Yaoi Warning!

This fanfic is about male-male love.

Bangchan(Yongguk

x

Himchan)

The gloomy atmosphere, raining every day, fits well during this time.

Let's have some light drama. Haha.

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Mihahaa38

Title: Before fall

Pairing: BangChan ft. Choi Junhong

Rate: PG

Genre: Angst,Drama

Author : Mihahaa38

Talk:

The atmosphere before it rains is less pleasant than when it's raining...

It's rainy season already...

Kim Himchan...hates the rain.

I don't hate anything that much. I just don't like it very much.

Why? It's wet, the clothes aren't dry, the car is stuck, and it's difficult to walk.

Heavy into a storm Can't leave the house...that's right.

But what I hate more...

That was before it rained.

It's like a warning before it rains.

Before the sky cries Before letting the tears that turned into rain fall

"Are you busy?...Um. It's okay, I'll go myself."

Hang up on your loved one's cell phone. Will invite you to eat at a restaurant near the university. But was rejected by the other end of the line saying that the research must be submitted tomorrow.

What the hell is this research?...Daehyun, who was in the same faculty, walked home and flew away for an hour.

I know...but keep quiet and act like I don't know. That's all.

But does the other party know what day it is?

Steps to walk out of the university gate But he turned to head towards the group of people who had just hung up a moment ago.

Walk along the back of the faculty building. Where the other party usually resides

"That's enough...someone will see. You can release me now."

Himchan knows...whose voice this is.

"No, I miss you. What other people say, I don't care."

And I know more than I know... whose voice this is.

"Other people will misunderstand."

Choi Junhong, a junior close friend since high school.

"What's the misunderstanding? I understand it correctly.”

with his lover

“What about Himchan? I can't do this to Himchan hyung. He must be very sorry. I can't do it."

"Junhong...it's over. You and Himchan, it's over."

Decided to walk and turn back. Walk quickly without looking at anyone's face. I don't know if there are any tears right now, but I think there aren't any because I don't feel any wetness. It was just heavy, like someone had placed something on top of his head.

It's been three years today...did you know, Yongguk?

Walking down the empty streets

It's probably because it's about to rain. Black clouds floated in the sky...overhead.

Because of this, I feel heavy in my head, right?

[I have returned home. I'm not going to eat anymore. It looks like it's about to rain. When you get home, be careful you might get wet.]

Put down the phone after entering the house and going to the bedroom and sending a message through the chat program. Yongguk probably didn't pick up his phone to look at it. It's okay...

"Junhong...it's over. You and Himchan, it's over."

It's not that I didn't know it was Junhong. Just act like you don't know. But he wasn't angry at Junhong. I don't blame Yongguk either. But he probably blames himself for showing up and dating Yongguk. If it had been Junhong from the beginning, things would have been better.

It's not that I don't know... but I can only wait to see when the other party will end it.

Like rain... I know it's going to fall. But all we can do is wait and see when it will fall.

Until then, it didn't rain at all. It's been a couple of days now, but the sky is still overcast. Pretending to fall several times but never falling, let it end.

I hate the gloomy atmosphere before it rains. Why don't you make things clear? If you're going to fall, then fall. Why are you waiting?

“Yongguk...there's no research today, right? Let's go home together this evening."

Walk up to your loved one with your signature smile. His hand lightly touched the other's upper arm, but it felt like he was being moved away.

“Oh..yes, there isn't any today but there is a class in the evening. You go back first, you don't have to wait for me."

A gentle smile was sent. A smile from Yongguk...

It might look the same. But I know in my heart that it's not.

It's okay...that's enough before everything ends.

I really hate... I hate when the wind blows hard. I hate the fluttering leaves. I hate the wind that hurts my skin.

It's blowing back and forth...would you please stop and be still?

"Himchan, I'll take you to the faculty building."

"Um..."

It has already blown past. Why will it blow again?

"Do you know her? There are some strange rumors lately. Brother Yongguk and Junhong are members of our year's group..."

"Everyone knows this news! The news is so slow, where has she been?"

"Oh? What about Himchan? Have you broken up already?"

"I don't know. It doesn't seem like they broke up."

"oh..."

Close your eyes and close your eyes as you walk past as if you don't hear the faint sound coming from all around you. Has this been talked about like this?

"Hey...are you okay?"

Youngjae gently patted his best friend's shoulder. Himchan smiled...and shook his head.

"Youngjae...when will it rain?"

Turn your eyes up to look at the dark sky. The large black clouds had not yet left their heads.

"...It's been like this for many days."

I turned around and looked at my best friend's face... before being pulled to sit on a bench in the far corner.

"Do you want to cry?"

was asked in a soft voice that made Youngjae feel comfortable every time he heard it. But Himchan shook his head.

"Still...waiting for the rain first."

Youngjae nodded. looking up at the sky

"And when will it rain..."

Every time the sky would flash first followed by thunder.

When lightning flashes...everything will be bright like a light has been turned on in the blink of an eye. And then it turned dark as before.

No matter how many times it lights up again In the end, it had to go back to dark.

“You can't do that, Yongguk hyung. I can't break up with Himchan."

How many times have you been secretly listening like this almost every evening?

"I don't love Himchan anymore."

How many times have you heard this word reinforced?

"But I can't abandon Himchan."

How many times has the sky lit up in the blink of an eye?

“But I don't love Himchan. I love you, do you understand? I'm going to break up with Himchan and start dating you, Junhong."

How many times has it gone dark again?

It hasn't rained yet, even though the wind is blowing strong, the sky is dark, and the black clouds won't move anywhere. The atmosphere was so gloomy that he felt uncomfortable. I want to shout to the rain clouds that if they don't fall, I'll go wherever they go. Don't show me again.

But I can only think. Just wait until it rains. Until the awkwardness disappears Even if it turns into tears falling from the sky

Before the rain falls, thunder can be heard.

The sound was like a demon's roar. Or maybe it was just the groaning of the sky.

As a child, Himchan used to be afraid of thunder. Especially if it was at night, he was afraid that the screaming demon would come and take him while he was sleeping.

Now Himchan is old enough to not believe those things anymore. So I choose to believe that when thunder strikes At that time the sky was mourning pitifully.

Thunder... means it's about to rain.

It probably won't be long now...

The sky was darker than ever, making Himchan confident that it would rain today. But even then, nothing is certain.

It's been dark since morning. Until now it's cool.

RrrrRrrr

Mobile phone vibrates Himchan picked it up from his pocket. Click to accept immediately when you see whose number it is.

"Yongguk..."

Listen to the voice on the other end of the phone. It was deep...like thunder in my ears.

"Um...sure. I'll go now."

Rain...is it really going to rain?

Behind Yongguk's faculty building right now, there was no one else besides the two of them. The gloomy atmosphere before the uncomfortable rain became even more stressful when confronted with such large rain clouds.

Stepping closer to the other person Sending you a smile like always.

"I'm here, Yongguk."

Move your eyes up to look at the other person's face. Looking into sharp eyes I just want to look clearly one more time.

"Let's break up."

Thunder roars loudly...

Haven't I told you that Himchan no longer believes in demonic roars from the sky?

But this time the sound of thunder was too loud...until I thought of that demon again.

"I already know..."

Responding to the sound of thunder Smile at the clouds in front of you. Clouds that are about to float away

"Thank you for finally making it to an end..Good luck to Junhong."

Sharp eyes widened slightly. In fact, he should know that Himchan isn't stupid...Himchan must already know that.

"I'm sorry...but that boy is really worried about you."

“Please tell Junhong...that I don't blame him. And I'm fine."

"understand..."

Himchan turns his back on his former lover. Tears fell as the rain began to fall.

"Goodbye...Yongguk."

...It's raining once in a while.

It was raining so heavily that I didn't know where the rain was and where the tears were.

Is the sky crying for his friend? Are you shedding tears as his friend?

I hate the gloomy atmosphere before it rains. But I don't hate it when the rain stops.

But I don't know when...it will stop.

I told you so.

Kim Himchan...hates the rain.

FIN.

I've already posted it on the home board...but I want to post it here too. I apologize to anyone who has read this.

It's raining every day lately. It's rainy season. Take care of your health, all readers. ^^

Mihahaa38