[ONE-SHOT: SNSD] Be your Princess (TaengSic Feat. Tiffany)
And then it came like A short-lived mood.
Derived from the program
Happy Together
I feel tired after watching this.
Because I feel sorry for Sika...
(Tae is truly a biased leader.
T^T)
Anyway, Ultitae has already been arranged.
I'd like to serve Tanisik as 3.
P
That we should have some together ^^
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Kim Taeyeon
Strong like Sica... Is it difficult?
Jung Jessica
And laugh like Taeyeon... Is it difficult?
Almost - Tamia
Jessica (version)
[ONE-SHOT: SNSD] Be your Princess (TaengSic Feat. Tiffany)
...If I were a 'princess'...
...everything would be meaningless...
...If the 'prince' isn't you...
“Ice Princess?... Is that me??”
...This matter happened a long time ago...
...for so long I don't know how I missed it...
...with a story that is like a long panorama like this...
...under the mask of a smile It's really hard to find anyone who understands the hidden tears...
Because of the strong anti-government trend From being close to seniors in the camp It became something that forged me into a hardened person.
...I don't know since when. Who was crowned by mistake...
...the crown of the person who is called 'Ice Princess'...
Come on... just make a sleepy, dazed face the way you're good at. Just be cool and don't have to deal with anyone. Keep yourself quiet. Don't create chaos. Does not cause problems Then prepare to debut as you dream. It's not that difficult.
Even though I told myself that... But it was not easy at all.
...This isn't me...This isn't me at all...
I don't like anything about me right now. I don't like having to look up. Acting like you don't care about anyone all the time. I don't like people using those words to define me. That it wasn't me at all
...but being called 'arrogant' hurts less than being 'macho crazy'...
Jung Jessica...who exactly is she?
I hate having to ask myself that every time I look in the mirror. I hate my bland face, like I'm not happy about anything. I hate... that I can't smile.
Why?... Even though I'm just an ordinary teenage girl.
...I'm a young girl who wants to smile. Want to laugh with friends That's all...
Time passes It's like a black and white panoramic image. endless stretch I don't know where the starting point is. I don't know where it will end. The second hand of the watch stopped moving. The minute and hour hands stopped in places I didn't want to think about.
...Everything passed so slowly...
“Jessica... you'll be debuting now. But the company wanted to create an image for her to be 'Ice Princess' isn't difficult, just do it like she is."
...I should be happy to debut...
...I should be happier. If I debuted as 'Ordinary girl'...
...not as 'Ice Princess'...
...No...that's not me...
I had to be 'someone else', a princess wearing a fake crown. With this emotionless mask, how long will it last?
...anyone can... Free me...
...This tower is too high for me to climb down alone...
“I can do it!!” A familiar person's shout made me stop. His eyes focused on the small figure hiding himself under a hoodie and jeans. Even though you can barely see your face But the sound is unique. Moreover, they have been trainees together for many years. A person with a short memory like me probably won't forget it easily.
It's late now... What are you doing here in the river?
“Taeyeon…” he softly called her name. She seemed surprised, if not shocked, by my appearance. The owner of the purple sweater sat down beside the river. Letting the cool breeze blow through my body, my eyes didn't even look towards me but stared at the pitch black water. Move like a living thing
with the reflection of the dark sky
...Tonight...no stars...no moonlight...
...There was only light from the side of the road...
“What are you doing here?” Taeyeon said in the silence. A hand rubbed his arm with the cold air. I don't know what I endured under the thin cloak. How can it be in this cold weather?
...Even though the Ice Princess... Probably used to the cold weather...
...but when I met her... It's not like that at all...
“So what are you doing?”
From all the trainees Including one member who was set to debut in the same group, I admit that Kim Taeyeon is the person I'm least close to. I don't know why... But I feel like she's a rare person. The look in her eyes was hard for anyone to read.
The truth is that I'm closer to her roommate Hwang Stephanie than to her. Because that girl is from America like me. Many times I had to teach her Korean. And many times we talk in our native language when we want to vent about something that we don't want anyone to know.
And because of the fact that Taeyeon and I hardly talk to each other Therefore, our conversation cannot avoid asking and answering questions. or a short sentence Then it disappeared like the wind blew.
"I don't know... I suddenly walked all the way here."
...You're quiet...I'm quiet...
...We talked through silence...
I don't know how many minutes passed. that we sit next to Together like that without any words. But the only thing I saw Must be a sad look... Worried... confused... different from the leaky Taeyeon. and laugh all the time when with friends You who have eyes like mine right now
...Sad... Worried... Confused...
...Unlike the arrogant and emotionless Jessica...
“Taeyeon, do you think the river is deep?” The conversation opened again. She picked up a branch next to her body and played with it on the surface of the water. His eyes wandered aimlessly. Even if you don't turn to look at me. I knew she was listening to me.
“Deep... How am I supposed to know?”
...answer that it's deep... And then proceed to tell you how to know...
...Kim Taeyeon... She is really a difficult person to understand...
“Really?...Then I'd better jump down and take a look. I'll know if it's deep or not,” I said, jokingly. If the person sitting next to you Instead, he turned to look at me with unbelievably serious eyes.
“It's cold... Are you really going to jump off?”
...Kim Taeyeon... Don't you know I'm making a joke?...
"Are you crazy?... It's that cold. I'm just joking.”
“Ice Princess... You're just joking..." I knew that she didn't mean to say that sentence to me. But it was more like mumbling to myself. Anyway... Sitting close together like this And all around there was no sound except the wind blowing softly. So it made me hear it by default.
It's strange that my words are the same as everyone else's... but I feel different.
...even you Still making me a princess?...
“Never mind it,” he said tiredly. Even though I really thought that people like you were just like me. But in the end, you saw me like anyone else.
I don't know what the reason is that makes me feel hurt about you. When we are not close at all It's not even strange for her to look at me like I'm outgoing. And think I'm the cold ice princess I can't laugh. and looked at others with arrogant eyes
...I'm used to it... With not being yourself like that...
"Strong like Sica... Is it difficult…” She suddenly opened up a topic that caught me off guard. He turned to look at her, curious to know what the other person was thinking when he said that sentence. If it was Taeyeon who knew and looked away first. His hands changed from using a branch to dip into the water. It's a small stone thrown. into it instead
...The vast surface of the water seems calm...
...just a soft stone It caused the water to explode and spread in a wide area...
...The river that looks wide...is also weak...
"strong?... Where do you say I'm strong??”
“Ice princess like you... Strong enough to die Otherwise, I wouldn't have made it this far. Even though I was scolded so much.”
“No... The truth is, I don't want to be this strong.” When the words were repeated, She was very 'Ice Princess', and weakness suddenly came rushing in. I don't know why all of a sudden To suddenly become weak Or maybe it's because of the exhaustion of having to act like someone other than myself all the time.
It's like a clear glass that holds a heavy feeling... So fragile and ready to break at any time
...weakness... So it accidentally took its place...
“I don't want to be called arrogant... I want to be the same A person who can talk to anyone. Laugh with anyone... Not that crazy emotionless ice princess.”
"That's not me at all..."
...The ice princess... ended up crying like a child...
“And laugh like Taeyeon... Is it difficult…” because I haven't laughed in a long time. I don't know anyone who is happy most of the time like you. A person who laughs loudly with friends You can do anything without fearing that someone will give you a bad look.
...laughing like you...is it difficult?...
...or will it be as simple as me crying like this??...
Taeyeon let me cry silently She offered no words of comfort, as well as no warm hugs. Or the palm of your hand reaching out to hold you like in that kind of novel. I don't know how you look at me. Because everything is behind the veil of appearance
He buried his face in his palms...his back trembled with sobs.
...Teardrop Princess... This word might be more appropriate...
I was slightly startled when I felt something warm. Still on the back... Turning to look, I could see that she had taken off her winter coat and covered it with me.
a person with a sense of humor Laugh all day like her... This minute, he kept a calm face. Only a few sentences fell from his lips.
...Taeyeon tried to talk to me through her eyes...
...Eyes that I can't read... But this moment is so warm...
“You think I'm cheerful... Can I laugh all the time?”
“...Um...”
“It's not easy, you know…” even though he took off his sweater and handed it to me. But Taeyeon's expression didn't feel cold at all. It was like she was already used to this coldness. "I act cheerful... Because of the truth, I don't want anyone to know that I'm weak.”
“I want to laugh... Because I don't want anyone to know that I just secretly cried..."
...keep a calm face For me it's difficult...
...and laughing like you...is hard enough, right?...
“The band's form is starting to take shape... I'm the oldest... So I was made to be the leader.” Taeyeon continued to speak. I know it's not a comforting phrase for someone like me who's sobbing, as much as it's not a conversational phrase to get us out of an uncomfortable situation.
...I know you're venting too...
“Is it funny?... A weak person like me... Who used to run away home because he couldn't be a trainee, suddenly had to become a leader. Come take care of another 8 members.”
"...Even though I took care of myself to be stronger than this... I still can't even do it…”
...cry?... It's not... You don't shed tears like me...
But I can feel that deep down, her anxiety It was making her more and more weak.
...so weak that I had to move my body closer... And wrapped my arms around her shoulders loosely like this...
“Maybe the two of us are the same.” Those were Taeyeon's last words. And these are our last words of the night.
...That's it... Maybe the two of us are the same...
...I acted arrogant, didn't care about anyone, and hid everything behind a plain face...
...She acted cheerful. Laughing all the time Hidden behind a smile...
...That's because we were both very afraid...
...Afraid that someone will find out the truth about how weak and fragile we are...
This panoramic image... There is no end.
It's like running along the wheel of fate that cannot be stopped.
Just a moment's accident... I let the days flow by me this far.
It's been 2 years since we debuted?
I don't know how I got through those times. There was a time when our band faced a wave of anti-fascism. We went through things in a way that no one thought 9 girls could endure. I also didn't think that we would be able to make it through this. Even though everyone probably abandoned me for being a hindrance to the group. And really go further than this.
...They should let go of my hand...since our band started with the word 'negative'...
I just said it like that... I'm like a well-meaning heroine who doesn't want to be a hindrance. She is a merciful princess who wants her friends to do well without having to be held back by someone like me who has the most anti-fans in the group.
...Even though I'm not sure if they ever let go of me...
...If we weren't 'SNSD' like this...
...An ice princess who isn't as hard as I am... How can I face everything?
“Sika is ‘warm ice’.”
That sentence from Kwon Yuri made me feel unbelievably better. The mask that had always concealed my true identity slowly faded away. slowly cracked open
I don't know when the ice princess stain will be gone. It's not true.
...but I now know the benefits of being weak-minded...
...because it makes us incredibly warm. Seeing that there are many people ready to protect weak people like us...
That's probably why I passed the debut period. Going through the anti period or get through everything Until entering an era that can be called a truly pioneering era for us.
song
Gee
It became a trending song and became famous overnight. Our negative image was erased by colorful t-shirts and jeans.
...it's like being born again, which isn't so wrong...
One thing I discovered besides the weakness of my heart I also found a hidden sensitivity within.
...Have you ever 'fallen in love' with someone you didn't know?...
Maybe because we're the same. Maybe because we're like a mirror. Maybe because we have a very weak side that we don't want anyone to know under the mask. She and I are the least close groupmates among the 9 of us. I hardly know Taeyeon beyond her vulnerable self.
But unbelievably, I feel warm every time I'm near you.
...I like the warmth...
...Because the Ice Princess isn't real like me. Can't stand the cold alone...
It might be as long as the panorama that I keep running after the wheel. It may be without reason or explanation. There may be no beginning as well as no ending.
...When we fall in love with someone...
...It's more than the letters can describe...
...no place to go no starting point not logical...
...There's nothing. Aside from losing my heart that's pounding like this...
“Fanny!! Are you crazy?!! Who told you to take off the cast yourself like this?!!!” The leader's outcry sounded as soon as we stepped into the dorm. Then it was found that Tiffany, who had to wear a cast for 4 days, used scissors to cut the cast herself and then reclined and read a magazine.
I still haven't said Tiffany. It's the name she's used since debut instead of Stephanie's name, which is the same as her seniors in the agency. After all, it wasn't a big deal. Because everyone calls her 'Fanny' anyway.
...and while everyone was stunned by the girl with smiling eyes Taeyeon was the first to shout out...
...I don't know why everything about Tiffany It's always a big deal for Taeyeon...
...And I don't know why everything about Taeyeon... It also influenced me...
"Well, it's gone now... Tomorrow the doctor said it can be removed. So whether you take it off today or tomorrow will make no difference.”
“So, is it okay to take it off yourself like this? What if it gets worse than before?!” Taeyeon continued to raise her voice. It was always like this when these two fought. In fact, I must say that during this period I suddenly Taeyeon and Tiffany had strange expressions. If friends in the group don't dare ask, knowing full well that nothing will happen if they ask.
...I didn't dare ask about the reason why I suddenly... That's why the leader of the group acted so coldly towards his former roommate...
...And I didn't dare ask about the reason why when she wore a cast Taeyeon was so worried about life or death that she made mistakes on stage in succession...
...no one dared to ask...
...Other people who didn't dare because they were afraid Taeyeon wouldn't answer...
...As for me...I'm afraid of the answer I'll receive...
"I am sorry.... I just want to perform with you guys quickly.” Tiffany's cooing voice made everyone sympathize. Every time she makes a face like that, anyone who doesn't have a soft spot for her can be considered dead-headed. Because even someone like Taeyeon who rarely shows her true feelings to anyone can calm down.
Even if there are traces of anger Some on the face
"If something happens again... Have you thought about how difficult it will be for other people?”
“That's enough, Taeyeon... Fanny said it was cured and that's it. I'll have the doctor check it again.” It was Yuri who interrupted when he saw the red mark in the eyes of someone as cheerful as Tiffany.
I know my best friend really wants to cry.
...Just Taeyeon being indifferent to her for no reason like today is hurtful enough...
...As soon as Taeyeon came back to take care of her and take care of her while wearing the cast, she felt much better...
...and then just hearing Taeyeon scold her...she clearly showed that she was 'disappointed'...
“What exactly is wrong with you, Taeyeon? It'll be cold soon. I'll be worried soon. And then this came at me again. I don't understand you at all.” And then a weakness ran down Tiffany's clear cheeks.
How many times have you shed tears because of Taeyeon?
...ask me why you know... Well, during this time she came to vent with me regularly...
As for the reason... She still doesn't know the answer. As for me, I'm not skilled enough to explain it to you.
...The reason is that... you are 'falling in love' with the same woman as me...
“Don't think I'm cold.” Taeyeon's voice softened. He refused to meet anyone's eyes. He didn't even look at Tiffany's eyes. No one can take those eyes off you. It's different from me who seems to hear everything. Without her having to say anything.
...because we are too similar...
...We are talking through silence...
...With the sentence that Taeyeon shouted that she's upset right now because she's 'worried' about that smiling-eyed girl a lot...
And like every time, Taeyeon ran into the room and refused to speak. Tiffany herself walked towards her room. The sound of the door closing rang out at the same time. With a sobbing sound that was too much for him to hold back.
“I'm going to go check on Fany soon,” I told my friends, while they all agreed that I was most likely talking to the smiling-eyed girl right now.
As expected, when entering the room, you would see her face buried in the pillow, sobbing. Sitting down next to the bed as I gently stroked my best friend's hair.
"If you're worried, just say you're worried... Will it die? So what do you really want these days? Suddenly you're being cold to each other. I won't say anything when I'm angry,” she rambled as if she had been complaining all along. I don't know how I reacted to those words from her.
Taeyeon may be a bit of a liberal or a sensitive person but she is a reasonable person.
The only thing that makes what we humans do seem 'irrational' is a little thing called 'love'.
...Every 'nonsense' reason comes only from protecting your own heart from pain...
“Cool like Taeyeon is doing... It's not easy, Fanny.
“What do you mean, Jessie?” She called me the name she always used when we were together like this. Some wiped away their tears and rose up to sit next to me, wrapping their arms around my waist and hugging me loosely. Pleadingly, even though she had just been a tearful girl and went to live with Jade.
...Tiffany... Why is she such a lovely person?
I'm not surprised that everyone loves her.
...even though...we really love the same person...
“Taeyeon is very worried about you, you know... cold outer shell It's just like me before. Taeyeon is hiding some weakness.”
...Damn... Being a good person like this... It's not easy at all...
...Why do I have to say something like this?
...even though...I love Taeyeon this much...
“But you, Fanny... Do you know that you feel too much for Taeyeon now?”
...Do you realize that you're crossing some lines?
“Because of who made me like this…”
...Do you realize that you can't turn back?
“Taeyeon never knew that I cared for him. I'm worried about him. I feel so sorry for him.”
...Do you realize that you're getting closer and closer to pain?
"People like that never know... That I love him this much.”
...nothing at all... Those words were not a warning to Tiffany...
...but someone who never knew me...
...It's time to put on the fake princess mask again...
Having to realize that you are in love with the same woman as your best friend is not easy.
If I could just keep fooling myself that I was always worried about Tiffany's feelings. It would be thinking too much of a sensitive woman. But in the end, the answer came to me faster than I thought.
...The day Tiffany found out about herself... Arrived too soon...
It was no different from the previous times. that he argued with Taeyeon over the same old issues which feels like from the day Tiffany took off the cast Taeyeon will go back to being cooler than before. To the point where sometimes I walk away, refusing to look or speak. Sometimes it's only because of work or being on a show.
...She is incredibly cool...
...I never thought that someone who 'used to' laugh happily like Taeyeon could be so cold...
...Or is it not easy to smile all the time?...
...but having to be cold to the person we love...isn't easy either, Kim Taeyeon...
That's right... All the time I knew Taeyeon's feelings without words. Maybe it's because we're so similar that we almost become the same person. That makes us the people who talk the least in the group. Like strangers working in the same group. But many times we have understood each other.
Even though we talk through silence
Her eyes that no one could read
...It's like a language that can't be read. But I understand...
originally I think I'm lucky that at least I'm the person who understands her the most. You know that behind the smile and the strong demeanor, it's worthy of being a leader like that. Deep down, how fragile and sensitive Taeyeon is?
Even though I know...even though I understand.
That's why... All the time I knew who she loved.
...but all the time...you never know who loves you...
Love can make people unreasonably vain and stupid. I'm not surprised that Taeyeon was acting strangely. with Tiffany
Secretly loving your best friend is a new and torturous feeling.
...If you want to get close, you're afraid he'll find out...if you want to move away, you'll be afraid he'll misunderstand you...
It's not because I don't love you.
...but because I love you too much and am afraid of knowing the warmth that goes beyond friends...
Asked why he understood so clearly?
Taeyeon never knew that many times I pretended to be cold to him too.
If because we hardly talked much So it was not noticed much. No one cares.
Not like Tiffany... The person she was close to and who used to be almost like a shadow of a person. Today we have become strangers walking together. Don't think that other people will be able to understand your feelings. Tiffany herself couldn't stand it either.
...The girl with the smiling eyes probably caught her feelings because of this reason...
People usually only know what is valuable until they lose it.
Taeyeon didn't realize that she was pulling away from Tiffany. It turned out that the other party knew how much he had secretly loved his best friend for a long time. And how much it hurts to be treated so coldly
...The love that used to be near has to run to find...
...The love that was about to come in ran away...
Tiffany is especially close to Yuri these days because the two have to work as MCs together. Having said that, these two have many similarities. The first thing that is most obvious is that no matter who you are near, That person must also smile or be happy every time.
For me... having to smile even though other people think I'm emotionless It is difficult
...but making others smile like those two... How difficult is it?...
I'm not surprised that the two of you get along so well. Tiffany is easy to get along with. and gets close to people easily That's probably why she chose Yuri as one of her spiritual advisors besides me. A confident girl like you rarely wants to listen to just one opinion. But I'd like to hear from many different angles.
Even though in the end the path you chose It may not be the same way that many people told her.
Do you know anything?... I hate myself who are able to sense other people's feelings Even though on the outside it seems like a cold person And then he made a dizzy face. I can't keep up with anyone like this.
...I hate that I know that Tiffany already knows that she loves Taeyeon. Through those eyes of Yuri...
...I hate that I know how much Taeyeon loves Tiffany. Through those eyes of yours...
...I hate it most every time I look in the mirror...
...What is the woman there... saying to me?...
I don't understand. I'm confused. I'm going crazy with everything that's going on. I don't know how I managed to keep this quiet. I don't know why I didn't suffer life-and-death pain knowing who Taeyeon loved. It's not as painful as one might think when one finds out that a close friend is in love with the same person as oneself.
It made me question that maybe I didn't really love Taeyeon... so I wasn't hurt or upset.
...but not at all...
...The Ice Princess's mask is too thick...
...Enough to protect those fragile feelings...
...and I'm afraid that if the mask comes off Every weakness will rush in until you can't stand it...
“I already told Taeyeon I love you... He said he thought the same as me. But he can't be my boyfriend right now.”
“He told me to wait for him…”
...wait...
...waiting for you to turn around...and waiting for you to dare to love...
...Sensing our discouragement Who is stronger? Tiffany...
“If we are not strong Sometimes I'm weak. You can show it to others.”
That sentence... Our seniors were the ones who said it. And it really touched my heart and the leader of the group.
...We are both too weak...
And because of that The strength that was the outer shell was slowly being destroyed. I removed myself from the image of being an ice princess. By expressing himself in many angles that no one has ever seen. I can make people fall in love with me because of who I am.
...but one of the people who fell in love... Without you...
Girls' Generation is starting to receive big awards. After sending songs to the charts for several weeks in a row Including the trend of popularity that cannot be stopped.
No one expected us to come this far.
And it's like every time we win a big prize.
...Taeyeon doesn't want anyone to see her tears...
I don't see the need to pretend to be strong... I don't see the need to stand and hide behind other people and cry alone like that...
Because I might be close to you Every time I saw her she acted like she was going to retreat and cry. So I always have to pull her together for a hug with my friends.
...If you're weak, I don't see the need to pretend to be strong...
...Those outer shells have hurt both of us enough...
“We haven't talked to each other in a long time,” she said one day after returning from an awards ceremony. I was a little startled, thinking that she must have gone to sleep for a while. You're not secretly looking at me while I'm sitting here looking at the stars like this.
“Time flies too quickly.”
“Where has the ice princess who used to cry by the river gone?” she teased with a laugh. His hands rested on the balcony as his eyes stared at the twinkling stars. He didn't even turn his head to look at me directly.
...like every time we talk...
“Where is the crybaby leader who says she's weak?” I shot back as she laughed with a childish smile. It's a smile I've seen since I've known you.
...but the feeling of seeing... It's getting warmer every day...
“Thank you,” she suddenly spoke up. There was no bagpipes or flutes, causing me to turn and look at her face in confusion. His fingers were obviously scratching his cheeks in embarrassment.
"subject?"
"For hugging me today..."
...I didn't think she would say something like this...
"It's okay... I know that Taeyeon really isn't that strong. I don't see the need to cry alone. It's not cool.”
“Sika... It's an ice princess that's really unrealistically hard.”
“You should also learn to smile with real feelings. You don't have to act like you're strong. Even if you're weak, it'll be bad like this.”
...It's like we're talking about different things...
...it's like talking in different languages...
...but we 'understand' each other...
“If it was easy to act strong, It's good.”
“Taenggu... It's not wrong to be weak with the people you love sometimes.”
She turned to look at me. I don't know if it's because the sentence doesn't suit someone like me who always looks sleepy. Or is it because I called her a nickname that I haven't called her in a long time?
Looking deep into the bark-colored eyes, the owner's feelings were not revealed. More than a flicker like a candle's flame in the wind If you don't notice it, you probably won't be able to feel it.
I know I have no right to say this. Because I pretend to be strong even though I am also weak.
But I held your hand loosely
...Be vulnerable with the people we love...
...Be sensitive to the people we love...
...It's not the same...
“People's waiting has no end. If you love each other... there's no need to act cold like that. I know it is not easy to force myself.”
“Ice princess like you... Can you say something like this?”
“I don't want to be that fake princess... I don't want to have to pretend to be cool. That I want to smile like this.” After saying that, he showed off his smile to her. Taeyeon laughed and reached out and shook my head like a child. Even though she herself is several centimeters smaller than me.
“Even though you're not an ice princess anymore... But in the eyes of us and Sowon She is most suitable for the word 'princess', Sika.”
Because the princess is adorable?
Because I look so weak??
...Being a 'princess' isn't easy at all...
...if the person we fell in love with was a 'ordinary person' and not a 'prince'...
This panoramic image... Does it have an end?
The truth is that we humans are weak creatures. But I like to pretend to be strong. Even though the truth is that the inside is very fragile.
The only reason that makes us weak It is the same reason that makes us stronger.
...Love is beyond description...
It's like any other story, when two people love each other. If they're really together No matter what happens, we can't escape it.
...Tiffany stopped running towards her at the same time that Taeyeon stopped running away...
I can say with full confidence that right now my 'best friend'... is in love with the person I 'love' the most.
Don't ask me how I can bear to see them love each other. I don't even know how I got through those times. I don't even know why I keep smiling like this.
...Even though many times my weakness caused me to cry alone...
...Crying alone...it's not cool at all...
Taeyeon changed like a different person. She smiled back. Come back and laugh the way you are. The cold mask was thrown away without thinking of putting it back on. All of us probably won't deny that we like this girl. More than someone who makes a stressed face It's like carrying the whole world with you. No matter what you think, I won't say it like that.
She's changed a lot.
Change in a good way
...while an ice princess with a personality similar to mine was stuck in the same place...
I can't walk away from my painful panorama.
“Fany... Did I make a mistake by agreeing to sing a duet with her?” Taeyeon whined as she began to feel that the duet she sang with the person she loved started to feel out of place. In fact, I think it's too late for you to complain now. Since we have just finished measuring our clothes.
song
Lady Marmalade
That... If we go back 2-3 years ago, I don't think that Taeyeon would dare to cry.
...Plus he sang along with a girl with smiling eyes who looked completely happy like this...
“Taeyeon said she wanted to do something new. Why don't you take a look? Once in a lifetime, singing a duet with my girlfriend on stage. Romanticism will die.” The owner of the idea was none other than Tiffany. Select the song and submit it to the company. At first, Taeyeon was completely wrapped up in it.
Recently, I recently complained about the song being too sensual. With outfits that show off too much skin.
...I know Taeyeon is complaining too...
...Since we've been lovers... When has a leader ever offended a lover?
...You really have changed a lot, Tanggu...
“I think it's more erotic... 'Do you want to sleep with me tonight?' That's it."
I stopped caring about those two private worlds. In order to protect your own heart that is beginning to weaken By turning to read the lyrics in hand instead
“Almost?...
How did you think of wanting to sing this song?” Yuri, who was sitting nearby, asked. I guess she also doesn't want to see couples who show off their sweetness together arguing in a non-serious way like Taeyeon and Tiffany like we're used to seeing each other. So he turned his attention to me instead.
“And Yuri thinks that people One will miss the love that never existed. How can you think of a past that never happened?”
“How can it be like that when I 'never' even 'almost' had him?”
‘I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
(I miss the days we never had together
What happened? Even though I've really 'almost' reached that word of love.
Everyone tells me it's impossible to miss the person you never had.
It's true... I never even came close to having you)'
Time passes With my faint hope that one day this panorama will end.
...Is the world of people in love really that happy?...
...and the world of hurt people How much suffering can it cause??...
I'm not the one you turn to anymore Many times, whether on stage or in the program Every time the three of us are near each other I will become air in the blink of an eye when Taeyeon is focused on Tiffany.
concert size
SM Town
Taeyeon is having fun with the bean doll she received from a fan. Tiffany seemed quite interested in it, as if she had never seen it before. Even though it's true that lately Taeyeon has been addicted to Little Pea. Every time she goes abroad to work, she always carries it with her.
Damn... even I tried to ask her to take a look. Or how much I tried to get close to her Everything was empty anyway.
...There wasn't enough space for me to intervene...
That wasn't the first time I'd felt like I'd become so out of control. If you don't count the music awards
The Boys
On stage
Inkikayo
That too
Is it possible for people to shed tears of joy at the same time? With regret?
I won't deny that it didn't hurt or feel anything at all seeing Taeyeon and Tiffany play with each other as if they were so happy. The weakness that I have always hidden behind the smiles I have for the two people I love. Now it pours out and completely denies itself.
...having to smile even though that wants to cry It's not an easy task at all...
...How long must I resist being someone other than myself?
The hands of the clock are not free enough to slow down and wait for someone's pain. Everything is like the wind blowing. I'm happy with my 9 friends, happy when I'm near the people I love, even though we rarely talk for long. How serious is it? And shed tears when she realized that her happiness was with someone else.
...repeated...repeated...
In the blink of an eye, almost a year has passed since I had to be in this circle of my heart.
I don't think the same project.
TaeTiSeo
can come out in this form Even though it's not Taeyeon's style at all. But incredibly, she did it better than expected.
...Taeyeon has really changed...
She is not a weak leader who keeps everything to herself. When I encounter something serious He kept running away. Now you're someone I barely know People who can be happy with little things around them. People who speak out about what they like or don't like. A person who has another person to help share every feeling together.
...Looking at them, they love each other very much...
...if you force a smile and say 'Let's love each other for a long time' like that...
...Is it possible to do it at all?...
And who would have thought that a project that was promoted by 3 people would appear on a show?
Happy Together
Instead, he dragged me to replace Seohyun who was busy with other work.
I stubbornly refused when I found out that I had to appear on a show with Taeyeon and Tiffany. Because even though I pretend to fool everyone that it's okay And then put on the mask of a false princess, making a sleepy, dizzy face, not knowing what was going on. It doesn't mean that my heart is emotionless.
...People who don't seem to think of anything. May hold more pain than anyone else...
“I really will lose my job like this girl said.”
Because of Taeyeon's words, I couldn't deny it. That time they went on the radio and played a game of 5 syllables. The host asked what I was doing. The white-eyed bear smiled and immediately said, 'Si-ka-lose-job-ka'
...Tiffany is still a lovely person as usual...
...You never know that these days I try to avoid the two of you...
...I never knew that this friend wasn't as happy to be with you as he expressed...
...But even so...I can't help being angry at her...
When you can't refuse So I had to sit down and participate in this variety show. And it was as I expected that in the end I would end up becoming surplus. Because no matter how funny the show is But I don't think there's any need for laughing and throwing yourself at each other like that.
...Happy as people who love each other like that... It's really that easy?...
...It's probably easier than smiling while holding back tears like me...
A bit of luck was on my side when Yoona made a short guest appearance on the show. Enough for me to have something to rely on. If it's only for a short time, when you go back I had to be alone with my partner anyway.
...I don't want it anymore...I don't want to be here at all...
Many times they laughed happily and threw themselves at each other as if laughing a lot. That made me only laugh out loud. Just swipe away. When it was my turn to laugh, I turned towards Taeyeon. The group's leader did nothing more than chuckle.
...clearly seen How different are they...
...Lose before you even thought about fighting...
list
Happy Together...
It's not appropriate for three people to come together like this.
The word '
Together’
It was used by only 2 people.
...When a third person comes in, there are bound to be people who shed tears...
Come on... I have no choice but to watch the two of you be happy like this.
...A princess like me...can really do just that...
“Sika, aren't you asleep yet?” the little one asked, surprised when he saw that it was late at night and I was still stretched out on the sofa while flipping through the pages of a magazine. Plug in headphones to play the same song over and over.
"Listening to music..." He answered shortly, raising his eyebrows slightly when he realized that she had been in the bedroom for a while, and was even more surprised when he saw that she had a glass of milk in her hand, so he couldn't help but ask back. can “What about Taeyeon? Why not gone to sleep yet"
"At first I was going to sleep... But Fanny complained that she couldn't sleep. So I'm going to give you some hot milk."
...I don't think it's worth asking to hurt yourself, Jeong Jessica...
In that moment, I couldn't help but think that if it was me who couldn't sleep. If it were me that you would come and make hot milk for me at almost midnight. If it were me... How happy will it be?
...Smile like people in love smile...
I can only think... when in reality I'm still the same person who never had you... And it never even came close.
If only I'd told her I loved her before she loved Tiffany. Will the story be like this?
I'm not just one year late in their love. But I was too late, almost 8 years ago.
...If I told you I loved you then... Will I be the person who almost had you?...
“What are you thinking about?” Taeyeon probably saw that I had been silent for a long time and asked. She approached and placed a glass of milk on the table. I shifted slightly when I saw her motioning to sit down next to me.
...close like this... Can you hear my heartbeat?
like a child That you can't do anything when the person you're in your thoughts is close to you in real life like this. I don't know what I accidentally made my face look like. If I only knew I could hear you laughing
...It's not like when you laughed with Tiffany...
...It's not the same way...
“Why do you have to look so shocked?”
“It's...”
“So, what song are you listening to?” I stubbornly changed the subject. Instead of questioning, she took the liberty of pulling out one earphone and inserting it into her own ear. At first glance, a slight smile appeared on his lips. “I rarely get mad at my friends.”
'The heart you stole in secret Please give it back to me.
You came into my heart without permission. There was no warning sound.
Why do you have to come in and make me stop? Must cry and be confused like this'
“What... It's just that this song is really good.”
“Did someone steal your heart? Ice Princess”
“People like Kim Taeyeon... can they say things like this?” Because they were hurt by what they said, they pretended to have a simple expression. Follow it up with a catchy sentence that will make her burst out laughing.
“That's…” Taeyeon muttered before turning and giving me another big smile. “Sika, have you ever asked me this? Is it difficult to smile like me?”
“It's very simple... When we fall in love with someone... Are you free?”
...It doesn't seem easy at all, Kim Taeyeon...
“I'll go first... Fanny will be waiting a long time.” She walked away with a smile. Along with a glass of warm milk Give to the person you love Leaving me sitting in the same place With a song that is loud in the ears
'I pray every day that you just look back at me.
Is it possible for you to just look at me? 'A woman'
...But it's probably already too late...'
That song is a song
Love Sick
which is one of the subunit songs
TaeTiSeo
No matter how I listen to it, it's like they're singing a song that reinforces my sorrow.
...I told you it wasn't easy at all. To smile when falling in love with someone...
...It's difficult... If the person he loves...
...not us...
“If you love me like I love you... Just smile... It shouldn't be this difficult, Kim Taeyeon.”
...and it was never us...
- Be your Princess -
- The End -
It's a "fleeting" one-shot that can be really scary and long - -"
Cause of the item
Happy Together
Which makes me feel sorry for Sika the most.
T^T
Along with going to see
FMV TaeNySic 3P
that deserves to come
Thus, the Jin glands also flowed.
Be diligent and open for the first time.
Be your Hero
Chayul's is gone.
Therefore, it is better to arrange Ying Sikma's liver pain together.
The more I dress, the more I feel satisfied with Tae-ni in a strange way -_-...
(I'm sorry, Yulthi's mother. And stab the one who brought the pain in the liver to come here as well.
TT)
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Be yous Warmth (YulSic)