smile and tears Shall we exchange?
나 없는 곳에선 울지마요 Don't cry
In a place where I don't exist Well, don't cry at all. Don't cry.
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My Turn To Cry
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My Turn To Cry
(Hunbaek)
Have you ever felt like crying for the person you love?
If you have, you are like me now...
Amidst the falling snow on a cold night, there were many couples walking along the dirt road making love. There was only a tall and slender figure who walked alone. He didn't have a lover by his side like other couples. Sharp eyes looked up at the beautiful, soft moon amidst the stars and the white snow.
On the beautiful moon, he saw the face of a little person reflected in his eyes. But in reality, that little person had disappeared from these eyes for a long time.....
When will the little one come back? Come back and reflect in these eyes of Oh Sehun........
---------- my turn to cry ----------
"Oh my gosh, I'm definitely going to get scolded by Kyungsoo. Huh!!" The small man's clear voice murmured impatiently, making the tall man sitting and looking at the small man typing on his laptop unable to resist. got to ask
"Is there something wrong, little one? Can I help you?"
“It doesn't matter, “Byun Baekhyun” is so talented. You don't have to let Sehun help you." After saying that, he made Sehun's face pout like a cute dog. Sehun chuckled because the other person's cute face and sentences were like a small child trying to reject help from an adult..
It's cute like this. I can't resist. How can Sehun fall in love?.......
If we talk about right now, I've been dating a little guy for over 2 years now... During the time he was dating Baekhyun, my life seemed brighter than before because I had a little person to fill in what was missing... to come back to life again. Will Baekhyun realize how much he has changed me? Even I myself still can't believe that I have changed to this extent.
From before, I was a person who didn't like to smile. I don't like to laugh and be cold to everyone, but now I like to smile. I like to laugh because Baekhyun always accidentally does cute things. Without even realizing it at one time...
Will you believe me? If I said I fell in love with Baekhyun first
J
---------- my turn to cry -----------
The weather is getting colder, so the tall one has to sit in a cute coffee shop that is his regular shop and the little guy...
Sehun chose to sit next to a clear window that could see the street where there were still a few people walking. It wasn't long before the drink menu he ordered was served on the high wooden table. What he ordered was his favorite bubble tea and the little guy's favorite black coffee. The reason he ordered this black coffee was....
He wanted to wait for the little person to come back and sit down and drink the black coffee in front of him.
One more time...just once is good enough for someone like him.......
---------- my turn to cry -----------
“Sehun, today we're going for a walk in Myeongdong,” said the little man walking next to me. Today I went home with Baekhyun earlier than usual because today the university was holding a seminar for medical faculty so they let the students go home early. At first, I thought I would help Baekhyun to go watch a movie together. But I might have to change my plans suddenly.
"Alright. So when you're done wandering around, do you want to go back to your room? Or do you want to go somewhere else?"
"It's up to Sehun. Today Baek will indulge Sehun for one day." He finished speaking and gave me a smile. Just one day? A promotion as good as this would be...
“Then let's go back to our room and get some exercise. Is it good?” As soon as I finished speaking, the little person's face turned red. It was a very cute picture. How could I not be jealous because it was like this?
“B..Crazy bitch, Sehun doesn't talk to me anymore!!” After saying that, he immediately ran over to check out the hair clip shop next to the road. I laughed softly and hurriedly followed in.
Inside the shop there are rings, necklaces, and small signs with names written on them. And many other miscellaneous things. I saw a little person go and pick up two silver and black rings and looked at them for a long time before he walked up to me.
“Hey Sehun, which of these two groups do you think is more beautiful?” Baekhyun asked me. I think both of these rings are simple too. No pattern is the same. It's just different in terms of its color. Hmm..for me it has to be black already. As for Baekhyun, I think silver is better suited than black because it makes him look a little less cute. I repeat, just a little (
Actually, I don't want you to look manly.)
“That silver ring. So why do you ask?”
“No, I just want to know,” Baekhyun finished, walking the two rings to the counter and saying something before taking out his wallet and paying. As for me, I kept walking and looking at things until a little person came up and tugged at my sleeve.
“Alright, let's go to Myeongdong,” Baekhyun said. I have a question: Why did Baekhyun have to buy two bands even though he told me to choose?
"I bought these two rings to wear together, right? Hmm.." I said as I thought. I saw many novels (I've read them) and they bought them to wear as couple rings. That's what I thought. Really
“No...no, I bought it for Kyungsoo. Kyungsoo asked me to buy it. I'm narcissistic.” Your face turns red as you step by step. Do you still think I'm narcissistic? Like this must be…..
Foam!
“How can you punish a person with bad behavior who dares to insult his own 'girlfriend'?”
“……” It's quiet like this.
Foam!
“..Oh...that crazy Sehun!!!!!” 5555 Look at the little man's face. Both faces were red. Scolding and cursing like a child having their snacks stolen is not wrong at all. I stood there laughing until I was bent over while another person walked up and hit my arm without stopping.
"Oh, it hurts. Can you stop laughing first?" I suppressed my laughter. Actually, it hurts to see how small (in my eyes) I am, how can this be such a small force?
"If it hurts, stop laughing...I'm going crazy from embarrassment." This last sentence was said in a low voice, almost a whisper. When I'm embarrassed this is usually like this....
The kind that this Osehun got from his little person.....
---------- my turn to cry -----------
The hands on the clock face continue to move...but Sehun continues to choose to return to the memories of the 'past' like every day. The days without Baekhyun beside each other every day like before were really painful. The same black coffee was still in front of him, but the heat was no longer in that cup. It's like he is still doing his daily routine, but his heart has gone back to being with another person until it's normal....He keeps asking and begging the moon every night that
' What did he do wrong that caused him to take away his little one?'
'and'
'Can you please return the little man to him?'
---------- my turn to cry -----------
After Baekhyun and I walked around until we were tired. So I invited the little person back to the room as I had said. Both of us are very happy today because we haven't hung out for a long time because we have to prepare for the final exam before graduating with a bachelor's degree and going out to look for work.
The two of us decided to go to work at the O family hospital, or simply my father's hospital. By that I will be a doctor. Baekhyun will be my assistant because we study in the same faculty. At home, I really like Baekhyun. Especially my mother likes to dress him up in cute clothes and little people like to come and complain.
After we returned from my house And at Baekhyun's house, this little guy's mother is very beautiful and also very kind. And most importantly, Baekhyun's mother likes to compliment me often. As for Baekhyun's father, he works abroad. He feels like he works at a famous hospital in London.
Our love was such that at first my mother was a little bit against it, but only when I brought Baekhyun to introduce myself. That day, he almost couldn't bring Baekhyun back to his room because he wanted Baekhyun to stay at home with him. But because tomorrow I have an early class, I have to go early. My house is very far from the university because...
“Sehunnon, Sehun, come here please.” Baekhyun's clear voice woke me up who was thinking about the past. Before I walked over to a little man standing with his hands behind his back.
“What's wrong?”
“Close your eyes first. And I'll tell you not to open your eyes or you'll get really upset." Hearing that, I laughed softly before slowly closing my eyes like Baekhyun said....
Now I feel a small hand holding mine. Before gently placing something sharply sewn into the palm of my hand...
“Open your eyes, Sehun,” Baekhyun told me. So I opened my eyes slowly and hurriedly, and finally I realized what was on my hand...
It was that silver ring with Baekhyun's name engraved on it.
I looked suspiciously at the little man who seemed a little (not at all) embarrassed by me.
“W..This ring represents me. The reason for giving the K.. is that I want us to have something special that we can remember each other for. So that one day we may have to be far apart.......” The little man finished speaking and I immediately grabbed Baekhyun and hugged him.
“No...we won't have that day. We will be together forever..." I tightened my embrace tighter than before.
I promise that I will never let this little person disappear.
---------- my turn to cry -----------
The people in the store walked out one by one and walked down the aisle. There were only a few customers left who were still drinking the same cup of coffee. Like the tall figure who still sat still like a statue. Right now, in Sehun's head, there was only a small person's face floating around....until he had to look at the sidewalk where people were walking around.
Where is that cuddly thin back going..eh!!! That back... Yes, that back belonged to a little person. Sehun definitely remembered it correctly. The tall figure didn't hesitate and immediately grabbed the items on the table and some money and ran out of the store.
---------- my turn to cry -----------
The winter morning arrived at Sehun's bed. His habit in the morning was to grab the little person lying next to him and hug him close to his chest. A strong forearm moves towards the bed next to you but...
Today, the person next to me is empty, with no warmth showing his well-being at all, only coldness that has replaced that warmth instead...
The tall figure who could only hold on to emptiness opened his eyes, confused as to where his little person had gone. Thinking of this, the tall figure took himself out of the bedroom and into the living room, kitchen, bathroom, every part of his room. He could only hope that the little person might go out and play...
But that hope was shattered when he opened his closet...
That the little person's clothes were no longer there...
The tall figure became agitated and ran out onto the wide road...
He went everywhere he and Baekhyun had gone together...
Everywhere...with no sign of Byun. Baekhyun anymore...
. ---------- my turn to cry -----------
Sehun's tall figure ran along his back. 'Little People' until they reached a park next to the Han River. It's definitely not wrong....Sehun definitely doesn't remember it wrong. Sehun slowly walked closer, each step taking a very long time, as if he was reconsidering something in his heart. Until two long legs walked and stopped behind the flimsy figure.....
“Small, really small? Is this really Oh Sehun's Byun Baekhyun?” Sehun's deep voice said softly. But that made the people in front of him hear it clearly even though it was as faint as this winter's breeze....
“S..Sehun, oh Sehun, hee hee..the little one is back, hee hee…” A clear voice that was usually filled with happiness said with tears of nostalgia.
He really misses everything that makes up Oh Sehun.
“Don't cry...don't cry, little one. You little one has been hurt a lot.” Sehun's voice comforted the person in front of him, it was not difficult to recognize that.
How shaken is it?....
"I'm sorry...little one, I'm sorry..I'm sorry, I'm sorry." The little person turned to face Sehun before hugging him and saying sorry to the tall figure who was standing there hugging himself back.
"It's okay..huh...it's okay little Sehun. Huh..I'm not angry little one." I don't know if it was because of Sehun's trembling voice or the tears that were flowing from the brown eyes. who is always cold, which makes Byun This Baekhyun felt even more guilty....
"Why, so angry...why does the little one have to leave this Oh Sehun, so angry..."
“Sehun, I'm so sorry...I'm so sorry.” The little man could only apologize over and over while tears flowed out in streams as if he wanted the tears to erase the pain in his heart. To end it all..
"It hurts..it hurts so much here, little one. It hurts so much." The tall figure took the small figure's hand and held it on the left side of his chest...
Hurts like a broken heart.....
Before his tall and strong body slowly collapsed to sit on the cold ground, powerless, his large hand still held a thin hand in the position of his heart....
“All this time..Do you know that little one? That this Sehun is still thinking about...between us every day..every second. Hey, hey, it's already been 4 years since the little one disappeared. Huh..but since little one has come back...Can Sehun ask one thing for little one? Huh. No.” His thick lips moved, the words distilled from his mouth, each word was like a knife. Millions of sharp blades cut into Baekhyun's heart until he could barely stand...
"Hug. Da.. Okay, little one, let me gulp.. already." The small figure said as he went to sit on the floor opposite the tall figure who gently placed his hands firmly on both of her clear cheeks. Baekhyun softly said before saying...
“Become a bride for O. Sehun, can you? Byun Baekhyun?”
THE END :)