It just happened that Wright just wrote his first fanfic. Please use Daeob's pair. Because I really like this pair. Anyway, please leave some feedback. If it's not good, how should it be fixed? That you can scold as you please. We will be able to use it to improve it. Some sentences may use vulgar words. I apologize here.
Emphasis on drama. If the reader reads it and feels sad. That is Wright's success.
DaeHyun
Have you ever missed it?? Missing out on important things and let it pass
.....an hour ago
“Again, Daehyun-hyung?” This was the first sentence after I returned to the condo. A petite young man showed a picture of a sweet-faced young woman with her eyes closed and resting on the shoulder of a man who looked exactly like me. That's me. person in picture
"Will....Jongup, you can explain." I said in an agitated voice like a child who had been caught in a lie by an adult.
"No... you don't need to explain anything."
“You forgot the promise between us, right?? “I felt a lump in my throat when I thought of that sentence. 'If you have someone else I'll be the one to walk out.' This influenced my heart rate to beat faster than normal.
"No... I'll never forget you...."
"nevermind Since I can't remember But I remember and I am a man of my word. I will go.” It wasn't until I apologized. Jongup spoke first. The feeling right now was so tight in my chest that I couldn't lift it when I saw the little man's tears flowing in front of me. which I haven't seen much Because Jongup is normally a person with a lot of patience.
“Jongup, don't go. Please forgive me. I don't see any need to follow through on any of those promises.” I argued with all my heart because I believed Jongup would give in anyway.
"Daehyun hyung, I don't know how many times I've forgiven you." This sentence made the listener stunned.
“This time... can I please be the last time? ...Please, darling." I begged, hoping that Jongup would soften. I don't want to lose the person I love right now. I don't want to, I'm not ready, I'm really not ready at all.
"last time? ..... How many times have you said the last time, Daehyun hyung!!!!!!? Huh.. Huh.. Have you ever counted? Huh. It's not that I don't love you. But I can't stand you doing this. I can't keep making the same mistake again...haha, I never did as we agreed upon. Today is too much to bear." The little body cried and let out her feelings. How many times had that happened?
My flirtatious nature has never been cured. Even before dating I intend to stop at this person. But I couldn't do it. I just want to change the atmosphere in bed. Change your partner But that doesn't mean I'll change my mind and love someone else. No matter how attractive my lover's body is, it is sometimes boring. And besides, I just want to cherish it.
I don't want the person in front of me to get hurt. Admittedly, I am a person who likes violence.
"I'm old now. You might be bored.” It was like Jongup could read my mind. Is this what you think?
“No, Jongup!!! I still love you alone. The others were just passing by,” I tried to explain. But it's like a stupid excuse to escape guilt.
"So? ......."
“Yes,” I answered calmly. I hope Jongup will tone down a bit and stop crying.
"And if....... I want to go through with other people. ...You won't mind, right?" ......I was stunned by the sentence Jongup said. What will they convey? It's probably not what I thought, right?
Many feelings arose immediately. I don't think Jongup would say this. Many emotions At first I was calm, but now my inner emotions began to stir and turn into anger and a feeling called jealousy. Jongup probably doesn't have anyone else...
“I know Jongup would never do that.” I suppressed my emotions and calmed my voice so we could talk better.
"No, there's no way."
"But I already did it" !!!! .....but I haven't thought much about it yet. The next sentence was shocking.
“What do you mean, Jongup!!!!! Answer me!” I shouted angrily at the small man. It might not mean what I think. Jongup might lie to me. Just to get away from me....
"Huh.. Daehyun hyung, let's break up. I'm tired. All this time I was only worried and jealous of you. But I've never been jealous of myself. Instead, let yourself go with someone else. When you have me, it's not enough. We should just stop here. Thank you for all the good things you have given us. Throughout the duration of the relationship I always told myself that our love would last until death.
But today I destroyed it myself..."
Where did he get these words from? Am I really going to lose the person I love?
“No, Jongup, I can't go anywhere. We love each other, don't we? You belong to me." I pulled the small body into a hug. The trembling body beneath my chest tried to escape.
"Then, huh.. why is it yours.. It's not just me alone..huh I want to be your only one.." ....The feeling of guilt immediately attacked me. Even though before, I had never felt this guilty towards Jongup.
Too much!!!
"Hey, you've had enough and get your dirty hands away from my girlfriend." Suddenly, a third person appeared. He pulled Jongup away and slammed his fist into my handsome face.
“Who are you? How did you come into my room?” I wiped the blood from the corner of my mouth before licking it with my tongue and tasting the taste. A fishy smell spread throughout the hot mouth.
"I'm also Jongup's boyfriend." Huh? sweetheart? This sentence made me very surprised. When and since when did they secretly date each other? Why don't I know?
"You're just a boyfriend, but I'm your husband, I win." I argued without fear of anyone. Even if the person in front is taller. I secretly saw Jongup shocked by the words that came out of my mouth.
"so? It's just an old husband." He immediately shot back and walked towards me.
"Uncle Himchan!!!! That's enough." Jongup ran up and hugged the guy named Himchan around the waist who was about to punch me again. It was a picture that made me feel a sharp pain in my chest that I couldn't explain.
"Ah, I'll see you Jong-up." He backed off towards Jong-up. But I rushed to find the little person first.
"Since when did you start dating?" I hurriedly grabbed my lover's arm. No, my ex-lover asked to relieve my frustration.
".... It's when you're with someone other than me." ..........
“Huh, your time is up, Daehyun. Have good things but don't treat them. Then I'll take care of it for you,” Himchan said before leading Jongup to his car.
The image I saw of him wiping away Jongup's tears, I thought to myself, those soft cheeks should only be touched by me. But today I let others experience it. I'm beginning to understand. The feelings that Jongup told If you ask me why, have I never felt this way before? Yes, not at all.
My lover is very faithful and loyal to me. So I didn't get that feeling. That it really hurts Seeing the person you love with someone other than you. ...I followed the car as it sped away until it was out of sight in the darkness.
It's all Lie......
...................How long has it been since I sat here blankly? Where the person I love left me His limbs were numb and he couldn't move. He was numb to his heart. If it could stop beating, It must have stopped a long time ago. But it still beats to reinforce the pain I caused
In my brain I think back and think back to yesterday. The old days when we first met Make eye contact for the first time Talk to each other once everything I still remember it well, sweet sentences, many promises. The good times we spent together, I never forgot until the last moment when I lost the person who was everything to me. No matter how many times I made mistakes, he always forgave me.
But this time it would probably be more serious than Jongup could accept. I'm not forgiving. No matter how many times I've made a mistake, I still don't realize it. I never thought about Jongup's heart because the word "bored" is the only word. I never even thought about whether he would be bored with me or not. All this time I followed my own desires. Love and have fun every day. Never turning back to look at the people behind
Jongup is probably fed up with me too. The feeling of boredom that I once had. Now replace it with the word "I'm sorry, I'm sorry for the loss of a good lover." Will I be able to find another person like this in this life?....
Clear water was now flowing from his eyes. Are these the tears of a man? It's time to make excuses. I haven't said it to you yet, but saying 'sorry' to me is so bad...... I should improve myself........
"......Jongup... I'm sorry....I was wrong and I still love you. Good luck."
It's like my heart is telling me to speak. Even though Jongup didn't hear it. But let me say enough...
JongUp
"Thank you very much, Himchan hyung," I said softly to my distant cousin. Right now my heart aches too much to explain.
“Actually, you shouldn't have done this. Why don't you follow your heart? I don't understand why you're forcing this. Look at that guy, he seems to love you a lot."
"Do you love me? Why does love have to do this? He has been wrong too many times to forgive. Repeated mistakes and my trust no longer exists. I'm tired, Himchan hyung. I want to stop." Tears flowed again when I thought back on that.
"Oh, my good friend, no, no, don't cry... " Himchan pulled me into a hug and used his slender hand to rub my head to comfort me.
"If you think it's good, just keep doing it. I won't interfere. It's our life, we choose it ourselves."
"Yes." I nodded to show that I understood. Along with wiping away the tears that flowed down her cheeks Then I walked into the house I hadn't returned to for several weeks and determined that for the next life...I thought I would be able to live without Daehyun...
THE END. (?)
“Do you think it will end this easily? There's no way. It's mine. No matter what, it belongs only to me.... Since Himchan challenges my dark power We will see each other well.”
I REMEMBER
JongUp
9:35 a.m.
Morning of the fourth day Where I came from Daehyun Today, Himchan is coming to pick me up to go pick up some necessary items.
It's been many days since I lived in my parents' house that he left for me alone. No, I lived with Himchan hyung. Cousin and me since childhood He comes to see me here every day. Become a friend to talk with to relieve loneliness and help me relieve the sadness in my heart. After the day I left Daehyun He didn't call me at all....
How can I call? Well, I changed my number. From the moment I was in the car He tried to contact me all the time. But Himchan hyung grabbed my phone and threw it out the window. Will they come looking for me??
Many people wondered why Daehyun didn't come look for me at home. He doesn't know. I never told him. We've been together for three years. I just said that I used to have a house when I lived with my family. But when they passed away, I moved to a dormitory near the school and looked for part-time work. I didn't tell him where I lived. But I come back here once a month.
Just passing through. Because every time I come here, I think of old memories from when my parents were still here. Then my tears will flow I would like to ask you not to do this. Let's just say Daehyun doesn't know.
I met Daehyun when I entered the tenth grade at a famous school. I was able to afford the tuition because I had an inheritance that I received after my parents passed away. It's the day I received my younger sibling. They accused me of falling asleep while other people were doing activities. He came and sat staring at my face. Haha, I still laugh when I think about it.
Suddenly happiness returned again and I had to smile. But I had to smile again because it was just the past.
Now there is no longer anyone named Daehyun. For many days that I've been here, I've been using Himchan hyung's stuff that he lent me first. Himchan said he shouldn't go out yet. Because I might have met Daehyun in the first few days of escaping. My belongings are almost nonexistent right now. I threw away everything I used to share with Daehyun. No, I didn't throw it away.
I didn't bring it with me. But it's good. I chose to leave it with Daehyun. Whether they keep it or whether they discard it is their own business. I don't want to interfere.
"Jongup" while I was sitting and thinking about something. Himchan opened the door with a smile on his face.
“Yes,” I answered without looking. It was a rather rude act.
"What are you thinking about?"
"No, I'm just thinking about what to buy today." I told a big lie. I didn't want Himchan to worry. And I don't want him to think too much of me.
"Oh, okay, then let's go."
"Yes," I answered before following Himchan into the car. The same car as the one that brought me here.
DaeHyun
"Mmm"
I stretched out with sleepiness. Soft sunlight shone through the fibers of the curtains and hit my face. Both eyelids slowly opened. Then it closed again and turned around to find the small, warm body next to it as usual. But found emptiness I opened my eyes in shock.
Before bouncing up, he composed himself, thinking that Jongup might still be in the shower. But I didn't hear anything.
Tick...
Tick...
Tick...
There was only the sound of the clock continuously ringing. Rubbing my messy hair, I looked at the clock. It was already 10:00 AM. A new life that I was not used to. Normally I wake up earlier than this because there is a little person waiting to wake me up.
I sit and contemplate. I can only fool myself day by day that Song Jong Op will come back. He just went out on a trip and will come back soon. But why did it take so long? I don't know how long I stayed in this room. Never looked at the calendar. And a light flickered from the object in my hand.
'The battery is dead, turn off the device' and a picture of the person I have been thinking about appears. A bright smile with small eyes, a face resembling a little cat. Smiling cheerfully in my embrace before the screen goes dark.
............... I tried calling Jongup. But he didn't show any signs of answering my phone. and turn off the machine as well I don't know where to look. There wasn't any at the dormitory. I only know that Jongup has a house where he used to live with his parents. But I didn't ask where it was. Because he said he didn't want to think about it. Because it's sad
Story about Jongup's family
I considered everything in the room. I didn't dare move or move anything. Even the soap I don't dare touch. It's been many days since I've taken a shower. The only food they had was ramyeon and the rest. I don't know how to cook. By now, the ready-to-eat food is probably out of the refrigerator. I want to be with myself more.
Live alone, not involved with anyone. Think of a way to find Jongup. But it really is to the best of my ability.
I kept looking at the memories. Until I stopped at a picture of my group of friends. Yes, I still have friends. When we have problems, we should consult with each other. As soon as I thought about it, I got up from the bed. Take my fancy phone and charge it. Before getting up and turning on the TV to watch the news that I hadn't seen in several days. When the TV is standby
The first item that opened was Pokemon.... Cartoons that Jongup likes
I remember that day when I welcomed Mathayom 4 students. Everyone enjoyed the activities organized by the seniors. But there was a child asleep. I walked over to punish him. But he didn't sleep. Just the eyes are too small. We stared at each other for almost a minute because I was trying to make sure he was asleep. But there was a feeling that dawned on me
It's a feeling of connection. A feeling that I have never felt for anyone other than my own father and mother. My heart is not beating rhythmically. His younger sister stared at my face. My friends would drag me away because it made everyone turn around and stop their activities. After that day, I watched Nong Jongup from a distance. He is a very cute boy. charming smile
It can be said that smiling now makes the world instantly brighter and cheerful. My younger brother is lonely. Until one day, I gave sherbet ice cream to my younger brother. Because I secretly found out that Jongup likes to eat this flavor.
"Here....I bought it for you."
"Take it."
“Yes.” Nong Jongup took the ice cream and slowly licked it like a little kitten. What a lovely picture.
"What is our name?"
"Uh... I'm Moon Jongup."
"The name is beautiful. My name is Daehyun. Jung Daehyun." I introduced myself before sitting down next to him.
"Uncle Daehyun."
"Hmm?? How is it going"
"Hyung, please help me play Duel Card with Yuki as my friend ^^" I was stunned, more than I expected. I didn't think his younger sibling would be the good one and reply to me. And I'm very happy that he invited me to play.....
And then we became closer because of the Yuki card. Whoever loses must be fed rice. I often lose to Jongup. It's not that I'm weak. But it's because I want to feed this little person....
COMA /\__\/\/\/\/\ __/\/\________________
I stopped thinking about happy past events. My face was now smiling like a crazy person. Before tears came out When he didn't hear any noise in the kitchen where Jongup usually started cooking. There was no little person smiling at the door. I miss Jongup so much.
For many days, I just tried to stay strong. My life feels like something is missing. That's right. Why was there no one in my life before but I was still able to survive? But not now It hurts and will die. Have you ever felt it? When the person you love suddenly leaves you Without you even realizing it. It feels strange.
But I should serve myself. Should have been modest a long time ago since I left Jongup's body.
And my brain processed images from the past again. Pictures from the day we agreed to date The day we agreed to be each other's to be together.
"Jongup....is yours now." I said in the ear of the little man sleeping next to me.
"Yes... You are mine too." The little man stared at me with an embarrassed face. Those eyes couldn't hide the happiness. Before burying your face in my arms
"It's yours alone. It must not belong to anyone else."
"Of course, I can't have anyone else........ ...........but if there is I will be the one to walk away from your life."
"Why do you say this? I don't have anyone. I love only Jongup alone."
"I'm just telling you. I know that my unnie wouldn't do that. Anyway, I'll be with you until I die, keke." Jongup laughed. He snickered. I rubbed his soft hair affectionately before tightening my arms to hug this child tighter.
My tears started flowing again. Thinking of that atmosphere and that we would hug each other all morning. Which today doesn't exist anymore. It was me who made the mistake. I was the one who broke the promise. When I think of how difficult this person's worth was, Jongup is a strong-hearted person. He's lonely. The reason I can reach him isn't because of the Yuki card.
There are many other things that I have to please until he trusts me.
The more I thought about it, the more I felt sad and disappointed. I know that many people have felt that. Striving hard to get something very important. But once you get it, its value decreases. But not with Jongup. I love this person, but like, we all get bored sometimes and want variety....I don't know.
I have a hard time explaining the feelings of men. But Jongup is a man too. I don't know if he feels this way. The entire time they were together, Jongup hardly ever really looked at anyone. He only obeyed me. I was very happy. But why did I hurt him so much?
I picked up the picture frame next to the bedside table and looked at it. It's a picture of me and Jongup when we went to the beach together in Busan. I would like to introduce Jongup to my parents as well. I'm grateful that you guys don't mind. Plus, I'm very pleased with Jong-op. It is considered a good thing. I used my thumb to press and caress the face of the little man who was holding my neck.
I admit that my heart beats faster every time I see this smile.
"Jongup ........How are you?"
"........Do you miss each other?"
".....I miss you so much."
"......Come back. Please come back to me. I'm sorry."
I can only dwell on the picture of my lover. Jongup doesn't answer. I can only smile as usual. Does it mean they will come back to use it? I'm starting to get hallucinated talking to pictures.....but it's our happiness. Even though we won't be together. Just now we're staring at each other. Even though he doesn't see us
It's okay just to have one-sided love. Who will say I'm crazy because I'm talking to a picture? I wouldn't care. You don't know how much suffering it is. Like many artists' fans Observed from my friends in the group In the past, I used to say that they were delusional and nonsense, but now I understand. They just talked with the picture of their beloved oppa standing and smiling in the poster.
They were already very encouraged. And today I know how happy it is.
'Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
My stomach growls I have to stop rambling for a moment. He stood up and went to pick up the towel hanging on the wall of the room.
I looked at Jongup's towel. His gentle body odor still remains. It's a scent that I'm really obsessed with. And it's unlike anyone I've slept with. I'm sad when I think about it, but it won't be long. His owner will come back when I think of something to do, hehe.
JongUp
"Hudchiw!!" I sneezed loudly for no reason. It was probably because the smell in this department store was too strong because there were only new shirts that had just been produced.
“Are you sick, Jongup?” Himchan asked me with concern.
“Probably,” I replied simply.
"Ah.. I'd like to go to the bathroom first ^^"
"Yes." Then Himchan walked away. I looked at that back. In fact, Himchan hyung is very good to me. Over the past few days, he has taken care of me just as well as Daehyun. Many times I was shaken. Try to restrain yourself from thinking beyond your cousin.
I was walking around choosing clothes and out of the corner of my eye saw a cheesecake at a regular shop. And the brain processed the image of a familiar face of a handsome man with sharp eyes and dark skin. And the picture of Daehyun and me sitting and feeding each other cake at the regular table next to the balcony. Thinking about it, it suddenly hurt. The truth is, I shouldn't have come here.
Every place has memories between me and Daehyun hyung. This shirt shop is the same. I remember I once took him to pick out a new tie to wear to his best friend's birthday party. I hurriedly shook my head away from this thought before tears started to flow in the middle of the mall.
“Do you still have Jongup?” At that moment, Himchan hyung walked in.
"Alright, why did you go to the bathroom so quickly?" I asked curiously because Himchan said he was going to the bathroom. But it's very fast. Just in my thoughts, he came back.
"You haven't entered yet." Himchan snorted in annoyance. What did he find in the bathroom? Or are they psychopaths? Haha, I saw it and still laughed. His older brother's actions were like a spoiled girl.
"Let's go get something to eat. I'm hungry. Jongup, is there a restaurant you want to go to?" "
“Oh, yes. Let's hurry and go. I'm hungry too." When Himchan heard this, he immediately smiled with wide-eyed satisfaction. Before you grab my hand and walk away, let me tell you, I'm really embarrassed. No one has ever held my hand like this except my father and Daehyun.
DaeHyun
After I finished taking a shower I immediately went straight to my phone because I thought of something. My last resort
'Call Bang Yongguk'
"What's wrong?" After a few moments he answered. Receiving a call like this really hurt my feelings.
"I have something to discuss. Come out and see me at the same shop."
“Yes,” he replied in a bored tone. I'm already used to it.
After that, I went to find clothes to wear, put on makeup, and set my hair. My face has deteriorated quite a lot because I haven't slept. I took one last look in the mirror before quickly grabbing the keys to my luxury car and running downstairs. Let me tell you a little about Yongguk's history while I drive.
It's been a friend of mine since high school. We are very close. The family is big enough. There are many subordinates. Many other businesses He himself is the owner of the pub. His looks... I'd say he's handsome. But it came out a bit brutal. But I'm surprised why he doesn't have a boyfriend......
No, it never has. But after breaking up with Ji Eun I've never seen him associate with anyone else. He also has a younger brother. Junhong electric pole boy It hurts just as bad as that one. It seems like he's about the same age as Jongup. My boyfriend is the same. Nong Yongjae has a round face, round eyes, and bob hair. I laugh when I think of this couple.
The day Youngjae found out that Zelo, well, Zelo and Junhong were the same person. It's just a cool name. Going to the story, the day Youngjae found out that Zelo was cheating on him. Jello got jumped in the face by Youngjae. Because a normal slap doesn't arrive before breaking up. And it came and cried to me. But I don't know how to get Youngjae back.
Saw it and said that my beloved brother helped. I think I really have to rely on him.
I turned the car into the parking lot of the restaurant that Jongup and I liked to frequent. The food here is really delicious. My eyes saw a reflection in the side mirror of a familiar car. It has arrived, Yongguk. I locked the car before walking towards the store entrance.
'Gringe~~'
The door bell rang as soon as I opened the door. The faint smell of food floats to your nose. inviting the digestive juices in my stomach to work again This shop is not very big, small, cutely decorated with many kinds of green plants. Of course, Jongup likes it. He likes everything that is green. It looks bright.
I think it's suitable for Jongup.
I looked to the left, not to the right. I found Yongguk sitting cross-legged in front of him.
“Very fast,” I greeted.
"So, I'm here to run some errands around here?" Can't you see the situation?"
"Well, I hardly slept. So what business are you doing here?"
"Then go buy some chocolate for Lo. Crying and crying there. Grown up to have a wife and still beg like a child."
"Oh, he just wants to beg you." I praised (?) because I was quite fond of this pair of siblings. They really care for each other.
“So what are you going to do with Jongup?”
"Well, the story is like this......." I told him about the events that happened that day. I still remember every word. both Jongup and Himchan's Thinking about it, this guy is also very smart. I chose to tell the whole story of me secretly having someone else and what happened and so much more. As far as being useful So that Yongguk could come up with the right plan.
"Serves you right. Who used you to cheat on me? It's true as it says. There are good things that cannot be treated. I just came to see the value when I lost it. I'd rather not help. Jongup did the right thing."
"Hey, how did you do it? Friends, let's help each other!!"
“Hahaha, I'm just kidding, but what does this Himjong Himchan look like? And if it really sounds like you said So why did Jongup choose it?? That means you're clearly inferior, right?" Eh, is this bastard going to praise or scold Himchan? I'm starting to get dissatisfied - -
"It's....it's face. Looks like a rabbit...wait.... Let me think about it for a second."
"Yes..................."
"Ummm................... "
"....................? o__O? "
Ai Yongguk tilts his head 45 degree with a childish look of wonder in his eyes (I mean, you can't find cuteness at all. Oh, that's enough.)
"Erms...................."
"Ummmm................. "
"How long are you going to umm ummmm? I'm waiting to hear!" he raised his voice at me.
“Just a moment, I was thinking about it!!” I immediately argued back.
"Wow!!! What the heck! I'm bored." He muttered, but I didn't care.
"...I'm Daehyun....."
"Hmm? "
"I'm Daehyun...."
“Allyll!!?? Call me Mai, I'm still composing words." I scolded him, not looking at his face because my brain was processing Himchan's face.
"I think....I already know. That Himchan?" I looked at him suspiciously. His expression drifted towards something behind me.
"How do you know? I haven't told you yet."
"You look at that."
I looked at what Yongguk said, Oh wow, I'm so excited. Right now it's like the blood inside me is pumping. The muscles in the legs, arms, and hands are tense. The tendons on the back of my hand slowly shrank. I clenched my fists tightly. The two legs that were about to rise up to punch the person who called himself Jongup's new girlfriend But Yongguk pressed my shoulder first.
"Calm down, hold still."
"What the fuck are you doing?" The picture of Himchan using his hand to wipe away food stains stuck in the corner of Jongup's mouth. It hit my retina screen hard. It was truly an eyesore and a piercing. That person over there should have been me, not him. Himchan's face was smiling happily. As for Jongup, he smiled a little and smiled a big smile. But I can feel it
That was a smile that showed consideration. It's not as natural as when it was with me. I believe that Jongup still loves me. Thinking about it made myself feel a little more encouraged. But now I have to give in to Himchan first like Yongguk said.
"Beautiful, huh?"
"What's beautiful? What are you in the mood for as a Broken Spear Artist right now?” I asked in surprise (?) because Yongguk suddenly said a strange sentence. I followed his gaze. It looked towards Himchan and Jongup's table, but the person Yongguk was looking at wasn't Jongup. But it's Himchan instead.
I turned to look at his face again. He still didn't take his eyes off Himchan. Look and know what it feels like. A sight like this It's been a long time since he ever looked at anyone.
"Is this Himchan the person you said?"
"Oh, why?"
"I just exchanged tongues just now..."
"Huh!!!!?"
“Well, I bumped into it while going to the bathroom at the mall. He cursed me without holding back. He was very loud, so I shut my mouth."
"Oh, what you're looking at is that you're attracted to Himchan, right? Haha." He didn't answer, just smiled at the corner of his mouth. I don't know why I'm still laughing. Even though the person I love is actually having a sweet time with someone else behind me. But it's probably because of Yongguk. that it fascinates Himchan I felt a strange sense of relief accompanying the talisman of victory. I should trust it, Yongguk.
In this case, you must obey him alone.
“What did I think of, Daehyun? I must help you with all my might."
"Oh, of course. It's strange if you don't help." Suddenly, I saw a look of lust flicker in one of those eyes. I don't know what the plan is. But it's definitely a good thing for me and Yongguk......
Yongguk
I have found the person I am looking for, the owner of a sweet tongue that I have never experienced anywhere before. After I parted my mouth It can be said that he immediately backed away from the person named Himchan. Look at his face, it's very gaping, that's why it's suitable for seclusion. Who will stay for him to hit? I saw Daehyun's heavy punches. But I don't want to try.
This handsome face will be ruined soon. Let Himchan save his energy and try something else. Hehe...
"I've got the information, Mr. Yongguk."
"Um, thank you very much, King."
I thanked my closest subordinate. for helping to find Jongup's whereabouts. Now, we can start making plans.
Himchan
I found it again. The person who stole my first kiss....means my first kiss with a man. How dare he kiss me? In my heart I really wanted to go in and punch it. But I don't want Jongup to know. It's embarrassing. I saw him sitting with Daehyun. He doesn't look sad at all, huh, but I don't know if Jongup saw it or not.
I didn't want him to be sad, so I chose not to say anything. Because I saw that his face was beginning to fill with water. So I reached out and wiped it away. and started looking for a conversation
Thinking again, I feel like something has changed. I felt it after that. When he opened his mouth I started to feel strange. Or will I find my true self? But I've found this. I like Jongup. I've liked it since childhood. But we're just relatives. We haven't seen each other very often. So they're not very close. But now I think My hopes are starting to come true.
JongUp
I saw Daehyun hyung. .......He came with Brother Yongguk. I don't know if he saw me? I chose to ignore him. I noticed that he didn't feel depressed at all. Even cheerful He doesn't feel sorry at all? I'll probably be happy. A life without me holding back He will do anything and go anywhere with anyone.
But why is it me who has to suffer even though I'm the one who chose to do this......
“Jongup, what is the matter? Hmm? Why are you crying?"
"Oh.. uh, no. It's spicy." I avoided telling Himchan hyung what I saw.
"Huh? Spaghetti is spicy."
"Oh, yes, I accidentally poured chili into it ^^" I didn't have time to say much. Himchan hyung leaned down and wiped the tears from my face. I just smiled softly in response. I hope Daehyun hyung doesn't turn around and see. I'm afraid that he still feels sorry for me, Himchan hyung might get punched. And I might be pulled back.....but it's the opposite.
There was no turmoil. Why? Isn't he jealous of me? Oh, why is it like this? Which side am I in so much pain? Daehyun hyung looks so happy. But why don't I have it? I really want to leave this place. I don't want to see that person again..........
DaeHyun
Well, the day I've been waiting for us. Our plan will begin soon. My explanation is that I Yongguk will be the one who makes Himchan leave the house. As for me, I will go and drag Jongup inside that house.
“Do you want it yet?” I asked my dear friend.
"What are you doing? I'm your friend. Are you crazy? You're going to take your Jongup over there." What is it???
"Shit, can you help me get horny at the right time, Salad?" I really can't handle his mood swings. He's always cheeky. That's who he really is.
“I feel sorry for Himchan. If it's finished."
"Oh, have you changed your mind and want it to be finished? Jongup?? Let me ask."
"No, I don't like Himup or Ubhim, it's only Daeup. Daeup" I clearly emphasized my desire.
"Okay, let's start," he said before walking out of the car and ringing the doorbell. Ah, like I've seen this house somewhere before. Hmmmm.
Ringing, ringing, ringing.
It took a few clicks and a tall man walked out of the house. His face was smiling and cheerful. Oh, even after taking my things, he still had a happy face. Truly stomping.
"Hello, Mr. Kim, are you Himchan?"
Ai Yongguk is really dressed to go along with the postal delivery man. It had a mask covering its face along with a hat.
"Yes, yes."
"There's something sent to you. Please open and inspect the contents inside first and then sign the certificate."
"Ah." I saw him unpack the box and white smoke came out, filling Himchan's face. Suddenly, the small body collapsed. Good, Yongguk took it in time. Otherwise, its face will definitely break before it gets hit by my punch. And it brought Ai Ren in the car. I don't like it at all.
“It's your turn,” he told me with a wry smile before using his thick hands to brush away the hair that was hanging loosely in front of Himchan's face.
"Okay, get ready. As soon as I come, you rush over."
"I know. Hurry up. Himchan has been out of the house for a long time. Jongup will be suspicious."
I don't say anything further. Two legs walked calmly into that house.....
Add......... Really cool!
“What did he send you, Himchan?” the person in front of him asked. A small figure that looked like he was longing stood with his back turned in front of him. A little man is cooking delicious food. How long has it been since I smelled this? Just a few days. But I feel tortured like it's been a year.
I didn't say anything, just walked closer to the person in front of me. I use these arms to hug my thin waist. Before burying his nose in the crook of White's neck, he inhaled the sweet scent that contrasted with the smell of the food he was cooking.
"Uh..... Brother Himchan."
"Jongup...." The small figure was silent for a moment before turning around.
"Daehyun hyung" he kept moving away from me. I grabbed the small wrist in time.
"Jongup.... Let's get back together."
"No..No, no way!" Tears began to flow from those little eyes. I gently kissed the corner of his eye to comfort the little man.
"I'm sorry about the past..... From now on, I won't do that again. I learned a lesson. Believe me."
The small body remained silent without any response. So I carried him onto my shoulder and walked to the upstairs room. Finished locking the door. Before I put the small body on the bed as lightly as possible before binding him with strict force. But Jongup still resisted and continued to cry. I reached into my bag. Press to find Bang Yongguk's number.
"Hey, you go back first, I'm going to take a long time."
"Oh, oh, good luck." He hung up immediately. It probably can't be tolerated. There was Himchan lying there, unconscious and lying on his chest like that.
I turned to look at the little figure who was now in a state of extreme shock. Those pleading eyes really teased me.
"Jongup, come back with me."
"No, don't let me go. I don't want to be with you. Oh, you're a liar." I watched Jong Up struggling with tears. Before I could straddle that little body
"Do you know how much I miss you? Don't run away from me again. I promise I won't make your Jongup sad again."
"Daehyun hyung... how can I trust you?"
"I'm not asking you to trust me. Just trust one more time, one more time, if you are wrong again, I will definitely not forgive myself."
"No, no, no, no more. I don't believe you anymore." The person beneath me tried to fight violently.
"If you don't have it, you have to have it. Because this Jongup only belongs to you alone.” I didn't have time to listen to the angry words of the person in front of me. Wild emotions flared up before starting to nuzzle into the crook of my neck all the way to my face. and pressed a deep kiss So longing for those precious lips That which I used to do has disappeared.
“Ugh!” Jongup protested. But I don't listen.
"I'm starting. It hurts a little."
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I lay proudly looking at the body of my lover next to me. Finally I got my things back. A strong hand reached out and grabbed her thin waist and hugged her tenderly. Soft, smooth hair and a gentle scent of shampoo and soap. It's back and I'm really glad.
“Jongup... don't leave me. I won't make Jongup sad again. I promise with my life, darling."
"I will believe you. I love you."
"I love you too. My Nong Mun"
His small body hid his thin face in my chest like usual. Just like he likes to do when he's embarrassed...Ah, this person in front of me is so cute and charming. I promise, I won't go through with anyone again. I can't go in and out with this person alone. Thank you for the tears and sorrow that teach us lessons. Bring it to improve life for the better than before. I really realize it.
Thanks to Yongguk for helping me. Thank you to Jello for crying because he didn't buy chocolate and then seeing Himchan too. Haha.
"Ugh....." I twisted up with sleepiness. Eh, but where is this? I remember coming to pick up the items in front of my house and suddenly...it was all white. I can't remember what it was...it was so cold in here...
"Hey!!! Oh my gosh, I got this with Jongup??! > <"I cried in shock because I never thought that Jongo would really be mine. I'm married to the person I love.
"What did you tell me so early in the morning?" So stupid!! The sound of my dreams Since the voice that came out just now wasn't Jongup's soft voice, who was it?
"How did you come to live with me?" I asked in shock. Why not Jongup? Why does it have to be this pervert? I want to die
"Oh, wives have to live with their husbands," he replied irritably.
"Who? Who's my wife? I never knew you!!!!!"
"So it wasn't you who moaned last night?" Yongguk Yongguk. Stronger. Ahhh. That's your voice. Will you listen? I recorded it too.” Scream. I wanted to scream out of embarrassment. Was I really like that last night? Huh. Jongup, I'm sorry.
"Why are you doing this, you idiot?" Tears flowed from my eyes. I don't know why. It felt so suffocating that I couldn't speak. My virginity was taken away.
"I'm also responsible for kissing you in the men's restroom."
"You bastard, you can't even ask about my health. Do I want you to take responsibility? Go, take me back to Jongup right now!!!"
“Why do you want to go back and be a thorn in their thorns? Jongup is staying with Daehyun." Huh!? Daehyun? I was stunned. Have Jongup and Daehyun reconciled?? How is that possible?
"Huh, really not. I don't believe it. Don't come here. I don't believe it." I shook my head like a crazy person.
"If you don't believe it, you have to believe it.... Anyway, you're mine now, Kim Him Chan, hehe." He laughed deep in his throat. I really hate the sound of it.
"Oh, you don't have to be sad or worried. There are all of you here. There's enough money to support you and our child, keke," he said before smiling, showing off all his gums. What am I worried about?? No, my brain is reprocessing. So what has enough money to be rich? Oh, I understand that it's this rich gum. And what is our child? This guy is really a psycho. No.
I don't want my child to have a psychotic father. Hey, why do I say this? Oh, Ihim!!!
"I fuck!"
"No, don't cry. One more time, shut your mouth and give it to me. I know you'll like it." My brain tells me I hate it. But this is my body and my heart. Fully respond to its touch. Is this what it's called? The person whose heart needs ??? .........
REAL END.
It's finished. Yay!
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Daeop, I don't have one, I just wrote it, the writing didn't hurt me ^^
Let's go imagine what you like. In case you like different styles But P'Dae, this one should be a bit wild and violent when you offend Dae ^^
Thank you for reading.