Our plane is now about to land at Suvarnabhumi Airport. Thank you to everyone who traveled on the Thai Airways flight. I love you as much as E-Fah. I hope you have fun traveling in Thailand.

Thank you

“Mom, why do I have to come with you? I didn't want to come at all.”

“Can you not complain too much? I refused to leave him alone at home. I hope my house is in ruins for sure.”

"yell"

This is the beginning of my story. I didn't want to come with them at all. But I couldn't refuse my mother. Let's just say I'll try to come to terms with it.

The weather in this country is very hot. I still wonder how they survive. The capital of this country has a lot of cars, a lot of smoke, and it smells awful. I really don't want to come here.

I won't tell you my name yet. Let's try to guess for ourselves. But what I know is that I'm so handsome that a ladyboy would die, I'll tell you.

There were 4 of us, including my father, mother, and one of my close friends.

“Where are we going, Mom?”

“How do you go to the hotel?”

“There must be beautiful girls at the hotel. Is that right, Mom?”

“You really are. I wonder if his father taught him well.”

“Oh, how can you refer to me like this? I'll just get kicked out of the car."

"Come on, if you dare, just do it. I have feet too."

This is it. my family Not very warm Father and mother who have to endure living together It's because of me. I am the glue that bridges the rift between my father and mother. Sounds like I'm a good person.

Good looks and good personality as well. I really am an angel.

“This is your hotel”

“We can speak Thai.”

"Oh, I can speak Thai, but I won't tell you. We've already arrived at the hotel you guys sent me to. Bring money with you, 2000 baht in total."

“Wow, Uncle, is this too expensive? Are you cheating or not?”

“Don't say things like that. Here's the money. Thank you for sending it. Don't take my child lightly. He's tired from traveling.”

“Mom, why did you apologize to him?”

“Come on, Zen. Be a good boy.”

I really hate this uncle. I see you are a foreigner. I thought it was very expensive. Good Thai people. Why haven't I met some?

“Go, help carry the bags in. We have wasted a lot of time.”

All 4 of us helped each other to pick up our bags and go into the hotel.

“Hello, is this Miss Mary?”

“Maybe not.”

“Here we go again. Please speak nicely to him.”

“It's okay. Our hotel has a policy The customer is always right.”

“Good, be his lackey. Just learn to act nice.”

“Zen! Mom told me to speak nicely. Don't you understand or what?”

My name finally got out. That's right, my name is Zayn Malik, or as my friends call me. “London's handsome guy,” I mean seriously.

“Please follow me this way. I'll take you to my room myself."

the four of us Follow this lackey until you reach the room.

Just seeing the door to the room was terrifying. I didn't want to think about how scary it would be inside. Is this a bedroom or a cemetery? It's terrifying.

“Mom, isn't there a better room than this?”

"We have to save our budget. We come with three people. It's expensive if we stay. We're sure we'll run out of money."

“I told you there were four people. Mother doesn't believe me."

“Don't talk nonsense, Zen. There were only three of us. And where is your fourth person?”

“This is my friend standing next to me.”

“I suspect Zane is probably airplane sick. Don't worry about it.”

"My father and mother never understood me."

I was very angry with my parents. I immediately took my friend's hand and ran into the room.

I lay down on the bed With my friend sleeping next to me

“Zayn, go take a shower, then we can go out.”

"I'm not going. I'm going to stay with my friends here."

“Stop rambling. Then go take a shower. Are you going to make Mom angry?”

How many times have I argued with my mother today?

I turned to talk to my friend. He smiled at me but didn't say anything. Maybe it was because my parents didn't like my friend. So pretended to ignore him. He is a very good person. His face is cute. He was the first guy I ever thought was cute.

“Let's go take a shower now. How about you rub my back for me?”

He only nodded and smiled.

“Zayn, did you hear that? Do you want me to pull your ear to the bed?”

“Okay, I'm going to take a shower now. Mom, go turn on the warm water for me.”

“Zen, there's no water heater here. Don't worry too much, hurry up."

“What the ....”

I took my friend's hand and led him into the shower. The moment he took off his clothes, It made my heart skip a beat. His smooth white body and the amount of hair on his body really made me unable to stop myself from looking.

“Put your clothes there. Grab some soap and rub my back for me. I want to take a shower so bad.”

He slowly picked up the bottle of liquid soap. squeeze into his hand Then slowly reached out and touched my back and gently rubbed it. It was a very good feeling.

I'm not gay. But when I'm with him It makes me really happy.

“Since you came with me. You haven't said a single word yet. When you were in London, you were such a good speaker.”

And the answer I got back was silence. Maybe it was because he was sad? at my parents don't like him But I didn't say anything to him.

“About my parents. You don't have to worry. You are with me. You don't have to worry about anything. No one can do anything to this friend of mine.”

Instead of words, he smiled. his smile makes me feel good

“Zayn, have you finished showering yet? Mom and Dad are going to take a shower.”

“Just a moment, Mom. It's almost finished.”

I rubbed some soap on him. His skin was smooth like a woman's, white and pinkish, and it gave me a strange feeling. Or am I gay? Really confused.

We both went into the room and got dressed. I picked out the most handsome outfit for him. He just smiled and put it on.

“Does this mean you really won't talk to me?”

And the answer that came back was Silence as usual

We went out to buy food, clothes, and see the capital of Thailand. This city is really busy, with lots of people. I bought him a popsicle. And I received a smile in return as a thank you.

We come back to the room. Now it's 8:00 p.m. in Thailand.

“Mom, I want to go to bed first.”

“Let's really let him sleep. Don't keep playing games until late into the night."

I lay down on the bed Beside me is this lovely close friend.

“Why don't you talk to me? Are you angry at me for something?”

He shook his head.

I lay down and talked to him. Those eyes, I couldn't stand it at all. When I lay down and stare at his face close like this It was really very happy.

“It's okay, if you don't talk it's your business. I get to speak alone.”

“Shall we dance? Just like the one we played in London.”

He smiled and nodded, accepting my request.

"When we dance, I have a game for you to play. If you answer yes, keep dancing. If you answer no, you stop in your tracks, okay?"

Then he slowly walked over. That was the answer he said yes to.

“Are you my friend?”

He continued to dance.

“Have you ever secretly used my underwear?”

He smiled and continued dancing.

“Haha, next question, are you happy when you're with me?”

And he continued to dance. with a happy face

“Have you ever loved me?”

He slowly slowed his steps and stopped.

“Why did you stop? Don't you love me? But when I'm with you It was a wonderful time.”

Tears slowly flowed out of his eyes.

“Heh, why are you crying? No, I'm an idiot. Stop crying. Come on, I'm not handsome at all."

He slowly released his hand from mine. and went to sit on the bed

“We can be friends like before. I don't want to stop being friends with you. I just feel good when I'm with you.”

He smiled back in response.

“Zane, tell me where to sleep. Who are you talking to?”

"I'm talking with a friend."

“This child, is he still intoxicated? Can he go to sleep now?”

It was past midnight. He has fallen asleep. Only me was left lying there with my eyes open. I lay staring at his face. Why doesn't he talk to me? Or will he tease me?

“What's wrong with you? You're not the same as before. You didn't say a word. What exactly do you want to do?”

I can only speak alone. Then slowly closed my eyes

"Zayn, wake up. It's morning."

"Why did Mom wake me up? I'm sleepy."

"I'm not your mother. Open your eyes and look."

"Oh, you're awake?"

"That's right. If you don't wake up, how can I wake you up?"

“Finally, you've agreed to speak. Yesterday gave me a really bad headache.”

“Hurry up and eat breakfast. I went out and bought it for you.”

"Thank you. Let's see what you bought."

I'm so glad he finally agreed to talk to me. I won't be lonely anymore.

He slowly scooped up the rice. then feed it to me

“You really are. Where else will it come? Last time I fooled you. You can't fool me this time.”

“No need to talk, open your mouth, do you want to eat?”

“Eat it, my dear friend went out and bought it for me.”

"If you're done eating, Let's dance like we used to. Just like you played with me last night.”

"Okay, but this time you're asking."

"okay"

I don't know what he's going to do. I don't care about it. Just be with him And I'm happy, that's enough.

“If you answer yes, keep dancing. But if you answer no, please stop.”

“You don't have to teach me. I'm the one who thought of this. Hurry up, I want to dance with you."

“Are you my friend?”

I smiled and continued dancing.

“Have you ever secretly used my underwear?”

I laughed and continued dancing.

“Are you happy when you're with me?”

I keep dancing

“Have you ever loved me?”

I slowly slowed down and then stopped.

His face gradually changed. It's like he's crying.

“Why did you stop, Zen?”

I didn't answer anything. But I slowly moved on.

“Have you ever loved me?”

It became me who asked this question.

He smiled and slowly continued to dance.

“I am happy and grateful to you, Zen, for having such good feelings for me. Just this makes me very happy.”

“Actually, I don't want to ruin our friendship. But when I'm with you It made me feel really good. You must promise me. That you will be with me forever.”

He slowly slowed down and stopped.

"Why did you stop? Don't you want to be with me anymore?"

“We can't be together all the time, Zen. One day we will have to part.”

He slowly removed his hand from me.

“I want to go to the bathroom for a moment. I'll be back in a moment.”

"Okay, hurry back. Don't be gone too long. I miss you."

He turned to me and blew me a kiss. Then slowly close the door

I'm really happy that he accepted my love. I will love him the best I can, I promise.

"Zaen is awake."

“Oh, when did I fall asleep?”

“It's just morning.”

“Oh, it's you, mother? And where did my friend go?”

“What are your friends? Wake up and go take a shower. Today we are going back to London.”

“What is it, Mom? We just came to Thailand for one day.”

“What in one day? We've been here a year now. Are you crazy?”

“Exactly, that's crazy. Yesterday we just got off the plane ourselves.”

“Now go take a shower. We'll get to go home. Mom is going to get really homesick.”

I walked to him in the bathroom. But there was no one in the bathroom.

“Dad, where has my friend gone?”

“What kind of friend are you? There are three of us. Hurry up or we won't miss the plane."

“I really don't understand. Why mom and dad To hate him so much What did he do to displease his parents? Mom and Dad, please stop being prejudiced against him.”

“What are you talking about? Don't be foolish, hurry up and watch too many movies."

“I'm not going anywhere. Until I find my friend.”

I ran out of the room

"We only have an hour left. Where are you going, Zen? Come back."

I knocked on every room. But he's not there. Where has he gone?

“Where are you? You can't leave me like this. Now come out, I'm not having any fun."

I searched all over the hotel for him. But I couldn't even find his shadow.

And luck was on my side. When someone's hand touched my shoulder

“It's so tiring to play. I'll kick your ass so bad."

Then I slowly turned around. But he's not the person I'm looking for.

“Your father and mother. I'm waiting at the front door. Hurry, or you'll miss the plane."

“Brother, can you see a tall, white-skinned man with blond hair?”

"No, I've only been working here for one day."

“Don't joke with me. When I first came here You were the one who took us to the room.”

“Why would I lie to you? I just came to work today for the first day.”

“Never mind, I don't have time to argue with you. My friends are more important.”

I searched for him from the first floor. to the top floor of the hotel But there was no sign of seeing him at all.

“Where have you been? I'm tired.”

“Zain, hurry up. What are you doing? I'm about to miss the plane. Aren't you going home?"

"Zayn, wake up. It's morning."

"Oh, did I fall asleep again?"

“Wake up quickly.”

I slowly opened my eyes and saw that person, the same person, the person I loved.

“You have returned. Where have you been? I miss you. Don't play like this again later.”

“I'm here now.”

“If you play like this again I will be really angry at you.”

He only smiled.

“Let's play and dance.”

“I don't play anymore. Mother is going back to London. You must return with me.”

“You have to play with me first. Otherwise, I won't go anywhere.”

“Okay, but we can only play for a moment. We'll miss the plane."

“Okay, take my hand.”

“You love me, right?”

I nodded and continued dancing.

“If one day we have to separate Will you regret it?”

I nodded and continued dancing. But my heart started to feel bad. Upon hearing this question from him

“What if we don't meet again? Will you be able to stay?”

I stopped and hugged him.

“That's enough, no more playing. I love you. We must be together. You know that no one has ever been able to displease me.”

"I love you, Zen. I love you very much. But you have to answer my question first."

“I love you too Niall. I will take good care of you.”

I hugged him tighter.

"Zain, wake up."

I've heard this sentence three times now. I hope Niall is with me this time.

“Arrived in London, Zen.”

“Niall has arrived in London.”

“Zen, what did you say?”

"It's Niall, Mom. My friend."

"I know, Niall is your best friend."

“Oh, so is Niall here now?”

“Zayn, listen to Mom carefully. Niall is dead. You must accept the truth.”

"Mom, don't talk like this. I don't like it. I still talked to him when I went to Thailand."

"What is Thailand? We've never been there, Zen."

“Mom, you better not tease me. So what are we doing on the plane?”

“We just returned from America. How about you go see your grandmother?"

"Mom, don't fool me. I don't believe it. It's not true."

I ran off the plane. My tears slowly flowed out. and thought to himself, what is this all about?

"Zain, wake up."

"That's enough. You don't have to fool me. I don't believe you."

"Aren't you going to wake up and check on me, Zen?"

“Niall?”

“That's right, it's me.”

“Don't cry, Zen. I told you we can't be together forever.”

“Then I will hold you like this. I won't let you go. How can we be together forever?”

"Thank you, Zen, but you really need to wake up."

"Zain, wake up."

“Mom again?”

"Arrived in Thailand"

“What are we doing here? Why did Mom say you don't know Thailand?"

"What's wrong with you? We're Thai."

"I hate my mother. She's not my mother, is she?"

I'm starting to get confused. What's going on?

"Zain, wake up."

"Zen, I told you to wake up."

“Zen, wake up and see the truth.”

This is my story. But it still doesn't end here.

"Zain, wake up."

“Mother, you must take good care of yourself. Your son is already a sleeping prince.”

“Oh, Zen, my child.”

“It's nothing, Auntie. Zen will be fine soon, believe me."

“Niall, can you hear me? I'm standing next to you."

"Zaen, wake up. There are still many truths you need to know."

“Zayn, you have to take good care of yourself. Niall has left us.”

"Zain, please wake up. Your mother has left us."

"Zain, wake up."

"Zain, wake up. Wake up."

"Zain, wake up. Wake up."

“Zain, wake up.”

I don't know which story to believe. I feel confused about everything. Summary of who I am How am I doing now?

"Zayn, wake up. It's morning."

"I'm not awake. I don't want to know anything."

“So you won't wake up right? Then you don't have to take the money to school."

A new sentence that I had never heard before. I tried to open my eyes. The ceiling that I'm familiar with familiar room The room that I used to live in

“Hey, this is my bedroom.”

I hurriedly ran downstairs. He immediately ran to find his mother.

“Mom, where are we now?”

"It's our house. Strange question."

“Have we returned from Thailand?”

“What did you say? We're not going anywhere. Are you dreaming? It's strange, this child."

What happened here? So, is this really true? I hurriedly got dressed for school. hurry to school

And what I saw was A man with blond hair and a bulging belly stood waiting for me at the school gate. I hurriedly ran towards him. and immediately hugged him

“Zen, what the hell are you doing?”

“Is this really you, Niall? Niall is real, right?”

"That's right. You came to school really late today."

“Are we friends or what? Can you tell me?”

“Friend, how can you be my boyfriend? Is that funny?”

"Oh, aren't we lovers?"

“What the hell are you saying? The lightning will all strike."

“It's okay, but if you love me, I'm always ready.”

"That's funny, guest. Hurry up. There are many people waiting to play football. You're late."

“I really mean it, if you love me, let's be lovers.”

"Oh, you're talking too much. It could be right now."

“Hannah, no need to be shy. I've known for a long time That you like to look at me when I'm naked in the shower?"

“Say something like that. Who would dare to do it?”

“Today you will sleep at my house. How can I open it up and see it clearly?”

“Um, I'm embarrassed, Wei.”

“The cutest. It's his Niall."

“Hey, why are you guys so late?”

“Let's just say Zen is late. I guess I woke up late.”

"Did you know that there are two people waiting for you?"

"Oh, I'm sorry. Let's play."

"Then you won't go to class, Zen?"

“No, after playing football. I feel it. I don't know yet. I guess I can't wait to go home.”

“What do you mean? Don't tell me that."

“Right here.”

This is my whole story. Oh, I'm so tired of telling it.

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