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HBD.

Luhan and Sehun. I wish Luhan and Hunnae

Even more cute, let's love each other for a long time. To the golden-topped, diamond-topped tree (?)

I'm very happy.

And I hope that someday Alu and Nae Hoon will be able to read Thai and come read this story. Mano

*inform*

Because Mew will be going to other provinces on the 18th-25th. So can't update on the 20th. And mother doesn't allow me to take my laptop with me.

T^T

So I'd like to post content within the 15th-18th.

*Warning*

The content within this story is about men loving men if people in the pink world can't accept it.

Please press out. And because the content of the story contains scenes that are inappropriate for children under 15.

Readers should use discretion in reading.

And please, don't press ban on Mew novels. Because I didn't want to find a place to post the novel and waste time, I didn't cut out inappropriate scenes.

LOVE OF DARK

Risking love in the night...

Many people believe that love comes from a bond. familiar feeling caused by closeness and caused by many things But still, if it's called love It still always looks beautiful...but what we see What we know What we have experienced It's not what we know... It's love.

It's not always beautiful...

Just like I am like this...

I was born with a warm family. Everything is ready. I have everything to fill me in, nothing missing. It can be said that I was born with the utmost perfection. Only that person...has everything that is so opposite to me...

I kept looking at him through the large window, watching him, watching his every action. That person didn't smile, but had a blank expression on his face. But his eyes I have never once looked into. Because he blocked everything with that cloth. It was as if he wanted to cut himself off from the outside world. So I couldn't understand his feelings.

He moved in next to my house several years ago. At first I didn't care. He lives with his aunt and uncle. At that time, I thought he was a very strange child. Really strange. Even though his eyes were bound by the cloth, he seemed to see all the time. Every day he would sit under the big tree. My room was directly opposite the garden of his house.

Every evening he would sit there. And I will always stand here and watch. It's like it's a familiar feeling for a long time. It's like it's a part of my life. To keep looking at him here all the time...

I don't know if I have to thank you for the events of that day or not. That had to come with a huge loss in life in exchange for being with him. Even though...no matter how painful it is in my opinion Even though it's painful, it's always a beautiful love...I believe that.

“Luhan!!” Ah, his voice has returned...

“What is it, Sehun?” I hurriedly walked out of the room and quickly opened the door. Same as before...this is the same as before. Returning with the man or woman he always brought back with him.

“Open the door and step aside,” he said coolly. I forced a smile before stepping out of his way. This time..is it a man? So cute...but no matter how cute it is Sehun never let anyone escape.

“Um, I'll just go outside for a moment,” I said. He didn't answer and walked past me with the thin figure of that man. I looked after him before he entered the room. Going to do that every night, every day, it hurts. Oh Sehun..but I'll endure it. Because it is your happiness. The happiness that comes with my pain...

"Please, let me go. Let me go. No. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"

I closed my eyes for a long time. before getting up and sitting on the bench in front of the house Where did he tell you to go? Not anywhere at all. sitting here Wait here Supporting his emotions when he doesn't like anyone.

“Luhan!!” I was startled before quickly opening the door and running up to the second floor of the house.

I'm afraid!

I opened the door and walked in before seeing the same picture. That cute figure followed Sehun into the house who was initially dressed in cute clothes. But now the clothes are torn. Naked lower legs and a trail of blood flowing from that white throat. His wide eyes were full of fear and his breathing was ragged.

“Make arrangements for me. I'm going to let this person go...but you probably know how to deal with it. Being with just the two of you is boring. There should be some more people to play with for you…” He said before picking up some clothes and putting them on. And before walking out of the room, he walked near Luhan who was standing and watching.

“Take these off for me.” They said these were the contact lenses that Sehun was wearing.

Luhan slowly reached out his hand and touched his pale but still handsome face. Before caressing those eyes A light hand touched Sehun's eyes before taking out two clear lenses. Revealing blood red eyes. It was so intensely red that it was frightening. Even Luhan himself, having been together for a long time, still didn't dare to stare into those blood red eyes.

“Ah!” He didn't even have time to look away. Sehun's face fell into the crook of Luhan's smooth white neck. The long fangs that sprouted from his milk tea-colored lips immediately indicated what kind of creature he was. before immediately stabbing his fangs into the soft flesh

Luhan closed his eyes tightly, both hands clinging to Sehun's wide back. Pain...but there is a lot of happiness mixed with it. He could only be his gourmet food. Just because you want to be beside me That's all...this Luhan. It's just that valuable..really

“Your taste. It still smells sweet, Xiao Lu, remember…” Sehun raised his hand and gently rubbed the head of the person in his arms, as if to comfort him. “You can only be...my food.” After saying that, he immediately left.

Luhan smiled pitifully to himself. Before turning his head to look at the thin figure of that cute man lying on the double bed. So pitiful...

“What is your name?” Luhan asked the man sitting on the bed holding his knees. I guess I'm still afraid.

“Da Dio,” the figure answered in a soft voice. But Luhan still heard it.

"Oh, my name is Luhan...don't be afraid. Take it easy. He won't do anything to you."

“Um, what are you doing with him?” Probably because it had already been the third day that this certain figure had been in this house. Plus for the past two days Some people refuse to talk to Luhan. But maybe it's because I'm a conscious person that I can accept things that happen.

“I'm his gourmet food... You don't have to worry about it, let's go down and eat,” Luhan said with a smile before standing up from the sofa and reaching out to pull a figure sitting upright. Then get up and follow.

For one week Dio was at this house. The house in the middle of the forest had no entrance, no way out. Only that person knew... Being here made Dio know that That beautiful man named Luhan It's really food.

Every night Dio slept on the ground floor of the house. The loud moans of the two of them could be heard from above. Luhan's pitiful screams Sehun's voice was filled with satisfaction. It made him feel so sorry for Luhan. From listening to Luhan's story

The reason he had to be here Because Dio was bitten by Sehun and had his blood transfused. Make him his servant As for Luhan, Not a vampire like Dio But it's just food. Food that no matter how much blood it sucks Will be revived as before, never hurt, never have pain, and never die....

Luhan has lived like this for over fifty years. Fifty years old...but his appearance was like that of someone in his twenties. But Dio knew that Under Luhan's bright and easy smile It's overlaid with pain. I want to scream but I can't. I want to die but I can't...

"Wow...so pitiful," Dio said before laying down to sleep. What kind of status is he here? The food is like Luhan or the watchdog..I really don't understand, eh? Or is it the latter? Because he knew that Sehun probably felt good about Luhan...maybe.

“I will make Luhan's wish come true, just wait and see!”

“Ah, ah, Sehun, it hurts, um,” Luhan said, writhing in pain. The tall body's flesh immediately inserted itself. which has not yet awakened the mood Although this time is not the first time. But it felt like the first time anyway.

“Hmm, you're really tight,” the tall man said before starting to move his lower body.

Luhan arched his hips to meet the foreign object thrusting in and out. Sehun bent his head into the crook of the other's neck. before immediately sinking his fangs into the main artery in the other's neck.

Below it does its job. Banging in and out with style. Until Luhan felt so choked that he couldn't speak. Pain in the throat but happiness in the area below. Do that every night. But even so It still hasn't gotten used to it yet.

Two bodies merged into one, I don't know how many times. But no matter how many times it takes, the feeling is still the same. One person loves...but can't say it. With another person...I don't know if doing this is love or not. Hold him back, keep him from leaving, do whatever it takes to have this thin body stay with him forever. Like this...it's called love, right?

Looking back 50 years ago...

“Luhan! Run away, run away!” The middle-aged woman's figure amidst the raging flames tried to push away the cute little man's body. who was now trying to reach out to the person who was known as his mother

“No, I'm not going. I'm staying with mom. With Pa and everyone, Uek..huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu" After that, the small body scrambled again). But a piece of wood from the ceiling fell on his leg. So it stopped there.

“No, you must survive, live for the people you love…” The mother's tears almost broke. When the fire was already heavily engulfed It raged even more. Flames that were like dancing Concealing the view of Luhan outside of the house Even though there was no fire in that area But it doesn't mean that the pieces of wood won't fall off as well.

"no!!! Mom!!” Luhan reached out his hand for dear life. But I have to reach out and grab only emptiness. The big house that he had only left for a few days because he had to go to boarding school, when he came back the whole house was in flames and no one survived....no one at all. There isn't even a single person.

A family that had everything, including a father, mother, and siblings, was destroyed in less than an hour. The Death Flame had taken everything away from him. There wasn't even a single person left...not anything left.

Luhan's final thoughts ended. With a warm touch enveloping his body Before I felt like I was empty. Luhan tried to close his eyes and look at the person who helped him. Don't choke to death first. before meeting a familiar face The face he'd stared at all these years But the only thing that was strange was those red eyes. that is not covered by a white cloth

“Who said you don't have anyone left? You still have me. Xiao Lu...." That was the last sound before he woke up to the cruelty of the man who was known to have helped him.

Luhan lay still. Tears flowing down my face. It hurts so much when I think back to the past. Before turning over to the other side to look at the face of the person he loved with all his heart while sleeping. Some trembling hands caressed all over his face. before leaning in to kiss softly on Khom's nose He must be thanking you. That tragedy brought him to be with this man.

“Are you going to do it again, Xiao Lu?” the tall figure asked in a deep voice. before wrapping the thin person into his arms even more tightly

“No, no..just…” Luhan pursed his lips tightly. Will you say it well?

“What..” Sehun asked further, bending down to kiss the other person's cheek.

“Do you..do you love me?” I asked. I asked. What should I do? Luhan lowered his head. Avoiding the eyes that looked like bloodshed,

“We've talked many times. Xiao Lu...” from the hand that once embraced a thin body Changed to lifting the other person's chin. “You're just...food to me. That's all..." With that, the tall figure immediately stood up. But before getting up and leaving The trembling voice of some figure held him back.

“So... that's really it, right? I made the right decision.” Even though he spoke softly, he spoke to himself. But he still heard Sehun felt conflicted by that sentence. before walking away carelessly

Bang!

The tall figure closed the door loudly. before collapsing and sitting in the front of the room Why didn't he? He couldn't tell Luhan he loved him. Why? Why.. Sehun squeezed his hand tightly.

He was afraid, afraid of telling him he loved him. Afraid of letting someone love you Because of the person who loves him or the person he loves Everyone will run away. Never come back to him again. Even though it looks selfish, he will keep Luhan by his side forever. There's no way to escape.

will be locked up in this house It's just the two of them with him...but even so, Luhan will still be lonely. That's why he chose to keep Dio as Luhan's friend.

It had been a long time since he had lived on the other side of the world. A world where there are only vampires. But then..the person he loved the most betrayed him. By killing all those around him. He has no one left. Sehun was only 15 years old at that time. But the family was killed. For the reason that

His family is the equalizer for all vampires.

Because he was born different. Has eyes as red as blood. Unlike everyone else in the family, their eyes were as red as rubies. After the entire family was killed He was sent to live with a distant human relative here. Where he met Light in life again

Luhan's smile that he could always see through the thin white cloth that blocked him. He saw only faintly. He often comes to sit in the garden in the evening. To see his light Luhan will be standing in that big window. But then...the truth that we had escaped had to be faced again.

When they sent an assassin to kill him by arson in order to force out the truth. But they received the wrong information. Because that house is not his house. It was Luhan's house. It burns everything in its path. Sehun looked at that action with anger. But I could only endure and watch. Until finally, the big house had nothing left.

He ducked out of the shelter and saw Luhan's thin body lying unconscious at the front entrance of the house. There was a piece of wood that wasn't too big on top of it. Sehun took off that cloth. Looking at some gentle body

“I love you, my light....Who said you don't have anyone left? You still have me. Xiao Lu…” That was the full sentence he said to the thin figure in his arms. But it's a pity that Luhan didn't hear the full sentence, that's all...

Sehun closed his eyes silently as he thought of the past. Before going downstairs to prepare something for Luhan to eat. Maybe there are only expressions in some matters? that he tried to make Luhan know that he himself I feel different.

He must have hurt Luhan in many ways. Bring a man or woman to your home. To do things like that and eat everyone to make Luhan hate him. Because loving someone who hates you is better than loving someone who loves you. Because it made Sehun afraid. I'm afraid that Luhan will leave.

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But no matter how much he hurt someone both physically and mentally But Luhan never once ran away from him. The blood flows within him. make him hate it Hate it for making him watch his loved ones die one by one. He chose to exercise some kind of commitment. Some kind of commitment...that holds Luhan back.

Sehun left....he left with something that I will never get back. He stole my heart and my last breath.

“Food?....” It hurt so much. How can I endure living with such a heartless person? I really want to die...

So you're dead..haha No matter how hard I try to die But I couldn't do it well. live pitifully Humans aren't either. Nor are vampires. What's wrong with me? Or could it be just food like they said? Food still has an expiration date and is spoiled, but why does this food never end up in the trash?

I hugged my knees tightly. Close your eyes and think of some of the times he made me feel valued. A cold face that always hides warmth He has never once smiled at me.....I want him to smile at me like the first day I woke up in this house....

All of a sudden!!

Ah, what sound!!

Curtains..is the wind blowing? I was startled when I heard a sound outside the window. The crimson curtains swayed slightly. It's like someone is moving it and dancing. I slowly got up from the bed. before picking up the clothes that were lying on the floor and putting them on carelessly Because I was going to go and see what it was just now....

Add......

I opened the window. before leaning forward to look outside But it didn't help me anyway. Because there's only forest Forests and forests surround it. I would shake my head lightly before closing the window, but....

magnificently! Shock!!

“Ugh.” I slowly looked down at my chest. Before finding out what the thing that broke through the darkness was..

Kris...so? I closed my eyes tightly, as if I couldn't keep my balance, both hands trying to hold on to the window pane. The right hand that shook my feet reached out and touched the dagger that was stuck in my chest.

It hurts...it hurts and it hurts, it's hot, it's so hot. It's like the body is shattered into pieces. Even if you complain, you can still do it. It hurt to the point where I couldn't move. What is this? And my efforts were wasted as my body fell to the ground.

“Sehun....” I felt my breath slowly slow down. No, I don't want to die yet. Why can't I die again? So what is this?

Building, building, building

“Is this....that guy's food, huh?” Someone floating above the window stared at me. before coming inside “Blood smells so good...but it's a pity. You don't have a chance to breathe anymore...you have me to thank. Because I made you Free yourself from the suffering you are in....Rest in peace, Luhan....”

Who is he? Who is he?

Pleng!!!

“Luhan!!!” The tall figure who walked up with a bowl of porridge opened the door and was met with Luhan's thin body was lying in a pool of blood in the corner of the window of the room.

Sehun's heart was pounding. The closer he got, the thing he didn't want to happen actually happened. A face that was once indifferent, eyes that were once still But now it's filled with tears Both legs were heavy. The closer you walk My heart seemed to be breaking more and more.

“Luhan, what's wrong with you? What are you playing at me? It's not funny. Wake up!!” The tall figure fell to the ground with a small spoon in his arms. Touching a cold body soft breath His pale face made him almost faint.

The hand touched the dagger on the thin figure's chest. Before your eyes widen to the max

“Covenant Dagger!!! Nooooo!!!!!!!!”

A tall figure screamed along with the sound of thunder. The rain that fell seemed to aggravate the incident that had just occurred. He who has never cried in a hundred years. I don't know what regret is. don't know pain But today he knew those feelings...God. It's too cruel.

"You're not going to die. You're just sleeping, right? Hahaha, I know....Shhh, I know. You're sleeping. I'll hug you right here. Sleep, sleep..." The tall figure hugged the thin body. along with gently rocking back and forth

Crazy, yes he is crazy. He was accustomed to loss. But this time Why is it like there's an invisible knife cutting into my heart?

“Se...Sehun.” The tall figure removed his face and thin body from his chest. Luhan fought the heaviness in his eyelids. Before raising a hand covered in blood, he rubbed it against his sharp face. Before Sehun took her hand and gently kissed it.

“That's it. Haha. You just fell asleep. You woke up...come. Let's eat..eh No, you have to sit up.” Sehun now looked like someone Luhan had never known before.

He cried...because of me? I'm so happy....

“Sehun, you listen to me... Ugh, you said we'd be together forever... but now This food is already damaged. It can't continue any longer. Ugh...ah oh oh," Luhan said, smiling through tears. Before crying out because of the dagger, Sehun pulled it out. It's stuck in the heart.

It's like the heart stops.

"no!! You will be my food forever..." I said it even though it was impossible. Because this dagger can kill both vampires and those who make contracts. If you stab somewhere else it will be fine. But if it's true to your heart....

“I love you. Can you tell me you love me? Just...just lie to me," Luhan said before feeling like his little heart had stopped beating.

“No...I won't tell you. But you can't die Luhan, you can't die, you can't die!!!!”

“So?...Goodbye. My lord.”

"no!!!!!!!!!"

Loud, loud, loud!!!!!

It's like time stands still. Luhan's last breath has expired. But the heart that is still confident in Sehun still exists. Why can't I just say the word love? Just lying is fine. Just the word love...

“I love you, did you hear that Luhan!!! I love you!! Please come back to me, come back!!!!” Sehun screamed hysterically. It's beyond regret. It's more than pain It really lost everything.

In the middle of a long night The sound of thunder and the sound of heavy rain It couldn't drown out the young vampire's screams. A large house standing tall in the middle of the forest. Shrouded in a frightening atmosphere But in reality, it's painful. The pain was so great that he couldn't move.

And how will he survive? When both breath and food are lacking The last thing that was left was taken away, never to be returned...

One person doesn't want to stay. Not because I don't love you.

It's not because I don't regret leaving.

If you choose to disappear It's easier than living with that pain.

Beautiful pain...

One person wants to hold back.

Because I love you, I love you so much, I love you so much that I can't be separated from you.

Because it is like a light that guides the way

So I refused to let him go.

I agree to be a selfish person. Willing to do anything to get that person to stay.

But when everything is too late...

Can't get anything valuable back

Because fear....it makes him

Stuck in that suffering until eternity.

…..If loving someone is painful

In this world, there probably is no room for happiness….

Everything is never too late. Because it is your own choice....

But...what I'm wondering about Does eternal love really exist?

-The End-

Talk::

Wow, the ending is confusing -*- Damn it, who do you think killed Luhan? So where did Dio go?

Ah, that's it. Hee hee. Why isn't this fun at all? - - It's really not fun. I'm sorry if the ending isn't as fun as I thought, hehe.

P.S. There will be a sequel to Dio. But I'm going to dress in

SF

A collection of short stories about Dek Dao Over there. You can go read them ^^

-Thank you to everyone who read this-