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[short fic] I'm sorry.....I love you. Mr. Close Friend [ KYUxMIN]
@peardoublek
2024-07-01
...It was a love that was not happy. And it's a suffering that isn't even sad... fic y yaoi sj fic sj fic kyumin kyumin 137 shortfic

Have you ever felt so embarrassed by someone that you couldn't do anything?

Have you ever felt like you just melted there when someone smiled at you?

Have you ever felt like your heart would beat outside when someone held your hand?

Have you ever felt like your heart would stop beating when someone walked up to greet you?

Have you ever felt like time would stop right there when someone was with you?

If you have, then you probably understand how I feel right now.

A feeling that I.....have kept in my heart for many years.

That he and I know each other....

When one person goes out of their way to express their feelings for another person to know.

but

Another person misunderstood another person's actions.

So how will the love story end?

Thank you for the beautiful theme from

CRY.q'theme

CRY.q


Have you ever felt so embarrassed by someone that you couldn't do anything?

Have you ever felt like you just melted there when someone smiled at you?

Have you ever felt like your heart would beat outside when someone held your hand?

Have you ever felt like your heart would stop beating when someone walked up to greet you?

Have you ever felt like time would stop right there when someone was with you?

If you have, then you probably understand how I feel right now.

A feeling that I.....have kept in my heart for many years.

That he and I know each other....

Every time you smile and greet me

Every time you look into each other's eyes

Made me almost ascend to heaven while standing there

“Kyuhyun-ah~~~~” I turned towards the voice calling and saw a plump rabbit. running ahead While waving his hand Give it to me in a big way.

“^^~” I turned around and smiled. Plump body now Came to a standstill, panting. Lower your head and look at the floor in front of you.

“Are you tired?” I asked, rubbing my hand over my messy head to get it into shape….

The plump figure slowly raised his head with a smile. that was torn wide almost to the ear (-0-)

gulp

That smile caused the tall figure who was watching to freeze....

Again, this smile again..

The smile that has been given to me throughout the years...

A smile that he never knew before....

that

How much does it affect the heartbeat of the viewer....

Every time you send a sound and every message

Every time you keep asking and worrying about me

Made me almost squirm. Wriggling to death right there.

Looks like the tall figure will be stuck for a bit longer. (Ki's spirit has left the body -*-)

Because no matter how plump the figure in front of me calls out

No matter how I waved my hand, he didn't feel it.

Until now, the smile on that sweet face has changed to

A grimace and then....

Pork!!!

“Oh!” Kyuhyun screamed when he got hit in the head. He rubbed his hand over the part of his forehead that had been bitten.

“^0^” What's wrong with some bodies are now back to smiling brightly like before...

“This is Sungmin...it hurts. You could have kicked me,” he said, shaking his head awkwardly. (Uh, Ikee [] ;;)

“You don't have to brag about it, Kyuki,” Sungmin said nonchalantly. Then he walked over and sat next to Kyuhyun. before lowering his head to read the book he carried with him

"....." The tall figure remained silent. and changed the position from facing away to collapsing on the table instead..

“..." Sungmin turned to look and shook his head. before turning my attention to the book

"....." But the tall figure next to him continued to remain silent.

Resulting in a plump body beside You have to take your attention away from the book. The big guy next to me instead

Very cool.

Sungmin tried poking Kyuhyun with his finger, but he didn't get a response. (Kee is a person, Min -*-)

“Kyuhyun-ah~~” said the tall figure's name softly (-///- :: Kyu)

"...." But the big man was still silent.

"...Hey, Kyuki, are you hurt? I'm sorry... It's like this." He didn't say anything, but he also put his face closer. (>/////< :: Kyu)

“..” The older man didn't answer, but slowly raised his head instead.

This made Sungmin see that his face was now red all the way to his ears. It's spread all the way to my neck. (What was Mikey thinking --*)

“What's wrong, Kyukie? Are you sick? Why is your face red?” He didn't say anything because his chubby hand was now reaching out to touch the forehead of the person in front of him. before moving to touch the side of the cheek and fell on the neck....

“Ah...” 0/////0*

"I don't feel any heat...is something wrong, Kyuki?" When I didn't feel any heat from my tall body, The chubby person put his hand on his chest (it's a pity :: Kyu)

“Ah..ah..no. The weather is hot -//-;;” He said while moving his shirt in and out.

“Is it hot” -0-? Sungmin said softly, turning to look at the sky. While making a confused face How can I not let him be confused? There is no sun and the wind is still blowing comfortably. But I didn't care about anything. Because when he turned to look at the whole sky The eyes turned to see Who is walking this way....

“Siwon-ah~~” said as he got up from his place and ran towards the tall figure…..

But I'm not the only one. who received those kind gestures

When Kyuhyun heard Sungmin call Siwon's name, he turned to look and felt sorry for himself....

That's right, Siwon, another close friend of mine. Friends that sometimes I don't want to be with....

Because every time he's with me....

Sungmin.....

How can you not just take care of me? He will do everything he did to me...and Siwon as well.

So it was a love that was not happy. It's a suffering that isn't even sad.

But anyway, I'm okay with it. What can I do?

It's my whole heart. Let him have it all.

It is a love that is both deep and lonely together.

Even though sometimes it must be painful When the body is plump Call me in a hot voice..

“Kyuhyun...what should I do? What should I do? Siwon's really hot.” ​​Sungmin's hot voice made his body twitch.

“.....Where are you? I'll go look for it."

“Right now I'm at Siwon's condo.....ah. Please bring the car. We'll take Siwon to the hospital,” he said quickly before ending the call.

Huh?

Again, every time......

Every time....

When we took Siwon to the emergency room Sungmin turned to hug me and cried..

The tears of some bodies soaked my shirt....

But I can only let him cry...

When Sungmin stopped crying Then he turned and told me the whole story...

Siwon argued with Hyukjae again....

But it seems like Siwon is the one at fault this time...

So I tried to apologize. But it didn't work..

Hyukjae refuses to come out to meet Siwon. So the tall figure sat and waited in front of the house....

Until it rained...then it became sick as you can see...

again...

“I feel sorry for Siwon, Kyu.” The little man turned and said to me.

"...but it's your own fault, isn't it?"... - -*

“Even so. It's quite pitiful....come to think of it. If I'm your boyfriend Are you going to let him stand in the rain? At the very least, they should probably chase him home or give him an umbrella. But if it's good We should be willing to forgive each other..I think people who love each other should be willing to listen to each other's reasons. You don't think so, Kyu?" Sungmin finished speaking and turned to look at me before sighing and getting up to stand in front of the emergency room instead.

Sungmin.. You know, if it were me, I wouldn't cause myself to fight with my boyfriend...

All at once!!

The sound of the emergency room door opening along with the doctor..

Therefore, it is love that comes with discomfort.

“Doctor, Siwon, how is he? Is he safe now?” The doctor hadn't said anything yet. Sungmin asked a series of questions.

“Uh, are you a relative of the patient? Take it easy. The patient is now safe. It's just the flu. We'll move him to the recovery room soon. Please follow the nurse to the room..The doctor will excuse me first,” the doctor said before excusing himself to continue taking care of other patients.

“Huh, I'm still thinking about what's going on, Kyukie.” Sungmin turned and smiled at me. Then he dragged me to follow the nurse to Siwon's room.

And it's a love that I've never seen a clear picture of.

There is only a half-hearted feeling in my heart.

Do you know that sometimes I can't help but wonder? Actually...is Sungmin thinking about Siwon?

Sometimes I can't help but understand the concern that the chubby body always gives to Siwon.

And sometimes I can't help but want to ask, Actually, what do you really think about Siwon? ... Sungmin..

Every time our hands touch

Every time you tell me a secret

You know my heart just melted right there.

“We've reconciled. You've got a big face." I teased Siwon, who now had a big smile on his face.

“That's right, we've reconciled, right? Well, I got a good nurse. Don't think that they didn't see Siwon. Haha. It's a real hospital. You're not considerate of the place at all.” Sungmin snapped, blocking Siwon's hand that came up to rub his head with determination.

“Haha, um, good night now...ah. I have to go. The chicken's going to get angry again, hehe, he's gone." He laughed with emotion before looking down at the clock. Then hurriedly ran out.

"Wow, that's great. I have a boyfriend...don't you think so, Yuki?" The chubby figure turned to face me. He tilted his head and asked.

gulp

Oh Sungmin, don't give me that cute face, I'll die -///-

“Hey, hey, Kyuki, what's wrong? Why is your face red? I think you must be really sick.”

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. It's nothing..Uh, I'm hungry. Shall we go get something to eat?" I hurriedly made an excuse and changed the subject.

I'm afraid...afraid that If it stays like this just a little longer. I might not be able to restrain myself.

The result is fear...fear that if I do what my heart has in mind... Sungmin might never talk to me again..

All at once!!

Hey!!

"Let's go. Just now, when I was walking, I saw a new cake shop open. Let's go eat." He didn't say anything, but forcefully pulled me up and followed him.

“Hey, hey, Sungmin can walk slowly. You don't have to run,” I said to the chubby figure who ran forward and dragged me.

But he doesn't seem to hear.....

Buildings, buildings

Right now my heart feels like it's about to burst out of my chest....no. It's not because I'm running. But it is because

Someone's hand is holding mine. That makes my heart beat this fast.....

“Ah, we're here, Kyuki.” The voice of a chubby figure pulled me out of my grip. Before I was dragged into the store again

Jingle

“Sweet Icing

Welcome. Please come inside,” the small young employee welcomed him before walking to the table inside.

All the way we ran to the store. I keep praying for this shop to be somewhere in the North Pole. Or the South Pole

Sungmin and I will get it. Holding hands like this for a long time

However, it wouldn't be possible. Well, since we arrived at the store...

“What should I get?”

"Ummm, would you like some pumpkin cake... would you like it?" Someone turned to me and asked with a smile on his face. I could only nod and accept.

“Ah, then two servings of pumpkin cake, a glass of caramel milk, and a glass of strawberry milk.” Sungmin closed the menu. Even though I hadn't even looked at the menu yet. Then he turned and smiled at the employee.

“Wait a moment,” the waiter took the order before walking away.

“This shop is decorated cutely, Kyuki,” he said, turning to look around the shop.

“Um...do you still remember what I like to eat?” I decided to ask after being secretly delighted at the chubby figure in front of me. I remember what I like to eat. You can also order without having to ask or open the menu.

“Oh, I remember. Why can't I remember? What do you like or dislike? He remembers everything ^^" When he finished answering, he smiled brightly...

But almost, I'm almost happy. If your body isn't chubby....

"He remembers Siwon's stuff, Kyuki. Hee hee. He has a good memory, right?" He said praising himself.

suddenly...

Again..Siwon again

Sigh, I should probably get over it. Because my plump body never thought of me.

It's more than friends.

“Why do you ask?” Kyuki tilted his head, looking suspicious.

gulp

Again, why do you keep making cute eyes at me?

Sungmin, do you know how much patience it takes? In order not to accidentally do anything to you.

Have you ever known that if we don't love each other, we can't feel sorry for each other?

“Hey Kyuki, are you sick?..but you're not hot. The air in the shop was not hot. ...Then why is the broker red?" I don't know when the plump figure moved to sit next to me. Since when has a plump figure's face been this close to mine? Since I don't know when, his hands have been exploring my forehead, cheeks, neck....

“Ah, Sungmin.” I can't do anything right now. It's too close, I think.

“Hey, Kyuki, are you okay? I think you're strange. Since this morning Do you want me to take you to the doctor?” Sungmin asked, still not moving his face away from mine.

It seemed like he was toying with my patience. Well, I told you it took a lot of patience...and now That patience is running out.

“Sungmin, I think you'd better back off a bit, wouldn't you?” I said, moving back away from the chubby figure.

“Eh...why? We used to be close to each other before.” I didn't say anything, but he still moved to follow me.

“Here...I'm warning you,” I tried to say, forcing my voice to not shake.

"warn?? What's wrong with you, Kookie? I think you've been acting strangely lately, do you know that?" The chubby figure stopped moving along with me. Because now My back collided with the shop window!!

“This is Kyuki......” Sungmin called my name. then lowered his head Don't say anything.

“What?” I asked after a long silence.

“Siwon..ah, no...you...Kyukie..do you have something to tell me?” After being silent for a long time, Sungmin spoke up. But he still wouldn't lift his head to look at me.

“I.. do I have something to say?” Well, I do. I don't think I have anything to say. If there were, there would probably only be one story, but this is a story. That shouldn't be said, I think.

“Yes, sir. Is there something you want to tell me?” This time he didn't say anything. But still showing a red face Come closer to me.

Ah, uh, I think this stage is dangerous, Sungmin. I think I warned you.

Still coming closer.....

My eyes shifted to meet the plump figure's eyes. that is conveying something Something that makes my heart flutter...Sungmin What does it mean? ...Can I think for myself? I would like to think Can you love me too? With your eyes looking at me right now....

“Look, Kyuki, are you really not going to say....sigh?”

The thin lips that were moving and talking were really attractive. Why are there those round eyes? And there will still be puffy cheeks that are now tinged with pink. It seems to be getting more and more intense.....I feel like my patience is slowly disappearing right now. It is disappearing as the distance between me and Sungmin decreases as well.

And right now, my nose is only a hair's distance from Sungmin's...

Those big eyes had fallen asleep. With thin lips that were slightly open It's like inviting....

Sungmin, I'm sorry, but...

kiss!!!

-Sungmin'

s part-

kiss!!!

I already kissed Kyuki...damn it. I've already opened the way for you like this, and you're still going to act like this... ah. You guys must be confused. Well, I'll tell you about it...

I like, no, I love Kyuki for a long time. Love since we first met. But what should I do? Well, we're friends. Plus, I was afraid that he wouldn't think that way about me either..it would be painful to watch, right? So I decided to go to Siwon for advice and he offered me pampering, caring, and caring. and blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah

But secretly be a little biased. (Which side you go to, you should know)

And then one day Siwon called me and said Kyuki came and asked Siwon, What do you think of me? But Siwon didn't answer and instead asked Kyuki, and that answer made me act embarrassed. By kissing the man first -////-

“So, what do you think of Sungmin?” Siwon immediately asked Kyuhyun.

“..........” But Kyuhyun remained silent.

“So, what do you think of him?” Siwon asked again.

“......................I love Sungmin”!!!!

This is Kyuki's answer ^///^

-Back to CU-

“Ugh, um.” I was very shocked at this sudden moment. The chubby figure came and kissed me first. But in the end, my patience ran out.

We kissed each other passionately at first. Hot tongues intertwined until they were indistinguishable. From sweet and gentle, it began to get hotter and hotter, turning into a passionate kiss..

“Uh-huh.” Sungmin lightly slapped his hand on his hair. Probably because I was starting to be unable to breathe.

So I had to let go of that mouth. Unfortunately...

“Sungmin....I know we're friends. But....don't be angry at me....I....I..love you. Ah!!” As soon as I finished speaking, The chubby figure immediately rushed towards me and hugged me.

"Hehe, I thought I wouldn't say it, Kyuki. You finally said it. Hehe, I'm so happy. I thought I had to be the one to tell you I love you first."

O0O~

“Wait, Sungmin, what did you say just now? You said you were going to tell me you love me?” I pushed my chubby body away. He asked excitedly.

I'm not deaf, am I? Sungmin said he would tell me he loved me. I wasn't dreaming, was I? Is this not a dream?

“Ah..ah ...um.” Sungmin nodded. then lowered his head

Oh my god, I wasn't dreaming, was I? I'm not dreaming, am I?

“Sungmin, please tell me, I'm not dreaming, right? Is that right, Sungmin?” I asked, raising my chubby hand to hit myself in the face.

Phew!!

"Oh, that hurts, so I wasn't dreaming," the tall man said, gathering his chubby body and hugging him tightly.

“Hahaha, what are you doing, Kyuki?” Sungmin asked while laughing. But still hugged me tightly

“Sungmin, I love you, and I have for a long time.”

"Um, I love you, I've loved you for a very long time too."

Now the two of us are walking hand in hand. It's in the park.

I want to say that I am very happy. Now I can walk hand in hand with the chubby figure next to me without having to pray for time to stop here or pray for the distance to be endless. Because of the following I will be able to hold hands with Plump body next to me all the time. and forever....

Oh, I forgot to tell you, I'm dating Sungmin >//< hehe.

Ha~~ I'd rather go have a sweet time with my beloved, hehe ^///^

END

Free

“Sigh, until we can love each other. I'm really excited, little chicken." Siwon turned to talk to Hyukjae. After following the excitement since being at the cake shop

“That's until we can love each other. You and I had to pretend to fight many times.” That's it, before we could love each other. Both Hyukjae and I are really tired. You have to plan, you have to wait to organize the scene, and you have to wait and see. Sigh.

But in the end, we were able to love each other ^^

It's finished:

D

Talk

First of all, thank you to the people who fell in, haha.

This fic was posted at

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and Sarangkyumin House

If anyone has ever read this, don't be alarmed. We didn't copy him.

Anyway, please give it to me :3

 CRY.q

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