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Today at "Ikebukuro" seems unusually quiet. Maybe because today "Heiwajima Shizuo" isn't playing chase with "Orihara Izaya" because every day There will be impressive images of electric poles, water dispensers, and countless other things floating around. Making people shocked for fun But if you are taking a leisurely walk with your friend and suddenly a water dispenser or something falls in front of you with a loud bang!!!!!!!!!...

You would probably be shocked……..but for the people of this city, “No” because the chance of something huge falling in front of them is very high……. 90% of the people in this city have experienced this situation themselves and are able to adapt to the situation. Simply put, this event is a "normal" event that happens "every day."

“Whoa!!!! Where has he gone, that idiot?” Heiwajima Shizuo was annoyed. And from now on, you may become more and more irritated. The young man who was said to be the strongest in Ikebukuro was walking around the house. This kind of behavior was a surprise to Heiwajima Kasuga.

The currently famous rising star singer shook his head lightly. Because he's normally a good older brother? (Only in front of the younger sibling) He won't be home and will go to work. And if you stay, will you sit and drink milk? Or watch television, but in the past 3 days, during the time that Izaya hasn't come out to cause Ikebukuro chaos, causing his older brother to not go out

Instead, he just stayed at home and said, Over and over, 'Where did that bastard go? If I meet you again, I'll kill you.' And today it's the same as before.... Kasuga who is He glanced at his older brother who was now sitting with his hair rubbing his head until his golden hair was messy and unruly... Seeing this made him feel that he couldn't help but feel worried about his older brother.

So I opened my mouth and asked.....

"What's wrong? Is anyone missing?"

"That idiot, Izaya, has been missing for days and still hasn't shown his head." A blond-haired young man in a bartender's uniform said angrily. And those words made Kasuka secretly laugh inside because he didn't think that just one person could make his own brother's head spin this much......

“Do you miss him? He's only been gone for 3 days? I've seen you like this for three days now...if you miss me, go find him."

“I will never go looking for it!!!!!I hate it. I hate it. I hate it the most!!!!!!!One day I will kill him!!”

“Are you afraid of wasting the cost of the car? Or are you so embarrassed that you don't dare meet him???!!!!!”

“If you want to meet him, go find him. What are you so afraid of? You're acting like a child." Kasuka replied in a very displeased tone. Even though he is a person who doesn't show much emotion on his face, Still have to frown And blood vessels began to bulge in the forehead. And that is what expresses Kasuka's mood at this moment very well....

“Well, I......” The low voice was quiet because his feelings at this moment, no matter what, couldn't be described in words. The feelings were confused and distracted, unable to find the cause. and many other reasons combined This makes a young man who is not good at thinking but is good at using strength like Heiwajima Shizuo.

You have to search his little brain out to find the answer for yourself...what is wrong with him and what makes him like this.....

Kasuka sat and watched his older brother's behavior in amazement.....Since he was born, this was the first time he had been like this....but having said that, it wasn't as strange. How much? Well, he's never had a girlfriend. Even a good-looking young man? Like himself, he doesn't even think about falling in love with anyone. What language do you count with me.....huh...

Said he doesn't like violence but gets a little angry when he does. The city he lived in was nearly destroyed. Because it's like this, will anyone dare to flirt? I will definitely meet my ancestors in heaven, and because of this, I have always been alone....but when 'Orihara Izaya'

A news vendor with the nickname Troll Map and is known as the most dangerous person in this area comes to cause chaos in his life... I don't know when he has changed.....

"You've changed a lot.....do you know that???" Kasuka said softly to his older brother sitting next to him....After a while, a voice replied,

"I've changed?.....and if I change, where have I changed?"

“Um....first point, you get angry or get angry more easily....second point, more violent and barbaric....and third point. The first two things will only happen if Orihara Izaya's name is involved....As for the last one..."

“What is the last point....???”

“....I lied to my heart to hide my feelings....I lied to my heart. What kind of feelings are you feeling, with whom?....Keep pretending that you really hate it. I want to kill you. I don't want to meet you...even though in reality, deep in my heart....everything is the opposite....I say I hate it very much. But the truth is that he loves you so much that he wants to kill you.

But the truth is, I want to take care of you so that you don't go away. Said I didn't want to see you. But the truth is, I want to meet you, my heart will break..."

“Kasuka...it's you....!!!!” Before the tall, blond-haired figure could say anything more....it was immediately countered by saying...

“Or as I said.....it's not true.”

“Do you have evidence?” His low voice began to tremble slightly. Like a little child who was caught by his father. He's lying.

“I don't have any evidence....but if you want an answer....try going back and looking in your heart to see what you feel, how you feel, and with whom. That should be enough for you... .”Kasuka spoke with calmness and a calm voice that was neither high nor low, unlike another person who was sitting and sweating because his simple words pierced the hearts of those listening deeply. Very well....

“Okay, I give up!! Should I go find that bastard!!!?? I don't know its location. And how can I go find him!!!??? You know I've never paid any attention to that bastard." Shizuo's suspicion was evident. Symptoms like this can even be seen by elementary school children. that he is lying Kasuka looked at his older brother intensely.

By giving him a cold look and saying....

"Huh???....never paid attention.....so what is this?" Kasuka walked over and picked up a medium sized notebook from his own drawer and opened the first page for Shizuo to see... .

“Ugh...When did you take it out!!!!!-////-“

“No matter what time....pretending to say that I'm never interested...I've written down details about Izaya for almost the entire book....Izaya's address is written here. That... walked out in front of the house. Walk straight until you reach the main road, then turn left. Walk a bit and you'll find Simon's Russian Sushi Restaurant.

When we got there we walked towards the park. Then you will see a 2-way intersection. Turn to the right. And keep going straight and you'll come to a 2-way intersection...Ikebukuro's shopping center is on the left and Izaya's condo is on the right. Walk towards that condo and turn a bit to the right....and then you'll be in front of Izaya's condo.....

Do you have anything else to ask???”

“....">>>>There was no response from the number you called.

“Okay.....If there's nothing else, I'll go first. There is a movie shooting schedule in the afternoon. I won't make it in time,” Kasuka said as she looked down at her watch and prepared to leave the house to go to work....but as soon as she was about to step out of the door, There was a voice from someone in the house asking him....

“What time do you want me to go?.....And if I go and I don't see you? What should I do???” Hearing this, Kasuka replied,

 “Think of your own.....” (

Think for yourself....)

“I will go now see you later.” (

I'm about to leave.....see you soon)

Bang!!

When the sound of the door closing fell silent The house fell silent...only the soft cursing that came out of the mouth of the golden-haired owner could be heard saying....

“Shit!!! Then you will have to pay the price. Izaya.....you will have to pay for making me like this!!!” Even though you said it out loud, was that in your heart? Huh!!!(Let's see for yourself...right)

Is something wrong with you?....sick....or injured.....want to see...want to see your face....want to say a word...but....

Afraid....afraid of losing you.....

“Oh my gosh!!! How are you? You can go find it....." When resisting the feeling called I can't handle my own "concerns". The tall figure then grabbed his favorite pair of sunglasses and immediately led himself to his destination.......

If this is a "test" of life....he will pass it...

If this was a “game”….he had only just passed the first level.

And no matter what it is......he will definitely not "back down".

Because he already knows How does he really feel....and what does his heart want....

Cut to Izaya......

“Hee hee hee hee,” gasps sounded from the mouth of the owner of the body lying on the bed inside his house from time to time. He was sick....yes. He was sick...and very sick....The air conditioning on didn't make things any better. ....The black hair was soaked with sweat...the face was red from the fever…..

Ruby-colored eyes that radiate cunning. Naughty there Now he was clearly showing signs of exhaustion.....

'I don't like it when I'm sick....if it doesn't get better. I guess I need to see a doctor...but who will take me? I still don't have the courage to get up and walk anywhere. Hehe, I feel so sorry for myself.... If I had someone to take care of me, my condition would probably be better than it is now.... Maybe...'

Have you ever felt....why? I myself am so "weak".....

Have you ever felt that....you need someone to "take care of you"....

Have you ever had time to be alone? We will always have a friend named "Loneliness" by our side....

And have you ever....ever missed someone to the point where we had to..."shed tears"......

"Ugh.....hug....huh....I want to have friends....want to have someone to take care of me....I miss..." Some of them were silent for a moment.. ..various memories popped up in the brain In those pictures He found someone who always took care of him. (Even if you take care of it harshly) Whether he feels happy, unhappy, sad, stressed, bored.

This person will show up and create a brutal color for him every time.....making him happy.

"Ugh...hug...I...I miss you....Shizu-chan...huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu" Some people's patience had come to an end. Tears that had been kept for a long time were now flowing uninterruptedly from those beautiful eyes....and then everything fell silent....only a small sob could be heard in the vast room. ....

"Saya!!!...Izaya!!!! Wow.....Izaya-kun!!!!!" Bang! Haha.

“Ummm...Who is this shouting in front of my room???” The slender body turned around. Bury your face into a soft pillow. His brows pressed together in annoyance.

“If you don't open it, I'm going to break down your door, Izaya!!!!!” This time, a pair of beautiful red eyes widened to search for the source of the sound that was disturbing his sleep. Slender hands hurriedly Carefully wipe away your tears. and tried to suppress it

/Eh...this voice is similar to Shizu-chan's voice.

Or is it Shizu-chan? He won't come. ....He never even cared about me/ Some thought before walking to open the door with the little strength he had.....

“Here it is. Then you will come and shout. What's going on in front of my room?..." The news vendor's eyes widened. The drowsy feeling instantly disappeared because the person in front of him right now was someone who was unlikely to come to him.

“Shizu-chan!!!! How did you come!!!!” Someone asked in shock because he couldn't believe that this person would come.

"Walk over, what's wrong with you? You've disappeared from sight...." The tall figure's words all stopped. Because the person in front of him was now crying.

"Hey...Izaya...what's wrong with you...hey!!"

"I'm happy...huh...I'm happy...huh...so much....huh...that you came....huh." The tears that I had been forced to hold back were now flowing. Tears pour out again That no one had ever seen.....now someone had seen it....

“Let's go inside before we go....” The tall figure said softly and put his hand on his shoulder, causing the person standing in front of him to keep his head down. Just seeing this, he already knew. You....are "embarrassed"

“Hmm,” but when the owner of the black hair He turned around and prepared to walk into that room suddenly. An illness which had not yet been cured had worsened. Some bodies collapsed to the ground. Sweat beaded all over his face. When the tall figure saw this, he was equally shocked. So he rushed in to see the condition of some of the bodies. The back of his thick hand touched his forehead lightly.

But then he immediately pulled his hand back and said....

"Why didn't you tell me if you were sick?!"

"I don't want you to worry...I'll be fine like this..." Someone replied in a hoarse voice. Shizuo looked at the man in front of him tremblingly. His face turned red because of a fever. Eyes that clearly showed exhaustion If it's this serious, there will still be a face telling me that it's okay...

“Do you want me to help you?” said a tall figure in a bartender's uniform when he saw someone pretending to stand up.

"It's okay, I'm standing...!!!!!!!!!" Before he finished speaking, he lost consciousness just like that.....

"Hey!!!!!!!! Izaya!"

“Hmmmm.” Some people turned around to relieve the pain in various parts of their bodies. His eyes suddenly caught sight of something golden lying next to the bed. and with his clever brain Izaya was able to immediately process that.

It was the head of “Shizu-chan.”

"Are you awake? You've been asleep for so long, I thought you were going to die."

“How long have I been asleep?” someone asked.

“If you have eyes, just look at the clock yourself.”

"Don't bother Shizu-chan, I have a headache." Izaya's expression clearly showed exhaustion. Maybe it was because I got up and sat down too quickly. So it makes me dizzy. Thin eyebrows pressed together Showing the tall figure that The person in front of him couldn't help but laugh. When he saw this, the tall figure replied,

“Sleep for 3 hours.”

“3 hours???!!!!!”

"Oh!!!....it makes me worry to death, you know?" Shizuo's last sentence was deliberately spoken as quietly as possible so that the smaller person wouldn't hear it. No matter how softly the tall figure speaks However, it was still not within the ears of some people. When Izaya heard this, he couldn't help but smile....

“Kikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk Showing some improvement in symptoms The tall man's anxiety gradually decreased. ...but the problem with the tall figure now lies in Izaya's....cute demeanor. Right now, it was directly affecting him, as his face was now blushing red.

So the tall figure needed to solve the situation quickly. By a method called 'leaping home'

“I...I'm going!!!!” When the tall figure made to walk out of the room The figure immediately grabbed the sleeve of the tall figure's shirt.

"Shizu-chan...don't go....please...stay as my friend first..." The smile on that face slowly loosened, leaving only a serious face like the tall man had never seen before. before

Izaya?

The shock and surprise made him forget what he had to do. Questions that I keep asking myself today..various feelings and thoughts. flowing together in the head

What are his feelings for Izaya?

What is his relationship with Izaya?

“Shizu-chan..”

Without realizing it Some figures came closer until they were almost close. He could clearly see the messy black hair. Wrinkles on the clothes he wore to sleep. Or even the strange sparkle in his eyes that always flashed with satisfaction when he was successful in teasing him. But this time it's not....

"Izaya..what's wrong?" the tall man tried to ask. But the sound that came out of his lips was so soft that even he was surprised.

But the person in front of him ignored his question. and moved closer and closer until Shizuo wanted to run away for the first time. But I couldn't take a step.

“Shizu-chan….I…hug…”

Hey! Are you crying again?

Izaya suddenly reached out his arms and hugged him. Then he buried his face in Shizuo's chest. where the victim can only Heiwajima Shizuo, the strongest man in Ikebukuro, froze as a rock, unable to act properly. For the first time in his life, Heiwajima Shizuo, the strongest man in Ikebukuro, Able to deal with shocking situations by standing firm. speechless in peace Don't use violence.

The more severe part was the heart that was beating inside his chest...it was already beating so hard it was almost about to explode...The face that was already flushed red was now very red....

This feeling..what is it?

“All the time I've been here. It's only fun because of you, Shizu-chan..because of you....just you." Izaya, who had gone silent after his most brazen act, said softly.

The person who was referred to closed his eyes and accepted the words with all his heart. His feelings right now, he could hardly control them……

Even though I'm not quite sure. But I also think it's fun.

“You make my day full of color. Even though you're a bit cruel.....but you're the "most" important person to me."

You too... Even though you can only see the color of blood But I feel like the world is more colorful when you're in it....

“I want you to Turn around and look at me.”

Izaya?

The tall man felt the arms holding him tighten. And Izaya's voice, still with his face buried in his chest, was shaking so much that it was startling.

“So I want to tell you that. Sorry..huh...sorry for everything.”

Izaya...this is you...

“And thank you for making my life more valuable than before.”

"I love you..Shizu-chan....love...love so much...love the most." Izaya's voice was shaking so much at the end that he could hardly hear it. But it resonated strangely within him. The heart beats faster. and the feeling of having no body, almost floating in the air

The beating heart quieted. All the sounds around us became inaudible. because in his ear There were only whispers of the person in front of me.. Words that gave him confidence

Izaya.. I think..maybe I might understand now..

The feelings.. that I have for you

I understand.. the reason..

Why are you annoyed?

Why does my heart beat so fast?

Why do I feel frightened...just thinking about what's going to happen to you?

The tall figure raised one hand. To embrace the person in front of me and intend to speak out... The answer he himself just realized.

"Izaya.. It's me too…..Hey hey!!!!!! Don't pass out just yet." The tall figure hadn't finished speaking yet. The person in his embrace also fainted from the fever.

"Shh...I'll stay and take care of you until you're better..."

(3 days have passed)

Heiwajima Shizuo is currently serving as a necessary doctor for Izaya.

“Your fever has gone down a lot.”

"Um...oh...this is Shizu-chan."

"What's up"

“When Shizu-chan said, “Izaya.. I myself….” What is your last sentence?"

Cha~ -//////- Shizuo's face visibly turned red. When some figure glanced and saw Ruby-colored eyes, a hint of cunning suddenly appeared. The tall figure didn't notice.

"Hey....Shizu-chan, please tell me....." Some of them were pleading. One heart wants to know. The other part of me wanted to tease someone who was bigger than me.

“It's noisy...” Messun used her finger to push up his glasses to relieve his embarrassment and turned to face the other direction. Actions like this..are "escaping"..

..This is not fun...

“What are you going to say~” Izaya said with a (teasing) cute expression. Really stabbed the heart of the tall body. This caused the tall figure's face to become even more red. As for the person who was the culprit who was a psychopath and a short-tempered but beautiful person, he smiled brightly when he saw the other person's behavior like that.

“I...I wow!!!!! You can tell me. I too…..love you too.....are you satisfied?????!!!!!!!!”

"That's the end...." When the thin figure finished speaking, the tall figure who was so "embarrassed" that he couldn't control himself? He walked in and picked up a thin body and put it on his shoulder. Some people started shouting because they didn't think something like this would happen....

"Hey!! Hey, Shizu-chan, what are you going to do?"

“Demand compensation from you. That made me like this....and the compensation for helping me take care of you for 3 days.”

“Then why are you carrying me? If you want anything, just take it. I just recovered myself.” Some bodies began to struggle to get out of the tall figure's arms, but because some bodies had just recovered from their illnesses, they didn't have much resistance....

“I want 'you', Izaya....besides, you're getting better.” When the tall figure finished speaking, the tall figure's face and ears instantly turned red. This kind of gesture can cause a chuckle. from the owner of golden hair

"Hey!!!!! Shizu-chan, let me down right now... Hey! Where are you taking me?" Some of her body struggled. Smashed and hit the high body hard. But is there a chance that the tall figure would let him go because this strength couldn't do anything to him? He also pretended to tighten his embrace so he went again...

"bedroom"

Some bodies suddenly stopped struggling. At first, the tall figure was very shocked, thinking that his illness had worsened....but after a while, both slender arms of the person in his arms lifted up and hung around the tall figure's neck and said.....

"Heh heh heh. Do you want compensation?...Okay.....I'll serve you to the utmost myself." The dark mode was finished and when the tall figure saw it he said,

“Hm?...Do you know that you're teasing me?”

"I know....why don't I know?...I just did it on purpose. Hehe."

“Once you speak, don't go back on your word.”

“Do I look like someone who breaks their words? Shizu-chan.” When he finished speaking, the tall figure immediately carried his own body and the person in his arms to their destination (the bedroom).

(And then we cut out scenes that were not suitable for children.)

The End……

Plus a little…..

Heiwajima Kasuga receives news from his brother who called that Orihara Izaya is seriously ill. So I thought I'd come visit. But when they arrived in front of Izaya's room The hand that was about to open the door was stopped by the sound of something coming from within the room.

"Hoy! Don't, Shizu-chan!!!” Kasuka was startled a little… and thought.

This kind of cringing sound... Shizuo is in there..

"Ah..oh no, let me go..ah..."

Sa..this kind of sound is…

scene

NC!!!!!!!

When the young singer found out what was going on behind that door He placed all of his things in front of the room and wrote a note on it that said……

Please give these things to Izaya. There's painkiller salve inside, I hope you can use it.

Let's be happy.

Kasuka

(1 day has passed)

"Hey Shizuo....have you seen Izaya lately?" Shinra asked.

“I saw that doctor calling and telling me that I'm not feeling well....and," the tall figure replied.

“Well.....”

“My waist hurts to the point where I can't stand up.”

(Izaya's side)

“Damn Shizu-chan...he's playing so hard he can't get up....Ahh!!!! Please give him a gentle massage. Kasuka, I'm in pain!!!”

"I'm sorry, uh...that is...please apologize on my behalf," Kasuka said to the person in front of him who was just lying down because he couldn't get up. Personally, the thing that caused this person to have to be like this... right now he is probably working.... because there is an urgent job coming up so I have to hurry..... leaving a younger person like him to take on the responsibility. "Massage therapist is necessary." "instead....

“Come and apologize now. Will the pain go away, you idiot???” Some people started to yell, but they couldn't do anything. He let the tall figure continue massaging his waist.

"I think there must be a thorn in my side...will you let me help you?^^"

"No need to! I'm considerate."

"But I'm willing^^"

"Wow, this is so horny for both the older brother and the younger sibling.....I want to go crazy."

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