It was originally a fic. But if you don't know it, you can read it. Because it's just a name.

Angelic Smile

[Angel's smile]

His life is so boring...

The young man sighed for the hundredth time. After finishing organizing another pile of documents A pair of beautiful eyes turned to look at the clock.

Those are the numbers on the screen of a simple, tasteless table clock.

Damn it, coming back so late and being punished for handling documents at night is hell.

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Obviously, extra work must stop doing it.

I thought about it and sighed again. Before getting up, stretch your legs to get rid of fatigue. Then walked out of the room.

Late at night at this school is quiet... Of course, it would be strange if there were students there this late at night.

Except for those who were punished like him...

Better hurry back...

Thinking, he quickly picked up his pace. But after walking for a while, he suddenly stopped.

song...

He heard the faint sound of a piano...

Many horror stories that friends told each other popped up in their heads, causing their sharp faces to become as pale as the eyes could see.

Crazy... where do ghosts really exist?

The young boy shook his head vigorously. Curiosity always conquers fear.

He swallowed the sticky saliva in his throat. before following the sound he heard

Come on! Ghosts are ghosts! People like Kamui Gakuto, ghosts are never afraid of anything!!

A tall, slender figure walked along the path. Winding through the garden before stopping in front of a large dome-shaped building

It is the school's theater and music venue. Normally it should be locked...

A white hand reached out and pushed open the door. Before finding out that it wasn't locked as expected!!

He closed his eyes... Gather your courage for a moment. Before deciding, he came inside.

angel...

The figure who was rubbing his fingers along the piano on the stage Very far from the word ghost.

He doesn't know. What will the angels in heaven look like? But this person he saw was most like the angel he had dreamed of.

Flowing golden hair that looks soft and pleasant to the touch. Swaying slightly to the rhythm of the figure's head shaking to the tune of the song. Some strands of hair fell around her beautiful, sweet face. Sleepy eyes Makes the long eyelashes rest on clean white skin, a high nose, and pink lips that smile a little.

Gakuto could feel his own heart beating faster. This beauty and melodious song was making him mesmerized.

"Because or not?"

A soft voice rang out. causing him to snap out of his trance. before finding out that the song had ended And the angel who had been singing a moment ago was now standing in front of him.

"Ah...because... Very beautiful." Gakuto said sternly. Beautiful eyes always look the other way. Before finding out that this angel's slender body was in the same uniform as him. White shirt and slacks Only the red tie showed that this person was a year his senior.

This guy...he has such a beautiful face.

He secretly thought in his heart.

"Good. I'm Yoshiki Hayashi. And you?" Yoshiki smiled a little friendly. Gently enhance the beauty of the face.

"Gakuto, Kamui Gakuto."

"Um... Gakuto, this isn't the time you're supposed to be in school, you know." Yoshiki turned serious this time. Which to him thought it didn't seem a bit scary. Plus it turns out to be even cuter.

“But Yoshiki-san can still live here. Plus, they also come to secretly use places like this. It's against the law."

The other party just laughed lightly. before bringing a finger up to touch the lips

"What are the privileges of the student council president?"

Brown eyes glanced at his luxury watch.

“Damn, it's already midnight. I think you can hurry home, Gakuto.”

midnight!!? It's already this late!

Thinking about it, I hurriedly said goodbye to the senior who was the owner of the beautiful, touching song.

"That's it, then I'll excuse myself."

The young man half walked, half ran towards the exit before he stopped and turned and smiled.

"Thank you, Yoshiki-san."

Then the tall figure ran out of sight. causing the person being thanked to only blink their eyes in confusion

'Gakuto...'

Who?

'This... Gakuto'

The soft voice that sounded in his ears was familiar, like he had heard it before.

He opened his eyes to see beautiful brown eyes, golden hair, and pink lips the color of rose petals that were calling his name.

'Wake up, Gakuto.'

Yoshiki...

"Fuck you Gagg~~~!!!" A loud voice shouted. Along with a heavy punch that was thrown with full force. Making people who just woke up feel dizzy

What... isn't this an angel? Clearly a demon.

Blue eyes suddenly turned to look at the owner of the fist. The slender and fragile body, the owner of a beautiful face worthy of the name, was wiping his face vigorously. Along with the lips that spit out insults at him.

"Dammit! You pervert! Whether you dream of seeing a beautiful woman with a slender body is your business. But what are you doing kissing my cheek? What a shame!!"

“Stop complaining, Miyabi. Do you think that a person with complete consciousness would want to kiss you on the cheek? I must be angry. My mouth is completely tainted."

Finishing his sentence, his face turned to follow Miyabi's hard, erratic punch again.

“Shut up and get to work! It's been twenty minutes since class ended. Soon, one week of punishment will turn into two. Then I will deserve it.”

I haven't finished speaking yet. Gakuto's figure rushed out of the room. Leaving the speaker with his head slightly raised and his eyes pitifully following his friend who was sleeping soundly.

Is that Yoshiki...

Suddenly he thought of the name that Gakt had accidentally muttered.

"That person already has an owner..."

It's 10 p.m. again...

Gakuto sighed tiredly.

No matter how hurry you have to do it. Still didn't finish in time to go to extra work anyway.

He picked up his things and walked out of the room like yesterday. Everything proceeded exactly like the night before, including...

A tall figure walked and stopped at the theater. It was the song again that had brought him here.

This time, he walked inside without hesitation.

Yoshiki was still singing up there. A sweet and profound melody that is beautifully arranged.

Gakuto sat down and listened quietly. Immerse yourself in that song. Until the last note

"Are you here again, Gakuto? You often stay past school closing time. I have to inform the teacher." Yoshiki greeted in a soft, friendly tone. While still sitting in front of a beautiful piano

“I was punished to stay and work. That's Yoshiki-san. Why do you have to come play the piano this late?”

It's a question that people are asked and just smile a little without answering anything.

“Did you drink? "Gakuto," Yoshiki said, changing the subject. In his slender hand was a beer can.

"Drink some... No, I drink it often. Actually, I work part-time at a bar," Gakuto said. Before observing the expression of the student president

There are rules here that prohibit extra work. Especially with this type of work... Yoshiki-san probably won't tell the teacher.

"Then that's good." The owner of the brown eyes wasn't just talking about the extra work. He even passed the beer in his hand to the other person.

"Please drink with my friend."

A sweet smile that no one who saw it would be able to ignore. causing Gakuto to pick up an extremely cold aluminum can and open it.

"Let me tell you, I have a stiff neck," he said, smiling. Beautiful, dazzling blue eyes

But Yoshiki just laughed cheerfully.

“I don't think I'll lose to anyone. Especially things like this."

Gakuto has been working in a bar for a long time, so with the alcohol issue He has never lost to anyone.

Except for the person named Yoshiki Hayashi...

I couldn't believe it was an hour later. Cartons of beer are quickly consumed by the people who transport them. There were also cans being opened and sent to him all the time.

Something thin like that Where do you store so much alcohol?

After downing his eleventh can of beer The dizziness made him ask for forgiveness. before being able to return home So I could only look at Yoshiki who turned around and laughed as if saying I had won.

His childish expression made him feel very cute.

Blue eyes looked blankly at the person who was quietly drinking.

The more I look at it... the more I feel that Yoshiki is an incredibly fragile man.

From the sloped shoulders A small, thin waist Beautiful, slender arms and legs

Especially combined with the beautiful and clean layout of the front of the machine. If it is said that this person is a woman He probably believed it with all his heart.

"Yoshiki-san, that's enough," he said as he saw the beautiful woman about to open the next can of beer. Even though I had already drank the whole carton.

"Don't stop me, I'm not drunk yet," Yoshiki protested. His white face was now discolored. Juicy, sweet-looking eyes stared at him with dissatisfaction.

Let me know that until now I'm still not drunk. But it's very close.

"That's enough. Drink a little more and you'll definitely get drunk," he said. while snatching the can in the other person's hand With some hands trying to hold him back

"Gakuto, give it back."

"I won't return it," he said. Slightly moving away This caused the older man's slender brows to furrow together in displeasure.

"Gakuto..." His sweet voice and the look in his eyes almost made his heart soften. Gakuto quickly turned and walked the other way.

When he saw that the tall figure had walked away Yoshiki jumped up. The target is a beer can in the other person's hand.

"Hey!" The person who was attacked hurriedly turned around and ran away.

"If you want to play catch, I won't tell you." Gakuto laughed. When he saw that the pretty face began to show an annoyed expression, like a princess who had been offended.

"Stop it, Gakuto~"

A game of chase began, with the laughter of the fleeing beings heard every now and then. Makes the person chasing you feel a little angry. But there was a faint smile on his lips.

"Looks like I won," Yoshiki said, panting. He looked at the tall figure who had fled and stopped by the fountain in the middle of the square. Some hands reach out. I'll grab a beer can in my white hand.

"I'm not sure," Gakuto smiled. before moving his hand away And when a thin hand reaches out again He turned away.

"Give it back," the offended person began to shout. Because when he grabs The person in front of him ducked.

The beer can hold-up is continuing like a small war. If it weren't for that...

"Hoy!!"

promising!!!

Gakuto's body stumbled and fell backwards into the fountain. With his raw instincts, he accidentally grabbed the small wrist and dragged it down together.

"Gakuto!!!!" A soft voice shouted. From an angel she turned into a giant in an instant.

As for the person in charge, not only was he not afraid, but he was also laughing, not afraid of his green eyes.

"I consider it a bath to sober up."

“Do they bathe in a fountain at your house? So who's drunk? I'm not drunk yet!" Yoshiki argued. But when he saw the other party still laughing The pretty face took a swipe at him. before he couldn't help but laugh.

The nights are supposed to be quiet in school. Now, it reverberated with the laughter of two people who rang together for a long time. Until Gakuto's voice disappeared. Yoshiki then stopped following.

The water from the fountain is dazzling. Harmonizing with the sound of your own trembling heart

Blue eyes met brown eyes. He didn't want to say how seductive the person in front of him was right now.

Long, flowing golden hair that was splashed with water flowed down his sweet, beautiful face. Long eyelashes with dazzling water droplets The whiter the shirt, the thinner it gets when exposed to water until the skin is visible.

A white hand reached out and touched the golden hair that was wet with water. Going down to the tip of the chin.

Two pairs of eyes still meet. It's like there's magic.

In that moment, it was as if everything had gone silent. Only the sound of my heart resounded.

He wanted to stop time here for a long time... Let these brown eyes be his forever...

Gakuto slowly leaned closer. So close that they could feel each other's breath.

Close... until their lips almost touched.

The sound of the clock striking midnight rang out. Make the alluring magic disappear

Yoshiki pushed Gakuto's shoulder away. With eyes that always look the other way

"Don't... Gakuto, I already have a lover."

Not good... Continuing to live like this must not be good...

For a moment, silence covered everything...

A moment... before the younger person pushed the other's face to make eye contact.

Blue eyes that were so charming you couldn't escape them.

"I know," he finished, his sharp face leaning closer. He closed those pink lips with his own lips.

Kissing within the curtain of the fountain Amidst the magic of twilight

He knew that doing this was wrong, but...

I love you...Yoshiki-san...

This morning, a headache was the first thing he noticed when he woke up.

Even though I didn't drink much, But a mild hangover finally came to greet me.

Gakuto turned over. Bury your face into a soft pillow.

Yoshiki...

One name that at this time had echoed in his mind most of the time.

The tall figure got up from the bed when he found that it was already very late. He picked up a towel. before walking into the bathroom

An image of a delicate figure with a beautiful face and mesmerizing piano music appeared in his mind. Both golden hair... A pair of sweet brown eyes And pink lips...

The tip of his finger carelessly lifted to his lips.

The warm taste still lingers on your lips. The alluring sweetness mixed with the scent of alcohol still lingers on the tip of the tongue...

The water falls on him. It made the images from last night come back to my mind.

The other person has a more beautiful face than anyone else. Delicate figure And the sweet scent is more alluring than anyone else...

The slender eyebrows on his face were furrowed together. When they feel their needs

Hey, what do you want when you're about to leave late?

Thinking angrily But he was a man who was in good health in all respects. This kind of thing is natural. But this emotion arises from thinking about men. He had never been before.

Gakuto closed his eyes. Before deciding to hurry up and do what should be done quickly A white hand then touched his youth which was still stubborn. Before moving your hand up and down gently

To feel guilty towards the other party But now he was imagining Yoshiki's naked body. Want to feel white and smooth skin? I want to leave a rose-colored trace on that surface. I want to hear when that soft voice moans sweetly...

"Ah..." A low moan escaped his throat. When the images in your imagination are so realistic that you feel sorry for yourself. The white hand quickened the pace. before the milky white liquid is released

To know that that person already has an owner But not in time... Because he fell in love with the angel of music from the first time he met...

Yoshiki Hayashi is the kind and gentle student president who is known for being as smart and self-centred as he is for his stunning face. The people in the student committee have all been split up before. But no one could deny this person's abilities. Just as no one can deny the charm in this person that makes you want to be angry, but you can't stop being angry.

Moreover, even if you are extremely spoiled Yoshiki always listens to everyone's reasons...

The person who can convince the student council president the most is Toshi, the vice president who has been Yoshiki's friend since childhood. And it is well known that the two are dating each other. Even though Toshi looks like an ordinary person, But he was one of the few people who dared to criticize Yoshiki for being overbearing.

Gakuto sighed for the hundredth time as he thought about the two of them.

We grew up together, we've always been together. A relationship that gradually grew stronger... Things like that can't be easily torn apart.

The pen in his hand was absentmindedly flicked across the book.

But if you can be together, you can break up! yes! Don't give up, Gakuto! Too stubborn to go in... Only Meat rules the world!!

Sparkling blue eyes And after giving yourself all the encouragement The tall figure slumped against the table. and fell asleep quickly

"Damn~gagt!!!"

A pair of beautiful eyes slowly opened drowsily. Today, the person who woke him up was still Miyabi as always.

"How long have you been out of school?" he asked, getting up lazily.

"It's been a while."

Gakuto nodded. before putting the books on the table he used as pillows into his bag.

Better hurry and finish the job. I'll go see Yoshiki-san...

"Gagt," Miyabi called. A hand grabbed the other's wrist.

Gakuto's blue eyes averted to look at the pretty face, who looked confused and looked like he was about to say something, but fell silent.

"Miyabi?"

“Well... you probably know that Yoshiki-senpai is having problems with Toshi-senpai. But let me warn you first, Gakt. No matter how beautiful it is But don't fall in love at all."

Even Miyabi's voice sounded as calm as before. But he knew this friend was worried about him.

His encounter with an angel at night It was just a beautiful dream for a while. Because when Yoshiki and Toshi resolved their problems He would probably never meet an angel again...

But until then There's still enough time to make you look at me, right?

“Thank you for the warning. See you tomorrow, bye," he said, smiling slightly. before walking out of the room

Today he finished work earlier than usual. It was probably because I wanted to see that beautiful face quickly.

When walking out As always, the ears could hear the soft sound of the piano. It made his heart feel a little better. Because he was secretly afraid that the events of last night would prevent him from seeing the other person again.

The long legs hurriedly walked along the path until they became half-runs. and when he stopped in front of the auditorium The music stopped.

Slender brows furrowed together. Because that song hadn't even played until the last part. But it just stopped.

A white hand pushed the door open. Before a pair of beautiful eyes flashed with fright

The sound of sobbing...

A figure with golden hair was still sitting in front of the piano. But slender hands that should be on the keys Instead, it was lifted up to cover his face.

Gakuto walked closer to Yoshiki silently. Looking at the trembling delicate shoulders

"Yoshiki-san..."

A voice called out that made the pretty face turn and look. Brown eyes were trembling and filled with tears.

"Gakuto..." a soft, trembling voice muttered. A thin hand wiped away the tears before forcing a smile.

"Sorry, I won't be able to play the piano for you today."

Blue eyes looked at the person who was trying to be strong, before sighing and pulling the thin body into an embrace.

"nevermind... I'm away for a bit today. There's no one here."

So... will cry It doesn't matter at all...

The last sentence he said in his mind. But the other party seemed to understand the meaning of the sentence. His face rested on his broad chest. Before tears flowed from her beautiful eyes

The soft sobbing sounded for a long time. It's like a sad melody...

Yoshiki just cried silently without saying anything. Then invited him to drink. He also drank so much that he had to be brought home.

The large white mansion looked beautiful but was as lonely as its owner. It's far too big for one person...

He placed his thin body on the wide bed. Yoshiki seemed to drink so much that he fell asleep. Then walked into the bathroom. I'm going to wash my face and eyes a bit and then go home.

Cold water hitting the face. Makes the dizziness disappear.

He didn't drink much. It's different from another person who drank until he couldn't speak properly.

A tall figure walked out of the bathroom that was wider than his bedroom. Before he stopped slightly when he heard the sound of a piano.

A beautiful but sad melody...

"I’ll be waiting for you to tell me what is love

I don’t know how to be loved, how to be by your side

Morning lights shine in my room

I’m holding dreams of you

It may take no less than my life

But I can’t stop loving you"

His voice was soft and high, like a child mumbling and singing in his throat. A figure currently in a red robe was playing a crystal piano. Looks extremely beautiful and lonely

“You asked, right, Gakuto? That's why I have to play the piano there every night," Yoshiki said. As soon as the song ended without turning to look at the other party

A thin hand touched the glass containing the amber liquid, bouncing back and forth.

"Because I'm afraid at night... Afraid of falling asleep and encountering nightmares Afraid to stay in this house filled with memories of me and him.” He finished. The liquid in the glass disappeared into the beautiful lips. The heat of the alcohol spreads throughout the body.

"Would you like to stay with me first?" a soft voice asked. with a glass of liquor that was sent

"If it's for you, then always."

A sweet answer that drew soft laughter from the owner of the house. Before that, the two started drinking and having general conversations for a while.

Maybe because I drank a lot before. Not long after that Some of them fell asleep on a beautiful crystal piano.

"Yoshiki-san... Yoshiki-san," Gakuto called out. A white hand will reach out and poke. But was brushed off

A muffled sound in his throat that sounded like he was scolding him. Can't help but laugh

Even when he's drunk he's cute...

And when it seems like the other party hasn't woken up yet. Strong arms scooped up a thin body and carried him. walk into the bedroom Then gently placed it on the wide bed.

“It's too beautiful. You,” he muttered softly as he looked at his sleeping face. It is amazing to think how God created a man to be so beautiful.

A pair of sharp eyes looked towards the bedside table. Then he reached out and picked up the picture frame that was upside down and looked at it.

It was a photo that must have been taken recently. Image of a thin figure in a long white dress playing a crystal piano. A beautiful face wrapped in golden hair looked upwards. with the figure of a young man dressed in white wearing sunglasses singing a song with his face down His eyes met with a figure playing the piano.

On the faces of the two of them... there were wide smiles that looked extremely bright and happy.

For him I think Toshi is an enviable person...

He didn't know the depth of what the two of them were arguing about. All I know is that it's about a girl named Kaori...

He himself had met Kaori at school. She is not an ugly woman. Plus it will even come out looking beautiful. But compared to Yoshiki who is both beautiful and charming, She looked completely bland.

If Toshi-senpai were to abandon Yoshiki-san for Kaori, it would seem stupid, but it would be a good opportunity for him.

The picture frame was placed upside down as before. Blue eyes looked at Yoshiki's sleeping face, which was slightly red from the alcohol. A white hand gently stroked the light golden hair. Before lowering his head and whispering softly

"Good night, Yoshiki-san."

The tall figure stood up. His white hand went to pick up the blanket that was piled up at the end of the bed before turning around and preparing to cover it for her.

But when I saw the picture in front of me He had to swallow the sticky saliva in his throat.

Some bodies turned over and lay on their side. causing the hem of the robe to ride up Revealing very white, slender thighs. A beautiful face, sleeping soundly and looking peaceful If those pink lips looked inviting and touching

A picture similar to what I had imagined this morning. Makes the body of the person looking hot

A white hand put down the blanket. Ready to sit on the bed Blue eyes looked at the fragile figure.

"You're driving me crazy," Gakuto said softly. A white hand touched a beautiful face. He looked at it for a long time. Before his heart succumbs to desire The lips were thin, so they were stamped on the beautiful petals. The hot tongue slowly invaded the mouth. Lingeringly, gently taking advantage of the sweetness mixed with the intoxicating flavor of liquor.

"Oh," a soft voice moaned out. The more his consciousness faded. His hot lips traced over his white cheeks. Down to the tip of the chin and neck.

"Toshi..."

The name that passed through those thin lips causing the tall figure to stop A sharp face separated from a slender neck. White hands raised to hold his head.

What are we doing here? Isn't this wrong?

Blue eyes glanced at the beautiful figure within reach. His two consciousnesses were conflicting with each other.

"Yoshiki-san..." He looked at the face of the angel he had fallen in love with since he first met. An angel that seemed so tall that he couldn't reach it.

In the sky's eyes, the sky flickered. Mixed with love and pain

Isn't it my name that you're calling me?

"Just for now...I'll be your Toshi..."

Yoshiki is like heavenly liquor...

Fragrant, beautiful...but humans can only look at it. without being able to touch

But... I can't resist.

The kiss fell again. This time it's hot. and full of desire...

Hot tongues graze with a small tongue responding White hands traced down her legs. The skin was smoother than he had ever imagined.

Even though it's wrong...

Even though I know that I shouldn't have done this, but...

I love you already... I love you so much that it's hard to hold this feeling in anymore.

I...want you to be mine alone.

Feel the sunlight shine through the gaps in the curtains and hit your eyelids.

The tall figure turned around to avoid the light. Bury your face and breathe in the sweet scent of the soft pillow. The sweet, faint scent of soft, golden hair.

Suddenly, the beautiful face of the person you were thinking of flashed into your head. His eyes widened. The tall figure sprang up from the bed so quickly that he felt a headache throb.

True, last night...

Gakuto swallowed the sticky saliva in his throat. A white hand rose to hold his throbbing temple from his hangover. Blue eyes looked around.

He was still lying on the wide bed in Yoshiki's room. But there was no sign of any figure...

Gakuto grabbed his clothes that were piled up at the foot of the bed. before rushing to the bathroom

Damn it... how could he keep looking at the other person's face?

Bring water up to wash your face. Make your consciousness clearer. He looked at his reflection in the mirror and clenched his teeth.

What should I do?

While not thinking clearly His ears suddenly heard the familiar soft sound of a piano. causing his furrowed brows to slowly loosen.

This piano sound... No matter when I hear it, it always gives me peace of mind...

He hurriedly prepared his clothes. before walking out to the music

As expected... A figure in a crimson robe was playing a sad song through a crystal piano.

The same song that played last night...

"Amethyst"

A soft voice spoke for the first time. While the fingers are playing on the piano keys

"The name of this song is

Amethyst...

A song I just finished writing the lyrics to recently,” Yoshiki continued. When the last note of the song falls silent He leaned his head forward. Let your forehead rest on the crystal piano. A pair of sweet eyes looked at the black and white keys blankly.

"Although still waiting It won't make my life any better. But I still can't stop loving him."

Gakuto looked at the other person. Listen to the soft, sad voice with an aching heart.

Knowing well that... Yoshiki loves Toshi very much. Love is so deep that no one can penetrate it.

Yes... even him...

"This is Gakuto."

Brown eyes turned to look at him for the first time. With a slight smile painted on his lips.

"About last night. Forget it. Both you and I are drunk. Besides... I'm not a woman. You don't have to feel guilty about anything."

Those sweet eyes Even if the other party tries to hide it If he still saw a faint hint of pain within His white hand clenched tightly.

Is it wrong...

Will it be wrong?

"Last night... I was conscious."

Is it wrong? That deep in my heart He was secretly happy to be able to hug the angel he was obsessed with...

Gakuto looked into the eyes of the person in front of him. Deep...as if wanting to convey every feeling in this chest.

“Even though I know that doing this is hurting you. It made Yoshiki-san even more painful... I'm sorry."

Is it wrong?

If you say that he agreed to be Toshi's representative... Acceptance will be worth only this much. Just to be at Yoshiki's side...

He also looked into the other's eyes... There was silence before a tall figure walked closer to the crystal piano, knelt down, and looked up at the other person who was so close they could almost feel each other's breathing. before deciding to speak in a firm tone

“I love you... I really love you. I know I have no right to interfere in your affairs with Toshi-senpai. You know I'm just an outsider...

But, I don't like Yoshiki-san's tears at all. I don't like that you have pain in your eyes. What would I like to do for you? Because I love you so much..."

Yoshiki looked at the younger man in front of him with such a trembling expression that he had to close his eyes. Hide the tears that are about to fall inside Ready to move a small smile

excuse me...

I'm sorry, Gakuto...

He himself knew how the person in front of him felt, but...

He thinks that in this life... I probably won't be able to love anyone as much as Toshi again...

There were so many words stuck in my throat that I couldn't express them. Like that heavy feeling in your chest. In the end... there were only two words that passed through his lips.

"thank you..."

But her feelings I...can't take it...

A tall figure sat silently in front of the keyboard.

thank you...

Thinking of Yoshiki's words Blue eyes suddenly flickered.

He knows...

Know that thanks means rejection.

I know that thank you doesn't mean I don't love you...

A white hand raised to hold his face. Concealing the broken eyes Hidden inside

painful...

Even though I already know I knew from the beginning that Yoshiki never turned to look at him. I already knew that the result would be like this, but...

Why... is this so painful?

A white hand placed his fingers on the keys. Both pairs of eyes closed.

His special job... is playing the piano at a bar

The song gradually played out. The song he composed for a beautiful angel...

Even though you don't love me... But I already love you.

Can I... do something for you?

Kimi no tame ni dekiru koto...

A tall, lean figure in a school uniform stood in front of the large wooden doors.

'Student Committee' was written in gold letters on the door.

Gakuto took a deep breath. A white hand rests on the door.

It might actually be a mess and not getting into the topic...

push the door open before walking into the room

Student committee... This name is made up of elites in various fields. It is respected by students. It is a point of pride for teachers.

But what was this thing he saw...

"Oh, you... who are you?" The voice of a young senior with very striking pink hair said when he saw him entering the room.

“Kamui Gakuto, second year, late behavior. falling asleep in class Has a history of being punished three times His part-time job was playing the piano at the bar. This time it was the person who was lying on the sofa reading a book.

“Thank you Sugizo! Gakuto, what are you doing?" Hide turned to ask the person who was blinking.

"Uh... I came to see Toshi-senpai," he replied. With a dry smile

Is this the student committee room? It looks a lot different than I thought...

"Toshi?... Hey! Taichi, have you seen Toshi?" Hide turned and shouted to his friend who was sitting playing the bass.

“Ask me, who am I going to ask? Since going out with Miss Kaori, has anyone seen it?" Taichi replied with a dismissive dismissal.

“Someone said they were nearby.

H.O.H

Please." The sound of Heat pressing.

PSP

That is, with eyes still focused on the game.

Gakuto frowned when he heard the strange name.

H.O.H...

Where is it?

Seeing that the younger generation was very confused Pata, who had been drinking since broad daylight, was kind enough to help explain.

"House of heart

It's some kind of cult. I don't really care. But it's near the school. You can ask the people in that area for directions."

Upon receiving the explanation The young man nodded in response. Then he thanked everyone before stepping out of the room.

Dazzling eyes looked at the closed door. Hide walked back and picked up the game controller he had left on.

"Falling in love again..." Sugizo's voice rang out softly.

“Who wouldn't be charmed by that guy? You'll know just by looking at the guy's eyes just now."

Taichi said, just laughing in his throat. before continuing to slap the bass without paying attention to anyone

"We're all the same..." Hide said. Ready to smile with eyes glued to the game on the TV screen

“All of us were drawn together by Yoj-chan's charm. Yoj-chan has the ability to make others fall in love with her very easily. But he doesn't know that," he said, laughing. Then I suddenly thought of another friend who acted strangely every day.

You... do you know how lucky you are, Toshi...

Luckily, Yoj-chan loves you more than anyone else...

Gakuto walked down the path that led to a building.

After walking and asking people along the way He had arrived at the location of the cult headquarters.

House of heart...

A tall, slender figure walked inside. Which is decorated simply but clean and pleasing to the eye. He was about to walk to the information counter. If he caught the eye of a young couple walking past, snuggling close to each other in the garden.

A woman with a beautiful face and long hair that fell past her shoulders he knew... She is Kaori.

But the man next to him was instead Toshi. Instead, it was a person he had never seen before.

What does it mean? Isn't Kaori dating Toshi?

"Kaori-san," he called out. causing the two of them to stop

Kaori turned to look at the person calling. Her brows furrowed together slightly when she discovered that the other person was a junior at the same school as her.

"What business do you have with me?"

Gakuto looked directly into the other's eyes before asking.

"Is Toshi-senpai here?"

A sentence that immediately caused the expression of the person in front of him to change. She lifted her head up. while making an annoyed nasal sound

"I don't know. That kind of person hasn't shown up here in a long time." He finished, shaking the arm of the person beside him. He walked quickly out of the building without paying any attention to the other person.

Gakuto's brows furrowed together. Questions and confusion were rushing through his mind.

What happened... So where exactly did Toshi go? And what was Kaori's expression just now...

If you want to know this matter clearly. I saw that I would have to go look for him and ask him to know about it...

The sun is very low... The last rays of the sun stained the sky orange.

His eyes looked at the shimmering water. The same scenery he used to stand and watch with someone. causing waves of sorrow to echo in the heart

"Let's find you," came a voice from behind. Calling the onyx eyes to turn and look.

In the foreground was a junior from the same school as him. Tall and slender figure Outstanding good looks as well as beautiful blue eyes It made him remember the other person's name, Kamui Gakuto... that person who was especially being watched by the teacher.

Gakuto was panting from exhaustion as he searched everywhere for the other party. Before taking a deep breath before speaking

“Toshi-senpai, what I want to say. It might seem like you're messing around a bit too much with your senior's affairs. But I want you to listen to me.” Pause a little. Before you start asking... The question he had always wondered about.

"Toshi-senpai... Do you still love Yoshiki-san?"

Toshi was stunned upon hearing that question. before turning around and looked up into the orange sky

Kamui Gakuto is that...

I'll probably fall in love... I love Yoshiki like many people love that wonderful person.

Then he told... Do you still love me now?

Silence... without any sound.

A long time before he let out a long sigh. and spoke up for the first time

“Kaori... that woman tricked me. Let me join that damn cult. Take my money and squash it until it's all gone. Throughout the relationship Kaori never took me seriously... Look at my condition now. Pathetic, don't you think?" He closed his eyes slowly. In that darkness... he saw someone Someone with golden hair and a bright smile

“Yoshiki...I have known Yoshiki for a very long time. He's always worried about me. Even when I turned my back on him and started dating Kaori. Yoshiki still cares about me.

For me and Yoshiki We grew up together We've been through a lot of bad things together. He gave me many things, including music, dreams, and love. But in the end I betrayed Yoshiki..."

Open your eyes and look at the water flowing slowly with its current. The corners of his mouth twitched into a faint, sad smile.

"When you asked me if I still love you... I have to say that right now... I don't even have the right to go back to Yoshiki. I don't even have the right to say I love you. Because I hurt him so much."

With that, Toshi turned around. Make direct eye contact with the other person.

"Then let me ask you something.... Gakuto, do you love Yoshiki?"

Blue eyes fluttered when he heard that direct question. If you don't even have to waste time thinking about it. A soft voice answered immediately.

"I love you... I love Yoshiki-san. And I want Yoshiki-san to be happy."

Steady... and firm, just like the feelings in your heart.

Two pairs of eyes met...

The blue pair belongs to the person who loves you...

If the black pair is the person you love...

Toshi was the first to look away. He smiled a slight smile that was tinged with sadness before speaking.

“Then that's good... From now on, I want you to stay by Yoshiki's side. Always making Yoshiki happy..." He didn't finish speaking. The collar of his shirt was violently pulled. With the skill of a younger generation who began to shout without consideration.

"Yoshiki-san is not something that can be given or entrusted to anyone!!!"

Why...

This person... despite receiving so much love But why did you leave? Why do you say it like this?

Even though he had never truly received even a shred of love from Yoshiki...

Gakuto gritted his teeth. He was so angry and jealous that he couldn't control his emotions.

"If you still love your senior, then go back! Yoshiki-san loves you, did you hear that? Did you ever know that Yoshiki-san is in pain? How sad? But even though it's like that... Yoshiki-san is always waiting for you to come back...

Do you think hiding your face like this is good? It can only cause pain to everyone! Seniors, you have to end it. decide some way Not making Yoshiki-san wait for you in pain forever like this!”

He paused his breathing. A pair of beautiful eyes stared blankly at the person in front of them.

"I'll ask you again... Do you love Yoshiki-san?”

Toshi was stunned as his younger brother's words pierced his heart.

We've known each other for a long time...

grow up together study at the same place Play music together...

He's just an ordinary person... It doesn't stand out like Yoshiki.

Yet... Yoshiki still chose him...

Then he told... What have you ever done for Yoshiki?

It might be the most selfish...

Even if I go astray with Kaori

Even though it hurts Yoshiki, but...

"I...will never stop loving Yoshiki."

When I don't have you by my side... So I know how much I love you...

When you're gone... So I knew that in my heart Yoshiki is an important person who cannot be replaced...

Gakuto looked at his senior in front of him. Before smiling slightly

His duty is finished...

“At first I wanted my seniors to go see Yoshiki-san. But right now it's not necessary..." Beautiful blue eyes turned to the side. A certain figure with long flowing golden hair stood there. From the wide eyes on that angelic face Makes you know that you must have been listening for a while.

"Toshi..." Yoshiki softly called the other's name. His eyes flickered as did his heart beating in his chest.

Gakuto looked at the two of them. before quickly walking away from the scene

The scene of their reunion...with only two characters.

There isn't much room...for a third person.

"Yoshiki" Toshi looked at the person he hadn't seen for a long time approaching. A person who misses so much...

"Yoshiki, I would like to..." The apology couldn't be uttered. When the other person's slender fingers touched his lips

“Don't... don't apologize to me... I don't want to hear it." His beautiful eyes were filled with tears. The voice that spoke seemed to tremble. If the decoration is a smile... A bright, beautiful smile that lit up his world.

"Just having you in front of me... This is enough.”

Toshi looked at the person in front of him. The corners of his eyes became hot when he heard those words. Strong arms grabbed her thin body and hugged her tightly. Instead of the many feelings in my heart that cannot be put into words.

"I'm back, Yoshiki."

Buried his face against the soft hair. An uncontrollable sob slipped through his throat.

returned... I am back

From now on, I will never be far away from you again...

Let her be your light...

Let her be true love...

Let her be my everything...

I will be by your side forever.

...I promise...

Wow!

A tall figure walked along the path. The rain that suddenly poured down It's like reinforcing the heart's pain. If it's...warm...?

If you ask me if I'm sorry?

I'm sorry... everything inside hurts.

But if you ask me, are you happy?

His answer would probably be yes...

Because of doing this Make the two people reconcile It's the only thing he can do for the person he loves...

So that Yoshiki can smile and laugh...

For those sad brown eyes to shine like in that photograph...

I do this because I love you...

While drowning in thoughts Someone's hand touched his shoulder.

Blue eyes turned to look A slender figure in an irregular school uniform stood there holding an umbrella.

"Miyabi"

The owner of the name raised his eyebrows and smiled slightly before speaking.

"Hey, make that face. I'm heartbroken."

Gakuto slapped the other's hand away before quickly arguing.

"Who said I'm heartbroken? People like me will be heartbroken, there's no way!"

A disgusting gesture that caused a thin palm to slap the other person's back loudly. A beautiful face worthy of the name raised slightly.

"Shit! People who are worried are still coming to make a fool of themselves."

The word 'concerned' from a friend made Gakuto's eyes widen as if he had seen a ghost.

Did people like him ever worry about him!!

"So, you're heartbroken?" Miyabi asked again.

"Oh, I'm heartbroken." As for him, he was in no mood to answer, so he spoke directly.

"Does it hurt?"

Saaa...

The rain still pours down Gakuto felt the water droplets flowing down his face to the tip of his chin...

It's rainwater

It's not...

Tears... different

"Very cool."

Miyabi looked at the other person standing in the rain. before letting out a long sigh Some hands let go of the umbrella in their hand and dropped it to the ground. before hugging the other person without fear of getting wet

Blue eyes widened. about to push the other person away If he suddenly stopped when he heard the next sentence.

"If you push me, I'll be angry. Usa people will lend it to you."

Silly words that made him unable to help but chuckle. Because even though it sounds quiet But he could feel the other party's concern.

Yoshiki-san...

A name that echoes in my heart The image of the first moment he met the Angel of Music came back, clear... and made his eyes flutter.

A sharp face rests on a thin shoulder. Before crying without shame... His strong arms tightly wrapped around his friend's slender body.

love you...

I love you...

Even so... You have to make up your mind, right?

An angel descending from heaven

Sad eyes Playing a melodious melody that captures the heart

A human who falls in love with an angel...

If in the end I can't stay by your side forever...

Now his angel Spread beautiful wings Boa flew away...

There was no way that was possible from the beginning... I know very well

Yet... I still choose to love you.

...Yoshiki...

Pink cherry blossoms bloom and fall swaying with the wind

Sakura that symbolizes the graduation ceremony...

A pair of beautiful blue eyes looked at the delicate figure with wavy golden hair like waves, smiling and laughing with friends.

A picture that couldn't help but smile.

It's good that she's happy...

And it's like the other party knows they're being watched. Beautiful brown eyes turned towards him. He fell into blue eyes.

Yoshiki views people as younger generations. before unfolding a beautiful smile A warm, gentle smile that seemed to express thanks.

Gakuto smiled faintly in response.

Just a smile that was sent That's enough...

Miyabi looked at the person next to him. before shoving his elbow lightly Causing the other party to turn around and bark their teeth at him.

"I've gotten over it. Besides, it hurts. How did you get that elbow?!”

If the person who is scolded suddenly floats away and doesn't care. They also secretly teased each other.

"Who knows? Looking at the 'angel' and smiling like that. Be careful, his 'god' will stomp on a 'shoddy human' like you.”

A sentence that made Gakuto cringe.

"You...Miyabi!"

The two people's bodies teased and slapped each other. Walked out of school for a while. Gakuto's tall figure stopped when he saw someone standing in front of the door.

Golden hair, white skin as if it had never been exposed to light. Full lips, brighter red than rose petals. But what caught his eye the most was the blue eyes on her face, as beautiful as a French doll.

"Gagt, you probably won't..." Miyabi looked at the bodies of his friends and strangers and had to put his hands on his temples.

“I would like to say no. But my heart says yes."

The young man looked at his good friend. He patted him lightly on the shoulder and smiled widely.

"Do whatever you want. But don't let your heart break and fall on my shoulder again. Otherwise, this time I will save the money for the subscription.”

Gakuto turned to look at the other's beautiful face, smiled before speaking.

"Of course. Who would want to cuddle with your hard cock?"

"for! Damn!!!"

After provoking Miyabi's anger until the other party's anger boiled over. He laughed and walked towards his target.

Miyabi looked at his friend's tall figure. before letting out a soft sigh

One person is an angel. Now it's a doll... Very luxurious taste

I'm starting to see signs of chaos again...

Gakuto walked over and stopped next to the figure. Before being the first to greet

“Standing and staring for a long time. Is there anything I can help with?”

The other party stood still for a moment. before opening his mouth to ask without looking at the interlocutor Big eyes still staring at the school nameplate.

"I'm studying here."

The voice was soft. It sounds mysterious and carries the scent of a cold night.

“Yes, I study here. And you?” he asked. His eyes looked at the other's uniform, which belonged to the expensive middle school in the next town.

"Next year... will move to study here. So I came to see the place first."

The answer made him feel a little happy.

Because that means This is not the last time we will meet.

His thin lips moved into a slight smile.

"So... I hope to see you again. Really? What's your name?"

The person being asked was silent for a moment. before turning to face him for the first time

Blue eyes flickered up to meet blue eyes.

The same color as the sea and sky...

At that time, it was as if everything disappeared, including sound and even time.

The delicate petals of the cherry blossoms fluttered and fluttered, and it seemed to envelop the two people's bodies in a pink veil of flowers.

And the spell of silence was broken. When the bright red lips moved to speak the two syllables of his name With a very soft voice, it reverberates in the hearts of the listeners.

"Mana"

-End-