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[SF] KyuRyeo - Attempt...

Wrestling Uk. Writer really likes this picture. Gives a dull and sad mood. Another thing that Writer thinks is suitable for Writer's plot.

But if you read it and it's not sad... Reiter must apologize.

...Where is the effort? The success is there. And when? That I can see success...

“Kyu, are you free today?” a clear voice asked the person in front of him tensely. Two small hands clenched tightly He almost held his breath, waiting for an answer from the person in front of him.

“Not available.” A short answer filled with indifference came out of the tall figure's mouth. This made the small figure who was waiting to hear the answer lose his face. But he tried to make his face look normal.

"Is that so... So today I'm going back first. And I'll come again tomorrow." The little figure turned around. Prepare to walk out of the room. But he had to stop when the voice of the room owner sounded.

"wait a minute!"

"Is there something wrong?"

"You don't have to come here tomorrow. I have guests."

"understand... I'll go back." Trying to answer in a normal tone. before turning around and preparing to walk out of the room again. A pair of beautiful eyes blurred with tears. Braving his courage, he walked out of the room even though his legs were almost exhausted. As soon as he walked out of the room, his two slender legs collapsed and sat on the floor. The tears that he had been trying to hold back flowed out like a dam breaking.

How many times have you had to cry because of this man?

How many times have you been sad because of this man?

How many times have you been hurt because of this man?

But no matter how many times he will endure it for this man. The man who is He is the 'owner of my heart' and also holds the position of 'lover'.

Today Ryeowook woke up early to invite his lover to go out together. Even though it's true that he and Kyuhyun have been dating for a month now. But the two of them have never once gone on a date like normal lovers. Ryeowook took the opportunity of their one month anniversary of dating to invite Kyuhyun out.

But all those thoughts were destroyed with just a few words from Kyuhyun. Even though I had prepared myself a bit because I knew that Kyuhyun would definitely refuse. But when I actually heard it, I couldn't accept it at all.

The relationship between him and Kyuhyun happened amidst love like everyone else. But it's just different in that it comes from... His love is one sided. He doesn't understand either, even though Kyuhyun doesn't love him. But why did you agree to date him?

He still remembers that day well. The day he mustered up all his courage to go tell Kyuhyun his love. That day, he was very happy that Kyuhyun agreed to date him. When the small figure thought about this point, he smiled faintly. Smiling despite the pain Smile even though there are tears streaming down your face. I never really thought that the happiness of that day would cause suffering like it does today...

I really don't understand Kyuhyun at all. Never once did I understand that if we didn't love each other, why would we agree to be together?

Rrrrrr Rrrrrr

The ringing sound of a luxury phone rang out. Call the consciousness of people who are sitting immersed in thoughts to pay attention to their surroundings. Because ever since Ryeowook returned to his room, he had been crying and lost in his own thoughts. A small hand picked up a luxury phone and looked at it. On the screen appeared the name of my best friend.

Hesitant to answer the phone, the other party kept calling without any signs of stopping. causing Ryeowook to inevitably answer the phone

"What's up Donghae..." trying to make his voice bright. In order not to worry about dear friends

"What are you doing? Why are you taking it so late?"

"Go to the bathroom."

"So where are you now?"

"I'm outside with Kyuhyun," he lied, hoping to put his friend at ease. But the other party seemed to understand Ryeowook's thoughts. So he said to stop the way first.

"Ryeowook, you're lying!"

"....I'm in my room."

"I'll go find him. Waiting there Don't go anywhere." He finished and hung up the phone immediately. The small figure looked at the phone in his hand and a faint smile appeared on his face. What if it was about him? Donghae always has to be in a hurry.

Just stop all thoughts. before taking his own body to the bathroom Manage to wash your face and eyes to look refreshed. before walking back to sit and watch TV to pass the time Sitting and waiting for less than half an hour. There was a knock on the room door. The small figure walked to open the door for his best friend. along with sculpting the face to look as bright as possible

Donghae watched his sweet face calmly before walking into the room without saying a word. Ryeowook looked at Donghae's back before giving a small smile. This kind of behavior is sure to make him angry. Small hand closed the door before following him and sitting on the sofa next to him.

"Are you angry?"

"I'm sorry, I didn't want to worry you."

“So you lied to me? You know, the more you do this, the more worried I am." He said in a dispassionate manner. His voice was full of concern.

“I won't lie to you from now on. If there's anything, I'll tell you everything. Stop being angry at me."

"contract"

“Um... Promise.” He smiled slightly before raising his hand to connect with Donghae, who had already raised his finger in confirmation.

"You didn't go out with Kyuhyun?"

"I already invited you. But Kyu said he was busy..." Thinking of the rejection this morning, Tears that had previously dried up rose up in her beautiful eyes again.

"Uh..Ryowook, I'm sorry." Seeing the small figure's expression, Donghae reached out and squeezed his small hand gently to encourage him.

"Why are you sorry? I didn't mean anything." Even though you said it was okay, But those beautiful eyes were filled with sadness. But Ryeowook forced out a smile to put his friend at ease. Donghae saw this and pulled Ryeowook into a hug. Before gently stroking the small of her back to console her.

"If you're tired, take a break. Human patience has its limits. No one can endure this forever."

“Um..but right now I'm okay. I want to try my hardest. I don't want to regret it later.”

"Try, you can try, but don't force yourself, do you understand!?"

"yeah..."

“Remember, no matter what, I will always be by your side. You are the friend I love the most... Ryeowook."

“Thank you, Donghae. You are also the friend I love the most.” He finished, tightening his embrace even more than before.

“Let me stay like this for a while longer.” Finishing Ryeowook's words, Donghae hugged his small body like that and gently rubbed his back. When I received a hug from my friend, it was like all my patience had collapsed. Tears of regret slowly flowed down her beautiful eyes. Donghae, who felt the wetness on his shoulder, could only rub his friend's back for comfort.

It wasn't often that Ryeowook would sit and cry with him like this. Whenever something happened, Ryeowook always kept it to himself. I suspect that this time he really won't be able to stand it. To the point where I cried out for him to see this. Donghae let Ryeowook cry until he was satisfied. Seeing that it had been quiet for an unusually long time, Donghae tried to take a look.

But there was no response from the people in their embrace. “Ryowook, Ryeowook, oh! Go to sleep."

Donghae gently helped the person in his arms to lie down on the sofa. Adjust the sleeping position of small people to make them sleep more comfortably. before collapsing and sitting on the floor A hand gently brushed away a strand of hair that had fallen to cover her sweet face. before sitting and looking at the face of his beloved friend with pity and sympathy Why doesn't he know how sad his friend must be?

Just the swollen eyes were a clear indication that before he arrived, How much did his friend cry? But no matter how much sympathy or pity he has, He probably couldn't do anything more than this anyway. I could only console and encourage from afar. He knows what kind of person Ryeowook is.

No matter how much it hurts, he never gives up. Do everything you can to make Kyuhyun look at you. But never..never once did Kyuhyun care about Ryeowook's feelings. He could only pray that Kyuhyun would turn his attention to Ryeowook...

"Kyu, tomorrow is a holiday. Shall we go on a trip together?” Ryeowook's sweet voice asked. After walking out of the university for a while After school every day, Ryeowook would always rush to sit and wait for Kyuhyun to come home together. But if there is a day when Kyuhyun finishes school first Ryeowook always had to go home alone. It's been like this every time since the two of them have been together.

"It's better not. I want to rest on holiday." The tall figure's words made his sweet face soften for a moment. But only for a moment Ryeowook smiled again as usual.

"Let's go. The two of us have never traveled together before."

“Aren't you tired? I studied hard all week and I still want to go out.”

"I'm tired, but I just want to hang out with you for once..." The last words came out incompletely. But it was loud enough for the person next to him like Kyuhyun to hear.

"Um.." He answered softly in his throat. Before the steps continued to walk. Leaving Ryeowook standing behind him with a wide smile on his face.

...Or will Kyuhyun see his efforts? Until I started to open up to him.

The next morning, Ryeowook woke up early to shower and get dressed. Even though the appointment was late in the day. But the little body was excited and afraid that it would make Kyuhyun wait a long time, so he hurriedly finished taking care of himself. After finishing my personal business, I saw that there was still a long time left until the appointed time. So the small figure sat in front of the TV, waiting for Kyuhyun to come take him out as promised.

Rrrrrr  Rrrrrr

"What's up Donghae?" He answered the phone with an excited tone that couldn't be concealed. Making the person at the other end of the line smile a little at the happiness of his dear friend.

“Oh... so exciting. Did you sleep last night?" He teased a little.

“Donghae,” he replied in a shy tone. Making the teaser laugh softly.

"So, is Kyu here yet?"

"Not yet. I'm sitting here waiting. Ah! Just come, that's all for now."

"Um..Have a nice trip." After saying that, the person on the other end of the line hung up the phone. Donghae looked at the phone in his hand before smiling slightly. It's time for your friend to be happy.

As for Ryeowook, after riding out with Kyuhyun for a while, Ryeowook broke the silence.

"Do you want to go somewhere special?"

"No, you want to come out here." He answered in a calm tone. before continuing to pay attention to the road ahead But Kyuhyun's words touched the hearts of the listeners very well. causing Ryeowook to sit silently the entire way. before falling asleep from exhaustion

“Ryeowook has arrived.” Kyuhyun reached out and gently nudged the small figure sitting next to him. Ryeowook slowly opened his eyes. before using both hands to rub his eyes in drowsiness The sight in front of him caused the small figure to smile widely. The turquoise sea stretches as far as the eye can see. Clean white sand beach Moreover, people are not crowded. Makes this beach look even more peaceful and beautiful.

"Kyu, let's play in the water."

"But we don't have any clothes to change."

"You can buy a new one here. Just one set How can you come to the beach without playing in the water?" Ryeowook looked at Kyuhyun with pleading eyes. The tall figure looked at him with neutral eyes before gently nodding his head in agreement.

“Are you hungry?” Kyuhyun turned to ask the little man after taking a rest. Because I thought Ryeowook was probably hungry and besides, he was very tired. Because since going down to play in the sea, the two of them haven't had a break at all.

"Just a little. Are you hungry?"

"No, I'd rather sit and rest." Ryeowook nodded softly at Kyuhyun's words. before sweeping his eyes around And you have to smile widely when you find a shop you like.

A small shop located next to the sea. The inside of the shop is decorated with colorful furniture. Combined with the white tone, it looks comfortable on the eyes. Most suitable for traveling to the beach. Ryeowook and Kyuhyun chose to sit in the innermost corner for privacy. But you can clearly see the outside view.

“Is the food not delicious?” he asked after looking up from the plate of food in front of him. Since the restaurant staff brought the food to serve He hurriedly took care of the food because he was hungry. It was different from Kyuhyun who just ate just a little.

"No... but I'm not very hungry yet." Kyuhyun answered the question with a simple face. before lowering his head to eat as usual

"Isn't it fun to visit?"

"...It was fun." He answered Ryeowook's question again. When he saw the pleading look in his eyes that the other party gave him.

Finishing that conversation, the two of them sat down to eat in silence. Ryeowook just sat there, lost in his thoughts. The previous feeling of hunger suddenly disappeared completely. The small figure picked up the fork and spoon and picked up the water to drink. It's a signal that you're full.

"Are you full?"

“Um,” Ryeowook answered softly in his throat. before going outside the store

"Ryeowook..." Kyuhyun called Ryeowook in a low voice. The person who was called turned to look at Kyuhyun's face before raising his eyebrows slightly in question.

"Are you tired?..."

"You mean coming to visit today? No, it was fun." His smile widened as he thought of the past events. Today he was really happy to hang out with Kyuhyun. Even though Kyuhyun seems uncomfortable sometimes

“No, it means..that you keep following me like this. Are you tired?"

"I'm tired, but what can I do? I want to be close to you..." A small smile came out. But a pair of beautiful eyes clearly had a glint of sadness in them.

"I think you..."

"Kyu, let's go back. I want to go back and rest." Ryeowook didn't wait for Kyuhyun to finish his sentence. He hurriedly interjected. Because he was afraid..so afraid that The sentence that Kyuhyun was about to say was to break up with him. He's really not ready right now. Not ready to continue living life without Kyuhyun Kyuhyun looked at the small figure who hurriedly walked out of the shop as soon as he finished speaking without waiting for any response from him. He let out a sharp breath before following along.

After going through the events of that day Ryeowook still visits Kyuhyun regularly. And then I have to sit back and regret the indifference I received almost every time. As for Donghae, he could only look at his best friend with pity. Can't do anything Even though at first it seemed like Kyuhyun had opened up to his friend.

But in the end it's still the same. You would have to wait for Ryeowook to lose his patience. Because as long as his friends don't stop loving Kyuhyun His friends must have to sit and feel sad like this every time.

It is now the end of class for the faculty where Ryeowook and Donghae are studying. The front of the faculty building was crowded with students who were slowly coming out of the faculty building. Including Ryeowook and Donghae. The two walked and talked happily. But then Ryeowook was surprised by the sight before him.

"Kyuhyun..." called the other's name in surprise. I didn't think that the tall figure would come sit and wait for him. Normally it must be him who has to sit and wait.

"Are you free?"

"Is there something wrong?"

"I have something I want to talk to you about."

"Let's go," he said, leading Ryeowook out. Leaving the other party looking at you with various feelings. He turned to look at Donghae's face with a feeling of fear. He was afraid of what he had always feared. It's about to become a reality. Seeing his best friend's expression, Donghae could only gently squeeze his small hand in support.

“Hurry up, no matter what happens. I will always be by your side.” Ryeowook nodded softly. before squeezing Donghae's hand as a thank you Take another breath. Before walking down the path that Kyuhyun had walked just now. When they entered the store, they saw Kyuhyun already waiting.

"Is there something you want to talk to me about?" He tried to keep his voice from shaking. Sit and wait for the answer with your heart pounding. He was so afraid of what Kyuhyun was about to say.

"Ryowook, I...."

"I think we should break up." It was as if everything had stopped in place. After Ryeowook heard Kyuhyun's breakup sentence, Ryeowook's brain was empty, devoid of response, completely dazed by the events that had transpired. Tears welled up in her beautiful eyes before slowly falling out. Without Ryeowook not even realizing it.

Finally, what he feared the most had happened. Even though I had prepared myself a bit, I didn't think it would happen this quickly.

"Kyuhyun...."

“I think you should stop trying. In any case, our story is possible."

"but..."

“Don't you dare continue, Ryeowook. The more you resist, the more it will hurt.”

"But, I can't live without you, huh." The sweet, clear voice was cut off at intervals from holding back sobs. Tears still flowed without ceasing.

“Ryeowook, just try opening your heart. I believe you will find someone better than me.”

"Huh, so why don't you try opening up to me.. You give me one more chance. Huh. I'll make you love me... vigorous"

“It's no use. Please take my mind off me. No matter what, I will never be able to forget that person..."

"This is..the reason why you can't love me."

“Sorry... I thought you might be able to help me forget him. But I really can't forget him."

"But I love you, Kyu. I love only you..."

“Thank you for the good feelings you have given me. But I can't really love you. Goodbye..." After saying that, Kyuhyun hurriedly walked away. Leaving Ryeowook crying alone inside the store. Sitting and looking at the tall figure's back through a curtain of tears before deciding to run after Kyuhyun.

"Kyu!! wait!!!!! Kyuhyun..."

Eeek!!!!!!!! Pung!!!!!!!!!

Ryeowook's small body floated in the air from the impact of the high speed car. before falling heavily to the ground amidst the screams of those who witnessed the incident. A lot of blood flowed out of the small body. Ryeowook tried to use his remaining consciousness to focus on Kyuhyun's back that was slowly drifting away.

A small hand tried to reach up and grab the tall figure. A pair of beautiful eyelids slowly closed and the little consciousness that was left slowly faded away with a final thought.

'It's the end of my never-successful attempts.

It's the end of the never-ending regret.

Is it over with loving this man?

It's the end... Jo Kyuhyun'

...Finally, all the effort that has been made I haven't seen its success...

The End !!

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