Title :: [ONE SHOT]   

What do you want?

Author ::  Gileum

Parings ,Characters ::  Bang Yonggok x  Jung Daehyun Ft. B.A.P

Rating ::  PG20

I hate your questions. When we meet

That I'm okay today, right?

Withdraw words as if hoping for good That you just said

I just don't know what to say.

“Are you okay, Daehyun? Are you okay?”

“D.. please stop.. P...Enough, I ..I can't take it anymore.” His small body released and soiled the sheets at the same time. with the high body released into the body of the person beneath the body

“Heh heh.. Remember this and don't get close to my friend again.” Yongguk withdraws from the person in front of him. Get up and put on some clothes. Looking at another body that was still lying face down Without the strength to move, Jung Daehyun was the devil in the heart of his half-brother, Yoo Youngjae.

“I'm fine..I'm sorry.” Daehyun answered Himchan. before asking to walk away Because of Yongguk's eyes Himchan's close friend

“Do you think he's weird?” Himchan looked at him with concern.

“Did you forget? That kid kept asking for your love, so when you got Youngjae, he was sad. Don't think too much. Go get Yongjae.” Yongguk looked at the other person. Heh heh. I told you to stay away. You've never been accused, Daehyun. How many times must I tell you? To stop messing with Himchan Quit letting your friends see your face.

“Jung Daehyun?” Still remembers well the day we first met. His younger brother came to consult many times. that there are second year students who often come to see Himchan At first I didn't think anything of it. But he couldn't bear to see his own younger sibling crying. So I thought we had to talk somewhere, but Jung Dae Hyun was more stubborn than he thought. The child refused. And will be persistent to the utmost, 'slut'

The last words that came out of my mouth Before we end up in bed Yes, I raped him. From just thinking that it was threatening But Daehyun's body is too sweet. Finally it was morning. It must have been an unforgettable first time for that child. That wide gash of blood told me so much about his painful first time.

A person who was abandoned would live happily

What kind of passing words are you asking for?

“Jung Daehyun, last night probably didn't frighten you. How many times have I told you to stop giving it to me so I can see your face? Or do you have to tie me to the bed?” As soon as the little person opened the door, Yongguk pushed the thin person inside before going on a rage at the person. The little one kept his head down and didn't speak. In the end, we ended up in the same bed as before.

It's late. Yongguk hyung is already asleep. Daehyun slowly guides Ahn's bruised body. Difficulty getting out of bed Stepping steadily onto the balcony, some hands tremblingly gripped the balcony railing. Many times standing at this point And I want to jump in. I only hope that death will take him away from this hell.

Brother Yongguk doesn't know anything at all. He never knows the truth about everything. Keep labeling him as a slut. I want Himchan until I tremble. Thinking about it, I feel sorry for myself. Because I love you and don't want Himchan to look bad. So I didn't tell the truth. I can only hope that one day Yongguk hyung will get bored. and let him go

Hug from behind It made Daehyun happy.

“Why don't you lie down and rest?” Tum's voice cursing him was gentle. What did Yongguk hyung want? I lowered my head, not wanting to answer him, so I gently pushed him away before walking to the bed.

Yongguk looked at him tiredly, not knowing since when. He began to feel I want the person in front of me to stop loving Himchan. Not because of Youngjae But because of himself Falling in love with the person in front of me But love begins with sex. Plus it's sex from rape. There's no hope, but he still hopes.

“Daehyun, can't you stop loving Himchan? I'm begging you.”

The day you had each other My side is empty

It's heartbreakingly lonely.

Each night is long and hard.

I don't know what to do. Let's go through another cruel night.

Brother Yongguk has returned. There was only him left in the room. In a few hours it will be morning. He has a class at ten o'clock. There's still time for a little nap. But lay down and slept for almost an hour. Daehyun won't go back to sleep. Yongguk's final words I want him to stop loving Himchan.

“Daehyun, can't you stop loving Himchan? I'm begging you..Hi, Himchan already has Youngjae. He will never love you. He never loved you again. You come in the back. You should accept the truth now. That you have no way of interfering.”

Yongguk hyung really didn't know anything. Daehyun laughed deep in his throat, his hand reaching out to pick up a small box. on the back of the cabinet and placed on the bed A slender hand picked up a picture of memories to look at. Daehyun smiled through tears. At least there was one thing Yongguk was right: Kim Himchan never loved Jung Daehyun.

If you have to hold back Ask to say hello

Please ask for some better words.

Don't act like you're sympathetic. Don't act like you're so nice.

When you are the cause of everything

“Daehyun, you're avoiding me. What's wrong with you?” Today, Yongguk and Youngjae had to go on a business trip with their families, so Himchan took the opportunity to come and wait for Daehyun. A rough hand gripped the other's wrist tightly. The other person will avoid and run away like every time in the past.

"P.. Himchan" look left, look right. Try to pull your hand away from Himchan's wrist.

“What's the matter, Daehyun, why are you avoiding me? We have things to talk about.” Himchan drags Daehyun. Go to the back of the school, hidden from view.

“Let go... hyung, let me... let me go.” Daehyun tried to shake himself off Himchan. If Yongguk comes to see He must be punished again.

“I won't let you go, we need to talk. What is wrong with you, Daehyun? You've been avoiding me lately. Have you forgotten about us?” Himchan pulled the other person into a longing hug.

“P..Let me go, Himchan. It's over. You said it yourself. You fired me. You chose Youngjae. You don't choose me. You never loved me,” Daehyun shouted into another person's face with tears in his eyes. He collapsed and let out a loud yelp. He couldn't stand it anymore. Why did he have to go through this crazy thing? He grabbed his strength when the other person relaxed his grip on his arm. push another person until they fall

before running out of there But Daehyun had to stop. His eyes widened, Bang Yongguk and Youngjae stood in front of him.

“Himchan. What are you guys doing?” Youngjae walked towards Himchan who was still standing in the same place. Lang looked at Dae-hyun with disdain. That's right, Jung Dae-hyun, the enemy of Youngjae's heart. The person who tried to intervene between Youngjae and Himchan.

Yongguk looked at Daehyun in disappointment. A rough hand grabbed Daehyun's wrist and dragged him away around the corner of the building.

“Slut, you're my wife. Have you forgotten about Daehyun? When I wasn't here, I went and offered myself to Himchan. How much do I have to tell you to remember Himchan doesn't love you? He never did. He loves Youngjae." For hours. that Yongguk cursed him while driving Where will you take him? The insults that I've heard until I'm used to them Where will you take him? That's what he's afraid of.

Two-story wooden house, quite far from the city. But it's not too lonely. Yongguk dragged Daehyun out of the car. No, Daehyun didn't struggle, even using the word "drag". Daehyun, who had been sitting quietly the entire walkway, followed his leash, into the house. He admits that he was angry at first, but drove. Have calmed down a bit. And there are still tear stains from the person in front of him who is angry.

It's not because Daehyun is still bothering Hi-man, but he's angry because why doesn't Daehyun give up? When you know that Himchan could never leave Youngjae to love Daehyun. Why must you hurt yourself? It hurts that the person Daehyun loves isn't him.

“Hyung..” A quiet voice all along the way called out to Yongguk, his eyes sharp, looking at the other person to see what he would say.

“Am I worthless, to the point where I'm not worthy of Himchan's love?” Daehyun looked at the other's face with tears in his eyes. He just loves one person very much. Is that wrong? And people who date many people, aren't they worse? The fact that we firmly love just one person is very wrong, isn't it? I love a lot, so it's hard to forget. If you love and you forget easily, is it love?

“Jung Daehyun, you are worthless if you don't pursue those who own you. Therefore, you are worthless. Remember that, you are worthless.”

The one person you left behind It probably won't hurt that much.

It probably won't hurt. What do you want from the past?

It's been three days since he was locked up here. Yongguk chained his ankles to keep him from escaping. Yongguk went to study as usual. In the evening he returned and harassed him until the next morning. It's been like this repeatedly since I came here. Yongguk who he thought was softer Back to being as wild as the first time we met. Soon his body would not be able to endure it.

Starting to feel a bit better, but Brother Yongguk keeps pushing that feeling into the ground. I don't know since when. The first person to look That is, Yongguk hyung is not Himchan hyung. I don't know since when. The reason why Himchan hyung deleted his face was for other reasons was not because he was afraid that Yongguk hyung would be punished. He just doesn't want Yongguk hyung. I'm not happy anymore. Brother Yongguk, when you're gentle, makes his heart beat faster. It's not that he's a sadist, it's just that after a while

Yongguk hyung has been gentle with him. No insulting words, he embraced him gently.

“Daehyun, please eat something. You haven't eaten anything for two days.” Jongup, the boy next door. Yongguk hyung wanted to watch him try to feed him fried rice that looked delicious. But he didn't feel like eating at all. I shook my head, not wanting to eat. Before falling down and covering his stomach, avoiding the person in front of him.

“Daehyun, I put the rice plate here. If you're hungry, please eat some. Or you'll get sick,” Jongup said before retreating. I sighed and looked at the ceiling. Do I have to stay here forever? I want to die so I can end this madness somewhere. I slowly stood up and walked to the bathroom. At least Yongguk hyung was kind enough to lengthen the tether so he could go to the bathroom.

I stood in front of the sink and the person in the mirror was unable to see, my eyes swollen and bruised, rose-colored marks all over my chest and neck. I turned my head away from my pitiful appearance, my right hand clenched tightly before punching with all my might, the mirror shattered and fell to the ground. small and large fragments

“..Heh heh.” I looked at my hand that was covered in blood. There were shards of glass in three different colors. Slowly, he crouched down and picked up a shard of glass that fit in his hand. ..Goodbye, Brother Yongguk.

“Jongup, Daehyun, have you had anything to eat?” said Yongguk who had just returned. asked Jongup who was making dinner for Daehyun.

“I don't know, hyung. During the day, I went to feed him and he wouldn't let me sleep. He just slept. ..Hyung ..Yongguk hyung, you can't lock Daehyun like this. Which school will it be? Where else will it be at his house? He can report it. And study, Daehyun hyung's future will be ruined because of him. Missed a couple of days, not that much, but if you miss a lot you'll get a tire. Whatever you do, hurry up and do it. Be careful, it might be too late, and the one who will regret it is you."

Jongup tries to convince Yongguk to let Daehyun go.

“I know, I need two more days. I'll take you home.” Yongguk has thought about it carefully. In two days, they'll take Daehyun back. and will do good to pay off another person Daehyun lives alone in a condo, he knows. Daehyun's family lives in Busan, he knows. The only one living in Seoul is his older brother, Choi Junhong, but he isn't that close to Daehyun.

So I can relieve some worries about family. As for studying He gave it to Daehyun's roommate until Daehyun's note was torn and asked for cheese.

“I'm going home. You can just call me if you have anything. Let's talk slowly. Let's go." Jongup left. Yongguk manages to lock the door of the house. He handed the bowl of rice that Jongup made quickly to Daehyun.

Phlaeng!

The sound of the plate falling and breaking made Yongguk almost fall to his feet. Another person's face fell limp from the bathroom floor. Some wrists were cut repeatedly. Blood flows all over the floor. Daehyun cuts his wrist Trying to escape him, Yongguk manages to spread the shield across another's leg. before being rushed to the hospital

“The patient is safe now, but it will take a long time to recover. He is malnourished. And also lost a fair amount of blood. I want my relatives to take care of me closely. He will not think twice again.”

“I'm Choi Junhong, Daehyun's older brother. I'm here to take my little brother home.” That was the last time he saw Daehyun. Since his recovery, Little Body has never spoken again. Daehyun shakes his head. Nodding instead of speaking After leaving Daehyun for less than an hour, Choi Junhong's older brother came to take him home. I don't know how he knew. that Daehyun is here

It's been two months since he hasn't seen Daehyun again. He found out from Daehyun's friend. He made a case for dropping out of school. Lately Himchai and Youngjae often quarrel. Himchan often disappears and cannot be contacted. Sometimes he misses class and sleeps with bruises on his face.

“Yongguk hyung, I can't contact Himchan hyung anymore. It's been three days already.” Youngjae cried into my chest in front of the group. I rubbed my back to comfort him. What was the owner thinking?

Today is a holiday. Youngjae goes to make a report at a friend's house. Yongguk took a walk in the department store to relieve his boredom. It's already the third month. that he hasn't met Daehyun What will that child be like? Suddenly my eyes glanced over and saw Himchan sitting at a coffee shop. I hope to go in and say hello. and curse the world who dared to disappear for several days, but had to stop, Choi Junhong, Daehyun's older brother

Walked in and sat at a table alone with Himchan. These two people know each other. But I kept my doubts. Keep it in mind if you find it. You must ask for details.

Today I went to see Daehyun at the condo. It's like every time I have free time, I come to see you. Because Daehyun moved to live with Junhong. Didn't come back here He didn't find it.

“Nong Daehyun, room 207, returned to the room this afternoon. But I saw that I forgot something. Anyway, I'll give it back to him." The businessman disappeared into the storage room next to the counter. before handing the small camera to Yongguk The young man returned home with a faint heart. He'll probably never see Daehyun again. No, Himchan.

Himchan knows Daehyun's older brother. Must know where Daehyun is.

A little box, like Pandora being opened. Yongguk just had the opportunity to open the box. It had already been a couple of days, and there were photos all over the place. of Himchan and Daehyun Photos that make me smarter Do you know when Daehyun and Himchai were lovers? I know it's been long enough. So much so that before Youngjae and I entered this university

Because the photo shows Daehyun wearing a high school uniform. Is it true? In one year, Himan had come to brag about him. That he has a cute girlfriend in a famous high school. That's two blocks away. Himchan will let him meet his girlfriend many times. But he himself had to go and wait to pick up Youngjae at the reception, so we always missed each other.

Jung Dae-hyun didn't try to steal Kim Himchan from Yoo Young-jae, but instead took it back. It was Youngjae who argued. Himchan is from Daehyun. Or are you going to tell the truth? This is Himchan's fault. No, it's true. Daehyun and Himchanah will break up. before coming to meet Youngjae I remember there was another time like this. that Himchan complained about that he had a fight with his girlfriend Because my brother is very jealous.

But why are the two of them together? Those two probably don't get along.

“Hello Youngjae, are you home? I'm going to go look for you at your house. Anyway, tell Yongguk that you have something to tell him.” Youngjae followed me home. Because Himchan called to tell me that. It made him rush home almost in time.

Soon Himchan arrived. along with Junhong Both eyes were red and clenched, as if someone had cried a lot. It made Youngjae and I not dare to ask much. And I swallowed all the insults.

“I'm sorry, Youngjae. You may hate me. But I think I'll have to tell you somewhere. The truth of the whole matter of Jung Dae Hyun.”

The day you had each other's side My side is empty

It's heartbreakingly lonely.

Spend time crying until you're exhausted.

Let him sleep, let him go through another cruel night.

Kim Himchan is a friend of Choi Junhong. The two are best friends who many refer to as Patongko partners. But they separated during university, but they still met often. And during that time, Jung Daehyun, Junhong's younger brother, moved to study in Seoul. At first, Junhong had to take care of his younger sibling. So I took Himchan to pick up my younger sibling as well. Until he became suspicious of his brother and friend's relationship. too intimate

Until they found out that the two were secretly dating each other. He began to have doubts about this friend. We know that he has never been honest with anyone. And how much do you care about your younger sibling? Your crazy friend only makes him angrier. He himself had already warned Daehyun. that Himchan can't be trusted

In the end, tears wiped his head. Himchan and Youngjae, fresh-faced freshies. Meanwhile, Daehyun doesn't have much time for Himchan because he has to study for entrance exams. To enter university alone with Himchan But it turned out to be too late. Himchan leaves Daehyun for someone else. No, I must say that the relationship is more complex. Until Daehyun found out So the doctor broke up. That bastard friend It hurts my younger sister's feelings.

Plus I was able to pass the short-term exchange test in Germany. So I was forced to leave my younger brother alone until he came back. Daehyun disappeared from the condo. The administrator said Daehyun hasn't come in for three days. All friends' houses He searched everywhere. In the end, I had to go back and ask Himchan. Until Himchan said that the last thing he saw was Bang Yongguk.

My brother's new girlfriend took him away. So I asked him to ask Youngjae. Where did Yongguk go? Until I got the answer, an answer that nearly broke my heart. Daehyun cuts his own wrist. In that hospital, that bastard, Himchan didn't just hurt my younger sibling, he also caused his friend to burn, he did it again and again. I took the younger sibling back home for treatment.

“The matter is like this. I'm sorry, Youngjae. But now I really love you and only you.” Himchan knelt and bowed his head in apology to Youngjae. Which is not really Junhong's business. He just asked Himchan to confess the truth to his girlfriend and his older brother. Junhong looked at Yongguk who knew the truth. To the point of being silent

“L..What about Daehyun? How are you now?” Yongguk's question ended. Junhong's sterility suddenly floated across his face.

“I will take you to meet Daehyun.” Junhong stood up to his full height. Let Himchan settle things with Youngjae. Then he brought Yongguk to the car.

Busan took a long time to arrive. Junhong parked the car at a small house. Looks strangely warm and lonely. Busan, Daehyun's hometown This must be Daehyun's house.

“Daehyun is here. I will stay forever,” Junhong said and led him into the house. Passing through to the back, there is a garden with a small hill that looks cute. Then Yongguk's eyes have to fall on a stone sign. Jung Dae-hyun's slender legs are collapsed. Dae-hyun is dead. It's too late. He can't speak. Why didn't you wait for Dae-oppa? Hyun

“After I welcomed my younger sibling back to Yongguk, he was heartbroken. Daehyun was not a person who wanted to continue living. He shrunk his ears, became disoriented, and lost consciousness. My younger sister had been gone for over a month. That day, the sky was clear. I went in to wake up my younger sister. Nong Non smiled like a little child dreaming sweet dreams. But no matter how much I shook him, he wouldn't wake up. She's not breathing anymore. My younger sister died because of Mr. Yongguk.

You took Daehyun away from all of us. You don't deserve to live.” Junhong raised his hand to hold a pickaxe, a pickaxe used to scoop up the dirt that covered Daehyun's body. Meaning to hit Yongguk's head Die after Daehyun. But it was as if a hand had grabbed my arm and a warm breeze was blowing around me, cracking and forbidding.

Daehyun, I don't want him to hurt Yongguk. I don't want my brother to be a murderer. I don't want Yongguk to die. Junhong released the betel leaf in his hand. Before letting the tears flow, he turned and walked into the house. Leave it to Yongguk. Sit and feel until you live with that mistake..

It ends like this if a plot comes into your head. Ah, there will be more par.

*each sheet*

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