If one day we have to part with the person we love, what will it be like?

This matter is about men who love men, who likes to shut it down?

Jounouchi:

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Hello, I'm Jounouchi Katsuya. Today I'm going to tell you everything that has ever happened to me.

In the past, I was a person who He was a gangster, drank alcohol, and liked to shout out loud before. But when I felt something I have to change.

“Jōnouchi-kun, please stop, I beg you,” the little boy's voice said. Now he's trying to talk me out of doing bad things.

“Yuki, what do you understand?” I replied, completely ignoring my friend.

“Jounouchi-kun. Could you please listen to me? The fact that you do this There's nothing better. It's only going to get worse. No one likes you acting like this,” Yuki said, shaking my arm.

“Yuki, you can stop talking like that. Whether or not anyone is interested in me is my business. Do you have any idea how much I've endured?” I didn't care about anything at that time except letting out my anger.

“Jōnouchi-kun,” Yuki kept calling out my name. After I walked home

“Hey, you're back? My son,” the voice of his father who likes to get drunk every day. Just today, I haven't had any alcohol yet, so come and pray to me again as usual.

“People like you really are the scum of society,” my father said, shoving a glass of wine into his mouth.

“That's my business.” Back then, I was still an impatient teenager. Not much different from others

“You have never listened to me,” said my father, whose face was now red from his drunkenness. As for me, I didn't pay much attention to it. So I walked into my room and slammed the door shut in my father's face.

“Sigh.” After that, I went into my room and drank alcohol to make me forget some of the bad things in my life.

The next day

“Ouch!” My voice, which had been beaten to the point of being beaten, came out after being kicked by a gang of bullies from another school.

“Wow, why did you say you were so talented?” said the voice of their leader.

“Thu, you guys like groups of dogs. If I personally win for sure.” I spat on the ground in front of him.

“Then you go die.” When he finished speaking, they cocked their fists and punched me with all their might. I would be in a lot of pain if no one came to help me.

“Fuck!” The sound of a punch hitting someone in the face caused that person to be thrown some distance away.

“Ouch!” The person who had been hit by the punch stood up and cried out softly.

“Yuki,” I called the name of my friend who had always been by my side.

“Why are you here, you idiot?” I was now very angry to see Yuki standing in front of me.

“Because Jounouchi-kun is my friend. I will protect Jounouchi-kun,” Yuki said, running up to cover me.

“Hey kid, interrupting people who are arguing like this isn't pretty,” the voices of those guys said to Yuki.

"..." But Yuki didn't answer. But still standing and covering me

"Oh, if you don't want to escape, we'll handle it." When he finished, they kicked and punched Yuki until I thought Yuki would definitely feel sore all over. If someone comes and stops me.

“You all stop.” As soon as someone's voice fell, they stopped their actions.

“Chief” and at that time I realized that the person who had stopped me was their leader.

“What the hell are you doing?” a voice shouted at his own subordinates disrespectfully.

“Ah, my son, that bastard came to find trouble for us. So I have to deal with it,” said the voice of a man in the group.

“What about the person you guys are harming?” came the voice of the handsome-faced leader. Less than I said

“Uh, this one just came in and blocked me,” said the voice of the original subordinate.

“So, then you all prepare yourself to die.” With that, his subordinates ran away with their tails stuck in their asses.

“Why are you helping me?” I asked.

“Huh, who said I was going to help you?” With that, he walked towards Yuki.

“Hi, haven't seen you in a long time,” the creature said, squatting down and looking at Yuki.

"Get out," Yuki said, trying to get up.

“Do you know Yuki?” I turned to him and asked.

“Yes, in fact, in the past I also like to go out and find trouble with other people. But one day I met Yuki. That was the first time I felt like I didn't want to kick or punch anyone,” the creature said, staring at Yukita without blinking.

“What does it mean?” I asked, still not understanding.

“Well, actually. I didn't feel like kicking or punching Yuki at all. It's just that I feel like this." After saying that, he pulled off Yuki's shirt, causing me to understand immediately.

"Let go of me," Yuki tried to struggle.

“Yuki, last time it was because someone helped you. But this time, there won't be another time, remember that.” The creature said as he caressed Yuki's neck.

“Ah!” Yuki cried out with emotion.

“Let go of Yuki!” I said as he began to molest Yuki.

“Huh, let me be stupid,” the creature said, getting down on Yugi.

“Let me go!” Yuki cried, trying to get the creature off of him.

“Yugi, you're too cute.” The creature finished by kissing Yugi's lips.

“You, let go of Yuki.” At that time I could only think.

- It's good to have a little more strength. Now I want to go help Yuki-

“Huh,” the creature laughed deep in his throat before his hand began to molest Yugi.

"You" and don't know why My strength returned again.

"You're dead." And when I arrived I punched him with all my might until he was thrown far away. and I followed and stomped again

“Sigh, Yuki is alright.” After I stomped on that person until I was satisfied, I rushed to check on Yuki.

"...." Yuki didn't say anything. but lay trembling in my arms while holding my shirt very tightly

"Yugi is fine," I said as I put on Yuki's shirt and walked Yuki home. And I just found out Yuki's grandfather isn't here right now. So I had to take care of Yuki.

“Mmm,” Yuki's voice moaned.

“Don't do it,” and it was followed by a voice crying out in pain after that incident.

“Yuki, are you alright?” I sat down next to Yuki who was lying on his bed.

“Jounouchi-kun, help me!” Yuki called out to me to help him.

“Yuki, I'm staying with you right now,” I said, holding Yuki's hand tightly.

“Jōnouchi-kun, it's me......” Yuki didn't finish speaking when a car drove by, making me unable to hear him well. But it's enough to understand that He is in love with someone. And when I thought of this, I felt a pain on the left side of my chest. But why Yuki said this while he was asleep, I don't know.

“Yuki” and I stayed to take care of Yuki until morning.

“Um,” came the sleepy voice of someone walking downstairs.

"Hey, are you awake, Yuki?" I, who was making breakfast for Yuki, said when I saw him come down.

“Jōnouchi-kun,” Yuki said in shock when he saw me. I really want to know if I'm a ghost. To cry out in shock like that

"Um, it's me." I said as Yuki rushed towards me.

“How did you get here, Jounouchi-kun?” Yuki said, grabbing my arm.

“Yesterday, someone I didn't know ran in to help me. In the end, I just fainted.” I finished and put the omelet on a plate.

"55, I'm sorry I caused you any trouble," Yuki said, walking over to sit in the chair.

"It's okay," I finished, placing the omelet plate on the table.

“This is Jounouchi-kun.” Yuki suddenly called my name, causing me to turn around and look.

“Did you hear anything last night?” Yuki said, looking down.

“Did you hear what?” I replied, pretending not to know.

"So? I'm totally shocked." Yuki finished and turned to eat the rice and omelette I had made.

“Hey Jounouchi-kun,” and after a while Yuki called my name again.

“What is it, Yuki?” I turned to ask Yuki, who was now staring at me.

“Can you promise me that you won't drink or fight again?” Yuki said with a sincere tone. But if you were me before, you probably would have said there was no way, but now.

"Alright, I'll try." I said and went back to eating. As for Yuki, he was very happy. Even too much

“Really, Jounouchi-kun. You made a promise to me,” Yuki said, holding his face towards me.

“Um, but hurry up and eat or I'll eat it all.” When I finished speaking, Yuki hurriedly continued.

"Ah, don't fight," Yuki finished and hurriedly ate his meal. At that time, I was very happy to tease Yuki.

“This will be said. Where has your grandfather gone, Yuki?” I asked Yuki, who had finished eating and was putting the dishes away to wash.

“Oh, Grandpa went to a friend's event. It'll be a long time before I'll be back.” Yuki, who finished eating shortly after me, came to collect the dishes and then came to help me wash the dishes.

“So, why don't I come and stay as a friend?” I asked, much to Yuki's shock. And I'm still shocked that I said something like that.

“Um,” Yuki answered me, surprising me even more.

“Then I'm going to put away my clothes for a while. I'll be right back,” I said after putting away all the dishes.

“Um, I'll wait,” Yuki said, waving his hand and handing me a gym mark.

“Um,” I replied before heading home to gather my clothes. And while walking, I could only think about everything that had happened. Even when you were hurting Yuki. Or will it be when Yuki says he already has someone he likes? Even Yuki's smile It makes my heart flutter all the time.

“Add” when I opened the door to the house he almost died because my father drank more alcohol every day.

“Hey, are you back yet?” my father, who was lying on the sofa, asked me. But I didn't care, I went to collect my clothes and walked out. But I was greeted first.

“Where are you going?” my father asked when he saw that I was carrying a bag full of clothes. It's my own personal use.

"I'm going to stay at a friend's house for a long time before returning." When I finished speaking, I walked out. and returned home to Yuki.

"I'm back, Yuki." I finished and walked into Yuki's house.

“Jōnouchi-kun,” Yuki finished, pulling me along.

"This is Jounouchi-kun's room." Yuki walked over and opened the door for me. And when I looked into the room, I was shocked because it was so clean. But in the past, I saw that it was really dirty.

“Yuki, will you clean it up for me?” I asked, turning to my little male friend who was now starting to see signs of dirt.

“55, well,” Yuki said, scratching his cheek to relieve his embarrassment at having his friend see him in clothes he hadn't changed into after cleaning his room.

“This is you,” I finished, walked into the room, and before closing the door, I said, "Thank you, Yuki."

And after that I stayed at Yuki's house until the day his grandfather came back. And at that time I became a better person. I don't know when I was banned from doing it until it became a habit. All the thugs disappeared. And the habit of drinking alcohol also disappeared.

“Thank you so much Jounouchi for taking care of Yuki while I was away,” Yuki's grandfather told me before I went home today.

“It's okay. I want to thank Yuki for making me a new person,” I replied before giving him a smile and was about to get up and walk home when a phone called Yuki's house. And Yuki's grandfather ran to pick him up. I would have actually gone home at that time. But he was wearing shoes.

“Yes, yes, I am Yuki's grandfather. What do you say? Yuki had an accident?” At the end of those words, my vision went white.

“Yes, I'll go right away.” Yuki's grandfather hung up the phone and said hurriedly.

“Yuki had an accident. What hospital are you at now?” I asked quietly.

"hospital

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” Hearing that, my body immediately rushed out.

“Jōnouchi-kun,” I didn't listen to anyone, my body was heading straight towards that hospital.

“Where is Muto Yuki?” I immediately ran over and asked a female nurse.

“Oh, Muto Yuki is currently in the emergency room. Are you Muto Yuki's relative?” the nurse asked me, but right now I wasn't going to wait to hear anything.

“Miss, don't run in the hospital,” the nurse shouted after me. And I was sitting and waiting for the doctor who was helping Yuki.

“Jounouchi-kun,” I heard a voice calling and I turned to look at that person.

“Yugi's grandfather,” I called the name calmly.

“Yuki, he's definitely going to be okay.” Even though it was a nice consolation, my heart was burning hot right now. Like a fire that will never be extinguished. And I just sat and thought about the past when Yuki and I were together.

"I'd like to be left alone for a while," I finished. Yuki's grandfather sat quietly, waiting for the doctor to come out and tell Yuki about his condition.

“Add” came the sound of the door being opened.

“Doctor, Yuki, how are you?” Yuki's grandfather rushed in and asked. And don't wonder why you didn't go in and ask. Because I'm weak. Now I can't walk anywhere.

“The patient is now safe. But what if he doesn't wake up in two days? He will become a sleeping prince.” The doctor finished speaking and I fell further into the black hole of thoughts. Plus it's deeper than before.

“Thank you,” Yuki's grandfather finished and walked over to check on my condition.

"Let's go check on Yuki's condition." With that, I, like a lifeless figure, followed Yuki's grandfather.

When I reached the room, I quickly walked over and sat down next to the bed where Yuki was lying.

"Yuki" I held Yuki's hand tightly. And I kept looking at Yuki on the bed, hoping he would wake up and I would fall asleep.

The next morning

“Um.” I woke up and I was still holding Yuki's hand tightly. Yuki's grandfather said he would go get clothes to watch over Yuki.

“Better go take a shower first.” As I was about to walk to the bathroom, Yuki's hand wouldn't let go of mine.

“Yugi, are you awake, Yugi?” I turned to address the figure in front of me. But there was no reply.

“Yuki, I still believe that you will wake up again. It's up to me to wake up, Yuki." I finished, tightening my grip on Yuki's hand.

After a while I went to take a shower and Yuki's grandfather returned.

And the days passed quickly. Until now, there was little hope that Yuki would wake up again. But I will still wait I'll wait for the day Yuki returns.

“Um,” and there was a loud noise.

“Yuki, are you awake?” I turned to look at Yuki.

“..." Yuki opened his mouth as if to say something, but he was wearing a respirator so I couldn't hear him. Yuki's grandfather immediately called a doctor, and after the doctor finished examining him, the doctor said,

“I'm happy. Yi-kun, he's very lucky to have good support. Soon I'll be able to leave the hospital." After saying that, the doctor walked away.

“Yuki, how are you?” I rushed over to Yuki.

“No problem. Jounouchi-kun," Yuki said with a smile.

“Yuki, Grandpa, please go buy something.” With that, Yuuki's grandfather walked out.

"Yuki, you know I'm so shocked to hear that you had an accident." I turned to Yuki and sat down on the chair next to the bed.

"I won't die easily, just because," Yuki trailed off, making me even more curious.

"What's the matter, Yuki?" I asked, turning to Yuki.

"It's because I haven't told Jounouchi-kun I love you yet," Yuki finished and turned away.

“Yuki” or at that time when Yuki came out and said, 'I, I love Jounouchi-kun'.

“55 But Jounouchi-kun probably only feels towards me as a friend. I probably expected too much.” After saying that, Yuki turned around and laughed.

“Yuki,” I said, hugging Yuki so tightly that he was shocked.

"What are you doing Jounouchi-kun?" Yuki asked.

“I love you too,” I said softly. But I believe Yuki heard it.

“Huh?” But he couldn't hear it.

“I said, I love Yuki.” When I finished, Yuki's face turned red.

“I don't know since when I loved you. But I love you, Yuki. No matter what, I love you,” I said, hugging Yuki tighter.

“Me too. Jounouchi-kun.” After that, we hugged each other for a long time until Yuki's grandfather, who didn't know where he came from, reminded us how long the hug lasted.

And this story has a happy ending. But we will continue to write.

This is Jounouchi-kun. Please help me pick up the stuff up there,” Yuki said as he struggled to get to the stuff in the back of the cabinet. But height doesn't help.

“Do you want me to help you?” I asked, turning to Yuki.

"Um, please help me," Yuki tried to plead with me.

“Fine, but you have to kiss me on the cheek,” I offered.

"Are you crazy, Jouno-kun?" Yuki said, blushing.

"Who's crazy? We're lovers now." I turned to Yuki before returning to reading.

“Ah, alright,” and Yuki bent down and kissed my cheek.

“Are you satisfied with this? ///////?” Yuki asked Jounouchi.

"Um, but now I want more than that." I finished and straddled Yuki.

“Come on, Jounouchi-kun. You took it last night, didn't you?” Yuki tried to protest to me.

“But I want it now.” And the song of love began to play again.

End type 2

And the days passed quickly. Until now, there was little hope that Yuki would wake up again. But I will still wait I'll wait for the day Yuki returns.

“This Yuki, it's been 5 years already. When will you wake up one by one, Yugi?” Time passed quickly. Until now, 5 years have passed.

“Today I brought you flowers. I hope you like it, Yuki.” White rosebud

“You probably don't know what that means. But when do you wake up? I'll tell you, Yuki." I finished, leaning down and kissing Yuki's forehead before walking back to work.

Right now I'm working at Kaiba's company. Corporation Of that Kaiba I've been doing this for a long time. The other day I brought buttercup flowers. And I thought I'd bring some rosemary tomorrow.

“Brother Jounouchi. Did you go look for Yugi-kun?” The voice of that crazy Kaiba's younger brother spoke up. Yes, he is Mokuba-kun.

“Um, but Yuki still doesn't feel it.” I walked into the company with Mokuba.

“It's okay. One day, Brother Yuki will definitely wake up. So what kind of flowers did you bring today?” Mokuba both comforted and asked me at the same time.

"A white rose bud." The flower that is talked about...

"To you...who has no feelings." Mokuba was like this.

“Um,” I finished and walked into the office.

"Then I'll go." Mokuba said as he walked away.

“Sigh.” And as I was about to open the door, someone walked in and called out to me. So when will I be able to go to work? You'll definitely get kicked out by Kaiba. If I get caught, I will kill the person who called me here.

"Lord Kaiba called you." Oh, it was actually the owner.

“Um.” Why are you calling? Is there something wrong? Or will they kick us out?

“Knock knock” and when I arrived I knocked on the door as a courtesy.

“Come in,” and as I walked in, I saw a man with tan skin and strange hair like Yuki's. Sitting next to Kaiba

“This is Atem, my friend. He's coming to help with my company," Kaiba said, guiding his friend to sit next to him.

“If you're just going to tell me this. Then why did you call me?" I said, not showing Kaiba's face.

"Because he's going to be your leader," Kaiba said and I gasped.

“Hi, please take care of me.” And the man named Atem turned to talk to me.

“Tch.” And in the end he had to become my unit leader. The agency that I work in is Checking everything that goes into and leaving this company, why would this less handsome officer want to be my unit leader?

“Alright, today we will have a squad leader. His name is Atem.” I, who was really bored with work, walked out and let Atem walk in and the girls in the agency screamed loudly.

“I will be the unit leader. pleased to meet And don't ask why. It's a secret,” Atemba said, blocking everyone's way.

“Where is my desk?” Atem finished, turning to look at me. And I noticed a strange look in this doctor's eyes. This guy probably didn't intend to take me as his wife.

“Take me.” And when that person reminded me I took him to his seat.

And after that, the days passed until one day

“Hey Yuki, I came to visit again today. Today I brought you a white rose. Please wake up quickly.” And I walked out of that hospital. And while asking, I heard the nurse say,

“Coming to visit again. Coming to visit every day like this is pitiful. Even though the other party will never wake up.” The two nurses who were talking probably thought I couldn't hear them. But who knows? I could hear it in both ears.

“Anyway, I'll wait, Yuki.” After walking a few steps, something happened.

“You're on fire!” The voices of the nurses and people around them began to scream and panic.

“Yuki,” and my brain, which had been stunned for so long, began to command me to run inside.

“Sir, please stop. Going in now will only lead to death and death.” The voice of a man ran up and pulled me back. But who can be cool?

“Let go of me.” And when I stopped coming out of his hand, he rushed inside to find Yuki. It's very hot inside. As if he himself might die. If you stay longer than this But anyway, I have to go. For Yuki, the person I will love.

“Crack!” The sound of the burning wood starting to fall made me rush towards Yuki.

“Yuki!” And when I came in, I had to quickly grab Yuki into my arms, but the entrance was closed.

“Shit, that's crazy.” But someone walked in and helped me.

“Hi?” And when I turned to look, I was shocked.

"Mr. Atem" Even though it's called that in front of you, in reality it's that person. That one walked towards me with a wet cloth.

“Let's go.” With that, we quickly ran out of the burning hospital building. And when my chest reached me, I had to hug Yuki tighter.

“This must be someone important to you?” The man turned and asked.

“Well, he's the only one who can keep me in this world.” Even though it sounds silly, it's actually true.

“So, I feel like we might be the same.” And when that person finished speaking, I immediately turned to look at him.

“What do you mean?” I asked, confused.

“Because Yuki is the only one who can keep me in this world.” And when he finished speaking, my heart trembled again. Or is this the person Yuki said he loved?

“Please help bring the injured people together,” the voice of one of the nurses said causing me to lead Yuki into the group.

And after that, Yuki was transferred to another hospital instead. And it was even closer to Kaiba's company.

“Yuki” and today I came to visit Yuki again. But there were already flowers in the vase.

“Yellow carnation” means for you, pure and lovely.

“Hey Jounouchi-kun. Come visit Yuki too? The voice of someone I really didn't want to meet spoke up, causing me to turn around and look.

“Chief, too?” I said with a smile.

“Um, what kind of flower did you bring?” his voice asked about the flower in my hand.

“Oh, iris flowers,” I replied, handing the bouquet of flowers to the person to see.

“Oh, what do you mean I have something to tell you?” he asked, giving him a smile. And I felt that That person probably wasn't joking about Yuki.

“You're going to work, right? Would you like to go in the same car as me?” The person turned to me and asked.

"I'll take it." And I agreed, and when I got into his car, I could feel that our positions were very different.

“Boss, do you like Yuki?” After he had gotten out of the car for a while, I opened up and asked.

“Why are you talking so distant from each other? I don't like it. Even though we're about to fight, wouldn't it be better to be close to each other?" He turned to me and asked before giving me a cold smile. But it doesn't frighten me one bit.

“I ask you a question. Please answer me.” I reminded him that the other person had not yet answered my question.

“Um, because in the past I was in Japan. Then one day I saw Yuki being attacked and went to help. And I fell in love with Yuki from the beginning. It's not like you Yuki is waiting beside you. But I never saw his worth.” Those words pierced deep into my heart.

“I apologize for not appreciating Yuki before. But it's still better than people like you who have been abroad until now who just heard the news.” And I believe that it must have stabbed into his heart a lot.

“Well, that's true, but now I'm back. I may not have been with Yuki for as long as you. But I will definitely make Yuki happier than you,” Jan said with great certainty. Too sure I'll let him know who Yuki really likes (it's so sad).

“Then let's talk about it again next time.” So he and I joined the company to work.

The time had passed by for about 1 week. A miracle happened

“Um!” The voice of a person who had been lying in bed for more than 5 years cried out, causing the nurses to rush to tell the doctor. and the doctor called to tell me

“Yuki, are you alright?” I said, coming to the room where Yuki was staying.

“Um, Jounouchi-kun,” Yuki, who was sitting on the bed watching TV, replied with a smile.

“Hi Yuki, how are you?” And the voice of the madman rang out.

"Is that you, Atem?" Yuki cried happily when he saw him.

“Um, it's me, Yuki.” And I had to hurry out because the atmosphere was so disgusting. And whenever Yuki and I are together, he always interrupts. And one day I saw that one at a flower shop.

“I'll take the ivy,” and as soon as I heard it, I understood and thought to myself. But there was still a chance and I had to hurry and tell Yuki.

But then I didn't arrive in time.

“Yugi, will you please marry me?” Atem, who had arrived at Yugi's house a short time before me, said to Yugi and handed him a bouquet of ivy flowers.

“Mr. Atem-/////-“ Yuki's face was so red that it made me jealous of him.

“Yugi,” your voice spoke again and Yugi responded. And it made my heart hurt even more.

“Yes.” And I would probably become a soulless body for the rest of my life.

After that, their work was prepared.

“This is Jounouchi-kun. Which type do you think is better?” Yuki, who was currently choosing a wedding card design, asked me with a bright face.

“I don't know. Yuki probably already has a crush.” I replied with a forced smile.

“Yuki, let's go eat,” and the voice of the person who made me suffer every day rang out.

“Huh, Mr. Atem,” and Yuki rushed towards him. That one that I could only stare at and envy.

“Yuki, why do you have to make me love you and then leave me?” I kept thinking to myself.

In the end, there was never a satisfying day.

In the end, whatever you tried came to an end.

In the end, I just watched and envied.

Like a yellow rose that will never wither again.

Yuki, I want to tell you before I go.

I love you and will never forget you forever.

Goodbye everyone I probably won't be able to stay any longer. When the heart is broken I would have to die alone.

The ending isn't very dramatic. But why did Jouno have to commit suicide at the end? I don't know.

Reference the language of flowers from the web:

http://www.thaigoodview.com/node/3749