FOREVER  ALONE

woohyun x sunggyu

“Sungkyu, someone left this box for you.” A square box was handed into my hand. I took it before saying goodbye to the owner of the restaurant I frequented and was friends with my brother.

I started walking out of the store. Like the raindrops that slowly began to fall. But I like it. It makes me miss someone...who is no longer with me.

“Uncle Sunggyu,” Myungsoo's voice My younger brother ran after me. I stopped and waited for him before he arrived.

“Walking in the rain or you'll catch a cold,” Myungsoo who opened a large umbrella and pulled me into the same umbrella as him

Actually, Myungsoo and I aren't really siblings. But my father got a new job. And she has one stepchild, Myungsoo. But what bothers me the most is that Myungsoo confessed his feelings to me. Not long ago But I couldn't accept it because...

“Why are you walking in the rain alone?” Myung asked me first. Because the atmosphere seemed too quiet.

“I like the rain,” I replied.

“You don't like the rain, right? I often hear dad say that you don't like the rain,” Myungsoo replied. I can only be quiet. Then everything around became the same again. It was quiet. Even though there were people walking by, they didn't feel it.

I may seem cold to everything around me. But with that person I'm always looking for him. Even though we won't meet again, I miss him.

“What is wrong with you?” Myungsoo asked me again.

“No, please excuse me. I'm going to stop by and buy something.” I pulled myself away from Myungsoo. Even though the rain started to pour down heavily

I ran out, not paying any attention to Myungsoo's call or anything.

I ran and stopped at A place I've often come to. It was the first place I frequented with that person. And it was the first place we met.

It's an ice skating rink. But it's strange that today it was closed without any notice posted.

I decided to stand here and take shelter from the rain first. Because of the rain that is pouring down right now, I probably won't be able to walk home.

I come here every day Let's do the things I used to do to him. We skate here together.

“Is my hamster afraid of ice?”

“Don't do that. You'll fall soon."

Every sound, every picture, every word, I still remember it well. No matter how long it takes

I held out my hand to touch the raindrops that were beginning to tingle. Slowly stepping out, walking in and out. Even though the rain is still there, it's what I like right now because it's who that person is.

I continued walking, the way I walked I didn't know where I was going. But my heart tells me to keep walking.

I still think about him all the time. Even though I thought I would forget and start over, I couldn't do it.

I walked past the restaurant where he and I used to eat regularly. I looked at it before walking away. This shop is full of couples.

Sitting down to eat, huh... I started to feel strangely amused by myself.

I walked and stopped at his house. Which now belongs to someone, I don't know. I stood there looking at it. Throughout the years It hasn't changed at all here. The new owner will probably take good care of it.

“Hong, Hong, Hong,” the dog inside barked. But it couldn't make my eyes melt from what I was looking at. I'm just looking at the old feelings I had here. With the person I love

Then my eyes caught the young woman who opened the door. It's easy to guess that he's the new owner of the house.

She walked out to me at the door.

"I don't know who I'm looking for." She has a good figure and is very beautiful.

“No, I was just passing by,” I answered her. In fact, it's not even at all.

“Uh, I'm sorry. Is this you Sunggyu?” she asked me. I looked at her face, confused as to how she knew my name.

“Yes,” I answered her shortly. Then she invited me into the house. The inside of the house looks a lot different than before. Decorate in a sweet style She served me water. Before she walked over, she carried a not-so-large box and placed it on the table.

“This is something Mr. Woohyun forgot, so I took the opportunity to take a look at it. Found these things,” she said softly.

I took out the contents of the box and looked at it.

“This is…” The second I opened the box. My tears fell immediately. The first thing in the box that I picked up and looked at was a photo that Woohyun and I had taken.

together the first picture I don't think he kept these things. He lied to me…

There are many more items in the box, scarves, stuffed hamsters. Or even small things like a birthday card each year. He still kept everything.

I held the picture tightly in my hand. My tears flowed in streams. For a second, I didn't think of embarrassing anyone. He's playing like this again. Teasing me like this again

“I think we should break up. I don't love you anymore."

“Why? Why Woohyun? What did you do wrong?”

"I told you I don't love you anymore."

"Don't you love me anymore?"

“Yes… Oh, and if you want to take the things you gave me, I threw them all away.”

“You are worthless to me, do you hear that?”

I don't know what my face looks like now. But why am I so stupid? He really wasn't going to leave me. But...I didn't hold him back myself.

“Miss Sunggyu,” I heard her voice as the owner of the house called me before everything disappeared.

“Sungkyu hyung, Sunggyu hyung, Sunggyu hyung,” Myungsoo's voice sounded. I don't want to open my eyes to this truth again.

“Sungkyu hyung, I'm back.” A voice like this... I slowly opened my eyes. The picture in front of me was Woohyun. Is it really Woohyun?

“Huh…” It wasn't until either me or him said anything. My tears flowed again. I don't know if this is a dream or not, but if it is, I want to sleep forever if he's here.

“Hyung…why are you crying?” Woohyun asked me.

“Huh…don't disappear again.” I know I probably don't know what to say right now. All I can do is hold him tight. I don't want to lose him again.

“I'm not going anywhere. I'm with my hyung all the time."

"Crom" the sound of falling sounded loud. I was startled out of my trance. I sat up and saw a woman who was picking up the pieces of a broken vase.

“Did I wake you up or not? I just dropped something,” she told me. While she was collecting pieces of a vase

I'm dreaming about Woohyun again.

“Uh, Mr. Sunggyu. There's a letter that Woohyun-san left behind five years ago. I saw it fall to the ground,” she told me.

“Yes, then I'll be right back.” I stood up and picked up the box that held all the things back.

“Do you want me to send it away? You don't look like you can handle it,” she asked me.

“Thank you. But I'd rather bother you just like this," I answered her, then bid her farewell.

I walked back home. There probably isn't anyone in my house right now. It's working time.

I walked to my room tiredly. I put the box on the bed and picked everything up and looked at it. until finding a letter from

The woman told me

I opened the envelope to read. Then I encountered a message that stunned me.

“Sungkyu hyung, I don't know. When will I read this letter? But I want to apologize to you for everything I've done. I planned to leave everything you gave me at that house. Because someday I will have to find it. You're like an animal. When I'm with you, I'm very happy. You're like a pet.

When you smile, it's very cute, you know? Smile a lot, my beloved Sunggyu hyung. Live for me very happy Love...Woohyun.”

The few sentences in the letter made me almost crazy.

My tears flowed again. It hurts…it hurts a lot. I shuffled everything around. I'm going crazy.

Everything was scattered on the floor. I looked at the box that someone had left for me and the restaurant owner in the first place.

The box that I brushed until the box opened

I went down and sat on the floor, took out the contents of the box and looked at it. It was a picture of a person, Woohyun, lying on a hospital bed.

Nurse, inside the box were dozens of pictures. I took them out and read them one by one.

The first photo was of Woohyun smiling at the camera. On the back of the photo was written,

“Sungkyu hyung, today I really miss hyung. Today I came to check for tumors. Must stay here for a while. If I will survive? Haha, I miss you so much."

I picked it up and read it one by one until the last one. Tears flowed endlessly from my eyes. Why didn't Woohyun tell me?

The last one was a picture of Woohyun lying still with only a slight smile on his face. On the back of this picture is written:

“Sungkyu hyung, the last picture I will let someone else write, but it is from my heart. I probably won't survive. I miss you so much. I want to hug you. I want to be with you. Brother Sungkyu. If you have received this box I probably won't be there anymore. I will love you forever. Smile a lot, I will be with you forever."

My heart almost stopped beating. I can't do anything anymore.

“I will love you forever...Woohyun.”

“I will be with you forever.”

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