A tall figure walked across the hallway of a famous hospital in a hurry. There was still clear resentment in his eyes.

He was irritated, his hands holding the hands of two twin boys who were trying to keep up with their father. Enter the handsome, sharp face.

He was so angry that Jiyong had come to see the crazy kid he really hated. Lying boy

The child who tricked everyone I don't know how many things I have with everyone, both in front of and behind their backs. A child who looked like he was an honest person on the inside.

It was a demon that made him shed tears in a terrible way. That child is.. Kang Daesung

“Dad, walk slowly. Mi-so can't take it anymore..” The eldest twin on Toph's right fussed.

“That's it, Dad, please hold me.” Sunghyun began to beg his father, his little hand trying to tug at the hem of his thick shirt.

“Sigh.. This is my child... Mee Somanee..” Top bent down on his knees to have So on his back before holding Sunghyun in his arms. These twins look alike.

But there is something that makes TOP not like Mi So. It must have been something worthy of this child's name, a smile.. a smile that was exactly the same as that crazy kid.

The child who made these two twins born was miraculous.. But he still hates me..

A tall, thick figure walked up to the front of the room Jiyong had said, carrying a bunch of children.

“Wait here, my son. Dad's just going to talk about nonsense for a little while." TOP let his son sit next to Seungri.

Who keeps staring at him. Of course, Seungri hates TOP for hurting Daesung so much. But why do you care? Daesung is just pretending to be so nice.

Until everyone believes it Try to meet him yourself and he'll know that that kid is bad.

“Come live with Uncle quickly,” Seungri smiled at the children. before taking him to sit on his lap without saying a word to Big Brother Let older people walk into the room.

With a little Smile Angel that was fully glowing.

In that room, the atmosphere was extremely gloomy. The glass window looks out at the sky where rain looks like it's about to fall. It's as if the world is sad and sad.

With this very bad patient. Mr. Seunghyun stepped to the side of the bed, watching the eyes of the other two siblings stare murderously.

“You guys go first… I'm fine…” The patient's voice said softly. It's so hoarse that it's scary. His face was pale and lifeless.

But still covered in a faint smile In order not to worry the elders It was appropriate to treat him like this. It would probably be even more painful than this.

Jiyong and Youngbae walked out quietly. As requested, let your body become thin and thin. Live with the owner of the aura of anger. Even if you don't trust it, you won't.

They can disagree because they both know that there is not much time left for this child to be together in this world. At least it's appropriate for him to be with someone who

He loves that no matter how much he hurts, the stupid kid still sleepwalks every night.

“Annyeong, hyung…” Daesung greeted his eldest in a hoarse voice.

“Stop making sounds like that, it's annoying,” Seunghyun said irritably but it only made Daesung laugh.

“Ha, I'll try.” .. A face that, although worn out, still looked surprisingly cute, smiled gently.

“What's the matter?” His quiet voice asked causing Daesung to well up in tears.

“How are the kids, hyung..?” Daesung asked softly. with concern

"It's fine. I won't let them suffer like you did," Toph replied sternly.

“I'm sorry.” ..

“I don't accept.”

“But…” was all the little man could say and then coughed profusely. But even so, Big Brother Seunghyun still looked at him coldly.

“Uh… it's okay.. hyung… listen to me?”

"Hurry up and tell me, I have something to do."

“I apologize for everything that happened in the past…. You're probably angry at me... but I love you.."

“Stop saying you love me, it's annoying. Take your lies and go to hell after you!”

“………….. Sorry…” Daesung closed his mouth. Tears welled up in his eyes before he began to feel a sharp pain. There is no suffering that is debilitating.

To the point where his body couldn't take it anymore.

“Please listen to me one more time…”

“Sigh!! What else??”

“I love you..Thank you for taking good care of the children.. Please leave it to them..” Daesung said softly.

before smiling sweetly at another person The person it crashed into was paying serious attention to Seunghyun.

“Oh… um.. is it over? Will you be able to go?”

“Ha…. Bye…” Thick eyelids slowly turned pale. It closed and almost immediately a hand touched the doorknob. There was a sound that signaled the figure who had just spoken.

With him just now, he had already lost his breath. His thick body was frozen in disbelief. But then he suddenly had a small thought…

'It's fine to die'

The eldest of the group steps out of the garden room with Jiyong where he went to check on the younger sibling. Everything is in chaos. Everyone tried to call the doctor for help.

But it was too late. Smile Angel... had already left everyone.

Thump! “You evil bastard!!” Jiyong slammed him into the handsome face. TOP's really hard while crying non-stop.

“Huh… You killed him!.. You made Daesung die!” Jiyong's curses mixed with sobs continued further and further.

With the strength of Seungri, he helped lead the leader away from there before something happened again.

But Toph doesn't care. The twin children were frightened by everything that had happened. They were confused….

“Hyung,” Taeyang's voice rang out. Before he sent the letter to TOP It's just two sheets of paper stapled together and folded in half.

with handwriting that is difficult to read But he's still used to it. It's Daesung's.. Only he can read Daesung's handwriting like this without missing a beat.

Because he was used to the letters that Daesung sent. He said that this handwriting was for P' Tempe alone. Others will not be able to read it well.

Yes, that kid said that…. Huh… If it was just him. Then Daesung must have another hundred handwriting for other men. that he sleeps with

“Why are you giving it to me?” Toph looked at his younger brother who held the paper and stuffed it into his hand condescendingly. and didn't show much respect for him

“Read this and your eyes will be opened,” said the stocky young man before walking away and leaving behind these words: "If you don't read this, I will kill you."

Seunghyun shrugged his shoulders, not caring. He slowly sat next to the twins, cradling them on his lap and soothing them to sleep before slowly opening the letter.

In the hand, read………………….

"Annyeong, Brother Temp ^ ^

I hope today will be a good day for my not-so-talented little bear. Not just today I want it to be every day.

I'd like to ask for patience to read it for a little bit. It might be very long. Haha. It won't disturb your eyes for long because this will probably be the last one I'll do.

Sending it as someone who loves me I didn't bring it to blackmail anything. and did not bring it forward to negotiate It's just a feeling.

There may be some irritation to the ears and eyes. But I want you to read and understand. Ask Luang Pu Temp(?) to stop building the temple wall for a while and come sit and listen.

What I've always wanted to say is that since we met, you probably remember that? Ever since I started training and then came to meet you. I'm beginning to lose my brother.

I'm addicted and try to come see you as often as possible. I work hard every day to come see you. At that time it was like the phone was still a lollipop.

I can only come during holidays or at 8 p.m. At that time, I was talking to you and forgot to answer Junsu hyung. I laughed at myself too why I did it.

Even that size is stupid and doesn't know what he wants. I played with you continuously until that time, which was starting to become more serious, but at that time I was still

Just a trainee And I don't know my own feelings like usual. That night after I broke up with Junsu hyung. When you said you'd take care of me, I'm so happy.

Tears flowed out. It sounds really exaggerated, right? Haha. It's probably because you're the one who said you'd take care of me and marry me.

Before Junsu spoke again Even though it sounds like I'm just joking, haha, you built my confidence.. Give me the confidence to be with you.

Confident to do many things. It's true that at that time I also cried because of Junsu hyung. And at that time I also thought about why.

I've never seen him do anything like P'Tem. Which is what I like to do, which is what I really like. It's a spec, right?

Ah.. I'm embarrassed to say this. Haha. Everything you do sometimes makes me cry for many reasons. Both about Junsu Things at home, things at the band

You, on the other hand, make everything look better. I'm not sure when I realized that you really liked me. But it doesn't make me hate you at all.

I am happy again and feel that everything that happens comes from my heart. I might remember the day that you don't want to remember. The day I wiped your tears and made you smile..

The day I argued with my friend. The story of Facebook being deleted At that time, I didn't feel that what you thought was stupid. Because for me, if I get hit, I feel bad.

Likewise, that day I felt like my friend was really being an idiot, something like that. Then he went and cried and I knelt down next to him and pulled him into a hug.

Come hold me and say it's okay, try to comfort me as hard as a person who isn't good at comforting can. I remember that day I wiped away tears from

My soft cheeks You're the first person I've wiped away my tears since I was born. Normally, I really hate other people's tears, saliva, and snot.

I don't really like to get hit, haha. It's not very clean love. On that day, I apologized for not being able to offer much comfort.

All I could do was say the same words, the same sentences, and wrap my arms around my shoulders and drag him to come talk to his friends. I remember at that time you were very strong and forced me to play.

I used my utmost strength haha. Later, it was a family concert where I chased someone with an injured leg~ Running around the car was so cute. Finally I got a hug.

Are you asking about your feelings at that time? Happiness flashed into my heart. It's not like hugging Junsu hyung which is just warm because he's bigger haha.

Later, the day I took you to see my father-in-law~ I laughed so much, I was embarrassed too because I started getting drunk and my hands started to fidget. Come grab some butts.

Then he called me his wife in front of my father-in-law because I was drunk. If you don't call your wife empty-handed, you'll be naughty too. I think back then my personality was cuter than this.

555555 Do you remember the time we walked along the beach? Going down an alley and emerging along a beach with beautiful lights, a calm sea, a gentle breeze.. an atmosphere that

I dream of going with my lover one time. I also remember that we went to my father-in-law's house in a taxi with my uncle as the driver ^^~ haha.

And the day I went to see my mother-in-law was really fun too. But that day, he had a small role, so I didn't have many good shots to share.

Aside from sitting on my lap, I also fed him food ><~ As for the day we found out we were going to have a child together, it was really wonderful.

When you said that you had to stop doing activities, hahaha, I remember it well. I couldn't stop smiling. Not long after that we got married.

At the event we wore white suits :') and there were only relatives. It was another day that I was so happy that I shed tears. After getting married, I was always happy.

Until I forgot that it might just be a dream

Throughout our relationship, there were many times that I made you sad. I was ashamed that I did that. It was wrong. I said I would go on business many times to

Prepare something for me. But until then, I was attacked by Junsu hyung with various biting words. That is, until then, I might be scolded for being an idiot.

A lot of people have many hearts, blah blah blah, blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah, when I talked to him my stress immediately disappeared. Very awesome. Many times I have cried recently.

Then come lie down and talk with me. I usually say "Annyeongha~" and then go hug and beg, haha. And there are other days, so I'd like to choose a prominent day.

Do you remember the day you bought the seductive cat lady outfit? I'm so shy. So embarrassed that I twisted ><~ It's really embarrassing. I admit that I want to wear it too.

I want to show off Choi Little Bear. Haha. It's really fun, I think. Haha. And the day we bought clothes for the kids, a bear outfit, a cat outfit, a bunny outfit.

The Doraemon outfit hahaha, the shoes and the doll are all cute and you acted like a daddy and paid for it >< It's cute.

The child's father came to buy things for the child. Not because I paid them money, but it felt like we were family. And now I'd like to cross over.

The night the twins were born We argued until he left the house. That I collapsed on the side of the road and was about to give birth even though I was only seven months old.

I counted the baby's month incorrectly. I counted from the names of the months and it became eight months. When he told me seven months, I was shocked, haha.

What will the child be like? It appears that our children are healthy. After that, for reasons of wanting to be worried and wanting to be please, I became stubborn again.

I've been recuperating for a long time. And that day was the day I was robbed by a doctor. I just want to help you. The doctor said that if it doesn't help, he will put in cyanide.

Let me go through the saline route.... If I let him, he won't do it. I'm sorry I misunderstood you like that, and I'm sorry for that.

You must feel very bad. Hmmmm. Next thing is to take it as your anniversary when you light candles. and turn on music in the room It's very romantic.

I was so happy that I cried again, haha, when he came to hug me behind me and whisper to me. How much do you love me and then lead me to sing along to that lazy song...

It's very happy. Until the point where you finally went crazy and it started to get confusing. In the end, I had something with Minwoo hyung, it was because

I miss you so much. And I'm running out of strength to resist. After that, I was both happy and sad after I found out that I bought a house for my one year anniversary.

Ours.. I remember when I came to Minwoo's house, I was sad that I couldn't come with you. When I came with you, it rained. I remember......

My brother's condition is like he's lost his mind. I'm wet because of the rain and I'm trying to decorate the garden with white roses... It made me cry...

I feel like what I've been doing all this time to test each other's feelings is cruel. I'm sorry to see that situation. I remember that you posted pictures of everyone.

On the board, my pictures are everywhere.... Picture taken while in the kitchen.. And when I put up a picture of you I pulled it out again. It's like they're not family members.

It deeply moved me. But in the end, he brought me here after finishing decorating the house. An outdoor bed strewn with rose petals. Where I slowly lay down.

Then we kissed and after that....... -//- 555555 You probably already know. Next, there's the matter of Songha, which I'm very jealous of. He was so jealous that he was angry at me.

I saw you have something with him in front of my eyes. Even though we have children, I still do that.

Oh, and about Hyo. Do you remember when you were drugged so hard that you ran away to the empty room next to you? In order not to hurt me.. At that time I was very afraid.

I don't know what to do....and it's another anniversary of the day you took me into the garden. Go sit at the tea table.... It was so cute and I was so happy that I cried.

Flowing again 555555 In fact, until we got to this point, there was a chaotic period that occurred. A time when I had to come to a crossroads and have to choose.

The time when I didn't know who to choose between you and Junsu hyung. The reason I didn't choose you in the first place was because of Junsu hyung's lies. I don't blame him.

But he lied that he was seriously ill and said he had surgery. At first he asked Yoochun to send him a WhatsApp message saying, “Oh, that's it. Junsu is in the hospital because of you.

Daesung” At that time, I didn't know how I could have been so stupid and forgotten. In the end, I sympathized with him, so I decided to choose him. But yes, I said I like you.

When I said that, I had been preparing myself for a long time. I smiled so hard. Haha. It took me a long time to accept it before I dared to say it. That's it.

I can't bear to keep it. Before that, I often looked and read your notes. I watch my ramblings regularly. I watched you talk with your friends about everything and decided to tell you, but I

Told him even though he hadn't yet cleared it with Junsu. I thought I'd break up with you after I told you I liked you. But it went too far and until that day I said

You said you wouldn't leave him because I thought he would want me to take care of you. But after that, it was unclear for a while. At first I broke up.

Really good, but I can't stand him saying snarky things or teasing me to make me jealous. It's not jealousy, it's angry until I fought with him in the practice room.

Until I had to go to the hospital. Before you came, we had already talked. That that's enough for once. They said it was up to me, so I came.

Finally found you. It's because I feel more for you than him and when I see you I smile. And it's not pretending It's because I know my own heart.

Sometimes, but I had to face proof that would be too heavy for me. I'm sure that was when I was in the hospital room. The fact that you came in also made me smile.

It's just a small gesture from you. You danced the Binku dance for me, haha. The feeling when we held hands on our first day made me feel like this is it.

People with whom we will walk along the same path. Don't abandon each other. I just don't want to let go anymore. I don't want people to give advice.

Warmth like I've never had before must escape. Actually our first kiss was awesome and very happy. Including kissing at that restaurant ^^~

and went to the Music Bank program I sucked his finger and teased him a lot. I remember well the way you forgot the dance moves. So cute that I had to smile.

Really really cute. And that day I apologized for pretending to go into your pants pocket. I just want to tease you for fun. I don't think I'd be upset about it.

Well, normally I don't do that.. 55 So we were quiet with each other for a while. But then I got Mon Noi as the first birthday present my girlfriend gave me.

….The name of our child that we gave while sitting in the park. I looked up at the sky and thought of a name that would mean smile... Mi So, the eldest twin, and I proposed again.

The name Sunghyun... comes from my name and my hyung combined, Daesung Seunghyun... Now I still look at pictures of my children every night and I'm so happy that

I babysit them even though I can't see their faces. But I think I'll take care of the kids. Definitely better than me. And I seem to like it.

They're very young, and they're cute like you. Even though at first, you'd argue that they're just like me. But if you're like me, your child probably won't be that cute.

Now I don't know what's going on, but I'd like to ask. Please take care of them in such a way that you don't have to think of them as your brothers and me. Just don't leave him, don't forget.

Or give it to someone else and ask him to stay with you. Now I'd like to skip to the latest matter because the rest is a more subtle matter. That we broke up

The reason is stupid. Which ends where it started, right? It started with my stupidity and ended with my stupidity. I was jealous of

The matter is not a matter. Jiyong hyung is actually a good older brother to me. Probably because I'm afraid he'll ignore me because even if I just ignore him, I'll get hurt.

Bad mouthed and mean things caused us to break up. Until I couldn't stand it because I couldn't contact anything. Look, we've talked for years and loved each other again.

How much? Suddenly, the person I love, care about, cherish, and depend on is the only person I can comfortably say everything to. It may create frustration.

With you sometimes, but you are the person who has always been together. It appears that he has been walking beside me for a very long time, since before we started dating. Suddenly had to disappear because

Stupid actions, a lot of love and jealousy never forgets. I can't contact you. Searching for you in every possible way...including lying and creating fake emails.

Came to talk to you, but my name is Kang Song In, just so I can talk. And I didn't choose to hide my personality or identity because I couldn't lie and hide it from you.

So, I told you that I was sick using the name Kang Song In. I'm glad that you were really worried about me. Until I forgot that the person I was worried about was Kang Song In, not Kang Daesung.

I just want to find a way to talk to you. In fact, I was planning to tell him in the end and he asked right when I was deciding to tell him.

So I told the truth and hoped that he would understand or listen, but I also understood that I was a liar to you since day one.

The first time I lied to Junsu hyung that I didn't love him. And I heard it.. I lied that you were my first. Even though it's not I did it because I didn't want to cause harm.

My heart doesn't want you to be angry and leave me. But my feelings never lie. Everything that we do comes from the heart, no matter what it is, it comes out.

From my heart, from my feelings that I just want to convey to you, but there have been many times that I've made mistakes and made you sad. I'm sorry that I didn't take care of you.

It's better than this when I have the opportunity. I'm still worried about you. If something happens, please trust me. You can always contact me.. I know you don't like that I'm still involved.

I know I'm just an outsider. I was happy to go see your wedding dress before. It was so beautiful that in the end I wouldn't dare wear it.

And I apologize for ever hurting your feelings with so many words. People who speak in a way that they don't think of their words well first lead to misunderstandings. I'm sorry for all

For all your tears For all the pain I've caused you, I'm sorry. I'm still a person who is ready to receive and will stand.

Beside me no matter what status Please let me help you when you need help. Please listen to every problem that I don't know how to tell anyone, and even though

We will break up on the day that in a few days we will reach our 1 year and 2 month anniversary. Brother Temp's Daesung will always be by our side.

Don't forget that on days when something is uncomfortable, you can always tell the person here.

I feel good that I have expressed all my overall feelings. I've tried to reduce this as much as possible. It's getting too long.

And those who hate me probably don't want to read it much, haha. Please answer me after receiving the letter.. If I say something

If you're wrong, tell me... I promise I'll improve. And I won't make you sad again..

From now on, I want you to work hard…. Thank you for always being good to me, always being calm, and always caring for idiots like me ^^~

Including the voice message telling me goodnight every night even though I don't have a brother... But the voice that he recorded for me on the first day of our relationship.

I listen to it every night...

I will always love you. From Kang Daesung / (former) Choi Daesung

Meow Kang, I will always love Little Choi Mi….”

silence

There was only silence and the sound of rain falling. They stayed outside for a long time before Seunghyun's tears began to well up. and flowed down the side of his cheek, causing him to quickly wipe it away

It came out before it could drip from the tip down to touch Mi So's face. A little boy who always smiles like Daesung..

I don't know why he hated Daesung so much before.. Everything this person did..was beyond what Seunghyun could say except...

“I love you too…. Stupid child…”

…….. Why did I do this to you…. You're dead. Your angel is dead.

So how can I continue to live? You're dead……. How can I answer you? ……..Silly child………… You are stupid……..

Amidst the silence and tears that were too late Nothing eased Mr. Choi's pain. Seunghyun got it.

But then little Mee Sono woke up because he felt his father was sad. Mi So's beautiful round eyes looked intently at her father.

Question... eyes that feel no different from when Daesung looks at him...

“What's wrong with you, Dad?” the little boy asked, looking innocently into his eyes.

“Just a little.. There's nothing, child. I'm still a child and I don't understand.. Don't worry about daddy.." His hand stroked the head of his beautiful pussy.

The eldest twin boys ..

“Daddy, don't say I'm too young. When I saw this, I knew that my father was crying.” The little boy pouted at his father. Making Seunghyun laugh lightly at his cute expression.

“Ummm… I'm sorry, son… Dad's talented person….." Top said before bending down to press his thin lips to little Mi So's pretty forehead.

Who supported him in his lap and still looked at him like he didn't quite understand anything. Because my father usually never treats me. Or talk to him like this Normally, dad loves Sunghyun more than him.

“Oh, Dad, don't cry. It will pass soon,” Mi So said encouragingly before giving a sweet smile. I don't know where Mi So learned that comforting word. In fact, Mi So was just speaking like a little child. But it was like the words of a person who had just left this world……

Maybe……… He should take the children to see the mother they had to take away from them before they were even a year old………. Daesung must be happy to see the kids……….

The father gradually Wake Sunghyun up and move the children to get up..

“Let's go find our mother?” Toph gave the children a small smile. who looked at each other in bewilderment

“Where is Mom?” Sunghyun asked curiously.

“Are we really going to meet Mom? ><” Mi So asked, her eyes sparkling with joy to meet someone of whom he had only faint memories. And to this day I still miss it. Even if I don't remember clearly.

“Come..” The tall figure stood up and took his hand and led his children into the room where the lifeless bodies were still lying. Probably because of the chaos that happened earlier.

And because Jiyong asked for time, the corpse of Smile Angel, who was loved by everyone, was still here. His hands gently opened the white cloth.

That covers and hides the sweet face His heart felt like it was being squeezed hard when he saw that the person who once loved him unconditionally. And no matter who

No matter how bad it is, I still love you.

“Father? Is it this person?” Sunghyun asked worriedly.

“This person is me,” Toph answered lightly. “Is Mom pretty?”

“Beautiful. Our mother is the cutest. In my dreams, it really wasn't wrong,” Mi So replied with a sweet smile.

“Why doesn't Mom move? I really want mom to hug me.” Seunghyun smiled slightly..

“Their mother is asleep. He went to a more beautiful place than here….

Go to a place where people are kinder to him and are more suitable for him..” A deep voice said softly to the children. “Your mother is an angel.

And his mother has returned to heaven.”

“Why is Mom staying with us?” Sunghyun asked before taking the lifeless body's hand and resting it on its chubby cheek. down with cold hands

“His mother had to go through a lot.... because it was his father who had driven his mother away. But we must remember that Mother has not abandoned us. Mother didn't have a choice. And he loves you all very much.” Toph smiled slightly at the children. Let Mi So climb up and lie down before that lifeless body…….

“Tell Mom I love you…. Mom must be happy….let's tell mom we love her and make a promise to her before leaving…”

The father spoke softly to the children.

“Mom, I love you. I will love you forever. Do you know that when I grow up I will be a singer? Mom has to cheer me on.”

Seunghyun spoke first. Smiling like an innocent child And they didn't know that the figure couldn't reply to them.

“I love you too, Mom. I promise that I will be a good child, that I will never forget my mother, that I will study hard and become a singer like Sunghyun. I will take care of everyone,” Mi So said as her eyes filled with clear water. It was hot because he had never spoken to his mother before.

“I love you, Daesung. I'm sorry I spoke so late...I promise I'll love you forever. And I assure you that I will take good care of the children..”

Toph said before slowly Kissing those full, faded lips and let the children Kiss their mother on the cheek who is probably smiling happily in heaven right now….the right place for them….

Smile Angel….

Your loving memories are still etched in my heart. Many words that made me cry

I want to tell you, "Don't go." But before I can say that. You've already left me.

I want to turn back time but it has already happened. Wanna take all the pain you've been through

오로지 너 하나만 있어준다면 그걸로 난 됐어..난 됐어.. forever

If you feel lonely I'm right here I'm here...forever.

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