Jung Yonghwa

No matter how ignorant or ignorant people think I am, I don't care. Because I know that all I did was honesty and all the love I had for the one woman I loved. And you will be my only lover until my last breath...

If the next life is real I want to spend my life with you again. Even though in the end the story must end like this...

Seo Joohyun

If I could choose our ending I will never make it this bad...

I'm so happy to love someone as good as you. The person who loves me single-mindedly and loves me more than anyone else. And I'm quite sad that I can't open my heart to welcome anyone again...

Hello again to all my fellow readers ^^

We've arrived at the 3rd story.

SF

Like this, I'm happy and miss you all very much ><

For this matter, it was filtered from imagination as usual.

I would like to leave it in your arms as well. :)

Ahh! Have you read the other two stories yet? Anyone who is interested can go read and comment ^^

[ShortFic YongSeo] My Friend's Lover : http://my.dek-d.com/seohyun-seohyun/writer/view.php?id=936898

[ShortFic YongSeo] It's Just A Drama

It's just a fake drama:

http://my.dek-d.com/seohyun-seohyun/writer/view.php?id=943779

"Seohyun-ah...what's wrong?"

"Uncle, he doesn't answer my phone."

“Maybe that guy is busy? Such a workaholic."

"But at least You can answer my phone and tell me you're busy. I just want to know if he's okay."

"Ah...I understand. But you don't think too much. As soon as I have free time, I'll call you back."

“Hopefully it will be like that too. Thank you, Sisika."

"Yes, don't think too much. I'd rather go shopping with you."

Two sisters from different blood groups happily strolled through a large department store. 'Seohyun', 'Jessica's close sister', looked a lot cheerier than before. It must be true what he said. Women feel comfortable just walking in the mall...

"Are you hungry? Do you want to stop by to eat?"

"Yes, very good."

"What should we eat? Sukiyaki?"

"Wow, that's good."

The two beautiful women walked into the restaurant in a good mood. Can't stop catching the eyes of both men and women.

“They are so beautiful,” “As beautiful as Girls' Generation,” various compliments were whispered among them.

"Are you okay now?"

"Yes, I guess I have to come shop more often."

"Be careful, we're all gone."

"Ah, that's it." Many smiles appeared on both of their beautiful faces with no signs of fading.

"Where are you taking me?"

"Eat sukiyaki"

"Oh! That's good."

As soon as the young man walked into the store, A pair of eyes were still, staring with many questions. 'Who is that woman?' was what she thought.

“Seohyun, is something wrong?”

"yes? Ah, no."

"So, um...." We've been siblings for many years. Is it possible that she doesn't know what this gesture means? Her beautiful sister is having troubles!

Jessica slowly followed Seohyun's gaze as soon as she didn't notice. It was all very clear what had caused her sister to be so absent-minded.

"Are you as curious as me?"

"K..?"

"That woman who came with Yonghwa Wondering who she is?”

"yes? Who is it?” She pretended to ask with clear eyes as if she didn't know anything.

“Are you going to ask yourself or will I have you go?” Jessica continued, not caring what Seohyun was pretending to deny.

"yes? Uh...I'd better go ask later." Seohyun lowered her head, not daring to meet anyone's eyes. The closest older sister, Jessica, knew that in the end her younger sister would have to speak up.

"Understood, please continue eating." Even though the words that came out seemed like they didn't care But in truth, Jessica's heart was as hot as a volcano that was about to erupt. Why...why is her sister so calm like this!!

"Do you know what it means when a man comes to feed a woman?" The petite girl gave a sweet, tearful look to the young man in front of her.

"Do you know?" Instead, the handsome, sharp face said in a calm voice. I don't care about this girl at all.

"Ah...it means you're going to flirt with me."

“Wouldn't that be a little too funny? I don't think of anything like that.”

"Huh...are you saying that you only have feelings for that girl who is weak against the world?"

“Please speak nicely. That's my lover I don't know what kind of man you've met. But I definitely won't hurt Seohyun. Now that you know, let's eat quickly and talk about work."

“Tch...that's ridiculous. You really have no idea.”

“If I were not a person who separates work and personal life from each other, I will probably get up and leave here and cancel business with you.” The man with a dark face said seriously. The eyes that looked at her were filled with coldness and disgust towards her.

"Are you full?"

"yes"

"Let's go back."

"yes"

The two sisters walked out of the store. But just passing by the young couple's table Jessica suddenly smiled and felt happy.

“Seohyun,” a deep voice called out as soon as he saw someone he knew.

"yes?"

"I might not be able to come home tonight."

"yes? Ah... yes." Seohyun answered with a trembling voice. Her thoughts had gone too far. Tonight, he probably intended to be with the woman he was dining with... How could he tell such embarrassing things to the woman he loved with such a face!?!

“Why Yonghwa?” Jessica, on the other hand, smiled knowingly. He was her friend from high school. Why doesn't she know this kind of mischievous personality?

“How do I go to see Seohyun at home?” Yonghwa looked at Seohyun, smiled and wiggled his eyebrows mischievously.

“Ah...I have to tell Mom first.” Seohyun smiled shyly. He often finds free time to sit at home and talk with her parents. Because of this, her parents love and adore this son-in-law very much.

"We go home often. What do we do?"

“What do you think you are doing?” Yonghwa made a cheeky face.

“Hurry up and get dressed, I think there are many devils trying to suck your soul. It looks like it's been hungry for a 'man' for a long time. Be careful."

Jessica said in a serious tone and looked at the woman sitting across from her friend with the utmost scorn and pity in her eyes. She looked at Seohyun and Yonghwa wistfully. Jessica has seen this kind of behavior before many people.

....People who think of separating Yong Seo from each other will have to face like this….

"What are you smiling at? Since leaving the store"

“You and Yonghwa. We've known each other for a very long time.”

Seohyun stared at her sister's face, not understanding what she meant.

“That woman. It has nothing to do with Yonghwa."

"yes?"

“If that guy really liked her, he wouldn't look at her with such cold, disgusted eyes.”

"Ah...Yes." Her pretty face was flushed red. She was so happy that I really couldn't tell. Without Jessica She also probably thought he was going to leave her.

"So when are we going to get married?" Jessica blurted out the question that she had always wondered about. Seohyun and Yonghwa have been together since school. Until now, it's already the tenth year. It's probably time for both of them to seriously decide to live together.

“We are talking about this as well. Only about three more months."

"Ha! If you don't ask, when will you tell me?"

“I was planning to give you a surprise when I sent the bridesmaids dresses,” Seohyun laughed brightly at her plan.

"But now I've ruined your plan."

"Ah...that's true. You really are."

"Oh, let's just say I don't know." Jessica rubbed her little sister's head gently with affection. No matter how many years pass, Seohyun will still be her little sister.

--Three months have passed--

"How are you, groom-to-be?"

“You be quiet, Jonghyun. What do you do here when you're working?"

"What the hell is work time? This is break time. You've worked too much, Yonghwa.”

“.........” Sharp eyes stared intently at the young friend's face.

“You should allocate some time to Seohyun.”

“Oh, I always share it with Seohyun.”

“Are you sure it's enough?” Just hearing the words of my dear friend Yonghwa was speechless for a long time. Really...did he give Seohyun enough?

“I understand that you worked hard to clear it all up before the wedding. But you know how busy our company is. Even though you've been working day and night for months straight. You still haven't cleared it all up. I don't think there's any point in working so hard that you don't have time.”

“It's not wrong if you say that. But if I work hard like this, I will get an additional bonus. Whether it's a lot or a little, it's money. I need to earn as much money as possible to raise a family. After getting married, I probably won't work as much because I have to spend time with my family.”

“Alright, I'd rather not argue with you. Let's go eat.”

“No, I already have one,” Yonghwa said, sneering at Jonghyun. Because his wife had already made a packed lunch. It seems that my dear friend like Jonghyun must eat alone again as usual.

“Shit, wait until I start flirting with Sika and then you'll have no chance to ridicule me.” Jonghyun's annoyed expression made Yonghwa unable to stop laughing. He had been flirting with Jessica as a close friend for a long time since he and Seohyun weren't even dating yet. Until now he is about to get married. Two best friends still haven't ended up together.

“Uncle, can you come pick me up?”

“Sure, I'll send it to you today. Tell Jessica.”

“Yes~”

Just received a reply message. Seohyun was thrilled that her soon-to-be husband was coming to take her home in a few hours.

“Are you tired?” A sweet voice said with a smile. His sharp face, dotted with small beads of sweat, was gently wiped with a clean white handkerchief.

“Just seeing her face. I'm tired now." His hand held the soft hand that was wiping his face. He also sent a mischievous look to him.

“This guy's water is always dirty.” A small palm smacked his muscular upper arm irritably.

"Ouch! I'm going to sue Mom for saying she teased me."

“Ah...please take it easy. I have a lot of things to complain to Mom about.” Seohyun stared at Yonghwa indifferently. The more Yonghwa saw this, the more afraid he felt. Even if you don't know what you did wrong. ...Actually, I have nothing to complain about -//-...

“Haha, I'm just kidding.” Seohyun laughed in amusement.

“Seohyun-ah, you're teasing me again.” Yonghwa pursed his lips in annoyance like an elementary school student.

"So you don't have work today?"

"Ah...there is. I've finished sending you off and gone back to work."

“Oh, yes, I was planning to invite you out to eat.” Even though I acted like it was nothing. But in her heart, she felt quite a bit of regret. She just wanted to show him the gift and wedding card she had just received.

"I'm sorry."

“Ah, yes, let it be.”

Finish Seohyun's sentence. Inside the luxury sedan, it was extremely quiet and uncomfortable.

“When will you have time for me?” Seohyun asked quietly. It had been a long time since he had time for her. It had been three months since they had eaten together. There was only a box of lunch that she could leave Jonghyun with.

"I'm not sure, but during this time I'm rushing to clear things up."

“You have been telling me this for over three months now. Our wedding is getting closer. Meanwhile, you don't even have time to talk about this,” Seohyun continued to tell him in a simple and calm tone.

“I'm really sorry. But I have to work. Let's just say that whatever she likes is free to choose. I'm not interrupting anymore."

...Actually, I have prepared everything because I know that you don't have time. I planned to bring it to surprise you today...

“I just thought we should choose it together. Can't you just give me a few hours to talk about us?"

“I want to do that. But you really have a lot of work.”

“I know you've been working hard to save as much money as possible during this time. Jonghyun hyung already told me. But you don't have to put in that much effort to get it. We have enough money. Our family doesn't need a lot of money.”

"But I'm going to be the head of the family."

"I understand But shouldn't we have more time to spend with each other?” Both of their voices began to rise. Many bad emotions and feelings slowly began to surface.

“Can I have just tonight? Let's talk about us a bit. Then I will let you do your best until our wedding.”

“No, Seohyun. I really have to work. Many documents are piled up on the table. If I don't do it, who will?” Even though he is the son of the company president, But he also works hard like everyone else.

“Can't it just be two hours?”

“Just half an hour is worth it, Seohyun.”

“I need too much money.”

“I want it to build our family.”

“But what I want to talk to you about is about our family.”

“Money can make our family complete. But the party was just for the night.”

“It's not right for you to say that. We will only get married once in our lives. Shall we ignore it at all?”

“Seohyun, I think you don't understand what you're doing.”

"I understand You're the one who doesn't understand at all.”

“Seohyun!”

“Alright, I'm not arguing with you anymore. Let it be the first and last time that we argue and raise our voices at each other like this. I will handle work matters with Jessica. Can you help me drop me off at P'Sika's condo?"

“So you have to make a U-turn, right?”

“Ah, that would be too much of a waste of time. Then you just drop me off at the park in front. I'll take the next taxi.”

“Um, that's all right.” The voices of the two people you met. It was filled with an eerie stillness and coldness. A red car was parked in front of a dark park. The woman got out of the car and walked away without looking at her lover. He too He didn't even turn to look at his lover.

“Whoa!” The woman sighed heavily. Clear water slowly flowed from the beautiful pair of eyes, from one drop to two drops, then three drops, and more and more. When it's dark like this, only you are sitting.

“Tonight, I will take care of them.”

"Oh, that's good too. Let me show you who's really the cool one."

“Wait, today it will only be fizzy for one day. From now on, they will definitely come and kneel to serve us.” The voices of three or four male youths chatted along the way. Long legs walked quickly and impatiently into the park. In each person's hand, they held weapons large and small, including knives, guns, sticks, swords, and even stones.

“Today must be the day that changes their lives and their minds!”

“Or it will definitely be their death!”

“Uncle, I am at the park. I'm going to take the car to see you. Yonghwa hyung is very busy. I got some souvenirs and invitation cards. I'll show it to you.”

After the conversation Seohyun put away her cell phone and wiped the tears from her pretty face before walking to get into the car on the side of the road. Even though we've quarreled But she is always ready to tell everyone that her lover is not available to take care of her. And no one must know how hurt and sad she is about this...

“Bang!!” The sound of gunfire rang out in the park area before reaching the roadside. Some of the figures that were walking fell down as blood flowed out heavily and showed no signs of stopping. The two groups of teenagers who were fighting each other ran and disappeared in different directions. Only the young woman was lying unconscious. But soon someone found him and took some of the bodies to the hospital.

“Doctor, I would like to express my condolences. The doctor did his best.”

“What...What do you mean, doctor?” said a woman in her late fifties with a startled expression as soon as she heard what the doctor said.

“Miss Seohyun, she was shot at a crucial point. We can take out the bullets. But we couldn't save her. Doctor, I'm sorry."

just heard so The mother's heart was broken. Her body fell limply to the ground. Many tears flowed heavily. A loud cry sounded out after he learned that he had lost his only daughter. Without even having time to say goodbye. The father himself knelt down and hugged his lover with tears in his eyes.

The daughter who was like the heart of her father and mother has passed away and will never return. Jessica stood there looking at the husband and wife. But then her tears flowed out and she couldn't hold them back. Why did the younger sister that you loved like a younger sibling leave in such a hurry? An hour ago, Seohyun still said she was going to see her.

“Cry out,” came a soft voice and a firm hand gently patted her shoulder to comfort her beside her.

“Jonghyun…” The thin body hugged the tall man tightly and let out heavy tears.

“Why don't you wait for me? Why didn't you say goodbye to me? Why did you leave in such a hurry? Why are you doing this?!”

Jessica said in a trembling voice with tears in her eyes. She hugged Jonghyun tighter. The sobbing sounded until his sharp eyes couldn't hold back their own tears.

“Jessica!!” A gasping voice called out.

“Y...Yonghwa.”

“Seohyun...how is Seohyun!!!”

“Seohyun…” He didn't have time to say anything. Jessica let out another gasp. Jonghyun's chest was now responsible for hiding Jessica's tear stains from anyone.

“Jonghyun!! What's wrong with Seohyun? Answer me!!!” Yonghwa shouted at his best friend in anxiety.

“Seohyun isn't coming back.” The voice stopped and the tall figure collapsed on the ground senseless. Eyes that seem to wander far away He no longer had a soul left....

This is a dream...is this a dream? Is this a nightmare that happened to me?

“You lied!!” Yonghwa stood up and shouted in Jonghyun's face with emotion like he was unconscious again.

“You're the one who lied to yourself!!!” Jonghyun shouted back, regaining his composure.

"No...not true... No!!!” Yonghwa shouted out with tears in his eyes like a person who was on the verge of losing consciousness.

“Can you be quiet, Yonghwa!” Once again, the senseless person was shouted at in anger. Make him stop moaning and stand still.

“You listen to me...Seohyun, you're going to meet Jessica at the condo. But at that park Where you left Seohyun It was where the youths were having fun. One of them brought a gun and shot it, hitting Seohyun. Unfortunately...it went to the core of her heart. You can't come back..." His voice trailed off softly. The area was filled with silence.

The tall figure fell to the ground again. This time he didn't yell or make any noise. His dark eyes drifted into the distance like a person who had really lost his mind. His heart felt like it had been cut with a sharp knife. It was as if someone had taken a large rock and smashed it into his body until every part of him was dizzy and dizzy. Even if you try to say it's just a dream But he realized that this was a true story that had happened without him even realizing it.

The events that happened made the relatives classmate colleague and everyone who knew him was shocked and stunned. A wedding that was to be held in the next seven days had to be canceled suddenly. Even if you have to spend a lot of money to compensate. But that was nothing compared to what Yonghwa and the woman's parents had lost...

It's over...my life died with Seohyun. The woman I intend to spend the rest of my life with... I never thought that something like this would happen. If that day I paid a little attention to Seohyun's feelings If that day I was willing to work a little less. If I had a little more time for her before than I used to.

Our story probably wouldn't have ended like this... It was my fault... I was the cause of everything... Seohyun, I'm sorry...

"Yonghwa!!!"

"Oh, Sica."

"Hello, Uncle Yonghwa."

“Hello, Junhee. We're all grown up now."

“Not yet. I'm only six years old.” The little girl spoke brightly to Yonghwa.

"Oh, so where did Jonghyun go?"

"I don't know. Is our father secretly running away, Junhee?"

"Mommy~ I don't want it." The little girl with defensive cheeks shook her index finger and shook her head to stop.

"I wonder if Mom misses Dad too much," a tall young man with white skin like cotton playfully teased his beautiful wife.

“Today is my wedding anniversary. What do you have for me?"

"Dad, that's bad manners," the little girl scolded.

"Ah...I think Junhee probably inherited a lot of his mother's germs."

"Be quiet, Aiyong."

"I can't take it anymore."

"Just like that. We argued with each other from childhood until we grew up. Aren't you bored?" The two young men looked at each other and shrugged their shoulders as if they didn't feel anything at Jessica's words at all.

"Really! Junhee, I'm going to play with Auntie Jihyo and Uncle Gary first."

“Yes, Mom,” he said and the maid of Yonghwa's house took the little boy out for a ride on his bicycle. Let the three best friends talk as they please.

"How are you? Does the company have any problems?”

"Okay, everything went smoothly."

"So, are you planning on someone to inherit the business?"

"Not yet. I'm looking for a new generation of employees who are skilled and qualified, or grandchildren who have enough responsibility."

"Oh, that's good. No need to hurry. We'll see you soon."

"Oh, thank you Wei" after finishing the conversation topic. The area began to be enveloped in silence. The husband and wife looked at each other as if they were worried about something but couldn't say it.

"Do you guys have anything to say?"

"Uh...." The white-faced young man looked suspiciously away from his best friend.

“We are not teenagers anymore. Don't you think about having a family of your own?"

Just Jessica's question caused Yonghwa's expression to quickly change.

“It's been ten years since this matter, Wei. You should let it go and start over.”

"I can't do it..."

A strong hand gently slapped his best friend's shoulder. He understands Yonghwa well even though he doesn't want it to be like this.

"I can't love anyone anymore. The only person I can love is Seohyun. You know, I'm happy these days. Even though we are not together like other couples But our love has not diminished at all."

"I think...if my sister knew that you were like this, she would be both happy and sad at the same time," a sweet voice said with a sigh.

“Seohyun must be very happy that she loves someone as good as you. A person who loves you single-mindedly and loves you more than anyone else like you."

“And Seohyun must be quite upset that she made you not open up to anyone.” Jonghyun spoke up again.

“But I think Seohyun needs to understand that we've been together for ten years and are about to get married. It's hard to start over with someone else. Even though we've spent almost half our lives with the same people."

Silence began to fall upon the area again. Even if Jessica and Jonghyun were right But what Yonghwa explained was not wrong either...

“Alright, we've talked about this many times over the course of ten years. When you confirm your original words I wouldn't have any reason to keep it.” Jessica opened the bag. A pink notebook was sent to a dear friend as it should have been.

"It's time to go live with its owner."

“What is this?” Yonghwa asked with tears in his eyes.

“What are you doing, Seo Joohyun?” A high school student blurted out the door. It made the pretty girl startled until she threw up.

“Ah! Why didn't you knock on the door first? It's really rude.” Seohyun quickly closed the pink notebook.

"If you knock on the door I don't know what she did. So what are you doing here?"

"Write a diary."

"Eh! She's been using this book for many years. How do you write it for her?"

"Ah...not really. Different book, but I use the same one."

"Oh, aren't you bored?"

"I love you with one heart ^^"

"You're so cute. You have to give me a reward like this."

“Ah! Stop right there."

"Shit....wait until we get married. I'll kiss you in the morning and evening."

"Let's leave it until then~"

Just remembering old stories The tears of a man like him flowed without any hesitation at all...they just flowed out of emotion...

"S...Seohyun's book...." A deep voice said, trembling with sobs. You should come into my hands with your owner...

“Um... I kept it to myself because I was afraid that if you read it, you would be fixated on Seohyun because of this story. But the past time has made me realize that you probably won't start over with anyone again. So I decided to give it back to you... This is the last Seohyun thing that is still with me.”

Jessica said with tears in her eyes. This diary was the last one her sister wrote. The stories of the last three months were recorded there. Every time you read or touch it Her tears flowed like Yonghwa's right now...

After the husband and wife and their little daughter went out to dinner as a family. A middle-aged man like Yonghwa also has his own time late at night.

June 14

It's been more than three months since we haven't eaten together. Today I received some wedding favors and cards! I intend to show it to you tomorrow. Tonight, I'll pray that you'll have free time to spend with me ^^ I think tomorrow will be a really good day. I'm about to surprise you with the wedding I arranged for myself.

We're about to eat together for the first time in three months. And after a while, we'll become one family >< See you tomorrow, Oppa ^^ I'll tell you how happy it will be, little diary :)

After the last page of the diary ended My tears couldn't stop flowing...

Where are they?...The story after that that she wanted to tell through a diary.

Where are we...our family that you dreamed of?

Where is her story after that, Seohyun....

Everything you planned to do for me that day I closed all her chances.

I refuse to make myself available for her. I don't accept surprises from her. I'm not going to eat with her. And in the end I made it the cruelest day for her...!

Even though many people told me to get over it and start over with someone. Even Seohyun's parents told me that they were happy for me to move on. And even though many of my friends are all married and have families.

But I'm still here...in our dormitory.

I'm still in the same place....waiting for you here, not going anywhere. In case one day she comes back, she will see that I am still here...even though in reality she will never come back...

I moved out of my condo to live in our house...a house that we helped design...

I was still sleeping in our room. Lying on a cream-colored double bed in this white house...

I still keep the toys and the baby's bed the same. Even though this house will never be used...

I still change the flowers in the vase regularly. Because Seohyun told me The flower that I changed It made her feel refreshed even though there was no fragrance left...

I still go see her there every day. The place where her body is buried...I still visit and clean that area with fragrant flowers every day. To make her as happy as possible More than any other body buried like hers...

And I still follow what she said every day: 'Vitamins, warm water, fruits and vegetables, body, books, and music.' Everything she recommended I still do. Even today, I don't have you to control me anymore. But I was able to do it all...for Seohyun...

No matter how ignorant or stupid anyone thinks I am. But I don't care Because I know that all I did was honesty and all the love I had for the one woman I loved. And you will be my only lover until my last breath...if there really is a next life. I want to spend my life with you again.

Even though in the end the story must end like this...

Thank you to every reader who read until the end. This story tried very hard to make it sad, but I wrote it, read it, edited it until the last minute and I'm still not sure if it was sad enough or not. - -

Anyway, please leave your friends' feedback. Every comment is always an encouragement for me to make new works ^^