★----------Butterfly Kiss----------★
Paring Kim Jongin x Do Kyungsoo
Genre Romantic,Drama
Rate PG-14
It was a cold day. But I couldn't resist braving the cool air and looking at the stars outside. A winter night when the stars in the sky compete to sparkle.
The lights from the big city nearby It did not diminish the brightness of the stars at all.
The wind outside was blowing strong right now. I knew that, but I chose not to bring a jacket. It would be good if the cold could take some of the heavy feelings in my heart to dissipate.
Actually... I have nothing to do right now. But I wanted to go outside and get some fresh air. I don't want to be in the practice room that is now filled with the love of two people...
I just want to go outside... The emptiness among the stars might help.
It's been a full month since Baekhyun started dating Chanyeol... I choose to let my best friend be happy. and chose to walk away from them
But still, it hurt. The first day I learned that in the past Baekhyun and Chanyeol loved each other very much. And the couple has decided to announce that they are dating.
After that day...between Chanyeol and me We didn't speak to each other again. Suho and Sehun, my bandmates, would also be embarrassed to talk about it.
Chanyeol knows how much I like him... He did the right thing by choosing to like the person he loved. But unfortunately that person wasn't me....
And Baekhyun himself... I know exactly how Baekhyun feels. You have to cheer on your best friend so that they can like what they love as well. How painful is it?
But things turned out like this. People outside probably looked at Baekhyun like he was the one who stole his friend's lover. He must think that I really hate him... No, not at all... but I'm just very envious of him.
I know Baekhyun didn't mean to... But who can stop the feeling of love? If you know that the person you have feelings for I thought the same thing.
I don't regret giving up the love I once had...
How much does Baekhyun love Chanyeol? I just love him so much.
Love hasn't gone anywhere. Just Chanyeol's love that I've always wanted. It was only transferred to Baekhyun.
Whatever will happen will happen. The path had already been chosen quickly. He knows it's going to hurt. But time will heal it.
I heard the door open. and some people walked close to me I heard the sound of a lighter ringing. And recognize the smell of metal-flavored cigarettes... I knew immediately who the person next to me was. Even though I didn't turn to look.
“The stars are beautiful tonight,” Jongin whispers. I wonder why he's here. But when looking at the cigarette that the tall figure held in his mouth I understand that he just came out to smoke.
“Yes.. very beautiful,” I replied, and that was the reason I was here. Think and look at the stars Beautiful and wonderful
"I wonder if a person who dies will become a star up there." I wonder what he wanted to say to me. Or just muttering to myself? I looked at Jongin's hand, which took the cigarette out of his mouth and held it.
His eyes looked at the sky. I see the light of the stars reflected in his eyes. Jongin, a person full of hope and vitality. Does he know how much I envy him? A person who is loved by both seniors and juniors.
One of Chanyeol's closest friends...a person who gets close to Chanyeol... I also used to think that Jongin will secretly love one of his closest friends. Like he himself secretly loves Jongin's close friend or not...
There is no way to know.. And I don't know if I ask. I really want to know the answer.
"Maybe, maybe. Who knows?" I turned to look at the sky again.
"They say that There are three types of people who come out to look at the stars,” Jongin said, before exhaling a faint puff of smoke. “The first type is astronomers who are crazy about stargazing.”
I chuckled at Jongin's joke. He also chuckled lightly. before continuing
“The second group is the one who came out to send his love to another person who lives far away…” He paused for a long while. So I decided to ask him.
"And the third one..."
“The third group are those who have lost love. And trying to get my love back..." Jongin replied softly and exhaled cigarette smoke again.
I already know what Jongin is going to say next... The inevitable truth
Eyes that are now burning... I pray that the darkness is still on my side.
I don't want Jongin to see this fool's tears that he lost over an unrequited love. Tears that flowed countless times...
“Do you still love Chanyeol, Kyungsoo?” Jongin turns his sharp face, causing little girls and older girls alike to stare at me.
“Be honest, Kyungsoo. Stop acting like you're hopeless. And let's go back to being the cheerful Kyungsoo we used to be. I know it's difficult. But you think you act like this? Baekhyun will be happy? You think it's just for your friends to be with the people you love. But you still act like you're dead like this. Do you think he will be happy, Kyungsoo?”
I felt warm tears slowly overflowing from my eyes. What Jongin said was all true. But what should I do?
I don't know what to do... I'm sorry for the person I love. You didn't choose to love me...
Even though I try not to think about it, In my head, there were always images of Chanyeol and Baekhyun floating around.
If Baekhyun wasn't my closest friend I'm probably going to take Chanyeol back. But this isn't...
I felt Jongin's warm embrace tighten from behind. The now cigarette fell to the ground. Slowly giving off a faint scent
" ... You're like this and I'm really uncomfortable, you know? Don't be like this, Kyungsoo. We want you to be cheerful again. Maybe it doesn't have to be right away. But gradually adjust it I'll call you like always. You can call me out to get drunk like that any time. We will travel together. Baekhyun himself will be happy to play with you.
We will work together with Sehun to tease Suho. Chanyeol also just makes jokes and spreads it around other people..." Jongin said as he said. Raised a hand and gently rubbed my head.
“Then I will be very happy. If I could see you smile again."
Warm water welling up in my eyes. Now I can't hold it back. When you get to know the feeling of being tall And how much do his friends care about him? Everyone who only cares for him... Why is he acting so stupid? Let Baekhyun suffer as well.
“Please cry, Kyungsoo. You can share half of the sorrow you have with me... I'm not happy when you're like this, you know? Cry it all out tonight And tomorrow I'll go back to being the same lovely Kyungsoo."
The more Jongin spoke, the more tears flowed.
"I'm not taking anything at all, Jongin. Huh... I'm not strong enough. I don't even want to be happy for my friend... Oh.. I still can't do it. Huh.. I'm jealous of Baekhyun. That Chanyeol loves him But Baekhyun is my friend. I'm like a villain... Ah.. I shouldn't have thought like this.. Hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee
"It's not that no one doesn't love you." The tall man whispered softly in his ear. As he hugged me tighter, ah... so warm. "You may not know. The whole time you were watching Chanyeol. I, too, watch you with the same feelings.”
"....Jongin"
"Can I take care of you instead of Chanyeol? Kyungsoo..."
His face was sharp and indifferent, a serious expression flashed through his eyes. Eyes that always sparkle with sparkles Now it's clearer than before. Makes you know what the tall figure said. It's not a joke.
“But... how will other people view it? If the floor that just broke my heart from Chanyeol And I chose to date you right away."
"Prove it to others. That we will truly love each other with our hearts It's not because you chose me to be your representative,” the tall figure emphasized with a clearer look in his eyes than before.
“I'm serious, Kyungsoo... I can't stand seeing you in pain like this. It might be difficult at first. You can think of me as Chanyeol. But after that When we loved each other for a long time Please think of floors as floors. Jongin, who loves Kyungsoo with all his heart, will that be okay?"
“Where do you get that kind of confidence? How do you know that I really love you?"
“Because I will make you love me. More than you've ever loved anyone," he whispered.
His warm breath brushed against my neck, causing my hair to tremble.
Holding my face with hands that now only have warmth that I can feel
and placed a kiss as light as the flutter of a butterfly's wings on my cheek. and gradually trailed up to the lips
...lips that were never given to anyone
A gentle kiss A fluttering feeling in the stomach It's like a butterfly fluttering its wings inside. Lips pressed together slowly
The sweetness that I have just experienced The softness and softness that the tall figure so delicately conveyed through their lips that were stuck together.
For a long time... like an eternity. But I had to pull away. to breathe in air Before the tall figure carefully pressed his lips to hiss again.
A kiss filled with tenderness and love. Made me forget the feelings I once had for a person who now has his own love.
Forget about the places where someone might see the two of us.
Forget the reason why people might think that I chose Jongin to replace someone.
I forgot how long it had been since he and I hugged and kissed like this...
The feelings Jongin conveyed through their lips pressed together. Just remind me that Jongin loves me. Jongin needs me and I belong to him
"Huh... Your face is all red, Kyungsoo," the tall figure whispered as they pulled away from each other, his warm breath blowing against the nape of his neck, making his hair tremble.
"Well... I'm cold." I whispered softly, not sure if he could hear or not. Surprisingly, just a few kisses... It has had such a great influence on myself.
His tall figure hugged him tighter than before. Even though it's cold outside But now I can only feel the warmth from a high body...
If it were this Jongin will make me love.... He really got it, right?
“Let's go back inside. It's starting to get cold outside. I don't want you to get sick.” At the end of his sentence, Jongin smiled at me and took my hand as he walked back to the door.
New love... Will it really make me forget Chanyeol?
... Jongin, I'm willing to believe your words for once. You can really take care of me, right?
If so, Jongin....I would like to introduce myself...
-Fin-
Author’s note:
A short, sweet fic with a bit of drama. The language may be strange and the descriptions are not good. I apologize >_< And this fic is my own fic. Coming from another circle If by chance you've ever read it. It's the same writer, hahaha.
Wait, if there are a lot of comments (not just pastes), maybe there will be a part after Jongin's relationship. So read it, paste it, and please help me edit it, reader><