Short Fiction - 5thAnniversaryTonoRitz (

Norit)

Today’s Tomorrow’s Yesterday.

"It's late, Rit."

"Go home and get some rest."

"It's good to worry about yourself, Rit." The voice of the nurses who were all worried about a small, ordinary person (?) who didn't know where he got so much strength from working in the hospital. Doctor status at Able to perform duties without any failures Plus, on holidays, he also has a duty to deliver happiness to people as an artist on stage.

Truly a giver worthy of the position of being loved by many people.

"Just one more moment. You guys, you can go back first." His clear voice combined with a smile and eyes that showed concern for those around him. A good doctor who is also a leading artist like this. How many people will there be? But that didn't stop this sweet-faced young man from establishing himself as an important person in the slightest. He still thought of himself as just a medical student, Rit Rueangrit, an ordinary person.

“Very overzealous like this. Be careful, you'll lose your health, doctor." A sweet voice called for the young doctor who was writing medical documents to put down his pen and turn around. He looked at the owner of the voice with a smile.

“Come out and take a walk like this. Are you well now, Pam?"

“Pam is going to fall over here. If Dr. Rit still doesn't want to come home." An innocent little child with Dr. Rit as his favorite doctor. Standing with arms folded, cheeks puffed out. Looking at the person who insists on clearing up medical documents for me, I have to go back on my words. Pack up your things and grab your favorite green backpack. Which made many young nurses smile a lot and not stop teasing the doctor and the patient. The young age goes the same way.

"When Nong Pam comes, Dr. Ritni, hurry up and pack your things."

"I wonder if the doctor has a new rival, keke."

"Well, that's right, if Rit doesn't do what Pam wants, there's a hope that Pam will definitely get worse." Dr. Rit spoke to the nurse without fail, giving Pam a sweet smile that made Girl smile a little. She hurriedly suppressed a smile and pretended to keep a calm face when Rit walked up and raised his hand to caress her soft hair. Until the senior nurses, including Rit himself, all smiled fondly.

"Go, smart one. I'll take Rit back to the room."

"Huh!"

Pam is a little girl. White skin looks pale But it's still bright. She has been here for a long time suffering from leukemia. All the nurses here love and care for her. Her life is very pitiful. Everyone came together to support her. Just to make you smile I accept anything. Not even Dr. Rit

The first and only doctor she was impressed by with his cuteness and sincerity. Rueangrit understands Pam's feelings well. That made them as close as real siblings.

“Just a little while longer, Pam isn't here. Dr. Rit must take good care of himself."

"Why do you say that? We have to be together for a long time." The young doctor stopped walking before kneeling and squatting down until he could make eye contact with the child. The eyes that were once bright began to shed tears until Rit had to raise her hand to spread them out gently.

"Pam knows. Pam will die anyway."

“Pam.. don't say this. Everyone fight for Pam."

“Pam, thank you. I don't know who the elders are but they still come to fight for Pam. But.. but Pam. Pam is tired. Pam is so tired, Dr. Rit, hmm, this crazy disease is hurting Pam. Her whole body hurts." How could such a small child fight alone? Having lost both father and mother in an accident. Plus, I myself still have to fight against a serious disease like this. You really have to respect your heart.

She had lost both the people she loved and loved her.

For me... It's not easy to get through each day.

"Fight for the doctor. The doctor wants Pam to continue fighting. Let's fight together." His small arms hugged the person inside him tightly. Because Rueangrit believes that hugging is a way to send encouragement. The tighter it is The more it made her feel better.

“I love Dr. Rit the most.”

“Hug me tight.”

“Ugh!”

"Huh! Let's fight him, Nong Pam."

"Hahahaha, don't tickle me. Dr. Rit won't want it. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

All I can do for you is just a smile and this little happiness.

After the young doctor sent Pam back to the patient's room It was time for him to really go home and rest. Along the way, we stopped to buy some food to stock up at home. But it doesn't stop very often. Because it's been a while since we ran out of food at home. It's not that Rueangrit likes to fast. But it doesn't eat anything.

Every time I got home I lay down and went to sleep. I rarely have time to think or do anything else.

lonely..

This feeling has always been there. But it's been a very long time. Ritt himself is not sure that what he is today is without it. Those feelings really Or is it just numbness?

rrrrrrrrrr...

The phone's vibrating system works to cause people who have just parked their car to the house to pick up their cell phone and look at it.

Brother Tony

Some people sat staring at their cell phones for a long time. I became conscious again when someone knocked on the car window. And that made his heart tremble even more than before. A tall, familiar man. Sharp eyes filled with warmth looking at him Just as he was looking as well.

Crack..

"Do you want to eat something.."

It doesn't take long to carry things into the house. It was evident that in the Phakin's hands there were many souvenirs. One of them was Rueangrit's favorite food when they first met.

"I bought a lot of them. I have a favorite item too. Strawberry ice cream." The tall figure sat down on a chair in the dining room. As for Rueangrit, he quietly put the things he bought into the refrigerator. Standing and listening to what the older man had to say about his life. A voice that indicates happiness It made me unable to stop smiling.

When I talk about him Rita is really happy.

At least I'm happy.

"Let's put the ice cream in the refrigerator first. Rit will eat first."

"Alright Di Tia, that's good too, so it won't melt." The little man looked at the tall man's hammer a bit. But he did nothing more than pick up the ice cream jar and put it in the open refrigerator in front of him, then come back and sit down on the opposite side.

"So, how are you? ...Are you tired lately?" Asking questions that show concern has never been different from before, making it more powerful. Can't say anything except nodding slightly. The food that was placed in front of me would probably only take a few bites again.

"Today.." A sweet face that was concentrating on shoveling rice into a plate. He looked up at the person who had left his speech with a questioning expression.

"Is something wrong.."

"Anniversary" hmm? His clear eyes narrowed in thought before he understood. What day is it today?

"It's been 5 years, Rit. You and me."

"Long time"

"Oh" I couldn't say anything. I didn't even think that someone like Tono would remember something like this. As for Ritt himself, he hardly pays attention on days like this at all. Too busy giving importance to busy work or not... just remembering the bad things. Until you forget to focus on good stories

Different from a smile... that is filled with the happiness of the person in front of Rueangrit It is an answer that reflects

Pakin chooses to remember good stories.

Opposite to the person sitting on the other side..

Why do I allow bad things to overshadow our good relationship?

I never hide my feelings. I choose to remember only the good things that happened.

And that makes me.. be happy

Unlike me, who chooses to remember only mistakes. I choose to forget because I don't want to be hurt.

But the more I forget.. the more it hurts.

Actually, it was me who locked myself up with feelings I didn't know.

Even though it didn't make things any better at all.

"excuse me.."

"What are you sorry about?" Two thick hands moved to hold the slender hand that had just recently put down the glass of water.

Noh's hands are still warm as usual. Still feel safe like always. Hasn't changed at all...

"Sorry...for everything" until now The little one still thought he was at fault all along. Wrong decision made by a big person. It's wrong that it's too far away. So far that I forget to emphasize the good things. Forget how you used to feel, forget to care, ignore the feelings of those who wait. Until it is the cause of today's change...

"I'm the one who has to apologize." As for the older man, he probably repeated his mistake to himself, pressing it deep like a knife stuck in his chest, enduring the pain until he felt no emotion. ...if he thought about it a little Be more restrained. Everything might not be possible. No one will have to suffer.

But no matter what, everything must move on.

Because in the end...it can't go back and fix anything.

It is a fact that must be understood and accepted.

And it would be fine. If today we choose to remember only beautiful things and overlook the bad things of the past

"Do you remember..."

"Our good day... Rit...

Will you remember this?” It was a requesting question. where the listener can only make eye contact with the person speaking silently

With a familiar person, you'll understand just by looking into their eyes.

With someone who knows your heart, you don't have to show anything, they know it well.

I never forget, even though I try to forget.

Let's go back...

I remember everything Every feeling that I have

...no matter how long No matter what capacity

I can never deny That every time I have P'No I feel safe Because I'm sure he can protect me. Like I feel every minute - Rit

....I myself don't love Rit any less. I still remember every detail of it well. How did I love it that time? No matter this time or any other time, I will never change these feelings. - Tono

"P'No.."

"Huh?"

"Thank you." The little man decided to give a wide smile to the big man who was staring at him without batting an eye. The remaining slender hand came up and held it, overlapping it with two warm palms again. Everyone is tight. Absorbing old feelings that come back Images of events that seem to be replayed Circle around so they can smile at each other. tirelessly On the dining table filled with happiness between older and younger siblings who have always loved and understood each other.

"Do you love me, Tia?"

"I love you."

"Yes, thank you!"

"yes"

"I love you too. I love you no less than yesterday."

"No matter how small or small you will be, it doesn't matter. But can I ask for one thing?”

"What.."

"Don't stop loving me."

"I know.."

"There will never be that day...

I will never leave you, that's for sure."

Thank you for speaking out.

Because I believe

that you will never leave me

Like we will never leave each other ^_____^

We'll have a great time On a lonely day

We will have stories to dream about. On some nights it's sensitive.

I love you Norit ^_^

#5thAnniversaryTonoRitz  ️