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How long has it been? ...

Since then How long has it been?...

“Hey Uncle Lu!!!” A voice shouted to the person sitting blankly by the window with concern. 'When will you come back to being the same person?'

“Ah, Ah Yi, what's the matter? You don't have to shout loudly into our ears.” The person who was shouted into our ears frowned. He put a finger into his ear to check if he could hear.

“We've called Uncle Lu many times.” There's still a face that comes to me.

"Ah, I'm sorry, but...What does Ah Yi have to do with us?"

“I would like to invite you to buy snacks after school,” Yixing said, twisting his body to relieve his embarrassment. How can I not be embarrassed when he's going?

Buy some chocolate as a present for your sweetheart.

“Let Chris use the horse,” Luhan drawled in a long voice with a stern expression.

“Yes, yes, of course. Tomorrow is Valentine's Day, so I must have something for Chris already.” Yixing made an embarrassed face, rolling around.

'Here you are'

'Whoa, where are you going in such a hurry?' a voice shouted from the cafeteria. causing every living thing to become silent Let's look first at the sound.

Who shouts loudly in the cafeteria if it's not 'Oh Sehun', the school's Prince? A person whose handsomeness is second only to that of a King.

'….' This time the little figure who was walking and sucking chocolate milk turned around and looked at him suspiciously. 'Who are you calling? Who do you call your seniors?'

'That guy and the one standing there sucking breasts, second year, class A, Luhan.' Oh Sehun stood and stared at the small figure in front of him.

'I'm sure you did something to Prince.' 'Here it is, Prince seems angry,' some whispered. Some gossip arose when

The Prince announced the name of the person he was calling out to.

'Uh, is there something that my senior calls me?' Eh, how do you know my name? We didn't do anything to his senior. Let's talk sometime.

Never, even if we just walked past each other a few times. So what are we going to do again?

'I...' The Prince's figure slowly walked towards the figure in front of him. 'What, the more you look at it, the cuter it gets'

‘…..?’ The small figure looked suspicious. With the seniors who hold the position of Prince of the school, they are confused.

'I hereby announce that Luhan, a second-year class A student, is the sole member of Prince. No one is allowed to interfere or flirt with anyone.”

'Tell each other I love you on Valentine's Day. I'm so jealous.' 'Oh, Sehun sunbaenim has broken my heart again.' 'They're so suitable,' whispered voices.

Gossip rose again after Prince's announcement ended.

' But '

'There's nothing at all. Now you are my person. ' Spoiled, Sehun sunbae is spoiled. Oh, Luhan hasn't agreed yet.

Why do you like to think for yourself?

'Okay, I agree with that, Luhan, kiss.' The prince of the school bent down and kissed the cherry-colored lips of the junior he had just declared himself to be.

The owner walked away gently.

'I'll pick you up this evening.' The small figure raised his hand to cover his mouth with a blush on his face. He was an idiot in the middle of the cafeteria.

Oh, Alu hasn't said yet that he agrees to be a senior's person. Sehun is the craziest.

“Ah Lu, hey, you're bored again. We still don't have an answer on whether Uncle Lu will go with us or not.” Yixing shook his friend's absent-minded body.

along with saying words expressing his feelings of displeasure

“Ah, Ah, I'm sorry.” Luhan, who had just regained consciousness, hurriedly reconciled to his good friend, who was feeling aggrieved.

“We can stop being angry. But can we ask Uncle Lu for anything?”

“Huh?”

“Ah, Uncle Lu, I only have one request.”

“Alright.”

“Can we just get our old uncle back? We don't want an uncle like this.”

".....we"

“Ah Lu, you don't have to rush to answer us. But right now, let's hurry up and buy some snacks,” Yixing said in a clear voice, shouldering his bag and dragging his ankles.

My friend's small hand came out cheerfully.

“I understand that it's hard to forget someone...”

The evening sun had already disappeared behind the horizon for a while. The soft light of the moon replaced the evening light. A small figure sat staring blankly.

A big teddy bear on a small bed in their own little house.

'It's been 2 years already'

'Senpai, look, Mr. Bear is so cute.' Luhan pointed out to the people next to him that he looked at the big, fluffy bear. Sitting on a doll shelf

'I don't think it's cute at all. You're much cuter.'

'Mr. Bear is cuter,' Luhan teased the tall, petulant man. What kind of person really doesn't know how to be petulant? I don't believe that the prince of the school is stupid.

I'm so upset with this face.

'If you say that, you don't love me anymore.' The tall man suddenly became more irritated than before.

'Wow, Xiao Lu didn't say that.' The self-description that was only used by the two of them was brought up and used regularly.

The person in front of you shows signs of irritation or dissatisfaction.

'Xiao Lu's love for Hun Hun will die. Stop being angry at Xiao Lu, Hun Hun. 'Luhan made clear eyes at the person in front of him.

'Che', it's not that big people are easily soft-hearted.

'Oh, do you want this? Xiao Lu will be a good girl to Hun Hun. I won't be stubborn or irritated. I don't love Mr. Bear more than Hunhun Xiaolu.

Promise, let's be good.' The small pinky finger of the deer-faced person was extended in front of the fair-faced person, smiling pleadingly.

'Alright, Xiao Lu, don't break the signal.' The older man's pinky finger connected with the little one's pinky with a smile.

'Mmm, Xiao Lu, I promise.'

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“Uncle Lu, come down and eat now,” a middle-aged woman's voice shouted to her beloved son. Since her husband left urgently She had to do double the duty of raising this son. Because I had to be both father and mother for many years.

“Whoa!” The sound of running loudly came from the second floor of the house. Really naughty. He's grown this much already. The girl could only shake her head at this immature child.

“Huh, they all look delicious.” The little one puffed up his nose and sniffed at the food on the table.

“Hurry up and wash your hands and come eat quickly, son.” The voice of a young woman greeted her son.

“Yes.” Luhan is only cheerful in front of his mother. Because he didn't want his mother to worry too much about him.

'What will Xiao Lu eat?'

'Ugh...I can't think of anything,' came the breathless murmur of Ku Lek who was sitting staring at the food menu. No, it's better to say that he almost stuck his head in.

'Now, you don't have to stick your head down like that.' The big man ruffled the small man's hair irritably.

'Oh, don't be shy'

Take a photo

'Sehun hyung took a picture of me?' The little man turned quickly when he heard the shutter sound from the good senpai's favorite camera.

'Look at Xiao Lu's face, hahaha'

'Jeez, that's right, Brother Xiao Lu isn't cute.' The deer-faced person crossed his arms over his chest in displeasure before frowning in dissatisfaction.

'Haha, oh, oh, Hunhun's Xiao Lu. It's so cute.' Sehun reached out and gently pinched the little deer's chubby cheeks.

'Che' doesn't get easily upset.

'Hahaha' The laughter of the person who held the title of Prince was rarely heard easily. Now it's loud and loud in a small restaurant without any consideration for anyone. How can I stop laughing? Xiao Lu is so cute.

"Hey, stop being so absent-minded. Eat your food."

“Ah, yes.”

--------------PAST--------------

"Ah Lu Wow.

“Oh, you can call me softly, Ah Yi. Our earwax is already dancing.” Luhan greeted his good friend before walking into his seat next to the window.

“Hey, do you think we should go back and visit the school? I feel like I have work. ...Eh...what kind of event is that? Oh, I forgot. I saw that Chris said it was a reunion. Well, it should be that reunion."

“Oh, we don't want to go.” The person who said this sentence had a visibly distraught expression on his face.

"No, no, Uncle Lu has to come with us."

“Is it good...we...”

“Whether it's good or not, you have to go.” Yixing said in a stern voice, giving his good friend a half-obligatory, half-begging look.

“We just don't want to meet…” The small figure's trembling voice startled Yixing.

“Hey, Alu, don't cry. Uncle Lu, don't pay any attention to that crazy person with bad habits.” Yixing pursed his lips in annoyance. In my heart, I cursed the crazy person with bad habits. Come trick your friends into loving you and then abandoning them. If at that time I didn't feel sorry for Alu This Zhang Yixing had already in front of the Prince of the school. Prince, please print. I met Zhang Yiqing a little bit. The more I talked, the more irritated I became.

"Ah Yi, we...we're not ready to meet face to face yet. Heek...Heek, senior..."

“Uncle Lu, go with us. Trust us, this Zhang Yiqing will definitely not let Uncle Lu cry because of that crazy person again.” Zhang Yi could compete for the contract with the honor of the old King Fan.

The day of work that Luhan didn't want had arrived. Zhang Yixing seemed to be in a particularly good mood today, having come back to visit this old school today. Went arm in arm with the school's handsome former king. But Yixing's mood seemed to conflict with his close friend who was following behind him. Big, round eyes that were bright in the past

Now there was only gloom and sadness covering everything. Luhan's expression was not very good. But it didn't make the former school angel any less beautiful.

“Ah, Uncle Lu, make a good face.” Yixing turned and scolded his little friend who was quietly following behind.

"Huh, what? Ah Yi, we weren't listening." He did it again and was distracted again. Ah Lu is upset again. Sigh.

“Ah Lu, stop being so absent-minded.” Yi Qing couldn't help but blame his little friend. His Xiao Lu from before was not this kind of person. I'm not this depressed. I didn't lose my mind like this. But it is Luhan who is the cutest and brightest, Luhan who is suitable for the position of angel of the school.

"What are we absent-minded about? No, there isn't..." The absent-minded person immediately denied.

“Sigh, Brother Chris, I'll follow you into the event soon,” Zhang Yixing said to his boyfriend before making a worried face.

“Okay, I'll wait inside. Don't be too long, Yixing, I miss you," the former King agreed before dropping a sweet sentence at his own girlfriend.

"It's too much, brother Chris."

After the former King walked into the event for a while The remaining two people walked towards the old well behind the building.

“Ah Lu, do you remember what we asked?” Yixing said, repeating his best friend's memory.

"Ah, we remember Ah Yi."

“Alu, can you do it for us? We only have one request.”

“We…” Luhan's expression visibly darkened.

“Ah Lu, we just want our old friend back.”

“Uh...we'll try.” Luhan smiled at Yixing before holding hands and walking together into the venue.

--------------PAST--------------

The atmosphere at the event was cheerful and full of laughter. The screams of old friends who had not seen each other for many years and the sounds of greetings between seniors and juniors could be heard from time to time.

“Yay, Xiao Lu,” a faint shout came from behind the former school angel.

“Huh? Ba Baekhyun.” A faint smile couldn't help appearing on the little angel's face. 'No.

How long have you seen each other since graduation?'

“You don't miss us at all, right Xiao Lu? Huh!” said the newcomer, feeling sorry for his little friend.

"No, Baek. We miss Baek so much." The little angel was hugged so tightly by her good friend that she couldn't breathe.

“Have...have the two of you forgotten us?” came the breathless murmur of another best friend in the group. He wasn't far from Ah Lu. Why don't you say hello? I'm so disappointed.

“Oh, don't be upset, we miss you, King's wife.” Baekhyun pulled away from his little friend and turned to hug his other friend back.

“What is it like to study in America? Why didn't you tell me beforehand that you'd come back so I could go get you?" Yixing complained to his good friend. Oh, he ran away to study in America for a long time. That's right, Park Chanyeol is more important.

“Oh, that's right.. Back, why didn't you tell the two of us first that you were coming back? When we invited you to come back to the party, you said you wouldn't come back, so why..."

“Well, we wanted to give you guys a surprise, haha,” Baekhyun interrupted Luhan in a good mood.

“Let it be like this, what about your girlfriend?” Yixing asked, looking around the work area in case he saw the tall figure of his friend's girlfriend.

“Who, who is our boyfriend! We don't have a boyfriend!” Baekhyun folded his arms tightly over his chest, making a face of indifference. Who is our boyfriend? Byun Baekhyun doesn't have a girlfriend. And Park Chanyeol is not a Byun Baekhyun fan.

“Oh, don't be silly...arguing again. And so you ran away?” Yi Qing poked his good friend in the forehead hard. What a stubborn person.

"I didn't run away..just secretly flew back and didn't tell me."

“Hahaha!” The three friends' clear laughter sounded out at the same time. No matter how friends, they can never truly be separated from each other.

“Ah...thrilling?” A calm voice greeted the former school angel.

“Senpai…” The face of the person being greeted fell as they realized who the person who greeted them was. Why does it feel strange like this?

“Are you...are you alright?” Oh Sehun tried to phrase his question as normally as possible. It really hasn't changed at all, Little Kwang Khao.

"A little..." Luhan lowered his head and avoided the sight of his former lover. Why do you ask?

“Are you sick? Where does it hurt?” The tall man said worriedly, reaching out his arm to grab the person in front of him worriedly. Are you sick? Your face doesn't look good.

"Oh.. No, I'm fine." The little man turned to avoid the other person's arm. Why is this like this? Don't you feel sorry for each other? Do you want to come and worry about me?

"I'm...sorry." The tall man apologized knowingly. Probably hate him. It's worthy...

“I..please excuse me first.” The small figure bowed his head to say goodbye to the famous former prince. It hurts.. it hurts so much. Why does Xiao Lu's heart hurt like this?

'Yah...Xiao Lu is walking so limp, haha.' Laughter erupted from the tall man who was laughing at the person next to him. What's going on, bumping into shop awnings? Xiao Lu is so clumsy.

'Oh, if the seniors won't help, then I'll make it worse.' A clumsy person carelessly rubs his own nose, being mean and not seeming to console each other. Prince is crazy and mean! Xiao Luong Prince

'Oh, wow, I'm sorry, but eh, there's some blood...'

'Ah, there's blood too. Will there be a scar?' The clumsy person started to open his mouth and want to cry. If there's a scar on the bridge of the nose like this, it must be funny.

'No, it'll be a disaster. Come on, I'll print this Oh Sehun and he'll make a spell. I'll give you the plaster with the deer pattern, haha.' Having said that, I reached out and picked up the plaster with the deer pattern that I bought earlier. Ah, I'm going to buy it to give to my little sister at home. But the little guy is so clumsy, haha.

'Thank you,' the little man bowed and avoided the eyes of the good Prince. Don't give me sweet eyes like that. Oh my gosh, you crazy senior, the craziest.

It seems that after nearly a month of the party, Luhan started to smile again as usual. But how much did it stay the same? Luhan only shows a bright expression when he's with his close friend Yi Qing and during video calls with Byun Baekhyun. If you're alone, when you're alone, the deer will come back again.

“Lulu, I miss you so much,” a cheerful voice came from the sweet-faced person's luxurious smartphone.

“Oh, we miss Baek. Are you well? We haven't had a video call in several days keke.” Luhan gave his best friend a sweet smile.

“It's a bit of a lot of work. I really want to go back to Korea quickly. We miss Ah Yi. I miss Xiao Lu..." The lonely voice of a good friend showing signs of loneliness along with a sad face flashed across the smartphone screen.

“What about Chanyeol?”

“Chanyeol, it's Chanyeol's story. Shit, what kind of crazy person doesn't know that he's more interested in cartoons on TV than us?”

“What are you gossiping about me, dog?” The voice of the person who was hurt was quick to protest.

"Hahaha, we're not bothering you. We have to hurry up and get to work. I love you, Baek." The sweet-faced person hurriedly cut off the conversation, afraid that his good friend would use him as an excuse to get angry again like before.

After completing two subjects, Luhan closed his eyes and rested his eyes as he thought of the various things that were flowing around in his head.

'Hey Uncle, we heard the room B girl say that Prince has been walking to pick up and drop off Han In Na in Room B for several days now.'

'Did I hear it wrong?'

'Maybe...but have you seemed distant from each other lately, Uncle Lu?'

'During this time, seniors have to prepare for university entrance exams. So we don't want to bother our seniors too much. Also, seniors said that they've been reading a lot these days so they haven't had time to come pick us up.' Luhan smiled at Yixing. Well, the seniors really told us that. How could the seniors secretly pick up and drop off Han In Na?

'Let's keep it real, Alu. I don't see Chris reading anything that heavy.'

'We don't know...'

'So...Do you want to prove the truth?'

'Will it be good?'

'Oh, try a little and you'll know the truth.'

'okay...'

Again, these things have come back to haunt us again. It's been a long time, why haven't I forgotten yet? Even though we and our seniors have been far apart for that long, why do we still forget each other? Clear water drops flowed in his big eyes.

Oh my God, what can I do to forget him for once?

--------------PAST--------------

Is it trust? To the point where he himself couldn't believe what his best friend said. But I believe what my lover says, huh.

'Senpai, let's go eat ice cream today,' the little angel's clear voice invited her lover with pleading eyes.

'Ah..Xiao Lu. Lately, I've been reading a lot of books every day. Save it for another day, good person.' His hand curled into the small man's head.

'Again...' How many times have you been rejected like this all this time? Just thinking about it brings tears to my eyes. The little man tried to hold back his tears as much as possible.

'Don't make that face, smart one. I promise I'll take you to get ice cream after the exam is over.' His hand gently squeezed the cheek of the person in front of him.

'...Yes...Then I'll excuse myself first.' The little man answered, turning and running away before tears could flow. How many times have seniors promised me this?

'Yah Alu! Why are you sneaking here and standing there?' Zhang Yiqing scolded his good friend for standing and making a fuss about him like that and he'd get caught secretly following the Prince's footsteps.

'We're sorry'

'Stop pretending to be a deer-faced deer. We're tired of deer.' Yi Qing scolded Luhan again.

'...' was lost in thought. A Luuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu you

After Yixing couldn't complain enough to Luhan in his heart. The sight of two men and women walking past where they were secretly standing must have shocked Yixing and Luhan.

Since the person who walked in front of Lu Han and Yi Qing was the handsome senior who held the title of Prince and the angel's lover, who walked hand in hand with Han In Na, a second year in Class B.

The picture in front of you may seem sweet to everyone's eyes. But with one person standing secretly watching from a corner, it wasn't like that at all.

'Senior...' Luhan felt his breathing begin to become labored. My brain is starting to get blurry. Pain was pounding into his little heart.

'Ah Lu...' Yixing hurriedly turned to comfort his little friend, whose condition now seemed more serious than before. When the little person's tears come out without any signs of stopping The little man's sobbing sound made Yixing even more worried.

'Herk, Aee..Herk, aren't we good? ...'

'Why does he have to do this to us? Huh?' The sound of confusion mixed with Luhan's crying made Yixing helpless. He didn't know what to comfort. I don't know how to handle this problem. Since his friend had never been like this before

'....' Even though he didn't say anything in response, he knew that his little friend really wanted to express what was in his heart right now. He could only hug and comfort him right now.

'Huh, I love only him. Huh. But.. Huh. Why does he have to do this to us?' The crying seemed to be getting harder and harder.

'He doesn't love us...we have to love ourselves, Lu.' It was probably the only comforting word that Yi Qing could say right now.

--------------PAST--------------

Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

The phone vibrated at the foot of the bed, but the belongings didn't seem to care about the electronic communication device in the slightest.

Aren't we good? Have we done something bad to make our senior angry? we...

The same question kept repeating over and over in the head of the little person who sat staring blankly at the deer doll placed on the bed. I couldn't even hear the phone vibrate. He didn't even care how dark it was because he hadn't turned on the light, even though he was terrified of the dark. There will be only thoughts that don't stop and tears that won't stop flowing.

'The pain is like dying, Hunhun.'

‘Xiao Lu can hardly breathe.’

'Will Xiao Lu die, Hun Hun?'

'Haha'

'Heek hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee

Crunch, crunch, crunch, crunch.

The sound of the electronic communication device vibrated again. This time, it can bring the owner's consciousness back again.

'Hunjang♥'

'Xiao Lu, I really miss you..'

'Hunhun read a little too much. I'm sorry I forgot to call you this evening, Xiao Lu.'

'read a book ?...'

'What's wrong with Xiao Lu? He sounds sick.'

'Hunhun…'

'yes ?'

'Xiao Lu is hurt...'

'What's wrong with Xiao Lu?!! Tell Hunhun, Hunhun will come and find you right away!!'

'Wait for Hun Hun, Xiao Lu!!'

Wow!

What should I do? Will Xiao Lu dare to face Senior? Just thinking about it makes the water come back up. And what face should you make when meeting your seniors?

Must smile? cry ? What must I do?

Ring, ring, ring.

The doorbell rang indicating the appearance of a new visitor.

‘Where does Xiao Lu hurt?!’ The tall man grabbed the person in front of him to examine his body.

‘Why are your eyes swollen like this…’ Long fingers stroked the little deer’s eyelids.

'The one that said it hurts...the one that hurts right here.' A small finger poked the other's left side of the chest and a cold stare was sent out.

'It's like I can't breathe...when I see...' His eyes started to heat up again.

'Huh..I see the person...that I love, huh, walking hand in hand with another person' I don't have energy anymore. Luhan is exhausted. I don't have the strength to stand. Luhan doesn't want to breathe. I really don't want to see this person's face.

'Thrilling...'

'Senpai, please go back. Please forget about us. Act like it never happened...Senpai should be with a woman who is more suitable for seniors than a guy like me...' The small body collapsed, completely exhausted, unable to stand.

'I really love Xiao Lu.'

'Oh, you love me, so why do you do this to me?...Do you see that I don't know anything?..'

'no...'

'I'm really stupid, haha'

'...I'm sorry'

'Senior, did you know that back then.. I pray that the rumors are not true. But when a senior walked past me with that woman'

'I almost fainted. Seniors told me that I had to read the book, so I believed it. My senior is busy, I believe. And that crazy promise I've always believed in Because I believe in my seniors. Because I love my seniors!! Hee hee hee hee!' A loud cry sounded after the sentence finished, cutting into the little person's heart.

'...I'm sorry...let's break up...' The tall figure walked away. Leaving the little body alone to sit and cry in agony.

Luhan is a fool who is willing to honor love even though he has to suffer because of that stupid promise. It is well deserved...

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Damn it.

An incoming message alert sounds to catch the owner's attention.

'Can you come out and see me just once?

miss

-Oh Sehun-'

Want to meet us? Why did you find it?

'Yes, same shop'

This will really be the last time for me to get involved with this guy.

And it will be the last time that this man will be able to make Luhan's heart hurt.

And after this there will be no more old Luhan...

bell ringing

There was a wagging sound at the door. This made the young lady owner of the shop who was busy arranging various kinds of cakes look up and smile to welcome the first customer this morning.

"Happy to accept the fee~ Oh..it's Luhan, you're here so early," the young woman greeted the regular customer in a friendly way.

“Morning, Miyoung.” Luhan's petite figure smiled back at the pretty shop owner before looking down at the cakes in the display case.

“Today I have a new flavor of cake. You let us taste it for free,” the beautiful shop owner said with a smile as she picked up a new flavored cake and put it on a plate for a regular customer.

“Wow, but I'm considerate. Just being the first person is already considerate.”

"Oh, that's too much. Oh, I forgot to ask. Where did Yixing go? Normally we have to come together?" Miyoung said, looking around for the young boy who was Luhan's best friend.

“Ah Yi didn't come today. I made an appointment with a friend to come out and talk about business...”

“Oh, ah, I'm not bothering you. Try it and see how it tastes. Please tell me. Is it too sweet? Is it too greasy? Please tell me so I can adjust the recipe.” Seeing the other person's expression starting to look bad, Miyoung didn't want to tattoo anything too much. Let's just let this regular customer taste the cake.

“Yes,” Luhan said with a smile and walked to find a comfortable corner, hiding away from his favorite corner.

Ringing!

The shop door rang a moment after Luhan entered. Revealing the tall, slender figure of a good-looking young man who walked into the store.

"You're welcome. What would you like to receive?"

"Uh..I made an appointment with a friend."

"Oh..then please take it easy."

“Xiao Lu…” The newcomer's deep voice gently called out to the one who had come before.

“My name is Luhan. It's not Xiao Lu. Please call me correctly.” Luhan's cold voice spoke to his former acquaintance.

“..Please sit.”

There wasn't even a sweet smile like in the past.

"..." The tall figure sat down at Luhan's invitation.

“Ah, sunbae. Oh no, Mr. Sehun, is there something you want to talk to me about?”

His distant attitude made Sehun feel uncomfortable.

No... this is not the same Luhan that Sehun knew.

“Can we..go back to the way we were before?” A question that Sehun had pondered over for many nights since that night of the party. He decided to break up with Inna even though he had been with Inna for a while. But he didn't feel as loved or connected as when he was with that little deer. 'Luhan' is the person who has always held Sehun's heart.

"..." Luhan's eyes conveyed no meaning. There were no eyes of pain, joy, or anything else, but there were empty eyes. Not even indifference

“I just realized that you really love me. You will never be able to forget me even once…” The things in Sehun's heart were released.

“...And that woman?” The cold voice returned again.

"I broke up with him...I know who you love." His eyes were focused, trying to convey his feelings to Luhan.

It was probably the only way Sehun could try to beg Luhan.

“Huh...that's strange. It's been a long time since Mr. Sehun left me. And you just now came to your senses, huh.”

“You must be waiting for my answer…” The cold tone and mocking look in his eyes caused Sehun to become more worried.

Continue.

“The matter between me and you... is probably impossible..” Lu Han turned his head away after saying the words that broke someone else's heart.

See..Sehun noticed tears streaming down the corners of Luhan's eyes.

Luhan still loves him...right?

"Xiao Lu...Xiao Lu still loves Hun Hun, right..huh?" Tears suddenly came unexpectedly.

Tears of a man like Sehun

Tears that no one has ever cried before.

"Please...call me by my new name." Luhan seemed to be trying not to directly turn to talk to Sehun. Luhan still turned his head away, tears welling up at the corners of his eyes.

I want...Sehun wants to wipe away your tears....

“Luhan...”

“Xiao Lu...” The deep voice of the person who had arranged with him rang out. It made Luhan feel doubly nervous. His little heart felt even more squeezed.

Why is it difficult to breathe again?

“My name is Luhan. It's not Xiao Lu. Please call correctly.”

In the end, we have to pretend to be strong again...

“..Please have a seat.”

Please don't look at me like that...

Eyes that were like that old senior's...

Don't look at us with those eyes.

please...

"..." The tall figure sat down at Luhan's invitation.

“Ah...senpai...oh no..Mr. Sehun, is there something you want to talk to me about?”

Don't be weak...

Don't let him see that we're still the same...

Don't let him see that we haven't forgotten him...

“Can we..go back to the way we were before?” Sehun's expression was clearly worried.

“..." Even though Luhan's heart was trembling, Because of the happiness that was rising but there were also bad memories flowing back into my head. Images of the events that hurt him to the point of death to this day. That made Luhan choose to give a blank stare instead.

"I just realized that I really love you. You will never be able to forget me even once..."

It's like...like I really can't forget you...

“...And that woman?” A cold voice asked the question that was on his mind.

"I broke up with him...I know who I love."

“Huh...that's strange. It's been a long time since Mr. Sehun left me. And you just now came to your senses, huh.”

If I had known sooner...I wouldn't have made this decision...

"You're probably waiting for my answer..."

"The matter between me and you...is probably impossible.."

Be strong.

Don't turn around and look.

Damn tears were finally welling up at the corners of Luhan's eyes. Luhan could only turn away. I'm afraid that if I look into another person's eyes, I'll take away the strength I'm trying to create. It will be completely destroyed.

"Xiao Lu...Xiao Lu still loves Hun Hun, right..huh?" Surprised, Lu Han was surprised that the person in front of him was crying. Part of me wanted to reach out and wipe the tears of the person in front of me and give them a comforting hug. But on the other hand, I keep reminding myself that I don't love him anymore.

Hunhun, don't cry.

Xiao Lu didn't want to see Hunhun cry.

Xiao Lu is not good. ..made Sehun cry...

"Please...call my name again." In the end, he had to pretend through gritted teeth to speak in a cold voice.

“Luhan...”

A small figure sat vacantly on a white chair in the park next to the university. He had been sitting here for an hour. No wonder why he didn't go to class on weekdays like this. Well, Luhan skipped school. The small figure looked towards the wide pond. Flocks of birds flew away from the three or four small children playing in the area.

Pictures of the morning atmosphere like this can sometimes make you feel lonely.

It's been an hour...

Luhan looked down at the watch on his wrist.

Should I go to study?

But I still don't want good times like this to disappear.

Tick, tick, tick.

The notification sound of your trusty mobile phone sounds when a call comes in. Calling Luhan, who was beginning to lose his temper, he turned his attention to himself.

"Ah..What do you say?"

“Aren't you coming in today?” Yixing's slightly irritated voice made Luhan feel upset. Starting to smile again

“Uh, I'm sorry, Ah Yi, but..” Luhan replied in a weak voice.

“Did you think of it well to do this?” Yixing said, cutting off Luhan's sentence immediately.

“Ah, we thought it through well, Ah Yi.”

“Okay, we respect Uncle Lu's decision. After all, how can our uncle return to his old self?”

"Oh, we love Ah Yi."

“We love Uncle Lu too.”

After hanging up the phone from Yixing for a while. Luhan had to become upset once he looked down at the watch on his wrist.

We've been sitting for an hour and twenty minutes.

I'll be going to class in ten minutes.

“Xiao Lu!!”

A voice called out from behind the small figure who was sitting absent-mindedly. Calling people who are a little upset and startled.

Please come here.

“Xiao Lu, Hun Hun, I'm sorry I'm late.” The newcomer gave a wistful look of remorse to the person who came before, who was sitting with a scowl on his face.

Ah, Xiaolongon.

"Shh..." The small figure turned his head away in another direction.

Slow down, senior, very slow, I'm already sulking.

"Oh, you're a smart person. Nana." The person who was upset made a cheeky face to make the person who was angry not angry.

“..." The number you called cannot be reached at this time.

“Last night, HunHun was so excited that he couldn't sleep.”

“Hunhun is excited like the first time we've ever gone on a date together...”

“Kick, haha,” the little one let out a laugh until he got serious. He had lost his anger since seeing his senior's expression as a gloomy dog.

“Xiao Lu is no longer angry, right?” The tall figure smiled happily. while jumping around and dancing

“Ah, but I'll be angrier if my senior doesn't take me for a walk. I've been waiting for over an hour. I'm hungry. I thought my seniors weren't coming. Did you know that people come and sit and wait for it to eat? Oh my god, I skipped school to come see you. You're still going to be late." A series of complaints made people who came late turn pale.

Ah, Xiao Lu is in a complaining mode.

"Yes, yes, let's go." He grabbed the grumpy man's hand and led him along the path in the park. While the complaining person still doesn't stop talking. Complaining this and complaining, ah, it's this Xiao Lu who made Sehun come back to die. Can't go anywhere. I promise, in honor of this Oh Sehun, that I will love Xiao Lu like this forever. and will never leave him again.

“Yay, Xiao Lu.”

"yes ?"

“Hunhun loves Xiao Lu.”

"crazy !"

“Oh! Why are you hitting hunhun? I'm embarrassed."

“That's right.”

“Do you love Hunhun?”

“I won't tell you, haha.”

“Hunhun will soon run away and find someone else.”

"Dare you? Try it. Luhan, the cute mode doesn't exist anymore."

“So fierce.”

“Yes, only Luhan is left in this mode.”

"No, no, no, please don't be harsh."

“Tch.”

“So, do you love Hunhun?”

"I'm asking. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't have waited this much."

"Hahaha. Are you shy? Don't walk here yet. Haha."

“You don't have to follow me.”

Each person's love has a different beginning and ending.

Love can often make people in pain and suffering happy at the same time.

But everyone chooses to love no matter how much suffering it takes.

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