:) Shalunla

Mine music

..Definition of love .. .

..BumHyuk..

"Let's.... break up."

Last night it rained. That person who was walking with me under the umbrella he was holding, his slender legs stopped and spoke to me with these words.

“Can we still be friends...?”

The words he said after saying those words... Then that person walked away. Leaving me standing in the rain alone Tears flowed out of pain. and with pleasure When that person finds this, it's better...

good luck......

“Brother!” A small, slender young man held two umbrellas. Another one is held open. The other one was closed and handed to me. “Stand in the rain or you'll catch a cold.”

Then the young man walked away. along with an umbrella held open As for the other one

It's up to me.

“Oh, there you are!” The young man turned around again with a smile on his face. “My band is recruiting a guitarist. You can contact me at the number posted on the umbrella.” Then the young man walked away.

“Strange person.. has an umbrella in his hand but doesn't open it..” The young man muttered to himself.

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The sound of music reverberated throughout the practice room. Everyone did their part well, and finally the song ended with Kibum's guitar solo. Kibum's guitar sound is quite charming. He just picked up the guitar. The girls were already screaming loudly.

“Hey Kibum, there's a wedding here tomorrow.” Leeteuk, the leader of the band, sent Kibum a wedding card of a couple he was going to play on his wedding day. The tall figure received it and looked at it with dull eyes.

“Look for me.”

Then suddenly a voice came into the tall man's ears. The tall figure told the figure who was handing out boxed lunches. Then someone came and sat next to me and handed me a box of lunch.

"Oh, I don't accept it. I don't want to eat it, right?"

“Hey, eat!” The thick hand immediately took the lunch box out of the thin body's hand. Because I've been practicing all day, I only ate a little for breakfast. Now I'm very hungry. But I still didn't stop thinking when I heard something recently. Kibum looked at the thin figure who was eating quickly with hunger with affection. As he reached out his thick hand, he put the rice that was stuck on his smooth cheek into his own mouth.

Some people turned to look at him in confusion. “The rice is stuck in your cheeks,” he said with a smile on his cheeks.

“Ah... Ahh, thank you..” Some people turned their heads away in embarrassment. But I realized something. “Well, that was just now.”

"what"

“Every time there is a singing event at a wedding. Why do you always have to look so sad.." The tall figure pursed his lips in deep thought as the thin one finished speaking. I want to tell you about the past. But I don't know if it will be good or not..

“Huh!” Some people let out a sigh, their voice cut off as if on purpose. "I'm jealous, I told you... Boo~”

“And us?”

“Huh?”

“Aren't you jealous?”

Some bodies were still for a moment. The look that Kibum gave him It was such a warm sight. Have you looked closely like this? To the point where my heart trembles every time. Some people have to hide their faces and continue eating.

“Eat first. The break time will soon be over and I'll complain again."

“Hyukjae”

“Uh huh.”

“Let's be your boyfriend.”

Rushing!!!!

I had to choke on the rice. Some hurriedly walked over and picked up a water bottle and drank it before returning to their original seats. His sweet face turned to Kibum. He looked at that handsome face unexpectedly before turning away due to embarrassment.

“Damn it, it's here. My love is choking on rice,” Yesung spoke up. causing Hyukjae to turn around and look at him, not quite satisfied. Yesung then raised his head to eat as usual.

“What..” A deep voice sounded. Hyukjae is currently unhappy. The body began to shake more and more. To the point where I had to close my eyes and take deep breaths to compose myself. before turning to face Kibum

“Okay.. OK..”

“Huh~”

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From that day...... Our relationship has changed.

It's not the same anymore.....

Slender legs quickly ran up the stairs. It was as if he had to find someone urgently. When you go up until you reach the rooftop

“Kibum” softly called out the name of the tall person lying on the rooftop before stepping on his slender legs to sit near the tall figure lying down. “You can go practice now,” he said, smiling sweetly at his tall figure.

“Lie down..”

"Huh.. haha"

"I told you to lie down..."

“Uh... Um..” Hyukjae groaned and then lay down on the rooftop floor as Bung said. He raised both hands to support his head in a comfortable position. As he took in a breath, he filled his lungs.

"Are you okay..." a deep voice said. Hyukjae turned to look at that handsome face and smiled slightly. “Look at the sky, isn't it beautiful?” Hyukjae now turned his head to look up at the blue sky decorated with pristine white fluffy clouds. When I saw that sky Hyukjae smiled heartily.

“Wow, so beautiful.”

“The gums are out,” Kibum teases slightly when he sees Hyukjae smile, clearly showing his white teeth and bright pink gums. Some of them immediately broke down and smiled. "If you want to smile, just smile..." He laughed a little before speaking. Hyukjae looked at Kibum and pursed his lips slightly, then turned to look at the sky again.

“The sky right now is very beautiful.”

"um..."

“I really like the sky like this...”

“Kibum..”

"Shall we go on a date...."

            Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Kibum immediately got up when the phone sounded. His hand moves to pick up the iPhone in his pocket and presses accept, walking out to talk at a distance. Hyukjae then sat up and just stared like that. When Kibum talked on the phone with someone not long ago His expression was like a person who was exhausted. He almost collapsed to the ground. But you have to endure it.

So I had to put my iPhone in my pocket and walk away. Leaving some bodies sitting there confused.

“Oh... Hey! Where are you going!? Please wait!!”

The sound of a guitar echoed throughout the practice room. A tall figure who wore an inattentive expression and with such emotion. This made the members unable to play along.

“Hey, Kibum, where are you going in such a hurry? Hey, wait!!”

The tall figure dropped his guitar on the ground and immediately walked away when Leeteuk asked. This caused Leeteuk to ask the other person who served as the group's keyboardist and was closest to Kibum, namely Hyukjae. Some bodies were still for a moment. It's probably because of lack of courage. The feeling right now is very slow.

And I don't know what Kibum himself was annoyed about. But after talking on the phone while on the rooftop after that.. Kibum doesn't look good..

“Let him go, brother. Let's practice first.”

Because of this feeling of retardation Makes him dare to even go after Kibum.. Even though his relationship with Kibum has changed since that day..

But what use is it? I just want to be your boyfriend for fun. Yes, when will he really have feelings for us..

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The tall figure lay down on the soft bed as if a person had no strength or energy. Sharp eyes closed their eyes slowly to allow themselves to relax a bit, but.... not at all.... It doesn't help things get better one bit....

“Yeoboseyo”

[Yeoboseyo, is that.. Kibum?]

"yes.."

[Uh... This is Donghae.]

“Donghae?..”

[Um, that's right.. We haven't talked in a long time. I really miss you..]

“What do you have..”

[It's Kibum....]

[I'm getting married..]

“Whoa!”

The tall figure shook his head on the bed in annoyance. When the conversation with the person talking on the phone on the rooftop this afternoon resounded into the auditory nerve

That person is getting married..

Sharp eyes slowly fell asleep again.. In order to relax himself again, but then the voice of the message on the phone suddenly cut off. The tall figure reached out and picked up the iPhone that was placed on the small table next to the bed. to open and view the message that was received just now

To.. Kibum

There's a game to play at the wedding tomorrow. Don't let it be like today again. You'll definitely have Teuk complaining about you again. Oh, you can follow along here. I'll send it to you. Well, try to play well. He'll lose all his work.

From.. Hyukjae

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A small white car drove into a garden where a wedding ceremony was going to take place where he was going to play music. The tall figure chose to park in an open area. A place where cars rarely come to park. Even though it's a bit far away He really doesn't like being in crowded places. Just a short walk and you'll be at the wedding.

It's not too difficult.

"Hey! Kibum this way!”

The group of friends all hurriedly called out to him. Because it's almost time for the bride to come out. He had to go prepare to play music.

“Play well today, Wei. Don't let us lose face. He gave us a salary so we had to make it worthwhile,” said Leeteuk, who is the leader of the group. In order not to make the members nervous, "Oh, so what was wrong with you yesterday?" he asked Kibum with concern. Because yesterday I didn't have enough time to practice.

The tall figure suddenly returned.

"Well....... nothing..." he replied with a straight face. Every time his friends in the band are worried about him He would always act calm and reply with 'It's okay', causing Leeteuk to sigh in exhaustion. I know that there is nothing wrong with asking. I don't know why else I'd ask.

“Prepare yourself.. Erkibom, if you played well today. I'll give you the least amount of money, so just wait and see,” Leeteuk said, but when he saw his face as if he didn't hear what he was talking about, he turned away. “Oh, never mind, maybe I won't give you the money, so just wait and see.”

“Brother Teuk, don't be cruel. No one is afraid of him.. -_- Kibum, Teuk hyung really didn't do it. He's so pitiful he'll die. Don't be afraid of it,” Yesung said. Makes me want to give him a headshot. But also having to maintain one's own image Therefore, he had to stay still but send murderous glances towards Yesung. While wiping his saxophone, he didn't know.

Yesung didn't seem afraid of him at all.

The wedding started off well. A thin figure was dressed in a beautifully tailored wedding dress with a tuzo covering her face. causing the face to not be seen clearly The bride walked out with her father to the sound of beautiful music playing until We reached the place where a tall man was standing and waiting.

The two stood looking at each other with the happiest faces. A strong hand slowly opened the tuso that was covering his face. Revealing the beautiful face of the bride smiling happily with the groom.

His hand nearly stopped from his guitar. His eyes widened as soon as he saw the bride's face. But he had to keep playing so as not to lose his job. Until the groom put a ring on the bride Then the two kissed each other softly. Kibum bit his lip as a sharp pain shot through his insides, causing a wound.

Those heavy hands held the chords and strummed the guitar with a turbulent and restless mood. The eyes had overlapping images of a tall figure and that person together until..

Thump!

All the members were startled as Kibum fell to the ground. Even the guests at the wedding all looked at the tall figure with wide eyes. Kibum looked at the bride and groom standing not too far away. As he lifted himself up and took off his guitar, he dropped it and slammed it on the floor and finally walked away...

“Hey Kibum!!” The group called out Kibeom's name as Kibum walked away. Now the whole wedding was filled with gossip. Both the bride and groom were equally shocked. But when the bride heard the name of that tall figure I felt numb immediately.

“Uncle Teuk, I'll go find Kibum myself.” Hyukjae ran out.

“Donghae, is it okay…” the tall groom said with concern.

“I'm fine. But the person who is...” The groom looked at the group of bands that were playing at the ceremony following the bride's eyes. Then the sky suddenly turned dark. The rain was falling in small drops.

"Hoy! Here it is, it's raining!!" Someone muttered to himself. Then continue running to find a tall figure. But I didn't find him until I arrived at the parking lot. It appeared that the tall figure was sitting with his head pressed against the steering wheel of the car. Some people slowly walked towards him, afraid. Then he raised his hand and knocked on the car window. But it was still like that.

Their lips pressed together and they tapped again. But this time he seemed more curt and heavier than before.

"this!! Please unlock the car. Please let me in!! ”

quiet.......

“Are you going to make me stand outside in the rain? Hey!! Kibum!!”

Someone knocked on the car door again. But then what has come is The tall figure remained still. There was no way to answer him.. But then Hyukjae noticed clear water flowing down and staining Kibum's face. Some lips pressed together. Now he doesn't know what to do. He took a handful and tapped on the car window again.

But the tall figure remained silent.

The rain started falling harder and harder. Some figures were still standing next to the car. The thin, trembling legs slowly stepped back, completely exhausted. Raindrops fell on his clothes, soaking them. You can hardly tell that Hyukjae is there. Crying in pain

“Hyukjae is here!!” Yesung shouted immediately when he saw a figure walking in the heavy rain. Then quickly opened the umbrella and brought Hyukjae into the shelter from the rain. But some of them walked away from him indifferently.

“Hey Hyukjae, where are you going? You'll catch a cold soon, Hyukjae!! Brother Teuk..!!” Yesung immediately ran towards Leeteuk. “Hyukjae is definitely angry at us for not giving him shade.”

“Yesung”

"yes"

“Why do you think of a skull like this? -_-” Leeteuk turned his head away.

“Huh.. Hey, what's wrong with you? Where did I go wrong? Hey!”

“May I talk to the bride, please?” A figure walked up to where the bride and groom were standing and politely asked to talk.

“About.. Kibum?”

“Yes.. You've known him, right? Because in the past I saw you and Kibum standing and talking in front of my shop.”

"yes..."

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“Hyukjae!”

“Ha.. Ha!! Kibo.. Oh Siwon..." He almost misinterpreted the other person's name. The person who came in was not the person he missed. But it was Choi Siwon. Band drummer After today's practice is finished. Everyone returned to their homes. Only Hyukjae was left sitting quietly in the practice room alone.

From that day, Kibum didn't come to practice with them again.

And this is another day..

“What's the matter? Why are you sitting here alone? Not going home....." Siwon didn't finish speaking. Hyukjae leans in for a hug. Small tears flowed down and soiled the tall figure's clothes. But the tall figure didn't appear to be disgusted in the slightest. He also gently embraced his body. “Hyukjae, what's wrong?”

“Can I please give you a hug..”

“Um..” Siwon moaned in response, moving his strong hands to embrace something bold and frightened. “What is wrong with Hyukjae?”

“That person isn't me, heh...” he said softly with a slight sob in his voice. “I miss him..” Even though Hyukjae didn't mention that person's name. It was as if something had stabbed and caused a deep wound. Siwon tried to stay strong. So he pulled away from his small body and moved his hand up to gently wipe away the tears with his thick thumb. then smile sweetly

After that, the tall figure got up and knelt in front of Hyukjae. causing Hyukjae to widen his eyes in shock.

“It.. might be a little off at the wrong time, Hyukjae.”

“What is it?”

“I love you.”

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Bingbong!

“Yes.”

A tall figure who was lying limp on the top of the house went downstairs to open the door as soon as he heard the bell ringing. It is thought that it might have been a package delivery person or someone who came to see him. But during this time, he himself hasn't contacted anyone at all.

Crispy!

A tall figure slid the iron door loudly. And when you see the person in front of you The tall figure almost closed the door. Touching that thin hand, you grabbed his hand first. To prevent the tall figure from closing the door and escaping him.

“Hyukjae” softly called out the name of the figure standing in front of him.

“I have something to discuss with you. Can you let me inside, Kibum?”

“Would you like some water?”

“Oh,” a thin hand reached out to receive a glass of clear water from a tall figure. He drank a swig first and then placed it on the small table in front of him. “I haven't seen you practice lately,” Hyukjae began.

“Why didn't he come to practice, he thought...”

“I have resigned..”

“Wha... What...?” My heart almost sank when I heard the sentence that Kibum said just now. Hyukjae's eyes immediately widened, the word 'why' immediately popping up in his ears. You can tell that he doesn't understand tall figures at all. Just because that guy was the only one?

“I would like to resign from the group,” Kibum said emphatically.

“Because of him..”

“What is wrong with you!?!?” His slender brows furrowed together into a knot. Some people tilted their heads in confusion. “If it's because of that man..!”

“Don't mention him again!!! ”

“Let's break up.”

Phew!!

A thin hand hit the tall figure's face harshly. while giving a hard look Some people immediately stood up when they heard those words.

“Did you ever know anything..”

“My heart already belongs to you, but right here and at this point, you have hurt it.”

“No.. You broke my heart when you asked to date me. You shouldn't play with this heart!!”

“Hyukjae…”

“Thank you for the love you gave me even though your heart wasn't mine, it wasn't me…” he said, shaking his head. Then he walked out of that house like a person who was exhausted. Almost fell to the ground But you have to endure it. Tears flowed painfully from her beautiful eyes. It hurt so much.. it hurt so much that I didn't know what else to say and had to go.

thank you......

Will it really end like this?

A black luxury car was driving on the side of the road amid heavy rain. Even though I've stepped away, my heart is still the same......

            Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

While the tall figure was sitting holding his temples Suddenly, someone called his mobile phone.

Leeteuk

“Yeoboseyo”

[Hey, is that you, Kibum?]

"Uh..is there something wrong?"

[Did you know? Hyukjae will go to America with Siwon!!]

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“Hyukjae... are you really going?” the tall figure asked as some of the figures sat staring out of the car window while steering the car's steering wheel.

“Hey Siwon, be careful!!!”

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

Siwon barely braked the car in time. when a motorcycle unexpectedly cut in front of me The owner of the motorcycle parked his car there. Many insults popped up in Siwon's head. The tall figure then unlocked and opened the car door, but Hyukjae held him back first. The figure standing in front of the car took off the helmet that was covering his face.

The figure's face was clearly revealed. Even if that figure is standing in the rain

“That Kibum…” Siwon suddenly said when he saw his face standing in front of his car.

“I'll go down and find him myself.” Someone picked up two umbrellas that were placed in the back of the car. Open the car door and open another umbrella. Walking towards the tall figure in the rain in front of Siwon's car.

“Hyukjae..”

"Ah.. I'm going to catch a cold.." Someone held out another umbrella that had not yet been opened to the tall figure. The tall figure held out his hand to receive. He stared with hesitation in his eyes before raising his head to look at that sweet face.

Just like back then..

But... it's different in that thin body. Instead, he had a calm expression on his face, but he didn't know how much pain he was feeling inside.

“Hyukjae, are you really going to America..”

“Oh! Give an umbrella and don't open it. Do you want to catch a cold?!!”

Hurry!

The tall figure hugged the thin body tightly. As if that tall figure Afraid that some body would disappear, disappear from him.

“I will go with you..” he whispered softly into the ear of the figure. “I will not open this umbrella. Because I will be in the same car as you..”

“Kibum..” His mouth pursed in deep thought. When he's not So why keep him? I really don't understand. Kibum.. "I'm sorry.. that's enough.. I'm not. You should know yourself." A figure broke away from the tall figure's embrace and walked inside the car. along with an umbrella in his hand

Hyukjae's actions may seem a bit indifferent to Kibum's pleading eyes, but.....he made his choice.

“Keep driving, Siwon.”

“Hyukjae..”

“Hmm, what?”

“Are you really going to go to America with me..”

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A tall figure looked at the planes flying across the wide sky. while waving and smiling at someone on the plane

"bye bye.."

Hyukjae is gone today.

And what should people like him do? Someone who hurts someone's fragile heart.

The tall figure lifted up the helmet that was on the seat of his motorcycle. But before he was about to put it on Something flashed into my ears. Makes the heavy hand have to put down the helmet.

“Hyukjae is really going to America..” The tall figure didn't dare to face Hyukjae anymore. So he went to see Leeteuk, the leader of the band, at his house. It was because he was the one who severely damaged that heart.

“I don't know either..” Leeteuk replied with a hesitant expression. “Have you met Hyukjae yet..”

“I found it..”

“Did he go to your house or what?”

“Hyukjae went to see me.”

“Did he say anything to you?”

“Oh, never mind that.” Leeteuk sighed emotionally when Kibum didn't answer. Then he changed his sitting position to leaning on the sofa because of fatigue. "Have you said anything to it yet? Like.. nice."

"I broke up" was the answer that came...... Leeteuk almost tore his own head off.

“Ah! Mom, that really hurts. How can you say that? Oh, I know. You haven't forgotten that person, right? The bride at the wedding."

“Uh... I'm sorry, but... won't you say something nice about it? What if it really goes to America?”

"Kibum.. let me ask you, what is your heart made of? I'm Hyukjae. I'm going to beat you to shit."

“Oh, Teuk, you're so cruel,” Yesung, who was sitting on the bed eating crisps and watching cartoons, suddenly cut in.

“You can watch Sailor Moon.. Well, let me ask you a question.. are you still attached to him? Oh, never mind. You don't have to answer me. You should try asking your own heart first. If I heard that Hyukjae really went to America. How will you feel? Cold, hurt, happy?”

“Kibum.. It's me, Wei. If I feel indifferent, then let him go. I won't give him hope. Because he's been hurt enough. If I'm hurt, I'll have to follow and hold him. If I'm happy, I'll ask myself, 'Ao Ihea, do I still have a heart?' Like, hurting him, and then when he's gone, I'm happy. It's like, Go push him away. But if you think about it another way. Maybe because

I think he might have found a new love. Go say hello at the airport like this.. Kibum, go ask your own heart first."

“Oh, look at you, Kangin, today you made me respect you. It's the first day,” Yesung said loudly. This made Leeteuk look at him with an expression like, Is it the time?

“Uncle Teuk, do you have anything to ask?”

"Come on, little one."

“I want to go there.”

"where.."

“The place Hyukjae likes the most.”

“Hyukjae!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

Kibum raised his head and shouted into the wide sky. Loudly echoing throughout the lonely road The green grass is decorated with small, colorful flowers. If you look at it together with the blue sky decorated with white fluffy clouds. It will be something very beautiful.

This is where Hyukjae likes to come.

Why doesn't he know?

“Are you thinking of someone..”

Then suddenly, someone's voice sounded before Kibum was aware of it. The tall figure turned to the source of the sound and saw that it was the owner of the voice. It's close to him. Without him even realizing it.

“Hyukjae”

THE END.

Cheyyyyyyyyyyyy In the end, I was able to compose it until it was finished.

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I admit that I often secretly linger about this matter. How are you? Is there something unresolved? ._. So, is it true that Hyukjae went to America with Siwon..... If I actually went and met Kibum, huh__ke, if I stayed, I thought it would be a happy ending. Beomhyuk loves each other -/- I love all readers, bae bae *spreads kisses*

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I'm not sure if it's fun or not.

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I really feel Palmy (thinking a lot). Writer misses Beomhyuk. After reading and commenting, please don't act like a shadow reader, Bebe. Because the writer wants to see the reader.. Hello :)