When his definition of love is 'happiness', why would he make her wait in suffering?

people's memories It rotates clockwise. The longer the time has passed, People's memories become more and more faded with that time.

But it's strange...that some people don't allow their memories to fade away with the word "time". The longer time passes, the more time passes. Her memories of another person multiplied. and only more clearly She was sitting by the only window in this dark room. His eyes stretched across the vast sea.

Especially at dusk like this. The more it made her recall many memories of that one person. How long have you been stuck in this guilt?

9 years ago

Chrome!!!

A tall, tan-skinned 16-year-old with short, black hair stood up and looked clumsy. He looked around the area to see if anyone had passed by and witnessed the incident where he tripped over his own feet and fell face first into the pile. Was there garbage next to the school just now? His eyes suddenly stopped on a plump, white-skinned girl with short, bobbed hair standing and laughing at the incident that had just taken place.

When both their eyes met That chubby girl had to stop laughing. It's not because of any crush on him. But because the look he was giving was quite irritating.

“What are you laughing at? Doesn't it look like a lot of fun?”

"Hoy! I don't think it's fun. But it looks really funny haha.”

The little girl let out a heartfelt laugh once again. So much so that he didn't dare to be angry at something that was so sincerely expressed like that.

“My name is Ice. And what is your name? Mr. Clumsy. Haha.”

"My name is Soda, and I'm not clumsy."

"yes! Nice to meet you. You're a new 4th grade student too, right? Looks like he's in the same room as me.

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Is that right, sir?”

"um! Yes, then we can go to class together.”

“Okay, but you have to go wash this trash off your face first, haha.”

Young Soda couldn't help but wonder what it was that made this chubby girl laugh at the things he did all the time.

3 years have passed.

"ice! Have you broken up with Prem yet?” Soda, who has now become a full-fledged young man, opens up the question to his female friend Ice, who has also grown into a full-fledged young woman. She was no longer the chubby girl with the short, bobbed hair. But now she has turned into a girl with a slender body and long flowing hair, ready to step onto the university campus. It was wrong, but today she was sitting and crying after seeing that Prem, the boyfriend who had told her she was going to study abroad with a political science star, walked by just now.

“Prem loves ice. But it turns out that he needs someone to take care of him more.”

“Just this reason.”

“If you want ice to love, you have to wait. Just temporarily taking care of Fang... that's all.”

“I don't know at all. Huh...I really don't know.”

“Don't you wait for him. It's just a shitty man. Only one person Now we can take the entrance exam to enter the university we want to enter. Faculty of Architecture as well. Really cool. Focus on this point is very interesting, Prem."

“True, but...”

“Come on! I still love you all. Haha:

P ”

Soda said, dancing strangely around the ice.

“Huh, haha, you always like to make me laugh~”

soda

Over the course of 4 years, Ice University has looked different. It turned into ice that was too cold for any reason. Talk to me and you can count words, Preem! Crazy! You didn't hurt my heart enough. He also caused me to hurt my feelings. cheerful ice Waiting to take my hand to look here and there. Waiting to worry about my disappearance Because you're the only one, Pream!

Did you know that the other day we were practicing for our graduation ceremony? The ice was so blurry that he fell down the stairs and his sprained leg still hasn't healed. I can't be too concerned. Even though I'm crazy worried What should I do? I want to have more rights to take care of the people I love. You heard it right...the person I love.

.....amidst the graduation day party

A tall, tan-skinned young man with his jet-black hair still styled in a semi-casual black suit was carrying his favorite acoustic guitar and walking briskly up the steps of the stage. Of course, at such an important event, how could the university's number one musician, Soda, not come up and play?

“The fact that I came up here I don't want to show off any skills. But I just want to tell you the feelings I have right now. It's been 6 years already..." Soda said into the microphone in front of him.

The intro sound of Soda's favorite acoustic guitar gradually grew louder. and play to the melody

~ So it was a love that was not happy. It is a suffering that does not return to being sad. It's a love that is both deep and lonely together~

Ice, dressed in a short peach pink nightgown, looked up at Soda with trembling eyes and filled with tears as soon as she heard Soda's voice from the first verse of the song. Suddenly her mind thought back to all the time she had known Soda.

~So it's love that comes with discomfort. And it's a love that has never been clearly seen.

There's only a feeling...half-baked. Only in my heart~

The sound of the guitar gradually faded. and disappeared with Soda's hoarse voice, similar to someone crying. Just because now Ice is turning to walk away from him. Soda rushed off the stage and grabbed her arm. Ready to hold her back with words that he wasn't sure if Ice wanted to hear or not.

“I love you. Miss Ice…”

"Hoy! Don't joke like this, Soda."

“I'm speaking from my heart. After all, we've already graduated."

“I think we're better off as we are. I really can't accept the word "love" from you."

“Can't we just be lovers? You don't have anyone here.”

“Um...I don't have a boyfriend. But if you still think like this again We don't hope to meet each other again!!!”

“Yes!!! I will never see you again. 'Cause I can't stop thinking about you like that And there's never a day. I really can't stop loving you, ice.”

Ice is a young woman who is very sensitive to love. If you love someone, you will love them forever. This kind of behavior causes Soda, the young man who is Ice's best friend and has always loved her...painful. She never knew how long Sodaab had been in love with her. Due to her loyalty to her former lover, she closed herself off in order to wait.

Waiting for the person you may have forgotten that you ever loved him. Until today, when both of them graduated So Soda decided to tell Ice her love. But in the end, Ice refused him anyway even though she felt good about the word love too, or is this love!

Soda had lost contact with the ice for a year. Until the ice couldn't stand it any longer. Now she was standing in front of Soda's house... Standing in front of Soda's mother

"Hello, Miss Ice...Soda's best friend."

“Ice, kid? The ice that keeps Soda alive for the first year like this.”

“What do you mean?”

“Go and see for yourself, child. Soda is at home.”

Soda's mother left her curious to Ice. Then he walked up to the house. She and Soda's mother were now standing in front of his room. Soon we'll be able to talk, Soda. Ice thought to himself.

“Take it easy, child,” Ice's mother said soothingly. She immediately pushed open the door and saw this scene in front of her. It almost made her heart stop. Now many tears were flowing out of her eyes. The picture she saw was Soda slept in a bed that looked like a hospital bed. along with lines of breathing equipment all over the place

"What happened to Soda?"

“Soda's car overturned after returning from graduation. He miraculously survived the events of that day. But he had to turn into a sleeping prince like this. The police checked in his car and found this piece of paper. Mother opened it and read it and understood that he was going to my house. Try reading it."

To Ice, my dearest friend.

I've secretly loved you for 6 years now. I love you before your ex-boyfriend. But I understand that you only give me friends, you know? When you take my hand to travel here and there When you act like you care about me like I'm your boyfriend. I feel really good.

I don't know how long I can escape you. This letter will probably be the first and last letter I give you. Ah, ah, I'm not going anywhere. I'll just try to do as he said. Well, he said, 'If you still think like this, then don't hope to see each other again!' Um...but whatever, I'll wait for you. Waiting in my place

Wait until you come tell me you love me. Even though that day was the last day of my life, I'm happy.

Finally, I have something to say. I just want to wait for you on one side. But please, if one day you love me again If I'm not here anymore Hey, don't wait for me... Because it hurts

P.S. Please don't feel guilty. Because he's not the wrong person.

I'm the one who's wrong It's wrong because I love you.

Soda fizzy...forever

“Huh, Soda.”

Ice hugged Soda's unconscious body. Her mind was now agitated, as if someone was running around in it. Now she knows in her heart how much she loves him. She hugged Soda's body and refused to let go.

“Soda, do you know!!! How confused I was when you told me you loved me? Do you know how hard my heart was beating at that time? I never meant to say that to you. And do you know how much pain I felt when you weren't here? You've broken the wall that I've been blocking myself from. You've done it since you told me you loved me that day.

Please come and let me love you. Answer me now. I love you, Soda. Huh..."

...Tick, tick, tick...

Soda's vital signs slowly extinguished. Just now, Soda is satisfied with the word 'love' from his first and only woman.

"Soda, don't do this. I love you. I love you, Soda. Huh..."

He left and never returned. He's really gone, dear Soda. Ice like you has always been cold. Until the day I met soda that added freshness and excitement to my life. How can ice like you survive? If there is no soda

It's like this... When there is something valuable nearby and you can't see its value. But when he left, he demanded he come back. Even though there's no possibility If it were you...you would choose to grab it before you left. Or demand it come back when it's gone? Choose for yourself.

She folded the old sheet of paper closed. After reading

... Don't wait for me because it hurts. Please don't feel guilty...

Soda's voice echoed in his ears after Ice read his first and last letters for the umpteenth time. Now the ice is ready to break through the wall again. She is ready to meet the people outside.

There is nothing wrong with keeping memories of the past. But please distinguish between good memories and bad memories. Keep the good memories, and the bad memories should be kept as well, but use them as lessons. Don't let it ruin our lives. Just remember that

“No one can go back and change the past.”