Step Back
Kai x Baekhyun ft.Chan x Hun
By Retif
For you, what is 'love'?
Happiness, laughter, tears, smiles…
'love'
This word is for me.
is what can be seen in front of us
One step, two steps, three .. four .. five…
...a walk that doesn't know when it will end.
Every step of the way is happiness.
I ... am following love.
My love is right here in front of me.
“Baekhyun, I have an appointment today.”
“Well, you don't have to tell me the next day. I see it every day.”
“You should also know about your friends' sorrows, Byun Baekhyun!”
Hyesun turned and barked at him before running off. He's already used to this kind of life. That guy is the hottest guy of the year. Young men gathered around each other. But it hasn't chosen to be with anyone for real. It says 'the right person for me hasn't come yet, I haven't found them'. I pray they find it soon because I'm also completely fed up with having to answer the phone instead. It was on the day that it didn't change in time.
The tired person is none other than Byun Baek Heon.
Students are starting to gradually leave school. I was sitting in the stands next to the football field. Look at the male student who is my friend. Some seniors were vigorously chasing the round ball in the middle of the field. Some days I'm bored, and there are times when I go down and play with them. Just find something to do to pass the time and wait for that time.
When I have to go home
6:30 p.m.
So why didn't I go home when school ended? Many people like to ask me that. I could only reply that 'I don't want to go back yet' Coming home at 6:30 p.m. has become my daily routine. I feel used to this time.
Looking down at the clock, it now says 6:25 p.m. It's time for me to leave the high stand. Walk slowly until you reach the bus stop in front of the school.
The bus stop is sparsely populated at this time. Most of them will be students at my school. I'm waiting for someone I always go home with him. Got on the same bus line as me but got off one stop before me. Sit and read comics for fun. He came to see just enough.
“Come early today, Baekhyun.”
“Five minutes is too fast for you, Yixing.”
“Oh, I made the call myself, it's over.” Yixing sat down next to me and took out the phone in his pocket to play with.
Yixing is at a different school than me. We played Taekwondo at the same gym but that was a long time ago. I stopped playing when I was in high school. For some physical reason that started to become a problem. But Yixing still played as before. The gym where I practice is not far from my school. After practicing, he would come here and catch the bus.
That is probably the reason why I have to see Yixing every day. But the time was probably more of a coincidence. That he finished practicing at 6:30 p.m. And I went home at the same time.
On the original bus line The same atmosphere that I encounter every day. Office workers carry bulky bags. Some embraced all sorts of bags from famous clothing stores. School children tease Talk like you want. The person next to me was sitting with headphones stuffed into his ears, not paying attention. As for me, I sit quietly and read comics. What I like..
“Hey, we're at the stop,” I called out to the person next to me, whose face was now floating outside the glass. The car is about to pass the stop sign and we still don't know anything about it. Yixing hurriedly picked up the bag that was on the floor and rushed out to bid farewell.
"Alright, let's go. See you tomorrow."
I put the comic book in my hand in my bag because I was at my house in another two stops.
I stepped off the regular bus and walked slowly until I reached home.
My walking..is a steady step, not too long, not too short. My eyes looked at the person in front of me. On one shoulder was a black school bag. The other hand holds a black guitar bag. His raven black hair fluttered gently as the gentle breeze blew past. A tall, slender figure in a familiar gray school uniform.
There is a considerable distance between me and the person in front of me. I looked at every gesture of the person in front of me who was turning left into the alley and smiled softly. I'm separated from that person right here. My house is a little further away. I had to walk a bit more to get home. In fact, the sign that I post every day It's not the closest sign to my house.
I got off one stop before reaching my house. Then slowly move on. I do this and it's this time every day.
Why do it? Aren't you tired of walking like this every day?
If I answered, I would probably answer, 'I'm not tired.' And if I asked why I'm doing it, I would probably answer that I'm 'happy' after doing it.
“Baekhyun, school work opens the world of tomorrow's activities. Each band that performs is very exciting to watch.”
“And?” I was sitting with Sehun in a free class flashpoint that happened right next to lunch time. There is free time to sit and lounge for a long time. And the cafeteria is where Sehun likes to drag me to sit.
“Oh, I'm bored! I'm a little excited. It's good to have some over-the-top reactions. Sometimes I think I am with a spirit.”
“Wow, really..”
“That's right, you, Baekhyun. How sarcastic!” Sehun slapped my shoulder hard and then got up to buy water.
Then it will give me a lot of excitement. The work is the same every year. There are booths for playing games here and there. There are many kinds of food for sale from many clubs who come to compete and sell. Compete to recruit people to join the club. A highlight was the band from the music club that performed. And what's even more exciting?
While waiting for Sehun to go buy water Just looking around, I saw a person walking into the cafeteria with a group of friends sitting down at the table directly across from me. Many pairs of eyes were focused on this group of people. The female students were talking and whispering to each other. I secretly screamed a little as usual.'
union-six’
The most famous band right now isn't just in schools. But out there, that's not true. A performance that performed well in the eyes of ordinary people like me. The lead singer's vocals seem to have outstanding power. Songs that are addictive to the ear Most importantly, everyone's appearance is good. ..that's the main selling point.
“There are many tables. Why are you sitting here?” Sehun turned to look at the table across from him and firmly put down his glass of water.
"What? What are you complaining about?"
“Well, they are. Hundreds of thousands of empty tables Why are you sitting here?”
“He was sitting there, what was the matter?”
“Then you and I will be evicted. Sit here for a while and people you don't know will suddenly come in and sit as if you've known each other for a long time. Every time I'm around these people I can't escape like this. I'm so bored!”
“Just like a famous person. Everyone wants to be near you. You still complain to death when you can't meet EXO because you have exams. Oh, you big fanboy!”
“Oh, just now I went to buy water. I met Jonghyun and he asked for your Line."
“And you gave it to him?”
“No, I gave it to you to ask for.”
“Oh, it's the same as before.” My words, which Sehun knows too well, are the words, 'It's the same as before'.
"Why? How many people have refused this year? That person didn't. This person didn't. Seriously, aren't you lonely?"
“I still don't want to have it.”
“Well, let's clear it up ourselves. Walking around here with a pretentious face.” Kim Jonghyun walked from a distance with a handsome face. That person, a friend of the same age, didn't look bad at all. We had talked once or twice when I went to help the teacher two weeks ago.
He walked over and sat next to me but turned his head and smiled at Sehun as if he knew about each other. Sehun just smiled dryly. then shook his head gently
“Just ask it yourself.” Sehun threw a grenade the size of a house at my head and looked down at his phone. Hmm… just looked at the face of the person next to him. ..Let it be like this, Byun Baekhyun.
"Do you mind if I ask, um, for a Line?"
“Sorry, I don't use Line. If we meet, it's better to talk right then. Nice to officially meet you, Kim Jonghyun.”
“Oh, um, nice to meet you.” Jonghyun smiled faintly. before getting up and walking away without saying anything further But one sentence the friend who came with him said to Jonghyun was loud enough to be heard: 'I told you, Baekhyun doesn't give in easily'.
“Baekhyun acted brutally with good manners. Refuse like a good person.” Sehun looked up from his phone and teased.
“What should I do? I don't like this. Being friends is good, right? If you are only considerate of others But if you just hesitate and don't make it clear. It's like the more it gives him hope. This time it will be even bigger.”
“Oh, I know! We should hurry and get away from here. Close relatives and friends that I never knew have started coming to make friends.” Sehun looked around. Dozens of female students stood around the table where they were sitting. In his hand was a mobile phone with the camera on standby already.
“Luhan, do you know that person?” Chanyeol pointed at a person sitting at the opposite table.
“Chanyeol, where are you hiding your head? Don't say you don't know Sehun. People know each other throughout the school.”
“Why haven't I seen this before? Or am I just looking for things outside of school? Haha. I just found out that this school has beautiful things like this. And what is the other person's name?"
“Cute. That person is my favorite Byun Baekhyun.”
"You're strong. Have you asked him yet if he wants you to be his darling? Tui!"
“I don't know, I like it! Oh, he's so cute. Oh, hey, what is Jonghyun doing? Why are you sitting next to my Baekhyun?”
"Did you even use the word 'my'?"
"My story"
“Oh, so what was he talking about with my Sehun? Fuck Jonghyun, he's smiling and his eyes are watery!”
“Let me look at your own mouth. Since when did Sehun become yours?"
“Just now, I saw your face and immediately it was mine. This person is my reservation.”
"These two people are so crazy that they thought it all on their own. I'm delusional. They don't know anything at all."
“Keep your mouth shut and go eat. Or talk on the phone with your girlfriend.”
“No need to chase me. Guess in another five minutes, two of your girlfriends will definitely message you via Line.”
“I quit.”
“I quit.”
"Shit, I'm going to sue!"
“Oh, sue me, I'm bored and I'm about to quit. Better go find Sehun.”
“Park Chanyeol, you are a bitch.”
"I'm not a bad person. Me and him just don't get along. Why are you holding on? It's good to be over."
“Hey Jongin, where are you going?”
“Go away, you two,” Jongin said in a calm tone. His eyes looked at Chanyeol and Luhan before walking away from the table.
With a quiet personality, it is difficult to smile, unlike the other friends in the group who are playful. Make this person look different and charming. People rarely smile like Jongin. When I smiled once Anyone who saw it easily fell in love with that smile.
The young man smiled softly as he asked for directions from the surrounding group and walked out alone. Just smile only.. that acts as a speech
The sound of shouting and shouting, competing with each other to sell food. Invite to participate in various activities. The sound from the megaphone was competing with the louder music from the center stage.
“Baekhyun, let's go see the music.” Sehun shook my arm so hard that the ice cream stick fell out of my hand.
"Okay, just go. Why are you shaking? If the ice cream dropped, buy it instead."
Now it stops shaking. But instead, it dragged my arm. What are you going to drag? The arm of a normal person is not a rope that leads cows and buffaloes..
Sehun dragged me to stand and squeeze with hundreds of other people. The person who was standing in front of me, from their looks, must have had a lot of fun. Next to me were mostly female high school students, secretly there were a few high school students. Moreover, here, Sehun and I were severely squeezed.
“You, Baekhyun. Look closely and it's really cute.”
"He smiled at me."
“Baekhyun hyung came with Sehui hyung. You..I want it.”
“If I jump and hug Baekhyun right now, will my corpse be beautiful?”
“You squeeze in again. Come closer to him."
“If I pretend to faint, will they come and carry me?”
“Damn, he won't carry you. You look tougher than him. Don't even try.”
"You, Sehun's skin is whiter and more beautiful than mine. I'm jealous."
“Baekhyun hyung smiled at my weak legs. Oh, you can't take it!”
The various conversations of the surrounding female students were whispering to each other. That sound was enough to be heard..
The sound of the sound check guitar on the stage began to sound again. Just the sound of the sound check It easily makes Sehun and me's ears ring. A loud noise of more than a hundred and twenty decibels was heard all around me.
“Did you bring me to the wrong place?”
“No matter where you stand, your ears have the same chance of exploding, Baekhyun. The next band to play it
union-six
Hey, I'm sorry I forgot to prepare some cotton.”
“Do you think the cotton wool will handle it?”
Sehun and I were shouting against the endless screams. At first your ears will explode. Now..my neck is about to break.
The sound of the drums sounded rhythmically. Increasing the loudness of the screams I saw it and couldn't secretly think about it. Screaming like this, will my throat break when I go home?
The music on stage began to play the intro to the song. Along with the appearance of lead singer 'Kim Jongdae', a smiling face said a little greeting before soon starting to enter the song.
A tall, slender young man stood on the stage with the other band members. A sharp face even now in a school uniform It doesn't make him less handsome in the slightest. The gray coat was removed, leaving only a white undershirt and a navy tie. The hem of the shirt that comes off of the school pants adds to the cool look.
The melody gradually increased in intensity and intensity. The more it creates excitement for the people downstairs. The person's sharp face showing expressions that reflect the song's inner expression makes it even more charming. No matter how you moved or did anything, it seemed like you were being held still by everything.
My ears could only hear the sounds from around me shouting and screaming. But my eyes didn't look anywhere. Fixing your eyes only on that person. The more you look, the more it seems like you're being dragged into a deep abyss that is becoming more and more difficult to climb back up. Falling into that one moment that cannot be escaped at all That mantra is his.,,
The music has ended. But the screams continued loudly and did not stop. The band members waved goodbye and walked backstage. But if just now my eyes weren't blurry I saw that person smile. For just a second I saw But for just a few seconds, it made me smile for several seconds.
“Guys, did you see that shot of Jongin hyung? I nearly broke my throat. What kind of crazy person are you? Really cool.”
“Oh my gosh, Chanyeol is so handsome. I like guys who play bass.”
“Who the hell is going to fight at Jongdae? Smile and make me want to give my head to you.”
“Let's just say that the whole group is handsome. Especially Luhan. My type is handsome and rich. I like it. I like it."
“Oh, in this life, will I get a man like Jongin to be my boyfriend? Quietly like that, but when you smile, you. Become a different person When he's not smiling, he's quiet and calm, so cool. But when he's smiling, he's so warm. So cute.”
“Oh, I can't take it anymore. I'm going to faint!!!!”
The voices of the same group of female students next to each other were chattering and competing with each other. Speak with gestures and scream at each other from time to time. No need to mention the appearance. Full of feel Enjoy to the max..
“Sehun, are your ears still intact?”
“Yes, but it will probably last for a few more days, haha.”
“Always over. Are you going back now? It's already time for you."
"Go back. Lately, mother has been complaining every day about coming home late at night, sir?"
“Um, I'll be back.”
“Coming home alone every day, aren't you lonely? Find someone to pick you up and take you home to school. Isn't that better?”
“Don't worry, Oh Sehun. Who said to go home alone?”
“Hey, is there something you're not telling me about? Tell me who you went back with, who came to pick you up!”
“Who will it be? Yi Qing, I come back with it every day.”
“Oh, I thought it was someone who…”
“Hello, Sehun. Has anyone sent you home today?” A person whose face was just now familiar. Suddenly I walked in and said hello. Plus he greets you in a friendly way.
“I can get back on my own, thank you,” Sehun said softly.
"But it's getting late. Do you want me to send you off?"
“Please go send your girlfriend off, Park Chanyeol.”
"I'm about to send you here." He couldn't speak more quickly than anything. Holding Sehun's hand without hesitation That's right. He probably never saw Sehun swing.
“Keep your hands to play with your people. Don't bring it on me,” said Sehun, who was now beginning to feel like a storm. Judging from his words, I myself, who have been friends with him for a long time, know very well.
Chanyeol, who had just heard this, was momentarily stunned and immediately let go of Sehun.
“You go back first. Today I returned with Sehun.” I hurriedly said these words. Before Sehun said anything more harsh.
“One day Sehun will be mine.”
“There will probably never be that day. Stop thinking about it, Park Chanyeol.”
“Are you sure about that?”
"yes"
"Hmm. Maybe that day will come. One day, we'll be able to use the word 'girlfriend' together."
“I said there was never a day.”
“Prepare yourself well. Because it will start from tomorrow, Oh Sehun. Don't lose to me."
“Then wait and see who wins.”
Now I am the mediator during this little war. Chanyeol seems very serious. As for my friend, I probably don't have to worry about it..fully.
“Chanyeol, why are you going home?” Chanyeol's close friend walks in with another person who makes me feel like I'm about to be electrocuted. It was completely numb from the tip of the finger up to the inside.
"Oh, I'm going back. Just stopping by to say hello to someone before leaving."
Another person who walked with Luhan looked at Chanyeol just a little and then walked away quietly without saying a word.
I looked at the tall figure passing by like every time he walked past me. And it's always like this every time. Time is running close to each other. or in a nearby radius I would feel like I was being electrocuted every time. And every time I am no different from the air element that they cannot see.
“Baekhyun, do you want me to take you home?” Luhan asked me.
“It's okay, I'm back with Sehun today.” I refused and quickly dragged Sehun by the arm who was in a cold war with Park Chanyeol to follow along.
I separated from Sehun in front of the school. All the way that I walked with it He can't stop complaining about Park Chanyeol. I myself didn't pay any attention to listening to his complaints at all. Let it talk or it will stop when it gets tired.
At the same old bus stop and same time. The same friend of mine was already sitting and waiting. It raised its eyebrows at me before turning its attention to the game in its hand. Today there seemed to be more crowd than usual, probably because of the school work that just ended. I stood waiting for the car next to Yixing for a while and my eyes turned to meet a tall, familiar figure.
Everything is still the same. Black school bag and large guitar bag His free hand searched for something in his guitar bag. A small, thin, flat triangular object. The dark brown one was lifted up by a hand and looked at for a moment before it was placed in the pocket of his jacket.
It's just another day and like every other day. I followed him slowly like a puppy following its owner. I don't know since when I've been doing this. But then I realized that I was already used to doing this.
He himself knows or doesn't know that there is someone who follows him home almost every day. He may know but just do it. Or he may not know at all. I will continue to do this. But I don't know when I will stop doing this. ..slow or fast
Sometimes I sit and wonder if I've gone crazy and walk around following people's asses like this. Even though it didn't happen.
What are the benefits to me? But it made me happy. It must be the reason why even if you think you're crazy, you accept it.
“Baekhyun, do you know? What have I encountered since this morning?” Sehun rushed towards me as soon as he saw my face.
"What's the matter? Please take care of your oily face. It's been wrinkled since this morning."
“Wow, what an idiot. Did you know that Park Chanyeol was waiting for me in front of the school? Plus he insisted on coming to my room right away. I want to die with this idiot. Lazy eel What's good about having quick hands?"
"Yes..."
“This is what it says again. that at noon he would come to the room I'm going to eat too. Is this crazy?”
“Sehun,” Mom called my name, but does this friend want to listen to me right now?
“Continue like this. My head is definitely exploding. What kind of people have you seen recently? front face resistant No matter how you chase him, he won't go. Baekhyun!”
"Uh.." I only got an answer. Because I don't know how to extend the length and length with it, I just let it speak for itself and I'm tired all by myself. Because at this time, if I were to say anything, they would probably tell me to stop and continue complaining.
“His face and wide ears are haunting me everywhere right now. On the table, on the chair, on the board, on the window, on the wall. Baekhyun, don't look at me.”
"What? Can't I look at your face?"
"It's on your face too!"
Rt~~~
“And what now? People are getting more and more upset.” I've been complaining for a long time since I came in and now I haven't stopped. Sehun complains non-stop, even though he keeps complaining about incoming messages.
' Haven't seen you for 5 minutes and thought you were going to have a heart attack.
...Oh Sehun's Park Chanyeol'
“Baekhyun, look at it, look at it, it sent me a message. Where did he get the number from? Eighth Level Xiao was crushed and died. I can't take it!!!!”
“Sooyoung, what class does Park Chanyeol study in?”
“Uh, maybe room 3..”
“See you soon, Eel.” He didn't say anything anymore. Immediately walked up to the upper floor. The goal would probably be year 3, room 3 for sure..
Tight!!
The sound of the door hitting the wall came from a beautiful young man who looked furious.
“Chanyeol!” He immediately rushed towards his target sitting in the back of the room. He also slammed the table loudly, causing everyone in the room to fall silent.
"Hmm. We missed each other so much that we had to come see Oh Sehun."
“Don't bother me. Where did you get my number from?”
“Where does it come from and what does it matter? Don't make such a messy face.” The more Chanyeol looked like he didn't feel anything, the more Sehun got angrier.
“Quit fucking with me. Do you think you're famous and can take whatever you want? I hate anything that's slippery. The more eels like you, the more I don't like them.” Sehun began to raise his voice, causing everyone in the room to be shocked. Even though all of the people in this room were friends of the same age, they were not close friends. Sehun wasn't afraid at all because his emotions were taking precedence over anything else right now.
"You don't like it, but I like it."
“Stop making annoying faces from below, Park Chanyeol. I'll tell you for the last time. Stop messing with me!”
“Sehun, go back to your room now. What have you done to be considerate of other people?” I'm still tired from running after Sehun. Plus, once it arrived, you still had to come and stop its war.
“Release me Baekhyun. I'll clear things up. It's about me. You go back first." That's it.. The pronoun has changed. It shows that right now his emotions are at their peak.
“I won't go back. You will go on a rampage against other people like this. You are also considerate of other people.” Right now I feel like I'm getting angry and going after another person, but I'm not. Because whatever you do, you don't care about the people. You probably have to pretend to be strong at it in order to stop it. It's just my own theory..
“Baekhyun, I won't go until he stops bothering me.” He pushed my chest away. before turning his attention to his opponent.
“Right now you're using emotion more than reason. He didn't do much damage to you. Just be quiet and walk back, I beg you.” I pulled my hair away from Chanyeol. But I must have exerted too much force. Sehun stumbled and crashed into a nearby table.
“Are you on his side? I'm your friend.” He pushed my shoulder as soon as he regained his balance. Now he turned to fight with me instead. Many pairs of eyes were focused on a few troublemakers here as one.
“I'm not taking sides with anyone. But now you have no reason. You only have emotions. Go back to my room with me.” I pulled Sehun by the arm to make him follow me.
“But isn't it wrong to want to be the one who wants to get to know you, Sehun?”
“Everything is wrong for you.”
“I told you yesterday that everything will start from today. I will start today I will start getting to know you from today.”
“Just do what you always did. Open to new people like you used to do. I beg you, don't make the story big.”
“Yes, I will do as I have always done, but this person will probably be difficult to recruit or not at all.”
“No matter how difficult it is, you can get in.”
“You can endure it.”
“You can go back to my room now. I apologize to everyone.”
As soon as the two people who had just gone up to war with Father Electric Eel went back down, The mouth itching and wanting to talk suddenly arose.
“Chanyeol, are you serious?” Luhan, who had just recovered from his shock, immediately asked.
“Why do I feel like this person is like the right person for me? No one has ever talked to me like this before.”
“But Sehun isn't easy. Seeing his angry face just now, I still thought he was scary.”
“This person is serious.”
“But Baekhyun, my favorite, is also a joke. Seeing a sweet face like that was brutal. It made me not dare to continue playing.”
"That's right. Seeing a face like that, I thought it could only be cute and cruel."
“I don't know anything. Seeing it sweet like that The words aren't sweet. Hyukjae went in and asked for his number. He flatly denied it but was hurt and told me about it. I still can't believe it.”
“Oh, this guy sits still like a rock. Didn't you think of making any comments, Jongin?"
“What do you want me to say? It's not my business. As for you, Chanyeol You have to thank Sehun's friend for helping you talk. Because if you were the only one who made a face and annoyed him, the matter wouldn't end like this.”
“Oh, I know. It's good that he came to save my life in time. Otherwise, I would probably eat Sehun's palm for breakfast.”
“So what do you want to do next?”
“For me, only Tu rules the world.”
“If this person is going to be serious. All of the things you've been with, you have to break up and then push on. I'm warning you with good intentions."
“Ah, teach me where you are going, Jongin. I'm about to enter class."
"My story"
"How are you? Are you feeling any better?" I dragged my good friend who likes to act like a grill that can get hot at any time. Come calm down in the bathroom. Sehun now doesn't want to talk to anyone. Looking at my face, I still don't want to do it.
“I am nothing. You go to class. I'll follow you."
“No, I'll go with you. For what reason will I be scolded by the teacher alone?” I jumped up and sat on the sink.
“Okay, let's go.” He shoved water at me and ran out of the bathroom.
In summary, what is the mood right now? It's like I can't keep up with it..
“Hey, let me go to the bathroom first. You wait!” I yelled after Sehun, who was running ahead.
“Then why didn't you tell me quickly? I'm tired from running." He complained but walked back to me in front of the bathroom.
"Wow, you weren't tired when you went up and shouted just now!" I was a bit sarcastic before walking into the bathroom.
I stood and washed my hands in front of the mirror. Look at yourself in the clear mirror in front of you. I may look strange because when I look in the mirror I tend to accidentally smile at myself. Even though that place isn't my home. It was done accidentally anyway. And now that I just realized it too..
But this time when I was smiling, I got electrocuted.
That person walks in and washes his hands next to me. What should I do? What should I do? It's too late to stop smiling now. Now I'm being electrocuted, and it's hard to breathe because the thing inside is throbbing so hard I can't control it. I stood there smiling in the bathroom. The person who caused the problem next to him kept his head down and washed his hands.
Since I am helpless at this time Find the faucet and turn it off as quickly as possible. before walking out of the bathroom with the most normal symptoms It would have been more normal if I hadn't accidentally bumped into the bathroom door once. Loud and clear
Don't tell anyone that I walked into the door. It hurts to death, but I don't dare cry..
“Baekhyun, it's noon and I can't go down to eat? I don't want to meet Chanyeol."
“And you didn't think he would come up to the room to look for you?”
"Oh."
“Don't avoid him. He will say that he doesn't dare to fight.”
"Oh, that's right. I have you by my side, so let's be at the frontline as well." Is there anything that doesn't have to be involved in it?
Still gossiping for less than 5 minutes, the person suddenly appeared.
“Why did you come?” Sehun turned around and asked curtly and dragged him, no, he snatched my arm and followed him.
“Come to see you.”
“Who invited you?”
"heart"
“I'm going to vomit.”
“Are you pregnant?”
“Damn Chanyeol,” yelling at him wasn't enough, but there was also his cruel look in his eyes.
“Go back and sit with your friend over there. I couldn't eat when I saw his face.” Sehun dismissed Chanyeol who suddenly asked to sit at the table.
"You can go. I'll come again when I'm done eating."
"do not need"
"Don't be considerate, he wants to come," he said in the end and took the plate of rice and went to sit with the group as before. I was like a faceless person who sat silently watching two people talk back and forth. My peaceful life would be over.
"Should I transfer schools and escape? It's annoying."
"Run away and you'll lose."
“But it's so annoying. Baekhyun, did you hear that? I'm annoyed."
"Oh, you'll get used to it."
“Thank you Byun Baekhyun!!!”
From the day Chanyeol announced to the media that he would woo Sehun on that day. From me and him going everywhere together every day, now there's another one and I really seem to have become invisible. Where is Sehun and Park Chanyeol following him? As soon as Chanyeol shows up, Sehun immediately starts talking. I just kept quiet, listened, and kept the fight at bay.
It's been like this for over a month now. By the time my daily war duties were over, I was done with school. When my duties from those two people ended, I had to return to do my own duties. original bus stop Same time every day I still do that every day.
Today is another day where the buses are really crowded. During this time, Yixing stayed late at practice, so I didn't get to see him at all. Today I have to stand alone. And today I didn't see that person like the past few days. During this time, you may practice late at night. I don't know if he's studying or is busy doing something else. ..Going home lonely for several days.
It was only at noon that I could see my face in the cafeteria. Standing and looking at something on the street. But on the clear glass, water droplets suddenly appeared from the sky. There's no sign that it's going to rain or what's going to fall right now. There's no umbrella. Just don't let it rain heavily.
I hurriedly stepped off the bus when I reached the same familiar stop. Just stepping down to the ground makes me want to step back up. But it wasn't in time. There were a group of 5-6 vocational students sitting at that sign. Each one's appearance made me almost afraid to look. Where are you going to be angry? And I'm still confused about myself. Why did I come to get off at this sign?
I should get off at the sign closer to my house. But it's probably out of habit that I put up this sign every day.
Between standing and waiting for the rain to stop with the scary group of people here and running home in the rain. What should I do now? It's the latter, right? I should hurry home now. It's much better than standing here with new friends that I don't want to get to know.
I was about to step out of that bus stop. Another bus immediately stopped in front. I can only hope that the person I'm waiting for will get out of this car. At least if I'm going home in the rain, I'd be better off walking in the rain following him. Or if there isn't that person I might have more friends in fate. It probably isn't me who's standing there looking speechless like right now.
The teasing whistling sound became louder each time. I can't help but get goosebumps every time.
But it seems like the sky is happy. There were about 3-4 people getting off at this stop, which slightly relieved me. At least now I have friends. Let's wait for the rain to subside and then return. Because if you go back now, besides the risk of catching a cold, you also risk having your mother's ears flare up.
Standing and waiting for the rain to stop for a while. My fateful comrades disappeared one by two. He hailed a taxi to escape me. ran away sometimes Leaving me alone with my lovely friend again. Why was heaven kind to me for just a short time? Will you be kind to me one more time? Send someone to be my friend..
Another bus stopped at the pier again. After I complained to the sky for a few minutes It shows that heaven is also kind and still sympathizes with me. Only a few people got out of this car.
But that littleness
electrocuted me
The person I'm waiting for is now standing next to me. That scent of his perfume wafted into my nose. The closer you are to the scent, the more clearly you can smell it. It made my heart beat so violently that I entered a coma. My two hands were only gripping the two straps of my bag tightly. Stand quietly next to him. That alone makes me feel warm and safe. Even though I got electrocuted at first.
I don't know how long I stood beside him like that. Now the rain has begun to subside. My group of cute new friends are moving out of this bus stop. Now there's only me left. That person and another uncle
The scent of that person's perfume still lingers near my nose all the time. Now the rain has stopped. The uncle hailed a taxi and disappeared. In fact, there were only two people left, me and him. At this place, it was the same bus stop.
“It's late, hurry home,” said the person next to me. Then he handed me his gray outer coat.
“What?” I was in a state of confusion. Did he speak to me? What did he say? Why can't my brain process it in time?
“Hurry up and go home.” That person put his jacket on my hand and walked away. It left me standing still for about 5 seconds and then after that I couldn't stop myself from smiling.
As soon as I stepped into the house, I immediately rushed up to my room before my mother began to listen to me. The school bag was thrown into a pile of books on the table. My outerwear was lying on the floor, followed by my socks and tie. Lie down on the soft mattress. His eyes caught sight of a gray shirt peeking out from his school bag.
That person's shirt
The gray shirt was well hung. The original smell from the owner of the shirt still remains. Out of curiosity, I secretly searched the pocket of that shirt. And what I saw was White paper that is like a piece of paper. There were lots of numbers written on top of each other with different colored pens. Some places were erased with correction fluid.
Some places have been crossed out by the original colored pen to the point where the original message cannot be seen. The letters were scribbled in a rough style. I could only look at that piece of paper and sit and smile as that piece of paper moved and moved for a long time. In addition to the paper, there was also a small piece of paper on which small letters were written, pressed together, formulas.
Many mathematical equations appeared on that piece of paper. I have many like this myself. I often have to write it down and exchange it for Sehun's things. Sehun is well versed in history. As for me, mathematics Amazing little paper It is affectionately called 'Poi'. I put those two pieces of paper in the drawer. before getting up to take a shower
But before you go I don't forget to turn around and read the name of the owner of that shirt again with a smile.
'Kim Jongin'
There was about half an hour left before class. Many students were still chasing and teasing each other along the corridor. I walked slowly and stopped in front of a room where Sehun had come to start a war in the past. Take another deep breath into your lungs before stepping into that room. Keeping my head down, I walked to the table in the back of the room, next to the window.
The owner of the table was sitting and taking notes.
“Baekhyun, is there something up here?” Luhan greeted as soon as he saw my face.
“No, just returning the things.”
“What is that?” Luhan pointed to the gray shirt in my hand. I nodded in response and walked towards the owner of the shirt who was intent on writing. Didn't pay any attention to me at all.
“Thank you.” I placed the shirt on the table and immediately turned around.
There was no response from the owner of the shirt. There was only the sound of the gossip of his friends sitting next to each other.
“Baekhyun, wait,” Chanyeol called out to me before I could step out of the place.
"What's up"
“What do you mean? Bring the shirt back to Jongin. What have you done?” is a question that I never expected to hear. I thought of asking where I could find Sehun..
"No, it's nothing. I have work to do." He didn't wait for anyone to ask further. He immediately cut in and quickly removed himself from that room.
And that person didn't even think about helping each other? Kim Jongin!!
“Jongin explained. How can your shirt be with him?” When he didn't get an answer from Baekhyun, Got it from the owner instead..
“Then what business is it with you, Luhan?”
“I want to know. In a hundred days and a thousand years, I've never seen you talk to anyone besides me. But this is Baekhyun. Are you talking to him now?”
"Didn't talk"
“So, your shirt floated to him on its own?”
"Yes"
“Don't bother me. Tell me, what did you do? Why is your shirt with Baekhyun?”
“It was raining, so I let him borrow my cover up to take home. Are you satisfied yet?”
“And why does it have to be your shirt? What are you thinking, Jongin?”
“Are you going to make Jongin take off your pants and let him cover the house, Luhan? You stupid winner.”
“Jongdae, be quiet. Go copy your work. This is my and Jongin's problem.”
“You have a problem alone, Luhan. I am not a problem for you.”
"It's because you lent him a shirt."
“So what?”
“I'm jealous of you.”
“Fuck Luhan, you are ridiculous!!!!”
A month passed like a lie. We're about to pass the second month in just a few days. My daily life is the same. In the morning, let's listen to Sehun and Chanyeol play words together. When we had time to stop and breathe, it was while studying. At noon, I had to sit and listen to these two continue playing a game of word-of-mouth. In the afternoon, study for another three or four hours.
In the evening, I go play football to pass the time. At half past six I went home. Follow someone like you do every day.
“Park Chanyeol, shut up. I told you, I don't want to be around people who lie." Sehun grabbed the school bag back in Chanyeol's hand before running up to class.
“What else are you going to do for him? Yesterday, they were still good.”
“Well, a woman I used to date called and Sehun happened to be the one who answered the phone. So they started a long war, almost burning the line."
“So why did you break up with all those people?”
“It's all over. But there was this person who refused to quit. No matter how we talked, he wouldn't quit. Baekhyun, please talk to Sehun. I talked all night and still wouldn't listen.”
“I already know that this duty must be mine. I knew it from the beginning. Anyway, go settle things with that person of yours. As for Sehun, I'll talk to him."
“Thank you, hey! Jongin, wait for me.” Chanyeol patted my shoulder before calling out to that person first before he walked up to the room. Those eyes looked at Chanyeol, his friend in the group, and then turned around. without me being in his focus at all
It's like I'm the element of air. Air element..Byun Baekhyun
Since I went up to the room, I kept talking about Chanyeol to Sehun. But it seemed like I was talking alone and he wasn't listening to me at all. Sitting happily copying homework Leave me speechless and dry all alone As soon as I finished speaking He turned around and said to me simply, 'Really?'
“So can we finally talk? I'm tired of talking for you."
“Who said I was angry at him? I didn't say a word to you at all.”
“What about what Chanyeol told me this morning?”
“Let's mix together. I am mine like this. As for that woman, I have no interest in anything.”
"What? What is all this talk about?"
"That's what you described yourself."
“Oh, thank you, thank you very much, Oh Sehun, Park Chanyeol, thank you for making my life so peaceful!!”
Rt~~~
"hello"
“Hello Oh Sehun.”
“Who is that?”
“We just talked and forgot about each other.”
“I thought about who called and what they wanted. Want your man back? Let me tell you, that might be a little difficult. Because he is so infatuated with me that he can't hold his head up. I wouldn't turn back to the woman who was used, Sora.”
“Oh, you really have a good mouth. With such a good mouth, I want to know if he is good at other things as well.”
“So do you want to know? Chanee Recycles”
"You dare scold me like this? Come on, try it. I want to see how good it can be."
"I didn't curse, I told you the situation, but it's OK. There's no problem. But what can you do to me?"
“Don't be as good as your mouth, Sehun. Then I will arrange a place to go later. Let's meet after school."
“What are you going to bring to play with me?”
“Huh!”
“Bye bye, darling.”
"throw up!!"
"who? When we talked, your face was so fake."
“That's him. The cause of yesterday's incident I guess it's still not enough to take it again.”
“Is that the person Chanyeol told me about?”
"Well, let's go together this evening and pick up the body."
"um"
“It's not like I'm going to compete for a guy named Park Chanyeol. I just wanted to show that Oh Sehun isn't someone who can be scolded for free. Stop thinking about Chanyeol. There is no reason for me to waste time making him so coveted.”
I myself am still not quite sure of the reason for it. Since Chanyeol came in Sehun's time spent with many young men had decreased to almost nothing. Slowly disappearing one by one Until now there is not a single person left. And I don't see that he regrets it at all. Or maybe Sehun argued with Chanyeol and was happier, I don't know. This person pleases him in every way. What does he command?
What do you want? Do not disobey orders. At first I complained of annoyance. But after a while he stopped complaining. Until now, Chanyeol is like Sehun's shadow. If he could come sit and study with us, he would have already done it.
And for nearly two months, I have a feeling that Sehun has changed. The time I spent with it started to decrease somewhat. Sehun's words to Chanyeol became better than before. Just better, but not so amazing.
Personally, my story remains the same. That person still viewed me as the element of air as usual. See each other from time to time But that's all they saw, walking past each other as if they couldn't see each other. My electric shock symptoms still come and go.
Even though they saw me as the element of air I still have the same feelings for him, nothing has changed. I don't know why. Even though he doesn't see our value, we still look at him all the time. Knowing that there is no hope and that it is impossible. But the feeling is still the same. hasn't changed
Many people may think that it is a stupid, stupid thing. Good things come to us all the time but we never open up to them. Instead, we are stuck in vain hopes that are impossible.
Let's talk about this kind of thing. When it comes to love, it's difficult to talk about. Many people have many points of view. Different people have different ideas. It would be difficult to prevent each other. It's not a matter of forcing it. Let it go as our hearts desire. It's probably the best thing.
and my heart I want that. Want to dwell on false hope that is impossible. I know there's no way but I still want to keep walking. Like a little puppy who wants to own a bright star in the sky. Every night he looked happily at that star. And I can only hope that one day that star will float down and be near it for once.
Sehun and I stood in front of an old gym not too far from my school. The unused gymnasium was abandoned. In the foreground are three female students. If you were to guess the girl standing in the middle, A face that looks both beautiful and evil would definitely be Sehun's match.
“What are you going to do?” I pulled his arm away when he made a move towards the person in front of me.
"Don't do anything. You'll be crazy. I don't hit women."
"I know, but don't be impatient."
“I just came to clear things up. Didn't come to war There's nothing.”
“What do you want?” Sehun walked up to the front and asked a question to the person in front of him with the most charming voice and face.
“I just want to see that you're not just a smart mouth.”
“So what will you do next?”
“What should I do? Hmmmm.” Sora made a gesture that provoked Sehun. When you act like that, I see that I still don't want to endure it. It's really annoying to use.
“Whatever you want, say it. I don't like being suddenly criticized by someone I don't know. Don't want an apology I just want to tell you to stop.”
“Chanyeol, I love mine very much. Sometimes it's a shame that I had to lose him to you.” Not saying enough, she also swooped in to face Sehun.
“So what next?” Sehun didn't back down. Standing with an annoyed expression on his face.
Wow!!
The girl's cold palm slammed my friend Sehun's face hard. I was stunned when I saw it. Sehun now stood still, sending a hard look back at the other person.
“What did you do to her?” I blurted out as soon as I regained my composure.
"I'm teaching my friend a lesson."
“Sehun, you back up. I'll clear it up myself.” I walked closer to Sehun who was now more calm than anything.
Sehun slowly walked closer to the woman. She herself retreated step by step. The more you retreated, the longer Sehun's stride lengthened.
“Oh Sehun, back off.” I rebuked him before he acted like he was losing his mind.
“I told you to come out.” No matter how I tell it, it won't back off for a moment.
“What are you going to do, Sehun?”
“What do you think I'm going to do?” Sehun said softly. Then he stepped forward and approached the woman.
“Move away, let go,” Sehun was now squeezing the woman's arm. You could tell from the look on her face how scared she was. Pale as a boiled chicken, even though at first he still looked brave.
“Sehun, that's enough, step back.” I dragged my arm away before he could do anything more.
“People like you are not worth my hand,” said the woman one last time before dragging her hair out.
“Then good luck, Oh Sehun.” The woman and her two extra friends walked out of the place.
Leaving me and Sehun standing there looking tired..
The new guests were three men who looked no different in age to me. May be slightly more or less. Even though he was still wearing a school uniform that looked unfamiliar, it was the same uniform as the woman who was Sehun's opponent.
In summary, luring people out to find trouble..just like that.
“I thought it had to be like this.” I thought that it had to be like this, exactly in the style of an international drama.
“I know, why didn't you tell me Baekhyun?”
“I'm still not sure. Now I'm sure.”
“Are you sure now that it will be in time?”
“Not in time. How much do you have? Take it out. If you can't handle it, put the dog in gear."
At this point, everything I have studied must be dug out and used. Sehun and I aren't the ones who say things are neat. This kind of thing has often been seen. I have some experiences like this from friends from middle school who used to be close.
Don't wait to talk. Three men immediately rushed towards me and Sehun. Sehun and I shared one-on-one time. As for the remaining one, we'll talk about it later.
My current condition is not much different from Sehun's. The face has bruises. Salty blood soaked in his mouth. As for the other side, there isn't much difference. Two people were lying on the floor. One more left.. Now it's become two people. Punching and hitting randomly, it doesn't look as cool as in the drama, but it's still enough to survive.
Even though the condition looks quite bad, I will still stay and finish it. Sehun looked completely tired. Grab a piece of old wood that was nearby and toss it to me. As for himself, he sat panting and watched me play a fighting game.
He went to rest, but it wasn't that I didn't want to rest. I was tired. Sweat was dripping onto the wound on my left cheek that was already stinging. This guy in front of me was really good at dodging. No matter how much you hit, it only hits the air.
"Sorry, I can't take it anymore," I said to the person in front of me. before being kicked into the lower abdomen with full force The man went down to play on the floor along with two friends who were with him. Go in and kick several more times before throwing the stick in your hand away. and pulled Sehun away from there
“What the fuck did you give me? I don't know how many places I've got a splinter in my hand,” I complained on the way to the gym where I used to practice. The nearest and most reliable place Yixing is still here. At least there's something that can heal my wounds before I go back home and get hurt by my mother.
“Do I have time to carefully choose a place for you? Hit people, not garlands!”
“Your eyebrows are broken, Sehun.”
“It's such a small matter, but your mouth is broken. How are you going to eat tomorrow?”
"I don't know, but now I'm full if I drink blood."
“I'm sorry I dragged you to get hurt. Even though it's none of my business."
“You are my friend. If I don't go with you tomorrow, I'll have to go pick up your body.”
“Thank you.”
"Yes"
“It happened because of Park Chanyeol alone. Since it came in, there have been only issues. There will be a clearing tomorrow.”
“I admit that since he came in there have been problems. But in this matter, the woman was completely wrong. It was my fault and you too that I pushed you to follow his appointment.”
“However, he also has a part. It's not that much of a pain for me, but you feel the same for me.”
“Take it as my request.”
“Look, I see you, Baekhyun, so I agree.”
“Sehun, Baekhyun!!” Yixing shouted loudly throughout the gym. As soon as he saw us Many pairs of eyes stared at the two people who were now unable to see.
I walked back to the bus stop in front of the school as usual. Yixing said it was close to the competition so he stayed late to practice so he walked out and dropped me off at the bus stop. My condition now looks a little better than at the beginning after the people at the gym helped me and Sehun's wounds. My jacket had gone from gray to brown, speckled and speckled.
I took off that shirt and held it up. At least the white shirt underneath looks much better. Pull the hem of the shirt outside the pants. Pull the tie down. There was a scratch on my left cheek. The left corner of his mouth was still dripping with blood. My right hand still has a few splinters still stuck in it. My hair condition has now become the focus of attention for people at the bus stop.
Some juniors at the bus stop came to ask about my condition. I could only answer them, 'It's nothing, it's nothing'.
The same bus had stopped at the pier but I was still sitting there. The junior who came to ask about my condition a moment ago waved goodbye to me before stepping into the car. I smiled back in response. and continued to sit like that
The reason I still didn't want to get on that car to go home was probably because I was tired from what I had just experienced. The pain began to build up little by little. I want to sit like this for a while longer. Wait for the next car and then return. Now at the bus stop, I'm sitting alone, but no, there are two other people walking towards me.
Luhan ..Kim Jongin
“Hey Baekhyun, why are you like this? What have you done?” Luhan sat down next to me and surveyed my body from head to toe.
The other person sat down next to Luhan. He gave me a few glances before turning his attention to the car on the road.
"You'll probably find out tomorrow."
“So what hurts a lot?”
"It hurts, but it's okay."
“Oh, I forgot that I have to hurry and go back first. Jongin is already back. Please do your homework for me to copy tomorrow.” Luhan immediately ran out. Leaving me sitting alone with Kim Jongin.
I've been sitting here for almost five minutes. Not a single word came out of my mouth or the other person's mouth. There was only the sound of cars driving on the road in front of us.
Now I feel uncomfortable..
The same bus line stopped at the pier again. I tried to stand up but now my body was sore as it should be.
“Are you able to get up?” the person next to me suddenly asked, pulling my arm to get up as well.
This is the first time my body has come into contact with that person. I received the most severe electric shock in the year. The smell of the original perfume floats around. It creates great chaos for what's inside.
I didn't answer him, but just followed him into the car. The car was now full of people, leaving only one seat. Jongin led me to sit in that empty spot. He himself stood next to me.
And as usual Everything is in a state of stillness and silence. Not a single sound came out of my or his mouth.
All the time I was sitting there. Many feelings arise inside. I felt excited, flickering, uncomfortable, my heart was racing, and I felt like I was getting an electric shock from time to time. All of this happened at the same time. The more the scent of his perfume hit my nose, the stronger the whole feeling became. Especially the heartbeat that was so loud that I could feel it.
I got off the bus together with Jongin. Then stood quietly at the same bus stop.
“Are you okay to go back?” Kim Jongin asked me in his usual calm voice.”
"um"
“Where is home?”
“Uh, it's two alleys from here.” Actually, it was a lie.
“Um,” he finished and walked away from me.
I walked home slowly, inside thinking only about the events of the bus ride just now. Just thinking about it can cause an electric shock. I thought about this all the way, along the way I smiled at this and that like a crazy person. Electrical poles, motorcycles, house walls, trash cans, I smiled at them all.
Even though when I went back my mother prayed for blessings. I might as well smile at my mother.
After the story of Sehun and I having an affair with Chanyeol's ex-girlfriend has become a daily highlight. Chanyeol even came to sit and watch over Sehun since morning. But it seems like this good friend still hasn't said a word. Until now, it's noon and I'm sitting alone in my room writing down work. The others all went down to eat.
Sehun volunteered to go down and buy milk for me to survive. My mouth is like this and I probably won't be able to eat like other people.
“Baekhyun, aren't you going down to eat?” Luhan, accompanied by his friends, stood in front of the door of the room.
I pointed my hand at the wound at the corner of my mouth and smiled slightly.
“Sehun, Baekhyun?” Chanyeol pushed Luhan away and popped his head in to ask.
“Cafeteria” as soon as he found out, immediately ducked his head and ran out. At this point, he only had to reconcile. Park Chanyeol's golden moment, don't miss a minute.
“Get well soon,” Luhan said and walked away. I followed the group of people walking away as far as I could see.
The words that said to me, 'Get well soon', I also wanted to hear from that person's mouth. The last person to follow was Kim Jongin..
But it would probably be too much. What I want
He walked past the front door. But if I didn't think about myself Just now, I saw him looking at me. Just a little bit What should I call it? It's like I'm only in the corner of his eye. Not in my sight at all.
“Sehun, don't you want to talk for a moment?” Chanyeol grabbed Sehun's arm before walking away in the other direction.
“No, I'll hurry up to my room. Baekhyun is waiting, let go!”
"Sorry about everything. Sorry."
“When you're done, go.”
"Wait a minute, let's talk."
“No talking, go talk to your good mother Kim Sora. Don't mess with me.”
"That's already been cleared up with him."
“Cleared, what is this?” Pointing at his own eyebrows that were covered in plaster.
“So what do you want me to do?”
“Call to clear things up with him in front of me, are you going to do it?”
“Yes,” he answered without thinking. Press the phone to call immediately.
“Hello Chanyeol. Have you thought about it? It's about us, right?" A familiar high-pitched voice sounded from the other end of the line.
“Zora, our story is over.”
"No, it's not over. We love each other, don't we, Chanyeol?"
“Right now, it's just you who's thinking alone. If we ended things on good terms now, we might still be able to talk. But what you did yesterday was not that person I once knew, Sora. Did she do something wrong and realize it?”
“It's because of Oh Sehun, right? Right? Answer Chanyeol!” A high-pitched voice came through the speaker, causing Sehun to cover his ears.
“We're done and that's how it should be. Don't drag other people into it. Just what you did yesterday was more than enough.”
“Did Chanyeol take sides with it? I did it because Sora loves Chanyeol. I just don't want to lose Chanyeol."
“But your selfish love like that, I can't accept it.”
“Chanyeol, hey, Chanyeol, do you love him? Answer me.” There was a sobbing sound on the other end of the line.
"Yes, I love Sehun. Sorry, Sora. It's better for us to just end this."
“Chanyeol”
"Sorry, Sora."
Chanyeol's expression became serious after he hung up the phone.
“Now do you know? That I really love you.”
"not yet"
“So what else do you want me to do?”
“Behave yourself,” Sehun finished and ran away with a smile on his face.
Today the school seems to be especially lively. Everything seems to turn into happiness. Well, what can I do? Today is Valentine's Day. Whoever is in love today is filled with love. Flowers, chocolates, dolls can be seen strewn around the eyes. Each person holds two. The smile on his face seemed happier than any other day.
As for me, whether or not I'm excited about today, I'd probably just answer that. So why be excited? I don't have someone to love like other people.
Walking into the room, you saw Sehun smiling happily with several gifts on his table. Pick this up to read, pick this up to eat, and when you look at it, you really feel happy. What about me?
“Baekhyun, how could you be late today? If you come a little later, I will clean everything on your table.” I looked down at the many items on the table. Read and look at the names of the people who gave, there were some I knew and some I didn't know. But that's the name I want it to have. It definitely wouldn't be on my desk today.
“Your stuff is already a lot. Don't act greedy.”
“Baekhyun, is there anything for anyone today?”
"Who? Who? Where?"
“Just in case there's someone you secretly like or something like that. Do you have anything for him? Let me take a look.”
“There isn't any.”
“True, there should be some Valentine's Day today.”
“Ask me, did you have anything from me?”
"No, I'm single this year."
“I don't believe it,” was all I said and got up to go find something to eat in the cafeteria before the first period of class.
Having said that, going to my school is quite trendy. Today's cafeteria looks sweet. Many pink balloons were decorated. I watched the students sit and eat together in pairs before class and smiled softly before going to find something to put in their stomachs.
“Uncle Baekhyun. Have a very happy Valentine's Day.” Two juniors handed me a large box of chocolates.
"Thank you very much. I am very happy." I smiled at the two juniors before going to buy food.
My breakfast today didn't last until I was in class. I was about to scoop rice into my mouth when someone came and sat and talked with me. When one person passed Another group followed along with gift boxes. When this group disappeared, new people came to say hello. It's been like this many times. And other days are not like this, but today is the day of love.
So it turned out to be like this.
“Jong In, this is only the morning session. My stuff is overflowing on the table. I don't want to think about how big the pile will be when I quit school.”
"I'm not going down to eat today."
“Why? Are you lurking here? Jongin. Tell me, who are you going to sneak away to?”
“Will you help me carry my things up to the room?” Of course, when I went down there, the juniors would crowd around me and give me a lot of things.
“Well, it's up to you. You guys go eat first. Do you want anything?”
"No, let's all go."
“Baekhyun, aren't you going down to eat? I'll just copy it later. I won't send it tomorrow."
"You go ahead, you're too lazy to crowd people."
“Actually, I don't really want to go down. That damn Chanyeol made an appointment with me.”
"Oh, you go. I'll copy your work for you too. Today is kind."
“Very well, dear friend, I will go.” Actually, there was no reason at all. It's not that I was born diligent and wanted to copy work. It's not that I'm lazy. But it might be because I'm waiting for someone.
Waiting for someone is like waiting for rain in the dry season.
“Chanyeol made an appointment for me to sit and watch you receive things from other people like that? It's a waste of time, I'm going to the room now.” Since meeting each other, Sehun could only sit and watch Chanyeol receive things from that person. This person
“Wait a minute. I want to see this face. Let's sit together as friends first."
"Your friend also has a seat. I'll be right back."
“Don't go back yet. Come, come, let's sit and eat first.” Pushing Sehun on his back, he walked over to sit at the table as well. Even though he seemed a bit resistant, he complied nicely. And it's not like there's only Chanyeol, where there are also a lot of people who come to give gifts to Sehun himself.
“Chanyeol, I'm full, I'm going to my room.” He suddenly made to get up and leave. The entire table looked at him with one stare.
'Why do you like me? There were many people who brought things. Keeping an indifferent face Don't you think you'll be jealous, Chanyeol!'
“I'll send it right away.”
“No need to sit and eat. You can walk by yourself.” He pressed Chanyeol's shoulder to make him sit down like before and walked away.
“Oh Sehun, high school student, year 3, room 10, meet your parents in front of the public relations room.”
An announcement sounded. This caused Sehun to change his travel goals.
Two legs walked slowly along the white marble walkway. But today the school seems to be following the Valentine's Day trend. Along both sides of the road, there are pink and white balloons decorated in a long line.
“So what business does Mom have that makes you come to the school? When I have a phone, I don't call and I don't answer,” complaining absentmindedly all the way.
“What important business? Can't we just go home and talk…”
Complaints ended only when our eyes met what was in front of us. No announced parents were found. All that was found was a pearl white balloon with a short letter saying '
Sehun’
Tied to the arm of a giant, fluffy white teddy bear. A teddy bear sits smiling in front of you.
Slowly, he walked over to the smiling doll sitting on the floor and picked it up. Searching every nook and cranny for the person's name tag, I couldn't find it. A large teddy bear, almost the size of Sehun's body, was placed on the floor just like it had been in the beginning.
“Be my girlfriend, Sehun.”
An announcement sounded from the public relations room. Create a sensation for everyone who hears. Including the person who now stands stunned and helpless.
Even more helpless now that the owner of the voice that had announced a moment ago was standing in front of him with a large to very large bouquet of red roses.
“We're boyfriend and girlfriend,” the person in front of him said as he held out a large bouquet of red roses in his hand. Sehun received it awkwardly. Can't say anything Standing there processing all the events that are happening right now.
What can I say? The bastard inside is completely overjoyed. But it just doesn't speak.
Right now, Sehun and Chanyeol weren't the only ones here. Since hearing Chanyeol's announcement from the media, People immediately ran to observe.
Sehun looked around. Seeing that all pairs of eyes are focused on themselves as one stare It was like waiting to hear the answer from just one person.
“Can we give each other another chance?” the man in front of him asked again.
Sehun looked at the people around him again. before closing his eyes and answering
"um"
Just a soft voice But the person in front could hear clearly. Now he stands with a big smile on his face until his eyes are almost closed. It seemed like the people around him were screaming as usual. I don't know if it was out of jealousy or pleasure.
“Be my girlfriend, Sehun,” a familiar voice announced from the public relations room. I heard this and smiled to myself in the bathroom.
“Very brave, Park Chanyeol,” I said softly, then used my fingertip to dip in water to write a message on the dry glass.
I looked at the message in the mirror before reading it softly. Today is a day of love. Is that right for me to say I love myself?
Look at yourself in the mirror and smile at yourself like you often do. Look at messages that begin to make no sense. Water drops flow according to the force of gravity. I used my hand to delete those messages before walking out of the bathroom. But instead I walked straight to my classroom. My two legs are just getting stubborn. It took me up to the third floor and stopped in front of that person's room.
look inside There is no one in the room. Probably all went down to eat. My eyes stopped on the last table in the back of the room next to the window. Gift boxes of various sizes expensive chocolate many flowers and all kinds of other things Put them together on that table.
There must be a lot of people coming.
I would also like to give it, but it's better if my stuff goes on your table and it gets mixed up with other people's stuff. They probably don't know that I'm the one who gave it.
Because I didn't have the courage to write my name on it.
Because if I write my name down and they know I probably don't act right in front of you..
It would be better to leave it like this.
“So you won't be single this Valentine's Day,” I told Sehun while I was packing up various things that were scattered around the table and putting them into bags. There's so much stuff like this that you probably can't carry it. We had to rely on the strong paper bags that Sehun had prepared from home. I doubt he'll know in advance. So I prepared well, unlike me who didn't have anything.
“Ah, I'm giving it to you.” Sehun handed me a note.
"what"
“I applied for a new email address for you. Your old email is deserted and I don't know what's going on. So I reapplied using my own information. But don't give this email to anyone."
“Hey, why do you have to use email? My old mail, I can go clear it out."
“Hey, I meant to apply. In case I need to send work to your boss, you can use this email. Consider it a Valentine's Day gift from me. magic gift"
“Huh?”
"Oh, don't be confused, I'll give it to you."
I casually put the email and password that Sehun had made me new into my school bag. Give an email as a gift My friend's idea is very good.
“So where are you going next? Let me guess, you probably haven't gone home yet, right?”
“Right, I have an appointment.”
“With who this time?”
"sweetheart"
It carried all its riches and fled from me. Leaving me to carry my things and walk down from the room alone. Not much from my own stuff, but as far as I've seen Kim Jongin's. How will he carry it home? The pile was such a mountain.
I sat at the bus stop like every day. But today I have another big bag of things to carry home. The same bus that I took passed one after another, but I didn't think to walk up. Even though the bus was very empty, I was still sitting here. Waiting for that person like usual.
Now my watch says 7:20 p.m., but that person I'm waiting for hasn't come yet. As I continued to listen to music, the people at the bus stop seemed thinner and thinner.
“Baekhyun hasn't returned yet? Do you want me to take you home?” Luhan walked up and greeted me. Along with the person I was waiting for at the same place following closely behind. The guitar bag he used to carry was slung over his shoulder. One shoulder was covered by the same black school bag. The other hand held a bag containing various kinds of things.
"It's okay. I'm about to return."
"Isn't your girlfriend waiting for you, Luhan? Hurry up."
“You can chase me away too. I can go. Please take care of Baekhyun.”
Jongin didn't answer Luhan. He just stood there quietly like he was.
On the same bus line, the atmosphere was a little better. The flowers and dolls in the hands of the students looked more colorful than every day before. Looking out and seeing the atmosphere outside, it was equally lively. Couple walking in pairs I looked on and enjoyed it. In just a moment, I had to step out of the car.
Kim Jongin walked in front of me as soon as he got out of the car. I followed immediately. But after walking for a bit, I had to stop when an item from the person in front of me fell to the ground. He stepped closer to the object and picked it up to look at it.
dark brown guitar picks It was strung on a black lanyard that was folded over twice. On the pick there is a gently engraved message that says '
Kim Jongin’
Looking at it, it seems to be a homemade bracelet. Someone must have brought this thing to him today.
“Wait,” I ran closer to Jongin to return the thing.
"Kim Jongin"
“What is it?” Jongin turned to me in a calm voice. The smell of perfume that is nearby makes me get electrocuted every time. It's making my heart beat so fast I can't control it.
“You dropped something.” He handed the item in his hand to the person in front of him.
“If you can keep it, take it.”
“But it is yours.”
“Now it is in your hands. It's yours.” Jongin turned around and continued walking. I stood and looked at the things in my hand. That's clearly your name. How can it be mine?
“Consider it a gift from me.” Kim Jongin turned to me before turning the alley of his own house.
This gift will probably be my most precious thing. This year's Valentine's Day I received things from people that I wanted from them. Even though it wasn't his intention. Even if it's a coincidence But I'm happy with what I received.
Promise to take good care of it.
I ran away from my mother who complained early in the morning and went to sit in the park near my house. On Sunday mornings like this, people seem especially dense. I sat and looked at the happy family having a picnic on their day off. Look at couples sitting and talking in pairs. Little children play on the wide grass near the playground.
I saw a kitten near a large tree not far from me. I slowly walked towards it before picking it up. A scrawny brown kitten Screaming in my hand Put the hungry little cat down in its place and go buy some milk from a nearby store for it to drink.
I walked back to find the little cat under the same tree. A man takes a picture of a meowing little cat.
“Kim Jongin,” I blurted out as the man lowered his camera.
“What are you doing here?” Jongin asked me as he clicked through the picture he had just taken.
"Uh, let's take a walk."
“Um,” Jongin answered as he sat down in front of the little cat. before pressing the shutter to take a photo.
I sat down next to a little brown cat. Slowly pour the milk into it a little at a time. I watched it eat quickly and secretly smiled at its cuteness.
The sound of the shutter from the person next to you continued to sound louder. It seems that my electric shock has disappeared. But the smell of Jongin's perfume still makes me shiver a lot.
“Am I here to bother you?”
“No, Baekhyun, please pick up the cat and put it on your lap.” Jongin was smiling at the camera image. before looking up and speaking to me A smile like this that I've rarely seen from this person. Today I saw it up close.
I picked up the cat, whose stomach was full and bloated, and placed it on my lap as he had told me. Jongin continued to happily take pictures, ordering me to do this and that. I did everything he told me without forgetting what things were like before. Have you ever behaved incorrectly? I almost forgot all about it.
Now that little cat has run away from me. After he finished eating and acting as a model,
“Do you come here often?” Jongin suddenly asked.
"Not much. Come when you're bored."
“Is it beautiful?” Kim Jongin showed me the picture on his camera. It's a picture of me smiling and playing with a little cat. It looks the most natural. The lighting and camera angles are all perfect.
"um"
“Do you like it?”
"It's beautiful. You're good at taking pictures."
"I'll take it and print it for you."
“Huh?”
“Thank you for helping me be a model.”
Today, I don't know what day it was that I accidentally met him here. But knowing that it makes me very happy. I got closer to Jongin. talk more Jongin's smile that I don't often see today, I've seen it countless times. No matter how many times I look at it, I always feel warm.
It was as if today I saw Kim Jongin in a way I had never seen before, like another person I had just experienced.
“Baekhyun, if we have already graduated, Will you still take the bus like before?”
“Going back to the bus every day is the most convenient.”
“So are you going to put up the same sign?”
“Ah, um, take the same line, get off at the same stop, where do I get off?”
"um"
"Why do you ask"
“Ask to be sure. that it will remain the same.”
“Huh, what?”
“No, just asking for fun, I'll be right back. Next week take the final exam and fight.”
“Um, you too.”
Having said that, it's next week when I have to take the final exam. It is the same time that final year students have to graduate. Time seems to pass so quickly. Haven't gotten anything yet. The semester will be closed. Soon enough, they had to disperse and go study elsewhere.
Even if you go to study somewhere else. But the same places probably remind me of him all the time.
“Baekhyun, this time.
union-six
It's going to be my last time performing. Why are you late?"
"The traffic is stuck. It's a blessing to get here in time."
The last performance of
union-six
Held at the school auditorium. Even though it was now the school break, the school allowed him to perform for the last time. The last performance before everyone in the group departs to continue their studies. Quite a few people were interested and came to watch this performance. But this time Sehun and I didn't have to crowd around the crowd.
Oh Sehun's level for fans of the band's bassist must be in the VIP zone only.
The show was about to start in a few minutes. All the lights were turned off. The more it creates excitement for the people attending the event. The intro music sounded and a spotlight shone on the stage in one place.
Kim Jongdae's familiar cry sounded along with a loud scream. The heavy music soundtrack created even more fun for the people below. Plus the singing voice makes you feel even more excited when you listen to it. If it's not fun, we probably can't stop it. Today's Kim Jongin is not in a school uniform like every time in the past.
A black jacket worn over a gray shirt. Cool black skinny pants. Hairstyle that is only slightly set before going on stage From time to time, the spotlight shines on Khom's face. It made him look much better.
Singing along to the song, cheering loudly and continuously throughout the performance. Simply put, it's like it's a nice little concert.
Many songs were played alternately, slow and fast, until reaching the end before the party ended.
“Today's final performance went well thanks to everyone who helped organize the event. Thank you to the school for your support. Thank you to everyone who has supported us throughout the past period. Thank you to all my friends who have shared happiness and suffering all the time from now on.
union-six
It will become just a name to remember. Good luck to everyone.”
Jongdae's words just now were probably the longest sentence anyone had ever heard him say. And it's a sentence that brings many people to tears. Especially fellow classmates At this event it was like a final farewell party. An event that final year students helped organize.
“Well, for today's final song. I would like to perform live singing duties.” The lead singer suddenly changed to stand next to Kim Jongin.
“Today I and everyone here would like to sing a song for our guitarist. It's the last farewell. before he goes to study in America.”
At the end of Kim Jongdae's words, my knees collapsed. Not only me, but everyone else was also shocked. Just hearing it makes you feel as if the world stops spinning.
“Sehun, do you know about this?”
“I just found out this morning. Only people in the circle know.”
I didn't say anything further. My ears are ringing. Everyone around me was singing in one voice. But my ears were not aware of those surrounding sounds at all. I looked up on the stage. Jongdae stood and hugged Kim Jongin, Luhan, Park Chanyeol walked up to the front of the stage and sang along with everyone. I saw many seniors crying.
Some of the juniors couldn't hold back their tears. The sound of singing grew louder and louder along with the sobbing of the people around me. Luhan is currently wiping away tears on stage. Kim Jongin continued to smile at everyone present.
As for me
I don't know when my tears started flowing. I don't know what the feelings inside were. I still don't know. I just know that I'm devastated. It was like I was being electrocuted again, but it was the most severe and painful electric shock. My legs barely had any strength left to stand. The person in front of me is going to be far away from me. He will go.
Even though I haven't told him anything yet.
I want to speak out, even if the person listening Will you accept or not accept my words and feelings? I should have said it.
“Sehun, when are you leaving?” I asked Sehun, who was now standing with a sad expression on his face, probably also shocked to see tears on my face.
“Baekhyun, what is the matter?”
“When will Jongin be going?” I shook his arm even though tears were still streaming down my face.
"tomorrow"
I hugged him as soon as he finished speaking. Now I feel like I've become crazy. No matter what Sehun asks me I couldn't answer it. Because I don't know what to do, what to say, I don't know. that I am aware of now There's only one thing in my head.
Kim Jongin is going to leave me.
I told Sehun the whole story. After work is over The seniors in the group have a party to send off to Jongin. Sehun said he would follow later, but for now he still had to be my friend.
“That I should do. Should I tell him? I should let him know.”
“You can't ask me. Better ask yourself: If you keep it or tell it, which one will make you happier?”
“Thank you.”
What should you do most right now? Let him know How do I feel?
The clock now said 11:00 p.m. and I was still standing at the entrance to Kim Jongin's house. I've been standing here waiting for about 2 hours. The whole time I was standing here waiting, my mind was almost detached. I stood here for another half hour. The person I was waiting for got out of the taxi and walked towards me.
“Why haven't you gone home yet? What are you doing standing here?” Jongin now had a faint smell of alcohol coming out of his breath.
“I came to wait for you.”
“Why are you waiting? You can go home now.” Jongin chases me home and walks away from me.
“Kim Jongin, wait a minute.”
"What's up"
“I like you.”
I spoke quickly He just looked at my face and didn't say anything further.
“I like you. I don't know how long and every day I have to wait to get on the same bus as you. Get off one stop before reaching home every day. So that I can follow you home. I don't know why I did that. Even though you never saw me in my sight the whole time. You never paid any attention to me. It's no different from the element of air that you can't see.
Even though that's the case, I still look forward to coming home with you every day. Follow you every day I am happy every time I do that.”
“What I told you today Just wanted to let you know before you go. If what I said made you annoyed or uncomfortable, I'm sorry. Good luck.”
What I wanted to say has now been said. The person in front of me already knew my feelings.
“Thank you.”
Kim Jongin spoke his last words to me before walking away from me.
It's really the last sentence for me and him.
From the day I told Jongin I never saw his face again. There was no news that I could hear. The day Jongin got on the plane, I went to the airport but wasn't sent away. Just give the item to Sehun to give in return for that bracelet.
Now sleeping late and waking up late is my daily routine during the school break and today is another day where I sit and watch my laptop late at night. The clock in the room tells the time midnight forty-five minutes My cluttered drawer that hadn't been stored in a long time was opened. I'm searching for a small piece of paper where I wrote down the password for a website.
I remember throwing it in here but no matter how much I searched I couldn't find it.
I took out every sheet of paper that was in there and laid them on the bed. One of them had the email Sehun had signed up for me with. I looked and smiled at that friend's annoyance.
His eyes fell on a piece of paper that had previously belonged to someone. I picked up the crumpled piece of paper and looked at it and smiled at it. It immediately made me think of the owner of that piece of paper. I unfolded the piece of paper, scribbling and scrawling the numbers overlapping each other until I couldn't tell what they really were.
His eyes were struck by a trace of correction fluid that had now faded until the deleted text could be seen. I held the piece of paper up to the light to make it easier to read. The message that appeared
‘ Baekhyun Byun Baekhyun Byunbaek Baekhyun .. KimJongin’
All of them were written in Kim Jongin's letters. As soon as I saw this message A feeling like I was about to cry occurred to me. An indescribable feeling suddenly appeared. Right now I'm about to cry. That message, my name, was written in Kim Jongin's letters.
My name is written in Kim Jongin's letters..
I looked at the email Sehun had given me. I picked it up and looked again.
“..I intended to apply for you. In case I need to send work to your boss, you can use this email. Consider it a Valentine's Day gift from me. magic gift"
The password that Sehun gave me
‘ ByulBaek0506 ’
I logged into this email immediately. All names and information belong to Sehun. There are several unread messages in the message box. I looked at the subject of the email and it was all in my name.
I clicked and read the first letter at the bottom.
'I don't know when you'll read it. But when it will be, it doesn't matter, as long as you read it, that's enough. I don't remember when it was like that. That the same person follows you home every evening. At first, I just thought that our houses would be close to each other. But what's so coincidental about having to return to the same bus every day? So I had to try secretly investigating.
The house was some distance away. I suspect he is a health lover who likes to walk and exercise in the evening. I secretly wonder who he is or if he's just imagining it. But seeing this happen almost every day, so I stopped wondering. Sometimes I come home late and you still follow me. I really can't help but be worried. There were many times when I secretly followed you and walked you home quietly.
You yourself don't know anything. This person is strange. Sometimes we met at school and saw each other's faces but never once said hello. Whenever I meet you, I always avoid you. I don't know what it is. Even though I want to see you I want to talk with my whole heart..'
The first letter that I read I smiled at those messages. With tears flowing without stopping
'This letter is the second one, huh? Well, what can I say? The friends in the group seem very pleased with Baekhyun. Luhan said that Baekhyun is his favourite. Talking to you almost every day One day, Kim Jonghyun went and sat next to you. Luhan is even jealous. Will it ever know that it's not the only one who's jealous? Kim Jong In is jealous too.
Both jealous and possessive..'
'One day, your friend came up and went on a rampage against Chanyeol. Sehun's fierce face was terrifying. But it probably wouldn't compete with the other person who came after him. See that guy's face like that. He's even scarier than Sehun. A cute-looking person who every evening just follows me slowly into brutal mode. Makes me shocked as well. But looking at your problem solving, it works. I'm a reasonable person.
I feel more and more impressed with you..every time'
'Once we had cleared things up, we walked down to the bathroom on the second floor because the third floor had been closed for renovations for a long time, but I didn't see that it would be open for use yet. As I walked down I saw Sehun standing in front of the bathroom. If I had to guess, you'd definitely be in the bathroom. As soon as I stepped into the oil room, I saw exactly as I had guessed. Baekhyun stood and smiled at himself in the mirror.
Plus, he walked and crashed into the bathroom door. At that time I wanted to ask if it hurt. But I didn't dare to ask.. What kind of person stands and smiles at the mirror? It's strange, but it makes me walk into the room smiling. You're really cute, Byun Baekhyun.'
I read those messages with tears in my eyes. I never knew those feelings before.. If I could know, it would be better.
'I remember I didn't go home with you that day because I was at practice. Suddenly the rain came down like that. But I thought that Nanya must have returned home. It's raining like this. I don't want you to stay outside or you'll get sick. Walking to the bus stop in front of the school, I didn't see him anymore. I thought that I must really be home, but instead I was standing with vocational students at the bus stop.
I don't know if you were cold or afraid at that time. I saw it and wanted to walk closer. It took a long time to gather up courage before daring to walk and stand there. He was quiet and didn't say a word to me. Wait until the rain stops and you won't come home. It was getting late. So I chased him back home. But you still made me feel dizzy. I'll wear a shirt to cover up when I go home because it's still raining and I'll be sick.
Not stuffed into Mr. Byun Baekhyun's school bag.'
'Oh, but the two pieces of paper in the shirt pocket disappeared. I thought someone might have stolen it. That piece of math paper gave me a nearly perfect score on the math test. If you don't believe it, ask for the white correction fluid mark to see what it is. That math part It's not mine, it's Jongdae's. He stuffed it there. Don't misunderstand.'
'That day Baekhyun had a fight with someone, I don't know. Because I didn't dare ask at that time. I saw the condition and wanted to ask just for fun. 'Are you a gangster?' But I also wanted to ask, 'Are you a gangster?' 'Does it hurt?' He saw that he couldn't get up so he went to help. It took me a long time to dare to go in and help. And why is it that when I held your arm I felt you trembling?
That is, I don't know if I did something wrong or if I was holding on too hard. When I got out of the car, I secretly asked where your house was. You lied and came back with an honest face, but seeing the situation like that, I couldn't help but be worried again. I secretly followed along and sent him away quietly like I always did. I saw Baekhyun being a very friendly person today. Walking smiling all the way Looking at the electric pole, he smiled. Looking at the trash can, he smiled.
Why is this person so happy even though he just got hurt?'
Seeing you smile makes me smile too. Thank you for making me happy too.
'After the day you had a fight with Chanyeol's ex-girlfriend. Luhan kept urging me to go down and find Baekhyun as a friend. He invited me to go, but the whole group of friends went down. I saw you sitting in the room alone working. Luhan also wanted to invite him down to eat. But I saw you were hurt so I didn't do anything. Saw Luhan and wished him a speedy recovery.
I wanted to say that too, but all I could do was tell you in my heart, 'Get well soon' before walking down to eat with them.
I really want to speak out and be heard. But I still don't dare to look into his eyes...'
'On Valentine's Day, I've seen a lot of things on your table since morning. I secretly hope that there is someone's item waiting to be placed on my table, but no matter how much I search, I can't find it. Because I can only hope.. At noon I didn't go down to eat because I was secretly making bracelets in my room. I really wanted to make it but I don't know if the person who receives it will like it or not.
When I went down to the bathroom, I heard someone say I love you in front of the bathroom mirror. I saw him do it so I followed along. Say the same sentence as that person. He said
So I followed that person and said,
In the evening, I accidentally dropped the necklace, but the master ran and brought it back to me. I really wanted to give it to you, but I didn't know how to give it. It's like I didn't mean to do it, so I'm sorry. But that pick I use all the time when I write songs. I'll let you go and take good care of it. Even though I didn't get anything from you this year. But I'm glad I gave you something.'
'I forgot to tell you one thing. I told Sehun to make this email. Don't ever wonder why each letter is mine.'
'That day I went to take photos as a way to take a break after studying hard for exams for several days in a row. I found a little cat sleeping under a tree so I went to take some pictures of it. But then I met Baekhyun. It was a fluke at best. We talked a lot that day. You are a person who makes me happy when I'm around.
Anyway, thank you for helping me be a model that day. As for the picture, I recorded it but haven't given it to you yet. I'm sorry. I'll send it to you when I have a chance.'
'At that time I asked, If we're over You will still take the bus as usual. Will the original sign still be posted? Because I want to know if I wasn't there, would you still do the same thing? That's all. But what if I weren't there? Don't come home late. There's no one to secretly follow and take you home.'
'That day when you told me you liked me. At that time, I was really glad that I wasn't the only one who felt this way. You too think the same. If I dare to go talk to you Dare to go in and say hello from the beginning. The two of us would be more aware of each other's feelings. If I could go back in time, I wouldn't have to live in America. I may still be in Korea right now..
But it really couldn't change anything at that time. When everything is ready'
'Staying here is going to be lonely. There were no cute little people following along like before. If I go back, will you still follow me? Will it stay the same?'
'When going to America You came to send me away but you didn't show me your face. It's very disappointing. There was only a CD that Sehun had given me. Are you going to give it to me to look at? Byun Baekhyun? I want to see your face before going to America. But saw a CD instead. Therefore, the words of love that I wanted to say at that time before leaving still remain in my heart.
I still kept it and didn't tell you anyway.'
'During I am here, do not follow anyone home. You can follow only me. Wait until I go back. Will you wait for me, Baekhyun..?'
'Can we wait?
The last letter I read was closed. Every letter I read always brought a smile to my face. The tears that flowed still continued to flow without stopping. Every letter in each letter makes me miss that person even more. Pictures from the old days come back. Stories from the old days That made me smile through tears.
"I will wait"
Meanwhile, I put every piece of paper that was on the bed back in its original place. There was a warning sound that said A new letter has arrived. I clicked read immediately. I hope it's a letter from the person I'm waiting for.
'I really miss you. I want to go back to Korea, my heart is broken. I want to go back and tell that person I love you. I really want to tell you'
“Baekhyun, don't you think about asking Mom to buy you a car? I saw you riding the bus from high school until now in college and you will still ride the bus.”
“My boyfriend came to pick me up and quickly left. I am happy with the bus.”
"Well, I'll go first."
"um"
Now Sehun and I are still studying at the same university. Plus, he's in the same group as him. It's still the same. It's still with Chanyeol as usual. As for me, I still take the bus home as usual.
Stepping off the bus and standing at the same bus stop, the same place I come every day. I walked over and sat on a long bench. Look at the traffic moving back and forth on the road. Let your brain think about things.
The original bus line came to stop at the pier. I looked at the people who were slowly walking out of the car. I saw a high school student in the gray uniform that I wore two years ago. Walked down from that bus. That brings back the stories of the old days. It's like a movie being shown again and again.
“Excuse me,” someone's voice stopped my thoughts.
"yes?"
“I see the necklace on your wrist is strange. Did you do it yourself?”
"No, someone made it for me." I looked down at that necklace that I always wore with me.
“You come here every day? Is your house around here?” The man started to talk to me.
“I come here every day. But my house isn't in this area.”
“So it shows that you come here every day to do business.”
“I come here every day. Because I came to wait for one person.”
“Is that so? I'm sorry I asked you something like that. I have to go. But I really like your bracelet.” The man smiled at me and got up and walked away from me.
I looked at the bracelet one more time before getting up and walking home like usual.
“Excuse me, sir,” a voice said as I walked behind the stranger in the same direction.
“I told you not to follow anyone but me.”
A familiar voice sounded near me. That sound that instantly made my heart beat faster. The same feeling happened again.
..I'm getting electrocuted.
Right now my body can't control itself. My electric shock was the worst it had ever been. Someone's warm arms embraced me from behind. The warmth I felt was supporting me to stand. His limbs were now weak. I was able to stand because of that person. It was like everything around me had stopped.
What is still moving now is my heart.
“Are you still waiting for me?”
The warm embrace became tighter, which made me the happiest. That person I was waiting for came back to stand here again, in the same place, he came back to me.
“Why didn't you come back and tell me?”
“If I tell you, I won't see that you're following other people.”
“Didn't follow Just going home.”
“From now on, you don't have to follow me.”
“Walk side by side. From today on.”
...Welcome back to my electrocution disease..
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Hello, I'm back again and ready.
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I'm posting this for everyone to read first because I have an exam.
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Not in time, this is an old fic that was written a very long time ago and then transformed into Kaibaek. secretly secretly chanhun
Some parts of the story may be abbreviated and cut out some parts, I apologize.
I'd like to rewrite it to make it better, but time is really limited. Kikiki, electric shock fic.
May the electric current be with you.
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Anyone who hasn't read it yet, please give it a go.
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