I know I'm selfish but what can I do....
:-Daisy ✿
Title: Missing You [L.Joe x ???]
Author: HoneyJelly
BGM: 니가 아니라서 (Missing You) - TEENTOP
I'll probably think about it myself...
You and that person...
The thin back is in front of me...
The same back of you and his makes me think of you when I look at him...
I miss you so much. No matter how many years have passed No matter where I am, I still love you...love you the same...
"Byeonghunna~ Lunch the brakes and go sit on the field. Sunny, the weather is nice today."
"Don't call me that..."
"Ah, I'm sorry L-Jo, I'm just happy to have a Korean friend too, so..."
"nevermind"
'Byung Honna~ Let's go sit on the field today. The weather is nice. I made kimbap for you. Let's go eat.'
Often I see those memories fade away...
Your sweet face and bright smile When you look at me and laugh Your sweet words and voice make me laugh.
“Do you want to go for a walk at Mall today? I don't want to go home yet."
"Go."
"Oh! Easter Sale too.
Chanel No.5
I bought it for the six month anniversary of our relationship."
"How did you know I liked this scent?"
"How can we not know if we're together every day? I like the soft smell when I'm near L.Joe."
"thank you"
'Let's go for a walk in Myeongdong today. I don't want to go home yet.'
'I like this smell.
Chanel No.5
So I bought it for you as a birthday present. Please use it too.'
The perfume you gave me as a gift...
Since that day, I have never used any other perfume. Every time I wear this perfume, it makes me feel like you're always beside me.
If I could make that person be like you And love him...
Will I be able to forget you?
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excuse me...
Everything that happened between us was a mistake caused by my emotions.
sad...
What I did... made me not dare to look directly at you. The shame I feel for you is overwhelming. Even though I try to avoid your eyes But you can notice it anyway. So I expressed it and replaced it with a blank stare...
"Want to go get a burger?"
"I normally like to eat kimbap. You hate burgers to death."
"Heh~ No, uh... If L.Joe wants to eat kimbap, you can eat kimbap. We'll go eat burgers later."
"I want to eat kimbap made by you..."
'Let's go eat burgers'
'No, fast food is not good for your health, you know? It's better to eat kimbap.'
'Let's go buy some stuff. I want to eat kimbap made by you.'
'If it weren't for Lee Byung Hun, he wouldn't have eaten my cooking.'
I'm looking for that person in you. I hate myself for being like this but it really can't be helped.
I still miss and long for...not you but that person...
Love...for me...love has changed again.
The fact that you met and loved someone like me Is fate playing a joke? It's not the right time at all...
Our love is fake Our love comes from the brain but not from the heart. Our relationship is empty. You're just helping me to more completely deceive my heart and feelings...
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Because he's not you...
Because of that, the more I want to make him into you...
Because I miss you...
I really want to make that person more like you...
Just one night, just one more night Only tonight I will find you within him.
excuse me...
I'm so sorry for hoping that that person could replace you.
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All this time I tried to be happy. try to love you But I couldn't do it. You probably don't know yet. That even if I get my body That we are together every day spend time together Create new memories together But you'll never have my heart. Because my heart has no room left for anyone else...there really isn't any left.
The sweet voice of a figure standing beside me singing along with the sound of the piano I was playing was no less beautiful than the song from three years ago, but only because it was not his voice. sound in memory and will remain in my heart forever. But our love songs are soulless and too cold
"I love u L.Joe"
'Byung Honna~ Saranghae'
'Saranghae'
I'm sorry...
I'm sorry I couldn't say I love you...
Because I have already given the word love to that person. I hold both your hands Please understand me. That I can't say the word love to you
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"miss..."
"Hmm, your mouth is so sweet."
"Call me Byunghun."
"Call me, I want to listen."
"Bah...Byunghun..."
Every time I miss you I'll go find that person. I closed my eyes and listened intently to the sweet voice calling my name. So melodious I'll think you're calling me My darling...
I know I'm selfish but what can I do....
"Give me a hug..."
"Is something wrong, Ljo..."
"Please stay like this for a little while longer..."
"Mmmm"
Every time I think of your scent I will hug that person. The warmth of a body in an embrace It only slightly helped fill the emptiness in my heart. It's not like the touch and warmth I received from you. It's not like it at all.
I know I'm selfish but what can I do...
He can't be like you...
no way...
I keep thinking about you No matter what I do, wherever I go, the memories and our happy times will always haunt me. I will escape to a different part of the world. The changing social and environmental conditions have not helped at all...not at all...
It can't be helped. Living on my own is too much for me...
Living alone without you is torture...
The time without you I feel like I'm about to die...
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"I'm gonna let you go..."
Because you're not him...
Because of that, the more I want to make you like him...
Because I miss that person...
So I want to make you more like him...
"I'm sorry..."
excuse me...
I'm really sorry for hoping to use you in his place. To me, you can only be his representative...
"Please don't love me...Kevin..."
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yes...
There isn't anything missing...
Because you are always in my heart. But to say that It's not like there's something to come back to as well.
Because you have already left me...
Even if I say that person replaces you...
Even if I have a few people come in...
There is no one who can replace you...never...
No matter what, that person cannot become you. Only I continue to suffer...
I'm the only one...
I don't want to make anyone have to endure pain with me again...
I'm bad...I'm not good...
I'm selfish for causing someone else to suffer because of me...
Because he's not you...
Because of that, the more I want to make him into you...
Because I miss you...
I really want to make that person more like you...
excuse me...
I'm so sorry for hoping that that person could take your place, my dear.
Lee Chan Hee...
-FIN-
Talk:;
Are you confused after reading this? Actually, I won't make pictures and I won't reveal who is who.
But I'm afraid the reader will be confused and run away first, haha.
This fic (?) is truly born from the lyrics and the mood of the song.
The reason for choosing Chi and Win Many people probably think like Wright that they are similar.
It fits perfectly with this story. Try changing the style a bit, I hope you like it.