The following story It is a true story from my own life...this publication does not intend to claim anything. I just want to keep and share the good angles of male-male love, even though today we're not together. But good memories will never be forgotten...

My name is Kan....once. I was once put on by horns and I felt scared. I thought, “In a gay society, there can be no true love…”

...Until one day I met a person who changed my mind. "Golf" was a man not very tall (as tall as Kan), good looking, good-natured, and most importantly, he also studied nursing like me. Once we started getting to know each other We talked more. It made me start to feel that there were many similar parts within him, such as lifestyle, thinking, and speaking. Until one day

which is a nursing institute sports event I met him again. But this meeting It has changed my life.... Golf would like to walk hand in hand with us. At first I felt embarrassed. Both embarrassed by many people How will he look at us? But there was one word that Golf said that made us feel even better about this man. Golf said, “Why be ashamed of others?

It's great to hold Karn's hand.” We dated for a while and finally Golf asked me to be his girlfriend. We decided to date him. Because of our cuteness, good nature, good technical care, and most importantly, the courage to admit to society that we are lovers. The first month we went to camp in Samet together. At dusk we went to sit and watch the stars on the bridge that juts into the water.

That night, the stars twinkled brightly and were very beautiful. As if to witness this love We sat and lit fireworks for a while. I asked Golf where he loves me. The answer that delighted me the most was I love that I am myself and don't pretend. During this time I am the happiest in my life. Once, this person sitting next to me made me believe in true love again.

A month later we had the opportunity to meet again. (Because Kan is studying in another province) This time made me very impressed with him. We went for a walk along the Buddhist bridge at night. There are a lot of people and it's very crowded. Golf will walk holding my hand and never let go. Until the watch sellers who looked like teenagers teased them a lot. We held hands and walked along the bridge. The atmosphere is very beautiful. It made me remember and never forget. We made a promise to each other No matter what happens We will love each other forever.

We will help each other make this love the best we can and overcome problems and obstacles together. We plan in the future to go together in another province. work at the same place and moved the family to live with him (We have all consulted with our families).

.....Kan and Golf's love story has traveled well. But the path of love is not always strewn with rose petals. When Golf graduated, we promised to go to the graduation ceremony. When the actual day arrived, we were due to study and couldn't go, but could only send gifts instead. We also know that Golf will be sad that we won't be able to attend.

But we promised that we would go look for him during the semester break. When the school break arrived, Kan was still overdue for work. The professors worked day and night. Couldn't go to Bangkok as promised and forgot to call him. Golf went on duty to sit and wait for Kan for many hours. and worried whether we would be in any danger or not Once again, Kan broke his promise to extend Golf.

The more the days pass, the more stories that come through Makes us more distant from each other, talk less, everyone is busy. There were frequent conflicts and problems until in the end The love that I had started to fade. The last straw has broken. We stopped communicating with each other. A month later I mustered up the courage. Call him again

I got clarity from the answer I didn't want to hear the most. The love that we have always believed in There is no more left.... It was like I was lost in the middle of the sea on a leaky ship that was about to sink. I was shocked by the situation and finally I gathered myself and spoke my last words before we would never see each other again. “Kan loves golf very much. I think about golf every day. Thank you for loving me.

I'm sorry that I ever made you sad. Good luck.” As the voice said goodbye, the tears I had been holding back suddenly flowed out without being ashamed of anyone. Even though today I am not fulfilled in love. But he taught me to know the word "love" as...true love. It's more than a story.

...........Today, even though it hurts But I choose not to forget. and will ask to remember the good things we once shared with each other At least once I got to know the word.... "True love"....even for a short period of time.............

………………GK Lover………….