~~Hello, hello, today we meet, you and I meet, hello~~

Well, I have to say first that this fic is the first one that I really "brave" to post.

I used to get married but when the time came to really get married, I didn't dare ><

Anyway, I'd like to leave this short fic with you in my heart.

I may have been confused at times. I sincerely apologize.

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~This fic is purely from imagination. It has nothing to do with the artist~

I apologize in advance. If something goes wrong

Please enjoy this first story :)

Sheet after sheet of paper, carefully inked with ink by the owner, tells the story of the day's happenings. Whiteness

The cleanliness of the sheet of paper has been replaced by many letters that string together words representing knowledge from the heart. for someone

More memories were added as the notebook paper began to run out. Until it was time to change to a new notebook.

that he would choose to use the old notebook or dare to choose a new one instead

Sin’s memo

The sound of thunder that can be heard throughout the area in the rainy season like this often makes me unable to help but bury myself inside.

Blanket. I don't like the sound of thunder. Because it was so loud that it seemed to rip my entire heart away..

But today, tonight I feel like wanting it to ring again and again. So that maybe it would rip my heart out

Get away from this weak body. It's not that I don't love myself. ...Only sometimes waiting is very painful.

Nut’s memo

Tonight is the second night of very heavy rain. Until I almost ran into a woman who suddenly rushed out into the middle of the road.

On the road, I had to step on the brakes so suddenly that I almost lost my breath. Once he regained his composure, he secretly observed the situation.

Quietly outside first Part of me wanted to go down and ask her closer. Another part of me thought that there might be someone running after her but

Before I could do anything She just walked back in. It was as if he just wanted to go out in the rain for fun. Luckily she wasn't.

what…

Sin’s memo

Once again, I suddenly wanted to run out into the rain. I don't understand myself why. Even though he is the one who is

The party chose to leave me. But I still blame myself and I still miss him every time. Until I decided to open the brown cardboard box next to it.

It's a box that keeps all my memories with him...inside that box. A photograph of us that no matter how many times we look at it

I still love the smile of the person next to me. The cool air in this dim room is not suitable for a weak person like me.

A little bit...because it makes me not want to hold back my tears anymore.

Nut’s memo

I still can't help but think of that woman who suddenly stood out in the rain in the middle of the road... Even if the car window is full of pellets

The rain was falling heavily, but it still allowed me to see her body trembling from her sobs. It looked like... another world.

This is about to disintegrate before our very eyes. Every time I think of it, I secretly feel a sharp pain in my heart that I can't tell. It's probably because she's so watchful.

So lonely and lonely My feelings aren't wrong... Tomorrow I might try driving past that house again, just driving.

pass...

Sin’s memo

A warm feeling rushed into my heart out of nowhere. I still live in the same house that was full.

With traces of the past The entire house was so quiet that I could only hear my own faint breathing. Until today, I returned

It felt as if someone had brought themselves into this house and that person had given him the same feeling. The person I'm waiting for

Hidden every time I tried to call out to him from behind the ajar door.

My very cold heart felt like it was experiencing warmth again. It might be because of the sunlight that shines in.

Or maybe it was because of the heart that was pumping blood so hard beneath my flesh? The world that was thought to be dry suddenly became brighter.

Immediately, hopes surged into my heart and brain. If I have to scream until my throat is hoarse, I will accept it.

In exchange for that person's return My eagerness to meet today clearly tells me that I will.

I'm really not good at fooling myself. But until then, I have to return to my original position.

All hope disappeared as silence surrounded me again. There was no answer.

Yes, only my heartbeat is still heard in this house.

Nut’s memo

He wasn't a young woman as I understood...he just looked very nurturing. Picture of his face.

Sweet and long hair that flutters when she turns around, helping to make the thin person look like a porcelain doll that if

If handled harshly, it will shatter in your hand. His voice almost made me unable to resist the urge to appear.

I went in to hug and really console him. He shouldn't have been there alone. That lonely, sad look just happened to look similar.

with the look in someone's eyes in my dream again

Shock made me leave that house. I believe he is a human being and definitely still breathes, but what

What made me start to get upset was the person in my dream that was always bothering me...it started from that accident. What happened to me?

Surely it was just a coincidence, right? I don't like it because it makes me think about his image all the time.

Both the figure and the owner of the anguished eyes in the dream

Sin’s memo

I feel like he is close to me. He had been coming to see me for the past few days until a few hours ago.

A very familiar perfume floats on the wind. I remember it well. The perfume I chose...has really come back to me.

I was forced to leave every painting on the bed. before rushing out to look at the front door of the house

Someone is already standing and waiting. A warm, sincere smile was sent towards me. It was because the door had opened again.

The wind brought the scent of perfume mixed with the smell of the earth after the torrential rain and hit my nose fully. The warm air that embraced

Hug me like it's confirmation that he still exists. The fingertips that touched his hair slowly trailed down his back.

His body couldn't help but twitch slightly. His heart was pounding so fast it seemed like it would burst out in front of his face.

I just buried my face in his t-shirt. But it was just a dream that made me never want to wake up.

I don't know how many times I've told him: 'I'm still waiting for you. Please come back' through my dreams.

Nut’s memo

I don't know if it was embarrassing for me to break into his house and look at someone with their eyes closed.

In bed, it's strange that a single person like this wouldn't know how to lock the door completely. The white room was full of things that were wide open as if foreshadowed.

With blue, purple, pink hydrangea flowers alternating back and forth. It must be his favorite flower. I went today not just to act.

I was a thief or a voyeur, but I intended to find the owner of the house who was sleeping comfortably on the bed.

His sweet face made me unable to help but gently brush it away.

His high, ridged nose and pink lips made him look like a happy little girl.

My own slumber He made me smile like a crazy person. Or am I really crazy for being fond of him? But I'm not his fault.

That's the wrong thing. With white skin and a sweet face like that. It's not enough...how else would you have long, curly hair like that? Made my hair suffer...

But those eyes that were closed were suddenly wet with tears. And he made my heart skip a beat with some of the words that came out.

Let's spread it out enough to understand that 'Please come back'

A hoarse voice repeated these words over and over. Until I couldn't stand the sight in front of me any longer and decided to grab the body.

That fragility came and hugged me. I truly swear that I have never done this to anyone, regardless of gender. The force of his sobs

It's like tearing my hair into pieces. Wait until he falls asleep again before I have to leave the place to go to work...and

Of course I have to go to this house again.

Sin’s memo

Today I went to the hospital...to have a few tests. But mostly I just sit and look at old photos. There's a picture of me wearing a t-shirt.

White smiles at the camera at the beach his parents said was his favorite place to go. and many other pictures that sometimes

A bright image appeared in my head for a moment and then disappeared. Trying to think about it, I can't. The doctor asked me the same question that I remember.

Could there have been an accident that night? But I still answer this question with the same answer: I don't remember. Maybe it's a good thing that I chose to keep things secret.

Only good memories of him and me, good for him, good for my feelings...

Nut’s memo

Suddenly while driving to see him this afternoon I drove past the place where an accident happened once, about half a year ago.

In the past, I was a participant in the event. A black sedan swerved to avoid a ten-wheel truck and crashed into a utility pole. The moment when a figure swerved

Bounced out of the car and onto the road. Unfortunately, the driver was pressed inside the car. Sirens rang out all around.

The two injured people were taken to the hospital with me accompanying them. My clothes were full of crimson.

Blood, a fishy smell spread throughout the car. It is an event that has stuck with me and haunted me forever.

Sin’s memo

What happened to me? It was as if the entire world had blacked out the moment he heard a few sentences come out of his parents' mouths.

He has been far away from me since that day. Without anyone saying a single word to me. Clear water flowing in the eyes made the picture straight.

His face was trembling and blurry. The more I thought about it, the more the tears rushed to flow without stopping. I regret not having the opportunity to ask the reason.

Why does he want to break up with me? And I probably won't have the chance to ask him to come back again. I still long for the warmth of Om.

A hug received like in a dream Even though he is far away, I still feel him every time. bad memories

Between us it will be kept very carefully so that no one will know...the cause of the accident that night. Promise that was once made

It will continue until the last breath... 'I can do this for you'

Nut’s memo

He really was the person in the accident that night. I was never sure it was him. Until today, I came to ask about the injured person.

From an accident half a year ago at the same hospital Tell me your reason: I want to reimburse all expenses.

His family was devastated. So the hospital helped me contact his family.

It was very difficult for me to mention the events of that night to his family. Everything is my own fault.

Never dissuaded the younger sibling, never taught the younger sibling. Hot blood causes loss to everyone indiscriminately. What

All I can do is atone for all my mistakes. I would like the opportunity to apologize to the person my younger brother caused me pain. Lost good opportunities

in life, but then when the car slowed to a stop in front of a house Everything was revealed.

A coincidence has happened to me. That house is my favorite house that I like to visit many times.

Many times, the house is very quiet. And most importantly, inside the house there was a thin person who made me unable to take my eyes off.

The guilt that had plagued me for so long made my heart more painful today. Because this person is the person I want.

I will cherish and take care of him from the first time I saw him. So I promised that I would take care of him the best I could without wasting time thinking about it.

Review it, even though today his heart may not accept me at all. But I believe 'He will love me like I love him.

Someday'

“Do you remember?” I continued to show the photo of him and his beloved little brother to the person next to me. Even though it was painful, I was willing to be a part of restoring his memory.

"We may not want to remember."

“Why?” I looked away from the pile of photos and looked at the sweet-faced person with curiosity. He turned and looked at me before giving me a small smile.

“Because the way it is today is the best thing for us.”

'Today he is still the only person I think about every day, both in my dreams and in reality.'

Are you tired of reading?

We are very worried. Because there's no conversation.

The book itself is quite a lot. I'm afraid I'll be most confused.

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