How Far Is Near

Short-lived shock fiction.

But when I got married, I didn't faint. It lasted for a very long time.

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THE★ FARRY

How Far Is Near

Trying to do it in different ways Let her love me

Try every day to give her everything she needs.

It's like walking on a bridge with the destination being your heart.

Still thinking and hoping to bring this true love to you

'I love you, Junhong'

“Hey Youngjae, aren't you back yet?” The sound of my name being called made me jump a little, who was in a trance.

“Um, wait for Junhong.” I gave him a small smile. Daehyun, my only close friend since elementary school until now, he and I are both in our third year of university.

“Sigh.. Youngjae, I really am asking. Are you happy the way you are today?” Daehyun walked over and sat next to me. Daehyun's words caused a slight hiccup.

That's it.

“I won't believe it if you say you don't know what Junhong thinks of you.” Daehyun stared at me with serious eyes. Even if he says something so direct that sometimes it seems a bit hurtful. But I know it worries me.

“Get over it, Youngjae. I don't want to see you more sad than this.”

“I...I can't do this, Daehyun.” I looked down at the ground, avoiding his eyes. My voice now began to shake. “I love him.”

I love Jun Hong. I love you to the point of accepting anything.

It must hurt more than this, I can bear it.

But why haven't we walked for so long?

But why? Looking at the path, it seems like it's extending.

I want to know how I should act.

I returned to my lonely house and went up to my room. My mother died of an illness when I was just starting kindergarten. My father also works abroad. Every once in a while you'll come home to me.

Before that, I was waiting for Junhong in front of the faculty where he studied. Daehyun came and sat as a friend for a while then asked to leave first because he had to go pick up Jongup who he was flirting with. I sat and waited alone but didn't see anyone coming out. I tried calling and the phone shut down. Until almost 6 p.m. had passed and we decided to return home.

I sit and wait like this every day. Wait until you're used to it.

I decided to pick up the phone and go to Line and type a message like I do every day.

'Are you home yet? Don't forget to do your homework, Junhong.'

I sent a line and after a while it came up:

Read

But no message was returned.

Just reading makes me happy.

Happy, but why are your tears flowing, Youngjae?

'I love you, Junhong.' I thought back to the day I decided to tell him my feelings. At that time Junhong was still in his first year and I was in my second year.

But what came back was a calm and expressionless look in his eyes.

'Will you be able to date me?'

'Okay,' he asked, not expecting Junhong to answer. I was very happy then.

But happiness didn't last long...

I know very well that Junhong doesn't like me. I accepted it probably because I just didn't want to reject it.

I can only give myself hope that one day he will take an interest in me.

But not at all…

The longer this goes on, the worse everything gets. Junhong is still the same Junhong.

But my hope has dwindled to almost nothing left.

It's been almost a year since we've been together. He doesn't love me... Even a little bit

Now I have decided...

Today is a holiday. I came to sit in a coffee shop. Waiting for someone to make an appointment

“Are you here? Please take a seat.” I smiled slightly at the person who had just walked into the shop.

“Uncle Youngjae made an appointment with me, what is the matter?” As usual, his eyes and voice still had the same indifference.

“I said... we should break up.” I lowered my head and replied, tears threatening to fall.

“Yes?” Junhong himself must have been quite puzzled that I broke up with him.

“Today when we are together, it must be binding on you. Besides, you don't love me anymore. I hope you find someone you are ready to spend your life with, Junhong.” I said with a smile to tell him that I was okay.

Even though I almost fainted

I slowly walked out of the shop, leaving Junhong still sitting in the shop. It may be bad manners. But now I can't hold back the tears any longer.

As I walked across the street, the tears still flowed without stopping. I can only tell myself.

One day you'll be able to accept it, Yoo Youngjae.

Excited!!

The sound of a high-pitched trumpet made me turn to look at the source of the sound. My eyes widened in shock. A car was coming towards me at high speed.

Bang!

It's like everything has slowed down. That car hit me hard. My body bounced. Then there were screams from the people who witnessed the incident.

My head and back hit the pavement. It hurt… it hurt so much.

“Brother Youngjae!!!” Junhong's voice shouted my name and he ran over.

“Brother Youngjae, don't worry.” Junhong lifted my body up into his arms.

At least you're still worried about me. This is just very good.

How much further until I'm close? Tell me.

“Someone please call an ambulance!!!” Junhong's voice shouted. People watching began to regain consciousness and dialed the phone to call the hospital.

How far is it until you love me?

“Brother Youngjae, Brother Youngjae, don't close your eyes, I won't break up with you!” Junhong said, he was crying.

I can only smile. But he had to choke on the blood flowing out of his mouth.

“Don't cry,” I tried to raise my hand to spread the tears on Junhong's face.

Is there any way that might interest her? Please.

My consciousness began to decrease more and more. My vision started to blur. But I still continued to look at Junhong's face.

The face of the person I love

“I love you Junhong.”

Please tell me. That in the end I still have meaning

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THE★ FARRY