Title:

Just say I love you.

Author: EroticNoona

Characters: EXO

Pairings: HunHan etc.

Category: AU,Yaoi, Romance

Rate:PG 

Maybe when I sit alone and look out the window. You might meet someone walking by and feel like you're your soul mate. And what if that person has someone who can give all of their heart? What will you do?

“Go home,” a deep voice from one of the group shouted after they were all sitting around bragging. After school, he refused to go home. It is like this as usual. And it was a time when Sehun felt happy.

Because he saw some people smiling and laughing with a group of friends on the other side of the small football field.

“Sehun got up and didn't come home?”

“You guys go back first. Please sit for a moment.” His best friend raised his eyebrows, but when he looked in the direction his friend's eyes were always looking, he let out a yelp.

"Oh, well, whatever, let's hurry back."

"Oh, let's go." After waving goodbye to his friends, he pretended to pick up a book to read and put on some music on his iPod. Half of the seats in the stadium were filled with students from the Faculty of Arts. After all his friends left, at this time, Sehun was the only one who looked different than the rest.

And the students of the Faculty of Architecture Like why is he sitting here with his head raised?

In fact, he had to blame himself for inviting his friends to sit here in the first place, and since then it had become a regular place for his group. Sehun didn't intend to. Because he saw that it was free, he walked and sat and talked before going home or sometimes at Waiting for the next class But one day, while patiently waiting for his friends while they were late, Sehun met Aksorn's angel.

“Can I sit with you?” That was the first sentence the other party said. Sehun was stunned because he was still processing in his brain whether this was a man or a woman, but then the other person started talking to him with questions like a person with good relations.

“I see it often lately. What's your name?"

"Uh...Sehun."

“You're in the Faculty of Architecture, right? We remember your friend's face. His name is, um... Chanyeol?” The gesture of touching his lips to his lips in thought made Sehun go crazy. He didn't trust himself at all since his heart was racing when the other person came to greet him.

“Yes, Chanyeol.” It wouldn't be strange if everyone knew Chanyeol. Because when I received my freshman year at the beginning of the year That guy got drunk and did a vulture dance in the middle of the football field and took off his clothes and brought his pants. His head was tied like a crazy person, which the second-year students at this university gave him many strange nicknames.

“Crazy, right?” Talking about it now, he almost wanted to stop being friends. Some of the figures sitting next to him were laughing, half-joking, half-pitying, and it was extremely embarrassing.

"Oh, I'm sorry, I laughed when I thought of it. It was really funny that day." He still didn't stop.

“So what's your name?”

“Er, sorry, my name is Luhan, Xiao Luhan.” After introducing himself, he smiled widely and extended his hand for me to shake. Why is this so cute?

“Nice to meet you, Sehun.” Since then Sehun gained another new friend. And he was one in a million that he didn't want to just be friends with.

Sehun is happy to sit and watch. When that person turns to face him and smiles at him That would be the moment when the boy wanted to fly far away and shout to everyone. The whole world thought he was happier than anything he had ever experienced. And when they passed each other, Luhan was the one who greeted him among his friends.

Sehun will be more convinced that this cute man belongs only to him.

But it's not always what you think...

The young boy had thoughts of wanting to go in and tell him he loved him or get to know him more. But something pushed Sehun to keep some distance between himself and his body. Just acquaintances or friends from different faculties only because...

“Luhan, let's go home.” The man's name was Jongin, a mechanical engineering major. It is a faculty month and is good at acting. That guy had been approached to be the lead actor in a musical for the Faculty of Arts. That was the beginning of the story that made the two of them close.

Sehun sat on the other side as usual. He looked at Luhan and Jongin standing and talking intimately. That pillow has a waist wrap. There's always a physical embrace of the person he secretly likes. Sometimes he wants to walk in between them, but Sehun knows that it's not something he can do. The boy could only look, stare, and sigh that he was not born to be the person who had the right to stand there.

“Let's just go home,” he muttered after the two of them left their courtside seats for a moment. Sehun put away the book he took out and pretended to sit and read like that. bag before another person disappeared from there.

The next morning, Sehun woke up a little late, so he was blindsided and hurried to shower and get dressed and leave the house. He ran out to hail a taxi because if he waited for the bus he definitely wouldn't make it in the morning. It's better if you're late but asking to be able to check your name is better than missing the whole lesson. Accepting one or two more pieces of drafting wouldn't be a problem.

But while standing and waiting for the car with impatience, combined with the rain that was beginning to prepare Falling from the sky only made things seem more frustrating from the start of his day, and that's when a car arrived. stop park ahead

“Sehun, are you going to university? Do you want to go together?” It was Luhan who lowered the window and asked him. For a moment, Sehun's heart softened after being restless. But he just leaned forward to look at the driver's seat. Sehun almost wanted to pound his chest to make it numb so it wouldn't hurt like it did.

“Uh, not better.”

"Oh, why not? Let's go together." He refused not because of any consideration. But he doesn't want to get in the way of anyone.

“It's really okay.”

“Come on, it's late, isn't it?” Luhan knew because of his expression. Sehun stopped thinking and turned to look at the cars behind him that were parked next to each other and made a decision. Open the back door and sit like a mannequin.

“Do you have morning class today?”

"Umm" was all that sound that came out because he wasn't acting right. Sehun looked at the driver who was looking at him through the rearview mirror and nodded in greeting like a friendly person.

But actually, he didn't want to get to know this guy at all.

“It looks like it's getting late. Jongin, hurry up and drive. You can take a shortcut like that on that day.”

“Yes, yes,” the other party answered loudly and clearly, looking so obedient that Sehun, who was sitting there, gritted his teeth to suppress his emotions. I really felt annoyed and wanted to hit something on the head and make it unconscious right away.

By the time Sehun arrived at the university, he was in no mood to sit and study like he had done in the beginning. The young boy walked slowly after getting out of the couple's car. The tall figure pretended to rush to the building to go to class, but it wasn't. Sehun didn't want to do anything right now except sit despondently next to his own group.

The gestures that the two of them gave each other made Sehun want to switch places with Jongin. He wanted to be there, he wanted to sit next to him, he wanted to play with each other sometimes like he would with someone he likes. The young man sighed. He didn't like him at all. We shouldn't have known each other. We shouldn't have met him. We shouldn't have seen him. We shouldn't have accidentally talked to him.

On that day, I should have walked away. So it won't hurt. You don't have to know anything like you do now. What is the status that Sehun is in, friend? Acquaintance? Or what kind? Sehun doesn't want to be anything. If we don't stand side by side as lovers He certainly wasn't ready to be anything like Luhan.

“Sehun? Why don't you go to class?" While thinking about something fun, Luhan came over and said hello. He didn't know why the other party had appeared. But Luhan had no friends in this group besides him. I know this because the other party has told me.

“Isn't it late? I'm not in a hurry to go to class. Or was the teacher fired?”

“Uh, no, just sit and rest. A little tired.” Luhan nodded as if he understood. But some of them still frowned in suspicion.

“Ah, you forgot.” Sehun looked at Luhan's hand before being shocked and quickly pulling it out of the other person's hand.

“Did you open it?”

“Uh.”

“Open it or not!” he shouted accidentally, too agitated to control his emotions. Luhan was startled before shaking his head. It was then that Sehun realized that he shouldn't have done it but it was too late to apologize.

Luhan said goodbye and walked out of there with a sad expression. Sehun felt guilty. He shouldn't have done that. Luhan never knew anything. It's not wrong if the other person is shocked or saddened by this kind of behavior. The youth sat down after he stood up to hold his thin body.

But it's too late to start doing it. Slender eyes looked down at the wallet in his hand. Luhan rushed to bring it back to him even though they were waiting for lunch break. Or during your free time. Anyway, we both have to meet each other. In addition, the other party's phone number is also there, even though it never calls, Luha sometimes

I usually text him good morning or tell him to have a good night like other friends. But this one came running from a car parked at the Aksorn Building, which was far from Sehun's group. So much is here to get it back. He shouldn't have done that. Really not worth it.

A long hand picked up a picture that was placed in a clear plastic compartment. It was the only picture he put in that box. It was a picture that Chanyeol said he accidentally took and brought to Sehun himself. Sehun has nothing against Luhan. There were only memories that he could hold on to until the day he died.

The picture was of Luhan. And behind the picture is Sehun expressing his feelings by writing them down.

“I love you, but I don't know how to say it.”

He lowered his head, burying his face in the picture. and tried to tell myself to let go So that you don't have to sit in pain even though that side never knew that Sehun loved you. How much do you get?...

It's been three days since Sehun hasn't gone to his usual seat with his group of friends. He was too cowardly to meet Luhan. Another reason is that you don't know what kind of face you'll make when you meet the other person after you've yelled. Went the other day. The young man finished his studies and hid himself in the drafting room. Pretending to be busy But having said that, Sehun really doesn't have time to play or be free.

Because he missed class that day, the teacher ordered him to write three forms to submit. which he himself had no problem with It's better to turn in work than to have a missed check because you're afraid that at the end of the day your grades will not be good.

A young boy sat quietly by the window. His hand held the pencil in place and he stared outside while thinking idly. which is the story of one person

“So will this make you feel better?” Those were Park Chanyeol's words. Who is the only person who knows about him? And when I see him sitting blankly, he always says this sentence.

“I keep thinking about him. So will you be able to give up? Fight, you confess your love and it's over. There will be nothing left unresolved.” Whatever he said was correct. Sehun knew what he should do now. And what we shouldn't do, but we don't do, is because it's too difficult to go out and face it.

“But here you just sit blankly, looking at pictures, thinking only about him. Do you think it will work?” It's true, that's what my friend said. Sehun doesn't argue. Because instead of making up his mind it would work. But I kept the picture in the original place. Went to sit in the same place we had met before after there was no one in the area and Luhan had already left. Like this, who can give up?

"I think you, maybe you misunderstood something. I secretly love you, not to take anyone's place. Confessing your love doesn't mean we're going to steal someone else's things." Every sentence of our friend, every word, every message is something that teaches me. Very hunky. Everyone wouldn't believe it came out of Chanyeol's mouth. Himself if not close to it I will never believe this in this life. Chanyeol's love experience involves being with his only boyfriend for nearly ten years.

“Speaking will not kill you. Just tell him. If he doesn't have the heart for you, it's over. But if you say it, he feels That's not our fault. Remember, one-sided love is better than not being able to love. Whatever Jongin is, he's handsome. I won't argue with that. But you're handsome. Don't forget that architecture students The coolest thing in college. Confess who you love.

Anyone who doesn't want to be his girlfriend isn't a normal person.” That was a serious sentence. For Chanyeol, what his friend said was correct. But confessing your love to someone who already has it, wouldn't it be wrong if they broke up? Then become our lover Chanyeol didn't answer this question.

“Think carefully, at least you can say you love me. At most it's his girlfriend. But whether you will accept it or not is another matter. Better than doing nothing.”

Better than doing nothing...

Yes, it's better than doing nothing. Because otherwise All Sehun had intended to wait for intend to sit and look Intend to draw a picture in your free time of that person. I intended to dream that one day the two of them would break up and he would go to console me and ask. How to be a lover? If all the determination that Sehun had ever made was in vain Would he not regret it at all?

When I think about it now The young man made up his mind. The long legs walked quickly out of the room before changing their pace to a faster pace by running. Sehun came empty-handed. He came empty-handed. There were no flowers to confess my love. There were no snacks or anything provided. There's just a heart that's nearly exhausted because it's discouraged from waiting. It was disheartening to have to watch Luhan and another person happily smile and laugh at each other.

It's better than doing nothing. The young boy repeated in his mind the words of his friend that made him think. If you don't get Chanyeol Sehun will truly regret it until the day he dies.

“Ha ha ha, Chanyeol.”

"Oh, here you are." When he ran to the group's gathering point, Sehun then called out to his friend who was sitting with his head raised and chatting. Chanyeol turned around, his face not looking too surprised to see him in this condition.

“Right there, hurry up,” his friend pouted to the other side of the field. Sehun looked over and saw that there were the same group of Luhan's friends there. And Kim Jongin...

“Let's go, this will be the end of the story. I want to see someone face up, it'll be bad.” Chanyeol probably meant that him confessing his love for his girlfriend would cause Jongin to lose face. Because it's really right in front of your eyes.

Many friends are puzzled. Some people seem to know because they can tell from their behavior. Sehun's group is a big group. Because architecture students Wherever I go I like to go in groups. It's not strange that it's a bit gangster-ish, to the point that many people don't dare come close to it. Everyone sitting on the other side of the small football field looked intently at Sehun who was crossing the field on the other side.

Some people gossiped because they had never seen their group dare to walk across and talk to anyone. Because Sehun's group are very private people. Of course, sometimes they have an indie mood and don't associate with anyone. So it's difficult to approach anyone first. Sehun walked normally. His heart was pounding, but even so, he didn't want to walk backwards. I've come this far. Whatever it is, let's be it. If you love or don't love, you will know and then you will be able to give up.

“Excuse me,” he said politely in his usual manner. The young man was a little nervous from the many pairs of eyes looking at him. Luhan sat in the middle. Its body is as thin as a butterfly amidst a multitude of colorful flowers. Which meant that Sehun only saw Luhan as the one that stood out in his eyes...

“Luhan, can I talk to you about something?” someone pointed at himself. He alternated between looking at his friends and looking at Jongin standing beside him.

“Sure, let's go talk somewhere else?” Someone seemed to know something so he said to ask for some privacy from his friends, but Sehun refused. Just because he just wanted to let everyone know, it's not good to find out later and talk about it.

“You can talk here. It's not a secret.” Yes, because in the end everyone has to know. Luhan seemed to change his expression a little. But he stood there and listened.

“I know it's not something that should be said. But when the feeling has already arisen I just want to get this over with.” The young man said as he wished. Sehun took out his wallet from the back of his pants. He opened it and allowed everyone to see the picture inserted in it. Everyone starts to gossip. And once again, Sehun glanced at Jongin's behavior.

“This is my secret that made you feel bad that day.” A long hand took out a picture and handed it to Luhan. Some bit their lips as if they wanted to say something but didn't say it.

“I'm sorry if it made things worse, because here's what you'll know. Anyway, I can't get over you.” Sehun turned over the photo with the message on the back to show Luhan. Luhan still bit his lip. His face was red, spreading to his ears, and Jongin and Sehun were in no mood to see what kind of expression the other person was having. Would he be angry?

Or how much you want to punch him to death. The boy didn't want to pay any attention to it.

“But that's okay. It's just one thing I want to say. Don't pay any attention to it if you don't feel anything.” Sehun concluded with that and turned around and prepared to walk back. I don't even want to ask for that picture back or say goodbye anymore. The young man began to feel a faint pain in his heart. Many people looked at him.

Many people had expressions of concern and sympathy on their faces, but Sehun didn't want that. He just wanted to end it and be done with doing so many things in order to see Luhan in his eyes.

Hello!

It was only a split second of taking three or four steps. The mood of a moment when he was wrapped up and just about to let out his last breath. Let it slip away, but it has the strength to fight and breathe new air into its lungs, trying to hold back. Don't let yourself run out of breath and die first. The hug that saved Sehun's life from suffocation was the hug that The warmest he had ever been.

“Why do you tell us that when you're finished you can just leave us like this?” He stood in place. Strangely enough, at this time, everything around him didn't make Sehun feel like he was alive at all.

“Aren't you going to wait for an answer from me?” Luhan's voice sounded like he was disappointed. Some bodies trembled slightly, I don't know if it was because of excitement or if they were trying to hold back some emotion.

“That picture. There's no need to watch. Because I let your friend give it to you.” Sehun frowned. Is there something like this?

“Chanyeol, you don't know that his girlfriend is my roommate,” the boy gasped. He never really knew.

“And...what do you think? It's not always like that,” Luhan said, his voice still muffled by Sehun's back. Some still held Sehun's body tightly until it was Sehun who slowly removed the other's arm and turned to face him.

“What does that mean?” he asked. And the answer was behind Luhan who was looking.

Jongin stood there. And next to the doctor was the small body of a student from the accounting faculty with a degree in accounting for a month and a teacher's son. His faculty's architectural design subject is also Sehun's homeroom teacher. Jongin and Kyungsoo don't just stand next to each other. The two stood with their arms around each other and smiled deeply at each other.

Which has created a lot of doubt for myself. Sehun furrowed his brows, things becoming clearer after looking at Luhan's expression. and remembered the look Jongin had seen through the rear window a few days before he had gone up. Sitting in the car to go to university together.

“In conclusion...”

“I'm not Jongin's girlfriend at all. Don't think about anything on your own."

"already...?"

“Because Chanyeol said that simple is too ordinary. You have to play difficult things to suit you. That pillow..”

“Damn Chanyeol!” He gritted his teeth and threatened to call out his friend's name loudly, but when he turned around to look at the cause of the castration. This should be sitting on the other side of the field with friends, but it's no longer a problem. Sehun pretends to run and find him to cause trouble. but was held back first

“Don't be angry, friend. It was all because of good intentions.” Seeing Sehun's pleading expression, he couldn't continue. The tall figure stood still, scratching his head in embarrassment, not knowing where to put his face. Shame on Luhan's friends. Plus, he lost face to Kim Jong-in. Another former enemy of my heart

“So..how to do it, uh?”

“Sehun is really cute, that's why I like her.” He said that and he still had a smile on his face. What is this? Sehun thought as he shook his head to regain his composure.

“You didn't hear me wrong. In fact, I liked you even before you met me. It's so good, we can be on the same page.” Was it because of your plan that we ended up together? It looks like Sehun will definitely have a headache from now on.

In conclusion, no matter what is destiny or soul mate. or whatever If in the end two people get together They fell in love with each other. Let's be together forever until the day we die....

Never Ending...

Talk :

It's a fic that's purely based on emotion. In the early hours, I'm extremely noisy. Haha. It's like, people, we're going to be together. In the end, we ended up together well! It was a fic that was developed 3 hours ago. What mistake? I'm sorry, I love you always^^

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