Fic. DooSeob
This fiction is a short story.
repeat!! that it is the love of a man and a man
Anyone who doesn't like it, don't have to read it because it's cluttered, cluttered with eyes, cluttered with web pages, computer clutter, etc.
The content, names, and places are not based on a true story. It is only the imagination of the writer.
And please repeat!!! Again, strongly saying
NC
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*You must understand. I type in human language*
This is another story. The writer wrote it out of emptiness and stress and many other things, even though he wrote it to satisfy himself and relieve himself from anxiety. But I want every leader to read it.
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Walk away without looking back...like a fool who leaves something valuable out of your hands.
with
Waiting with hope... like a fool who has been abandoned and doesn't remember.
What do you want to be like?
Sesage geute seosultae kiri poijika aneul tae
When I stood at the top of the world until no one sees
Nukunga Pileyohaesodjyo
I just need someone
Maybe standing alone here.. that seems normal Who knows? How much do you feel? How lonely do you feel? How often do you remember painful things from the past? . . How long will I have to endure looking at myself in this terrible state?
Little legs walk slowly along the pedestrian path. Passing by many people like every day. Everything is the same as before. Walk alone every day The smiles of the people around you that you see every day. . . And what about him? Don't you want to have some? A smile that is your own
His thin lips lifted up a sweet smile at someone he knew. When stepping into the university area He is the president of the faculty. Why doesn't anyone know? And because he himself is full of cuteness, including his smile, body, and even personality. He comes out looking like a complete person. But why does he still feel like he's always been left out?
“Yoseob~ has arrived >_<
The thing that always makes me smile is probably this group of close friends who are often called by others.
BEAST
Ah... That's right, it was a ferocious wild animal, a monster, something more... evil. But even so, they liked it.
“Hey ^ ^”
Short answer And the same smile every day His eyes flickered around to find some people. The person who once walked away from me Your eyes stopped when you saw a tall figure sitting and looking at him as well. Eyes that turned to meet each other It always makes my heart beat. Even though we broke up But I never forgot.. I have never forgotten anything about him.
...4 previously...
"I think... we'd be better off as friends, right?"
“Huh!.. What do you mean by Dujun?”
The small person looked up at the tall person with eyes that couldn't be explained whether they were shocked, shocked, sad, or something else, but it was definitely not a look of happiness or excitement.
"How about we break up?"
"Doo Jun... You're really excited. Are you telling the truth? You're so excited..."
“Actually, I have made up my mind.”
“I.. no, I... Doojun, don't leave me, please.”
A thin body collapsed helplessly in front of the tall man. Dujun himself could only keep his eyes peeled. If you ask why he broke up . . . I admit that he secretly has someone else. The things that were said It's just a stupid, brainless excuse. I said it just to look good.
“I just don't want to lose you.. Wouldn't it be better to be friends?"
"No.. No, this is not good. Doojun."
That little voice that I now listen to is so beautiful. So annoying It's boring to see the person in front of me like this. I want to quickly walk away.
“Why are you crying? I haven't left you too far. Just...change your status.”
Finished speaking, I turned my back on Yoseob and walked out. It was the worst thing I can remember that I did to Yoseob. This little bastard spent months suffering like this. But I went back to being happy...with other people. Someone who doesn't really love me from my heart. love only outside I only love what I can give to anyone.. Love only your body, money, and appearance.
“Is something wrong...hyung?”
A clear voice called out a noun instead of my name. That freed me from the past that caused pain to someone who loved me very much. Coming to the present moment, I.. have become a person in pain myself.
Odumae Gadhyeoisul Tae Bishi Poejika Aneul Tae
When I'm stuck in the dark and can't see the light
Songireul Kidaryeoseodjyo
I'm just waiting for someone to come help me.
Newryo tapped to the rhythm. Before picking up a notebook to take notes and write. He composed songs in the music room of the university. Before my eyes drifted away and I stared into the distance... Looking aimlessly Sharp eyes slowly fell asleep. A picture of Yoseob's laughter, smile, and warmth from his body and breath.
Everything that he left behind. Now I know that... I love you, I know, I understand, but now I can't do anything, not even look. It's not worth doing yet. It was because of hurting Yoseob's pure love that it made him too worthless to go back and ask Yoseob to love him.
“Look Jun-ah, please play the piano for me. I like it.
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“Ah.. Yoseob.”
He wants to go back to being like before. Won't make this person cry at all. It won't make you sad like this. Drops of clear water fell from his eyes. When thinking about the previous pictures in this room
Is it like this, Joseph? You, too, have been there all this time. Everywhere, everywhere has our memories, no matter where we go. It's just me.. with you
Can you hold me back again? Pull me back, back to your side. Make me suffer like I did to you. It hurts me a hundred and ten thousand times more than you. I... give in. Can I just stay by your side again?
It's Daneun Morijyo Sesage Tan Hana.
Will you ever know? You are number one in the world
그대가 only one more than better world
It's Daka.
only one more than better world
You are the only person who is better than anything in this world.
Even now, my little legs are dragging me wherever I go, I don't feel it. I looked up again and was in front of the music room where the sound of a piano could be heard, the familiar rhythm and melody. A familiar cry A small hand slowly reached out and touched the knob. I spent a long time deciding whether I should open it or not. It might not be that person.
But maybe it's just a sweet sound from the past Until I can't forget Often it is conveyed as a memory. That made him both smile and cry... at the same time.
Crack..
Someone decided to open the door. Dujun, who was sitting in front of the large piano, turned to look at the visitor. But what shocked some was not that they met him. But he was shocked by the clear water that flowed from Doojoon's eyes. Some people almost ran over in fright.
“Look at Joon-ah!!!...Hyung. What's wrong? Does it hurt anywhere?!"
“..Yoseob-ah.”
“Hyung, where are you hurt or sick? Why are you crying?”
An impatient expression showing that he was truly worried. A small hand grabbed the tall man and turned him around to find any traces of wounds or pain on his body.
"It hurts.. it feels like I'm going to die. It hurts."
“Where!! Hyung, tell Yoseob. Tell me.”
His small body shouts at the person in front of him. But because of the tears, his voice was hoarse and he barely had the strength to speak. The tall figure reached out and grabbed Yoseob's small hand that was on his body. before being placed on the left side of the chest
“It hurts here...it hurts like you've hurt before.. But now I'm hurting just like you. Tormented like a person close to death, haha.”
“Huh... Who did this? Who hurt Dujoon?”
Doojoon's hoarse voice was followed by a raspy laugh. It made his little body cry and cry before he sat down on the same piano chair as Dujoon. A strong hand grabbed the little one and embraced him in his arms, in case his chest was still useful in wiping away the little one's tears.
“It was me who caused myself pain. I'm the one who caused you pain... All because of me.”
“Look at Junhyung…”
“Because the person who made everything become like this is because of me…”
“Hyung…”
“Hungry...because of me, I predicted how much I had to cry. The pain right now isn't even enough. For what I did to you.”
“Hyung-ah!!!! Don't do this, hyung, don't be hurt...please.”
His mouth spoke and he hugged tightly...Du Junba, don't you know how much this person loves you? I love you so much that I can't even look at anyone else. Don't you know that you're the only person I think is the best in my life? You are love, happiness, smiles, and suffering. It's a life experience.
It's everything, every breath... Can you not see the pain? Don't cry like this. Because I'm hurting more than you are hurting.
# I believe dream for you and me #
Meemareun naae haruae tanbiro naeryeo nae maeume naeryeo yonggireul jwo
You are the one who waits for the rainy day and the wind to blow. You refresh my heart and give me courage.
you make me fly and smile again
Peon twi mujigaecheoreom sori eopsi nae pumae anggyeo haengbogeul jwo
Come back to my arms and give me happiness like a rainbow after the rain.
I wanna make a love
“Yoseob-ah, can you come back...?”
In the past, I have never asked anyone.. I've never asked anyone to come back, but this person, for this person, can't do it if I live without them. It felt like he could die every second.
"I'm already waiting to see Jun ^ ^"
“I love you.”
“Come on, I'll be the rainbow after the rain. It will be happiness that follows suffering.”
A small hand stretched out in front of him. so that the tall person could hold his hand before throwing himself into a hug as soon as the tall person reached out to shake his own hand.
"I love Doojoon. I love Doojoon alone. I really love it. I love it the most."
“I won't leave you anywhere. It won't hurt anymore.”
Hokchina Chilmanghadnayo
Maybe I'm hopeless.
It's daega idgiae toraol yonggireul naeodjyo
If I had the courage to turn around I might go there.
you`re the one always in my heart
It might be luck that I Never back down in following Dujun. It's because I'm trying to get back to his side. It's because I endured the pain. I refuse to let anyone replace this person. Because I always ran after him when he tried to escape me. My heart still follows him everywhere. Even though there will be times when you feel hopeless or discouraged.
...because he is the only one in my heart forever...
oh lonely night 지겹고 밤
oh lonely night
Jigyeopgo sumakkinun odume pam
On a lonely night It's over, that dark night.
It was Vogeeso Maeil Pamuel Nunmuro Honja Uldon Nal.
The day I cried alone in the dark night
아직은 가슴에 상처를 대신 (thanks a lot)
ajigeun yeorigiman han kaseume sangcheoreul jwosdon maneun saramdeul daeshin (
thanks a lot)
Someone is making my heart hurt.
A strong hand cupped his small face, kissing along his chin. Bow down into the crook of the white neck. A long-lost fragrance A fragrance that has never been smelled like this by anyone. A scent that no one can replace The sweetness from soft lips is not passionate, not fierce, not comforting, but soft and sweet, like a dessert that once tasted there is no way to quit.
Smooth, fine, white skin
“Uh...”
"miss"
A hand caressed the white skin. His mouth was busy with the mouth of the person on his lap, his hot tongue moving back and forth rhythmically. Dujun looked like a person lost in the middle of the desert. like a thirsty person But now he's hungry for love. Thirsting for Joseph's body and heart
*NC*
“Does it hurt?”
A warm voice asked Yoseob who collapsed on the ground exhausted. Some people shake their heads lightly. before hugging the person beside him tightly Doojoon lifted Yoseob onto his lap before grabbing a handkerchief to wipe the little man clean.
"Ah...now your clothes will get dirty."
“It needs to be used to wipe things that are already dirty. Otherwise, why would you bring it?” After wiping, he arranged his clothes.
“Ah.. Brother Dujun, thank you.”
“Stop calling me older. Just browse Jun. Just like you called me because you love me.”
“Look Jun-ah.”
“This Yoon Doojoon...loves Yang Yoseob.”
“I also love Yoon Doojoon.”
“Where am I?”
"I...well, I, Yang Yoseob, love Yoon Doojoon >////<"
The tall man smiled before putting on Yoseob's clothes. While fastening buttons for a small person The music room door opened. Let's come together.
Beast
"yay!!! It's good now >[]<" Kikwang's clear voice shouted before smiling, along with his four friends. Who smiles because of happiness
“Kekeke, how many waters have you guys gone?”
“Saucy, Aun!”
"Why? Heke >_<"
“What are you guys doing here -*-?”
"Come and see the people ^ ^"
Junhyung smiled. When you succeed in annoying your friends Because Doojoon is making his face look like an ass. As for Yoseob in his embrace, he just sat still, his head bowed, ashamed!!!
“Why do you have to come and see? Have you never done it? You and I met in the home economics room. I haven't told anyone yet.”
Doojoon snorted. That made Hyunseung's face instantly turn red. before turning to Junhyung for help
"Hoy!! How do you know? I really did my best ><~”
“Is it the right time?
Nae mami memarul tae
And my heart felt like a cool wind was blowing.
but that`s okay you make a way
언제나 이유 only you
Salme EU
only you
You keep reminding me, you alone.
Meemareun naae haruae tanbiro naeryeo nae maeume naeryeo yonggireul jwo
You are the one who waits for the rainy day and the wind to blow. You refresh my heart and give me courage.
you make me fly and smile again
Peon twi mujigaecheoreom sori eopsi nae pumae anggyeo haengbogeul jwo
Come back to my arms and give me happiness like a rainbow after the rain.
I wanna make a love
He has returned, returned to me, returned with moisture. Come back and take me from the desert. Come back and give me warmth and guidance. Returned to me with a sweet taste and a smile He came back to love me. Thank you for making me wait. Thank you for making me know that I can't live without him. Thank you.
That makes you know... How much do you “love” this person, “Yun Doojoon”?
sign
Young Yoseob
Thank you for waiting for such a bad person. Thank you for never letting anyone take your place. Thank you for never backing down. Thank you for taking care of us from afar. Thank you for loving me this much. Thank you for always being ready and willing to be by my side. Sorry to make you sad Sorry for getting lost I'm sorry for being stupid and fooling you with things that weren't sincere for a long time. thank you darling That makes me love... Thank you that we still love each other. “I still love you, Yoseob.”
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Yoon Doojoon