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I think Ek

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Bass

By Bluevember

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Tonight's livestream is the first time I'm on the list of a group that will talk to fans of game casters called the group.

Staygrean

For almost 70% of the discussion, it was almost a girly issue where I didn't know where they got such fantasies. Both asking about my friendship with a good friend owner of red eyes Many girls are fascinated by his unique and charming voice.

Both indirect questions that were enough to keep one's attitude and very direct questions that almost made me laugh. Or there was even a pleading with tears, or a half-joking, half-serious request that I tell my friend, Aek, that I love him.

Mr.Heartrocker

That's it.

"P'Ek, please tell P'Bass that you love me" and "P'Bass, please tell P'Ake that you love me." These are two sentences that I hear often when opening a stream. But when I was the one listening to how Aek would handle this request, it didn't make me feel as worried as when I was faced with telling him I love him.

The words of love that everyone wanted to hear from me caused me to be silent for several periods due to the turmoil and confusion in my mind. The confusion that has been building for a long time has increased every day I am in the conversation of my group of friends.

Staygrean

Both teasing, making or teasing with fun. But the longer the day hear more He couldn't help but think about it until it caused a feeling of trembling in his heart. with my relationship with Donna

and the last person to open the live Talking today is like everyone in the past. And this young person brought up an issue that I had always tried to object to in my mind.

Friendship that changes

"Please tell P'Ek that you love him. We can be friends." This young man's clear voice The request came out as if he had prepared well. By using the love of friends as a front. But I knew what the true intention was.

"Well, right now he's not here. If you were there, I'd have told you." He retaliated by saying that. My always-good-natured tone made this statement seem more like a playful speech than a cruel one.

"P'Ek is watching the stream."

"No...this kind of thing has to be face-to-face."

"No, it's...show me friend-to-friend love."

It ended with the same confirmation, but I made a point of not saying it. Until his younger sibling realized and was considerate, he said goodbye by saying good night. It seems like today's conversation will end well. Even though my heart didn't relax according to his tone.

Try meeting more than ten people and pestering you to tell your friends you love them. So will you relax?

But today's discussion ended with the last person. Who doesn't know how they appeared in the queue with a name that seems strange and different from the villagers' 'fried cockles' (

Hoyshell)'

Mr. Fried Cockle who greeted me at first Can't help but startle me. Having lived together for many years A closeness that is more than ordinary friends. The voice, no matter how faint it was, I still remembered it. Who is the owner of this voice?

major

Ek opened with a specific question directed at me. Even though we talk often We meet face to face almost every day. But why do we talk through social networks like now? causing me to feel more agitated than normal.

"I have something to ask P'Bess." He held his breath, waiting for the question that would come out of Ek's mouth. Even though I can't see your face But I could guess that he would definitely be asking this question with a mischievous sparkle in his red eyes.

“I would like to ask how P'Bes feels. I was asked to tell P'Ek that I love you." Ek's voice that asked was both curious and wanting to tease me to the utmost. As Ek is a person who has a habit of being a prankster.

Just after the end of Ek's questions, the shouts and joyful cries of the friends in the group. Including the flow of chat that can be called enormous. I pretended to be amused and answered with a question, but my good friend didn't want to let me pass.

"Well, how do you know that, really, does Brother Bass really want to tell you?"

“Actually, I want to tell you. But it's embarrassing. I can't speak much."

"It's okay. I think I can accept it," Donna replied almost immediately when I refused to tell him. It's like teasing each other. But the seriousness in his voice made me not help but think about Ek coming to chase me like this. What exactly does he want? I was silent while the others cheered in delight at Ek's words.

“Bass, Bass, this is it. You said that if Ek were here, how would you tell me?” P'Note took the sentence I had said before and tied it up so that I couldn't wriggle out of it. and take responsibility for your own words

"Oh, friendship," Vee urged again. The word friendship that I hear often But when this moment comes The meaning of the word friendship between me and Ek Instead, it makes me unsure of its meaning again.

"Are you going to answer or not?" he asked me again. Until I was sure that My friend really needs an answer from me.

In fact, at first I thought that Ek just wanted to tease me. Because all my friends used to say My reactions include the tone of my voice when I'm teased. It looks cute and makes it fun to tease every time. Even though Ek likes to tease me often. But this time it was different. Ek's seriousness and waiting. It makes me feel so hesitant that I can't even say the word love in a funny way.

My silence seemed to turn the joyful atmosphere into seriousness in just a few seconds. A strange atmosphere between me and Donna. Surround the conversation until others clearly notice the strangeness. And Ek himself must have sensed my discomfort and was the one to leave first.

"Damn...if you don't answer, you won't answer." But Ek's voice was half dissatisfied. The more it made me think more and more, I couldn't stop myself.

Many thoughts that were previously suppressed and intended to hide these changed feelings as deeply as possible Buried with the memories within me, it burst out until I accidentally responded in a tone of troubling, half-complaining that I didn't even know why it came out of my mouth like that.

"Playing and playing...I'm afraid I'll really think about it."

“At first I didn't think about it. It's started lately." My heart immediately twitched at Ek's words. That my condition made him think accordingly. of the abnormality between us

"This is what I'm starting to think about."

"Starting to think about it now." Ek's voice became more serious than I'd often heard, causing me to quickly hide my personal feelings back as before. Close your eyes and pretend your voice is cheerful. The mood was as good as always. Friends didn't let the atmosphere get any more even.

“I thought, why hasn't it gone yet? Who the hell added time? There's 10 seconds left. It's already 60."

“Haha, there you go, Ban.

See you again yesterday"

"So, what do you think? Don't tell me what the fuck you're thinking." Q doesn't let the issue end easily. Asking a question that I myself was silent about waiting for the answer as well.

"No, I don't have any thoughts. Just say it," Ek said in a normal tone. Having been friends for a long time, I couldn't help but wonder at Ek's answer, was he really not thinking about anything?

“Wait, let me ask first. And yesterday when Aek went to sit in the car with me? What do you think? Bass...I'm afraid you'll be jealous, so I'm like, whatever, so I'm going to ask." Pee Note asked in the middle of the crowd. Even though I'm about to get through this time I thought about my answer for a moment before jokingly answering it casually, despite the truth. My feelings right now are many times different from your tone.

"It's nothing. It's second-hand. I don't think anything of it....don't let me know. that there are good hands to add more time"

"P'Bess, P'Bass doesn't have anything to say, right?" Revy, the girl from the group, asked me, waiting for the excitement.

“Don't say any more than this. Just this, the hole is deep enough.” Yes, that's my feeling for Ek. It's deep enough.

""A love hole? A love hole, right?"

"That's enough, I'm tired." I'm really tired right now. It is exhausting to carry this feeling. It's not easy to keep your feelings in the right place. It was not easy to find the answer to the different atmosphere between me and Ek. And it's not easy to accept that it's love

Donna leaves the conversation. and bid farewell to all friends who came to listen and talk with us. As soon as the call was disconnected Behind the microphone was filled with curiosity and excitement from friends who felt the strangeness of me and Ek tonight.

I press

Sign out skype

I walked out and lay down on the soft bed in my room. Close your eyes and think. I thought until I couldn't help but sigh.

A few knocks on the front door made me jump in shock. My heart was pounding and I couldn't tell if I was startled by the sound that penetrated the silence or by praying that the person in front of the room wouldn't be the same person who was causing me to lose my sense of self like in the past. this

Another knock sounded, urging me to open the door and welcome him into the room. Step out of bed Each slow step went against the anxious heartbeat.

The door opened and a tall, cool man with a fit body, red eyes matching brown hair, stood with a calm face. Can't guess the mood in front of the room

Donna raised his left eyebrow at me as if asking if I wouldn't let him in or not. I turned away to let Donna walk in. Bow your head and close the door. I turned and grabbed the doorknob, not daring to face the regular guests in my room. Sugar's playmate lord of the clouds my close friend

I don't know how to start talking to Donna. This is what's running wildly in my head. I know that I shouldn't let the atmosphere be like this. I knew that I didn't want to let the confusion in my heart and the strange feelings become clear until Ek realized. But in the end, the chaotic thoughts ended because of the warmth that was close behind me.

My back touched the chest of Ake who was overlapping me. So close that you can feel the rhythm of your heart. Donna's large hand rested on top of mine holding the doorknob. Kobkum pulled his hand out of the door. Hold on to yourself The strong arms that held me in front of the door were tight, as if stubborn, but also submissive, not forcing anything.

I felt the weight of Ake's head being placed on my shoulder. Ek's face was so close that the air just passed by. Makes my heart race and wonder about this friend's strange behavior.

"Dek"

"Huh"

"What's wrong"

"So what's wrong with bass?" Answer the question with a question. Just like before what I did with Donna. I slowly pulled myself out of the strong arms. Facing the owner of the brown-haired group, who was also looking at him. Close enough to see white faces His own pink hair in Ek's eyes

“Hahaha, what am I… I'm not. "I'm just here. Damn hungry. Are you hungry, mama?" You lied, scratching your neck nervously. Walked straight to the thermos that was sitting next to the instant noodles cup. Food to prevent death for dormitory kids like me.

"So, what are you really thinking about?" He was stubborn and serious, expecting an answer from me. I didn't have to turn around to know that the owner of that dreamy voice was staring at me seriously. Clear enough to feel

"What are you thinking? Haha. Are you crazy? What are you thinking? Or are you thinking, Ek? Haha."

"Oh...I thought. And I want to know why you didn't answer my question."

"Gu...gu"

"You're not the only one, Bass. For thinking too far into the matter of the two of us." What? I turned my head to look at Ek, hoping to see him smiling. and said it was teasing me like usual but it wasn't This time was different, serious, serious enough to make me shake.

"What do you...what do you mean?"

"Do you think I'm too free? That's why I expected you to answer my question just now. But what I'm asking is that I want to know. How do you feel when someone tells you to tell me you love me?” before dropping his hand to his side

"I want to know if you'll feel 'love' like I love you."

It's like various feelings that I thought I would keep hidden away. Feelings that I once thought weren't right, confusion, and trembling in many ways have all come together into smiles and happiness that I never dreamed would happen because of the person in front of me.

“Smiling like this...are you okay with answering me yet, Mr. Bass? Do you think the same as I do?" A large hand wrapped around my waist respectfully. I don't know when he thought he had gone. But I don't intend to deny Ek's rights.

“Quiet again. It's quiet like this, I think."

"What are you thinking?"

"I think Bess loves Ek, heh heh." The low laugh in Ek's throat made my face even hotter than before. I didn't have to look in the mirror to know that my face was definitely red right now.

"What if I didn't think like you said?"

"Huh....then a handsome guy like me would think You think more than I tell you."

"What makes you so sure?"

"Have you ever heard that, Bass? Sometimes silence gives the answer in itself.”

So I'll let Ek find the answer from my silence.

Fin

:: Blue Talk ::

For the first time in my life, 23 years ago, I didn't think that I would be crazy about the imaginary couple of young college-age children until they screamed and then took them to compose a fic. I sat and watched and imagined this couple for a long time. But this stream made this aunt stop thinking....why is it so strange? Seriously, this is so strange that I brought it up to write a fanfic. One episode is enough, haha.

The imaginary mood was really unbearable. No matter how funny it was, we slowly imagined each other, separating imagination from reality. But at that moment, we couldn't separate anything, hahaha.