Title : Calm Down, Baby

Author : sinnerdarker

Paring : RivaillexEren

Rating : PG-13... G

So is it better!!!

Yes..you can do it, Reveal….. I've never produced a fic in a row before!! /cry

Even Hibari-san, Sinbad, and Jafal still haven't made me so delirious that I've released a fic!! /close face

(Not counting Kanda and Allen, those have been on the shelf for a long time)

P.S. Secretly repeating Ma Mee's "Lie" fic. I was shocked when I read it. Mama and Auntie are in sync.

P.S. In this fic, Mr. Reveal is extremely gentle (or not.. To the point of stroking his head and laying him on his arm, that's probably right.)

I'm sorry, this fic has Reveal-san's personality loose and very sweet. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

(P.S. I'm afraid it won't be as satisfying as the first story/crying)

He smelled iron…

The scent lingered at the tip of his nose. Angrily and violently, as if someone had thrown a lot of rusted iron onto it. But again, he felt that this scent was closer than that.. It got stuck in his throat.

Ellen felt that her throat was strangely sticky. Both irritating to the point of wanting to vomit. But it's harder than that.. Instead, the body became so heavy that it was impossible to control it.

The surroundings were quiet…surprisingly quiet. It was so quiet that he thought he should open his eyes.

The first thing you see is red..

That red color doesn't flow into the sea. But it flowed into pools in many areas.

The next moment he knew that the red color was blood.

And in the next second He knew that it was human blood… Blood flowed from the human bodies lying around him.

Anger surged in his heart. Burning inside His body trembled with anger that could not be extinguished easily.

who!!

Who is doing these things!!

Ellen clenched her fists tightly. before letting out a scream of pain that was compressed inside. But when his voice came out.. Elaine, on the other hand, had to be the one who stopped.

Because that voice wasn't his…but it was a voice he was familiar with.

It was a roar…

Elaine raised both hands to look. His eyes widened as it looked more strange than before.

..This isn't his hand.

Above all, it was naked and tainted with blood… bright red gooey blood.

The smell of iron still lingers in my throat...

No..it's not the smell of iron.

It's the smell of blood.

Elaine touched a finger to his lips. Wipe off the gooey liquid. And found that it was blood..blood and pieces of human clothing.

The young man's thoughts became confused. Some truths suddenly fell into his heart. But it's hard to accept..hard to say.

"Finally, it's gone on a rampage."

A low, emotionless voice came from somewhere. And when you look out What he saw.. was the body of his commander.

The figure stood calmly amidst the gooey wind blowing tauntingly. Waving, causing the green cloak to sway in the wind. Sharp eyes narrowed and looked directly at him. It was as if looking at a filthy animal that needed to be exterminated to stop it from struggling.

The young man's lips were straight and emotionless, and the metal sword hilt tightened in his hand.

Elaine wanted to call out to the other party. But the sound that came out was only a roar.

..a meaningless sound and no one can understand

“..in a rampage like this,” the young man muttered. He tilted his head as if he didn't care. “I probably have to take care of you..”

As he finished speaking, steam rose from the round object behind his waist. With the tip of the harpoon suddenly coming out and sticking into the building. and the figure of a nimble young man who flew like the wings of the wind

The figure headed towards him. He came around to the back before Elaine could move away. while flicking his long, straight swords at the back of his neck…

The pain that shot through his body made him almost unconscious.

heavily!!

The young boy opened his eyes. Looking down at the dilapidated old brick-colored ceiling.

The sound of rapid breathing and a pounding heart.. and the body trembles and tenses

The air was strangely cold. Maybe it's because he sleeps in the basement, which is very damp. But even though the weather is cold A lot of sweat still appeared until his body was sticky.

The young man's eyes darted around the half-arched brick room. The stillness of the night, complemented by the sounds of the wind and insects, made his heart begin to calm down. His rapid breathing began to relax. and eventually withdrew

Elaine leaned up and sat up. while raising his hand to look before hugging his own body that was still trembling nonstop

…dream..

The bright green eyes narrowed. An indescribable relief The young boy slowly leaned back against his pillow. before raising his hand to touch the back of his neck

..The experiences in the dream were so real that a feeling of pain was left behind.

When his consciousness suddenly fell into his body again. Images of dreams suddenly floated down into my mind. Finally, nausea hit Elaine. Until finally, the young boy had to run and vomit in the bathroom next to his room.

“Oh… just!” The young man vomited until he felt the sour taste of his stomach juices. But the nausea still remained. Wandering around with images in dreams that are so clear it's frightening

That's right...even though I knew it was a dream. However, his body did not stop trembling. With images that spin as clear as if they were actually happening.

nevermind..

The young man could only console himself.

That's just a worry..he can control his titan form...must be able to control it..so it's okay.

He can still be surrounded by the people he loves.

When vomiting almost to the point of exhaustion The slender youth collapsed on the ground. Leaning back against a damp, dirty wall and breathing weakly while hugging his own body

Since the day he knew he was a Titan He had this dream over and over again. It becomes more clear with time.

Elaine knew that this was just his worry…a gnawing worry building up inside. But he couldn't stop it.. he couldn't stop the dreams that happened every night.

The young man didn't know who he should tell his worries to. He didn't dare tell the seniors in the unit. And even more, he didn't dare tell Chief Reveal or Hansi-san.

..He wanted to tell this story to Mikasa or Armin. But now… he couldn't even see his best friend's face.

Thinking of this, Elaine lightly bit her lip. Shake off your weakness. before standing up and loudly slapping his face.

He can't be weak...

Can't be weak!

“Elain, your expression doesn't look good. Is something wrong?” Hansi asked while examining the young man's body. Ready to sweep Elaine's eyes from head to toe The young man looked very pale from the first time they met. His eyes were dark and he was extremely thin. “You look a lot thin. Is this the result of an experiment?

But I don't think I'm doing anything that has side effects.”

“There's nothing. I'm just a little stressed. It's not because of Hansi-san,” Elaine dismissed the other party's thoughts with a wry smile and dry laugh. Even though I know the real reason well.

How could he tell that he hadn't slept in a week…?

You can say that Elaine is a coward. But he didn't dare to sleep… he didn't even dare to nod off. for fear that unpleasant dreams would creep up on him again while he slept. Finally, the young boy forced himself for the first time in his life.. With not sleeping for a whole week.

Shockingly, he was still standing. Normally, I haven't slept in a week and I can barely stand up. But Elaine was still able to do her daily routine almost as usual.. Even though the outside looks miserably shabby

“Um.. do you want to go rest for a bit? Right now there's nothing that needs to be done. In this situation, even if we go out and explore or do missions, we probably won't be able to handle it.” The ponytailed girl who always wore glasses folded her arms and tilted her head to look at Elaine, half concerned and half worried. But received a rejection as the person shook his head.

"Don't be. I can still handle it. Besides, if I hide away and rest alone.. there's hope that Chief Reveal will punish me.."

“Why me?”

A low, oppressive voice sounded from behind. This made the tall, slender youth startled unconsciously.

“Ah..Captain Reveal!” Elaine exclaimed, calling the other party's name and quickly turning around to look. So he saw the figure of a young man with short black hair standing with his arms crossed, looking at him with sharp eyes like always. “Nothing. There's nothing at all!”

Elaine replied, pounding her left chest in a familiar salute. Meanwhile, Reveal looked at the young man from head to toe following Hansi. and turned his face and said in a harsh voice, “Why is it so shabby?”

“Eh?”

“Filthy, very dirty. When I saw it, it really made my hands itch,” he said while emitting a strange aura. He raised his rough hands from fighting and moved them as if he wanted to do something to him. And whatever that thing is Elaine took several steps back because of that terrifying aura.

“That's right, Reveal, let's take Elaine and rest a bit. It doesn't look like he can take it anymore.” Hansi, who was still standing in the same place, looked at Elaine who had retreated and turned towards Reveal. The short young man cursed slightly under his breath. But he still hasn't said anything.

“..Before taking yourself to rest Should I throw myself into the pond first?” With that, he actually made a move to grab Elaine and throw her into the pond. This caused the young boy to be shocked for a long time. Before he had to force himself to say, “Don't do it, Captain Reveal. I'll take care of it myself.”

“If you play with this much neglect, It shows that you can't take care of yourself…” Reveal stopped before finishing his sentence. Ready to stare intently at Elaine again and came to look at the young man more closely than before

“This is you…”

"yes?"

Reilly stood still for a long moment. Before turning his head in another direction and muttering, “..never mind.”

“Reilly, hey! Do you agree to let Elaine rest? If you don't speak, I'll take a break! What is with that guy…?” Hansi scratched his head. Looking at the head of the Special Operations Unit who was walking away, “Anyway, how about you go rest first, Eren?”

Hansi called out the young man's name as he began to sway. Looks like a drunk person Meanwhile, Elaine began to feel that her surroundings were spinning. With consciousness starting to fade completely

Has the limit been reached?

He bit his lip to keep himself from losing consciousness. But his body obeyed his brain more than his desires. In the end, the young man collapsed like a doll whose strings were torn.

“Hey..Elaine!!”

The last voice he heard.. seemed to be Mr. Hansi's voice..

But the last picture I saw...

It seemed to be the face of Chief Reveal.

At the same time, his consciousness suddenly disappeared.

This time he dreamed again.

The dream was the same as every time..he was in the body of a Titan. Go on a rampage, killing both friends and many humans. And finally… Chief Reveal will show up to kill him.

But this time something was strange.

His consciousness was still in his Titan body. But his body didn't obey orders. His hand swiped and swept at Captain Reveal. But the other party was able to dodge and dodge it and move frantically in the air.

The agile young man tried to move on his back. But Elaine's hand was closed and she turned away whenever it was convenient. In the end, the original dream became longer than before and was as bad as it had ever been.

The leader began to get hurt..even though Elaine believed that she would never be able to harm Chief Reveal.

Blood flowed down the small body. The sound of his breathing was clearly heard in the dream.. and even though there should have been someone joining in killing him and Captain Reveal. In that dream.. The only person fighting Elaine was Reveal.

The battle drags on without end. It didn't seem as clear as the original dream, but in the end, his fist swept away. Being hit by Captain Reveal's body until he spit out blood... and fell to the ground

That moment made him almost go crazy.

"head………………….!!!"

When I opened my eyes and woke up Someone's hand was covering his mouth.

“Can you not shout?”

A low, familiar voice sounded from above. As a result, Elaine got goosebumps. Before his eyes turned to look at the owner of the hand that was covering his mouth.

…head

When he saw that the other party was conscious And he probably wouldn't shout out loud again. Reilly removed his hand. Before informing him of the situation, “You have lost consciousness. It is now evening. Everyone else is resting.”

“Unconscious…” Elaine muttered as she thought about the incident from the afternoon. The boy's eyes swept around the dark, dank room that was his room. And now there is only candlelight illuminating the things around us.. indicating that night has come.

The young boy tightly clenched the blanket that covered his body. before looking up at Reveal and speaking "Sorry for causing trouble."

Reveal did not receive the other party's request. But he changed his sitting position, crossed his legs and leaned his back against the backrest. and asked instead “You..haven't slept in how many days?”

“Eh?”

"I asked how many days I haven't slept," Reilly repeated the question. "Answer."

“What did the boss ask…”

"reply"

“….One week,” Elaine answered, not wanting to lie to the other party if it wasn't necessary. “I apologize once again for…”

“Why aren't you sleeping?” Reilly asked, interrupting Elaine's apologetic sentence. “In addition to being a weirdo, you also act weird? Are you afraid that other people will see you as a normal person to act like that?”

Hearing the word 'freak', Elaine froze. His body visibly trembled.

“Sorry..” Elaine bit her lip and gripped the blanket tightly. “I didn't intend it to be like that….”

He didn't want to be a weirdo.

“So what's the point of losing sleep? Torture yourself? Wouldn't it be better to take the time to suffer and train to develop your skills?”

"I didn't torture myself…."

I don't want to hurt myself..

“…Then just answer…” At first, Reilly didn't care and thought about asking further. But Ellen's body trembled and tensed more and more.. That made Reilly stop. Before opening her eyes, she looked at the young man with suspicion, “Eren?”

“I don't want to be a freak!” Elaine shouted furiously. Green eyes glowed brightly like a wild animal's. “I don't want to be able to transform into a Titan!! I don't want to deprive myself of sleep to torture myself with pain…!! ....but I can't sleep. If I sleep I will see the worst pictures of my life!! I saw myself go on a rampage!

I see myself killing many loved ones, killing friends, killing fellow humans. Kill even…the boss!!

..I don't want to sleep to see those pictures again!!!”

Elaine let go of all her worries in one go until she gasped. His hands tightened, gripping the blanket until his knuckles were white. His face looked seriously tense and pale, as if he'd fainted again.

His consciousness was momentarily lost in anger. It wasn't until after a while that he realized what he had just said. And because his emotions were still shattered into many pieces and could not be put back together. Ellen averted her eyes from Reveal's cold gaze. and hugged his knees and hid his face in between, whose body is still trembling

Finally, he managed to slip out and speak. Even though I've always tried to keep it in

Elaine bit her lip until it drew blood. My body trembled as the dam of anxiety burst out. The coldness hit his body, making him feel lonely..alone.

After a while, some warmth spread to his body. With a smooth, deep voice… that faintly sounded above his head.

"It's okay.." A low voice said softly, softly, but so clearly that it seemed to penetrate deep into the heart. With a warm, rough hand that gently rubbed the top of his head covered with brown hair, "It's okay. You were just dreaming. You weren't going to kill anyone yet.. Or even if it were true I will kill you before that happens.”

Elaine's heart began to beat slowly. Warmth spreads and overflows Before the young man could answer, who still hides his face between his knees “..Chief Reveal And if I kill….”

“Do you have the confidence to kill me?” A laugh sounded from overhead. Even though he didn't have to look up, he knew that the leader was smiling disdainfully. “Really sleepwalking and delusional.”

"but…"

“A dream is a dream. What has not yet happened is not yet born. Worrying in advance will cause you to decline. So stop being distracted..” Those last words came with a hand that changed from a gentle stroking to a hard slap. Until Elaine felt pain, but strangely.. his body stopped shaking. And my heart has calmed down.

In fact, the young man felt that his body became lighter in the blink of an eye.

“..Sorry. Boss,” Elaine muttered. Ready to look up from his knees and looked at Reveal like a little dog “And…thank you very much.”

Reveal was a bit of a young boy. and nod But he didn't say anything. He sat like that for a long moment. Until Elaine's eyes began to blur. and fell to sleep unconsciously

The young man frowned at the young boy. Before he gingerly rubbed the young man's head again, he sighed.

..It seems like this crazy kid keeps his worries hidden away...

Reilly thought, crossing his arms over his chest. Actually, it's not his job to say things like this. But the young man felt that he could not let this matter go.. In the end, he blurted out something he wasn't good at.

..should he go back to sleep?

With that, the young man got up. Prepare to walk back to your room. But I had to stop. and turned to look at the young man again. His eyes traveled down to his hips. and even though he had just seen that the young man was pulling on his shirt

Reilly frowned. His frustration was so high that it was difficult to knock the imp's head off. But then he changed his mind….

Because the child's sleeping expression looked so relaxed that he really didn't want to wake him up.

That night he dreamed again….

But the dream seemed different..strange than before.

He dreams that he transforms into a Titan. and is about to go on a rampage But the best person in the military unit appeared. Slamming both swords into the back of his Titan body. and managed to pull him out immediately before he accidentally hurt anyone…

and hugged him like a little child

When I woke up again His heart was clear..strangely clear.

It was a normal morning with a slight ray of light streaming down the space above in the basement. It was the first night he slept fully awake. and opened his eyes with relief

Will it be because of that reason? Elaine wasn't so sure. The young man thought that he wanted to hide in the blanket and sleep a little longer. But the warmth of the blanket seemed strangely half soft and half hard. Elaine had to open her eyes to see what she was sleeping in.

The first thing he saw was the world-weary face of Reilly who was sleeping next to him.

Allen's heart immediately pounded and his body convulsed with heartbeats. Both hands raised to cover their mouths to hold back their shouts of shock for fear that the other party would wake up and stomp on them. But it's harder than that..

Why was he lying on Chief Reveal's arm?!!

Ellen immediately stood up. and looked at Reveal who was lying next to him in a sideways position. His face seemed to shift between relaxed and irritated. Until it made the dark brown-haired boy feel unbearably frightened.

“Huh, Captain Reveal..?” Elaine nudged the young man. and was so shocked that he almost fell off the bed when the other person quickly stood up.

“………..” Reilly woke up with a disheveled head. His face looked slightly annoyed, like someone with low blood pressure. Before turning around, he looked at Elaine who was already awake and frowned.

Reilly looked at Ellen's face. Before twitching, he smiled a little. Raising his hand to rub Elaine's head hard again, he walked down from the bed and opened the door and left the room as if nothing had happened.

Elaine stayed there for a long time. Before his face started to get hotter and hotter. With a heart that beats so fast it feels like it's about to burst out.

...Captain Reveal smiles!! Plus you rubbed his head!!

The more she thought about it, Elaine's face became more and more shaggy. There was a feeling so tight in my chest that it felt like it was about to explode. Elaine raised her hand to her heart. before rolling around like a crazy person until he fell off the bed.

Bang!

“Elaine! Get ready!!”

The voice of one of his seniors came running outside the door to tell him. The young man who was touching his hip that hit the ground replied, “Yes, I will go now!!”

The young boy stood up. Try to take a deep breath to make this symptom go away. But the problem is no matter what to do. He couldn't shake off the sensations stuck in his head and the images that remained in his memory.

...Once the old problems are gone. A new problem has arrived.

Ellen thought, sighing heavily. before sitting on the bed and smiling slightly.

But come on...

Let's go ahead and do it..

END

What did you decorate? /I'm foaming at the mouth. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Why is Reveal so soft? No, I'm sorry.