∆ ( Coolio' ) 。

........I just want to look at your face like this.

I want to give you all my love.

I want to hold you in my arms.

I'm still waiting for the day you'll look back and smile at me.

When your feelings have changed

Even in dreams.......

∆ ( Coolio' ) 。

........the blue phone you gave me

Now I probably won't use it again.

I don't want to be tired. I don't want to have to sit and cry.

Even though I've said it a hundred times that it will never be like this.......

“Why didn't I call you last night?” Himchan asked another person who was sitting and reading a book.

"Oh..I just dropped it in the water." A hoarse voice replied, asking to leave.

"Shit..I bought it for your birthday. Why didn't you take care of it?" Another person raised his voice angrily.

"And if you get upset at me like this, will it come back to use? It's annoying." That's all she said before walking out of the classroom.

“Fuck, why are you crying? Why did you tell me that you would never cry because of it?” Yongguk said to himself while his hands were busy wiping away his own tears. A thick palm reached into his pocket and pulled out the blue phone Himchan had bought him two years ago, clutching it tightly. Actually, he kept this phone very carefully but never thought of throwing it away.

.......You who are laughing in his embrace.

Probably don't know that it makes my heart hurt.

I know I'll never be able to stand beside you. I'm really stupid......

“That's crazy...hahaha..or not.” Himchan's excited voice playing with Junhong easily caused the other person to turn around and look. Yongguk could only look at his eyes filled with pain. In my heart, I thought that one day he would be able to do that with Himchan in a capacity other than friends.

.....Just one time please. Please look at me.

You are the person I want to love.

Have you really never seen it?...

Finally, unable to take it anymore, he had to get up and walk up to the sky gate and lie down exhausted. Why does heartache make people lose their strength like this? Himchan has been his best friend since childhood and he doesn't know since when his heart didn't belong to him anymore.

“Oh... Junhong, where has Bang Bang gone?” Himchan asked when his close friend who was sitting at the table in front of him had disappeared.

"I don't know...then I'd better go back to the room. I'll come play with you again." That's all the younger, arrogant boy said before walking out of the room.

“Uh...thank you.” Himchan was still bobbing his head around the room looking for Yongguk. If he could just turn around and look at Yongguk once, he would know why the tall figure chose to walk out.

.....people who need you But I don't even have the right to love.

Why do I have to suffer so much?

I want to hold your hand tightly in case you might feel it.

Please don't leave....

“I said..you must have secretly come here.” Himchan sat down next to Yongguk before speaking, his voice caught in a gasp as he ran around looking for the other person, which called the other person out of his distraction.

“Why did you come up?” Yongguk asked before laying down as usual.

“What the fuck is wrong with you? Why did you change like this?”

“No, I'm fine,” the tall man said, even though he didn't even turn to meet Himchan's eyes.

"Did I do something to make you angry?...Tell me."

“It's good that I have that kind of right.”

“Damn, you talk nonsense, your father died. I don't want to talk to you anymore,” Himchan said with regret and was about to get up, but Yongguk's palm held him back.

“Let go of me.” Himchan shook himself free and walked out of there. If Himchan could hold hands with him longer If Himchan could look into his eyes, maybe Himchan would know why Yongguk was like this.

........I'm lonelier now than before I even met you.

Maybe my heart is worthy of you seeing it.

Please don't push me away. And please don't turn away.

Because my heart can't take it anymore........

Yongguk waited for everyone in the school to return before walking down from the sky gate. The tall figure slowly walked towards the classroom to collect his bag but met another person sitting on the front balcony.

“I thought you weren't back yet,” Himchan said before picking up his school bag and handing it to Yongguk.

“Then why haven't you returned yet?” Yongguk asked.

"I'm waiting to come back with you."

"Him...Can I please be alone for a while? Stop bothering me, stop caring, stop worrying about me."

"Why? Is the fact that I'm worried about you so annoying to you? I love you, it's so wrong..ugh...then I'm sorry..sorry for thinking too much of you. I'm sorry I love you so much. Sorry for worrying about you..Ugh..I'm going now..Take care of yourself.” Himchan said that and he turned around with tears streaming down his face.

"Damn Himchan...stop it right now..Damn, I told you to stop." A deep voice called out to another person who was crying and walked away.

“I told you to stop.” The tall figure rushed to hug the other person from behind.

"Please...don't do this to me again...I love you too."

........I just want to look at your face like this.

I want to give you all my love.

I want to hold you in my arms.

I'm still waiting for the day you'll look back and smile at me.

When your feelings have changed

Even in dreams.......

Himchan quickly turned around.

“What..what did you say just now?” Himchan asked in disbelief.

“I love you...I've loved you for a long time...but I'm afraid you'll change if I say it,” Yongguk said while hugging the other person tightly.

“Bang...you.” Himchan couldn't believe his ears. His closest friend was thinking the same thing as him. When he first had feelings for Yongguk, he even thought in his heart that he would be sad. and thought that his love with Yongguk would be impossible

“Thank you..Thank you for loving me,” was all Chim Chan said before hugging the other person in response.

“Ah,” Himchan said before handing a brown paper bag to the person sitting next to him.

“What?” Yongguk accepted before opening it.

“I saw you said you dropped it in the water, so I had Junhong skip school to go buy it for you. But when I gave it to you, I walked away and I don't know where,” Himchan said as he looked out the bus window. Yonggu reached into his bag and took out an old blue phone before handing the bag to Himchan.

“You keep it.”

“Oh, where did you say…” Himchan said loudly when he saw the old phone still there.

“I just wanted to make you hate me...I'm sorry,” Yongguk said, holding the other man's hand tightly.

“Then you must promise me that you will use it to call me alone. Because I'm going to use this phone to call only you too,” Himchan said before holding up a new phone that was identical to Yongguk's in every way and smiling widely.

“Oh, stop smiling like that. Your teeth are about to dig into my face.”

“Father, please stop rafting. You're going to hit me in the face.” The two people's arguing sounds could still be heard on the last bus, where there were just the two of them with happy smiles as if they were in a dream.

 ..................................... TALK..............................

I made it up a long time ago like this one haha.

At that time, I was really into this song. Thank you for reading until the end.