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Fic Malice mizer : Lapis [Gackt x Mana]
@Malveillance
2024-07-01
For the country... Gakuto had to say goodbye to Mana. Even though they had promised to be together forever and that... was the beginning of painful darkness. malice mizer gackt mana j rock

Just love... that binds us both.

Just love...that possesses sweet heart

Just love... that is given until eternity.

Just love... that we met and then we parted.

Just love... that makes my heart hot.

Just love... like a fire, let it burn out.

Just love... love you with all my heart.

Just love... bound for eternity

“I can't let you go. Because I love you so much.... Let's be together forever, Mana."


If I could turn back time...

I'll hold you tight And say I love you more than anyone else...

Blue eyes looked at the figure sitting motionless on a wooden chair beautifully decorated with gems.

"You haven't changed at all." A white hand slowly reached out and gently held a cold, delicate hand.

Look at the sparkling blue eyes like gems on a smooth, beautiful face. Eyes without a spark of life

Reinforcing... that she's gone.

"When will you admit the truth?"

A voice sounded behind him. And without turning to look He knew who the other party was.

“You came in without asking my permission again.

Kozi"

The owner of that name let out a long sigh. before walking closer His eyes flickered back and forth between the pretty doll on the chair and the black-clad figure of his friend.

“You should stop doing this. She's gone.

Gackt Mana-Chan

gone from us We are all saddened... I... am as hurt as you are."

Because I love you no less than you...

The last sentence that I can only swallow in my heart... Like the tears hidden in the eyes

"I know...

Kozi

I know..."

Gackt

speak in a sad voice A white hand rubbed along his slender forearm.

Mana

tenderly

"But I really can't forget you."

Kozi

look

Gackt

before sighing

Gackt

He looked much older, his face completely worn out due to both little sleep and unwillingness to eat. It's been like this since

Mana

leave

“Take care of yourselves. You are like this

Mana-chan

I'm not happy."

Finished, he walked out of the room. Through the old, shabby sidewalk To an outside that is as bright as the inside, like a different world

Look up at the large castle that stands alone.

Mana...

Since you left This castle was no different.

It's like... we've lost the light.

It was the darkest day of the year...

Pleng!!

The glass was thrown to the floor and shattered.

"If you're thinking of leaving, you don't have to talk to me!!" A loud shout echoed throughout the room. The thin hand that had just knocked the wine glass from the floor clenched tightly. Beautiful blue eyes looked hard at the person in front of her.

"wait a minute! Please listen to me.

Mana

I need to go..." The tall figure stood up and tried to explain. If she didn't listen,

“What necessity made you go back and marry that princess?! I didn't come to live with you so you could leave me like this.

Gackt!"

Mana

That beautiful face flicked in another direction.

I don't want to look...

The blue eyes of a liar He doesn't want to see it!

“It is a matter of empire. Do you think I want to leave you? I leave my honor I left all my positions for you.

Mana

But this time it…”

I haven't finished speaking yet. A thin hand slammed the plate on the table and fell to the floor. Ready to roar loudly

"I don't care! If you're really willing to give up everything for me So why do you still have to leave me? I do not understand!!"

It's as if the emotional barrier is broken.

Gackt

He gritted his teeth before shouting back.

"Because you've never listened to me like this! That's why we can't be together!!"

end of that sentence The entire room suddenly fell into silence.

the eyes of

Mana

Red, his thin hand clenched into a fist before he raised it and pointed towards the door.

"Get out," he said in a cold voice. Slow and clear

"no! We need to talk to each other first.”

GACKT

that if

MANA

Instead, he didn't listen, his lips pursed tightly. before making a cold noise in his throat.

"Okay... If you don't go, I'll go myself!" he finished. A figure in a robe rushed out of the room, not paying attention to the other party.

"You shouldn't talk to

Mana

Like that," said Kami, who was sitting quietly watching.

"I tried."

GACKT

that he was ready to turn and look at his close friend before letting out a long sigh

Sometimes... he felt so tired.

"Mana-chan

You know what kind of person you are. Should've waited for her to cool down first."

Kozi

said before standing up

"Where are you going?"

GACKT

ask

"Go along.

Mana-chan

Hey,” he finished speaking, and another tall figure under a long coat walked out of the room.

The entire room fell into silence again...

"I don't feel well."

Yuki

who had been silent for a long time spoke up slowly

"That's it..." His sharp eyes

Kami

Turned to look at the window. The sky was dark... darker than every day.

His premonition told him something wasn't right...

It was as if...hearing the screams of the darkness...

Yuki

You're right...a premonition of

Kami

That was right...

Beautiful blue eyes widened in panic. He stared at the picture in front of him.

untrue...

Kozi

in soaking wet clothes Holding someone's fragile body

Someone with long, flowing golden hair. Wet, clinging to the beautiful face that was sleeping.

Mana

That looks calm...

She still looks beautiful if...

She... won't wake up again...

Gackt

It felt like all of my strength had been suddenly drained out. Until his knees hit the ground

"That's not true... What the hell is this?" Reaching out a trembling hand in front of him. Touching the cold white skin of your lover

The brain is completely white. There was only one word that echoed in my head.

Mana...

Tears flowed silently. Strong arms supporting his body

Mana

come from

Kozi

Before hugging tightly... An embrace that was so cold that it hurt in my chest.

What have I done here? What did I do?

Want to let out a scream But no sound came through the trembling lips.

Mana...

I love you... I love you...

Now he knew that rank, kingdom, or whatever, it didn't matter. It's not important at all...

That I want... I just want to be with you forever...

Slender hands caressed the white and clear skin of his lover.

“Finally... I made you angry. make you sad Without having a chance to apologize to you."

Gackt

He pressed his lips against the back of his cold hand.

Mana

softly

"I know this is wrong... But I can't miss you..."

"What are you going to do?"

amidst sorrow

Kozi

asked

Gackt

who walked up and carried a frail figure in black out of a glass coffin

"I will

Mana

Stay with me forever,” the young man replied without looking.

"Have you gone crazy?"

"yes...

Yuki

I might be going crazy But I won't lose you," he said, walking straight out the door. If

Kami

Instead, he walked in and intervened.

“Pay attention.

Gackt Mana

I'm dead. If you keep doing this, nothing will get better."

if

Gackt

Instead, he stared into the eyes of his close friend. In those eyes, he was both calm and incredibly determined.

"I know

Kami

But I live without

Mana

cannot"

When he saw the other party's serious look and tone,

Kami

I can only sigh. before muttering a soft sigh and ready to make way for him.

“You will be hurt.

Gackt

I see darkness gathering around you.”

Gackt

Just a bitter smile As he passed by silently,

“How could you let that guy go? It's gone insane!”

Kozi

He cried out and stormed towards the door of the room, but was right back.

Yuki

He shouted to stop him, causing his eyes to turn and stare angrily.

“Why did you stop me?

Gackt

It will..."

I haven't finished speaking yet.

Yuki

He interjected.

"If I were you, I'd probably understand, right?"

A sentence that makes your eyebrows furrow together.

"What are you talking about? I don't understand."

"I love you."

Kami

He was the one who returned the favor. The tall figure sat down on the sofa and continued to speak.

"Gackt

It's torn.

Mana

Unable to go, he was willing to abandon even the country for her.

Mana

is everything about it If you were like that... Are you going to do this?

Kozi"

Gackt

Look into the beautiful eyes of your lover. Images from the past that come back So clear it's heartbreaking

A slender hand holds a thin hand.

Mana

Tight, white, bright skin... Although still soft to the touch But it's freezing cold.

He knows...

He knows very well...

know that

Mana

in front of this mountain It's just a soulless body that exists because of the chemicals inside.

Not much different from a doll...

But still, she was the person he loved. It's someone he can't afford to lose...

A young man carried a thin figure in a beautiful dress and placed him on a wide bed. Staring at that beautiful face A white hand gently stroked her golden hair.

"The kingdom collapsed People remember me as the prince who betrayed the country,” he said with a small smile.

“If... I had realized it sooner. know that for me No matter what it is, it's not important. Everything is not important at all... Without you, and if I decide to stay with you without regard to the kingdom in the first place. Now you're probably next to me, right?

Kami Kozi

and

Yuki

We'll probably still be together, right?..." Tears... flowed from a pair of beautiful blue eyes, passed the tip of the chin, and fell silently onto the face of the beloved.

Blame yourself and what will happen?

Gackt...

Why would you want to go back in time? Since you were the one who made everything like this

For you... let's endure this pain forever.

He thought bitterly before bent down and placed a kiss on her soft cheek.

"I love you

Mana"

Whispering the same old sentences before pulling away and walked out of the room

Without seeing it...

Under the flickering candlelight, the eyes of

Mana

Reflecting the sparkle of tears

Scarlet tears... That flows alone...

  Kozi

Place a bouquet of blue roses in front of a stone engraved with the name of a loved one.

grave of

Mana...

without her body Under the ground There was only a coffin containing roses.

“What should I do?

Mana-chan"

The young man muttered softly before closing his eyes.

He knows

Mana

For a long time...longer than anyone else

And of course... he loves her, if he's never said it.

Because I know

Mana

That love

Gackt...

The prince they met while studying

and

Gackt

I love myself too.

Mana...

"I understand your feelings.

Gackt

At first, I couldn't accept that she was gone..."

The memories of the dark night came back again. He ran out into the rain. Shouting to you at the top of my lungs like a crazy person.

The rain that hit violently... At the cliff

Mana

I like to sit and look at the sky and the sea. The soil collapsed...

Still remember the feeling when he jumped into the sea to find her body. Strong waves that hit the body It still couldn't compare to the waves of pain that swept through my heart.

Mana

Already gone...

From a place very far away...

Just think of... The edges of my eyes were hot.

Kozi

Roll your eyes up to the sky Holding back tears before speaking

“It's been ten years.

Mana-Chan

Ten years

Gackt

Still attached to her body Even though I don't want to lose you. But I couldn't stand seeing her doll-like body. I want you to go peacefully.”

A tall figure knelt down. Tears of pain that he couldn't hold back finally flowed down.

"Mana-chan

What should I do?”

I love you...

love you like that

Gackt

love you

If my love... It's wanting to let you go...

beautiful flower garden The sky is clear. with the sound of waves crashing from below the cliff The image of two people snuggling close to each other on horseback. It's like a painting of an angel and an angel.

"Soon it will probably snow," a figure in a pretty dress said softly.

“That's right, you can't catch a cold this year again.

Mana

Otherwise, we probably won't be able to travel again."

Gackt

He said with a smile, but had to cry out softly when a hand hit him.

“Last time, if you didn't invite me to sleep in the snow. I probably won't catch a cold." He said softly. Before wrapping your arms around your lover's waist Nestling your beautiful face against a broad back

"I want to be with you...no matter how many winters or seasons. Will you stay with me, Gakt?"

"Of course..." a soft, steady voice answered.

"I will stay with you. No matter what day it is I will be beside you forever.

MANA"

Blue eyes widened in the darkness.

The nightmares that haunted him every night made

Gackt

Unable to fully sleep

"Mana..."

He muttered softly. With pain...

Even though I told her that we would be together forever... But that night, I thought about leaving you.

I am sorry...

MANA

I am sorry

Hold back the tears inside before realizing the unusually hot weather Make your brows furrow together.

My intuition is not good at all...

The tall figure will stand up. and pushed the room door open

The image reflected in the eyes It made his heart almost stop beating.

Red flames.... burning and spread rapidly

MANA...

as quick as thought Gakt hurriedly ran through the hot flames without fear. Heading towards the beloved's room

There's nothing wrong with her.

MANA

Don't leave me a second time...

It was unknown how long he had continued to sit in the desolate graveyard, drying out the cold dew. Sinking into a past that cannot be returned.

Kozi

Deciding to get up, he smiled slightly.

"I'll go first.

Mana-chan"

Turn around before your eyes widen.

Gray smoke was covering the night sky.

The origin was the direction of the large mansion on the cliff side...

The young man hurriedly jumped onto his horse. before riding away with a hot heart

What exactly happened!?

"Mana

You're okay.

Mana

my"

A tall figure breaks through a burning wooden door. He ran over and embraced the thin body on the bed.

"I'll take you out," he said, scooping her beautiful body up and carrying her. If you have to stop When meeting blue eyes

tear?

She is crying...

Mana

Crying?

"Gackt!!"

The call sounded. Calling him to turn around and look.

is

Kozi

Standing panting in the door frame

“Hurry up and come out! The fire has spread!!" The young man shouted in excitement. When you see someone as a friend, you still sit still. Two hands occupying his body.

Mana

tenderly

“You go.

Kozi"

"Hoy! What are you talking about? Hurry up and let go.

Mana-chan

Go, you... you're dead! But you're still alive.

Gackt!!!"

If those words didn't reach the other party's ears at all.

Gackt

Just give a slight smile before speaking without looking

Kozi

"I will stay with

Mana

yes

Kozi

You're right, I held you for a long time... It's time for me to go with you." Beautiful blue eyes looked at my lover's face with a look that no matter how much time had passed. Still sweet and gentle.

The burnt wooden door beam was torn apart.

Kozi

Had to jump away while cursing loudly

"Dammit!!!"

A hot flame that spread quickly. Obscuring the image of a close friend who was still in the room The young man could only clenched his teeth. Then he turned and ran out of the mansion that was about to turn into a sea of ​​fire.

Inside the room that was being surrounded by fire.

Gackt

Still holding a thin body Gazing gently at her beautiful face

And that group that a delicate, white hand moved wrapped around his neck

"Gackt"

A voice I haven't heard in a long time... The voice he had always missed.

Mana

Talking... She could move and she was talking to him!

"Mana...Mana...

I'm...I'm sorry, I'm sorry...for making you leave. I'm sorry I held you back. causing her soul to remain stuck in this world."

Gackt

speaking in a trembling voice He is very happy... It's nice to talk to you again.

"Don't apologize... I'm not angry at you."

Mana

That he smiled slightly, looking at the face of the man he loved. before hugging the other person tightly

"Let's stay together.

Gackt"

Beautiful blue eyes closed. A white hand gently stroked the golden hair.

"Forever.

Mana"

The hot flames raged fiercely. If it hadn't separated their bodies from each other Just as it couldn't destroy their smiles.

Before everything was engulfed in red fire...

  Kozi

Look at the image of a once beautiful church being destroyed by flames. The young man clenched his teeth. With tears flowing

He has lost another important person... Both places filled with his beautiful memories.

Yuki Kami Gackt

and

Mana

It's collapsing...

Crazy! The craziest!!!

A white hand punched the ground. To vent the suppressed feelings and sorrow in the chest. Eyes that were wet with water filled the sky. before having to stop

He saw... a body so transparent he could see through it.

Mana

"Mana-chan..."

The owner's full lips lifted into a faint smile. With a voice that resounds at the edge of the ear

'In the past, thank you.

Kozi'

The sound of the figure

Mana

disappeared into thin air

Leaving only blue rose petals scattered...

"No matter when... She chose to stay with

Gackt

Always." He muttered softly. Raise your hand to wipe away your tears.

both

Gackt

both

Mana

They are all important people to him.

It's good...that you guys are finally together. It's good that

Mana

liberated

"I hope you guys are happy... And I will love you forever

Mana-chan..."

In fact I can't turn back time... If you give me another chance

This time, I will hold you. Don't let me go anywhere again.

Don't let us be separated from each other again...

-Lapiz END-

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