“Brother Toph.. where are you going? You woke up so early?” asked Seungri, a junior who was in the room next to T.O.P., surprised when he saw T.O.P come out of his room so early in the morning. Ready to wear a handsome suit

“Hyung.. I'm going to see my beloved,” TOP answered Seungri softly. His eyes seemed to drift slightly.

“What do you mean..?” Seungri asked again.

“I will go find my beloved. Daesung,” T.O.P reminded Seungri while also telling him his beloved name. But that instantly made Seungri's face turn pale.

“Are you going crazy? How are you going to find him?”

“Why can't you go see your girlfriend? I'll go first. Daesung will be waiting for a long time.” Top said and gave Seungri a small smile before pressing the button to enter the elevator.

“Wait a minute.. Phi Top! Oppa...." Seungri tried to follow but the elevator door closed before he could get in.

Top after getting off the elevator He took long steps towards the car, happy that he would meet his beloved again. The beloved he hasn't seen for a month and a half.. Toph smiled to himself before starting the car and taking off.

'ToP, please answer the phone. Toph, please answer the phone~'

Toph's phone rings. It was Daesung's voice that was specially recorded as his ringtone. So he plugged in his headphones and answered the phone..

“Hello..” Toph's low voice filled the line.

'Hoy! Toph, where are you!!??' The voice that responded was Jiyong's voice. His other younger sibling Jiyong said in a very impatient tone. This made Toph a little surprised.

"I'm in the car.. Is there something wrong?”

'So where are you going!?'

“I'm going to the beach,” Top said shortly, which both he and Jiyong knew about the beach they were talking about. It's the beach that isn't too far from his condo. Both him, Daesung, and junior Jiyong Seungri go there often.

‘Oh….’ Jiyong replied, feeling more relieved.

'...Then there's nothing, hyung. Hello,' Jiyong said and cut off TOP's call. At first, he was shocked that Seungri called to say that TOP had talked to Seungri about going to see Daesung. But in reality, Toph just went to the beach. Toph goes to the beach very often. At first, both he and Seungri were surprised and went to look. I only found that Top was sitting on the sandy beach and just staring blankly.

Toph himself was often absent-minded and almost normal. Since that day...

As for TOP.. after hanging up the phone from Jiyong, he continued driving. Until finally reaching the seaside... The smell of salty steam has never changed. It was still the same every time he came to this beach. The sky still had a strong sun shining on it, causing him to squint slightly.

'Wow, Toph, the sun is really strong,' Daesung muttered under his breath and squinted his eyes to avoid the sunlight.

'Hahahaha' TOP laughed loudly, surprising Daesung.

'Why are you laughing? Is there anything funny about it?' Daesung said, his lips pursed and his brows furrowed together.

'Well, you... just open your eyes normally and you can hardly see them. The more I squinted, I didn't realize I was opening them. Haha.' Toph laughed again.

'He's always.. teasing me' Daesung said in a petulant voice and walked away from TOP.

'Don't run away from me, Daesung.. I'm just kidding you.. whether you open your eyes or close them or whatever you do, they're all cute. My dearest..' TOP said and embraced Daesung from behind.

'Shh.. I'll let you do that.' Daesung said shyly and allowed T.O.P to hug him nicely.

Toph laughed softly to himself as he stomped along the sand.. Slowly walk until you reach a place... A quiet seaside without people... His place with Daesung

'P'Top.. the seaside here is very beautiful. I've never seen the sea this beautiful before' Daesung said cheerfully like a child. When Toph brought him to the beach where there were no people.

'Isn't it beautiful? There aren't many people here. I haven't told anyone except you.' Toph said smiling and patting her head lovingly.

'Very beautiful... The color of the sea sparkles in the sun. with the color of the sand here It really fits together!' Daesung said as he sat down and played with the fine sand grains in his hands.

'One thing I like about the seaside is that.. Sea water and sand will never be separated. No matter how strong the waves hit, Grains of sand are always in the sea.' Toph said and sat down next to Daesung.

'We are both like the beach, Toph.. You are water, I am a grain of sand. Until I encounter something. I will always be by your side.' Daesung said with a smile. His face turned red with slight embarrassment.

'I will always be by your side too... I love you the most, Daesung,' Tem said, lifting his chin to give him a sweet kiss.

'I love you too...' Daesung's next voice was lost in his throat. Daesung kisses T.O.P in return. Their love is so full that it is difficult to part from each other...

Crunchy.. Fizzy..

The sound of crashing waves woke Toph from his happy memories. He slowly opened his eyes. Looking at the endless waves crashing onto the shore. His hand fumbled with his own suit. Until one thing was taken out..

Couple ring...

Another memory image came back again..

The sound of music playing softly in the background causing Toph to hum along His face hasn't stopped smiling from the moment he entered the restaurant. There were so many different kinds of food on the table that it was almost impossible to count them all. Along the table was a bottle of expensive champagne. On his lap was a bouquet of beautiful flowers. And inside his suit was a diamond ring box.

There are two pairs...

Because today is the 2 year anniversary of him and Daesung being together...

So he wanted to have something that would be a confirmation sign for Daesung to be comfortable with, that he would love Daesung forever.. And he wants Daesung's confirmation that he will love him forever as well..

In fact, he even wanted to propose to me....

Thinking of that, Toph chuckled. Then he smiled even wider. Sitting and looking at the empty chair in front of him Waiting for the owner of his heart to sit... Daesung is probably close.

Bang!!!

Suddenly, there was a loud noise from outside the restaurant. Making Toph startled immediately. The ring box fell to the floor. Toph picked it up with a pounding heart... Why does he feel bad?

'Scream!! People get hit by a car'

A woman's voice shouted loudly. Toph felt like he had a premonition. he holds a bouquet of flowers while holding the ring box He ran towards the restaurant door before pushing it open. What you see ahead is...

Daesung got hit by a car!

Even though people gather in all directions But Toph didn't care. He immediately ran towards Daesung.

'Dae.. Daesung' TOP couldn't say anything. Daesung's blood is worn out. But when he saw Toph, he immediately smiled.

'I'm here.. I'm here, Toph hyung.' Daesung said in a cheerful voice. But he moved his mouth with difficulty.

'Daesung... Don't say anything yet. Just wait a moment and the ambulance will be here.' Toph said in a trembling voice. while holding Daesung's hand

'It's probably.. not in time. But I want you to know that I love you very much.. The most and will love you forever' Daesung said, his voice becoming softer and quieter.

'Daesung.. no.. don't say that. You'll be fine,' Toph said in a shaky voice. Tears began to flow down his face.

'Someday we will meet again.. My darling, I will be with you forever.' Daesung said and slowly closed his eyes. Toph felt like his heart was breaking right there.

'no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'

Reality hit him again. Daesung isn't here anymore... Daesung isn't here anymore... This truth mercilessly erased all the happiness from previous memories. The sound of the waves hitting the shore each time. It was like a knife that was painfully stabbed into Choi Seunghyun's heart little by little...

There have been many times over the past month and a half. He thought Daesung was still alive. And he had to come to this seaside every time. But when he came to his senses.. I can only cry on the sandy beach. Before driving back to the condo and starting over.. I think Daesung is still alive. And he had to find Daesung at the beach again. And again...

"Oh no!!!!" Toph shouted in anger. Manly tears began to flow down again. He sank down and pounded the sand with his fist.

“Man.. why did you have to leave me!!??” Toph said and tightened his grip on the hand that held the ring box. While thinking of the words Daesung said that day...

'Someday we will meet again.. My darling, I will be with you forever.'

That's right!.. Daesung is still with him. Daesung must be with him forever like the sea and the sand!!

Daesung must still be waiting for him...

Only he refused to go see Daesung...

When I thought of it like this Toph smiled through tears. His other hand reached in and took out something.

Bouquet of flowers that day..

Because it's been a month and a half... It is therefore both withered and dry. Until some flowers fell off But TOP always keeps it with him. He held it up to the double ring box and smiled widely.

“Daesung... I'll give it to you right now..” Top said and slowly walked into the sea water.. The sea is like him. Every step he took was just grains of sand.. It's like Daesung. Daesung is really with him all the time too.

“I'm sorry I didn't come to you sooner, Daesung..” Top said to himself, walking slowly into the sea water. Until now I'm in my head. Toph opened his mouth and swallowed the seawater willingly. His breathing was starting to become labored. But TOP continues to walk deeper and deeper...

“Daesung... Hurry and come find me. Come out and get the ring and bouquet of flowers..” Toph spoke out in a difficult bubble. While staring around in the dark sea His breath was slowly running out. His eyes began to become more blurry. Toph smiled happily to himself.

"I'm coming to find you... Daesung of........hyung.” TOP said the last sentence and smiled widely. Slowly closing his eyes Before his last breath was taken...

It's good to upload old fics. There are still many stories left. This is one thing, haha.

To be honest, I don't really want to bring it down to the kids. Because most of the time there are only people who read and don't comment. The more the fic is completed in one chapter, the better.

Let's wait and see the feedback first. If there are still people reading it, I will continue posting other stories.

Anyway, thank you very much to the people who came to comment ^_______^