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Didn't Betray You!

I didn't betray you!

                                  By NeastseungNN

Yong Jun hyung

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Jang Yo Yeon Seung

It's the first fic I've written. But I've been married for a very long time. I used to put it in Beast's house.

Twitter: @NeastseungNN

hurt..

It hurts...so much that I don't want to breathe.

How many times has something like this happened?

How many times has the figure in front of you had to pretend like nothing happened?

Just because the tall figure said that..when he was shouting It's annoying...

How many times has "Jang Hyun Seung" had to sit outside the room and cry...

How many times have you...somebody just asked themselves this..over and over again..

An image of a man and woman lying on a bed without any clothes on. Needless to say, you probably know what activities they're doing. The images that some have seen for the past three months There isn't a day that goes by that I don't see these pictures. Even though I see this picture every day..but there is never a time that "Jang Hyun Seung" feels "used to it."

When the bed that has only good memories between himself and "Yong Jun Hyung" turns out to be the bed of a lover and another woman.

“Why...why did you have to bring that woman? Why does it have to be our bed? Why did you cheat? Why did you ever say you loved me? Why did Mr. Ken say that we love each other.." His thin lips asked the tall figure who walked out after finishing the love activity a moment ago with a trembling voice.

“Why? Why!! Answer me, Junhyung!! Answer!” Someone shouted out loudly and rushed forward to snatch Junhyung's shirt.

“Can you please don't act like an idiot, Hyunseung! Just like this, I'm tired to death of working to make money for you to use. I just slept with another woman and that's how it will kill me!!!” Junhyung said as he threw Hyunseung hard on the ground. Without caring whether your body hurts or not.

“Then why do you have to come here? Why does it have to be our place?!”

“Ah! Just our place? Don't be too critical, Hyunseung!! This is my place! My condo! You're just a resident!!” The tall figure shouted as he grabbed the woman's jacket and walked out of the room.

“Where are you going?! It's already late!” Hyunseung said as he ran up to pull Junhyung up.

"this!! Junhyung doesn't want it and he's not modest anymore!! You idiot!!” The woman next to Junhyung said, grinning victoriously at his thin figure.

Bang!

The sound of the door closing rang out and the hearts of some of them broke together. Yes! This is not the first time that a quarrel has occurred. Hyunseung doesn't understand why the tall man who used to say "I love you" every day Turned out to be a cruel person who only hurt his feelings.

“This is Junhyung-ah...do you love me?”

“I love you..I love you very much..” The tall figure answered the question of the person he was lying on his lap without taking his eyes off the round eyes in front of him.

“How much do you love?”

“I love you so much..I love you so much that I would die for you..I love you very much and I will love you forever.”

Some of them laughed brightly when they got the answer they wanted.

“I love you too, Junhyung-ah.”

“Yong Jun hyung loves Jang Hyun Seung.”

A picture of two people declaring their love for each other under a big tree. The two looked so happy that the people nearby were envious of their love.

Images from the past flashed in Hyunseung's mind. He never understood why Junhyung had changed so much. From the time I used to tell him I loved him every day, I ended up saying he was annoying. From being worried all the time to not caring. From being jealous all the time It turned out to be just a man watching in the corner of his eye.

Jang Hyunseung couldn't do anything but cry. Just hoping that the tears would wash away the pain. Every time I close my eyes Jang Yeon Seung also asked to wake up and everything was just a nightmare. He had even begged the tall figure to stop doing this. But the results he received in return only made Hyunseung feel worse.

Many people around him told Hyunseung to break up with Junhyung because he didn't want to see his body so sad. But Hyunseung doesn't do that because he still loves Junhyung and can only hope that one day Junhyung will come back as before...back to love as before...back together. ..Come back to being interested in each other like before..but it was just a false dream.

Sunlight streams in through the beautifully colored curtains that aren't fully closed. This caused Jang Hyunseung who was now sleeping on the sofa after crying himself to sleep. His eyes were large and swollen from crying for a long time. The regret that still lingers in the hearts of some people right now still hasn't gone away.

And it became more and more multiplying. When Hyunseung didn't find anyone else's shadow as he had hoped. Even though I know there's no way it's possible.

In the middle of the bustling road Someone is searching for the shadow of a tall figure. Even though hope is very faint

Is there a chance that we will be able to return to the way we were before? No...just a chance for me to talk to you like before...

( What's up? ) The voice of the person on the other end of the line expressed extreme dissatisfaction.

(I don't have free time to talk to you all day, Jang Hyunseung.) The tone of his reply conveyed an unconcealed annoyance.

“Can I come back? Can I come back? Junhyung...come back to being Junhyung, the person I love and loves me like before...I beg you. I will act like everything never happened...” Hyunseung begged the person on the other end in a trembling voice.

(Huh, don't be too critical, Hyunseung. Forget everything that happened? Completely nonsensical!! You're not that important, that's all!!! )

That's it...I'm not important anymore. You've realized, Hyunseung, that you're worthless!

“Hyunseung, where have you been?! Why did you come back just now?!” A tall voice shouted with a loudness as the emotion surged right now.

“Uh...I just went shopping with Yoseob,” Hyunseung replied indifferently as the force of the tall man's hold became stronger and stronger.

“Later, don't go anywhere again! Wherever you go, you have to tell me first...I'm worried about you.”

“Oh, where I go next, I'll tell you first. Junhyung-ah, don't be angry.”

“Hyun Seung-ah...Junhyung loves Hyun Seung-ah…”

“I love you too, Yongjun-hyung…” No one else said anything due to the overflowing happiness. Junhyung's wavy lips slowly moved to connect with thin lips. Even though it wasn't a hot or passionate kiss like every other time. But this light kiss was filled with love and warmth that were communicated to each other.

Some people walk and think about the past. He didn't even pay attention to the loud noises around him.

PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

Bang!!

The last thing before losing consciousness Hyunseung only thinks of "Yong Junhyung," the person he loves with all his heart...

-Junhyung Part-

hurt.....

It really hurts...

Have you ever had to see your lover walking with another man?

Have you ever had to see your lover joking and laughing brightly with other people....

And especially if that person is someone that your loved one says is just a "friend"...

It's you...would you believe that that person is just a "friend"?...

I never understood why my Hyunseung had to be with someone else. Even though they say they're just "friends", when the other person doesn't want to be just friends with some body. No matter how much you trust However, there must still be quarrels. I never understood how difficult it was just for me to ask him to stop messing with “Yoon Doojoon”.

Yoon Doojoon is Hyunseung's childhood friend who recently returned from England. Since it came back Hyunseung and I argued more often than before. There wasn't a time he yelled at me.

...He says Doojoon is just a friend...but how can he be sure? When his eyes that look at Hyunseung are the same as mine... that is, love.

We started fighting more and more when I told him to stop dating Doojoon. But he refuses because he says Doojoon is his close friend. And who he takes as a friend is none of my business. Even though I love him with all my heart Even though we are in the status of lovers

And one day...the breaking point arrived.

“Hyunseung, where are you? It's already very late!!” I yelled irritably into the phone while looking at the clock hanging on the wall.

(I'm with Doojoon. Today I'm not going back. You don't have to worry. I just thought I'd sleep at home and watch Jun. That's all.)

Haven't had time to respond yet. The other person had already hung up the phone and fled. Leaving me sitting alone and irritated.

Since he chose to be with someone else...there wouldn't be any reason for me to be alone with him...when I'm not dead!!

pub

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I come back here again After not being here for a long time...the reason was just that Hyunseung...didn't like...

“Junhyung, we haven't seen each other for a long time...” Goo Hara, who used to be my partner, walked in. with her lips seductively

which I chose to respond to Hara Because I don't need to care about that beautiful man anymore...the person who broke things up between us...the person who made my trust disappear...the person who put someone else in my place.

Creak!

I answered the phone after seeing a familiar number displayed, using an annoyed tone instead. In fact, I was glad he called. But when thinking about Doojoon It made me swallow my feelings down.

" What's up?"

“I don't have free time to talk to you all day, Jang Hyunseung,” I replied in an annoyed tone.

(Can I come back? Can I come back? Junhyung...come back to being Junhyung, the person I love and loves me like before...I beg you. I'll act like everything never happened...) Hyunseung said in a trembling voice as if he was about to cry. I wanted to run and hug him and tell him I love him and I will stay with him. I want to go back to the way it was before.

“Huh, don't be too judgmental, Hyunseung. Forget everything that happened? Completely nonsensical!! You're not that important, that's all!!!” But I chose to answer like that. Because if I go back... I'll have to go back to being a stupid person for him to deceive me...

-End Junhyung Part-

Where am I??

All around me there is only darkness...

There is only one point where the light reaches...

I tried to walk away...

But when I walked closer to that light...

I found that there was a large piece of glass blocking each other...

The only thing I can do is to shout out

I just hope.....that someone will help me out...

When I looked at that white light again...

I saw that there were two men standing. It felt like I was staring at someone's eyes. I tried shouting out several times...but it didn't seem to help...

Suddenly, I felt that the eyesight I used began to fill with clear water. The picture in front of me became blurry. So much so that the two men could hardly be seen. It wasn't long before the owner of this pair of eyes walked out of the area. He walked to a public park and sat down under a big tree....This place looked familiar....but I couldn't remember it.

“Hyunseung.....Hyunseung-ah...." Hyunseung...my name...is that so...

"Why are you doing this?...Are we breaking up like that?...Do you...don't love me anymore..." The last sentence that came out of this man's mouth made me feel dizzy. .....

Who is he?

What is wrong with him?

Why does he love me?

Is he related to me?

"I.........will love you forever........This Yong Jun hyung will love Hyun Seung forever..."

Is this Junhyung!!!!

Junhyung!!!! Am I seeing what Junhyung sees!!!!!

......What does Junhyung say mean!!!! Why does he think I'm going to break up with him?!?! Isn't he the person who left my life?!?!!!!

While I was married, I was confused. Junhyung suddenly stood up. He started walking again. When walking further At the corner of an intersection...I saw two men standing together....

That's it......Me and Doojoon.......

What does that mean!?!?!!

Junhyung thinks I'm cheating on him?!!!?

Is this the reason I had to break up with Junhyung!??????!!!

-End Hyunseung Part-

(Uncle Junhyung!!! Hyunseung hyung was hit by a car!!!!!)

A tall young man rushed out of his office. After hearing news from a close younger brother

Hyun Seung Ah!!!!! Don't worry about anything!!

A tall figure stepped on the accelerator of a luxury car with a broken heart...he hoped he would find some body he loved...hoped to apologize....and hoped to make amends...

Upon arrival at the hospital Junhyung rushed out of the car, not paying attention to his surroundings... He only knew that he had to hurry... hurry as fast as he could... before the person he loved... disappeared...

"Dongwoon!!!! What about Hyunseung?!?!!”

".....hasn't come out yet...."

I.....I don't understand....why God did this.....why didn't he give me a chance to make amends.....I begged me to do whatever I wanted.....but Don't take Hyunseung away from me.....I can't live....can't live without him.....without Hyunseung......

"Uh...where are the patient's relatives?"

"It's me! How is my girlfriend, doctor?!?"

"Uh...your boyfriend....."

Headache...what a headache!

I slowly opened my eyes and looked at the white ceiling. The smell of all sorts of drugs filled my nostrils...hospital...

The last image before I woke up floated into my head...Junhyung....Where is Junhyung?...I want to apologize....I didn't mean to...I didn't mean to. He misunderstood...

Add!! (The sound of the door is very old-fashioned _ !)

“Hyun Seung-ah!!!!” A familiar voice sounded at the door. Makes me have to go back and look....

"Jun....Junhyung-ah..." Junhyung...really Junhyung...he's come to me...he's come back to me...

The edges of my eyes are hot...I'm happy...I'm just happy...happy that he came...

Colorless tears slowly flowed from the sharp eyes of the tall figure standing in front of the recovery room door. Junhyung suddenly rushed to embrace the person on the bed, worried about the thin figure in front of him...Junhyung was just afraid...afraid that the person in front of him would disappear...afraid that Jang Hyunseung would disappear. ...

"Junhyung...Junhyung-ah..." Thin lips spoke softly in Junhyung's embrace.

“Sorry...Hyun Seung-ah...I'm sorry...” Suddenly, the clear water that had filled her body suddenly flowed down uncontrollably.

Crying and sobbing give a feeling of pain to the listener very well. It made the tall figure feel bad that he had to make the thin body sad.

"You're not wrong...not wrong...Junhyung isn't wrong..." Someone said in a trembling voice mixed with sobs. “Doojoon and I...we're not related...we're just friends. It's really just a friend... just a friend..." Hyunseung just said 'just a friend'. It was true that he felt hurt by Junhyung's feelings being hurt.

But he himself never even thought of stopping loving this person. Especially after seeing that dream...he began to understand Junhyung more...that if he saw a picture of his lover and his friend being close like that, He must have thought too far.

"It's okay. It's okay Hyunseung. It's okay. I trust you. I trust you with everything." After leaving the room filled with silence for several minutes, Junhyung then spoke up, “I'm sorry, I'm sorry I didn't trust you. Sorry for cheating. I'm sorry for being sarcastic, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." The tall man himself could only apologize to the thin one. He knew.

He knows that those actions It can't be replaced with an apology at all. "Hyunseung, can you go back to being like this?" Can we fall in love again? I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm just afraid that you'll leave me. I'm afraid you'll get tired of being with a cold person like me."

"No, I'm not bored. I'm not bored. Hyunseung isn't bored with Junhyung," the figure said, shaking his head nonchalantly at the tall figure's chest. That cute expression drew a smile from the stubborn tiger Junhyung.

“Good, Hyun Seung-ah,” Junhyung said, shaking his pinky finger like a child.

That cute expression made Hyunseung smile through tears and put his pinky finger on Junhyung's.

“Yong Junhyung loves Jang Hyunseung,” Junhyung said with a smile on his face. As for Hyunseung, he just sat with a red face and red ears on Junhyung's lap, who didn't know when he came up.

What should I do? Junhyung doesn't say nice things like this often!!

“Wh...what?” Hyunseung asked as Junhyung kept looking at him.

"Aren't you going to tell me? I already told you I love you,” Junhyung told the wide-eyed man sitting on his lap.

"Ba...What did you say you love?" Hyunseung still put on a straight face, pretending he didn't know anything.

How can I tell you!!! I'm dying of embarrassment!!

"Hyunseung...you...probably don't love me at all...you must have forgotten me...sorry for bothering you." Junhyung pretended to look sad. As he got out of the hospital bed where he had originally sat and talked with Hyunseung. But it was not yet time to move far. A slender hand covered in bandages tugged at the hem of his shirt.

“Love…” The sight in front of him made Junhyung smile again. A thin person sat and hid his red face. Slender hands still gripped the hem of Junhyung's shirt tightly.

Really worth catching and fighting!!

"what? I didn't hear it at all.” Junhyung continued to tease the person in front of him. Since he met Hyunseung again I don't know how many times he smiled.

"love!"

"what? I don't hear much at all. Who loves who?” Junhyung didn't care at all about the red face of the person in front of him.

"Ugh~ Junhyung~ Don't tease me!" Hyunseung moaned softly while looking at Junhyung with a confused face.

"You...you probably don't love me...sorry for wasting your time." Junhyung pretended to look sad again.

"Junhyung..." Hyunseung said softly. Two units filled with tears.

"No more teasing, no more, no crying." Junhyung hurriedly walked over to look at Hyunseung. After seeing the little person preparing to let out a cry

"Don't cry. I'm sorry. I won't listen. You don't have to say it," Junhyung said, pressing Hyunseung's head into his warm chest again.

Hyunseung's words that made him feel bad. Joon-hyung comes back and asks him to reconcile. But Hyunseung destroys Joonhyung's hopes. The more he thought about it, the more Hyunseung cried. Hyunseung must have made Junhyung bored...tired of pleasing a spoiled person like him....

“You're bored with me. You must be bored with me,” Hyunseung said, sobbing uncontrollably.

“I'm not bored. Because Junhyung loves Hyunseung. I'm not bored,” the tall man said, gently wiping his lover's tears with his fingers.

“Love...Hyunseung loves Junhyung.” Even if it's just a soft word. You made Tiger Dad smile like Junhyung couldn't help but smile.

Since he met Hyunseung How many times has he smiled??

“You are my life, Hyunseung. Don't abandon me. Don't ignore me. I only have you... only you. Junhyung loves Hyunseung.” No words were spoken. Because the thick lips leaned down and gently touched the thin petals. There is no more touching than this. There was only love and warmth sent to each other.

                                     -The End-

This is the first story that was written a long time ago. I've been in Beast's house once before.

Will it be fun or not? Please give feedback or comments~

thank you

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