Secret - Mamlaconic

"It's our fault that we met too late.

It's our fault that we don't let ourselves stop.

In the end, it's just the love that you and I hide in our hearts."

If you have to play the role of someone who loves each other even though they don't love each other?

So let's love each other. It won't be difficult.

"I love you. I love you. . . I really love you."

“But you know, don't you? Let's just end it here."

short story

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"Why don't you guys try showing your love to each other?" came the voice of the acting coach. The two of them exchanged slight glances. Before Golf sent a sig to Thaa to acknowledge and grabbed the girl next to him and hugged him for a long time. Until I couldn't stand it and had to pull away first.

“I told you to show love. It doesn't show ownership."

The first day of acting lessons looked like It's not very smooth.

“Then both of you. Have you ever kissed before?”

"Uh... I used to when filming movies," Golf replied without thinking much. Yes, she has played this role before.

"Never. We just met."

The entire action room was completely silent. The face of the girl who gave the answer turned bright red and she bowed her head. The instructor raised his eyebrows in confusion. Before a slight smile curled his lips. I suspect his question may not be clear. Meanwhile, the person sitting next to him suddenly turned their head at such an answer. before being shocked by the condition of the person next to you

"Tha, what's wrong with you? Are you sick?"

"It's okay, Golf. Come on, you'll get used to it. Let's go rest first." The trainer tried to console him. But he's on the loose and seems to have secretly caught on to some feelings.

"Are you worried about kissing Golf?" The acting coach decided to ask as soon as Golf walked away. Because of the flustered expression he noticed Thaa nodded slightly. She doesn't like having to express her love to anyone. If you act, you can probably do it. But it probably looks forced. She doesn't know yet. She's not close yet.

"Try to open your mind. Don't close yourself off." Tha nodded. At the same time, Golf walked back into the room. along with handing a bottle of water to the person next to you Because she noticed that Tha didn't come out to rest like she did. The acting coach secretly looked over and smiled. That's when he started to see something brewing.

“Let's relax a bit. Have you ever had your first love? What was life like then? Why don't you try telling me about it?"

"It's funny. When we were kids, we didn't know what we were doing."

“That's right, but we didn't think about it at all. That Golf would be such a sweet girl."

Tha looked up at the person next to him in disbelief. Golf that looks manly on the outside How can there be such a romantic and sweet side? Until she was almost incomparable I guess I'll have to look again. The outside cannot be compared to the inside. But if you were that man She probably takes good care of Golf. Definitely won't neglect it like that.

“We also didn't think that Tha would like to play sports. You look like a beautiful, clear, fragile, and weak woman."

"Oh, Golf, are we really like that?" Tha stopped walking before getting a little angry at those insults. I would like to retract the statement that Romantic and sweet until the person who sparked it exploded I almost couldn't make up my mind in time.

“Come on, I'm just kidding, but let's play like this. What do you think, boyfriend?"

"He doesn't mind. Moreover, Mother Tha agreed to play. What can he do?"

Golf nodded in agreement. As for herself, right now there is no one in her own right. It's probably only Mom and Dad who are jealous, but they both understand. It's not like we have to play the whole love scene. I'd say not a lot, but focus on it like this. When the movie comes out, what will the picture be like?

"But he told me that You can love on screen. But off-screen, we'll definitely meet."

"Wow, let me tell him. Golf likes men. Oh, unless If you're a handsome and cute tom," Golf teased nonchalantly. while the other person looked on amusedly The story before Golf's first love At that time, she used to be a flirtatious girl in middle school who pestered a bold girl the same age until in the end, they were just friends.

"Oh, it's improved. You don't look very tense anymore."

After almost a week has passed. The two girls smiled with joy. Both of them finally opened up to each other. But the acting coach still failed, causing both of them to be deeply worried. The first knot has just been released, the second knot is following. After giving each other some time to come to terms with each other. Including chapters that must be read until understood.

The real starting point is here.

"It's time now. If so, close your eyes."

“Now you guys are Beam and Pui. Leave the golf and the base outside the door.”

"Open your eyes."

"Beam, Pui. If today is the last day you'll be together What are you guys going to do?”

Golf looked into the eyes of the woman standing in front of him and said to himself. This woman was the person she loved very much. I love you so much that I don't want to lose it to anyone. The feeling in his eyes was so clear that Tha began to feel shaken. The more you see that kind of behavior Golf moved closer. With a slow stroking of the face

This time there was no interruption from the acting coach. In fact, since that order ended It's like there's only the two of us in this room. Even though I tried to remind myself and tell the person in front of me But it seems worthless suddenly meaningless

"We like men..."

Now I don't even care. that golf likes men Or is golf for women? But what I know now is that the person standing in front of me is the person you love very much. And today is the last day that we will meet... Thaa closed her eyes to receive the sensation that was about to happen. Ready to let it be

It's so sweet and gentle. It's like floating in the air. It's like every feeling is communicated through body language instead of words. A love that doesn't need to use a voice. But she clearly felt it.

'If you have to play the role of people who love each other even though they don't love each other? - Then just love each other. It won't be difficult.'

'Yes... Just loving each other is enough.'

“Can you hold my hand tightly?”

"Alright, what's wrong? Are you sick?" the young man asked with concern as he tightly held the hand of the girl beside him. After being worried for a long time because I heard an impatient voice begging for me to hurry and take him home.

"Tha wants to rest. Please take Tha home."

"Yes, I'm here. Is it okay?" I could only hide my doubts. Because he well remembers Tha emphasizing that there was no need to come pick him up. Because it's normal if there's an acting class. I will have a friend take me home. But today, why this is possible, I don't know.

Golf stood and looked at those pictures with trepidation. She had lost her mind and gone too far. So far away that he accidentally gave away the meaning.

"Uh Beam, enough first..."

Tha slowly pulled away from the embrace of the woman in front of him. to breathe air I don't know how much time has passed. All she knew was that right now she was so weak that Golf had to support her. Secretly peek at those pink lips. I thought of the touch that was still imprinted on me. Something is gradually building up.

“Oh, the teacher has gone back already?” He could only ignore other matters. She knew that this was beyond acting, it was too much, she had never been like this with the lover she was with, but this...

"Uh...that, you listen to me."

"Don't say it, Golf. Don't..." Tha hurriedly denied. She already knew. The more she looked at the eyes of the person in front of her. It's not anymore. She is shaken. She is doing wrong to her lover. Even though it shouldn't be.

“Tha, I love you.”

“Golf, we'd better stop playing. The teacher had already left. “She tried to fool herself into thinking that maybe golf was still in it. Maybe she still thinks she's a pussy. Tha decided to quickly break away from Golf's embrace. Before things get too much

“I love you, I love you.. I really love you.”

“But I already have a lover.” A fact that she had to confirm. Even though you can't deny the feeling inside I can only console myself that maybe We may have just been careless, we were just shaken, that's all.

“Then please confirm. That I wasn't happy just now. I don't love you..."

“It's impossible. You know, don't you? Let it end right here.” I quickly stopped those words with the tip of my finger. She doesn't want to confirm. Damn it, it shouldn't have happened at all. Really shouldn't.

“Tha...”

“I'm sorry I love you. .”

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Right? I don't know, let's just continue until the end :) I love you, good person.

“KATTTTTTTT! Emotions are not enough! Rest for 3 hours.”

The director's displeased voice sounded. So much so that the main actors of the recently canceled scene were upset. A simple scene with just a few lines of dialogue showing their love for each other. But she and Tha couldn't do it. The feeling doesn't reach you. It's like there's a thin membrane blocking something.

Because the more I stare at those eyes, Anxiety and paranoia became more apparent.

“Are you troubled by what I said that day?” Golf decided to walk over and ask someone sitting by the water. Every expression of his position clearly indicates this. Nowadays, when she is at the group, she is ignored and ignored. It was treated like it was just dust passing by.

“Can you forget it? Treat it as nothing. Don't do this. It's a waste of work, Natha.” The more I was ignored, the more my emotions frayed. Even though she came to talk to me like this Even his face refused to be looked at. If he had controlled himself that day, he would not have revealed the meaning.

I know that How much do they love each other? But I still have vain hope. Because I thought that someone would feel the same way.

“Let's just assume that nothing happened? Is it as simple as that?” The little man replied impatiently. That day I told myself that we loved each other. And today I came to tell you to forget. Isn't it a little too easy?

“It wasn't easy. But I don't want him to lose his job.” Because he wasn't telling the truth, he had to avert his eyes like this. I didn't want to bring up work issues at all. Having to endure standing in this spot is already uncomfortable.

“Everything you do It's because of work, right?"

“Speaking like this, what do you want? When she said it herself that it was impossible. And what do you want?” she said with a hint of anger. Even though there aren't any tears But not without regret Because of everything that has happened in my life Keep building a shield. This kind of thing is no different from the past when she was suddenly ignored by her lover.

"Tha, I just want Golf to give me some time, please." A hug that she hadn't felt in a long time since the acting class that day. Today, it gripped her tightly. Because of their different strengths The wetness of the tears arose.

“Ah... probably hesitating. It's not about me loving you, is it?”

“What do you mean, golf? What does she want to convey?”

“I love you for who you are. But you really love me for who I am.” Some secrets are about to be revealed. Some coincidences that she secretly learned about No wonder why the woman in front of her was able to play the role so quickly.

“It's just that I look like your lover. But I am not a representative of anyone.”

'It's not difficult to play at all. We just noticed that Golf looks a lot like her. So we thought it was a long-haired version of her.'

“Golf, do you know about this...?”

"Oh, yes, I know. I know." Golf could only take a deep breath, feeling sorry for himself. A truth that she didn't even want to say. That day, I accidentally saw the conversation. But it's okay if this is the case. If it will make everything smooth out

“You thought that I can be his older brother like in the beginning. Think about it: if I were his older brother, how would I be able to play?”

Because words can't explain everything. So he grabbed the tall man who was misunderstanding something. Let's prove it to know black and red. What is really in your heart?

The sweetness and tenderness that the two of them were experiencing right now. It's really undeniable. That nothing happened between us

“It's not about looks. It's about love.” After breaking up Tha revealed the truth in his heart that was hidden. Matters of the heart cannot be prevented. And she couldn't control it well.

“Tha admits that at first Tha really viewed Golf as his older brother. But now it's not.”

“Right now I just feel guilty. Golf, do you understand?”

“Because he is very good to Tha. And we love each other very much.” Words that caused Golf to turn away. We don't see the need to emphasize to each other how much we love each other. This is already bad enough.

“But Tha also feels good about golf.” Tha looked up at the woman in front of her who said she was very strong. But today, tears flowed. happiness over guilt It's not a good thing.

“In real life, no matter how much we love each other, But they weren't worthy of loving each other. Do you understand, Golf?”

“What if it's Beam and Pui? Will you love me?” He almost dropped to his knees and begged. Even though it was just a role play, she wanted to do it. Because that's the only thing that when we do it we don't feel guilty towards another person. Use reason as an excuse that it is acting. And we just want to get into the role.

“Then try closing your eyes and looking at golf... Leave the golf stand outside."

“When are you ready? Open your eyes."

"Uh... Beam, what are you doing?" Pui tried to regain consciousness of the person who was physically molesting her. before secretly seeing a smile on that mischievous face Someone else's cheerfulness has returned.

“Please, Beam, I just miss Pui. I miss you so much and I want to express my love...can't I?”

If possible...they would like to take on the role of Beam and Pui forever.

It's over. It's really over.

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