Cure
...heal...
A short story inspired by the song Rheedee by
sin(singular)
[Ost. LAST SUMMER
That summer I died]
Hold me and guide me
To a land far away tonight
don't let me Just an important person
that was right on demand Starting to eat away at the mind
No strength to resist Weak like a lost person
The things I was chasing began to fade away.
Waiting for you to heal In the sea of tears
Let me feel like I'm still breathing. So much suffering
No strength to resist Weak like a lost person
The things I was chasing began to fade away.
Waiting for you to heal In the sea of tears
Let me feel like I'm still breathing. So much suffering
So much suffering So much suffering
So much suffering
Hold me and guide me
To a land far away tonight
“Heal” This song talks about the feelings of the main character in the story who does many things to be important to the person he loves. But I found myself unhappy.
Because it is allowed to become love that exceeds all boundaries. It becomes an uncontrolled act.
Affect yourself and others Like a sick, weak person who needs treatment...
This is "Saku's" first horror fic. It might not be very scary for ghost movie fans.
But for people who don't like ghost movies like us. I think it was very exciting for us.. ^^
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Cure
“You will be here soon. I'm waiting for you I hear your footsteps You've arrived at the front door.. Finally, I will.. meet you..”
“Sigh... It's finally here...” Nat put all his luggage on the floor and headed to lie down on the white bed that was a bit of a muddy color. The creaking sound of the long-used bed could be heard as Nat lay down on it. But Nat didn't pay any attention to it except closing her eyes to rest from the exhaustion from the trip.
Today is the day of moving into Nat's new residence. Nat is a skilled songwriter for a no-name record label. Therefore, the condition of the house where Nat received the key and permission to stay from the camp seniors was a little old. But Nat doesn't care about that. Just having a place to sleep when you move in to find inspiration for writing songs in other provinces like this is quite good.
This place can be called a very beautiful seaside vacation home. The modern Thai body shape catches Nat's eye from the first time she sees it. This would be the best place to give Nat the inspiration to write a good song.. Nat fell into a deeper and deeper sleep. With the sound of crashing waves and a gentle breeze lulling you..
Creak...
The sound of the bed creaking along with the force of shaking at the end of the bed.. Nat heard a faint sound passing through his ears. But my eyelids are so heavy that I can't forget.. Cold air began to form around his body. The wind brushed against my skin, soft but chilling. What's that sound?... Even though my senses are fading But Nat still faintly heard it. The sound of wind whistling through the windows around the room.. Accompanied by a sad voice..
Cello..?
The sound of a musical instrument sounded, Nat was sure. It played in a slow, cool, but sad melody that touched the heart.. Who is the person playing...? Who?
The faint sound of music, accompanied by the whistling wind and the sound of small waves, continued to play... Even though it's sad.. But Nat knew the calmness in his voice. Until Nat's consciousness gradually faded.. along with the sound of the music fading away..
Thump!
"Oh fuck, that hurts so much!" Nat cursed even though he hadn't even opened his eyes. The tall man slowly sat up. His hand felt his flabby buttocks when he realized he had fallen off the bed. But people who don't move like him will fall off the bed? Nat thought confusedly. Before the thick eyelids slowly narrowed to receive the hot sunlight streaming through the window.
The curtains fluttered in the wind. Nat shook her head slightly to get rid of the drowsiness before standing up, twisting her body a few times and rubbing her eyes. before sitting down on the bed again, facing the window.
But... the corner of my eye stumbled upon something.. Nat turned to look at his own side. Not seeing anything, Nut put his hand on his neck lightly, thinking that his posture was crazy.
Creak..
The sound of the bed creaking again made Nat suddenly stop.. When he didn't move.. And how can the bed be creaked? Nat's heart beats fast. Before Nat turned to look at his back.
“Ah!!” Nat bounced down and sat on the ground. The latter was shocked against the wall beneath the large window.
“Haha, I was shocked and cried out loud.. What are you afraid of?” A sweet voice that matched that pretty face said. The voice wasn't shrill or cold, causing Nat to let out a big sigh of relief.
“...I thought it was a ghost. So.. who are you? How did you get in?” Nat asked, standing up and massaging his hips, which were probably very bruised from hitting the ground twice in the same period of time.
“...I'm here..”
"..I didn't see you at the camp saying there was someone with you.." Nat said, his dark eyebrows furrowed into a knot.
“...You at JMX Records?.. Um.. I'm also a songwriter for this label.. My name is Sin.." The sweet voice said. His sweet, clear face made Nat stare at him as if he were enchanted. But I had to shake my head quickly to get rid of the thought because the person in front of me, no matter how good he looked, was a man.
“Ah...so it's the same person..my name is Nat. pleased to meet you.. Um, let me go wash my face first. I'm so sleepy.." Nat nodded, reaching out to check the handle with Sin's soft hand that was handed to him. Then immediately excused myself to go to the bathroom. It must really be someone at the camp. And then probably looking for a place to stay with a comfortable atmosphere and composing music as well.
Nat walked into the bathroom. There are a few cobwebs clinging to it. I understood that there would be no one to take care of the cleaning.. Nat looked down at the sink and gently turned the faucet.
Not coming out...
His posture is a bit stiff. Nut then exerts more torque..
Su~
Water came out with too much force when Nut twisted his hand hard until it opened all the way. Clear water flows and hits both strong hands. Nat poured water into his hands and washed his face. Sharp eyes glanced at a clear blue vase on the shelf in the bathroom. There was a blue flower embedded in it. Brightly colored flowers..with water filling the vase.
“Miss, have you prepared a flower vase?” Nat shouted to the people outside, but there was no response until Nat had to lean forward to look. But I couldn't find the person I was looking for.
“It's so hot... It's very hot today. The flowers I planted for you The blue flowers in the blue vase are looking at me. The weather is this hot. Will the flowers wither? Yes, I changed the water. Because it is a flower I prepared for you..”
Nat walked outside the house to breathe in the air. The sound of the waves crashing and the cool wind hitting her face made Nat feel relieved in an unbelievable way. Nat twisted his body around to relieve the fatigue from driving so far. Even though I slept for one night, I was still a little tired. Nut turned to see a thin figure holding a jade vine by a bush of blue flowers, just like the ones Nut saw in a vase.
“Do you.. really like this? Don't pick it. It's more beautiful if it's on the tree.." Nat said to Sin. Sin turned to Nat and smiled faintly. The slender hand that was caressing the beautiful petals on the bush left her hand and walked towards Nut.
"...Stop calling me 'Miss'. Call me 'Sin', Nat.." That sweet voice said with a smile that Nat thought was the most beautiful he'd ever seen. Nat nodded slowly like a person falling in love. Before the two of them stood and talked about miscellaneous things to get to know each other better. And Nat and Sin seemed to be easily close to each other.
Until an hour has passed Nat then excused himself and went up to pack his bags and prepare his own things.
“You have come to me. The good person I've been waiting for all along You've probably seen the blue flowers, right? I hope you'll be happy. You will smile for me, right..”
until the evening Nat then went out to buy bread and fresh milk, not forgetting to invite Sin to take a ride together. Today's dinner will be very simple. Because here the kitchen equipment is not ready at all. Moreover, the two of them were men. So I don't really care much about food.
Nat bought three or four small bottles of fresh milk. And bread with many toppings that I think will make my stomach feel full and make me sleep the most comfortably. The two sat and ate together on a rope swing on the edge of the sea. The gentle wind blew Sin's long hair in the wind. Nat accidentally grabbed a small strand of hair and couldn't tuck it behind her ear. Sin's cheeks turned red. Just like a person with fast hands who almost wants to bite off their own hand for doing such a strange thing.
“...There's a good atmosphere here. Just arrived not long ago I can think of many good lyrics.." Nat said, biting into the custard bread in her hand. Nat stood and played with his feet in the sea water. With his other free hand, he swings a swing for Sin, who is sucking on a box of milk.
“...Um.. The weather in the evening is not as hot as during the day.. The wind kept blowing. Sometimes it makes you forget about your sorrows.." Sin said before looking far away at the edge of the sea where the water touched the sky. The orange light of the morning when the sun sets, fills the sky with an orange-red glow.
"...anything that is troubling or distressing, throw it away.. Let go so you can be happy.." Deep voice said softly.
“..Can't let it go.. Not yet..” The cool, smooth voice that sounded from her thin lips caused Nut to stop slightly. Nat didn't look at Sin's face because he was standing behind the swing. In an instant a cool breeze blew. Nut seemed to see the orange-red sky turn into a scarlet color... But when Nat closed her eyes and opened them again.. Everything became the same.
Some people got up from the swing and walked into the house quietly. Nat looked up, not understanding. Before turning his face to the wide sea again, he sighed.. If the sky is red like blood.. The color of the sea is probably like millions of teardrops flowing together..
Nat stepped into the house following Sin. Leave behind a beautiful sunset landscape.
“You must have noticed. You must have noticed me. Hey.. you, I'm right here.."
Evening time has come. The wind blowing through the window caused the curtains to flutter. Nat walked over and closed the window gently. Then walked over and lay down. I still miss the image of the sky and the sea that never fades. Including Sin's harsh voice that said that. It made Nat think twice..
Nat thought of the sweet face of Sin, who until now was probably asleep in the room next to his own. Soon Nat closed her eyes. I feel tired. And the cool air made it easy to fall asleep.
Nat suddenly felt strange about herself. On the surface of the body, you can feel the cold water surrounding you. Nat felt himself sinking to the bottom of the deep sea. No matter how hard I tried to grab, I couldn't lift myself out of the uncomfortable air underwater. Nat opened her eyes and looked everywhere.. water ... all water. Nat was in the sea.
Nat grits his teeth to keep the water from entering his mouth. His nose felt a stinging sensation from the amount of water that had flowed into him.
The air that Nutmee has is beginning to deplete. Two arms reaching for the light from above Moonlight shining on the surface of the water splashing down to the bottom of the sea Its long legs exerted force to swim, but it didn't.. it didn't move.. Nat bent down to look. One ankle was bound by underwater plants. Nat bent down to unwrap it. His legs exerted force, causing it to fall off. Nat turned to look around.
Then turn around and look at your ankles again. Hair.. is not an aquatic plant, but hair! Nat couldn't see the face of my owner.. She is bowing her head.. But her hair was tight around Nat's ankles. tighter and tighter It was as if he wished for Nat to stay in the depths of fear and hopelessness.
Nat shakes his leg violently. Both arms break through the water.. You have to bring yourself to swim up..
Water ripples into bubbles. Nut slowly lost her strength.... The long legs that had been exerting effort began to slow down until they stopped.. The two arms that were trying to escape from the whirlpool of torture slowly fell to the side. With the water pressure, Nut's body seems to float.. It floats like that.. The throat is constricted, the inside of the chest is constricted..
“Huh.... Huh....”
A trembling cry sounded out... Nat woke up and sat up quickly. A strong hand tells himself Breathing heavily, getting air into your lungs... It felt like just now I was facing death.. The moment you run out of breath It was as if something had snatched me awake.
Nat breathed in and out. His heart was beating fast, as if what Nat had dreamed about earlier was real. A strong hand swept across his face.. No water stains.. It's not wet.. just a dream.. Nat repeated that to himself. But the trembling sound that came through the room partition made Nat's breath hitch.
“Huh... Huh... Huh...”
Even though he was afraid, Nat shook off the blanket that was covering himself. Then walked towards the wall where the sound was heard.. A strong hand pressed against the wall of the room. Close your face to listen.. The sound of crying... It's the sound of.. Sin..
Nat jumped away from that wall.. My heart twitched, remembering when I heard a cello sound that sounded like crying when I closed my eyes to rest when I arrived... The picture of Sin sitting on the bed. A flower vase full of brightly colored flowers and water even though the faucet in the bathroom is severely broken.. ..red sky.. The sea is dark.. the strange sentence that Sin said.. The voice is calm and cool.. Dreams.. and..
A trembling sound behind the partition wall...
Nat stepped back away from the partition wall and sat down on his bed, confused and stunned. Thoughts collide.. Nat grabbed the blanket and covered himself with it. before forcing himself not to think about those things and squeezed my eyes to sleep. with both hands covering their ears tightly ..blocking the sobs of the other party who was crying as if they were suffering..and wanted someone..to know..
The sun shines down in the morning. Nat slowly slid the blanket off of himself. Dark circles under the eyes indicate insomnia. The crying sound was still faint most of the night. Nat quickly sprung up and looked around the room. Before picking up your own mobile phone and pressing call
What do people at the camp need to know? About this house.. About Sin
The call waiting sounded for a while before someone answered. Nat spoke quickly, catching the other party off guard.
“Hello, Brother Oat, tell me now. Regarding the vacation home where I am staying.. And.. I feel like I've encountered a problem.." Nat said in a trembling voice. The other end of the line paused for a bit before sighing.
“...Well.. Are you thinking too much.. I want you to find inspiration for composing songs. It's not to get distracted.." P'Oat replied as though he were denying Nat's question.
"If you don't tell me.. I will resign from the company.” It was like a threat that seemed to work when Brother Oat took a long breath and decided to tell the story.
“...Okay, the house where you are staying. It was the home of a composer, a beautiful person with long hair.. a genius at composing music.. But during the time he went to live there..to compose songs to send to the camp.. He.. had an accident.. He drowned and died..go first.. The camp tried to hide the news.. So no one knows..
Soon the body was found in the sea..then the family asked for the body to be held for a ceremony.. Not many people know.. Because of fear that the company will be damaged.. Even if you die because of an accident..."
“...D..So what I found.. It shows that.." The deep voice began to dry up. Fear surged through his entire being.
Add...
The sound of the door made Nat turn to look. The hand holding the phone moved slowly and tremblingly. When he saw the person standing in front of the door
“Nat.. want to go for a walk?” The sweet voice that sent her made Nut dazed. If it weren't for the person who was moving talking to him.. I'm a ghost..
"..I'm talking on the phone.." Nat said, but Sin came closer and closer until Nat almost held her breath.
"Come on, let's go.. The sea right now is very beautiful.." A slender, cold hand pressed onto Nut's upper arm. Nat nodded fearfully. Pee O's voice always came out of the phone. But Nat shut it down and walked out with Sin.
Nat walks along the beach with Sin. The waves of the sea splashed against the bare ankles of the two people. Their beautiful smiles and sweet faces tinted with soft sunlight looked gentle and beautiful.. Nat was shaken in her heart. with a plan in your own head He thought he would sneak away from this house.. Escape back to Bangkok without Sin having to know or not see
Nat looked at the big eyes looking at the sea. They looked sad, lonely.. and lacking a refuge. It made Nat feel hesitant. If Nat leaves.. And Sin.. must be quite lonely..
Nat avoided the image of Sin walking on the sea and ripples. If he kept looking, he was sure he wouldn't be able to accept this unannounced goodbye tonight...
The sky has darkened a lot... Nat packed her clothes and belongings into a bag. Nat made a decisive decision to get out of here.. In his heart he silently prayed that Sin wouldn't know. Nut has packed up his things. I had my backpack on and was about to walk out of the room.
Gak gak..
The window in the bedroom opened because of the strong wind. The wind whistled through the window. Nat raised his arms to block the wind. Before his hand touched the blue flower petals that had flown onto his body. Blue flower petals floated around in the room on the wind wheel..
"Huh... Huh... Huh..." A cry sounded. Makes Nat's heart flutter. This time the sound wasn't loud next to the room. But it came back..loud in front of the room..
Even though my heart is pounding hard But Nat decided to reach out and open the door. His other hand was holding the blue flower petals tightly..
The door opened..
The cries became louder and clearer. With a fragile body sitting crouched in front of him.. The body was wet with water.. Long hair flows down the back and frames the face.
The sobbing became louder and louder. Nat was taken aback when that face turned to look at...
"...S...Sin..." Nat said softly, his throat dry.
The figure gently wiped away his own tears. Before standing up and embracing his own body.. Then he slowly walked towards Nat. But Nat keeps falling back.. Until entering the bedroom again
“S..Sin.. Nat really has to go.. Nat promises to make merit and dedicate the merit to.. Please stop. Don't cry.. Stop suffering.." Nat bravely spoke out. Sin stopped walking and Nat stopped retreating as well.
"..Make merit.. As for what kind of merit?" a sweet voice asked with a puzzled face, even though she was still crying.
“..a..Sin is dead, right?.. Nat will..make merit for.. Sin will stop suffering.." Nat said, his sharp eyes looking at the soaked body in front of him.
"..dead? That's crazy, Sin is a person.” But the sweet voice that answered made Nat gasp. Dark eyebrows collided into a line.
"..Sin is a ghost.." Nat still argued.
"Sin is a person, Nat," Sin emphasized. When Nat saw that Nat didn't believe her, her sweet face sulked as she sighed and picked up the amulet necklace to show.
“Ghosts don't carry amulet necklaces with them.. And then Nut was able to touch Sin.." Sin walked up to Nut and grabbed Nut's hand and touched it to her thin chest. Nat's heart raced. Sin is a person. Sin's heart still beats.. Nat shook his head to dispel the confusion before lowering his hand.
“..and..that Nat heard the cello sound when he arrived?”
“..Sin turns on the music on his mobile phone.. Create an atmosphere for thinking about songs..”
“..L..and a flower vase with bright blue flowers embroidered. Along with a vase full of cast water..”
“..Sin didn't bother with it at all.. Do you have a vase?”
“..oh..then Why is Sin crying? So where did you go diving? Why is it so wet?” Nat asked immediately. In conclusion, this is Sin, not a ghost.. But the vase..uh.. Nat says Nat's eyes aren't astringent. But Nat chose to ask the next question instead.
“...Sin..I miss my sister.. Brother Sol.. you used to be here.. But now she is no longer on earth..” Sin said in a sad tone. Nat nodded and listened. When Brother Oat said that he had long hair and a beautiful face, he probably meant Sin's older sister.
"And Sin, uh, is wet..all over."
“..Um.. Sin went into the sea.. I'm going to find the pendant hanging around Sol's neck.. When P'Sol's body was found ..It's not on me.. It shows that it disappeared in the water.. Sin is trying to find.. Because it is something that Brother Sol has with him and Brother Sol loves it very much.. Sin felt that Brother Seol was still feeling uneasy.. Because I'm still looking for it. Sin can feel it.." Sin explained.
Slender arms wrapped around himself from the cold. Nat then picked up the jacket in his own backpack and handed it to Sin to cover himself with.
“Then..why do you have to search in the middle of the night? Are you crazy or not..” Nat was a little fierce when she saw Sin's pale face and her mouth trembling from the cold.
“It's a pendant made from gems that only glows at night. If you look for it during the day, you won't find it.. You have to look for it at night.”
“Then I couldn't find it.. So I sat and cried.. It's like this. Yesterday I cried.." Nat said and smoothed her beautiful hair up behind her ear.
“..Oh..Um.. At first I didn't want to disturb Nat.. But.. Sin thinks Sin can't find him alone.. So.. where is Nut going with his backpack?” Sin told him his purpose in sitting and crying in front of Nut's room. before seeing the large backpack that Nat was carrying Nat shook his shoulders slightly and answered.
“..At first I thought I would run away.. Not now.. Sin, hurry and change your clothes. ..Let's continue searching tomorrow.." Nat said to Sin. But Sin held Nat's arm back.
“..must be tonight Nut.. It will be..a hundred days already.. Brother Sol's body is going to be cremated.. Sin doesn't want Brother Seol to have a trap.. I want Brother Seol to leave peacefully.." Sin said. Nat nodded in acknowledgment and took Sin's hand and led her out of the room and towards the beach.
“..Then let's help each other find.. Nat said that we must meet..” Nat said to Sin before the two of them waded into the sea until the lower half of their bodies were in the water. His eyes searched for the gem pendant that Sin had described. It will shine at night.
“Hey you, here I am. I'm here.. I want you to know.. That I'm waiting for you here..”
Nat used her hand to dig into the water. Trying to find the same thing as Sin, whose hair was wet from the waves again. Sin went deeper and deeper until Nat had to call out.
“Sin.. it's too deep. Come shallow.. Nut thinks the waves are more likely to hit the shallows..” Nut shouted to Sin who was a few meters away.
Sin nodded at Nat before walking towards Nat. But he had to cry out in shock when his little ankle was grabbed by something and he lost his balance.
“Ah!” Sin fell into the water, causing Nat to be quite startled. Nat hurriedly waded through the sea water to find Sin. Strong hands pulled Slender's arm up from where it had fallen. The water spread in a wide circle as Nat tried to pull Sin free from his restraint. But it's so tenacious
“Sin! Come quickly!” Nat pulled Sin's wrist close to him before wrapping his arms around Sin and pulling him away. They couldn't see anything underwater, it was very dark, only the moonlight shone. Nat uses force to restrain Sin. Until finally Sin was released from his underwater bonds. Nat's heart raced, remembering the image from his dream.
...The image of someone's long, sprawling hair wrapping around his ankles...
“Ah! I don't know what.." Sin said and turned to look at the direction Nat was holding Sin away from. Nat looked at the way Sin looked. And the thick eyebrows must be furrowed.
“..Sin.. Is that the gem light that Sin said?” Nat said when he saw some light under the water. The light from the blue-blue gem shines from underwater to the surface. Sin turned to look at Nat before his sweet face quickly nodded happily.
“Yes, that's right Nut!” Sin quickly turned away from Nut and bent down to find the gem pendant in the area where the light was visible. Then a slender hand picked it up from the water. His sweet face turned to look at Nat happily.
“Nat, yes, this is.. P'Sol's!” A sweet voice shouted to Nut and held the gem pendant to her chest. Nat looked at Sin happily. Before Nat turned around and looked at the house that was sitting on the beach.
Nat gulped as the curtains fluttered open. Saw the delicate figure of a woman with long hair She was wearing a blue skirt and was standing at the window frame. For a moment, Nat saw a dull look in her eyes.. If you were Seol, Sin's older sister who died.. Shouldn't she be happy that Nat and Sin found her love's gem pendant..
The wind howled and blew through the curtain again. ...She's gone..
Nat turned around and looked at Sin. Sin was still standing there. ..The dawn sun begins to cast a golden ray of light across the water.. Nat looked at it happily. Before looking at Sin, he called out to Sin, who was still smiling at the thing in his hand.
“Sin.. let's get up.. We've been soaking in the water for a long time.." Nat called out to Sin. But the sharp smile on his face slowly closed. When the sparkling sunlight shines on the surface of the water... Nat saw something floating next to Sin.. Next to Sin, who was still smiling, with the backdrop of the early morning sun.
A lifeless body floating on the surface of the sea next to where Sin was standing... Long hair spread all over the water. A lifeless body with a beautiful but pale face... The same face as the person standing..
"...M....That's not true..." Nat mumbled softly to himself, his voice trailing off. wide-eyed Heart twitches and beats hard. Can't say anything..
Xin's figure, smiling with the gem pendant, gradually became translucent.. Fading.. gradually fading
“Finally, Sin found.. I'm so happy Nat.. If it weren't for Nat's help, there would definitely be no way to find it. When Sin came down alone last night, I felt so tired that I fainted and fell into the sea..but I'm still not drowning yet, haha,” said a sweet face with a smile and a cheerful voice.
Nat slowly backed away from Sin. Back on the beach Thick lips trembled... The coldness of the air around her body made Nat shiver. Nat finally sat down on the beach. Parched throat.. Swallowing the sticky saliva in his throat, Sin still smiled, smiling at Nat..
Sea waves crash against the shore. The sun is rising Indicates a bright new morning. Unlike Nat, whose heart was depressed and trembling. The sound of waves crashing onto the shore The sound of the wind whistling.. And Sin's lifeless body that was washed up next to Nat..
“I'm waiting, I'm waiting for you, in your favorite blue dress.. I want you to come find me. Because I have something I want your help with.. I'm waiting for you.. I'm waiting for you. I'm..waiting for you.."
I don't know who exactly needs healing... Seol, Sin's older sister who died in an accident. And the spirit still lingers in this place... Or Sin.. that is stuck in the desire that keeps eating away at the mind.. to reach for in the emptiness.. Or Nat.. who had to face a very confusing and heartbreaking event in front of her..
...It's too much suffering...
Asakura
Cure (
heal)
by Asakura
The end:)
SF
heal
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Episode: Summer shadow
It's a horror fic. Saku's first ghost fic.
It's a non-romantic fic, not really.
Yaoi
But it's a fic that focuses on the story and characters more than the value.
Can be read by all genders and ages.. ^-^
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