TITLE : Just Give Me a Reason

COUPLE: KRIS - LUHAN

RATE: PG18(?)

AUTHOR: Blanky

Warning (important)

1. Content of the novel It is the relationship of a man with a man. May contain inappropriate content. Please use your discretion when reading.

2. The content is made up. It's not something that actually happened. or related to

KRIS

and

LUHAN

Any at all

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Please do not modify, distribute, boast, or use for commercial purposes.

Wu Yifan (or what Luhan calls Pork Slices)

Luhan's 17 year old younger brother, the only person of different blood. I'm very attached to my sweet-faced older brother..

Luhan... the eldest brother of the family.

I have to take care of my younger sibling as a good older brother. Including the duties of a good teacher..

-Offside again for this one, ten minutes since the start of the second half. Now the score is still 0:0 -

“Terribly boring. What are you playing here? Check but it's offside, wow!!"

"If you're bored... then let's go to bed. Yawn."

"You lazy pig!! If you want to sleep, then go to sleep. Don't we have classes?"

Wu Yifan squinted at the person who had chased him to sleep. But I didn't look at my own condition at all. Knowing that today there is a match for the Red Devils, my favorite team, with my all-time rival, the Reds. As soon as we got back to the room, we dragged him out to buy some food to stock up on. Let's take a leisurely stroll. When we got back, Li was blind-eyed and went to take a shower and dragged a thick mattress to spread in front of the TV.

And don't forget to drag him to sleep here as a friend.

“Fuck! I intend to play a little. Keep your hands up right there!"

bad...

I can only think of this word in my heart. Do not try to read it aloud at all. And here I am, telling you to go to sleep. Try pretending to actually walk to bed. I was cursed to sleep and never wake up again. Definitely something like this.

"Luhan! Come sit here.."

I couldn't help but feel pitiful when I saw my brother, 10 years older, sitting with his head stuck on the floor in front of the TV. You must be called to sit next to each other on a soft mattress. The other party's expression was no different from that of a lifeless zombie corpse trying to crawl towards you. The small, soft, fragrant head that had just been washed was tucked into his large lap, making Yi Fan startled.

The teaser seems satisfied. Laughing softly wasn't enough, he even took his white cheek and snuggled against his belly.

Do you know that you are tempting?

"Fat pork slices!"

"This is the best figure. Where is the fat? The child is growing up. Come here and sit down."

Luhan frowned at the complaining child. Make a gesture of biting the belly to make the other person frightened and play until they are satisfied. Then he lingered and got up to sit and lean on the side instead. But large arms pulled him to sit on his lap instead and hugged him loosely. I don't know why this kid has grown so much. From before, he liked to cuddle Yi Fan and play with him like a fat teddy bear.

But now it's him who was pulled and hugged by the fat bear instead.

Luhan has Wu Yifan as his only younger brother in the family, so they are very close. And because Wu Yifan wanted to move to Beijing to study. Because he wanted to study at university here, Luhan let them live together in a condo. It's been three years since Fat Bear has hibernated here.

"I got plugged in!!!"

Ugh!!

"Woohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo"

In the end, the favorite striker did not disappoint Luhan. A bit too excited As soon as the goal was scored, he accidentally slammed his elbow into the side of the person who was now sitting on the cushion with full force. Knowing that the other person woke up because he ate his own elbow full of love So he picked up a pillow and pretended to hit the fat pig repeatedly. Punishment for secretly sleeping with a blank face

"Oh... I'm dead. I'm dead."

The person who had just been stabbed in the side woke up. Shouting and trying to grab the pillow in the other person's hand. Drawing his arms around his thin body close to his broad chest. and the thief fought his soft cheeks many times until the older man was exhausted from continuing to fight.

"Dude... turn off the TV."

Two bodies hugged each other on the soft mattress to their hearts' content. Before the elder raised the white flag and surrendered, he fell asleep. His small head rested on his younger brother's upper arm, feeling comfortable..

living room.... Our regular bed

"Wake up! Pork slices!!"

A sleepy person who often pretends to listen to the wind in order to delay sleeping a little longer. Now I'm starting to get annoyed with the force of the kick in the butt. Until he accidentally mumbled.

"How dare you kick my ass..."

Water dripped down his cheek, causing the person sleeping soundly on the mattress on the floor to look up...

The smile on the face of the person who had just finished taking a shower standing next to him suddenly made his eyes widen. The large towel that he wrapped his lower body was nice to pull down to the floor. And the end of the small white towel that was hanging around his neck swayed back and forth. It completely obscures that position...

Just a little more.. Swing out a little more. Oh...

"Get up!! Dirty pig!!"

"Ouch!! Jeeb!!"

Haven't seen that position yet. But when I shifted my eyes, I came across a sweet-faced person who was biting my lip in annoyance. The small piece of cloth was immediately pulled down by its owner and hit across the face. Yifan didn't get up in time to take a shower. I didn't see it in time and it hurt again.

Before I could walk into the bathroom, I was chased and kicked in the ass a few more times... I swear I'm with my older brother who's 27 and 28...not friends the same age.

What's even harder is... This person is becoming a role model for youth.

..like them...

"No, no, let's start over. Let's take the person who actually raised their hand first!"

"Teacher, I think we should regroup!!"

What is playing bingo during class?

"Hoy!! Don't sleep there."

Yifan was startled by a lump of eraser thrown at him by a 'teacher', so he reluctantly got up and scrubbed his desk to continue studying. It's not something he even has to take responsibility for. The matter that happened was because Zitao actually came to his room to find trouble. Plus he didn't even have time to punch it back. Pushed to be seen first.

Stealing your girlfriend? You're clearly delusional, delusional...

"Scrub every classroom desk clean. And don't fight over an affair again, Wu Yifan.”

I don't know why Luhan had to become an administrative trainer. Just being a homeroom teacher is too much to bear... and what is the point of punishing each other like this but calling friends in the class to join together to play bingo.. Teachers do things like this!!

When I go home, I won't talk to you, just wait and see..

"Why do you have to mess with other people's boyfriends?"

When I got home I didn't have time to take off my shoes. A deep voice came from within the room. A somber atmosphere radiated from the people sitting in the middle of the living room, quiet.... no TV on, no music as usual. There was only the faint sound of a clock ticking.

"I'm not involved with anyone's girlfriend. It's clearly a mess. Who is his girlfriend? No one wants to date him."

“So you really are dating the woman Zitao was talking about! You didn't think to tell me at all, did you?"

Oh... What exactly are you angry about?

Yifan let the silence be his brother's answer. Really, today it must be him, right? You have to be angry, get punched, get punished, and even get accused of stealing other people's girlfriends. What is this!!!

"If you ask and don't answer like this... I want to have a problem with you."

"okay!!! Choose to be quiet, right?"

I told you before that Yi Fan doesn't care. Just kept glancing at my face because I was considerate.

Do... Do you think that people like Yifan would be afraid of you by yelling like this? My hands are shaking because they're cold.

Being scolded, I don't want to give in easily. But when he saw Luhan get up, he still missed to follow him. Still can't help but be worried... Another part of me was afraid that the other person would be really angry. It's kind of nice to see that, but I really want it.. I thought about it and the person who was worried about me walked back. People who pretend to be angry don't have the right expressions.

"Then let's continue compressing the wound."

Luhan smiled kindly before putting an ice pack on his younger brother's eyebrow, which was still swollen. Probably because I myself am a teacher and am so calm. Yifan was actually just a teenager. Going to ask questions and being very forceful, I'm afraid I'll make a big deal out of it. Plus... he's also Yi Fan's only older brother. Even if it's a person, father or mother.

But we are just two brothers.

"I still insist that I'm not wrong.."

He spoke with great confidence. But when their clear eyes met, it turned out that Yi Fan had to be the one who accidentally looked away first. Sometimes Luhan gets over his anger so quickly that it's frightening. It's more scary than when you're angry.

Looks like Luhan has really stopped wanting answers..

"Don't you have a bed in your own room?"

The pressure on the bed made him instantly aware that his little brother had secretly slept in his room again. Yifan also asked. If you're angry at each other, you need to take action first. But when I saw the small shoulders swaying gently up and down in response, I couldn't help but feel annoyed. That's right.. After all, this Wu Yifan was still just a resident.

Always provocative..

The bed is good, the size of a half person. Still being oppressed by spoiled old people And how could Wu Yifan sleep if he didn't hug another person all night? After saying that, I turned off the light, wrapped myself in a blanket and pulled my light body into a hug, hugged it, hugged it hard.

"Are you angry at me?"

That's it. Get to the point.

The corners of his mouth quickly closed and turned into an indifferent expression. When the person in the embrace tries to turn their body towards you I don't know if it was the darkness or not that made his breathing difficult. The cool touch of the small palm caressing his cheek was still as gentle as ever.

"Don't be angry at me.. Na, na, Yifan.."

Don't think that just your pleading words will easily make Yi Fan soft-hearted. Aside from just that..a tone like this isn't something we hear often. This time, I'll give in first. Saying that, he held the cold palm of his hand. before pulling him in for a soft kiss as an answer..

I'm not angry anymore. How can Yifan be angry at you?

There were no further words after that. Yi Fan rubbed his warm palm on the thin back. I don't know how long until I felt the gentle, steady breath against my throat before I was sure that the other person had already fallen asleep.

Right from the start

You were a thief you stole my heart

And I your willing victim

I let you see the parts of me

That weren't all that pretty

And with every touch you fixed them 

The sound of rain falling, thunder...the flash of lightning reflecting into the room in the early hours of the morning. Those things did not startle Yi Fan as much as the slight twitching of the people lying next to each other. The small hand that had held tight to his shirt's collar for a while began to loosen. Before the long eyelashes blinked open...

He pretended he was still asleep so as not to disturb him. If Luhan saw that he was still awake Luhan would definitely have to ask.

People who had just woken up tried to look around. The bedside lamp was turned on. When he noticed that he was lying on his arm, he immediately lifted his head. Luhan thought that he was probably asleep. So I intended to slowly lift my big arm from my waist.

Oh!?

"Are you awake, Yifan?"

The strong arms that were tense and refused to lift off made Luhan suspicious. Whether the person next to you has woken up or is just forcing it out of instinct. But when he turned around, he saw sharp eyes staring at him.

"Where are you going?"

"Go back to your room... Aren't you tired? Sleep in this position all night."

"Too late. It's already morning."

Luhan looked at the bedside clock. It was already 5:00 a.m. I guess because it was raining, the sky was still dark.

"Not tired... Because I'm so numb that I can't feel anything anymore, hehe."

The mean words spoken in a stunned voice made Luhan burst out laughing.

"Nightmare?"

The right question makes the initially gloomy mood come back again... His eyes watered from feeling quite moved. But the large hand stroking the hair at the back of his neck made him feel better.

"Umm.... Nightmare."

"Dreamed of arguing with my younger brother.. I hit you too.. It's not good. I don't like it at all."

Yi Fan met the sad eyes the other party sent to him. He understands and I think Luhan knows that he understands. Yifan chose to gather the thin body of the person in front of him into a hug. Luhan liked to hug. Since childhood, we hugged each other often instead of words. Even though growing up we lived far away from each other for many years. Until now Luhan also chose to express himself with touches rather than words. Because Luhan knows very well..

that his younger brother was not good at speaking I can't speak at all.

"It's just a bad dream... Don't think too much. Normally, I kick and hit every day. I'm not used to it yet?"

"Oh, it's not the same. That's kicking every day. Because I'm cute, hehe."

There is no one as cute and good as Yifan. From the time he was a child until he was an adult, Yi Fan had never caused him pain. We had some arguments but we never came to terms with each other. We chose... to reconcile with each other more. And let the painful feelings end with just one person We never think of bothering about matters that the other party doesn't want to talk about.

We have no secrets from each other... But sometimes we choose to stop wanting to know. To preserve something greater...

"You're angry now, right?"

The same old question that they like when Luhan says it to reconcile. Now I admit that I'm annoyed. I wanted to yell at him so much that he was never angry. But because he was Wu Yifan, he chose to swallow his words down and pressed his lips to his white forehead instead.

feeling.... The more days it becomes clearer.. His thick lips trembled slightly as his heartbeat increased. Thin shoulders were pressed flat on the narrow bed. The tip of the nose was prominent and slid along the small face and fragrant neck. Don't forget to press down and inhale the scent in the soft crevices.

Luhan only looked at the other's actions. His mind was so clear that he thought it was because the scent of dust that spread when the raindrops splashed on it helped him relieve stress. His cheeks softened and he turned onto the large pillow as he felt more touch from the rough palm of his younger sibling.

The thunder disappeared with a flash of lightning. The only thing left was the sound of the heavy rain that seemed like it wouldn't stop easily.

The two enjoyed the quiet atmosphere. Luhan only heard the sound of his own heartbeat and only felt the slow but long touch of the person above. Yifan kissed the tip of her chin softly.. before moving to stop at the thin lips The heavy breathing of the person lying still caused sharp eyes to turn to look at the other person's expression.

"What will you do?"

Gentle words that sound true and a smile so sweet it makes your eyes squint. This made Yi Fan's bad thoughts increase even more.

... There was no answer other than the two lips touching. The person who was offended did not respond. There will only be an unintentional response to the other person's touch, making it more comfortable to do.... As a man as well. and have experience

There is no need to deny what is happiness. Just in exchange for irritation Even if it's just a little

There is no need to ask why.. No matter what the other party wants.. Luhan himself was willing to give it..

The body temperature began to rise as both of our bodies were free of obstacles. And at the moment when the experienced people began to press their bodies towards it. Yi Fan no longer had the nerve to remember anything.

The soft light peeking through the curtains indicated that it was almost morning. Even though the weather is cool and quite cold. But Yi Fan's body was drenched in sweat. It's different from someone who is prone to being under his body. Luhan hugged the large pillow tightly. Various expressions that he had never seen before were displayed repeatedly. A deep, sweet voice came out from time to time.

It was like he was dying and relieved at the same time.

Is it good, Yifan? Is it good or not?

A question that was asked repeatedly as he climbed to the end each time. Many times he was speechless. He could only nod and give a sweet kiss in return....

So happy that I can't speak anymore.

Just a little over an hour But it seems like a lot has been through. A little child fell asleep in the arms of his elder brother.. Luhan looked at the window that was fogged up because of the contrast between the air outside and inside. A small hand caressed and scratched the child's thick hair. before starting to feel dazed and falling asleep

I'm sorry I don't understand

Where all of this is coming from

I thought that we were fine.

Your head is running wild again

My dear we still have everythin'

And it's all in your mind.

An irritated mood took over Yi Fan once again. It seemed like he was wasting his time without even looking at the calendar to see what day it was. What date? Sharp eyes looked towards the balcony. My beloved brother is talking on the phone with someone he knows well. Even though I couldn't hear the conversation because it was separated by a glass door.

It's enough to know what they're talking about.

Your face is bright..

Many annoyances occur... Luhan noticed that today his little brother picked up everything and it made a loud bang. When he gave a warning, he turned around and made a confused face.

"Are you free today? Are you going to pick up your grandchild or not?”

"Oh...sleepy..."

He didn't even have time to open his mouth to say anything. The phone rang. The owner of the device who was distracted would get up and go to sleep, turn around and look at the mobile phone. But he didn't care and just walked into the room. Until someone like me had to pick it up and look at it.

"Damn pork slices.. why aren't you answering the phone?"

"I accept it!!!"

A shout came back in response. Luhan was forced to accept...

"You pork slices.. get up now.."

"What else? People will sleep.."

“Zitao called. I'm going to talk to you."

"How did you call? Where did you get the number?"

“Where is that from? Oh.. probably from... his girlfriend... maybe?"

The suspicious looks in their eyes made Yi Fan even more irritated. Luhan is pretending to interrogate him again.

"Today I'm off from school. Teacher, won't you stop?"

"Why do you like me so stupid?"

Luhan hurriedly followed the person who was walking away to the front door. A small hand held the strap of the other person's shoulder bag. before blocking the door

Hug... seems to be the only way to hold the other person back. He hugged Yi Fan's body tightly. A small face tucked into the middle of a broad chest. And this method worked..his brother didn't move anymore. He heard a soft voice calling his name..

"I didn't steal anyone's girlfriend."

"And I'm not dating anyone."

"I'm an adult. I can tell the difference.."

Luhan felt devastated. When big hands tried to remove his arms and hold onto both of his arms.. His irritated and apathetic face now looked so serious that he couldn't speak. Before he had time, the small of his back was pushed up against the door.

"I can distinguish... what people who already own them are like."

Yi Fan saw his eyes flutter. The owner of the light-colored eyes quickly averted his eyes after he finished speaking. Yifan was confident that Luhan understood what he said.. It's uncomfortable but I still want to accept it... Sharp eyes slowly looking at the details on the sweet face.. Luhan is so handsome that sometimes people are jealous. Sometimes it's too beautiful to resist..

His eyes stopped at the beautiful lips that he had bitten down until they turned a bright red color.. Yifan didn't think too much and didn't hesitate to bend down and snatch that sweet touch. Because he is confident..that it is sweeter than anyone else. And the owners never withhold or dissuade each other. The more we have in our free time remaining, every second...

jingle.....

The big telephone in the house rang. But at this moment, Luhan's brain only heard the sound of the touch on the tip of his lips. The small arm that was freed from its restraints immediately lifted up and wrapped around the other's neck.

jingle.......

Eyes wide, he looked at the phone that rang. But it wouldn't be as interesting as the small body that was pressing and hugging him. The small tips of their tongues responded without any signs of giving up. He hugged her thin waist tightly.. Instead of the pain that will come soon

jingle.......

(Please leave a message after the beep)

Dang..

"Luhan"

Big eyes open. Luhan woke up from his trance as soon as he heard a familiar voice.. His lips parted without paying attention to the other person.

"Today the machine is delayed. Another four hours.. I.. and the child will probably arrive in Beijing...".

"Yifan let go.. I'm going to answer the phone."

Luhan finally spoke up. When the other party still hugs him and doesn't let go Even though I saw that he had to go answer the phone.

"You can call me back later. Let's talk slowly for a minute. I probably won't die..."

"What did you say!?"

"See you later."

Dang...

"Yifan!!!"

Yifan was violently pushed away by the other party. The sharp pain from the thrust and the harsh sound didn't make him feel anything more than that. The angry eyes that looked at me

"Why do we have to push each other?"

“Then why do you say that? That's my sister-in-law.. "

"so?"

"So?.. How can you talk like this to someone in your family... You're making me disappointed."

Yifan chose to swallow his words from now on... No matter who is at fault, they shouldn't interfere with the family that Luhan loves the most.. But I'm willing to give up and abandon the gentle eyes of a good person forever. But Yifan refused.. He chose to hurt himself.

"Sorry, brother. Tell me.... that you didn't mean to."

Luhan uttered the words with difficulty. The thing he hates most is that family members don't love each other. He immediately turned his back on his brother without waiting for those words. Yifan knows how heavy his mouth is.. Instead of waiting for the other party to do what they want. Fight and walk away to avoid words that might hurt your heart even more..

Luhan walked into the house. Pick up your phone and intend to find your lover's number to call back. His finger kept scrolling to find the number. I don't know how many ten numbers have passed. Because the senses are focused only on another person walking towards them....

The wind blows softly... through the back plate..

Shocked... when another person just walks past each other. His nose stung.. Tears streamed down his face and he sobbed in his throat.

sad? disappointed? Or... care..

You've been havin' real bad dreams

oh.. oh..

You used to lie so close to me

oh.. oh..

There's nothing more than empty sheets

Between our love, our love

Oh.. our love, our love 

Tid Tid... (You received a new message)

"I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to say it.."

In the end, we chose to preserve the most important thing...

friendship

Just give me a reason

Just a little bit's enough

Just a second we're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

It's in the stars

It's been written in the scars on our hearts

We're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again 

-END-

complain:

1. Feeling sad... I'm annoyed with my new roommate. I'm annoyed with Yifan (but why is Yifan so pitiful at the end? Haha)

2. Try to push it to the end.. No matter how long it's been on hold, it's never finished.. I don't have time to read and read and get bored.

3. Again... I really like the song. I'm very into the song again. Haha. But write before choosing the song. I like it.

4. If I typed incorrectly, I apologize. Updated in the middle of the night again.. Working-age girls take it away.

Thank you to those who came to read and like it. and try to read until the end Thank you (in advance) for your comment.

Correct the millionth mistake.

9/3/2016 has been gone for so long.

writer dek-d

Upgrade to version 3, the song code disappeared... Plus, some words even got karma scanned. Oh my gosh.

Came back and read it again (because I forgot, haha). I really enjoyed this story. It was fun enough.