There are many feelings in life...

Blows through like a storm...

And finally left....

Without us even realizing it.....

My name is Che. I'm 28 years old now. If I'm not too narcissistic, I consider myself a good-looking person.

In the past, everyone used to call me 'playboy'. I myself didn't think anything of those insults. Never even paid attention to the feelings of women in the past in their lives.

Until...that girl stepped into my life.

It was a story that happened 9 years ago. At that time, I was just Teenagers who think that life is just getting through one day, going to university, traveling, doing daily activities, and it's all over.

And then one day while I'm hanging out with friends like usual. Someone walked up and collided with me. So strong that we fell in different directions.

"Ouch! It hurts so much.” Her voice rose. When I saw that the person I hit was a woman, I hurriedly stood up and gave her my hand.

"Is something wrong?" She slowly raised her head to look at me.

I feel like time has stood still. Why do I feel that you are so beautiful? Her black-brown hair was shoulder length. Pinkish white skin Her dark brown eyes were staring straight at me. She looks so fragile and nurturing.

Why? I've never felt this way about anyone before in my life.

She frantically packed up her things. Then he gave me his hand to pull her up.

"thank you very much And I'm sorry I crashed into you!” That's all she said and quickly ran away. I still stood looking at my hand that still lingered on her touch. And that story at that time was a topic of conversation among my friends throughout the week.

When you hurriedly ran away I saw something on the floor. It was a small pink tote bag. It must definitely be hers.

On that day, when I returned home I quickly called the number saved on her cell phone.

"Hello, I don't know who you want to study with?" A voice on the other line rang out. I immediately recognized her voice.

“Yes, I am the person who collided with you today. You dropped your bag. So I decided to keep it."

"Oh, it's you? I'm just looking for it. thank you very much"

"Yes, I don't know where I would like you to return it?" I asked, happy to meet her again.

“Um..tomorrow at 9 o'clock at Center Point. Is the fountain good?

" yes! Yes!!” I quickly agreed.

The next morning, I hurriedly got dressed and left the house at 8 a.m. to wait for her. To many people, I might have looked crazy. But for me, nothing is as important as meeting you again.

As time passed until 9 o'clock, she ran and stopped in front of me. smiling face Panting slightly, he looked up at me. Damn, why are you so cute?

"Here..your bag." I handed the bag to her while still staring at her unwaveringly.

"thank you very much If there's anything I can help with, please tell me. In return for helping me keep my bag, how about it?"

I will definitely not let this opportunity pass me by. "Uh...can you please be my friend!?"

She must think I'm crazy. But it was not at all what I expected. She gave me a smile and said

"It's as simple as this, why not? My name is 'Fah', I'm 19 years old, Chulalongkorn University. What's your name?"

At that moment, I felt like my heart was about to explode out of my chest. "I..my name is Che!! 19 years old, same university"

“What a coincidence. So can I just call you Che?"

“Yes, then I will call you Fa. Well...it came out today. Shall we go for a walk and get to know each other?”

"Alright," Fah answered me.

That day I hung out with her all day. What a day that has passed so quickly. That day I knew She has never had a boyfriend. And he hardly has any friends at all. So she was happy that I asked to be friends. And her group's building is close to my group's. That day we exchanged phone numbers.

In the following days, we met more often. as well as the intimacy that keeps increasing But we still haven't. Think of each other more than friends for once.

Since I got close to the sky I have changed I gave up the habit that made everyone call me a playboy. My impatient nature disappeared. Being with her made me get to know many things. that is hidden within me From her point of view

On the other hand, I got to know Tua Fa more from my own perspective as well. She is shy but strong. He is a person who is easily irritated but recovers quickly. I like almost every type of dessert. And besides, she is a late riser when making appointments, so she always has to rush.

On the day of graduation, we took pictures together. I even had it framed and kept.

As time goes by The feeling of friendship I had for her began to change. I don't understand either. This feeling has never happened to anyone before in my life. This feeling tends to overflow every time. Will you think like me?

After graduating, we rarely saw each other. because they work in different places But we still meet every month. Even though we rarely meet But the feelings I have for the sky haven't faded one bit. It has increased unbelievably. What should I do?

A year has passed. At work I achieved incredible success. I was appointed manager at the age of 23. That day I called her out. To celebrate the position and express your feelings

On that day, Fah came to the appointment wearing a white skirt. Since we met 4 years ago, her cuteness has not diminished in my opinion. She's still as bright as ever.

"Che, congratulations!" Fah said as he handed me a small gift box. Inside was a beautiful silver watch.

"Do you like me or not? It's been a long time since the election. I rarely have much money. That's all I can give you."

No, it's not just this. It means a lot to me. I took off my old watch and replaced it with the one she gave me.

“Thank you very much, Sky. I will take good care of it.” That's right, for the rest of my life...I promised myself.

I sent a gift box to the sky. Inside was a silver ring decorated with diamonds. She took it and opened it to look at it with a confused expression.

"Fah..I love you...I've loved you for a long time. Please marry me.” Finally unable to hold it in, I said. I must be disappointed. Because she probably never thought of me more than 'close friend'.

But the sky smiled at me Then I put my ring on her left ring finger.

"I'm so happy. I had no idea we thought the same. I always thought that she wouldn't think of me as more than a friend."

What? I wasn't dreaming, right? Are we on the same page? Ah...I'm crazy glad that we think alike. Why had I never thought of telling her until now?

“Then we will be together forever, right?” I asked her to prove that I wasn't dreaming.

"Um...che..we'll be together forever." Fah answered me with a smile mixed with tears.

From that day we met more often. to prepare for marriage It was a moment when I felt so filled with happiness.

We both went to choose rings together. Choose a wedding dress, card, souvenir, take a couple photo. I probably won't find another moment as happy as right now in my life...

No..I would probably be happier. If you marry her Yes...if I marry her....

My happy day is getting closer and closer. I am anxiously waiting for that day. And I believe that she is probably no different.

And then the unexpected day arrived. That day was the day before my marriage to her. That day, we made an appointment to go out and reminisce about the place where we first met.

I stood and waited for the sky in front of the fountain. She was walking across the street towards me. But then something unexpected happened. A car was speeding towards her.

Her body rose with the force of the car crash. The car drove away quickly. People except me crowded around her body.

It happened so fast that I couldn't even prepare. I just stood there, stunned. Not aware of surroundings Until someone bumped into me and I fell down.

I immediately ran towards her still figure. I lifted her body into my arms. Tears flowed like a crazy person.

"sky!! sky!! Open your eyes!!!” I slapped her face softly in shock.

"sky!!! Stand up, are you kidding me!? This joke is so old it's not funny..." I started shaking her. And I began to notice Hands covered with his own crimson blood It oozed from her body.

"Is that...you..?"

“Um, yes! This is me! Th..You must be fine!" She answered me. In that moment, my heart broke. Dancing as if it were going to burst out of my chest.

"Che..I will keep..s...promise..that..just!" She choked on the blood until her clear face was stained.

"Don't say anything, Sky. I'm taking you to the hospital right now."

"Y..don't..it won't..t..be in time."

"Don't say that, Sky! You..you! It must be nothing.” At that time, it was confusing. I was so confused that I couldn't do anything.

"Thank you, Che. Please.. thank you, S.. for everything.. I love you."

"I love you too, Sky." I smiled at her through tears.

She slowly reached out a hand covered in her own blood and touched my face.

I held her thin white hand and pressed it against my face.

"Y...don't make...my face hurt like that..at all....." She then smiled. Why?..even though she smiles at me often. But it was as if this time was the most beautiful smile. As if it was the last time she would smile at me like this...

Sky's thin white hand fell. It slipped from my hand. and fell onto her blood-covered body. Her eyelids slowly closed.

I tightened my grip and slowly took her body into my arms. Then he began to hug her lifeless body tightly. It's as if it will disappear in front of you...

“It doesn't have to be like this. Isn't it going to be our wedding day tomorrow? Why are you in such a hurry to leave class?”

I still say that sentence. Over and over like a crazy person She's about to leave me. Are you going to break the promise you made to me?

"How about we be together forever?..." There was no answer from the body in my arms. I hugged that body tighter. Tears flowed out.

The emotion at that time was indescribable. Anger? angry? beard? I don't know, I just let the tears fall down silently in view of the people around me.

On the day I was supposed to marry her It turned out that I had to stand in front. The coffin used to contain her lifeless body. I didn't cry that day. My tears have all dried up.

When the Burial Ceremony Comes I took off my ring and placed it on her lifeless body. The hand was cold. Even though it was the day before This pair of hands still looks warm. The owner still smiles brightly at me. Lips that were once full became pale white. It looked lifeless, different from yesterday.

My tears that had already dried up overflowed again. I took that pale hand and kissed it. This time, tears began to flow down my cheeks. I buried my face in those hands until they were all wet. Then I placed my hands on her body. Standing and watching until her coffin was completely buried.

until all the people had gone back I still let my body dwell on the feelings I once had for you.

Rain began to fall from the sky. It was as if she was crying for me. Finally, she left my arms. To that sky like your name...

Ah...why? that the person who left was not me

Why...is love so sad?

That's it...the love I have might be too much.

Or should I say it was that car's fault? That takes everything away....

No, or I shouldn't have met her.. if I hadn't met her, maybe she wouldn't have died….

My happiness is over. Why is it this fast? Even though she has passed away, in my heart she will remain an important person that no one can replace forever.....