Then I said to his face, "Brother Kris, my name is Thao. I've secretly liked you for a long time, but never mind.

You already have a boyfriend, right?" I didn't finish talking and Chris said, "So it's already broken up." Oh wow, the dialogue needs to be changed. What should I do? I'm thinking in my heart whether I can continue or not. So I kekman and followed the water continuously. "Don't interrupt me just yet. I'm here, my friend. Don't interrupt me. I'm going to tell you that I like you. And I waited for you for a very long time.

Today is the last day that we will meet. So I brought something for you.” I put the item into his hand. It's a video disc that I made myself. It's all pictures of Chris. From what I secretly took together with the page that uploaded the photo. And another thing is a player.

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The price is exorbitantly high. Put in the songs that I composed myself, sang myself, and played the music myself. Just one song. And it was a necklace with a ring hanging from it. Stuff it all into Chris's hands. Then he continued saying, "I didn't ask you to come back, but I'll wait for you. Bye." I said that and walked out. Oh, if I stayed any longer, I would definitely die first.

Both the eyes of the seniors in the room The teasing sounds in the room, Kris's eyes, everything else made me so embarrassed. Thinking about it, am I really that romantic? Farewell dinner in P'Chris' room I didn't go around. The heroic deeds of the daytime still haven't disappeared. And going to cause trouble at night, I can't handle it. Haha. Before he went to study.

He also left a letter for me through my brother. I don't know when we'll get to know each other. I kept that letter carefully. There's a ring on my finger. The same group that Chris went to. From that day on, I continued to study. I secretly like this person a little bit, this one a little bit, but most of them are women. Haha. But I've never forgotten Kris. The ring was never lost. Even if it's lost, it's easy to find. Until the day I was in Mathayom 6.

There are many younger generations who are delighted with me. Because after I graduated grade 4 I started doing school activities continuously. Then in the middle of semester 1, in Mathayom 5, my father came back and the school held a welcome party. My father pushed the debut of his youngest son, which is me. So everyone else knew my true status. My friends in the group were a little shocked. But he's not angry at me.

Because they understand me well. What kind of person was I when I was in Mathayom 6? This was a big surprise. Because Chris is back at school. Came back just in time for Christmas. There is an event being organized at school. I was downstairs. It's like being a bartender and all that kind of thing, haha. Actually, I'm not very good at mixing drinks.

But my friend dragged me to help call customers. Haha, people are famous, right? On stage there was always performing, including singing.

cover dance sexy dance

Especially the latter, which drew cheers from the audience very well. This event is open to outsiders as well. As for our drinks, they don't have alcohol. Safe and no worries Even if there is, it's just a little bit. For high school The performance continued until suddenly the stage was quiet. There is no music, host's voice, singer's voice.

There was only the gossip of the audience. Then more and more audience members began to walk in front of the stage. Until it can almost be called thatch. But on stage there was no performance at all. So my friend dragged me to hang out with him. Then let the remaining people control the counter instead. My friend and I walked in easily. Because there are only people who give way to handsome people like me, hahaha (very narcissistic)

I walked close to the edge of the stage and was shocked. There was a video of my story on the stage. But there's no music at all. The video plays continuously. This is clearly secretly filmed. Very perverted. I wonder who dares to play with me like this. But I doubted it for long. The video stopped being a video of a man playing the piano. But taken from behind

So I don't know who he is. But this back sheet is very familiar. It's so familiar that I want to cry. The video was played continuously. I really wanted to go behind the scenes and stop that video. But I have no right to interfere with that part. So I had to let it go, but suddenly a large cardboard box slid up from below the stage (

Is my school high-tech?) And when the stage moved completely to the top, The front box fell as if it had been split in half. I'm extremely shocked. That's Chris. Or just a similar doll? Because the figure that appeared in the cardboard box was standing with his eyes closed. and holding flowers in his hand If it were a real person, I would have to say that it is very smooth. Can stand really still Not wiggling at all, but...

Just like Chris. Wear elegant white sneakers. brown cloth pants Blue shirt, roll up the sleeves, unbutton the top 3 buttons, and.....put on a necklace with my ring hanging from it! That's it. The clear water vapor that was in my eye socket just now has fallen off. Oh my gosh, my friend hasn't seen it yet. I tried to wipe it off.

But it's still flowing. Then when the sound of the piano stopped, Puppet (?) P'Kris opened his eyes and spoke in a handsome voice into the microphone. It probably isn't a puppet. Comes complete with both picture and sound like this. There is probably no one in the world who is strange and still handsome like Chris. Did he say something to introduce himself? The girls screamed loudly.

Not except for artificial girls. Screaming, it hurts so much And he sang a Chinese song. What kind of song is this? I can't remember anymore. I just know that at that time I was very shocked, very touched, and couldn't do anything. I could only stand and shed tears. My friend turned around and saw when I put my hand over my mouth. I'm holding back sobs. My friend then put his hand around my waist and held it loosely, like, '

He's come back to you. Don't sing. Around that time, he sang through the hook and the song died. He continued to say, 'Tao Tao Ah, I have come back to see you. Are you listening? My little child Chris, I'm sorry. For coming back late.' P'Kris finished speaking and walked down to me in front of the stage. What should I do? He walked over.

My friend was pushing to clear the way for Chris along with others. My face must have turned red. Measured from the temperature measured at that time. Brother Chris walked up to me. Then said to me without using a microphone, 'I'm sorry I came back late. Tao Tao can be angry at you. But I will come back. My friend asked Tao Tao, Can I be your boyfriend or not?'

After saying that, he handed me a big bouquet of flowers. -0- I'm dead. I'm definitely going to die. I'm so embarrassed. The louder the cheering from around me, the louder it gets. I became even more embarrassed and ashamed. I've never had anyone do this to me before. Anyway, part of me wants to accept that request. But one part of me really wanted to walk away from here. Well, people are shy -///- I'm really at my wits' end.

So I received the bouquet of flowers. Then he nodded lightly in response. I hope Chris understands me. As soon as I nodded The cheering sound was many times louder than before. And then Chris pulled me into a tight hug. I just snuggled into Chris's chest. It's not that I'm horny, I'm not. I'm blushing. Otherwise I won't hug >///<

Sitting here writing in my diary about old stories like this makes me very embarrassed. And all that I wrote It was the beginning of my relationship with Chris. Currently, I am studying in my 3rd year and Chris has started working with Chris' father's company. Both of our families agree that we're dating. We're not hiding it.

Even though there might be some at first. But now we love each other very well. We understand almost everything. There must be some things that dissatisfaction with each other, but we work things out to be perfect. Take turns pleasing each other. Take care of each other Take care of each other Because we don't know that today we will have to part. 'Huang Sitao loves Wu Yifan very much.' It's been about 3-4 years since Chris and I have been together.

Please follow us all the time. May other couples' love last forever as well. Thank you for reading to the end.

Huang Sitao