People can't stay young forever.

When everything comes to a point of change When he turned 20 years old

When adulthood comes into your life

What is the person he wants to be? And what exactly does he want?

P.S. This is a fic that is written based on a lot of real moments. Haha. Are there any clips based on it? I put the clips and links at the end of the chapter.

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This year is the year I turn 20 years old.

It is the year of transitioning from being a child to becoming an adult.

Not just me, but it seems to be a turning point for many others as well.

Why do you have to think so much? The word adult It comes with a lot of increased responsibility, including the band and friends. fan club story Everything has happened almost 4 years ago...

When I thought about having fun playing like a child like before Some thoughts arose in my mind. Until the expression of many things came out differently than before

During the album promotion

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I have been asked many times: What is “Minwoo becoming an adult”?

Maybe it's because I'm trying to be more serious and cool, showing that I'm a man now. This is our new manly image. which also follows the concept of the Noran Yoja song.

Until I realized later that I wasn't myself to the point that many people noticed.

Opposite me is Kwang Min.

Entering his 20s, it was like he had discovered who he wanted to be. A person who is cheerful and fun, giving energy and smiles to those around you. Do everything that you want to do. It's like he's gone back to being a kid.

Sometimes I can't help but be jealous.

All...maybe because of my own personality and behavior. I felt a sense of responsibility ever since I couldn't stand seeing my friends make my room a mess. Sometimes when meeting for important plans, I have to take the lead. Sometimes the person ordering food is mostly me.

But all of the above is nothing more. The fact that Dong Hyun hyung shows more and more affection towards Kwang Min.

Yes, that is the deep point. I'm extremely jealous.

Every time Donghyun hyung pretends to play with Kwangmin and laughs happily. It always reminds me of when my brother and I used to go out to the market together. Or that I'm a little embarrassed by it. Like during the first year of debut.

At that time, everything seemed so beautiful and innocent and pure.

To be honest, I started thinking more seriously about him from the moment I lost my first kiss. I admit that at that time I was very embarrassed, very shy, but some feelings in my heart felt like they were fulfilled. I couldn't tell what it was. What shocked me more was that Donghyun hyung seemed to take me seriously. Actually, I always looked at him through his eyes.

I can feel that he definitely doesn't have feelings for me, just an ordinary senior or junior member of the group. But everything was let go. Everything proceeded gradually. Nothing in the band has changed that markedly. Hyunsung hyung and Jungmin hyung are the same as before. Kwangmin and Youngmin are the same as before.

Until everything came into focus when I was 20 years old...

As said People noticed that I wasn't myself. One of them is Donghyun hyung.

I still remember that day. The day he walked in to talk that day

He told me that no matter how I change, I will still be a child. At that time, I felt very angry in my heart. If a voice like this, a face like this, these genetic objects also play a part in keeping me young. So until I'm old and have children, I'll still be like this. There was probably no way that my eyes would change at all.

But the conversation that followed left him stunned. The anger just now turned into flowing tears.

He asked to date me.

He said that if it were me right now, I would definitely take his feelings seriously.

And what my brother's words just now meant. No matter how I change I am still cute and nurturing in his eyes.

But he said I really am not myself during this time. I've been saying this for a long time but haven't said it yet.

He said he likes my smile. I like it when I'm shy. I like that I'm full of work, reasonable and always attentive to everyone's feelings.

He told me to smile. Stop thinking about how to make yourself an adult. Let go of things like wanting to be cool, wanting to be manly, things like that. If it reaches the age or stage where it will come out It will come out from inside by itself.

At that time, it was like my brain was blank. I understand what he said. But I still don't know how to act. Before I could think of anything else He pressed his plump lips down.

Strange....it was exactly the same kiss. But it was completely different from then. It wasn't a staged kiss. But it was a kiss that came from real feelings. I closed my eyes and let my body follow its instincts.

The last thing I remember is I hugged him tightly. It was as if he didn't want him to leave again.

After that, I tried to do some of the things that couples do. For example, sending a good night message to him every night before going to bed. Send heart stickers Or help him as much as we can help. Let's talk and encourage each other. I don't know since when I looked like I'd come back to acting more natural. I tried to smile like he said.

Which, to be honest, doesn't even require trying to smile. Because I...just being with you makes me very happy.

Could this be my real identity as I transition into adulthood?

However, the story of Kwang Min came back to my head again.

I think he knew deep down that something was going on between the two of us. Because we haven't revealed the matter of our serious relationship to the other members. Seriously, he's the one with the highest IQ among idols. I know he's really smart, very smart.

The story started during the album fan signing event.

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which just recently passed It was the first time I felt jealous.

It's just that the fans shouted and called their friends in the band whatever. Then a voice called out to Kwang Min. Then he called out Kwang Min Ah with a cute voice like this to the fans.

At that time, I was taking selfies with my friends in the band. When I finished taking another photo, I immediately put down that cell phone stick..

I don't know why, so I decided to go and pinch him on the cheek and say, "That's so cute." (Aek-Yo Doing aegyo poses like that)

It is a feeling of jealousy and sarcasm. It was the first time that he decided to take the first step. He was so embarrassed that he could only gently touch his cheek -///-

Suddenly, he turned around and pinched my cheek and looked at me with fond eyes.

Then Kwangmin came and imitated the words I said. But pinched my neck instead causing Brother Donghyun to go and subdue

Normally, in the past, if he had a sweet scene with me Most of them are fans asking for it.

But this was the first time I felt that he was truly jealous of me.

Actually, there was a story when the Halloween costumes were filmed on the show.

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Another thing was that I was taking a photo with Donghyun hyung alone and Kwangmin came in to join in the scene, which, hey, I don't mind. I knew that he wanted Donghyun hyung to be interested in him. Just as much as I want him to be interested in me. It's just that his feelings are probably more straightforward than mine.

However, I really felt more that he was trying to express in front of the media more how much he loved and adored me.

There will be an episode...meeting with fans after recording the show. He came down and stood next to me. Holding up a sign with my name like he was my biggest fanboy (which is true, right? -///-)

Or like last Halloween. that we went to perform at

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During the introduction, when I finished speaking, he didn't hesitate to shout compliments about how cute I was (Kiyupta is cute, go listen to the clip, it's very clear, haha).

I don't know why, those were just his words. It gave me more strength, I don't know how much.

Now, no one doubts it anymore. Will I be an adult?

There are many people who look at me as cute. But there are many other angles where people compliment me that I'm cool.

which is not important anymore Because I already know Right now I'm satisfied with the way I am, my smile, my happiness, the fans who are supporting me and my friends. And...people who are always by my side.

Thank you very much.

This fic is based on very real events. Almost everything actually happened (except for the hookup thing, maybe? Haha. From the timeline, it probably happened before going to Japan. I wanted to hook up because Minwoo looked amazing at that time. When I came to Thailand, it was even more adorable ♥♥)

This is a fic written during a period of time because the writer really wanted to write Dongwoo. But the main fic will probably be a while before Dongwoo comes, haha.

Please refer to it.

>>The thing about Minwoo complaining about the sound His own characteristics and question: What is Minwoo like as an adult? With various answers (with subtitles)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_JbxTClY9zg

>>Send a good night message and send hearts through conversations on your mobile phone

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MGy01_Mgpqw

>>Kwang Min steals the scene while taking pictures.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8BxmqTEsfXw

>>Famous cheek pinching moment

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b_lXxQt7Khw

>>Lead shouted that he was cute when Minwoo finished introducing himself (outdoor concert)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2a8zWGiPyWE

>>Lead holds Minwoo's sign in the official photo.

https://twitter.com/G_BoyFriend/status/522689001963003904/photo/1